#jihyun answers

[pillowxtalk]

Looks like a cinnamon roll and is actually a cinnamon roll - For the cinnamon roll meme (to Jihyun, from @phoenix-of-jade)

Put which one from the Cinnamon Roll meme my muse is

I'm sure there are moments during which I don't look like a cinnamon roll. And you know I'm right, Xuan.

Like here for example!

[xelasrecords]

if you were the writer of mysme are there any major changes you would have made to the story/it's direction?

Make the MC more assertive and less naive like who gets an offer for game testing and go hey I have to be blindfolded and transported somewhere! Gee I wonder why I have to stay in this princess bedroom unless they give me permission to go out? Oh wow what a cool AI game! Nice!

Who does that?

The way the romances were written for the MC to play therapist for the LIs doesn't sit right with me either. I wish the relationship could be more balanced instead of romanticising saving traumatised people and having them tell you that you're the only one who can help them fix themselves. I'm all for toxic relationships when they're portrayed as they are, but it isn't really the case in mysme love stories.

As the player, I wish there was an ending where everyone is happy, but as a writer I get how satisfying it is to doom at least one character into despair in someone else's good ending. So you know what, I accept this one as it is. Mysme's plot is very engaging and drama-filled there's nothing I want to change. They have brilliant writers.

Also, maybe change the void that is V and Saeran's Valentine's DLC into something with the said DLC? I want to be sappy with V without any threats please.

[cephydeluxe]

this is gonna be one stupid poll but,,, I'm curious how many other ppl have this headcannon lol

[cloudcountry]

yoosung shut the fuck up challenge

[phoenix-of-jade]

Duet - A song for when our muses are together

Hit The Music!

For Jihyun and Xuan, I feel like something soft and romantic would suit their mood really well, so even if it might sound a bit cliché, I think "Everytime we touch" by Cascada would go really nicely for them as a duet. Plus, the slightly pop dancy vibes of the original version alludes well to Jihyun being an idol and dance being something that's very present in their relationship.

[niragixpsych]

yes i miss you n you have to accept it

Who are you anyways?

[coupsalchemy]

Touch

Summary - The one where your love language is physical touch, and your boyfriend hates touch.

Tags: Lee Jihoon x (dramatic) f.reader, fluff, established relationship au

Warnings: none for now

Word Count: 2.5k

A's Note: I love this kind of themes as my love language is also touch. I am going to write more of this since I can't get enough of it.

The table gets rowdier, the drinks sloshes out of the glasses, chopsticks clanking against the steel bowls and plates. To confess you are a little disappointed. You poke the meat on your bowl of rice with the chopsticks, resting your cheek on your propped up palm. 

Jihyun, your friend, realises the distress consuming you gives a nudge to your knee. “It’s okay.” 

You nod, eating the meat, watching your boyfriend from the corner of your eye. Jihoon is diligently chewing on his food, eyes on his friends who are singing and dancing. Your relation with him sprouted one month ago, shy confessions exchanged at a corner table in diner. What you thought a love confession would end with a fiery kiss, at least at your flat if not for the wonky diner, but he just dropped you home with a soft smile and a good night.  

Jihoon isn’t big on physical touch or sweet words—the exact opposite to you. Opposites attract, they do, you were pulled in for his calm demeanour and handling issues with chill where you would be wreaking havoc for even a minor disruption. What they don’t say is that extreme opposites also can’t gel well. 

Soonyoung, one of his friends,  stumbles towards your boyfriend looping his arm around his shoulder only to get shoved off. He just laughs off at his friend’s disgust, and swallows him in a hug. He skips away before Jihoon can kill him with chopsticks. 

You avert your eyes to your friend who nods in compassion. You lean your cheek on her shoulder, kicking the floor under the table. He is supposed to sit beside you and not away. He is supposed to be holding your hand and you shouldn’t be seeking support from your friend. You should be kissing and not be scared of getting shoved away. 

A sigh escapes your lips watching your man, he is fucking hot. The cat eyes are sharp enough to catch every single movement, his pink lips are your favourite out of all, if only you could get a minute with them. His column of neck haunts your dreams leaving you gasping for air. His broad and thick shoulders, and his chest are the root cause of your despair. So close yet so far. 

His gaze flits from his friends’ mischief to yours. You feel your heart in your throat getting pink under his attention. He watches your friend patting your head as you nuzzle closer into her. 

“Do you want some alcohol?” She whispers in your ear to make sure you hear her over the Dokyeom’s high pitch voice. 

You muffle a no, sadness taking over you as Jihoon is back to his phone, typing away. Just in case, like with a tiny little hope you check your phone to see his messages. None. An ache starts in your chest, it’s familiar to you as you recognise it from the time you had a one sided crush on him, and watching him converse with other girls (no smile, short answers but still). 

“Need to pee.” You inform your friend before retrieving yourself from her warm embrace and bee line to the washroom. 

You look into the mirror hung over the sink, washing your hands, mumbling some encouraging words and affirming yourself that he still likes you or else why would you two are still dating? He wouldn’t have invited you at all to this dinner, even if it was supposed to be your first date kind of thing. 

You open the door once you dry off your hands and stumble a step watching Jihoon leaning against a wall scrolling on his phone. You turn around to go back into the washroom before you catch yourself and remember he is your boyfriend. 

At the click of the door Jihoon looks up from his phone, a small smile on his lips. “Done?” 

You nod, confused. “You can go in,” you move aside, giving him space to use the washroom. 

“Nah,” he pockets his phone, “let’s go.” 

He is already walking ahead not even looking back at you to see if you are coming or not. The restaurant is getting busier, all the tables are occupied with waiters and customers walking everywhere. You follow behind him, admiring his work outfit, black trouser pants and white button up shirt, sitting perfectly on his body outlining his definite shape. 

A tipsy man in his fifties is laughing and talking to himself is going on his way to what you assume to be the washroom when he suddenly barks out a laugh, crashing into—Jihoon. 

Jihoon is before you even before that man can knock into you. You blink at the tipsy man mumbling an apology to Jihoon and Jihoon giving a curt nod. He looks over his shoulder, “okay?”

You hum, crushing down the need to lace your arms around his waist and hide from the world behind his broad shoulders. He leads you to the table, his hands in his pockets, the long black hair strands swaying slightly with his authoritative steps.

You squeal inside, oh god why god, he is so sexy. 

He sits on his chair and you dejectedly occupy the empty chair beside your friend. The night is spent with disappointment and the need to feel his warmth. 

—

If you agree to Jihoon’s invitation one more time you will just fling yourself out of the window. The karaoke’s dancing lights mess with your head, Soonyoung’s melodic voice goes beyond sometimes with his enthusiasm, your ears aching. Jihyun is again at your side, offering comfort while Jihoon sat on the opposite side bench. 

“Why does he invite me to all of this and not talk?” You whisper-yell to your best friend. “Maybe I should just go home.” 

She gives you an aw, my poor baby expression and pats your head. To drool more at your boyfriend’s biceps and firm chest under his office shirt, you look in his direction again. Only, he is missing at his spot. Your heart sinks to your stomach, did he leave? 

“Jihoon isn’t—” you pause midway, your mind stops processing when he, the man of your thoughts, sits next to you, shoving a drunk Dokyeom aside. 

Jihoon smiles at you, his eyes doing that cat thing again. Not only sending your mind into a ruckus but also messing with your heart. His subtle scent infiltrates your senses, you lick your lips dropping your head to your lap. 

Jihyun, a traitor under the ruse of a friend, exits towards the washroom. You are nervous, the ac is on full blast, you were feeling cold just seconds prior and now your neck is sweaty. You wanted, no, needed, his attention, and when he is sitting next to you fulfilling your wish you are as good as a scaredy cat. 

Jihoon relaxes, stretching his legs and resting his arm on the ledge of the couch and around your shoulder. His arm brushing your skin whenever you fidget in your seat. You suck in a deep breath, butterflies swarming in your stomach at the proximity, and messing with your head. 

Soonyoung is belting out a sad song like he is fresh out of a break up, while his girlfriend claps to the beat with starry eyes. Jihoon and you listen to whatever crap his friend circle is sprouting, pretending to be attentive to their drunken words and laughter when, in reality, you are aware of Jihoon’s finger tapping on the soft cushion, his fingers brushing your shoulder. 

It is driving you to hell and beyond as you are big on giving and receiving love in physical form. And it’s the thing that had you going crazy from being unable to hold onto your boyfriend. 

Jihoon has a small smile watching Dokyeom choking on a snack. Sadistic. Your stomach flutters. God, you need to get yourself checked. Dokyeom finally gets to breathe, looking at everyone with wide eyes and a hand on his neck. 

You laugh, finding the whole ordeal entertaining, momentarily distracting from your troubles. Dokyeom chokes again, now on water sputtering it everywhere and you squeal, holding your stomach laughing your ass off, curling into the man beside you. 

The stiffness underneath you has you stilling. You sneak a look at Jihoon, his lips are pursed into a thin line. An acidic taste sours your mouth, you mumble a sorry before you seperate yourself from him and maintain some space between you two. 

Jihoon hates touch, you have seen how he shoves his friends away, how he walks with his hands folded and sees that no one is in his personal bubble. For fucks sake, he didn’t even kiss you, you being his girlfriend, the one who has every right (with consent) to touch, feel and hold. 

Jihyun comes back from her washroom, frowning seeing the two of you sitting away from each other. She takes a seat on the other side of the room trying to give you the space and privacy you were craving with your boyfriend. 

Now you aren’t sure if you want to be with him, not after how he reacted, his subtle rejection hurts. You make a move to go to your friend, Jihoon grabs your wrist. “Sit down.” 

You frown. He adds, “please.” 

He pats the space next to him telling you to sit with him. The strobe lights ache your head, the loud music and your friend circle’s loudness twists your stomach. Everyone’s having fun, except you. You are circling around Jihoon, throwing yourself in what ifs, and the fear of how you might accidentally cross your line. You did in the spur of the moment, something you couldn’t control, and you have seen the line between his eyebrows, and the press of his lips. The same distaste he has shown many times, but not to you. This isn’t how you planned your future with him. 

Jihoon, perceptive of your moods and their meanings, leans into your ear whispering, “why did you want to leave?”

You clamp your hands together, knuckles pressed white, a shaky breath escaping your lips. You have to do it, you have to end this, you can’t continue living this way. “Jihoon,” you suck in a shaky breath, “we don’t match.” You gesture between you two with your finger, “we are so different.” 

The unimpressed press of his lips is back, and you are scared. The cat eyes are sharp, observing each twitch in your face, the unshed tears, and he stands up, holding your hand. Surprised, you gaze at the contact, his firm grip on you shakes up the resolution in your heart. This is Jihoon, how can you go on living without him? 

“Let’s go somewhere calm. Super song isn’t the right bgm for our scene.” Jihoon casually leads you outside, checking left and right, choosing to go right, and passing through the other loud karaoke rooms. In search of a quiet place, Jihoon is wandering, taking his time to find a place without people, and on the other side, you are stuck at watching how his hand slips from your wrist and slowly intertwines with your fingers, as if it fits only there, surrounded by you. 

Did Jihoon initiate contact before? You are talking of ending your relationship and he is whistling while opening a broom closet. Jihoon is unpredictable. He closes the door behind you, darkness engulfing you both. He doesn’t turn on the light, and your eyes adjust to the darkness. The closet is tiny, Jihoon is resting on the opposite wall, and his body brushes against you whenever he moves. 

“Why can’t we work out?” Jihoon asks, moving around to get you two comfortable, filling the dark room with the rustling of his dress shirt.

You lick your dry lips, snapping out of how firm his chest feels against yours. “We just don’t. You shouldn’t meet someone like me,” you throw your hand up, accidentally hitting his chest. God, what is he hiding in there? “You should go out and meet someone who is, who is prim and proper and someone that doesn’t have their mind full of filth.” You gasp, covering your mouth, shocked at yourself and the damn slippery mouth of yours.  

Jihoon kills you with his silence. You groan, clutching your hair. This is the reason you shouldn’t communicate in person instead of sending a well framed and overthought text message. You should just blame the closeness, his hands next to your waist, leaning against your side of the wall instead of his’. How can one sane woman think in this situation? 

“Since the reason is out, I’ll out myself.” You nervously chuckle to yourself. “Bye, Jihoon.” You think of giving a ninety degree bow, and realize you’ll probably headbutt him. You end with an awkward wave of hand. 

“Bring your ass back here.” His words sent a shiver down your body. What?

You look over your shoulder, “what?”

He holds your shirt, pulling you back into his chest. “Where are you going?” His lips on your ear makes you grab onto his arm that’s around your waist. 

“To like,” you whack your brain to formulate a good answer, “throw myself onto the road, and kiss the road as I go flying,” your mind, as expected, stopped working the moment Jihoon gives a tiny kiss on your ear followed by a low chuckle. 

“I don’t want you to die,” the sudden saint to sinister Jihoon has you electrocuted, “I need to see you, be with you,” he grabs your waist slamming you back to him as you try to escape his arms, “touch you, and have filthy thoughts whenever I see you.” 

You gasp, nails digging into his arm, “Jihoon,” you whimper, his lips drags across your neck, baring his teeth at the spot your shoulder meets neck, sinking his canines softly, but not quite biting. “You-you don’t like touch!” 

He detaches his mouth, you whine turning around to look at him. “I don't? I didn’t know that.” 

“You shove people away, you are ready to murder Soonyoung even if he breathes in your direction!” You flail your arms, “even a few minutes back when I was laughing and was all over you, you, like, glared at me. I can’t take it, I hate it when someone rejects my touch.” 

“Ah,” he says, “is that why you wanted to break up.” 

You nod, hitting his chin with your nose in the process. “Ah, it hurts.”

Jihoon sighs, “you could have talked it out with me instead of like breaking up with me.” 

You pout, “how can I?” 

“I am not big on physical touch,” he agrees, “and probably hate it when someone comes near me,” you take a step back but he pulls you into him, “but that doesn't mean I hate it with you. I never hated your touch, but instead,” he falters.

“Instead?” You ask with a bated breath. 

“I crave it.” Jihoon slowly leads you to the wall, caging you between his arms, “when you were laughing, and were all over me, I was shocked,” his finger traces your face, from your temple to your chin slowly, ticklish. “I may not express it explicitly but I want only you to be in my space.” 

His lips brush over yours, “no one else.” He presses them over your lips, wet and warm against your cold ones. You gasp, clutching onto his shirt, crumpling the fabric, his body is on yours, feeling all the hard ridges and the muscle. 

“So I worried for nothing?”

“Yes.” He crashes his lips on yours. 

[smutoperator]

Shake It Baby

Kang Jihyun (Soyou) x Male Reader

Summer 2015 Episode 1

Tags: anal, ass eating, big butt, bouncy boobs, cum on ass, dirty talk, facefucking, facesitting, floor sex, (a little) footjob, pervert instructor, ripped yoga pants, rough sex, screaming, squatting, titfucking, twerking, workout

Word count: 5327.

Money maker, rump shaker. Heartbreaker, chance taker. Net payer, one slayer. One, two, three, let's go. The song starts playing, and Soyou starts exercising in front of her instructor as she prepares for her group's comeback, ready to show why Sistar are known as the summer queens.

Soyou keeps moving sexily as she dances, putting extra emphasis on her shaking and squatting as she wears the blue yoga pants from the soon-to-be-released music video. "You're moving quite hard, aren't you?" you ask her. "Well, the song is called 'Shake It,' so I gotta do it just like that," she answers.

"Keep going then; you're looking very good," you tell Soyou as she ramps up the intensity of her moves. You notice as she squats that her yoga pants can barely keep her beautiful big butt inside, looking at her ass nonstop and hoping she doesn't notice it.

You instruct Soyou to keep doing her exercise, her ass getting very sweaty as she keeps the intensity. "Your ass shape is amazing," you tell her as she keeps squatting it. "What did you say?" she asks. "Your shape is looking amazing," you answer.

"Let's do it together," you tell Soyou, moving up and down alongside her. Her big, beautiful ass rubs against your crotch, and you can't help but get yourself erect right on the spot. "What are you doing, teacher?" she asks, noticing your bulge rub against her yoga pants. "Helping you with the training," you tell her.

"Arch that back," you say to Soyou, putting her with her face down and ass up. Your cock is so hard it's already poking out of your shorts, which she soon notices. "I think you need to, let's say, fix your pants," she tells you as she takes the first look into your hard cock. You feel a little embarrassed, but Soyou can't stop looking at your cock.

"I can't focus, teacher; it's right in my face," Soyou tells you. "Just ignore it," you tell her, but Soyou just can't; that cock is getting her really hungry even though she is pretending not to. "That's so unprofessional, get your shit together," she says. "Alright," you answer her.

"Sit down, let's do some exercises with your chesty," you tell Soyou as you put your hands on her boobs. "Teacher, what the hell are you doing? You're such a fucking creep," she says, taking your hands off. "I'm sorry," you tell her. "So you want to be a perv? I wanna show you how to do that," she says.

Soyou rips her yoga pants apart right around her butt, exposing her bare ass for you. "Eat it out; I deserve it after such a long, sweaty workout," she says. You promptly oblige, diving your face between her big butt as she starts shaking it in your face. "Oh, fuck, that's right, baby," she says.

You attack Soyou's butthole very aggressively. "Oh yeah, stick that tongue deep in my asshole," she tells you. You touch her sweaty pussy too. Soyou moves her butt back and forth, pushing your face against her butt with her feet. "OH YEAH, SHOVE IT DEEP IN MY ASS," she screams.

You quickly move down and start attacking Soyou's pussy with your tongue as well. "Lick that pussy all the way up to my asshole," she commands, grabbing your head and shoving it into her ass. "I want you to tongue both my sweaty holes," she commands.

Soyou sits on top of your face and starts, you guess it, shaking it. "Oh my God, that feels so good," she says as she moves her big ass all over your face, doing a little twerking as you try to stick your tongue out to lick her pussy. "Get that pussy in your mouth, you pervert, work out that fucking tongue in my clit," she says as she shakes her butt in your face.

"That's perfect, baby; let me use that face," Soyou says as you grab her ass and savor her pussy to the fullest. She bounces her ass up and down your face, loving being on top of it. "I love the way you slide that tongue in my pussy," she says, rubbing her folds all over her face.

Soyou gets up, but you're so addicted to her sweaty holes already you reach your fingers inside them. "Oh baby, I'm gonna need much more than a couple of fingers," Soyou says. "And I already saw you've got something much better than that; now show me," she continues.

You follow Soyou's instructions and unzip your pants down, popping your cock out right in her face. "Oh yeah, give me that big cock," she commands, stroking it nicely and talking dirty from the get-go. "First I'm gonna jerk it off with my hands and then with my throat," she says, slapping it with her tongue before fulfilling her promise and taking it deep in her throat for the first time. "I knew you wanted me to suck it this whole time, this huge, fat, thick cock. It's gonna look amazing stretching both my holes," she says, talking dirty to you.

"Do you like my tongue all over that thick microphone?" Soyou asks you. "Yes, fuck," you answer her. "You like those dick-sucking lips?" she asks. "Are you ready for me to suck your soul?" she continues, grabbing it hard and sucking, stroking, and spitting it, then bobbing her head on it like crazy.

"Fuck my face, baby," Soyou asks as you oblige and push your cock down her throat. She keeps her eyes open at all moments. "I know you can fuck it harder," she tells you as she dives to suck your balls as you stroke your already wet cock. "Lick those balls, you fucking slut," you tell her, and Soyou does it to perfection, shaking her tongue all over them.

"Let me suck it and stroke it more," Soyou says, licking your cock from top to bottom before you put her fun to an end, grabbing her head and thrusting against her pretty face. She smiles, enjoying every second of it, toying with your cock. "You love fucking that pretty face, don't you?" Soyou asks as she takes your cock deep in her throat like a champion, making incredible gagging sounds. You take your clothes off, manhandling Soyou's slutty face. She puts her arms behind her back, just letting you use her face like a fleshlight.

Soyou bends over as she sucks your cock, letting you reach to massage her big ass and stick your fingers in her sweaty anus. "Let me finger that fucking asshole," you tell her, massaging her butthole to perfection and making Soyou push hard, taking your cock all the way down her throat.

"Show me those beautiful tits," you tell Soyou as she takes her bra off and exposes her huge pair of milk bags. Soyou is truly the full package: big ass, slutty mouth, and massive boobs ready for you to use her in a sexy workout. You take your cock between her boobs as she squeezes them around it. "Yes, baby, slide between those big fucking titties," she commands.

Soyou lowers her head as she tries to take a slice of your tip as your cock goes up and down her boobs at a very fast pace. "Fuck my big titties," she commands, with a naughty smile as your balls make loud noises clapping against the face of her boobs. "USE THEM, YES, YES, YES," she screams, putting her tongue out as you keep thrusting against her boobs.

"Fuck these titties, fuck these titties, use these titties to jerk off your cock," Soyou demands as she talks dirty to you and you choke her. "OH FUCK," she moans, lowering her head to take more of your cock and then stroking it. "I can jerk your cock off with every part of my body: my face, my tits, my pussy, my butt," she brags as you keep titfucking her like crazy, Soyou taking more and more of your cock.

"Fuck me like that, look me in the eye, and use those titties to jerk off your cock," Soyou says. You slap your cock in her face, grabbing her head and fucking it for some good measure, until you're ready to move to the next round.

"Turn around and show me that ass," you tell Soyou as she obliges and gives you an amazing view of her backside while shaking her big butt. She then gets herself on all fours on the floor. "I'm ready for you to use these holes," she says, you not wasting any second and promptly sliding your cock inside her pussy.

"OH FUCK, AHHHH," Soyou screams as you pound her pussy hard from the get-go, grabbing her arms from behind. "How does that tight little pussy feel squeezed around your cock, baby?" she asks, looking at you as make her big boobs bounce. You briefly take a break to lick it, but Soyou is having none of it and just wants more of that meat inside her. "Shove that cock back inside me," she says.

You do as Soyou asks and fuck her pussy hard. "Yes, use it, yes, use it, oh, fuck," she moans. "You're so good," she says, shaking her hips to meet your thrusts. "YEAH BABY, FUCK ME," she screams. "Shhhh," you try to silence her to not get the attention of the neighbors, but Soyou couldn't care less about them; all she cares about is your big fat cock stretching her out.

"Fuck me harder with that cock, AHHHH, FUCK, FUCK, MAKE ME CUM," she screams, your balls clapping hard against her cheeks. "POUND IT, FUCK, AHHHH, YES, YES, YES," she continues to scream, showing off her vocal skills. "YES, BABY, DON'T STOP," she keeps going. "KEEP FUCKING ME," she commands as you spank her ass.

"USE THAT PUSSY, SHOW ME WHAT YOU CAN DO, THAT'S YOUR LITTLE PUSSY, JERK OFF THAT COCK INSIDE IT," Soyou keeps commanding. You slow down a bit and kiss her slutty mouth before grabbing her neck and choking her hard and giving her your hardest thrusts ever, using her pussy as your pleasure toy.

"STUFF ME, FUCKING STUFF THAT PUSSY, STUFF THAT LITTLE HOLE, POUND IT!" Soyou commands as you attack that pussy harder than ever. "LOOK AT THAT SEXY ASS MOVING FOR THAT COCK," she says as she shakes it. You quickly put her in her place, grabbing her neck and pulling her hair. "YES, I'M YOUR LITTLE SLUT, JERK THAT COCK OFF IN MY PUSSY, GIVE IT TO MY LITTLE PUSSY," she screams.

"MY PUSSY WANTS SOME MORE, OH MY GODDDDD. FUCK ME, USE MY LITTLE JERKOFF HOLE," Soyou begs as you keep pounding her cunt. You get so rough you slam her face against the room's wall. But she likes every second of it. "Don't stop, I'm gonna fucking cum, AHHHHH," she commands as her head gets slammed against the wall and your cock hits her cervix before you toss her onto the floor and lay down. "Sit on that dick, you fucking slut," you tell her.

Soyou promptly crawls in your direction as she tastes herself on your cock for the first time, sucking and jerking it off as she prepares to ride it with her cunt. She bobs her head hard on it, then lets you thrust up her face from the floor. "That's it, such a good slut, fuck yeah," you tell her as Soyou gets her face stuffed full of cock.

"Slide it in me now, I wanna use that cock for my pleasure," Soyou tells you as you grab your shaft and get it in position for her to sit on it. "AHHHH, FUCK, THAT COCK IS SO BIG, IT'S REALLY STRETCHING ME OUT," she says, taking it slow. "Watch me slide down that big pole, fuck," she says, alternating slow rides with some faster cowgirl rides that make her boobs bounce hard.

It doesn't take long for you to start pushing your cock up Soyou's tight pussy. "Yes, give it to me, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it," she commands as you pump it up her cunt, spreading her ass to take it better. "FUCK THAT PUSSY," she commands, but quickly shows you her strength, matching your thrusts with her bounce.

But you're having none of it and just fuck her even harder. "YES, YES, SLIDE IN AND OUT OF THAT FUCKING PUSSY," she screams. You thrust so hard that your balls reach up to her anal entrance. You grab her ass and attack her pussy like a madman. Soyou answers, trying to ride it again, but all you want to do to her pussy is pound it like there is no tomorrow.

"PLEASE FUCK MY PUSSY, PLEASE, I LOVE GETTING FUCKED LIKE THAT, FUCK, FUCK, AHHHH, AHHHH," Soyou screams as she gets pounded hard. You grab her body and grope her tits. "YES, FUCK THAT LITTLE HOLE," she screams, getting louder each second that passes. "AHHHHH," more screams follow. "IT'S YOUR LITTLE HOLE, USE IT, USE IT, OH MY GOD, FUCK ME," she keeps screaming.

"SHOW ME WHAT YOU GOT, BABY, KEEP USING THAT PUSSY," Soyou commands as you turn her body sideways to watch the amazing recoil from her ass at each thrust you give into her cunt. "OH MY GOD THAT FEELS SO GOOD, YES, YES, YES," she moans. The pounding keeps going. "OH SHIT, YES, POUND IT, FUCKING POUND THAT LITTLE PUSSY, GIVE ME THAT FUCKING COCK, YEAH, YEAH, OH FUCK," Soyou commands; the more she screams, the harder you pound her.

Soyou stops a bit to suck your cock like crazy, stuffing it deep down her throat. "I wanna spit all over that microphone," she says. She turns around for another round of riding, this time in reverse. "OH FUCK SLIDE IT IN ME," she says as you attack her pussy from the moment your cock gets back inside it. She spreads her legs to take the pounding better, your cock just hammering her nonstop. "FUCK IT, FUCK IT, FUCK MY LITTLE HOLE, YES, YES, YES," she begs.

You put Soyou's body sideways, groping her big tits as she bounces on your cock. "OH MY GOD IT'S SO FUCKING DEEP, HOLY SHIT," she screams. You bring her hot body close to yours as you just keep pounding, looking her in the eyes as you suck her tits. "You like using my little hole, baby? Your fucking jerkoff hole?" she asks.

"FUCK JERK OFF INSIDE ME, USE ME, USE ME LIKE A FUCKDOLL, YES DON'T STOP, GIVE ME ALL THAT COCK, FUCK, I'M GONNA CUM, AHHHHH," Soyou screams as she gets her cunt obliterated. You spank her ass and keep pushing harder than ever, making her tits jiggle nonstop. "MORE, MORE, MORE, USE ME, POUND MY PUSSY, FUCKING POUND THAT FILTHY CUM DUMPSTER, I'M YOUR FUCKTOY, USE ME TO JERK OFF YOUR COCK," she keeps screaming, her tits becoming just a pair of bouncy pinballs as you show relentless pace.

"I LOVE BEING POUNDED WITH THAT BIG FUCKING COCK. USE THAT SLUTTY HOLE TO JERK OFF YOUR COCK INSIDE ME. YES, YES, GIVE ME MORE, GIVE ME MORE COCK. OHHHHH FUCK ME, STUFF THAT PUSSY WITH THAT COCK. I'M YOUR LITTLE FUCKDOLL, A STUPID FUCK DOLL. PLEASE, KEEP USING MY CUM DUMPSTER." Soyou turns into a screaming mess, uttering dirty words and calling herself a fuckdoll faster than you can thrust inside her pussy.

"Come down," you tell Soyou, getting her back on the floor in a spooning position, keeping the fast pace inside her pussy as you look at her and watch her big tits jiggle with your thrusts. "YES, YES, YES," she approves. "GIVE IT ALL, FUCK ME HARD WITH THAT COCK," she keeps commanding, you doing just as she wants and making her scream even louder.

"OH MY GODDDDDD," Soyou screams as her body bounces uncontrollably with each thrust you give her. Your balls smash against her throbbing clit as you turn her into a fuckdoll. She closes her eyes and screams. "FUCK ME, FUCK ME, AH, AH, AH, AH, AH," she screams. You spank her ass. "Stuff that pussy," she begs. You're still going like crazy, making her watch your massive cock bulge under her belly as you grab her legs and make her tits bounce like crazy.

"KEEP FUCKING ME, I'M GONNA CUM, AHHHH, FUCKKKKK," Soyou screams as she has no control of her bouncy tits anymore; they jiggle so hard it feels like they are living beings attached to her hot body. "STROKE THAT COCK IN MY LITTLE PUSSY," she begs, you enjoying her boobs jiggling nonstop. "USE YOUR LITTLE FUCKHOLE, PLEASE, DON'T STOP, AHHHHH," she keeps screaming.

"I need your cock in my ass," Soyou says. "Then spread that ass for me," you tell her as you put her back on all fours, licking her butthole. "Nice and wet, get it ready for that big fat cock," Soyou says as she shakes her ass before you shove your cock up her butt. "Oh yes, slide in my asshole," she commands.

"Oh, fuck, oh yeah, fuck that ass, stretch it out," Soyou says as you fuck her ass on all fours. You grab her waist as she promptly shakes her butt against your crotch. "YES, USE IT, USE IT, USE IT," she commands. "That's your asshole, baby; fucking use it," she continues to command, you doing it just as she asks.

"Fuck me like that, fuck me like that," Soyou commands as she looks at you, your balls clapping against her skin. "Jerk off with that cock in my fat ass," she keeps telling you. "Does it feel good, my big ass wrapped around your cock?" she asks. "Of course," you answer.

"Make me cum with that big dick in my ass," Soyou orders as you keep fucking it with a steady pace. "YES, YES, YES, POUND IT, POUND IT, POUND IT, FUCKING POUND IT, AHHHHH," she screams. You grab her shoulders and then choke her. "FUCK ME HARDER, GIVE ME THAT DICK, GIVE IT TO MY FUCKING ASS, AHHHHH FUCK," she gets louder, losing a little of her breath.

You push harder and mount on top of Soyou. "Get on top of that ass and shove your big cock deep inside it," she commands. You attack her asshole balls deep, much to her delight. "OH YES, DEEP IN MY FUCKING ASSHOLE, OH MY FUCKING GOD, STRETCH THAT FUCKING ASS, FUCK ME JUST LIKE THAT," Soyou screams, watching your balls hit her clit. "I wanna cum for you, AH, AH, AH," she moans, closing her eyes as your cock hits hard and deep inside her ass.

"Get on the floor, you fucking slut," you tell Soyou, and she promptly obliges. You slide your cock in her ass in a spooning position. "Come here," you tell her. "Oh yeah, stuff my ass, destroy it," she says. You grope her tits from behind as you pound her. "GIVE ME THAT BIG FUCKING DICK, USE THAT ASSHOLE, FUCKING USE IT, TAKE IT ALL, POUND MY ASSHOLE, IT'S YOUR JERKOFF HOLE," she commands.

The clapping sounds get louder as you pound Soyou's ass harder and harder. "BALLS DEEP IN MY FUCKING ASS, MAKE ME FUCKING CUM, AH, AH, AH!" she screams. "Open your legs," you tell her, Soyou promptly obliging. "Oh, that's what I wanna see. I love watching you fuck my asshole," she says.

"Stretch it out, stretch it out, pump that big ass with that big fucking cock," Soyou commands as her tits go back to jiggling nonstop. "OH YEAH, YEAH, YEAH," she screams. You finger her wet cunt as you pound her ass. "Oh yeah, baby, make my pussy cum," Soyou says as she enjoys it.

"Fuck me good, give it to me, AHHHHHHH," Soyou begs. "OH MY GOD, IT'S SO FUCKING DEEP," she says. You keep pumping Soyou's butt nonstop. "Give it to that asshole, baby; you own it," she says. "Jerk my cock off while I fuck that ass," you command, Soyou grabbing your cock and doing it just as you asked, like the good slut she is. "That's my cock, I love it," Soyou says as she massages your balls. You spread her ass further as she closes her legs down, clapping her cheeks hard. "FUCK THAT ASSHOLE, FUCK IT, FUCK IT, FUCK IT, AHHHHH," she screams.

"Jerk my cock off with your feet before you ride it with your ass," you say to Soyou. She spits on your cock before sliding her feet at blistering speed, pushing you to the edge. "You like those dirty-ass feet sliding up and down your cock?" she asks. "Of course, baby," you say.

"I love milking that cock with my fucking feet," Soyou says. She then drops down and licks your cock from top to bottom. "My dirty ass tastes so good in that cock," she says, circling around in your tip as she sucks your cock, then bobbing her head on it without using her hand, letting you fuck her face. "Stroke it harder," you tell Soyou. "Oh yeah, I'm gonna milk that fucking dick with my hands and throat," she says, jerking it off like crazy.

"I wanna see you bounce on that pole next," you tell Soyou, and she doesn't disappoint, squatting hard on your cock the moment she sits her ass on it. "Oh yeah, make that asshole bounce up and down," she says. You grab her butt, controlling her pace. "Stretch that asshole, asshol"she says, her big butt smashing your hips vigorously at each ride.

You grab Soyou's waist as the floor quakes with her hard riding. "OH YES, YES, YES," she moans. You spank her cheeks as she slows down. "Keep fucking it," you say. "Ohhhh, you're begging for it; you really like that ass bouncing up and down your cock," she says, spreading her cheeks as she continues to bounce.

"AHHHHH FUCK," she screams, twerking hard on your cock as you look at her bouncing boobs right in your face. She grinds hard all over your cock, spinning on your cock as you grab her big tits. "Yeah, baby, use that ass," she commands. You have to stay strong not to cum inside her tight little asshole, Soyou squatting relentlessly on your cock and using it for her little sensual workout as she makes the wooden floor shake with her hard bounces.

Your cock slips out of Soyou's ass, and you decide to tease her, slapping it against her anal entrance. "Put it back where it belongs," she promptly commands, spinning on your cock and shaking on it as soon as she gets it. "Shake it for me, my baby," you tell her. And boy, does Soyou like to shake it. Each bounce pushes you to the edge. "FUCKKKK," she screams. "I'M GONNA CUM, I'M GONNA CUM," she announces as she grinds all over your dick, squirting all over your body.

Soyou gets of your cock for a bit for a little juice tasting, licking your dick and then moving up into your abs to taste her own squirt. "Turn around, I want to see that big ass bouncing," you tell her. Soyou does as you please. "Oh yeah, stuff it back inside me; I want that ass to be full of your cock," she says. "It's all yours," you tell her.

And just as you say, Soyou makes it yours. "Oh, I love grinding on that cock. I love sliding it up and down my asshole, using it like my jerk-off toy," she says. "Keep going, take it all the way down," you tell her. "AHHH, AHHH, AHHH," she screams as she takes it deeper in her butthole. "Oh, that's incredible," you say. Soyou teases a bit, moving her butt laterally as she rides your cock. "Oh, that's so sexy," you say to her.

Soyou takes it slow, giving a little more shake before twerking on your cock as she holds her hands on your legs. "Balls deep in my fucking ass, just as I want it," she says. "Come taste it a bit," you tell her, Soyou pulling your cock out of her butt and sucking it. "Such a dirty bitch," you say to her. "Yes, I'm your dirty, nasty bitch," she says, strongly jerking your cock off.

"I love teasing that cock with my hands, my mouth, my asshole; it doesn't matter which way as long as I make it throb," Soyou says with a big smile on her face. She dives to suck your balls as you stroke your cock. "Keep squatting on that dick, you dirty bitch," you say to her. Soyou follows your instructions, sitting her ass back on your cock and going back to twerking up and down on it.

"OH MY GOD, YOU STRETCH MY ASS SO GOOD," she screams. You push her ass down your shaft, making it bounce even harder. "Keep going, that's so hot," you tell her. "Shake it, baby," you tell her, as Soyou twerking hard on your cock. "I'm your dirty little fucking slut, your ass-shaking whore," she says as she bounces on your cock.

Soyou turns back for another round of cock sucking as she looks you in the eye. "I'm gonna make that dick cum so hard when I'm done using it like my pleasure toy for all my fucking holes," she promises. "You should do it with your tits too," you tell her, Soyou grabbing her big boobs and pressing them against each other.

Soyou spits on your cock as she lets you thrust up her big boobs. "Yes, baby, fuck those big juicy tits," she says, looking at you with sexy eyes. She squeezes your cock further between them. "Yeah, jerk off between my tits, FUCK MY FUCKING TITS," she commands, smiling as she quickly takes control of the titfucking session. "You like that, baby? Your big cock sliding between my big fucking titties?" she asks, moving them even faster around your shaft and giggling.

"Oh my God," you groan as Soyou's titfucking almost makes you cum. She rubs her boobs against your shaft as she lies down, teasing you further, before giving your shaft a few sexy licks from balls to tip. "Fuck, you're such a sexy slut, you know what you deserve?" you ask her.

"Yes, more of that big cock filling my big fucking ass," Soyou says as she gets on the floor for more anal exercises. Her once tight asshole is now heavily gaped. "FUCK YES, YES, YES, YEAH BABY, OH YES, USE THAT ASS, AHHHHH, FUCK ME HARD," she begs as she fingers her pussy. You choke her as you pound her ass relentlessly. "FUCK ME JUST LIKE THAT," Soyou says, losing her breath as you have one hand on her neck and one on her tits.

"Keep going, baby, use my asshole to jerk your cock off, oh yeah," Soyou screams as you attack her butt harder than ever. You grope her tits as you pound her sexy butt. "Stretch me out, stretch me out," she begs. You keep massaging her boobs. "OH YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK THAT ASSHOLE," she screams. You slow down a bit, teasing her. "Oh, just the tip, baby?" she asks before resuming slamming her cheeks.

"Use that asshole some more, make my tits bounce, YES, YES, YES," Soyou screams, her boobs once again turning into pinballs with your hard pounding. "Destroy my ass," she begs, you bringing her legs together and just smashing your cock up her butt. You spank her little ass. "Shake it for me, my baby," you order again, before going absolutely crazy.

"GIVE IT TO ME, GIVE IT TO ME, OH FUCK ME WITH THAT BIG HARD COCK IN MY ASS, SLIDE IN AND OUT OF MY ASSHOLE, YES, YES, FUCK ME, OH SHIT," Soyou turns once again into a screaming mess. "HARDER, HARDER, POUND THAT ASS, YES, FUCK ME, FUCK ME, FUCK ME, AHHHHH," she keeps screaming, your thrusts getting harder and harder. You push yourself to the limit as you choke that stupid fat-ass bitch, just wanting to destroy her like the horny fucktoy she is.

"FUCK MY ASS LIKE IT'S THE LAST ASS YOU'LL EVER FUCK, GIVE IT TO ME, MAKE ME CUM ON THAT COCK, POUND IT HARDER, AHHHH," Soyou screams endlessly. You give it to her as hard as possible. "I'M CUMMING, I'M CUMMING, SHITTT," she screams as she squirts.

Soyou jerks your cock off hard as she takes a little break to taste her juices. "Oh, fuck," you groan as she sucks your cock and strokes it against her face. She worships your cock and then sits back on it, trying to give you another round of twerking and squatting, but this time you are having none of it.

"OH POUND ME, POUND ME, POUND ME, FUCK THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE, GIVE IT TO ME, POUND THAT ASS, AHHHH, FUCK," Soyou screams as you pump your cock up her ass. "YES, YES, YES, YES, OH MY GOD, JERK OFF IN THAT ASSHOLE, FUCK IT, FUCK IT, FUCK IT, GIVE IT TO ME, GIVE IT TO ME, OHHH SHIT," she keeps screaming as her cheeks get clapped like never before. Soyou tries to answer with some shaking and squatting, you letting her as you use the opportunity to grab her big tits as she shakes and spins on your cock.

"Drain your balls in my ass. I want you to cover it with your warm cum, please baby, milk that cock all over my ass," Soyou commands. These words make you go feral. You grab an exercise ball and bend her over against it. Soyou teases you as she spreads her cheeks, ready for one last round of hard pounding.

Your head is completely empty now. All you can think of is banging Soyou's big ass. It feels as if your brain is now in your cock as you smash her tits against the wall, grab her butt, and hammer her ass like there is no tomorrow. "Yes, spread that ass," she says, ready to get your cock.

"Oh, I love the way you bend me over with your cock deep in my ass. FUCK ME, FUCK ME, FUCK ME, YES, YES, YES, AH, AH, AH," she moans. You pull out, stroke your cock, and drop load after load in her butt cheeks. "Wow, you milked your cock so good in my ass," she says as she looks behind and sees her ass completely painted white.

If it depended on Soyou, she would keep going forever, but suddenly she gets a call from Hyolyn scolding her.

"Soyou, where are you? We are going to have a meeting for the comeback, and you're very late," Hyolyn screams on the phone.

"Sorry, unnie," Soyou answers. "I have to go," she tells you. "No problem, you were amazing today; good luck in your comeback," you tell her.

The weeks go by as Soyou stays focused on Sistar's new comeback. Unsurprisingly, it's a massive success, showing them once again why they are the summer queens. You watched the music video, and all you could think of was how hot Soyou looked in those yoga pants when she was shaking it, bringing you amazing memories of your time with her.

Finally, Soyou texts you.

"We just had an incredible comeback; I want to celebrate with you," she texts.

"And how do you wanna celebrate?" you ask her.

"By shaking my ass in that big fat cock," she replies.

"Well, I have a special surprise for you," you tell her.

You and Soyou meet again. But this time, you're not alone, as you brought one of your friends with you to spice things up.

"Would you like to bounce that big ass on two cocks this time?" you ask her.

"Of course, let's start right now," she answers, taking her clothes off.

[joooooniecore]

After all this time: Chapter 4

Your friends have been successful enough to drag you out of your workaholic routine for a vacation out of country.

The only problem? Your long term crush who actually used to be your best friend is also going there. And he is bringing his girlfriend, your ex-female best friend.

What could go wrong? Right?

✧˖* pairing: ex-bestfriend!mingyu x f!reader

✧˖* chapter count: master-list

✧˖* genre: ex-best friend mingyu, friends to strangers to friends to lovers, fluff, angst, slow-burn, smut.

✧˖* playlist: spotify playlist

✧˖* full work warnings: resurfaced old feelings, toxic relationship(not between the main characters), angst, confusions, resentments, past misunderstandings, a very slow burn

✧˖* explicit warnings: penetration, explicit language, cursing, bodily fluids, praising, body worship.

✧˖* author's note: wohoo! fourth chapter and the day one tour was a partial slay? can you feel the toxicity of the relationship mingyu is in? i hope he realizes it soon. toxic relationships are hard to get over from because you get so dependent on the person who is hurting you and even if people think that it can't be that hard to breakup, it is. toxicity is like addiction and its hard to leave that behind. anywaysssss, i hope you enjoy this chapter. hoping to make more progress soon!

--- love, artemis.

✧˖* tag-list: @ana-marais98 @hellosighsophy-blog @ppaia @mingyuisthevictimofsvt @tokitosun @iarayara @cheolliesvt @seungcheolsblackcard @alohacrispyrn @lilylikesthat

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The morning sun glistened through the window curtains and created streaks of heavenly glow beside your bed. The light woke you up as you took your phone to check the time. It was almost 11 o’clock. You nuzzled a bit into your warm blanket, mentally preparing yourself to wake up. Finally, after laying there awake for a minute or two you decided to freshen up and head to the kitchen to eat something.

The fresh morning air welcomed you as you softly padded towards the open area in the front porch. You had already asked Chan last night about the front door’s lock and he was kind enough to show you where the keys were kept. You stood there, taking the chilly morning air in, along with warm sunlight and then decided to make some coffee.

The kitchen was very perfectly organized and you easily found all the ingredients. As you stirred your cup, you heard some shuffling behind you. You turned back to find Mingyu entering the sitting area. His hair dishevelled from sleeping and his cheeks were all puffy. You giggled a bit at how cute he looked and decided to admire him a bit. It was clear that he has not noticed you yet as he slowly walked towards the front porch to do the exact same thing you did a few moments ago. You sat on the small coffee table as you enjoyed your coffee and checked your messages and mails. Your cousin brother was planning to start a business and you were handling the technical part of it hence you needed to check your mails at least once a day for updates.

“Oh, you are awake?”, came a startled voice.

You looked up to see Mingyu standing there.

“Yes. Good morning.”, you answered with a soft smile.

Mingyu smiled back as he hurried to the kitchen to make some coffee for himself too.

He settled beside you, checking his phone and drinking the coffee. After what felt like hours, Mingyu spoke first.

“I heard you are doing a corporate job.”

You nodded your head subconsciously and said, “Yeah. It’s closer to my home.”

“You left photography?”, came Mingyu’s second question.

“Is this some kind of interrogation? Have I done a felony?”, you joked trying to ease the situation.

Mingyu playfully glared at you and then laughed, “No. I just saw you hold your camera very awkwardly yesterday when Jihyun asked you to click her pictures on the front porch.”

You blushed, clearly embarrassed. You remember how you fumbled a bit with the camera since you haven’t clicked a single picture over the last three years.

“Whatever. You are no professional yourself.”, you sassed.

Mingyu rolled his eyes and took out a card, pushing it towards you. You took it curiously. Your eyes went wide as you shifted your gaze to Mingyu and then back to the card.

“You are a professional photographer?”, you asked, clearly shocked.

“Yeah. That’s my side business. I have my own business too.”, Mingyu announced proudly.

You congratulated him heartily, and again focused on the coffee in front of you. You both fell in a comfortable silence as you scrolled through your phone and Mingyu did the same. Another soft click made you both turn your head towards the doorway and you saw Seungcheol slowly entering the kitchen. He whispered a soft good morning and patted your head before he went to make coffee for himself.

“Do you like him?”, Mingyu lowly whispered just when Seungcheol was out of the hearing zone.

“Who? Cheol?”, you looked at him with pure shock.

“Yeah. You both seem very cozy.”, Mingyu said with a strange expression on his face.

“Oh my god no! I-I don’t like him.”, you chuckled awkwardly.

“Oh. I thought- never mind.”, was all Mingyu said before you both heard the rest of your friends filling in one by one, leaving you with no chance to ask him about what he was going to say.

After everyone started filling in, Mingyu abruptly got up and volunteered to make pancakes for everyone. You decided to wash all the coffee mugs and help out in the kitchen. You love pancakes and you love it the most when it was made from scratch. Mingyu listed out the ingredients as you and Jeonghan collected everything and brought it to Mingyu.

A few moments later you saw Maya come down and sit. She rolled her eyes after looking between you and Mingyu and started talking with Chan. She was asking about the bars and malls in the nearby area and saying how she wanted to go to shopping.

“Girlie is fuming.”, whispered Jihyun as she stifled a laugh.

“Huh?”, you answered, clearly startled by her sudden presence. Turning your head, you saw Maya acting all nonchalant about you helping Mingyu but also glaring at him once or twice. It felt like a pit in the depth of your stomach. You could see how she hated you and that suddenly made you feel sick. You always thought of her as your best friend and even after she did all this, you didn’t actually blame her and just kept blaming yourself for being a fool.

Seeing her distinctly hate your presence made you want to run away. You were brought out of your thoughts when Mingyu asked you to bring in some eggs. You hurriedly went out of kitchen to the storage area. In the meantime, you also took a breather as it was too much for you. You hated tense situations and it acted like a flight response for you whenever you found yourself in a state of panic.

You decided to tune everyone out as you helped Mingyu in making pancakes.

“You seem a bit tense.”, came Mingyu’s deep voice from behind you as he he squeezed your shoulder to bring you out of your thoughts

“I-I am fine. Just tired I guess.”, you stammered a little from the sudden contact as you looked anywhere but him.

“It’s okay. You don’t have to share it with me. Just know that I am still your friend.”, Mingyu assured, his eyes holding a sad emotion.

You felt guilty for ignoring him for this long over such a minor issue. Yes, you still loved him. Yes, you hated how he never chose you. Yes, you hated how he is dating your ex best friend. But after all he was Mingyu. The guy who helped you break out of your shell in college. The guy who was always there when you needed a shoulder to cry on. He was your first friend in college and you are glad you can still talk with him. That’s all the assurance you needed. You beamed at him and silently promised yourself to not let a single emotion guide you throughout this trip.

After breakfast, everyone went to their respective rooms to get ready for the day. You all were going to visit the old town square which is also home to the Prague Astronomical Clock. You have always had a keen interest for architecture and seeing something that you have always seen in pictures made you extremely excited. You got inside your room and quickly whipped out your camera to make sure you have enough charged batteries. You kept your phone on the table for charging and decided to get dressed. Rummaging through your suitcase you decided upon a pair of jeans and a soft green sweater. You topped it up with your puffer jacket, a woollen cap and some gloves. You decided to go with your boots as you were sure it snowed last night.

After getting dressed you decided to just apply some moisturizer and lip balm. It was extremely cold outside so you were going to cover your face anyways. Keeping the makeup aside to wear at night. You picked up your small travel bag which held essentials like earphones, your phone, wallet and your identity proofs. As soon as you got out of your room, you saw Jeonghan approaching you.

“I am done. You should get dressed now.”, you said to him.

Jeonghan nodded as he got inside and closed the door. You sat on the living room sofa, reading the book that you picked up a few days ago as you waited for everyone to get dressed. You had showered in the morning and that’s why you were the first one to get ready. After almost half an hour, you heard a door open and close somewhere. You turned over your shoulder to see Jihyun approaching where you were sitting. She sat beside you with a disgruntled sigh.

“What’s wrong Jihyun-ah?”, you asked.

“You don’t get to ask me that.”, she replied in a grumpy tone.

You were shocked and nagged her again about what was bothering her until she spoke up.

“I am on the same floor as Mingyu and Maya.”, she confessed.

Your eyes went wide and your cheeks flushed. Your mind went to the things she heard and you turned away from her and focused on the book, “I don’t want to hear it.”

“It’s not what you think. They both quarrel a lot and that’s the cause of my headache.”, explained Jihyun.

You stared at her again and urged her to continue.

“You see my room is just beside theirs. Seungkwan and Chan live on the opposite side of the same corridor so they can’t hear anything. They quarrel almost every night.”, said Jihyun.

She looked around a bit to see if anyone was coming down and continued, “It’s mostly her asking him to buy something expensive and that’s what causes argument. She gets mad and blackmails him by saying she would leave him and he agrees to buy her anything.”

Your eyes went wide. You have never imagined their relationship to be like that. As far as you know Mingyu, he was always so strong willed and did exactly what he wanted to do. You still remember the time he accidently fixed a date on your birthday and when he realized what he had done, he didn’t even hesitate before cancelling it and postponing it. Seeing Mingyu this helpless made you feel guilty about it. You had no idea why he was so loyal and devoted to Maya.

Soon everyone started filling in the living room. Seungkwan explained everyone the route to the town square. It was less than 2 kilometers but the cold and snow made you all rethink decisions. Finally, Chan came to rescue and said that there are many small cars that can take anyone to the place at a very cheap price.

After hiring two cars, everyone settled in and the journey of day one began.

It took you guys just a bit over half an hour to reach the place. The car dropped you just in front of the Old Town Square and everyone decided to first visit the main attraction. You took out your phone and opened the file that Seungkwan has forwarded you which explained all the historical places in detail. Seungkwan wasn’t a fan of hiring guides so he decided to research himself.

The file loaded and the first thing you saw was ‘The Prague Astronomical Clock’, written in italics and bolded.

The Prague Astronomical Clock

The Prague Astronomical Clock, also known as the Orloj. Located in the heart of Prague's Old Town Square, this medieval masterpiece is a symphony of art, astronomy, and engineering.

As you stand before the clock, you're met with a kaleidoscope of colours and intricate details. The clock's face is a beautiful example of Gothic architecture, with a complex system of gears, dials, and sculptures.

Every hour, on the hour, the clock comes alive. A procession of 12 apostles, intricately carved from wood, emerge from the clock's doors, accompanied by the tolling of bells and the chiming of a tiny organ. It's as if the clock is sharing a secret with the world.

Above the clock face, a parade of saints and prophets, crafted by the skilled hands of medieval artisans, gaze out upon the square. Their faces, worn by time, seem to hold a deep wisdom, as if they've witnessed centuries of human history unfold.

At night, the clock is bathed in a warm, golden light, as if the stars themselves have descended upon the square. The clock's mechanisms, though centuries old, continue to tick away with precision, a testament to the ingenuity of its creators.

As you gaze upon the Prague Astronomical Clock, you can't help but feel a sense of connection to the past, to the artisans who crafted this masterpiece, and to the countless generations who've marvelled at its beauty. It's a reminder that, even in the midst of a bustling city, beauty, art, and tradition can still be found.

After reading about the clock, you decided to stand directly in front of the structure. Your eyes scanned the gigantic hands of the clock. You used your camera to zoom in and see the intricate details. It was a beautiful clock. It almost looked magical and in the winter day light, the golden details sparkled like they had magic stored in them.

You clicked a few pictures of the clock itself, trying to zoom in to capture the intricate details. You were in awe at how the clock chimed with perfect precision even though it was centuries old. Your eyes soon shifted from the clock to the surroundings. You soaked it all in as you felt like you have travelled back to medieval times.

Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Jeonghan sitting beside Seungcheol on a small bench that overlooked the clock. They were talking and giggling about something that you couldn’t decipher. Jeonghan had a shy look on his face and that made you stifle a laugh. You were damn sure that Seungcheol was flirting endlessly with him. You have always known Jeonghan as the one who can easily lure men. He has that flirty, charismatic nature that makes men fall on their knees. On the contrary, right now he was a blushing mess which means Seungcheol was able to overpower and you are going to tease him for this forever.

You turned your attention back to your surroundings. Every direction you looked at, there were beautiful examples of architectural intelligence. You stared in awe, eyes sparkling with excitement as you took it all in. After noticing how everyone has wandered off to do their own kind of exploring, you decided to use your camera and get some good shots. You always loved photography and you officially learned all the titbits of it when you were in college. Actually, that was where you first noticed Kim Mingyu.

You both bonded over the same hobby and decided to help each other during the class and also in field activities. Most of the times you both were each other’s subject of photos because that saved time and energy. You hated conversing with people and requesting them to do things for you so when Mingyu volunteered to be your model for various photography projects, you agreed. After you both stopped talking, you left photography. Your camera long forgotten sat in your storage room for a huge amount of time. Life moved on and you soon got submerged in the corporate world with no time to spare for your hobbies.

It was Jihyun who begged you to bring out your camera for this trip. You were a bit reluctant but her constant nagging made you finally agree to it. You were actually glad that she forced you to bring your camera but she won’t know about that. It’s too bad for her ego.

After clicking a few snaps of the surrounding places, you decided to get some snaps of the old shops and houses that bordered the gravelled streets on both sides. The old shops gave it an almost eighteenth century look which amazed you. The shutter went on quite a few times as you smiled to yourself while checking the results.

“Show me the pictures you clicked babe!”, came a shrilling voice from behind you which ruined your peace.

You slowly turned back to see Maya nagging Mingyu to show the pictures he has clicked. You noticed he has also brought his camera, a much better model than yours. They were standing only a few feet away from you so you could clearly see the stickers that adorned his professional camera. Your eyes zeroed on them as you saw Jihyun approaching you with a smile.

“What’s going on there?”, you asked as soon as she stood beside you.

“Ugh it’s nothing. Mingyu was snapping pictures and she wanted to see them but Mingyu isn’t willing because he doesn’t show the raw pictures to anyone.”, explained Jihyun.

It took you back to your photography assignment days. Mingyu would never show the raw pictures to anyone. He always believed that he should be the first to see them on the laptop screen and then after deleting the unwanted ones, he would edit them to show everyone. He hated showing his camera or even handing his camera to anyone.

You hated how you clearly remembered his habits as you looked at him. Mingyu pulled the camera out of Maya’s hands and with one swift motion removed the batteries leaving her with no way to turn on the device. You chuckled a bit. Secretly happy that Mingyu didn’t let go of this petty habit of his.

You knew he went to the market area because he looked at Seungkwan and said so. You were close enough to hear it too. Maya on the other hand looked deranged as she glared a bit at Mingyu and walked off to explore the shops that lined the path.

After what felt like an hour or more, you all were ready to leave and go back to the bungalow. Everyone gathered in front of the clock and that’s when you realized that Mingyu hasn’t returned yet. Seungkwan asked Maya to call him which she did and soon found out that his phone was switched off. A panic ran down everyone’s face.

“I am sure he is fine. He is a big guy.”, explained Maya as she busied herself with her phone.

That didn’t help the panic that you felt. You knew this place was huge with several nooks and corners and it was impossible to find one’s way back if they got lost. Every street and every lane looked the same from what you have seen.

Seungcheol came out with a plan. He asked everyone to share their location with the others and then decided to go separate ways to find Mingyu.

“I don’t think so I can walk that much.”, Maya said in a fake cute voice.

Jeonghan rolled his eyes at that and said in a sickeningly sweet voice, “Then why don’t you sit on that bench while we find him.”

She quickly agreed to that and settled herself on the bench. Everyone else went according to plan as you separated ways and searched for Mingyu. You had seen the lane he used when he got mad at Maya and you followed the same path hoping for your instincts to take you where he was.

Passing through a narrow alley, you were met with a large market place. There were many shops lined around the palace area. The huge stairs of the palace came into view as you walked more towards it. You searched almost every shop that caught your eye. After searching for more than fifteen minutes, you decided to sit a bit before continuing.

As your eyes seemed to not stop scanning the place, the top of the palace stairs attracted you. It gave a beautiful overview of the entire area. You had watched many videos where people went to the top and shot great pictures. You at last decided to do the same, hoping to get some good pictures and also overviewing the city might help you find Mingyu.

As you hurried up the stairs, you looked at how the city’s landscape was getting clearer. The trees were now not in view and what was left was a beautiful example of architecture. The markets and monuments looked so tiny as if they were just toys. As you reached the top, you took out your camera to click some pictures of the scene.

You walked a bit backwards as you tried to capture the entire thing in one single frame. You bumped into someone and you were quick enough to turn your head and apologize. The person apologized too and you recognized the voice immediately.

“Mingyu?”, you asked.

Mingyu looked up from the bow and his eyes widened. He surged forward and hugged you tight. The warmth of Mingyu’s embrace melted you. You involuntarily hugged him back as you basked in the warmth of his strong arms. His grip was no joke and the way his hands encircled your waist, made you feel dizzy. You weren’t exactly a tiny skinny girl and honestly were more on the chubbier side. You felt so safe in his embrace that it almost made you want to stay there forever. You soon realized that he hugged you because he was scared. He was trembling a bit and was just relieved to see a known face.

“Oh my god I thought I lost you guys.”, explained Mingyu as he ended the hug.

“Why is your phone switched off?”, you asked, clearly missing the warmth of the hug.

“The battery drained while I was trying to call you guys.”, said Mingyu in a frustrated tone.

You patted his back as you assured him that you will take him back to the others quickly. You were great with directions and you clearly remembered the path you came by. You both quickly clicked a few more pictures and decided to head down to the group.

In the meantime, you informed the others to meet where Maya was seated as you guided Mingyu to the same place.

“Maya didn’t come with you guys to search for me?”, asked Mingyu in a small voice.

You felt guilty for saying the truth but you were in no place to lie to him, “Her legs were hurting so she decided to sit and wait.”

Mingyu nodded slowly and you could clearly see how his entire face dropped and his eyes became sad. You hated seeing Mingyu like this but you weren’t sure of how to sooth him. You had decided to break the friendship yourself, hence you have no right to act like his friend or say anything about the decisions he made. You just silently hoped for him to realize how toxic Maya was and how he deserved someone who loved him for himself. It’s not just for your own selfish need. Before every feeling you had, you cared for Mingyu a lot. He was a great friend and you can’t see him this exhausted.

The whole way back to where the group was, Mingyu explained to you the pictures he has clicked. He seemed so happy when he talked about photography. You were glad to still see him being this passionate about it. Normally when someone turns a hobby into their career, they lose interest in it but that wasn’t the case with Mingyu. He still loved photography like he used to and that made you happy. You teased him about how he still hated showing the raw pictures he clicked and he gave out an embarrassed chuckle.

“It’s just the pictures I clicked today are very close to my heart and I want to keep them for my personal collection.”, explained Mingyu.

You knew about this personal collection of his. He had once promised to show you the folder on your birthday but unfortunate events happened and your friendship broke just a week before your birthday. You were devastated and you never enjoyed birthday the way you used to.

After reuniting with everyone, Seungkwan hired taxis and led everyone back to the bungalow. Chan was quick enough to make some hot chocolate as soon as you all came out to the living room after freshening up. You wrapped yourself in a cozy blanket that you brought with you on the trip and sat on the single sofa, cocooning yourself as you took the cup of hot chocolate in one hand and your phone in the other. 

Everyone chatted around you as they talked about all the things they saw. You talked about one or two things and even showed them the pictures you have clicked. If it were some other days, Mingyu would have stayed silent but you were shocked when he gushed about the pictures you clicked and even complimented you saying how you have not lost your talent. 

He changed his seats and sat beside you to show you some good editing apps. You were a bit hesitant at first because you were not willing to be the cause that will create a rift in his relationship but he was so enthusiastic about it that you gave in. Jihyun soon came to your rescue as she also talked and listened to him so that you don't feel awkward under the constant glare of his so-called girlfriend.

"I am shocked you still click pictures.", commented Maya.

She hasn't spoken to you yet on this entire trip so you flinched a little when you heard her speaking directly to you.

"Yeah. It just stuck with me I guess.", you replied, trying to maintain your nonchalant posture.

"I remember you hating the photography classes when you first joined.", she said clearly trying to make you confess something absurd.

"Well yeah. I took it because I had a gap in my schedule but then I liked it.", you answered with same intensity. 

Anyone could see the tension that palpated between you both. Maya was once the person who held every little secret of yours. She knew about things that no one else knew of and now it seemed like she was using them against you. She knew you joined photography class out of a sudden rash decision and then stayed there just to get close with Mingyu. She knew that you started learning more about photography just to impress Mingyu and she was using this to embarrass you. 

"I think it’s great you love photography.", exclaimed Seungkwan suddenly. 

You smiled at him and realized how he was saving the situation. "Thank you Kwannie.", you answered.

"I remember when she won the photography competition in final year.", added Jihyun with pride. 

"Oh yes I remember it too.", Mingyu spoke softly. 

You were shocked. The competition took place off campus and the winner announcement was done in a small festival in the town hall. Not many people you knew attended it. It was only attended by participants and some of their friends, and other people of the town. You don't remember seeing Mingyu there. You assumed that he was probably busy with something so you never bothered yourself with it and focused on the competition. 

"You were there?", you asked, clearly shocked.

"Ah yes. I couldn't participate as I was out of town but I made sure to visit the festival to see who the winner was. I was glad it was you and not some random junior.", he chuckled.

Your eyes went wide. Your cheeks flushed a bit as your nuzzled more into your blanket and gave him a soft smile. The sound of shuffling made everyone turn their heads to find Maya has left the place. 

You audibly heard Mingyu groan as he hurried behind her to their room. The door slammed shut and it was all dead silence after that. 

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✧˖* end notes: posting every monday! do suggest me ideas if you have any.<3

[xelasrecords]

I deeply appreciate these Faye fun facts😌 I didn't know you're that obsessed with games! Which is ironic since you're literally a fan account for a game. And you know, it isn't just your fascination in English that shows—you're also eloquent and detailed when writing fic reviews that it amazes me since I don't always know what to say despite really liking the fic.

You liking ambiguous relationships is quite clear to me though hehe. I can see it from the way you write those apartment days fics and how you talk about your thought process behind them.

I have a trick that I used to use when I didn't know how to mingle but I really wanted to: approach the quiet ones! The ones who also seem like they want to socialise but are too nervous. You can bond over the shared anxiety and they'd probably be grateful that someone talks to them. Of course, there's always an option to sit still and look pretty until you catch someone's attention c: sorry if this feels like an unwarranted advice.

Now that you throw this back to me, I just realised how hard the question actually is, but uhh let's see. First one I can think of is that I hope readers don't assume the MCs in my fics are me. Sometimes I'd include a trait of mine, but I like to experiment with their personalities and behaviours. The MC from Haven Burning is the most different from me in terms of personality, but I find her toxic dynamic with Jihyun comforting to read. I wrote this note when I was working on that fic:

The other is that I'm very patient with long-term goals and the people and things I love but I'm easily annoyed in day to day life. I also hate to be bothered when I'm working. Background noises are fine, but if someone keeps talking to me and breaks my concentration I'm going to snap🫶🏻

What do you secretly wish everyone would know about you? (I know your rb says anon but I don't wanna😊😊😊)

Ooh this one was surprisingly hard for me to answer, but let me give it a try!

The only thing that has ever come close to my level of love for Mysme is my obsession with Disco Elysium. I bought the game on a whim a few months ago because it was on sale and it has taken up most of the space in my brain. I somehow have already sunk more hours into it than I did into Stardew Valley (and I've had that one since 2020).

This one is probably obvious, but I'm an English nerd at heart. I'm a sucker for the intricacies of language and how even the smallest differences can change the meaning of something that is said. I'm currently studying the grammar properly for a course and despite it being exhausting it's something that has appealed to me far more than any of my previous studies have.

Despite all the fluff I write, I am opposed to that kind of sappiness in my real life. The relationships in fics I have written that appeal the most to me are the ones that are neither here nor there and can exist in a sort of blurry space without any definitions or names. It's probably something I should work on tbh . It's probably why Agent fics appeal to me so much.

I am super socially anxious but also really want to talk to a lot of people all the time, which leads to a lot of overthinking and often times just opting to be quiet rather than being perceived as strange for saying something wrong. I am working on this one, but sometimes it can still get the better of me, especially on bad brain days.

Ok, now your turn! What are some things you wish everyone would know about you?

[pretty-blkgirl]

Soul’s Desire [Ch. 26]

-Masterlist-

A/N: Contains a written part

Idol life was hard.

The long, sleepless nights. The flashing cameras. The total lack of privacy.

But you prevail with the help of your members, your fans, and your partners.

It had been six months since you and the boys started your relationship officially. Having to juggle eight partners was a hard task at first, but as time went on, everything started to flow.

They gave you a love you never thought you’d ever experience. The kind of love that’s purely unconditional. They weren’t shy about their feelings towards you or each other, and that landed you guys in hot water sometimes.

Everyone was used to seeing them act lovey-dovey with each other. Their close staff knew they were fated and other employees had learned to like the way the members showed affection to one another.

However, their sudden affection towards you is what started to raise eyebrows. You spent as much time with the boys as you could, so people assumed you all had just gotten close.

Then it was the random hugs you’d receive, the winks you thought no one else could see, the shameless eye-fucking from across the room.

People started to talk, rumors spread, and it was a matter of time before someone brought it up to the managers.

When Rose ordered you and the guys to meet her, you immediately knew she found out. You were afraid, this could damage their career.

It could ruin yours.

The walk to the dance studio was a lot longer than it should be. Chan had to remind you a handful of times to calm down.

You knew he was nervous too, especially when you guys opened the door to see not only your manager but theirs as well.

“Oh fuck” Minho says out loud.

Usually, you’d laugh at his antics but the look of seriousness on Rose’s face made you want to run and hide.

“Everyone take a seat,” Rose says loudly. She didn’t sound mad, so at least that was good.

All nine of you sat on the floor, crisscrossed and silent as the three managers stared down at you.

“We know” Is all Rose said

You knew what she knew, but you didn’t want her to know that you knew what she knew.

So…you pretended like you didn’t know.

“You know what?” You ask

“Yeah, I’m confused” I.N. adds

“I think they know we're fated, I’m not sure though,” Hyunjin says, looking at you with pure innocence.

….He’s so pretty you couldn’t even be mad

I.N. could though, evident by the way he smacked his Hyung upside the head.

“When did you get your mark y/nnie?” Rose questioned.

“….a while ago”

One of the boys’ managers -Jihyun- sighed lowly, “How long ago is a while?”

“….nine months”

“Oh my fucking goodness” The other manager, Tae, groaned, rubbing at his eyes harshly.

“Look, we’re sorry we didn’t tell you guys,” Chan said, “We should have told you when it first happened”

“No, we shouldn’t have” Seungmin shrugged, not missing the glares his managers send him, “Let’s be honest, you guys would have tried to keep us apart as much as you could”

“No, we wouldn’t have” Tae defended, “I mean, not forever at least. But you have to understand that this is a very tricky situation”

“Y/n, a staff member came up to me and told me they thought you were in a sexual relationship with more than one Stray Kids member” Rose revealed, cringing a little

“….was it Eunji?”

“They asked to remain anonymous”

“Okay so it was Eunji”

“Y/n is our girlfriend. Our relationship isn’t purely sexual” Han spoke

“We know that” Tae answered, “I figured you guys wouldn’t let someone into your relationship unless they were a soulmate. As soon as Rose told us the situation, we figured as much”

Jihyun nodded, “Right, we just wanna talk to you all about-”

“Listen, before you continue, Y/n means everything to us, and we’re not gonna stop talking to her or take time away from her. So if you three were going to suggest either one of those things, please reconsider” Changbin stated.

You knew it wasn’t the time but you couldn’t help but be a little turned on by him at the moment. The smirk he gave you afterward let you know that he knew how you felt.

“We aren’t going to keep you guys away from each other, don’t worry” Jihyun clarified, “It’s already been nine months. But, we do ask that you tone it down a little”

“We can do that” Hyunjin agreed swiftly, “That’s fair. But I want that staff member to face some sort of consequences”

Tae looked at the other managers with an uneasy look before looking back at Hyunjin, “Can you elaborate?”

“They went to Rose and said they think Y/n is sleeping around. First of all, even if we weren’t in a committed relationship, how is that their business? Second of all, what if they already spread that rumor to other staff?”

“And to be honest” Felix started, “We may have been affectionate with y/n but not so much to where people could automatically assume a sexual relationship. Yeah we should be more careful, but we’re affectionate with all our friends”

“Oh?” You questioned, turning to look at Felix

He smirked, “Platonically affectionate darling, not like how we are with you”

You nodded and turned back around, hiding a laugh when you saw the faces of the exasperated managers.

“We’ll handle….whoever this mystery staff is…..don’t worry about it” Rose sighed, “Promise you guys will be careful”’

“We promise” You smiled, “So you guys aren’t mad?”

“No” Tae revealed, “These eight are already damn near married, what’s one more person?”

“Just don’t wait too long to tell us when you guys get engaged….okay?” Jihyun stressed

You knew he was joking but the thought of being engaged to the boys made your heart flutter.

“We won’t” Han laughed, “You guys will be the first to know”

~~~~|~~~~

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[pillowxtalk]

Naughty or nice (for Jihyun)

Send ‘naughty or nice?‘ and I will post the result of your muse! For multimuse blogs please specify the muse! Alternatively you can request whether one of my muses were naughty or nice

"Well, Jihyun, you've been a good kid this year. Santa has lots of good stuff for you this Christmas!"

[xelasrecords]

Hi Xela :~) I had actually been meaning to ask you your thoughts on The Winning so I was happy to see you mention it in response to Faye 🥰 Shopper is definitely my favourite too.

Now life AND fictional men:

1. If you had to assign yourself a colour palette what would it look like? I think it's always interesting to know what colours people associate themselves with!

2. I feel like I still don't really know how you feel about any of the mysme characters aside from Jumin and V, so please rank them. Just based on personal preference 😌

The MVs for The Winning are insane!! I love the concept I love her acting I love everything about them. Some of the sounds like Holssi is more experimental but they're essentially IU. And the physical album with Tweety and dandelions on the acrylic is so cute.

I found this palette on Pinterest and I see my personality as this!

My taste in colours is more like this though

Mysme character ranking based on personal connection and unexplainable annoyance, here goes:

Jumin & V: my blog is the explanation

Zen: if there were no Jumin and V and he could be more empathetic, I'd choose him

Jaehee: she's cool and really nice but I don't think I can connect well with her. I can't see us being close beyond our relationship as the RFA members. But I do want to whisk her away to a healthy work environment and shower her with Zen merch

Yoosung: sometimes I get annoyed at him, but when he's not blaming V without evidence or comparing me to Rika, he's all right

Saeyoung: such a fun friend to have. His tsundere defense mechanism of pushing me away with harsh words is a huge dating dealbreaker tho. I also get protective over V when he beats him up what can I say I put my man first

Saeran: (I'm wary of admitting this because people love him) as Ray his codependency alarms me and as Suit Saeran he starves me and is verbally cruel and physically aggressive at one point. I know he's traumatised, but respectfully I don't want to go through all that and wait for him to treat me better just because I ~believe~ the nice him is in there somewhere. Then as GE Saeran he's just too..... sweet......

Vanderwood: neutral. I find him bland. Whenever he comes out I'm just like oh, 707's sidekick (he'd kick me if he heard this)

Rika: I don't like abusive characters in general. Her villainy also seems two-dimensional and the sun metaphors are exhausting.

Ann give me your color palette and mysme ranking too!

[cephydeluxe]

Ohhh I got some asks for the v/mc/rika polycule!! 🤓

1. Do you have any songs/music you like to associate with them? A playlist maybe? 👀 Or just a couple of songs or something, I'm a music nerd, hehe

2. How would you describe their affection towards one another? Are they rough with each other? Gentle? Or do they differ in how they give their affection to each other? I guess case and point is: who's the one coming out covered in bite marks, pfft

3. Are there any feelings of jealousy involved between them? It'll probably be easy to imagine v getting the short end of the stick, but, uh.... he's kind of canonically a freak. So it's highly debatable if he would even get hurt or upset by anything, really. Man's a weird one, and we love him for it. But what about Rika or MC? Do either of them have to deal with feelings of envy or insecurity? Rika's a highly anxious and insecure individual, while MC will have to deal with V's and Rika's mutual obsession with one another. It's an interesting dynamic! I wanna read up on how you see it for them, for better and for worse <3

OMGOMGOMG ‼️‼️‼️ tytyty for asking, I love their dynamic sm,,,, this will be very, extremely, audaciously long lol (u have opened the autism pandora box) it’s all under the read more

TW: unhealthy relationship dynamics, mentions of trauma and mental illness, physical, emotional, and mental abuse (the unholy triforce 😭), also sexual themes too (you know a ships good when you gotta bring out the long ass list of triggers JHASGJDS)

1. MUSIC

I have like a hundred playlists for these freaks and they’re all have a thousand songs in them that VAGUELY remind me of them, so, I’ll give you my top 5 :)

1.

This song is THE QUINTESSENTIAL Rika song, 100%, no doubt. Rika’s jealousy and envy of V’s “light” compared to her “darkness” is at the heart of what killed their relationship and plays a huge role in the creation of the mint eye. V certainly isn’t nowhere near as vain as Julius Caesar, but Rika couldn’t fit the role of Brutus here any better than she already does🥺🥺🥺.

“That the people would see me too as a poet, and not just the muse” is such a good line for rika’s thoughts and feelings on their relationship augh, she sees v’s ability to love her, to “save” her, and constantly compares it to her hatred of everyone in her past who mistreated and abused her, and wonders “why can’t I have the ability to love others? why am I in agony even now in this relationship? why can’t I be the savior and not just v’s muse?”

Totally encapsulates Rika’s slow mental decline as V keeps enabling her, it stoked her “devil” and it starts to create a vicious cycle of “heap on the love, get jealous of v’s light, become resentful and aggressive as an unhealthy coping mechanism, “test v’s love” (hurt him), remorse, hate herself, resolve to be “cured” by the light, repeat”. She has no idea what romantic love actually looks like, so she gets it confused with obsessive hatred.

^^^this is totally the scene where she stabs him LMAOSDHSJJHD

“I don’t want what you have, I want to be you” it’s such a good line, it’s Rika 100%,,,,, augh 🥺🥺🥺

2.

This song makes me froth at the mouth soooo bad thinking about V/MC affair hijinks (I’m delusional), but I think the general vibe fits with Rika feeling scorned and cheated at the end of V route. Like instead of fabricating a woman up, she lured MC to mint eye which set up the events that led V and MC to fall in love (kinda), smh she set herself up 😒

3.

Casual/Deep story V vibes at their finest,,,,, imagining V wandering alone through his old, and frighteningly chilly, house, the one he built with Rika to be the foundation for their new happy life,,,, trying to remember her face after finally losing his vision completely and having spent so long apart from her,,, while questioning the nature of their relationship for it to end like this,,,, calling out her name in hope she’ll come back and the past 2 years will have been a dream,,,,, hell yeagh (hooked up 2 life support)

4.

All of kikuo’s songs remind me of mint eye, but hole dwelling is Rika/MC vibes 100%.(could also be ray tbh BUT THIS AINT ABOUT HIM ‼️) Rika tries to convince MC to stay with her by appealing to the hurt, scared, and confused childlike side of her similar to the way the song does. “The outside world just wants to hurt people like us anyway, but don’t worry, I’m always here for you, I understand you. There’s no need to change, it’s uncomfortable and scary, just stay in this place I built for you and me.” MC fuckin HATES this shit, but being in a place like mint eye wears down on you, so mc will occasionally (and very begrudgingly) lean on Rika for support. It’s very sweet (delusional).

5.

Ok this oldie sticks out jahshj (I’m a fnv freakazoid) but it’s totally MC singing about V 🥹💕. I wouldn’t say it was “love at first sight”,,,,, but it was totally “attraction at first sight” lmao (big difference). Their attraction was really quick to spark, they had a lot of things in common and similar views (not so much in other things LOL) like their love for art in all forms, their introverted nature, their mutual appreciation for all things romantic (aka, their both in love with falling in love), and their similar martyr complex lolololol. MC singing this while spending a sleepless night tending to a sickly drugged V, while lamenting her newfound budding feelings for him,,,(cephy stop obsessing over romance as a tragedy challenge: impossible)

Some honorable mentions

(^^^ V would never describe his relationship with Rika so cruelly, EVER,,,,, but the vibe of love performed as art for others instead of something to build with someone you care about,,, it’s immaculate)

11. AFFECTION

Their dynamic can be confusing, but don’t worry, you can’t possibly be more confused than they are, and they’re IN IT lol. Generally their dynamic is, the “ring leader” (Rika) and her two adoring affectionate “lovers” (V and MC) (more like playthings tbh). They have a whole web of dynamics though, ray made a chart to keep track of it all so when inevitably Rika has a meltdown over a perceived slight and needs him to vent to, he can keep track of what’s what (kinda)(poor guy).

Rika/MC affection: USUALLY MC does NOT want anything to do with Rika,,, but V can be super suffocating,,,, and Rika is extremely persistent with getting MC’s attention, and the line between hate and love can be extremely thin (especially in their case). MC tends to relent when rika’s upset though, she doesn’t like seeing her cry (she tries to convince herself lol) and will comfort Rika when she does. MC generally follows Rika’s led in moments like this (overstepping her bounds, even accidentally, is a recipe for disaster). Rika knows this, and will take full advantage, cue 7 hour cuddling session that takes up MC’s whole day, even if she had something planned with V 🤭🤭🤭 Rika is also wayyyy more happily (and sexually) affectionate with MC than with V lol (cause she’s closeted lesbian- wHO SAID THAT) Mutual biting, but the one biting is usually Rika.

V/MC affection: my sweet lovers,,,,, they are much too sweet to each other considering the circumstances,,, V (despite his relationship with Rika) has never felt so genuinely attracted to another person before, it’s always been a conscious choice he’s made for the sake of his art, his love, his obsession, his guilt, his light. So when his feelings for MC spring up outta nowhere, he has a kinda catholic reaction to them ahdghshgd. “Good heavens, what is this feeling??? For a woman I met a week ago, no less….. What a sad excuse for a man I am, how could I love anyone else besides Rika….i should stop…(proceeds to call MC for the 50th time that day just to hear her voice)” and MC,,,, MC has never had a more embarrassing crush on a guy, ever HEHEHE she doesn’t know how to cope with his flustering when she reaches for his hand, his old timey romantic gestures (getting her flowers and walking with her on the side farthest from the road)(throwing his coat on a puddle for her to walk on HSHSDJ). He can be a lil too much at times, (which sometimes frustrates her, she feels smothered at times, and it’s her first relationship (good lord) and she’s not a well adjusted person either) but they both have this really cute, almost innocent, puppy love thing going on, it’s cute 🥰, it’s also the only kind of real affection v gets lol (poor guy). MC has a bad case of “cute-aggression” that gets exasperated by V’s smothering, so it’s usually her giving out the bites hjajhd V takes anything she gives him, he’s so touch starved. Rika usually butts in on their time together, but more on that later.

V/Rika affection(or lack thereof) : these two,,,, the apocalyptic disaster couple themselves,,,,, well for starters Rika keeps him at a looooong distance, in most cases. The reason (at least she believes) they broke up in the first place is because rika’s devil was being burned by V’s love, BUT she admits herself that she “needs” v’s light to fuel her darkness. V also feels an obligation to shine his light on her, the initial obsession and intrigue long dead by now, but he still genuinely cares about Rika’s wellbeing, very much so. They “love” and “need” each other like a sick person needs their meds, but the sick person doesn’t feel affectionate towards their medication, right? No real heart-warming connection towards their pill bottle, it’s just something they need to live. In fact, wouldn’t they feel resentful of their medicine?? Having to constantly depend on it for survival, all the while dealing with side effects when they would rather do anything else?? Yeah that’s their relationship lol,,,,,(somebody get a therapist on speed dial) There’s Biting here too, but it’s all Rika, and not at all playful as her bites with MC, and her bites are nowhere near as passionate like the ones MC gives him.

111. JEALOUSY AND INSECURITY

Oooh lord 😭😭😭 Rika’s practically made of it, V unfortunately enables it, and MC cannot stomach it (except when she gets jealous too). Most of their fights (that practically rival ancient Chinese civil wars in casualties) stem from someone (usually Rika, never V) feeling jealous or insecure. It’s a miracle this poly trio even happened. It’s a complete scientific mystery as to how the poly trio is still going.

Rika’s jealousy and insecurity: I could write a detailed analysis on rika’s insecurity that would rival the Lord of the Rings in length and it still wouldn’t convey just how bad she’s got it, so I’ll try and give the cliff notes instead. She feels she “needs” to be loved in order to be validated as a living being, worthy of living happily. So when she feels “left out” (not the center of attention for 2 seconds) she spirals, thinking she’s being left alone just like so many times before in childhood, just like a defective doll her adopted parents didn’t want, and that maybe they were right, she couldn’t possibly deserve love. Panicking, she usually interrupts whatever V and MC have going on, and insists on reassurance of their love for her, and if she feels she’s being slighted, she’ll fly into a rage, handing out punishments and tests of love, but you can tell she’s biased cause MC’s “punishment” is being confined to Rika’s comfy bedroom for a week and V’s punishment is being locked in the dungeon for 3 weeks 😭😭😭😒😒😒 Usually best case scenario is

V/MC enjoying a moment together alone cuddling

Rika immediately being alerted via her sixth sense

Rika barging in like “make room bitches”

Rika settling smack dab between them lol

MC’s jealous and insecurity: She HATES Rika’s jealous fits so fuckin much lmaoooo 🤭. She convinces herself she would never get jealous ever…… which is an outright LIE it just manifests differently and less often. She hates V’s tendency to distance himself from her to appease Rika, it makes her insecurity flare badly, cue her starting a spat with Rika, and hoping V will take her side. It’s stupid, petty, and downright goofy behavior honestly, but it’s her first relationship (good lord) and she’s got the worst fucking partners ever 🫠🫠🫠 how else is a sheltered neurodivergent girl in her early 20s to cope.

V’s (non existent) jealousy and insecurity: As you have correctly guessed,,,,,, V is definitely not a jealous man HJDDSJSJSF 😂😂😂😂 He is weirdly secure in the relationship, due to Rika’s dependence on his “light” and though his relationship with MC is very new, he feels the tight bond (trauma bond lol) they have and doesn’t worry about whether or not she’ll leave him, also due in part to the fact he doesn’t worry about them not returning his affections, he’s more worried about whether or not he deserves to love or be loved in the first place. If he found out one of them saw someone else outside the trio, he wouldn’t be upset besides somehow twisting the event into somehow being his fault like “if my light was strong enough they wouldn’t have had to go somewhere else for it, was I neglecting them??? 😢😢😢”(poor guy) This trait of his tends to set the other two off, as they mistake his laidback “I’m cool with everything” security as aloofness, and spiral into their insecurity 😑😑😑 it also has the hilarious (debatable) effect of usually ending spats between Rika and MC.

*Rika and MC arguing over something* “V!! What do you think?? Whose side are you on!?”

V:*deep breath* I think you’re both right. 😇😇😇

“Are you fucking kidding me-“ “SEE I TOLD YOU, isn’t he infuriating????” “V just pick a side!!!” “THATS WHAT IM SAYING!!” “Ugh you’re so right-“

(queue lesbianism, hilarity ensues)

They’re a complete disaster together, but you’d have to have the strength of fucking Zeus to separate them, it’s ludicrous.

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⚠︎ ━━━ LUNCH

⚠︎ ━━━ SS + WC: 5 + 0.8K

⚠︎ ━━━ CONTENT: PREGNANCY, FOOD MENTIONS, KIND OF TOXIC EX

     Y/n nervously sat in her car outside the restaurant— nothing super fancy as she had asked thankfully. He had already told her he was inside, she was just trying to calm down, finally gathering herself, grabbing her bag, and walking inside. Telling the host she was meeting someone before they led her to the table. 

     Jeongin had set his phone down on the table as she joined him. “Hey.”

     “Hi,” Y/n offered a smile as she sat down across from him.

     “How are you doing?” He asked 

     “Okay? Kind of nervous honestly.” Y/n grabbed the cup of water in front of her and took a sip. 

     “Let's order then we can talk about it. How does that sound?”

     Y/n agreed and picked up her menu. Scanning over the items for a few minutes before the waiter came over. Both putting in their orders and giving their menu’s to the waiter before they walked off. Sitting in an awkward silence for another minute.

     “I’m not getting rid of the baby.” Y/n finally stated after a moment.

     “I wasn’t going to make you,” Jeongin confirmed, “I know it was a one night stand and we barely know each other but I do want to at the very least co-parent this kid.”

     “I can work with that,” Y/n nodded

     Jeongin nodded, silence taking over the table again, “What do you do for work?” He asked

     “I’m an editor for a online news outlet.”

     “You work with Seungmin, right?”

     “Yeah. We were in a lot of the same classes in college but weren’t friends until after graduation and we ended up at the same company.”

     “Same department?”

     “No. He works more in reporting and journalism. I’ve edited a couple of the stories they’ve let him published.”

     “He hasn’t published a lot?”

     “No, (Astird)’s case was actually the first one they let him take on his own.”

     “They didn’t think he was going to be bias on it?”

     “I don’t think he told his boss she was his roommate. But even when I was editing it, you could barely tell he knew her. He’s very unbiased in reporting which is a good trait to have,” Y/n explained as her phone went off on the table next to her

Jihyun ❌: why aren’t you home?                   I know its your day off

     “Everything okay?” Jeongin asked

     “Yeah, just a friend texting me,” Y/n brushed it off 

     “Do any of your friends know about you being pregnant?”

     “Just my friend Hana, the one who was with me at the club.”

Jihyun ❌: Y/n

     “Do any of your friends know?”     “I may have told all of them?”

     “How many is all?”

     “Five.”

     Y/n nodded

Jihyun ❌: when the hell did you turn your location off?                   answer me

     “Do you need to take that?” Jeongin asked, seeing the constant light up of her phone from the text.

     “No. It’s just me ex. He can deal with it?”

     “When did you guys break up?”

     “Almost a month ago. Hana ended up dragging me to a club to just get my mind off it.”

     “Ah. So I was a rebound fuck,” Jeongin joked and it definetly made her laugh a bit.

     “If you wanna look at it like that,” Y/n said, “I was more so looking to get drunk till I forgot but drunk me also is horny.”

     “Bad break up then?”

     “Yeah. It’s over now though.”

     “Good for you,” Jeongin smiled

     “So, how are we gonna work out appointments and stuff?” Y/n asked, changing the subject

     “I would like to be there for them but if you don’t want me there that’s fine. I also can already tell I might not be able to make it to all of them with work.”

     “You own you’re company, right?”

     “Yeah. There’s certain meetings I can’t get out of.”

     “I can try and schedule them as best I can to avoid that but I can always update you afterwards if it doesn’t work out.”

     “That works out for me.” 

     The waiter came back with their food and they both thanked them before eating. Other small talk continued throughout the meal, some regarding their lives, others regarding the baby. Jeongin paid at the end of the meal, walking out with her.

     “Don’t be afraid the text me if you need anything, okay?” He told her, walking her over to her car

     “I will, thank you,” Y/n said, unlocking her car.

     Jeongin opened the door for her, “I mean anything. Even if it’s a weird pregnancy craving in the middle of the night.”

     The two of them laughed as she set her bag down on the passenger seat. “I will.” Y/n assured him and took her seat.

     Jeongin closed her door and waved her off as he walked to his own car. Y/n took out her phone, wanting to text her friend the good news till she remembered the messages— with new ones.

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♣ + Xuan & Jihyun

send me ♣ + a ship and i’ll tell you…

Jihyun x Xuan

who is the better dancer?

Out of the two, I'd say Jihyun has to be the better dancer given that he's an idol and all, but it's fine, Xuan really enjoys watching him practice his routines and moves he came up with.

who likes the outdoors more and who likes the indoors more?

Both enjoy outdoor activities most. Given that Jihyun loves photography and Xuan loves aesthetic and beautiful sceneries, as well as gardening, I'd see them spend most of they couples' activities outdoors in nature (except when it comes to the intimate kind of activities. Those are solely reserved to the privacy of the indoors, unless Xuan is feeling extra daring.)

who’s a cat person and who’s a dog person?

Xuan is definitely a cat person, since he even owns two cats and would even get more of he could. And since Jihyun likes wearing cat ears, I'll assume he's more of a cat lover too.

who’s more social?

Both are pretty social, given their occupations.

who makes the bed every morning?

Probably Xuan, unless he lets one of his maids or butlers to take care of it. Depends on his mood.

who likes to keep the house cold and who likes to keep the house warm?

Xuan likes it warm during the winter and chill in the summer, but for the most part he's indifferent to house temperature, so it's all up to Jihyun to decide how he'd like the indoors temperature to be like.

who takes longer getting ready?

Probably Xuan. He needs to always look his best, given his somewhat narcissistic nature.

who likes scary movies and who likes funny ones?

I'd say both of them like both genres, unless stated otherwise. Xuan doesn't really care much about the movie kinds he watches as long as the plot is good.

who screams when they see a bug and who ends up killing it?

Jihyun probably does the screaming, while Xuan does the killing. 😂

who is more technology challenged?

Probably neither of them, unless stated otherwise.

who would be more likely to burn something in the oven?

If it comes to baking, then that would have to be Xuan. While he's an incredibly good cook, he's awful when it comes to baking.

who talks in their sleep?

Xuan had a rough past, so sometimes he gets visited by his past's demons trough various thoughts and/or memories, which manifest themselves in vivid nightmares, so he's prone to sleeptalking.

who leaves the cap off the toothpaste?

I don't think either of them would have such a habit. They seem to both be pretty organized and neat.

who likes getting dressed up more?

Probably Xuan, but since Jihyun is an idol, I wouldn't put it underneath him either.

who’s better at tying ties?

Xuan most likely since he wears formal and business attire pretty much all the time.

who recorded the answering machine message on the house phone?

Xuan probably has his secretary or personal butler take care of these stuff.

who’s better at planning romantic things?

I'd say both, though out of the two of them, Xuan has to be the cheesiest!

who takes up more space in the closet?

Jihyun, I assume, since he must have a very versatile wardrobe, being an idol and all.

who has more of a sweet tooth?

Probably Jihyun, again. Since Xuan isn't that good with baking, he's more of a savory kind of guy.

who drinks more often?

That would have to be Xuan, with his love for champagne and good whiskeys.

who is most likely to laugh during a serious situation?

Knowing them, I'd say both would be prone to doing this.