#my brain won't shut tf up and telling me stuff that i know are not true

[tomurasmoleunderhislip]

Shouta in love headcanons:

Ignore my grammar mistakes/shitty English

It would be pretty easy to notice when he is in love, because yk he's grumpy with everyone else until you appear. Please you can see him relaxing his shoulders, his tone being more gentle, calm and that little soft blush creeping on his face.

He didn't notice at first that he's in love with you until Hizashi pointed it out how he's looking at you and becoming all soft when you are talking to him. I can imagine him telling Hizashi to shut up and would probably deny it all as well he would rather bury himself alive than admit he's in love with you.

I feel like he would be pretty insecure and become a little distand because he thinks he has no chance with you and that you deserve better, but still he would be really sweet towards you.

Mic would mock him 100% and tease him until Shouta smacks him in face with his scarf 💀💀💀.

But yeah he would help you two get together since y'all both are insecure bitches scared of rejection and thinking they deserve better me fr🔥🔥.

One day when school day was over and weekend was starting, Shouta walked up to you and awkwardly asked "Are you free this weekend? If yes would you like to go out with me?"

You were pretty surprised, took you a while to process what was happening 💀

but you accepted ofc and asked him where you two would meet up.

I just know y'all's first date would be either at cat cafe or cinema, and he would pick you up at your place with his car. At first he thought about inviting you at his place but than he changed his mind and thought who tf has first date at eachothers place 😭. Okay but your other dates would be at eachothers place when you two become closer.

He definitely won't confess first since he's awkward as hell, so you will have too. When you confess to him how you feel towards him, man is out of words literally, and suddenly his brain stopped working, wait, so you telling him you felt same this whole time?! Y'all insecure fucks. You got scared for second by his reaction and asked him is he okay. Shouta would be red and embarassed as hell when he realizes he looked like a dumb goat staring at rainbow door. But ya after all that awkwardness you two ended up together finally somehow 😻.

Of course all that awkwardness and shyness will go away after some time dw. If you are introverted like him thas 🔥🔥🔥 he won't have to worry and overthink his ass where would you like to go out on other dates. Like I said other dates would be definitely at cafe or at eachothers place. You two would usually have movie night and stuff like that and it's cheaper so better 💯.

At first he isn't really affectionate would take some time but not too much ofc for him to get comfortable finally. His love language is probably quality time and when together alone psychical affection <3. He doesn't like PDA but it's alright since I don't like it as well.

Likes more to show you his love with actions than with words.

Anyways now for nicknames/pet name's I see most of people saying that he would call his s/o kitten, sorry y'all but I cringe so badly when I hear or read that and I feel like he would be too uncomfortable to call his s/o like that I mean it's so weird and like, yes he's cat person but not a fkn furry or discord mod LMFAO💀.

I kin him so Idgaf what y'all say and this is my opinion 🖤, it would be more accurate that he'd call his s/o: darling, sweetheart, my little bat 🦇 and shit like that, I'd do the same so yasss 🤡.

Napping and cuddling all day together 24/7. He loves spooning you, hugs you from behind while laying together and buries his face in your neck/hair or you just lay your head on his chest. Doesn't mind you spooning him too, he just wants to be with you and nothing else matters, you are the only one keeping him sane.

I feel like Shouta would love it sm when you would shower his whole face with kisses, only when you two are alone ofc. And he gives me a feeling that he'd like to kiss his s/o the most on their forehead, neck and nose but lips too. His kisses are soft and quick most of time yeah. Usually gives you them when going to sleep or work <3.

He doesn't get jealous easily, but can be a little bit protective sometimes. If someone makes you uncomfortable in front of him, he'll put his arm around your shoulder/waist and just stare into their soul, It always works. He just wants best for you <3.

Also where's Aizawa fans? Most of them just disappeared 💀 but okay, hope y'all like this <3.

Writing shit about my comfort charachers becoming my coping mechanism now literally.

[midnightmisadventures]

Real quick cause i dont think i ever formally put this together

I was watching the sad boyz most recent podcast episode with Danny and theyre talking about insecurities and stuff as a kid and still as an adult

And Jordan asks "what is the thing, you leave conversations worrying about like....ahh im so ugly, or ughh im so dumb"

So when i was answering for myself i was like duhhhhh everytime i exit a conversation im always worried i talked too much. Like why didnt you shut tf up, you TALKKEDDD way too much and you definitely seemed so pretentious. Like why did you have to weigh in that much on topics?? Youre not an expert, let someone else speak up. Stop correcting facts, we get it your smart! Don't put it in peoples faces, you fucking know it all NO ONE CARES.

Still to this day, that is easily the number one thing that keeps me up at night.

And for some reason ive never put together that....it just comes from my mom??

Like i was so ridiculed as a child (and still am) for correcting her, for knowing things that she didnt, for always having more to add, for having more to say. Just because im a genuinely curious and passionate person and i loooove intellectualizing things and talking them through. But every single time, to this day that i counter her, im ridiculed. She gets upset, she walks away like she hates me, she tells me "i hate when you act like that" and i feel so small. And to this day, to avoid conflict, i dont correct her, or talk intelligently about things i know about that she might not because i hate the tension it causes. Like it genuinely makes my stomach turn, bc im a little kid again whos mom is genuinely angry at her for talking too much.

And thats not new information. I know that i still walk on eggshells whenever i speak around my mother. And no matter what i do, 60% of the time she IS upset at me.....having a different (and more intelligent) opinion. But i never realized that THATS why im so concerned about that after talking with my peers.

Like up until a few minutes ago, i still thought it was okay to validate that part of me that gets worried i came off as too pretentious and too smart after hanging out with people. Like i would think "you prob were"

But thats not based on actually reality. So unless they are my literal mother that is in no way peoples perception of me?? Im not talking to much, or am too smart about things, and if i do/am my friends won't resent me for it??

They are not gonna hate me, or get mad at me, or shut me out, or take their love away because i get passionate and talk about things that interest me!!

Thats just little arielle being scared.

THANK GOD what a relief i dont have to worry about that anymore. Now i know my brain was literally just making it up