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jamiebluewind · 4 months ago

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I've been on this site like a decade now, but I'll never get tired of when someone leaves a word or two on a post I just went OFF THE RAILS on.

Just... my dude I added on 8 PARAGRAPHS of bullshit on a post that was... kind sorta related to that?

And that other one. Well... that one had a stream of consciousness ramble exclusively in the tags!

Or maybe it's just turning a silly post dead serious or adding a VERY niche addition or going off on a crazy tangent NOBODY considered or writing a extensive theory for a fandom I'm not in (and never posted about again) or oops told a "funny story" again that turned out to be reeeally fucked up or just being AGGRESSIVELY AuDHD for a while or...

A million million weird little words. I hope what I say helps someone sure (even if it's just making them smile or find it interesting), but I never expect someone to care enough about what I have to say to read it all. Being honest helps me sort through my thoughts because it forces me to shape something abstract into something real that makes sense outside my mind to someone else. It's rewarding for its own sake, so I don't really feel disappointed when it's nothing more than that. BUT then someone comes along and not only read my thoughts, but had something to say too! It's a surprise EVERY TIME despite all the years I've been here. I love it and no matter how dumb you thought your addition was, it wasn't dumb to me. The void was a person, even if it was just for a moment.

#it's 1am and I wrote this instead of sleeping XD #i mean it though #the people in my first fandom after getting tumblr interacted a LOT with each other and just in general #I miss the humanity and the community and the silly and the deep #so it makes the ones I get now extra special #now for gods sake don't go and feel like you gotta say something on every reblog! I tried that a few years ago and it's EXHAUSTING #but say something when you have something to say even when you think it's stupid #hell... 90% of what I say is stupid and I haven't been run off yet!#and reading them years later really gives ya insight into who you were at that time #who you were deserves love because they tried their best with what they had and laid the foundation for who you are now and who you will be #don't kill the cringe. kill the part of you that cringes.#go forth and be dumbasses my good bitches #bluewind talks #long post #tumblr #tumblr culture #yikes... 35 minutes just on these random ass tags! XD

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paladincecil · 3 years ago

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Earlier I got to a point in the final chapter in umineko involving Bernkastel asking me to solve her mystery.

I wrote down everything that I think is important and plan to go over it tomorrow and try to solve it without help from Battler and Beato cuz I want that sweet sweet satisfaction of doing it using my noggin..and there's an achievement for doing it without hints :)

Instead of getting an early nights sleep in I decided to keep reading my notes and thinking about who the culprit could be and now it's close to 1am again xD

#I doubt it's gonna be the same culprit as the main games #but I'm still gonna be double checking everything just to be sure xD

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