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forgotten-daydreamer · 1 year ago

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my body has pulled that "not hungry, not sleepy" shitty move and it's been three days since i've had a proper meal or proper sleep and i know my body needs it but my body categorically refuses both. i'm tired boss.

#i have an exam tomorrow. i just got a grade back and even if it's a 30/30 i've been beating myself up over the missed opportunity for a 30L #idk how to explain it... 30L is like. 100+/100. nothing changes per se. but it's cool.#and i was never one to be upset over this and i should be throwing a psrty or something but my brain is soup and everything feels bad now #friends talk to me? bad. friends don't talk to me? also bad. success? bad. exercising? bad. parents being proud of my achievement? bad.#i realise my emotions are all over the place rn. i've been feeling shitty for a fucking week. less awful than a few days ago. but still shi #and i want to lay in bed and sleep and wake up and have a proper meal and other meals throughout the day but. it just. doesn't happen.

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