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Writing characters who don’t know they’re in love
(PS: but literally everyone else does and is so tired)
These characters aren’t clueless, no, they’re not walking around like, “love? never heard of her.” They know something’s going on, they just won’t admit it (not to themselves, not to anyone.) Maybe they’re scared of messing it up, or maybe they think the other person doesn’t feel the same. Maybe they’ve stuffed the feeling so deep even a NASA rover couldn’t dig it out.
Whatever the reason, they’re not avoiding the truth as much as they’re…rebranding it. Calling it “friendship” while giving each other their only jacket and dreaming about each other’s voices like it’s totally normal behavior.
ꕤ They don’t realize it’s love, but they notice everything else. They clock every mood shift, every absence, every little thing. They definitely know when something’s off.
⇢ “You changed your hair.” ⇢ “You looked upset earlier.” ⇢ “You didn’t text me back and I panicked.” ⇢ “You weren’t at lunch and it felt weird.” ⇢ “Are you cold?” hands over jacket without a second thought
They don’t say “I love you,” but their actions scream it constantly.
ꕤ they get weird when someone else gets close They’re not jealous. No, how dare you think something like that… they’re just keeping an eye out. For safety... Or whatever."
⇢ “Who was that?” ⇢ “Oh, you’re hanging out with them again?” ⇢ “I just think it’s interesting how you never cancel on them.”
They don’t say it, but they hate the idea of being replaced. It stings more than they’re ready to admit.
ꕤ they make excuses to be around each other.
Literally inventing reasons to be in the same space.
⇢ “Wanna study together? I’m struggling with this topic.” (They’re not.) ⇢ “Oh, I was just in the area.” (They weren’t.) ⇢ “You forgot this.” (It’s a single pen.)
They’d rather lie badly than admit, “I just wanted to see you.”
ꕤ Their friends are so over it Everyone around them is either rooting for them or trying not to scream.
⇢ “You’re in love with them.” ⇢ “That’s not friendship, and you know it.” ⇢ “You made them soup. FUCKING SOUP. Just say you’re married already.” ⇢ “If I have to hear you talk about them one more time, I’m charging rent.”
Friends are the Greek chorus of this situation, like, brutally honest and endlessly tired.
ꕤ There’s always a moment they almost figure it out That one soft, unspoken beat where the truth almost breaks through.
⇢ Watching them laugh like it’s the first time. ⇢ Seeing them cry and wanting to fix it more than anything. ⇢ Realizing no one else makes them feel like this. ⇢ Thinking, God, they’re beautiful.
Then they blink, panic a little, and go, “Huh. Weird.” And move on. Like absolute fools.
ꕤ When it finally hits, it’s not cute, it’s catastrophic. Suddenly everything makes sense and feels like too much.
⇢ Flashbacks. ⇢ Internal screaming. ⇢ “Oh no.” ⇢ “OH MY GOD.” ⇢ “Has it always been this obvious??” ⇢ “Wait. Everyone knew?!”
Yes. Everyone. The friends, the neighbor’s cat. You were the only two who didn’t get the memo...
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One Hell Of a Trip - Saja Boys x Reader

Wanings: Demon pacts I suppose? Not explicitly explained. Word Count: 1.3k Pairings: Saga Boys x Reader
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˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗
You should’ve never made a pact with a demon. Multiple demons, apparently.
Regardless of your religious beliefs, you knew that personally contacting the reins of Hell was a stupid, crazy idea. But then again, you were only human.
And humans needed to eat.
Didn’t they?
“I'll die if I don't do this,” you murmured, voice ever so soft, echoing in the dimly lit room. “Or maybe I will if I do. Heavens, this is so stupid… Lady, are you sure this will work?”
★
It had all started on a quiet street. You’d been walking with no real purpose, when you encountered an old lady — a beggar, by the looks of it.
You’d offered her kindness.
It was the only thing you could offer, realistically. You had nothing on you. Nothing at home, either. In fact, in a few days, you might not even have a home.
The lady seemed enamored by your sweetness and handed you a little flyer.
“The man who gave me this was very sure of its usefulness,” she said. “Maybe it'll help you. You seem like you need it.”
Ouch.
Even if she meant well. Ouch.
Still, desperate, you unfolded the flyer and read it. It was a crumpled old piece of paper — photoshopped and funny-looking, like it was made by middle schoolers promoting their DnD club.
Not judging, tho.
You held it in your hand and almost laughed at the absurdity. What if?
Realistically, what could go wrong?
It’s not like demons actually existed.
And if they did… maybe they’d pity you. In your sleepless, starved state, this seemed like a genuinely great idea.
Which is what brought you to this very moment —Sitting on the floor of your tiny apartment, placing candles in a circle like some cursed Pinterest board. “First time summoning a demon… hope you don’t mind the mess, Hell Lord,” you giggled to yourself at the pitiful joke and sat in the middle of the room.
What should you even say?
“Oh… hear ye, hear ye, demons,” you tried awkwardly. “Help me progress in my job… um, I really need it to live. I’ll return the favor if you let me live a decent life. "You looked around. “I’ll be bound to you…?”
.
.
.
Right.
What were you even expecting?
Candles bursting into flames?
A thunderclap?
The Hell Lord himself popping in through the wall?
“Well, would you look at that.”
A voice. Low and raspy, but with a slight youthful ring to it.
“Our plan keeps getting easier, doesn’t it, boys?” A series of soft laughs filled the room.
Your entire body tensed — and froze.
“Now, little one. We appreciate your help. We’ll gladly take you as ours.”Your neck almost snapped from how fast you turned toward the voice. You saw a tall figure — and before you could think, you grabbed the closest candle and threw it at them.
“THE HELL?!”
You kept throwing the lit candles like your life depended on it. And well… it kind of did. The entrance was blocked by figures.
Shadowed, unmoving.
“Who are you?! All of you?! I swear, I’ll break your necks if you come any closer!” You grabbed a nearby pillow and held it up with both arms.Your gaze flicked from figure to figure. They were tilting their heads forward… until they all slowly raised their chins.
They were men.
Attractive. Scary-looking. Men.
Still men, tho.
“Who are you?! How did you break in?!”
The man in the center took a step forward, flashing a smirk in your direction. His skin shimmered in a purple hue, tattoos spiraling across his collarbones. “Hello, human. We are your saviors—”
He flinched. “HEY! Did you just smack me with a pillow?!”
“Stay away!”
“Stop, human. I’m warning you. Quiet.”
Suddenly, your voice was gone. You tried to speak — to scream — to whisper, even. But nothing came out. It was as if your own body betrayed you, forced to obey this man’s words. And the men began to walk forward.
Each one was different in height and build — but all of them shared that same violet skin.
“We are the demons you contacted. Your saviors. Your new responsibility.”
The shortest of them — one with blue hair and an irritatingly smug face — held the crumpled flyer right up to your nose. “The owners of your soul…” They stood in front of you, forming a perfect line. And all you could do was stare.
“We are the Saja Boys."
˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗
Of course. Demons apparently existed. And you were now bound to five of them. They had you at their mercy. ‘What do you want from me?’ ‘You work as a manager, don’t you?’ 'Yes…’ ‘Then make us famous.’ ‘Unforgettable.’ ‘Desired.’ ‘Envied.’ The man in the center smirked. “Make us be loved by everyone."

Did I stay until 12 am stressing over the format and this little fix? Yes, yes I did. I've never posted but seeing how this movie has gained popularity and how loved the boys are, I wanted to write for them.
We barely see anything from them in the movie, so I'll probably take creative liberty to write their personalities. This might work as the starter for individual series (for each member) but it all depends if you guys actually like the idea or not Jajaja.
Which reminds me!
The original prompt belong to @soldmygenderforglitter and I took some liberty to develop it! I hope you like it!!
Ppl who also liked the idea: @arieslucy @lylian333 @silverklaus
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notes, this was a cute requst ty anon!
★ Roommate!Sukuna sees you in a bikini for the first time.
There’s sand in your sandals, sunscreen in your eyes, and Sukuna complaining already.
“Who the fuck likes the beach?” he grumbles, kicking at the sand like it personally offended him. “It’s hot. It’s loud. It smells like fish."
You roll your eyes and spread your towel. “You sound like a 75-year-old man.”
He glares at you over his sunglasses. “You sound like a sunburn waiting to happen.”
You ignore him, dropping your cover-up and adjusting the bikini straps.
Sukuna freezes.
Oh. Oh, fuck.
He did not sign up for this.
You bend over to fix your bag — and he catches a flash of your ass. Bikini bottoms. Tiny. Pink. His soul briefly ascends.
He immediately looks away like you pulled a gun on him.
“What the hell are you wearing?” he barks, voice cracking slightly.
You blink. “A bathing suit?”
“That’s not a bathing suit. That’s floss.”
“Don’t be dramatic.”
“I’m not being—” he cuts off, eyes darting back and instantly looking away again. “You’re the one out here butt naked, acting like this is your OnlyFans launch party.”
You squint. “Why are you being weird?”
“I’m not being weird,” he hisses, adjusting his position on the towel like he’s uncomfortable. Which he is. In multiple ways.
You sigh and sit beside him, smearing sunscreen on your arms.
He watches you from the corner of his eye — mouth dry, sunglasses hiding how they’re nearly glued to your collarbone.
Jesus fucking Christ.
You nudge him with a grin. “Wanna do my back?”
“I’d rather get hit by a boat.”
You pout. “C’mon. I’ll get sunburned.”
He takes the bottle with a grunt, muttering the whole time. “Stupid beach. Stupid bikini. Dumbass roommate with her dumb shiny skin and her hot little waist—fuckin’ hell.”
“What?”
“Nothing. Shut up.”
His fingers graze your back and he has to swallow the groan threatening his throat. You're warm. You're soft. You smell like coconut.
This is fine. This is normal.
He finishes in record time and throws the bottle like it insulted his family. Then lays back and covers his face with his towel like he’s being punished by God.
You giggle. “You’re acting so strange.”
He mutters something like, “I’m gonna fucking drown myself.”
You stretch beside him, and he peeks over the towel — only to see you adjusting your top again. Your chest. Bouncing.
He jerks his head back with a thud on the sand. “FUCK.”
“Are you okay?”
“Peachy.”
You reach into the cooler and hand him a popsicle. “Here. Chill out.”
He glares at you.
Then at the popsicle.
Then back at your lips.
He takes it and bites it like it owes him money.
“You’re not even fun,” you say. “I brought you out here to relax.”
“This is the opposite of relaxing,” he growls. “This is torture.”
You raise a brow. “So go home.”
He scoffs. “And leave you here? Half-naked? In public? Where other people can see you?”
“…Is that a problem?”
He looks you dead in the eye. “Yes. It’s a fuckin’ problem.”
“Why?”
“Because I—because it—fuck off.”
You blink, confused. “Are you blushing?”
He points the popsicle at you accusingly. “Don’t flatter yourself, porn star.”
“You’ve been acting so weird since I took off my cover-up.”
“Yeah, because you came out here dressed like a Sports Illustrated midlife crisis!”
You burst out laughing, which only makes him scowl harder. His sunglasses are fogged up. He’s fidgeting. His ears are red.
“You’re such a loser,” you grin.
He snarls, “Say that again and I’ll drown you.”
“Aw, are you flustered?”
“I'm annoyed,” he snaps, but his voice breaks on the end and he knows he's losing.
You lean back, smug. “You like me in this bikini, huh?”
Sukuna doesn't respond.
He just bites his popsicle again with unnecessary violence, eyes glued to the ocean, and mutters:
“…I'm gonna build a sandcastle and bury myself in it.”
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ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : My type
...by VOILA
❥ Nanami Kento x ex emo!Reader
Or how Nanami Kento knew you were really his type.
Made for Angels Birthday Event!
"I didn't know you were emo." You hummed, a poorly hidden smile covered by a mug of coffee. Leaning against the kitchen counter, you carefully watch as your husband freezes mid-stride, almost flinching, before continuing his way to the coffee pot.
"Emo? I don't know what you mean." Came his unnervingly calm reply, but there was a shake to his voice. Just barely there. The way his voice pitched up just a few notes too high for a thursday morning.
You shrugged casually, setting your mug down. But there was a smile in your voice, Nanami could feel it even with his back turned. “I found a photo album while cleaning out your office."
Nanami Kento never had his heart fall out of his ass any faster. "You were so cute as a freshman~" You twisted the pretty little knife so kindly stabbed into his back.
A soft, tired groan escaped him as he covered his face with one hand. “God.”
“Oh, come on,” you laughed. “It was adorable! You had the full look! It was adorable!"
“I didn’t know what I was doing,” he muttered from behind his hand.
"Clearly, but its cute!" You giggle into his shoulder, wrapping your arms as best you could around his waist. "What were you listening to? Evanescence? My chemical romance? Some other obscure band or -"
"Please." Nanami sighed, dejected as his shoulders slump.
"I'm just asking!"
If I say no, will you stop?”
“No.”
Nanami lets out another tired groan, he needed more coffee already. Remembering all those pictures - oh, shivers crawled up his spine at the memory. Which didn't go unnoticed by you.
"If it helps," You lean your head on his shoulder, looking up at him as best you could at this uncomfortable angle. "You'd totally be my type."
"Oh shush," Nanami shoved you off of him, cup of coffee in his other hand as he leaves you in the kitchen, laughing from the bottom of your heart.
A few days, maybe even weeks later, you made sure Nanami never lived it down. Still, it got a little better as time passed by, you mentioned it less - that was a win he would take.
While also cleaning out the bedroom, he had come across your own photobook. His eyes originally glanced over it, having to do a double take when he realized he had never really seen any picture of you when you were younger.
Calloused hands trace the cover of the book, carefully peeling it open.
“Oh my god,” he whispered, a twitch of a smile tugging at his lips.
There you were - in full middle school emo regalia. He flipped page after page, smile growing wider with every picture with you with sideswept hair, every dark hoodie and every line of thick eyeliner.
When you had gotten home that evening, you didn't live anything down, either.
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Missing Keycard
Seungmin x Tour Manager Reader
Tags: shy dom seungmin, one bed trope, sleep groping, nipple play, forbidden sex, power imbalance, choking, spanking, riding, oral, braless reader, touch starved reader, unprotected sex, aftercare
Word Count: 6k
Summary: You’re a tour manager for Stray Kids, just trying to survive another city. But when a drunk, keycard-less Seungmin knocks on your hotel door at 2AM, mistaking it for his own room, sleep is the last thing either of you get. What starts as an accident turns into tension that finally snaps — and Seungmin? He’s nothing like you expected.
This work contains mature themes, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!
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The Chicago stop was a blur of chaos.
A venue delay, a last-minute setlist change, a prop that went missing ten minutes before curtain—and somehow, you’d still managed to get everyone on stage, on time, and in one piece.
Barely.
By the time the show ended and the meet-and-greet cleared, you were running on fumes, your phone at 3% battery and your body running mostly on espresso and anger. You’d finalized hotel room keys, triple-checked the luggage manifest, made sure all the boys had post-show meals waiting.
And then—finally—freedom.
You could’ve joined them at the bar. Hell, Chan had even tugged your sleeve and offered you a shot before leaving the lobby with a slurred grin.
But your legs had already carried you into the elevator, eyes closing before the doors even shut.
All you wanted was a bed.
No bra. No briefs. No bullshit.
So you stripped the second your door clicked shut.
Your panties were soft and high-cut, practically invisible beneath the oversized T-shirt you’d planned to sleep in—until you peeled that off too and reached for the one thing lighter, cooler: a thin, cropped camisole you’d worn under your manager’s jacket earlier.
The fabric barely kissed the curve of your chest. No padding, no support, nothing to hide how worn-down and sensitive you felt.
But fuck it, you were on a private floor, not sharing a room with anyone. No one would see you.
You passed out across the bed in seconds, limbs loose, hair stuck to your cheek, one leg tangled in the sheet and the other kicked free.
You didn’t even register the first knock.
But the second—louder, clumsier—jerked you upright.
You blinked, dazed and crusty-eyed. The room was dark, the hallway light seeping in under the door like a spotlight.
Knock knock.
You groaned, grabbing a pillow to your chest and hauling yourself to your feet. You were half-asleep, brain fogged and skin warm from sleep, not thinking at all as you padded barefoot across the floor.
The camisole had ridden up.
Your panties clung high across your hips.
But none of that registered—not until you cracked the door open and saw him.
“Hyung?” Seungmin mumbled, brows furrowed, eyes red and shiny. “Is this your—wait.”
His voice dipped. His gaze dropped.
And then he froze.
“…Oh,” he said, small and stunned.
You blinked at him. “Seungmin?”
He didn’t answer.
Because his brain—tipsy as it was—had just realized two things in rapid succession:
1. This wasn’t Chan’s room.
2. You were very naked.
Not technically. But close enough.
Your bare thighs were on full display, the camisole barely grazing your belly button, your nipples visibly hard through the thin fabric. The hallway light behind him cast your silhouette against the room’s dark interior in dangerous clarity.
He swallowed.
You blinked, still not fully processing.
“Wait—why’re you here?”
“I—” he scratched his head, swaying slightly. “Lost my card. Everyone locked their doors. Thought this was—uh—Chan-hyung’s room. My bad. I’ll just—”
You stepped aside and yanked him inside.
Hard.
His shoulder hit your chest and your hand scrambled to slam the door shut before anyone saw. Your heart pounded.
“Are you insane? What if someone took a picture of you?!”
“I’m sorry!” he whispered, voice strangled. “I didn’t—fuck, I really thought—”
You turned to him, panting slightly from the adrenaline, your blanket long forgotten on the bed.
Only then did you realize.
You looked down.
Oh. Shit.
Full tits. Bare thighs. Tight panties.
Seungmin was right there—eyes wide, frozen like a deer in headlights, clearly trying to keep his gaze anywhere but on your body.
Too late. He’d seen.
And now he was actively malfunctioning.
“I—I didn’t mean to knock on yours,” he stammered. “I thought it was Hyung’s. I swear. You just—you opened and I saw and I—”
You covered your face with both hands.
He was still talking, tipsy and spiraling.
“—and I was gonna leave but then you pulled me in and now I’m here and you’re—you’re dressed like that—”
“Stop talking, Seungmin.”
Silence.
His mouth snapped shut.
You peeked between your fingers.
He looked like he wanted to evaporate.
Which might’ve been cute—if you weren’t acutely aware that your nipples were still hard and your underwear left nothing to the imagination.
You dropped your hands with a sigh and crossed your arms under your chest, trying to ignore how that only pushed them up more.
“Okay,” you said, exhaling shakily. “You lost your card.”
He nodded quickly. “Yes.”
“No one else answered.”
“Correct.”
“And now you’re in my room.”
He nodded again, slower this time.
Your heart was still thumping. His eyes flicked up to yours—then away again. Every few seconds they betrayed him, dropping back down, catching on your thighs, your waist, your chest before he forced them back up again.
His ears were flushed red.
He was trying so hard not to look—and failing.
You didn’t know what possessed you to say it. Maybe it was exhaustion. Or curiosity. Or the way his bottom lip was caught between his teeth, swaying slightly, hands tucked behind his back like a schoolboy caught in the wrong classroom.
You sighed, one hand dragging down your face, the other cradling the pillow against your chest again.
“Well,” you muttered. “You smell like you lost a drinking game.”
“I probably did,” he said, voice rough but quiet.
“Bathroom’s through there,” you said, gesturing vaguely to the door near the dresser. “Freshen up. We’ll figure out the room situation in the morning.”
Seungmin blinked at you, dazed.
“You’re letting me stay?”
“Well that’s a given,” you said. “I’m not about to throw a drunk idol into the hallway at 2AM. God knows what sasaeng would love that headline.”
He made a soft, embarrassed noise in the back of his throat and practically scrambled toward the bathroom. You heard the door click shut behind him, followed by the water running.
Alone again, you exhaled sharply and looked down at yourself.
The camisole still clung to your chest, the fabric wrinkled from sleep. Your panties had shifted during your rush to the door, one hip strap riding higher than the other. The damage was already done—he’d seen you, fully—and suddenly, modesty felt stupid.
You weren’t thinking like a professional anymore. You were thinking like a tired woman who just wanted sleep and had, quite unfortunately, let a very drunk, very awkward, very cute Seungmin into her room.
Not ideal.
You crossed to the bed and slipped under the duvet, this time tugging it up to your neck like a shield, every inch of your body burrowing into the mattress. You didn’t even glance back when you heard the bathroom door open.
The room was small—modest compared to the suite-style ones booked for the boys—and there wasn’t much in the way of extra space. One armchair sat in the corner, low-backed and thin, its tiny matching ottoman clearly not meant for sleeping.
You could hear him hovering.
Fidgeting.
Shifting on his feet like he was trying to make himself disappear.
You kept your face to the wall.
More shuffling. A pause. Then a tiny sigh.
You rolled your eyes, still not turning.
“The bed’s big enough for two.”
Silence.
Then—
“…Are you sure?”
“I legally cannot let you sleep on the cold floor, Seungmin.”
“…Fair.”
The mattress dipped a few moments later. You felt the careful weight of him as he climbed in—slow, hesitant, like the bed might collapse under the guilt of it. He stayed close to the edge, not even rustling the duvet as he pulled it over his legs.
Neither of you said anything for a while.
You could feel the silence settle in like warmth, like tension slipping between your shoulder blades. He smelled cleaner now—soap and mouthwash, the lingering sharpness of whatever cheap vodka the boys had probably downed earlier. But mostly soap.
He didn’t move.
You didn’t either.
Eventually, his voice came, hushed in the dark.
“…Thank you.”
You mumbled something in return, barely audible.
Another pause. Then, quieter—
“I didn’t mean to see. Before. I wasn’t trying to.”
You sighed.
“I know.”
“I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable.”
“I’m fine,” you said, and you were surprised to realize you meant it.
Maybe because he wasn’t leering. Maybe because he was clearly still rattled. Maybe because your back was to him and your body had long since relaxed again.
But you were tired. He was tired.
And despite everything, the room felt soft again.
Safe.
You closed your eyes and whispered into the pillow.
“Goodnight, Seungmin.”
He swallowed, voice low and raw behind you.
“…Goodnight.”
And then—finally—stillness.
But neither of you slept just yet.
Because under the sheets, just inches away, your heart was beating too loud.
And Seungmin, with his flushed ears and twitchy fingers, was still trying not to picture what he’d already seen.
⸻
The room had gone colder.
At some point, maybe around 4AM, the air conditioning kicked into overdrive, and the soft hum of it stirred you from sleep.
You shifted under the duvet with a lazy frown, your body instinctively chasing warmth. And then—
You felt it.
Not the chill of the room, but the heat of someone behind you.
A slow, calm breath ghosted over the back of your neck. Warm, steady.
Then the arm.
An arm wrapped around your waist. A hand splayed low, fingers spread wide and firm across your stomach, half tucked beneath the hem of your camisole.
Your breath hitched—eyes fluttering open as your senses slowly caught up to what was happening.
Seungmin.
He was pressed flush against your back now, close in a way that neither of you had planned. Your ass rested snugly against his hips, your legs curved toward your chest in a soft tuck, his body following the shape of yours like he’d been molded to it in sleep.
The realization hit like a slow, hot wave:
Somewhere between drifting off and now, you’d gravitated toward each other. Maybe it had started with a brush of knees. A shared pillow. Maybe he’d pulled you in. Maybe you had backed into him without thinking.
But now?
Now, you were wrapped in him.
And he was touching you.
That hand—broad and warm—shifted slightly, fingers flexing in his sleep. His knuckles grazed higher up your stomach, a slow, unconscious movement that felt more like a caress than a twitch.
Your skin prickled.
Your breath stuttered again.
And that was before you felt the subtle, unmistakable pressure against your ass.
He was hard. Not fully, not completely, but enough that the bulge was there—thick and lazy, tucked against the dip of your curves like it belonged there.
You froze.
Every nerve in your body suddenly wide awake.
It was still innocent enough. He was asleep. Dreaming. He wasn’t doing anything on purpose. But the heat that licked up your spine didn’t care about intentions. It cared about the weight of him behind you, the way his fingertips had curled slightly, like they liked the skin they’d found.
Your thighs pressed tighter.
Seungmin murmured something in his sleep. A sound low in his chest. And then—
His hips shifted.
Just a fraction. But enough.
He pressed into you.
Your lips parted, breath shaky, heart slamming against your ribs as his hips settled again, snug against the curve of your ass like he’d wanted to be closer. Like his sleeping body knew what it wanted, even if his mind hadn’t caught up.
You stayed still, not daring to move. Not even blinking.
His fingers on your stomach moved again. Slow. Dragging higher. The edge of his pinky grazed the underside of your breast, just barely. Not a grab. Not a grope. Just enough to send a thrill zipping through your chest.
You swallowed.
Carefully, silently, you reached down and clutched the duvet a little tighter.
But you didn’t move away.
And neither did he.
You stayed frozen.
Not because you were scared. Not because you didn’t want it. But because the smallest twitch of movement might’ve broken the spell—and right now, with his hands on you, his body warming your back, and his breath soft and steady against your neck… you didn’t want it to stop.
Even if he didn’t mean it.
Even if he wasn’t fully awake.
Even if this wasn’t supposed to happen.
Your body didn’t care about reason. Your body cared about the ache that had been living under your skin for too long. The way your thighs clenched when his fingertips brushed just under the curve of your breast again. The way your stomach fluttered when he pulled you closer, unconsciously grinding that hardening length against the softness of your ass.
A soft sound slipped from his throat—barely a hum, muffled into your hair.
Then his hand moved again.
Slow. Searching. Sliding downward over your stomach, like he was touching something delicate in his dream—fingertips gliding beneath the hem of your camisole, callused pads grazing skin that hadn’t been touched in months.
You held your breath. Every muscle tensed, every inch of you begging for more and terrified of it all at once.
Then the other hand found your hip.
It gripped you there—fingers digging into the flesh, like he was holding on. Like he needed to.
Your eyes fluttered shut.
His hips shifted again. His hard cock pressed tighter against your ass, no longer just a ghost of a touch but a full, heavy presence—throbbing through the fabric of his sweats, thick and real and there.
A soft gasp caught in your throat.
And then—God—his hands started moving.
The one on your stomach caressed upward, grazing the underside of your breast again with just the backs of his fingers. Not a grope. Not rough. But reverent. Careful. A sleeping man worshiping a dream he didn’t know was real.
The other stayed firm on your hip, squeezing lightly, rhythmically, as if guiding himself into the curve of your ass with slow, sleepy rolls of his hips.
You bit your lip so hard it almost hurt.
Because your body… it betrayed you.
Your nipples hardened, tight and sensitive beneath the thin fabric of your cami. Your thighs pressed together, desperate, seeking friction. And heat pulsed low in your stomach—building with every moan that slipped from his lips. Tiny, broken little things. Like he didn’t even realize he was making them.
You’d never heard Seungmin make those kinds of sounds before.
And you weren’t even sure he was fully awake.
Your breath shook. Your hand fisted into the duvet. You didn’t move, not an inch—but God, you felt everything. And you wanted more.
You wanted to press back into him.
You wanted his hands higher. Lower.
You wanted—
“…Hnn…”
A little whimper escaped him—almost helpless.
And then—his fingers twitched again.
Dragged higher.
This time brushing—accidentally, devastatingly—over your nipple.
But then didn’t mean to move.
Not really.
Not in a way you could blame on sleep.
But the ache had settled too deep now, thick and warm in your belly, and the feel of his hands on your skin—soft and curious and a little desperate—was unraveling your last thread of willpower.
So you gave in.
Just a little.
A slow, subtle push of your hips back into him—just enough for your ass to press tighter into the hard length straining behind his sweats. Your breath caught in your throat, chest tightening as the hand on your stomach twitched in response… and then slid up.
His palm cupped your breast.
Full, warm, heavy in his hand.
You gasped—a soft, broken little sigh—because the pad of his thumb grazed your nipple again through your top, and it was too much, too sensitive, too good. Your back arched into it instinctively, the quietest sound escaping your lips, and you felt him—
Stilling.
Breathing.
Then freezing.
Seungmin’s body went stiff behind you.
Like a man pulled straight out of a dream and dropped into a nightmare.
His hand stopped moving. His hips locked. His breath caught like he’d choked on it—and then dragged in sharp and tight, like he couldn’t even remember how to breathe anymore.
“…fuck.”
The word was barely audible. Choked. Wrecked. He jerked his hand away from your breast like he’d been burned, stumbling backward out of the bed in a tangle of limbs and blankets, his body trembling with confusion and guilt and raw panic.
He stood there beside the bed in nothing but a loose tee and sweats, hair messy, eyes wide, lips parted, and face pale in the blue light bleeding through the hotel curtains.
“I—I didn’t—I thought—” he stammered, hands raised like he’d accidentally committed a crime.
“I was dreaming,” he said, voice hoarse. “I didn’t know—fuck, I didn’t know it was you—”
You sat up slowly, duvet still pulled tight to your chest, your body flushed and your heart hammering so hard you thought it might burst through your ribs.
“I’m sorry,” Seungmin said, breathless, eyes darting everywhere but your face. “Shit, I touched you, I—God, I’m so sorry.”
He backed away, visibly shaking. “I swear I wasn’t—fuck, I didn’t mean to—”
You should’ve said something. Anything.
But you were still reeling—body buzzing, skin on fire, the ghost of his touch still etched into your chest.
And for a moment, neither of you moved.
Until he did—
You didn’t mean to stop him. Didn’t plan it.
Didn’t think it through.
But the second he took a step back—panic all over his face, like he was ready to disappear and pretend this never happened—your voice came out, small and raw, right before you could even breathe it back.
“…Seungmin.”
He froze.
Turned slowly. Eyes wide. Chest heaving.
You just looked at him—bare shoulders rising and falling beneath the duvet, hair tousled from sleep, lips parted, heart thudding behind your ribs like it wanted to escape.
“I…” you started, the words thick in your throat. “It’s okay.”
His brows furrowed. “What?”
“I didn’t stop you,” you said softly, eyes searching his. “Maybe… I didn’t want to.”
The room went silent.
And Seungmin—sweet, shy, brilliant Seungmin—stood there like the air had been punched from his lungs.
“You—” He blinked hard, swallowing, jaw clenched like it was the only thing keeping him grounded. “You didn’t want me to stop?”
“I should have,” you said, honestly. “But I didn’t.”
You sat up a little, the duvet sliding down with the motion—revealing the thin strap of your camisole slipping off your shoulder, and just the barest peek of soft skin beneath it. The hem had already ridden up, underboob visible, your thighs spread slightly beneath the covers, body warm and flushed and so real in the low light.
Seungmin’s breath hitched.
You caught the way his eyes flicked down—just for a second—before he snapped them away, fists clenched at his sides, every muscle in his lean body tense.
“I’m your tour manager,” you whispered, more to yourself than him. “If I hadn’t been so tired, I could’ve sorted your room. I should’ve gone to the reception or called someone. I should’ve helped you.”
You looked down at your lap, voice quieter now. “Instead, you walked into my room. I was basically naked. And I let you into my bed.”
Seungmin stayed quiet. Still trembling. Still hard. You could see it—his sweats doing nothing to hide the thick, straining outline pressing forward. He wasn’t even drunk anymore. Just dazed. Wrecked. Fighting something inside him that was so clearly losing.
“And I didn’t stop you,” you finished, eyes lifting to meet his again. “Even when I should have. I let it happen. So…”
You took a breath.
“…you don’t have to go.”
His eyes locked onto yours.
And fuck, the look in them—like every wall he’d carefully built was cracking, like he was fighting to be good, to be professional, but his body was screaming something else entirely. Something raw. Something needy.
“Don’t look at me like that,” he said hoarsely.
“Like what?”
“Like you want me.”
The duvet slipped lower when you shifted—bare thighs now visible. And Seungmin’s gaze flicked downward again. Just for a second. Just long enough to see how your cami clung to the swell of your chest, how it had ridden so high your round underboobs were visible, soft and tempting and so close.
You tilted your head, slow. Careful. Still quiet.
“…What if I do?”
That was it.
That was the moment.
Because Seungmin’s lips parted—eyes flicking back to yours, mouth pink and breath shallow, his cock visibly throbbing behind his sweats. The hunger was there now. He wasn’t just hard—he was wrecked by the sight of you, sprawled out like a dream he hadn’t meant to touch, and couldn’t resist anymore.
You were still his tour manager.
Still the professional. Still the one with authority.
But in that moment, with your hair a mess and your thighs spread and your lips barely parted in invitation—God, you looked so soft. So warm. So fucking beautiful it hurt.
And he had such a crush on you. Always had.
Maybe now he didn’t want to pretend otherwise.
Seungmin didn’t move at first. He just stood there, staring—like he couldn’t believe what was in front of him. You, almost bare-chested and flushed, thighs pressed tight beneath you, nipples peaked and your chest rising with every slow breath. His eyes dropped to your breasts, and he swore under his breath, the tension in his throat thick enough to choke on.
When you didn’t move to cover yourself, he dragged his gaze back up to yours.
Like he was waiting for the world to stop him.
Like he was seconds away from burning.
You didn’t say anything. Just held his stare and reached for his hand, curling your fingers around his and guiding it to your face—pressing his palm to your cheek.
That’s when he cracked.
His hand tightened. His jaw flexed. And then he moved—fast and quiet, crawling onto the bed over you with one knee on either side, not touching you yet, just looking down like he still couldn’t believe it was real.
“Tell me this isn’t a dream,” he said hoarsely, voice thick. “Please.”
You didn’t answer. You didn’t have to.
Because your body did—arching subtly, thighs parting slightly beneath him in silent invitation.
He bent down, mouth finding the slope of your neck like he’d been aching for it for years. You gasped, head tipping back, the heat of his breath dragging over your collarbone. Then his hands—those long, trembling fingers—finally reached your breasts. He cupped them like they were something sacred, thumbs brushing over your nipples in slow, reverent circles.
“God,” he whispered against your skin. “You feel…”
He didn’t finish the sentence. Didn’t have to.
His tongue found your nipple and you gasped, back arching under him. He was breathing harder now, grinding against your thigh through his sweatpants, restraint unraveling one touch at a time. His lips moved from one breast to the other, mouth open, hot and wet, tongue lapping and sucking until your thighs started to tremble beneath him.
“You don’t know what you’re doing to me,” he said against your skin, voice guttural.
You looked up at him, wrecked already, pupils blown wide. “Then show me.”
Something in his expression darkened.
And just like that, he sat back, pulled the duvet the rest of the way down, and let his eyes roam over every inch of you. His chest heaved once. Twice.
Then he dragged your panties down your legs, slow, savoring it, watching the fabric slide off your body like it was the last thing tethering you to decency.
He swore under his breath again.
You shifted, but he stopped you with a firm hand on your hip.
“Don’t move.”
He stripped his sweatpants in one motion, cock heavy and flushed and hard as it slapped against his stomach. You couldn’t look away. Couldn’t breathe. He was beautiful, yes, but there was something feral now in his silence—something hungry and barely restrained.
You reached for him, and he let you. Let you wrap your fingers around him, let you guide him down to your mouth.
But just as you leaned in, he caught your wrist.
His voice dropped an octave.
“You do that and I’m not going to last.”
Your smirk faltered.
“You think I care?”
And before he could stop you again, you leaned down and took him into your mouth—hot, slow, tongue dragging along the underside as your lips slid down inch by inch. He let out a strangled sound, fists curling in the sheets on either side of him, chest rising fast.
“Shit—don’t stop—fuck—”
You didn’t. You moaned around him, letting the vibrations buzz through his cock. Your fingers curled at the base, your pace teasing at first, and then faster—your lips slick, jaw flexing as you swallowed him deeper.
He groaned, head falling back, hair sticking to his forehead.
“Fucking hell—how are you—” He choked, hips twitching. “You’re gonna make me—”
You pulled off with a gasp, a line of spit catching on your lip as you looked up at him, flushed and ruined.
Seungmin reached for you in a blur.
His hand wrapped around the back of your neck, dragging you up until your lips crashed into his. He kissed you like he wanted to memorize you, like he wanted to devour you—and as he pushed you back against the mattress, the last trace of hesitation fell away from him.
“This shouldn’t be happening,” he murmured against your mouth. “But I’m not stopping.”
And then he pressed the head of his cock against your soaked entrance, dragging it slow, teasing, watching your body react—watching your legs fall wider, your breath hitch.
“Is this what you want?” he asked, voice low and ruined. “Say it.”
“Yes, I want it.”
His cock nudged at your entrance—thick, hot, pulsing. You whimpered just from the feel of it pressing against you. Seungmin’s eyes locked on yours, blown wide, hair damp, jaw clenched so tight it ticked beneath his flushed skin.
“I want to fuck you so bad,” he murmured, voice wrecked. “But if I move right now, I’m gonna come.”
You bit your lip, your hips already rocking forward the slightest bit, aching for him.
“Please do it,” you whispered. “Slow. I want to feel every inch.”
He groaned like he was in pain and slid in—just the tip.
Then deeper.
And deeper.
You cried out when he bottomed out inside you, your walls stretching to take him, fluttering from the fullness. His head dropped to your shoulder as he trembled above you, trying so fucking hard to stay still.
“Fuck—” he rasped, breath hot on your neck. “You’re—Jesus, you’re tight. Warm. You feel so—fuck—I can’t—”
His hips rocked once, slow, thick drag of cock that pulled a breathless moan from your throat. He kissed your collarbone, hands gripping your thighs, keeping your legs spread wide for him as he started fucking you in slow, careful thrusts.
Each one sent shocks through your spine—steady, deep, possessive. He groaned every time he sank back in, voice rough with disbelief, hips shuddering as he fought not to lose it.
“You have no idea,” he whispered, “how long I’ve thought about this.”
“You’re not what I expected,” you breathed, already gasping as he set a slow rhythm, grinding in circles that had your toes curling. “You’re so—”
You didn’t finish the sentence.
Just moaned, softly, “Oh Baby…”
The effect was instant.
Seungmin froze mid-thrust.
His eyes met yours—dark, blown wide, almost dangerous.
“Say that again,” he said, low, like a growl from deep in his chest.
You blinked up at him, surprised, breathless. “…Baby.”
He snapped.
His mouth was on yours, desperate, tongue tasting every sound you made. Then he grabbed your hips and started fucking you with rougher, sharper thrusts—still deep, but now filled with urgency.
“You feel that?” he panted, hips snapping forward again. “That’s mine. You understand?”
You whimpered, clinging to him, head rolling back as he fucked you like he was trying to brand you.
“God, you’re so good,” he moaned, voice cracking. “Can’t believe you’re letting me do this. Can’t believe I’m inside you like this.”
You barely heard him—you were too busy writhing, body twitching under him, orgasm crawling up your spine like wildfire.
But you wanted more. You wanted to see him break.
You pushed at his chest, flipping him over and straddling him in one breathless motion. He let you, watching you like he was starved, lips parted as you lined him back up and sank down on him, slow and tight and trembling.
“Oh, fuck,” he gasped, gripping the sheets. “You’re gonna kill me.”
You started riding him, steady at first—hips rolling, eyes locked on his, both of you completely lost in the sight of your bodies moving together.
But when you leaned forward, whispering “You like this?” into his ear—
—he moved.
Fast.
One hand grabbed your throat, not choking, just holding—just owning. His other arm locked around your waist, and suddenly he was fucking up into you, lifting you off the bed with every brutal, delicious thrust.
“Is this what you wanted?” he growled. “Wanted to ride me, make me lose my fucking mind?”
You gasped, fingers flying to his wrist, not to stop him—just to feel him. His cock hit deeper like this, angled right against your sweet spot, and your thighs started to tremble from the sheer power of his pace.
You couldn’t answer. Couldn’t breathe.
“Look at me.”
You did—and his face. God, his face. Eyes locked on yours like he was watching you fall apart just for him.
“I’m gonna come,” he warned, voice hoarse. “You’re gonna take it. All of it.”
Your orgasm was still crashing through your body when Seungmin moved again.
Without warning, he flipped you onto your stomach, strong hands manhandling you like you weighed nothing. You gasped into the sheets, dizzy from the sudden shift—but the moment your cheek hit the pillow, you felt him behind you again, kneeling between your thighs, gripping your hips like he was about to lose himself.
“Fucking perfect,” he growled, voice low and wrecked as he stared at the arch of your back, your ass up high, your cunt slick and pulsing from how hard you’d just come. “You look like this and expect me to hold back?”
You whined into the sheets, pressing your hips up for him—begging without words.
He lined up.
And slammed into you.
You screamed.
It wasn’t pain—it was bliss. He was fucking deeper than before, harder, snapping his hips against your ass so roughly you could hear the wet slap echo in the room. You clawed the sheets. Your voice was a broken string of moans and gasps.
Every time he drove in, your ass bounced back against him, the sting of skin on skin turning into pure heat.
Then—smack.
His hand landed hard on your ass.
You cried out, back arching like a bow.
“Oh my god—Seungmin—!”
He did it again. And again. Spanked you until the skin burned and the sounds were too filthy to be real, and he was groaning behind you like a man possessed.
“I’ve dreamt of this,” he gasped, watching the jiggle of your ass as he fucked you. “Touching you. Being inside you. You have no idea what you’re doing to me.”
His hand slid forward, fingers pinching one of your nipples, twisting it, tugging until you choked on a sob.
“Please—please—” you begged, not even sure what you were asking for anymore.
He leaned over your back, his breath hot on your ear. “Begging already?”
You were shaking. Crying out for more. The sound of skin on skin filled the room, wet and wild, and his rhythm got even more brutal—like he was trying to ruin you for anyone else.
“You want me to break you?” he whispered, thrusting deep and hard enough to push you forward.
“Yes—Seungmin—please—”
He pulled out suddenly and flipped you again, your body pliant and trembling as he pushed your knees up and apart, exposing you completely. He hovered over you, eyes wild, jaw slack, body covered in a sheen of sweat.
“You’re mine right now,” he said, voice trembling from restraint, “and I’m gonna make sure you never forget it.”
Then he sank back into you and started pounding again—deep, rough, so good you couldn’t breathe. Your breasts bounced with every thrust, and Seungmin’s hands were everywhere—gripping your thighs, tweaking your nipples, palming your throat just enough to make your head spin.
“Say it,” he growled, eyes locked on yours. “Say I’m the only one who’s ever made you feel like this.”
“You are—fuck—you are—” you cried, losing yourself completely as another orgasm tore through you, clenching so tight around him that he finally let go.
He groaned—loud, raw—head thrown back as he spilled inside you, hips still moving like he couldn’t stop. Like he didn’t want to.
Even as he came, he kept fucking you.
Slow now. Deep. Letting it ride out as long as possible.
His voice cracked when he said, “I don’t think I’ll be able to stop.”
And honestly? You didn’t want him to.
⸻
The room was quiet now, save for the hum of the air conditioning and the sound of your shaky breathing. Your body was limp beneath him, boneless, skin slick with sweat and heat and everything he’d just poured into you. He was still inside, still twitching a little, as if even his cock didn’t want to leave your warmth.
But then Seungmin exhaled—shaky and slow—and pulled out of you with a soft hiss. He moved so carefully, hands trembling a bit as he reached for the discarded duvet to cover your body, his eyes wide and stunned, his lips parted like he couldn’t quite believe what had just happened.
You watched him sit back on his heels, hair sticking to his forehead, cheeks flushed, lashes low. The confidence—the filth—the devastating way he just fucked you… it was gone.
Now he looked shy.
Almost embarrassed.
“…Did I hurt you?” he asked quietly, reaching for the tissues from the nightstand. His voice was soft again—barely a whisper. “I didn’t mean to be that rough. I just— I kind of lost it.”
You smiled, dazed and aching but full of warmth, watching as he carefully cleaned you up. He was so gentle, even shaking a little, his thumb brushing your inner thigh like he didn’t know if he had the right.
You pushed yourself up slightly and cupped his jaw. “Seungmin.”
His eyes flicked up to yours.
“I’m fine. Better than fine.” You leaned in and kissed him—slow and deep, tasting the way his breath hitched in surprise. “You don’t have to be so scared. I wanted it. All of it.”
He let out a sigh, the kind that sounded more like relief than anything else.
When you broke the kiss, he hesitated, then bent to grab the shirt he’d worn earlier that night from the edge of the bed. “Here,” he murmured, helping you slip it over your head. It was soft and warm, and it smelled like him—clean laundry and sweat and the tiniest hint of cologne. He smoothed the hem over your hips gently, reverently, then looked up at you with those sweet, wrecked eyes.
“…I’ll shut up now.”
You laughed softly and dragged him into the bed beside you. He climbed in, curling behind you like it was the most natural thing in the world, pulling you into his chest, holding you so tight it was almost like he didn’t trust himself to let go.
And for a few minutes, it was just quiet. Breathing. His nose buried in your hair. Your fingers lightly tracing the lines of his knuckles where they rested over your stomach.
Then you whispered, “No one has to know, right?”
He stiffened slightly. “Right.”
“But…” you tilted your head back, meeting his eyes, “I wouldn’t mind if it wasn’t just a one-time thing.”
Seungmin blinked. His voice cracked when he said, “You mean that?”
You nodded, smiling softly. “There’s no going back to pretending we’re just coworkers. Not after this.”
His arms tightened around you.
“Good,” he murmured, lips brushing your shoulder. “Because I don’t think I could look at you like that again. I want this. You. As much as you’ll let me have.”
And then he kissed your neck—so softly, so sweet—and whispered, “I’m yours if you want me.”
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Authors note: The way Seungmin has been creeping up on me and wrecking me these days???? Then that cute abs reveal? Safe to say he’s stuck in my head and Ive been thinking about this scenario for a VERY long time🥹
Also, we’re almost at 2k guys! 😭😭😭😭 you guys are the best fr!
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brutalizer(s) - eddie/volt/reader
⋆syn: You decide to "challengers" your new boyfriends. It, uh, doesn't go as planned.
⋆wc: 3.3k
⋆cw: m/m/f threesome, light dom/sub undertones, erotic electrostimulation, some very very minor dacryphilia, spit sharing, choking.
⋆notes: takes place immediately after the love route, but can be read independently. g/n pronouns for reader, called "good girl" and afab genitalia. other e/v one shots.
⋆snippet:
“Thought you did something there, huh?” Eddie’s voice is low, it hits you somewhere deeper in your belly than it has before. The whiskey sours earlier certainly aren’t helping. “It’s cute, but, come on.”
Volt chuckles, his lips against Eddie’s cheek, and his white hot stare locks on to you too. “Very cute, indeed. Really, spark,” his lips curl into what you can only describe as something dastardly, “did you honestly think I don’t already know his lips better than my own?”
“We could do a Volt and Eddie sandwich.”
The corner of Volt’s smile twitches, and he turns to Eddie with raised brows, hands nonchalantly in his pockets. Eddie’s face is uncharacteristically pink, and he casts a knowing glance at Volt, and pushes himself off the bar.
“Well, seeing as how we’re… closed for the evening,” Volt starts, his eyes traveling back to yours, “I think, something to that effect, can be arranged. Eddie?”
The ice that you’ve come to know in Eddie’s stare is gone, the new spark glittering in it instead. He looks more lively, more excited, more… confident?
“I… wouldn’t be opposed.” His eyes rake over your body, as if finally allowing himself to fully drink you in the same way he drinks his whiskey sours. “It’s been a while since I’ve been up to… enjoying myself.”
Oh, they’re serious.
I mean, you were serious too, but, right now? Right after they’ve just, essentially, come back to life?
But, who were you to turn down a good time?
You clear your throat. “Uh, here? In the club?”
Eddie scoffs, because you already knew the answer. “Absolutely not. No sex in the bar, that’s the one rule.”
“It’s not really a rule -”
“Volt.”
“Fine, fine, not here. Not tonight, at least.”
“Volt -”
“We live upstairs, a flat sort of thing.” Volt holds out his hand to you, want apparent in his gaze. “Shall I lead us there?”
You take his hand, that same spark from the first night surging up your arm, and you feel a second hand, strong and rough, at the small of your back as you head up the stairs.
You realize, when you get to the bedroom, that you’ve… never done this before. Two. At once? Separately? How… exactly does this work.
A thought sparks in your memory, of a movie you watched with Sam, where a girl swindled the two boys interested in her to kiss each other, and ya know, that’s something you might be interested in seeing.
You’re all in the bedroom now, both of them eyeing you, expectantly, though not hurriedly. You giggle nervously, holding your hands to your heart.
“I’ve uh, never done this before,” you admit. “Maybe, can I kiss you? And we can go from there?”
“Of course, darling. Whatever you want,” Volt cocks his head in Eddie’s direction. “I’ve already had the pleasure, so why not give Eddie a taste, hm?”
Eddie rolls his eyes and sighs. “Ignore him, he can’t help it.” He holds out his hand, and pulls you closer when you take it. “But, I wouldn’t say no.”
Eddie’s lips are different from Volt’s, more hesitant, but soft, and gentle as he learns your pace and the shape of your mouth. He tastes like a whiskey sour, and you just want to drink him down.
Volt’s lips find your neck, and you notice he’s slipped off his shirt, and the air hums with the charge emanating off him. You lean into him, his strong arms, and Eddie pulls away to take off his own shirt as Volt smoothly whips off your dress. Eddie takes his turn at your neck, and the double dose of pleasure pulses like a current under your skin.
You raise your hands, find their cheeks, and gently, oh so gently, you bring their lips towards each other, hoping they don’t notice it’s no longer you. You’ll only watch for a moment, you tell yourself, before you insert yourself back in. No one will be the wiser. As their lips touch, their eyes stay closed, and you step back to quietly sit on the edge of the bed.
You watch their lips met with rapt attention, the ends of Volt’s hair sparking with each swipe of tongue you catch. Eddie’s teeth find the softness of Volt’s bottom lip, and a small sound escapes the back of your throat at the sight.
You expected them to pull apart at the unexpected sound, to open their eyes and realize what they’d done (and, not a small part of you hoped, punish you for it).
So it’s a bit odd, you think, when their kiss deepens. When Volt’s large hand, his silver nails, find Eddie’s jaw, and swipe acros his stubble. When Eddie, in turn, half opens his eye, and a titanium stare finds you past Volt’s cheekbone.
Your heart hammers in your chest. This is either going to go better than you expected, or much, much worse for you.
You’re not sure which you’re hoping for more.
Volt’s lips move to Eddie’s cheek, his jaw, exposing more of Eddie’s face to you - both his eyes, boring into yours. He’s barely hiding a smirk.
“Thought you did something there, huh?” Eddie’s voice is low, it hits you somewhere deeper in your belly than it has before. The whiskey sours earlier certainly aren’t helping. “It’s cute, but, come on.”
Volt chuckles, his lips against Eddie’s cheek, and his white hot stare locks on to you too. “Very cute, indeed. Really, spark,” his lips curl into what you can only describe as something dastardly, “did you honestly think I don’t already know his lips better than my own?”
Oh.
Oh for amps sake.
Because, actually, no. That thought hadn’t occurred to you. Why hadn’t that thought occurred to you? I mean, come on, there’s only one bed!
Your mouth goes dry, your jaw goes slack, your eyes zinging back and forth between pure white and pure steel. You’re caught. You’re so caught.
“I, uh,” you start, but you’ve lost that bravado. “I never want to assume.”
Eddie huffs out a laugh, Volt’s thumb rubbing over his bottom lip. He pecks it softly. “Right. How thoughtful.”
“This is what you were wanting, though, was it not, live wire?” Volt purrs as he extricates himself from Eddie’s side, taking a step towards you in a way that reminds of that tiger feeding you once saw at the zoo. Like a predator. Stalking. Possessive.
Oh fuck, you think. You’ve just fed yourself to the tigers.
Volt’s hands are on either side of the bed next to your hips. Caging you. You can feel the sparks from his hair, the charge in his skin. “You wanted all three of us to enjoy ourselves, yes?”
You nod, and you see a flash of his canine teeth as he smiles.
“Exactly. And we most certainly will. But,” his jagged eyebrows lift, “you thought you could have an upper hand. And, it absolutely delights me to say, you won’t be having that.”
Rough hands are on your shoulders, and you’re shoved down onto the bed, Eddie’s unruly coils dangling over you.
“Eddie, where did you -” you breathe, but one of those calloused hands is on your throat, squeezing just enough to silence you. Eddie’s grey eyes have darkened. Hunger, you think, he’s hungry.
Familiar sparks singe your inner thighs, but you can't lift your head to see what else Volt is doing - you can only feel the currents under your skin as his fingers find the crotch of your panties, pulling them only a little. Eddie only watches your face, how your brows furrow at the teasing, your eyes pleading for something he can’t give. Your hand comes to his wrist, not pushing him away, but needing to touch him more.
“Eddie,” you breathe, feeling the weight of his hand on your neck. “Eddie please -”
“Do I look like the one you should be talkin to?” His brows lift, his stare curious. “Ya know, I don’t even really think you’re in a position to be talkin, period. Volt?”
You feel the man in question hum over the cloth of your panties, already hot, and the literal electricity isn’t helping. “I think I can occupy them, if you can keep them quiet.”
Keep them quiet?? Your eyes widen, but Eddie only chuckles. “My pleasure.”
With limited movement, you’re only acutely aware of what Eddie does with his other hand, until you hear the zip of his fly, the rustle of fabric, and -
Oh, fuck.
Eddie’s cock is gorgeous, veiny in a way that reminds you of the wires he adorns, the head already leaking with pre. You lick your lips, staring at just a few inches over your face, and god, Eddie’s not the only hungry one.
“Fuuuck, Eddie,” you moan, bringing your hand up to try and touch it, but the hand around your throat moves faster, leaving its mark to grab at your wrist this time.
Eddie tsks his tongue. “Not so fast, live wire. Volt wants me to keep you quiet.” His other hand finds your cheek, stroking softly. “So, open your mouth, hm?”
The heat between your legs is getting unbearable, and you whimper when you feel Volt move the scrap of fabric to the side. “Yes, Eddie,” you manage, opening wide and offering your tongue.
His cock is so hot as it finds your mouth, the soft tip and drops of pre languishing over your tongue, you can’t stop your lips from wrapping around his length as he presses in further, further -
A zap to your clitoris makes your hips buck in surprise, and your eyes shoot open - you see nothing save Eddie’s balls above your nose, and another zap elicits a squeak from your full mouth.
Volt’s laugh is feral, his breath burning on your thighs. “Liked that, my little spark? Don’t worry, I’ve got plenty of charge for us.” His thumb presses almost delicately to your bud, making the smallest of circles, testing, learning. “Gorgeous. Absolutely gorgeous.” His thumb dips lower, finding your entrance already wet, waiting. “I simply must have a taste.”
His tongue is unlike anything you’ve ever felt before - Ben-Hwa’s vibrations are incomparable to the literal electricity that is swiping over your lips, your hole, your clit - it’s mind-blowing. It’s explosive. Volt works you almost too expertly to be believed, and your brain short circuits when a finger slips inside.
Eddie groans as he feels you moan around him, your hips wanting to buck, but one of Volt’s forearms keeps your hips pressed to the bed. You’re pinned, caged, at the whims of these two men, and it’s making you ache.
Faster than you can remember happening before, your belly coils with tension, your climax growing completely outside your control. Volt feels it too, he must, because he devours you with fervor, two fingers moving at an impossible pace inside you. It builds and builds and -
You see sparks as you cum, as your hips fight against Volt’s hold, as you struggle for something solid to hold to. Your skin tingles, you’re absolutely buzzing, you’re a -
“Mm, live wire,” you hear Volt’s smile as he says it, and he presses a kiss to your clit - it makes your leg shake unconsciously. “You are just too fun.”
You whimper, your body jello, your focus on keeping Eddie’s cock inside your mouth, but you feel him retreat, and whimper again at the loss.
Eddie strokes your cheek again, and you feel Volt climb onto the bed, sitting by your side. His touch slinks up your torso, the side of your breast, your bicep, trailing sparks the whole way.
He hums contentedly. “Good girl for taking Eddie so well, he says, and you flush, and watch him glance up at Eddie, who's sitting back on his knees. “And good boy keeping them quiet, Eddie.”
Eddie’s sigh sounds a bit amused. “You haven’t said that shit in a while.”
“Well, I mean it.”
“Uh huh.” Eddie’s hands reach for the back of Volt’s neck, pulling him closer. “Lemme taste, yeah?”
Volt’s chuckle is cut off by Eddie’s tongue swiping over his lips before pushing inside his mouth, and god, what a sight for sore eyes. The men pull at each other, teeth clashing, and in your blissed out state, you can’t stop the moan that leaves your lips.
Two sets of eyes stare down at you, two sets of lips curling into grins. “Oh, darling,” Volt purrs, “you want a taste too?”
You can only nod, and you will your body to lift yourself onto your elbows to meet them halfway. You watch them share a look, and your arms tremble.
“Open, then.”
You cock your head. “What?”
“Open. Your mouth,” Volt repeats, and you do, tentatively.
“Very good.” Volt turns back to Eddie, pulling his jaw with his thumb, and Eddie’s mouth drops for him. Volt positions his lips above him, and a line of spit trails from his lips onto Eddie’s waiting tongue.
These men. These men were going to kill you.
Eddie hums, and as he bends down to you, his hand trails down Volt’s stomach. You press your legs together, the anticipation sparking back inside you. Your nails claw at the sheets when Eddie hovers a few inches above your head, and you press your tongue even further out. The spit travels from his lips and lands, cold, on your tongue, and your legs twitch, your fists clench.
“Swallow,” Eddie says, voice thick and gruff with lust.
You do.
And they pounce.
You’re dragged up the bed, two sets of hands pulling and pawing. Somehow your bra is off, your panties are gone, you hear their pants hit the floor, and the temperature raises as more skin is exposed. You find yourself propped against the pillows, your back against Eddie’s stomach, Volt stomachs against yours, utterly pressed between them.
“Feel good, spark?” Volt says, his hand at your waist. “Your sandwich living up to expectations?”
You giggle, realizing this was, in fact, exactly what you’d asked for. “Absolutely.”
“Good,” Eddie grunts, his lips on your earlobe.
“We do aim to please.” Volt squeezes your side, grinding his hips against you, his length hard, pressing insistently at where your thighs press together.
“I’ll make sure to leave a -“ you gasp when Eddie’s teeth graze your neck, “a, fuck, glowing Breaker Box review.”
Volt’s grin is back to dastardly, and he grinds his hips harder against you. “Let’s ensure five stars, shall we?”
His hand moves from your hip to your thigh, a spark running down your leg as he lifts it and throws it over his thigh. His cock is pressed against your stomach, and another pair of hands reach around to cup your breasts, and now Eddie’s cock slots between your cheeks.
“Now, spark,” Volt’s voice is low, honeyed, and Eddie’s bites to your neck aren’t helping the buzz in your head. “Who do you want first?”
Best sandwich you’ve ever had.
“I, I have to choose?” You mumble out, barely able to form a sentence as Volt’s eyes study your face. Eddie groans, pinching your nipple to elicit a gasp from your lips.
“Mm, darling, we’ll work our way to not having to.” His fingers dance along your thigh, and Eddie’s cock slides along your skin. “Patience, for now, however. We wouldn’t want to break you on our first outing.”
Oh, but maybe you did.
You swallow, the wires of your mind completely disconnected. “Volt, I, I can’t. I can’t choose.” How could you? Between two perfect, adoring, electrifying men, that wanted you more than the currents in their bodies? It wasn’t fair, surely. They were one, they were yours, but you couldn’t choose.
Volt’s lips turn to a pout, but it doesn't reach his eyes. “Oh, poor wire. Feeling frayed?” He tsks his tongue when you nod. “Alright, no more choosing tonight. Let us take care of you, hm? Just close your eyes.”
You do, and he again lifts your leg, granting full access to anyone wanting your hole. You ache, the air charged and your lips dripping with want. You feel both of them pull away from you slightly, no longer able to feel their lengths, and you whimper from the loss of -
An intrusion of your entrance makes you cry out in surprise, and slowly, terribly, intensely, you’re being filled, and it’s like a fire has been lit inside your cunt, under your skin, in your heart. It burns, deliciously, beautifully. You eyelids flutter when the cock bottoms out, and a familiar, rough hand is suddenly covering your eyes.
“You,” Eddie groans in your ear, “you, fuck me, feel perfect, spark.” His breath is ragged, and you curse when he thrusts, once, twice. “Oh fuck, oh, baby.” He says it reverently, lovingly. Your heart is going to burst out of your chest.
A new hand finds your nipple, a zap bringing it to attention. “How does he feel, our spark? Doesn't his cock feel like it’s going to split you in two?”
In another state of mind, you might want to linger on the implications of that question. But yes, in fact, as Eddie’s thrusts became more frantic, the possibility of you splitting at the center did seem more likely. If Volt holding up your leg was the only thing centering yourself.
Just as soon as you feel your climax building inside you, you’re empty, Eddie sliding out of you, and you grip around nothing, moaning at the emptiness.
“No, no, Eddie, please!” You manage out before the hand on your eyes slips down to cover your mouth. The callouses on his hands are harsh against your lips, and you barely manage out a moan of protest before something new slips inside you, long and hot and slipping in so nicely. Moans of protest quickly turn to acceptance, and Volt’s cock is just so easy to accept.
“Oh sweet amp.” Volt’s usually collected voice is shaky as he works his way inside you, taking his time much to your distress. “Live wire, I - we -”
“You,” Eddie breathes in your ear, “you might’ve been made for us.”
Ah.
That’ll do it, then.
You hardly even feel the build up, the spiringing coil, all you know if you’re cumming, you’re gushing without abandon on Volt’s cock, and tears spring to your eyes when they both curse, and Volt’s pace quickens. Eddie’s hand leaves your mouth, finding your neck again, controlling your air like he controls the very power of your home. Your body is slack, offering neither of them resistance, given over to the fire inside your belly, the weight of their hands, their control of your cunt.
You feel Volt slip out, and now Eddie is back inside you. The tears spill over your cheeks, and an electric tongue licks them up. Almost as quickly as you adjust to Eddie, he’s gone, and Volt is back, then Eddie, then Volt, until you’re no longer cognizant of the difference.
Eddie’s breath is erratic. “I’m, fuck, I -”
“Me too, darling,” Volt huffs. “Where -”
“S, stomach,” you moan. “Both, both, please.”
You’re on your back, your body liquid, but you open your eyes enough to watch their hands find each other’s lengths, pump once, twice, and then groan together as their cum lands on your skin, singeing like the flame of a candle.
It’s a haze, what comes after. They’re kissing your cheeks, tucking your hair, singing what you guess are your praises in your ear. Volt’s voice is distant, but you hear how he calls you a good girl, while Eddie wipes away their spend with a towel from his discarded pants.
You’re between them again when you return to earth, kisses peppered on your shoulder, tingles along your arms. It’s better than any dream, but somehow, you know it won’t disappear.
“Back with us, spark?” Eddie whispers when your eyes flutter open.
You smile softly, hum contentedly. “Always.”
“Very good,” Volt’s lips press to your collarbone. “You took everything beautifully, live wire. Our good girl. Our spark.”
You sigh, rolling onto your back, and find their cheeks with your hands. “You boys,” you smile, gaze flicking between them. “I love you.”
Steel meets white, then both meet you. “We love you too, little wire.”
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You Don't Have to... For Me
About: You step out of your comfort zone to share special moments with him. He sees right through your act. How will he respond? Pairing: Female Reader x Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel, Sylus, Caleb (Seperate) Note: Reader and the men are NOT in a relationship but there is implied mutual interest. Trigger warnings: Fears, insecurities, mild panic, mild food aversion, sensory discomfort
Author’s Note: Hey! Some of the discomforts and fears in these stories might not apply to you personally — I chose them based on what each LI seems to enjoy and what the reader might quietly endure just to spend time with them. This concept was inspired by a conversation with my dear friend and chaos enabler, Ivy ( @xaviersknight )
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SYLUS
There’s a boxing ring in his penthouse.
Of course, there is.
It shouldn’t surprise you—nothing about Sylus ever plays by anyone else’s rules. He doesn’t live, he orchestrates. Even the things that should feel raw and violent, like boxing, feel too elegant when he’s involved. Of course, he had a private ring, glinting under moody downlights like something out of a crime drama. Polished floors. Blood-red ropes. A small stack of gloves in varying sizes, already laid out for you. The floors smell faintly of clean sweat and expensive disinfectant.
You're underdressed for this, somehow. Even though he told you to wear something comfortable, even though you showed up in sleek workout leggings and a cropped tee, even though you tied your hair back the way you always do when you mean business—none of it feels right under his gaze.
“Welcome to my little playground…” Sylus speaks from across the ring.
He’s already inside it, lounging lazily against the ropes like a king waiting to be amused. Black tank top, gloves hanging loose from his fingertips, a thin sheen of sweat already glinting across his collarbone. He looks carved from obsidian and marble, every inch of him dangerous and divine.
You swallow. Smile.
“It’s not so little,” you reply.
“Oh? Planning to flatter me into going easy on you, kitten?”
There it is—kitten. The word slides off his tongue. You offer a half-laugh, stepping forward like it’s all a game. But inside, your stomach twists. Tight. Unrelenting.
You don’t like boxing.
It’s too much. Too close. Too exposed. Every movement is a risk. Every breath, a beat away from being cornered. It’s not just the physicality of it—it’s what it forces out of you. Anger. Instinct. Too close. Too loud. Too... visceral. You liked knowing where your limbs were. You liked boundaries and clear lines and space to breathe.
But Sylus was unpredictable. Impossible to read. A storm of velvet and barbed wire. And once, just once, you’d heard him say: “Boring things don’t interest me.”
He hadn’t said it to you. But it stuck. And it doesn’t take much for the mind to twist things.
Boring people don’t interest him, either.
And the thought had stuck in your ribs ever since — echoing in your bones every time he teased you, called you “kitten” or “sweetie” like it was second nature. You didn’t want to be boring to him. You didn’t want him to lose interest. So you said yes.
Of course you said yes.
He tossed a pair of gloves toward you — you caught them, barely.
“You’ll need help with the wraps,” he said, walking over before you could protest.
He took your hands gently, like you were a glass weapon. Thumb brushing your palm. The silk of his touch was deceptive — soft, delicate — but you could feel the power beneath it. Coiled control. Calculated intimacy. Like he knew exactly what strings he was tugging.
“You nervous?” he murmured without looking up.
“No,” you lied. “Why would I be? This is just practice... right?”
You step into the ring.
He doesn’t rush you. Just watches.
You’ve seen him like this before—when he’s stalking someone through a deal, or when he’s circling the truth in a conversation. It’s not hunger. It’s focus. He’s studying you, already inside your head.
“I thought we’d start with light sparring,” he says. “No pressure. Just a dance.”
You force your lips into a smile, ignoring the cold sweat trickling down your spine. “Just don’t break my nose.”
“I’d never mar you, sweetie...” His eyes crinkle, playful. “Unless you ask me nicely.” He was joking, of course. Sylus never hurt you despite his reputation.
He moves first. Not striking. Just circling.
Testing.
You follow. Clumsy. Too stiff.
“Relax,” he says, not unkindly. “This isn’t a war. Not yet.”
You take a breath.
Try again.
The first time he taps your shoulder with a jab, you flinch. He sees it. Of course he does. You don’t have to look to know he’s watching your reactions more than your form.
“Something wrong, sweetie?”
“No.” You lie so fast it burns your throat.
He jabs again—light, teasing. You respond with a wild swing. Miss entirely. He tilts his head, the corner of his mouth lifting.
“Getting bold, aren’t we?”
Your chest tightens. You can’t read him. You don’t know if he’s impressed or amused or—
Disappointed.
That’s the word that hurts most.
You move too hard next time. Overcorrect. You nearly trip over your own foot as your glove grazes his chest and he catches you—arms snapping around your waist, steadying you like it’s nothing.
Your face is close to his. Too close. His breath is warm against your cheek. He smells like clean sweat and spiced cologne. He doesn’t let go right away.
You look up, startled.
He’s staring at you again. But something’s different.
Less amusement. More... calculation.
And then, softness.
“Why are you hesitating?” he asks. Quiet. Not a whisper, but close.
You blink. “I’m not.”
His brow arches.
You try again. “I just... I’m not good at this.”
“I noticed.”
You flinch.
But his voice is gentle now. Not mocking. Not amused. Just... honest.
You didn’t answer. You couldn’t explain the heat rising in your chest. The way your gloves suddenly felt too heavy. The sweat gathering at your lower back. The eyes on you — his eyes — making it impossible to breathe.
It wasn’t the fight. It was the nearness. The intimacy of it. The way his presence filled the ring like smoke, clinging to your skin and thoughts alike.
You stepped back, then again. The ropes pressed against your spine.
His gaze followed you — not taunting. Not cruel. Just watchful.
“You don’t like this....” he said quietly.
You stiffened. “It’s fine.”
“No, sweetie.” He took a step forward. “You’re not fine.”
You looked down, fingers curling into the gloves. “I didn’t want to disappoint you.”
Silence stretched.
“I heard you say once,” you added, voice quieter now, “that boring things don’t interest you. I just… I didn’t want to be that.”
There’s a pause. A shift.
Then, a laugh.
“Is that what this is about?”
You don’t answer.
His hand rises, gloved, brushing lightly beneath your chin until you meet his gaze.
“Oh, sweetie...” he sighs, and it’s the softest thing you’ve ever heard from him. “You think I invited you here to impress me?”
You nod. Barely.
He exhales, the sound tinged with remorse.
“I invited you here because I like watching you try,” he says, lips curving into a gentle smile. “You could throw cotton balls at me, and I’d still find it riveting.”
You blink fast.
He leans in, voice barely audible. “If I wanted perfect form, I’d spar with one of my... business associates. If I wanted dull, I’d drink alone. But you... you make things interesting just by showing up.”
You feel the tears prick your lashes before you can stop them.
His hand—still gloved—cups your cheek gently. The rough texture of the leather is at odds with the tenderness in his touch.
“You don’t have to prove anything to me, sweetie,” he murmurs. “Just be here. That’s enough.”
You nod. It’s all you can manage.
“Besides,” he adds, voice lighter now, “your form is atrocious. But your pout is lethal.”
You laugh—shaky, but real. He grins, triumphant.
“There she is..." he whispers.
You don’t spar again that night. Instead, you both sit in the ring, backs against the ropes, gloves off, drinks in hand brought up by someone who clearly knows better than to ask questions. Sylus lounges beside you, knee brushing yours, casual in a way that still buzzes under your skin.
He talks, and he listens, and he teases, and he lets you unravel yourself in pieces—not all at once, but enough to make you feel seen. Safe.
And when you leave, hours later, he walks you to the door and leans against the frame, arms crossed, lips curved.
“Next time,” he says, “we’ll do something that scares me.”
You raise a brow. “Does anything scare you?”
“Just one thing,” he replies, eyes holding yours.
You want to ask what.
“But that’s a discussion for another time.” He taps your forehead, leading you to his car. his hand, extended, waited for yours without force, without pressure.
Just... waiting.
And when you placed yours in his, he didn’t let go.
CALEB
You could hear his grin through the message.
Got us two VIP passes to the Amusement Park’s Firelight Festival tonight. :p Rides, food, fireworks… and a parade with glowing dragons, just like the old stories you love. ;)
And then, like it wasn’t a big deal, like it wasn’t making your stomach twist in a dozen knots .
Come ready to fly,.
You smiled when you read it.
You really did. He remembered that you liked parades and fireworks. You’d told him when you hung out with him once.
And then immediately set your phone down and groaned into your pillow.
Rides. He said rides.
He didn’t know. You never told him. It was embarrassing. Heights just... did something to you. The tilt of the world. The way it all dropped away beneath you like gravity forgot how to love you. That sick feeling in your stomach, the one that clung like static even hours after you were back on solid ground.
You liked fireworks. Parades. Candy stalls and fuzzy prizes you’d never win.
But coasters? Loops? Platforms you could see through?
Nope.
And yet, here you were — standing at the entrance of the park’s glowing gates. breath caught somewhere between your throat and your heart, watching him wave at you from across the crowd.
Caleb was all light. All warmth. That stupidly charming smile that could’ve powered the whole island. He was in his casual clothes – Sleeveless white shirt, baggy jeans and shades and his dark hair was a little tousled like he’d run here.
“Hey!” he beamed, trotting toward you. “Look at you. You showed up. Thought I’d have to fly over and drag you in myself.”
You laughed — or tried to. “Would’ve been easier if you had.”
“Oh? You saying you wanted me to sweep you off your feet?” He winked, already walking backward toward the gates, tugging you by the wrist. “Next time just say the word and I will come pick you up from your doorstep.”
He had the same boyish grin as always. Same lopsided energy. But beneath the laughter, there was something tight about him. Focused. Like he was trying to be carefree — like he was carrying something heavier than he let on.
You squeezed his hand. He looked at you, surprised. Then softened.
“You okay?” he asked.
“Yeah,” you lied. “You?”
“Always,” he said, but didn’t let go. “And even more so now that you are here.”
The park was a living constellation. Lights danced in every direction — strung along towers, wrapped around trees, woven into the very air like stardust. People bustled by with caramel popcorn and glowing necklaces. Children squealed. Music floated from every corner.
And high above it all, looming like metal beasts with neon eyes, were the rides.
You avoided looking at them.
Caleb was thrilled. He practically vibrated next to you, pointing out different ones, telling stories, dropping trivia. “That one,” he said, eyes sparkling as he pointed at a monstrous looped coaster. “It was inspired by the early zero-G training modules for astronauts. Goes up to 3Gs on the final drop. Wanna try it?”
You smiled too fast. Too wide. “Sure.”
With VIP passes, the wait time was almost non-existent.
You stared up at the metal track. It twisted into the clouds, lights flashing like a heartbeat. Every scream that echoed down from the peak made your stomach twist tighter. You tried to breathe.
Caleb was rambling about pilot protocols and how G-force affected vision, and you were nodding, smiling, trying to look normal.
But the closer you got, the worse it felt.
Your hands shook when you buckled in.
Caleb noticed. “You cold?”
You shook your head too fast. “I’m fine.”
The harness clicked into place. The floor dropped out from beneath your feet.
And then — the ascent.
The world shrank beneath you. Each click of the coaster’s gears echoed like a countdown.
You felt him look at you.
“…Hey?”
You didn’t respond.
You couldn’t.
Your hands were white-knuckled fists. Your eyes were squeezed shut. Breathing shallow. Chest tight.
“…Hey.”
His voice was gentler now.
“Hey. Look at me.”
You did.
He was watching you. Really watching you — not with teasing, not with that easy charm. With concern. With care.
“Why didn’t you say anything?” he asked softly, the lightest tremble in his voice.
“I didn’t want to ruin this evening…” you whispered, ashamed.
The ride lurched — nearly at the peak now. A second more and it would drop.
The wind screamed as the peak crested.
He reached over — twisted in his seat, even with the restraints — and grabbed your hand with his left. “Close your eyes. I’ve got you.”
It was warm. Heavy.
But steady.
“Hold on to me,” he said, voice low. “Don’t look down. Don’t think about anything else. Just me.”
And then — the fall.
You screamed.
Not just out of fear but because it was everything all at once. The terror. The relief. The way Caleb held your hand the entire time, grounding you when the sky fell away.
When the ride slowed, your breathing did too.
You didn’t let go.
He didn’t ask you to.
Later, you sat on the grass, away from the lights, a bag of half-eaten cotton candy between you. The fireworks were a long way from happening and there was time to kill.
Caleb leaned back on one hand, the other tucked around your shoulder.
“Sorry,” you murmured.
“For what?”
“We’ve been here for a while now because I did something stupid. I ruined the evening for you... You were so excited.”
“I didn’t bring you up here to make you uncomfortable.” he said finally. Soft. Almost guilty.
You winced. “You didn’t. I just…”
“You hate heights.”
He gave a sheepish little smile, rubbing the back of his neck.
“You think I dragged you out here for the rollercoasters?”
You glanced at him.
“I did it for the fireworks. For the stupid nebula cotton candy. For the look on your face when the parade started. For you. Not the rides.”
You looked down. “I just didn’t want to seem—”
“I don’t need you to be fearless,” he said. “I just need you to be you. That’s all I’ve ever wanted.”
You swallowed hard.
He tugged you in closer. “I’m serious. If you’re scared, if you’re upset, if you hate rollercoasters — I want to know. I want to know you. Not some version of you that’s trying to be what you think I want.”
You looked up at him, eyes stinging a little.
“I do like the parade though,” you whispered.
He smiled , soft and golden, all heart. “Good. Because I booked the best spot for it.”
You tilted your head. “How?”
“I’m a Colonel in the Farspace Fleet,” he said with a wink. “Perks of the uniform.”
You laughed. The sound felt free now.
He watched you with a look you couldn’t name. Something warm. Something more.
Then he said, softly, “Thanks for trusting me.”
You leaned your head on his shoulder. “Thanks for holding my hand.”
He skipped the thrill rides without hesitation, instead loading your arms with candy and glowsticks and ridiculous souvenirs. You sat together on a private bench as the parade passed by, a blur of shimmering lights and music. When the fireworks finally exploded overhead in bursts of gold and violet, he leaned just a bit closer.
“Thanks for coming with me,” he said, his voice low and almost reverent beneath the sky’s celebration. “Even if the rides were a bust.”
“I’d go anywhere with you, Caleb,” you said.
And this time, it wasn’t a lie.
ZAYNE
You stand in front of the mirror, tilting your head as you assess your outfit for the third time. Casual. Put-together—but not trying too hard. The denim jacket is a little snug across your shoulders, the black tee just low-cut enough to count as flirty if Zayne noticed such things. He always seems so calm, so unfazed. And yet, every time he looks at you, your stomach flips like a coin midair.
You check your phone. Zayne.
I’ll pick you up in ten. Wear something comfortable.
Comfortable? That’s rich, considering what he’s roped you into.
Pool.
You had smiled like it was nothing when he’d brought it up over coffee earlier this week, his fingers casually tapping the rim of his mug, eyes steady on yours. “There’s this place I used to go to when I first joined Akso. It’s quiet. Good for unwinding. Would you want to join me? I can teach if you’d like.”
And you, ever the glutton for punishment, had said yes.
You’ve never played pool in your life. Something about the geometry, the angles, the calculated strength of the strike… none of it sounded appealing to you. Your hand-eye coordination is barely enough for catching projectiles thrown at you. But it’s Zayne. Calm, composed, frustratingly attractive Zayne. And he invited you. That has to mean something.
The pool hall is tucked between a laundromat and a late-night ramen bar. A few patrons linger at other tables, but Zayne seems to know the owner, and within minutes, he’s leading you to a far table in the corner, away from the noise.
He’s already in his element, chalking his cue. “We’ll start with the basics,” he says, offering you a stick. “Grip. Posture. Precision. Pool’s all about intention.”
You take the cue stick and try to mirror him. You can already feel the weight of the evening pressing at the back of your neck like an invisible hand.
The first round is a disaster.
Your fingers curled around the smooth wood, already clammy. You lined up awkwardly, bent forward, and—
Crack.
The cue ball wobbled. It barely tapped the triangle of colored balls, scattering them half-heartedly.
"Solid attempt," Zayne said, not unkindly, but with a teasing tilt to his voice. “You aimed with your heart, not your eyes.”
You told yourself to relax. He didn’t expect you to be great. He wasn’t like that.
Was he?
Zayne moved with confidence, sinking two shots in a row. His posture was perfect, movements fluid. When he lined up his next shot, he looked back at you briefly, one brow raised as if to say, You watching? You nodded, smiled. Pretended to be fascinated by the game instead of calculating how many more turns you’d have to humiliate yourself.
Your second shot went worse than the first. Your hand slipped on the bridge, the ball skidded, and you felt your cheeks heat. Zayne came up behind you then, gently placing his hand on your arm to guide your posture.
“Here,” he murmured, breath warm near your ear. “Relax your grip.”
Your fingers froze.
He was so close. His hand so steady. Yours... not.
You nodded. Said nothing. Tried again. Failed again.
The next few rounds were even worse. You miss the cue ball entirely once. Twice. Then you scratch it. You try to laugh, but it comes out thin. Zayne doesn’t scold you, he’s not cruel, but he’s precise, his words clipped with surgical clarity.
You nod. Try again. Fail. Again.
“Your wrist’s too loose.”
“You’re leaning too far. Keep your core stable.”
“Don’t look at the cue, look through the shot.”
With each miss, your shoulders tighten. Your knuckles go white around the stick. You feel the blood drain from your face as a couple nearby chuckles softly. You know it’s not about you, but your skin crawls with embarrassment anyway. You didn’t like people watching you mess up.
Zayne watches, silent for a few beats. Then he speaks, voice lower this time. “You’re holding your breath.”
You hadn’t realized you were.
He places his cue stick down gently and walks toward you, his steps soundless on the hardwood floor. He stops just within reach, but doesn’t touch you.
“You’re not enjoying this.” he says softly.
You froze mid-bend.
“I—” you began, but he raised a hand.
“Don’t lie.”
You straightened slowly, cue stick still in hand. “I didn’t want to disappoint you,” you admitted, voice barely above the background hum of the jukebox. “You’re so good at this. I just wanted to spend time with you.”
The silence between you was soft, not sharp.
“I invited you here because I like spending time with you,” he said. “Not because I needed a pool partner.”
You blinked at him, uncertain.
He continued, voice lower now. “I can be... singularly focused. Too much, sometimes. But I don’t want you pretending to be okay with something just because I picked it.”
Your grip on the cue loosened. “I didn’t want to ruin the evening.”
He tilted his head. “It would ruin it more if you spent it uncomfortable.”
You want to deny it. Laugh it off. But your throat is tight, and your heart feels like it’s pressed against a wall.
“I just—” You force a shrug. “I wanted to spend time with you. That’s all.”
Zayne studies your face. “So you dragged yourself into something you hate just to do that?”
“I don’t hate it,” you mutter. “I just... don’t belong here. Pool isn’t exactly my thing.”
His expression shifts, not amusement, not disappointment. Just something softer. Quieter. The kind of look someone gives when they see through you instead of at you.
“I noticed,” he murmurs. “Your shoulders were locked. You didn’t blink once in thirty seconds.”
You try to smile. “So much for subtlety.”
Zayne chuckles. It’s a quiet sound, rare, but warm. “I’m a doctor,” he says. “Reading body language is half the job.”
There’s a pause. Then he leans forward—not close enough to touch, but close enough that you can smell the faint trace of cologne on his shirt. He lowers his voice. “Next time you want to spend time with me... just say it. You don’t have to contort yourself into something you're not. It wouldn’t feel right if you were uncomfortable the whole time.”
You blink, stunned into silence.
“I don’t want your time if it costs you your ease,” he adds. “That’s not the kind of presence I want to be in your life.”
Your chest aches, not with shame, but something closer to relief. The kind that comes when someone lifts the weight off your shoulders before you even realize how heavy it’s been.
He straightens up and gently takes the cue stick from your hands.
“Come on,” he says. “Let’s ditch this and go to that ramen place next door. You can make fun of my spice tolerance there. Does that sound good to you?”
You grin, heart hammering, the tension finally cracking like ice. “Only if you let me steal your gyoza.”
“Negotiable,” he says, brushing past you with the ghost of a smile. “Come. The night is far from over. You don’t have to change who you are around me,” he said, tone calm but sincere. “I’d rather have the truth.”
Your heart thudded, unsteady but warm.
You nodded. “Next time... you’ll be the one out of your element.”
He smirked. “I look forward to it.”
And he meant it.
XAVIER
The elevator hums quietly as you check your reflection for the fifth time.
Comfortable. Cute. Relaxed. That was the goal.
You’d chosen your favorite knit sweater — the one just baggy enough to hang off one shoulder — and paired it with soft leggings, fuzzy socks, and a warm-toned scrunchie pulling your hair back in a loose twist. A look that said, “I didn’t try that hard,” while clearly being planned down to the scent of the vanilla lip balm on your mouth.
Because this wasn’t just dinner.
It was dinner at Xavier’s apartment.
You cradle the two grocery bags in your arms a little tighter, filled with neatly packed slices of marbled beef, a few delicate cuts of lamb, some fresh shitake, enoki, and bok choy, plus the greens. There’s also a small six-pack of fruit-flavored soda you thought he might like — and two mochi ice cream desserts in your bag's chill pouch.
You’d been excited all day.
Xavier’s apartment was what you expected: neat, quiet, lightly decorated in soft colors and odd trinkets he didn’t think twice about but made your eyes linger.
In the center of the living space, a low table had been arranged with two cushions on either side and a full hot pot setup. The induction stove was small but new, clean and white, already buzzing gently beneath a divided metal pot. Steam curled lazily into the air.
He padded barefoot across the room, sleeves rolled, hair loose and a little ruffled from sleep, and took the bags from your arms wordlessly. When you tried to insist you could help, he simply said, “Sit. You’re the guest.”
And so you sat.
And then he poured the broth packets in. The setup was clean and minimalist, just like him — a pale wood table, small ceramic sauce dishes, dipping bowl sets, and a yin-yang shaped hot pot cooker with two separate sides of broth.
Except this time… both sides were red.
Not a gentle tomato-based red.
Not one side miso, not mushroom.
The liquid turned dark crimson almost instantly.
You blinked.
“Hot Mala. It’s… strong,” he said. He stirred with a lazy rhythm, the aroma already clawing at the back of your throat.
You swallowed hard. Bright crimson oil glistened on the surface, flecked with floating peppercorns and crushed chili. You felt your soul begin to sweat.
“...Both sides?” you asked, feigning a casual glance.
“Spicy’s better,” Xavier said, crouching at the table. “I only bought the twin-pot style because the seller said it was popular.”
Your tongue already tingled at the idea of the red broth. You weren’t just bad with spice — you were barely functioning around a mildly spicy samosa. Anything more, and your eyes would water and your face would burn like a reactor core meltdown.
But you looked at him — quiet, warm, fond in that unreadable way of his as he placed dipping bowls beside the stove.
And you smiled. You did what you always did with people who mattered more to you than your own comfort.
Because the thought that you might ruin this calm, carefully arranged evening over something like spice tolerance made your chest tighten.
“It looks perfect,” you said.
He sat across from you, cross-legged and relaxed in dark joggers and a white hoodie, a bold choice for hot pot, especially with the red broth.
He leaned over the table with all the grace of a sleepy cat, selecting slices of meat and guiding them into the red broth with long chopsticks.
“You brought good cuts,” he noted, nodding. “I trust your judgment.”
And then, a pause — his eyes narrowed a little at the pile of greens beside him.
“Except… this.”
You laughed softly. “It’s not that bad.”
He gave the vegetables a look that could only be described as betrayal. “It smells like sadness.”
You tried not to laugh. But your heart twisted. Not because of his words.
Because while he bantered the smell of chili oil and peppercorn was already beginning to sting your throat. You reached for your dipping bowl, adding soy sauce, onions, minced garling, lime and sesame paste with trembling fingers, trying to busy yourself.
And when he dropped your favorite mushroom into the red broth, you didn’t protest.
You only smiled.
The first bite singed.
You chewed slowly, nodding like it was fine, like your tongue wasn’t slowly blistering from the inside out. You chased it with soda. Swallowed a second piece — lamb this time — and made a soft sound that you hoped passed for enjoyment but probably sounded more like someone dying of quiet regret.
You blinked the tears back.
He watched you.
You looked down at your bowl.
“Too spicy,” he said, softly.
Your fingers tightened on the chopsticks. “No. It’s okay.”
“It’s not.”
You flinched, barely. He was still neutral in tone — not accusatory. Just… certain. Like a man who already knew the sky was blue and didn’t need convincing.
“I didn’t want to ruin it,” you said quietly. “You were excited.”
“I’m always excited to see you,” he said, without a hint of irony. “But I’m not excited to watch you suffer.”
That stilled you.
“I thought you didn’t notice.”
“I notice everything about you.” His chopsticks stilled above the pot. “I just don’t always know what I’m supposed to do with it.”
You laughed despite yourself, hand gripping your drink as you coughed lightly. “Okay. I admit it. I’m bad with spice. But I didn’t want to say anything.”
“Why?”
You hesitated. “Because I… uh… You invited me. I didn’t want to be difficult.”
His gaze didn’t waver. “You’d rather be in pain than tell me the truth?”
You winced. “When you say it like that, it sounds stupid.”
“It is,” he said gently. Then added, “But I’ve done worse.”
Then he shifted.
With a flick of his wrist, he transferred the vegetables — yes, even the sad greens — and a generous portion of meat into a plate. He grabbed the serving ladle and began to scoop the broth from one section of the pot into a bowls.
“I have a mild instant soup base in the kitchen, it's delicious too.” he said, standing up. “Give me five minutes.”
“You don’t have to—”
“I do.”
You blinked again, but this time not from spice.
“Why?”
“Because you’re here,” he said simply, walking to the kitchen. “And I like that you’re here.”
Your throat tightened.
The new broth was clear, soft, comforting. The moment he brought it out, you wanted to cry.
Not just from the relief of no longer melting from the inside out.
But because someone had noticed.
Listened.
And changed something just for you.
“You didn’t have to,” you said softly as you ate. “Really.”
“I know.”
And then, as if to demonstrate further solidarity, he reached into the spicy broth, pulled out a bok choy… and stared at it like it was his mortal enemy. Then, with slow determination, he bit into it.
His whole face remained unchanged.
But you saw the twitch.
“…Was it worth it?” you asked.
“No,” he said, deadpan. “But now we’re even.”
Later, when you left, he walked you to the door barefoot, holding the empty mochi container like it was the most interesting thing in the world.
“Next time,” he said, after a pause, “you pick the broth.”
“Next time?”
He blinked. “If you want.”
You looked up at him.
He stood in the doorway — hoodie sleeves half-pushed, hair still tousled, the faint scent of chili oil clinging to him like a memory. His expression was unreadable again. But the warmth behind it? That wasn’t hard to see at all.
“I’d like that,” you said.
And you were already planning it.
RAFAYEL
You shouldn’t have said yes.
That thought rings in your head as the last rays of evening sunlight melt into amber, stretching across the mirror-glass surface of the lake. Everything is quiet — too quiet — save for the light chirp of insects and the steady ripple of water as Rafayel swims deeper, his silhouette cutting sleek lines through the reflection of the sky.
He’s graceful.
Unfairly so.
Water clings to his skin like it belongs there, catching on his lashes, beading along his shoulders, tracing the lines of muscle down his back and arms as he moves. And you, standing at the shallow edge in your swimsuit, arms folded like a makeshift barrier, feel like a tangled bundle of nerves held together by one wrong decision.
Not the lack of footing. Not the invisible things beneath the surface. Not the way your limbs felt disconnected and sluggish, or how you could never quite get the rhythm of your strokes right without swallowing water or tipping awkwardly sideways like an overfilled tote bag.
You could swim. Technically.
You just… didn’t like it.
It was clumsy. You were clumsy. You’d passed the mandatory swimming exam at school, survived a few hotel pools on holidays ut lakes? Open water? With things brushing against your legs, invisible weeds tangling near your feet, the ground disappearing beneath you with nothing to hold?
It made your skin crawl.
But the way Rafayel’s eyes lit up when he talked about it… You didn’t want to ruin that.
So you came.
You still remember yesterday evening when Rafayel had flashed that impish grin and tossed you with “Wear something cute. I’m kidnapping you for a swimming adventure. No complaints,” — you’d said yes.
Because he was Raf.
And part of you always said yes to him. Hoping, stupidly, that it might be something worth remembering.
Maybe he’d laugh. Maybe he’d tease. Maybe he’d say something flippant and walk away…
Or maybe — just maybe — he’d notice you like you notice him.
“You’re not gonna melt, cutie,” he calls from a few meters out, resting easily on the surface of the water. He floats with infuriating elegance, his arms outstretched and his purple hair haloed around his head. “Or are you actually made of sugar?”
You snort softly, hugging yourself tighter. “I just… don’t want to ruin the peace. It’s nice just watching.”
“You mean it’s nice watching me.” He grins. “Go ahead. Get your fill. I don’t blame you…”
Your lips twitch despite yourself.
And that was Rafayel in a sentence — smug, sharp-tongued, beautiful enough to get away with it. But underneath the teasing, you knew his invitation wasn’t just about swimming.
He wanted to share something.
And you wanted to be part of that world , his world , even if it made your stomach twist.
So you step in.
Slowly. The water’s cool against your skin, not cold, but shocking in contrast to the warm evening air. You move step by careful step, feeling the soft sand shift beneath your toes, the occasional ripple brushing your calf like phantom fingers.
It’s fine.
You can do this.
You make it chest-deep before you hear his voice again.
“Come closer.”
He’s farther now, maybe eight or nine meters out, treading water with that casual, effortless grace.
You hesitate.
He notices.
There’s a pause — one of those strange suspended silences that exist only between people who know each other too well and not well enough at the same time.
Then you smile. Not because you feel okay, but because you want him to feel okay.
And you swim.
Clumsily. Arms too wide, breath too shallow. You keep your chin above water, trying not to panic, trying not to think about the darkness beneath your feet or the silt that clouds around your knees when you kick.
But then — something brushes you.
A slip of lake weed? A fish? A strand of hair?
It doesn’t matter.
Terror shoots up your spine like ice.
You gasp sharply, flail, and instinct kicks in — wild, desperate kicks, arms slapping water, trying to go anywhere but where you are. You can’t feel the bottom anymore. You can’t find a rhythm. Panic closes your throat like a fist—
And then he’s there.
Strong hands caught you.
You didn’t even realize he’d come until his arms wrapped around your waist, one hand steady at your back, the other curling under your thigh to anchor you as you trembled.
“Hey. Hey,” Rafayel’s voice was lower now. All the teasing had dropped out. “I’ve got you. You’re alright.”
You tried to speak, but your throat burned. Your hands clutched at his shoulders instead, nails digging in. He didn’t flinch.
His face is close. Closer than it’s ever been. Water drips from his lashes, and for once, there’s no smirk, no teasing spark. Just something… protective. “I’ve got you,” he murmurs. “Breathe. You’re fine.”
And somehow, you do.
He holds you for a moment longer. You feel the strength in him, the calm. The quiet assurance that, at least in this moment, nothing would dare happen to you.
And then you’re moving.
Back toward the shore.
He doesn’t drag. He glides, guiding you like something precious — like you’re worth holding onto.
“I didn’t know,” he said, his voice just above a whisper, “You should’ve told me you didn’t want to swim.”
“I didn’t… I thought I could handle it,” you croaked out, cheeks burning with shame. “I didn’t want to ruin it.”
“Idiot, guppy” he muttered, but there was no venom in it. “You think I brought you here to watch you suffer?”
You didn’t answer. You couldn’t. The humiliation was sharp and bitter in your chest, mixing with the leftover panic.
He walked the last few steps, carrying you until the water kissed only your calves. When he set you down, your legs wobbled.
“You could’ve drowned,” he said quietly. “And then what would I do? Swim around this stupid lake yelling at your ghost?” He knew he wouldn’t have let that happen. So did you. But he was making a fair point.
That startled a laugh out of you, hoarse and awkward, but it made him smile.
“I’m sorry,” you whispered. “I just… I didn’t want to say no to you.”
He looked at you, for a long moment. Eyes clearer than usual. “You don’t have to prove anything to me,” he said. “If you want to spend time with me, just say so. You don’t have to drown for it, cutie.”
You blinked. Then frowned. “So what, you’re not gonna make fun of me?”
“Oh no,” he smirked, the old glint back in his eye. “I am absolutely making fun of you. But—” He reached for your towel, flicking it playfully over your head, “…only after I make sure you're not cold, scared, or crying.”
He plopped down beside you on the ground, towel around his shoulders, hair dripping. The lake shimmered behind him, but he didn’t spare it another glance.
He looked only at you. “You’re an idiot,” he says, voice bright with performative scorn. “A pretty, sweet, stubborn idiot.”
You blink.
He reaches out and dries your wet hair with surprisingly gentle fingers using the towel. Then, with a smirk pulling at the corner of his mouth, he says, “Next time, you sit on the shore, look pretty, and cheer for me. Deal?”
You open your mouth to protest.
“And,” he adds, lifting a finger, “You’ll bring snacks. Preferably something cold. I’ll get out, pretend to suffer from exertion, and you’ll feed me with loving devotion while telling me how brave I am.”
You laugh. This time, genuinely.
“…Deal.”
He bumped your shoulder with his, light and easy. “That’s my good little guppy.”
And somehow, as the light faded and the stars blinked into view above the treetops — you didn’t feel so out of your depth anymore.
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gojo x touch-avoidant!reader (fluff)
You’re not sure when the fixation began. All you knew was that it was slowly beginning to manifest as a growing itch, eventually gnawing at your mind with an unbearable intensity. Unfortunately for you, you were reserved by nature. Affection didn’t come to you naturally— in both giving and receiving. You’d shy away from your boyfriend, freezing at the briefest bit of contact.
Sometimes, all you could do was ask the question— why was Satoru even with you in the first place?
Your boyfriend was always loud with his affection, dramatic proclamations of love spilling from his lips every day whilst remaining conscious of your boundaries. Satoru made sure to look you in the eye before initiating anything, the deep blue twinkling regardless of whether you rejected his advances or not. He gave you time. He gave you space.
But now you don't want either.
“Doin’ okay, sweetcheeks?” Satoru’s voice brought you out of your thoughts as you watched him cook breakfast. Your head rested in your hand, legs swinging from where you sat on the countertop. He was facing you now, sunlight dancing over his fair lashes. Your boyfriend was simply stunning.
Your throat dried up— as it usually did when you felt vulnerable. You nodded, but the lie felt wrong. You shrugged, then shook your head with a sigh.
Satoru doesn’t push you to elaborate. He merely watched with those glinting eyes, sizzling pan set down onto the stove. The lopsided grin he usually gave you melted into one that was much softer. He didn’t want to scare his pretty girl off.
His lack of response prompted you, urged you to fill the silence.
“I kinda… want a kiss,” you begin, clammy fingers twisting into your hoodie,”but I don’t know how to tell you that.”
“You just did, my pretty,” Satoru coos out softly, trying not to let the glee on his face show. His closed-off girlfriend wanted some loving, and he was more than happy to provide. He leans in closer— not enough to touch you, but enough so that the warmth of his body could soothe your frazzled nerves.
Oh, he could have just jumped in delight when he felt your warm fingers circle around his wrist. One tug of his arm turns into two, until he’s snuggled up between your parted legs.
The kiss didn’t come right away. A tender palm rubbed at your knee, massaging the bare skin in slow circles.
For once, you didn’t flinch. Yes, the touch is foreign. Your heart lurched in your chest and your skin prickled with an uncomfortable heat. But you looked at Satoru, eyes boring into his as you silently pleaded for more. The taller man could sense the uncertainty, the way you questioned whether you were deserving of his touch. He saw it all.
Your insecurity was uncalled for in his eyes. Satoru swore he’d never seen a being so divine before, and he was the lucky recipient of your love— regardless of whether or not you were able to reciprocate. If anything, he was the one that felt unworthy of even an ounce of your attention.
Satoru wanted to use his words, but he felt as if they weren’t adequate enough to convey his undying devotion to you. Instead, his safe palms slid up your arms, gently coaxing the sleeves from out of your clenched hands. To be seen is to be loved, and your boyfriend saw the way you held all your tension in your body. He saw the way your shoulders remained stiff, the tight chest… He wanted to alleviate that, so he proceeded to cup each side of your face before leaning in for a lingering peck.
Not on your lips, though.
One soft kiss to your cheek.
Another one landed on your furrowed brow, easing the stress you held there.
Your two eyelids.
The tip of your nose.
Finally, the corner of your lips.
...
You’ve never felt lighter.
Your boyfriend could tell you didn’t want to push for a proper kiss, but he was fine with that. Perfectly fine. He would happily wait until you wanted all of him, even if it took another day, another year, or perhaps— an entire infinity. ༄.°
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ᯓ★ˎˊ˗ Insatiable
𝒲𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 ˙⋆✮ Rafayel, Zayne, Xavier, Sylus, Caleb
𝒢𝑒𝓃𝓇𝑒/𝒲𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 ˙⋆✮ Fluff, smut (not a lot), this would be me yall, ovulating rn fr, who wants this but roles reversed
> ࣪𖤐.ᐟ You simply can’t keep your hand to yourself
𝙍𝙖𝙛𝙖𝙮𝙚𝙡 °‧🫧⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
Rafayel hadn’t painted in days.
Not because he didn’t want to, but because every time he even tried to so much as touch a brush, a certain beautiful menace was dragging him right back into the bedroom by the collar like a starved kitten with her favorite toy.
His poor shirt was buttoned wrong. His once pristine neck was painted in lipstick marks and bitten raw with hickeys shaped like little hearts. His mouth was kiss-swollen, glossy, and parted slightly as he leaned dizzily against the hallway wall, blinking at you like a drunk man seeing God.
“You’re so sexy,” you purr as you press against him, tracing the line of his jaw with your glossed-up finger. “I can’t help it, Raffy. You just exist and I go stupid.”
“I’m the one who’s gone stupid,” he breathes, voice breaking with a soft giggle as your kisses trail down his throat. “Pretty… crazy… wife, stealing my soul every hour on the hour like it’s your little job or something…”
And oh, you did treat it like a job. Like a full-time, salaried position with benefits and paid leave you’d never take. You’d strut around the estate in your little silk robe and thigh-high socks, looking every bit like a forbidden painting, before grabbing him by the shirt and dragging him off again with a wicked grin.
“You’re literally glowing,” you coo, nose brushing against his cheek as you admire your latest work, him. “Look at you. Covered in my kisses. I’m so proud. You’re such a good boy~”
“Nngh—” Raf’s knees buckle.
He slumps into your arms, completely pliant, like you’ve melted every one of his bones with love. His purple lashes flutter, and a dreamy pink tinge sits high on his cheeks.
“My beautiful wife thinks I’m sexy…” he whispers like he’s about to start sobbing. “I’m never recovering from this…”
You tug him close, letting him sink into your arms as you back into the bedroom again, for the fifth time this afternoon.
“Shhh, you don’t need to recover, raffy,” you whisper against his mouth. “You just need to lie back and let me show you how much I love your stupidly perfect body.”
The door clicks shut.
His palette stays untouched. His shirt stays halfway unbuttoned. And the only brush that sees use tonight… is the one tangled in your hair as he whines your name against the sheets, dizzy on your love.
𝙕𝙖𝙮𝙣𝙚 ⋆꙳•❅‧*₊⋆☃︎ ‧*❆ ₊⋆
Zayne was a mess.
Not in the way most people would ever see. Oh no, publicly, he was still Dr Zayne: the cold, composed, genius heart surgeon. Not a strand of black hair out of place, not a single button undone. Calm. Elegant. Untouchable.
But privately?
Privately he was currently standing in the master bedroom with his tie yanked loose, shirt unbuttoned halfway down, and covered in so many lipstick kisses it looked like you’d stamped him into a love letter.
He leaned one hand on the doorframe for balance, panting softly, collar tugged and wrinkled from where you’d dragged him inside yet again.
“…Sweetheart.” His voice was hoarse. “I have patients to check in on.”
“Nope,” you hummed, already circling him like a little spoiled lioness in silk and perfume. “You’re my patient now. And you’re staying in bed until I say you’re discharged.”
Zayne blinked slowly, like his brain was still buffering from your kisses. His tie slipped from his neck entirely. His hands were on your waist before he could even think.
“You’re addicted,” he murmured, but his voice was low and warm, full of amusement and just the slightest tremble of surrender.
“You’re the one who walks around this house in tight black shirts like a walking wet dream,” you purred, fingers tracing down his abs like he was sculpted marble. “I told you I married you for your body, doctor.”
“…You married me because I own five estates, pay your credit cards off before you even check them, and give you four-hour back massages when you throw tantrums.”
“And also because your V-line is actually life-ruining,” you whisper against his skin before planting yet another lipstick-stained kiss just above his waistband.
Zayne groaned softly. His eyes fluttered half-lidded as he let you press him back against the bed, his gorgeous, sharp-featured face already dazed. There were kiss marks on his hips now. On his collarbone. On the inside of his wrist where you bit down gently just to hear him exhale.
“You’re…unbelievable,” he muttered, voice cracking faintly as you straddled him.
“Mmhm.” You smiled sweetly. “But you love it.”
“…Unfortunately.”
He was so gone for you. Even as his toned arms lay limp against the pillows, even as his body was flushed and marked and glowing under the soft bedroom light, he still looked at you like he couldn’t believe he got to keep you.
And when you leaned down and whispered, “Gonna ride my sexy husband like it’s a sport,” Zayne swore under his breath, caught your hips, and dragged you down hard, like he wasn’t the one who needed a break from you.
𝙓𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙚𝙧 ⋆⭒˚.⋆🪐 ⋆⭒˚.⋆
Xavier didn’t know what time it was.
He was shirtless, breathless, and leaning against the plush velvet headboard like he’d just been gently murdered, his silver hair mussed beyond repair and his elegant neck covered in pink-gloss lip prints and fluttery love bites. The silk sheets were halfway down his waist, revealing the faintest trace of toned abs and flushed skin from yet another… session.
He blinked slowly as you crawled up his body again like a smug little kitten, still glowing, still in that ridiculous frilly negligee he’d bought you just to see you ruin it.
“Starlight…” His voice was low, dazed. “You pulled me in here… five times today.”
“Because you’re the prettiest thing in this entire penthouse,” you coo, kissing under his jaw. “And because I’m addicted to my beautiful husband. Do you want me to stop?”
His arms immediately wrap around your waist, possessive and needy even in his exhaustion.
“…No.”
You giggle and start kissing a new trail across his collarbone, admiring your work. His skin is pale and smooth, your lipstick imprinted all over him like you’d stamped him as your personal property.
He watches you with half-lidded, adoring blue eyes, high on your touch and murmuring things like:
“You’re insane…”
“You keep marking me like a wolf in heat…”
“…I love it.”
His long fingers trail up your thigh lazily, a soft smirk playing on his lips despite how flushed and breathless he is.
“You think I’m sexy?” he whispers, a little teasing, a little desperate.
You pause, eyes widening slightly like he just said the dumbest thing you’ve ever heard. You grab his face with both hands.
“Xavier,” you say, deadly serious. “I think you’re the sexiest man alive. I think you’re so hot it should be criminal. I think you were genetically engineered to ruin me.”
“…Okay.” He swallows. “I’m going to cry now.”
He actually does look like he might, his ears go a little pink and he hides his face in your neck, letting out a muffled groan as you stroke his silver hair and hum softly.
You’re not sure how long you lay there cuddling, but the second you so much as shift your hips,
He flips you under him.
“…One more,” he murmurs, lips brushing yours. “For science. For your addiction.”
And just like that, your sexy, sleepy, otherworldly husband is back in action, completely high on your love, his toned body shivering under your touch, whispering against your lips like a prayer:
“Keep calling me sexy. I’ll never get tired of it…”
𝙎𝙮𝙡𝙪𝙨 ✮ ⋆ ˚。𓅨⋆。°✩
Sylus looked like he’d just walked off the cover of a scandalous magazine, shirt half open, silver hair tousled to hell, red eyes heavy-lidded and dazed, his pale skin littered in deep wine-colored love bites and obscene lipstick prints that trailed all the way from his collarbones down past his abs.
He sat back on the edge of the bed with a lazy smirk and a hand in his hair, exhaling a breathy little laugh like he couldn’t believe what just happened.
Again.
You were already crawling into his lap again.
“Kitty,” he murmured, amused. “I’ve got six missed calls. Three international meetings. A contract waiting to be signed. And here you are… pulling me back into bed for the fourth time in a row.”
“You look too good to ignore,” you say sweetly, arms looped around his neck. “Your body makes me feral, Sylus. You want me to just not jump you every hour? That’s unrealistic. Be serious.”
His eyes crinkle faintly with laughter, head tilting slightly as he studies you with that sharp, slow-burning gaze of his.
“You’re obsessed.”
You hum, nuzzling into his chest. “You made me like this. With your stupid abs. And that sexy little vein on your forearm. And your voice. And the way you look at me when you’re about to ruin my life.”
“Is that so?” His voice dips low, velvety and smug. “Because I’m the one covered in gloss and claw marks, kitten.”
He glances down at the state of himself, shirt wrinkled, belt unbuckled, skin decorated in possessive little reminders of your obsession, and lets out a pleased sound, like your addiction entertains him.
“You’ve been dragging me by the tie into the bedroom like a starving wife with a rich, sexy trophy husband,” he muses. “You want me that badly, huh?”
You climb into his lap fully, pressing a line of kisses up his throat.
“I want you all the time,” you whisper. “I want you spoiled, smug, and shirtless. I want you dizzy and wrecked and begging me not to kiss you again, and then still moaning when I do.”
He stares at you for a beat. Then lets out the lowest, filthiest chuckle.
“God, I love you.”
You grin as he pulls you down again, flat against the mattress, his hands already slipping under your silk slip.
And as he kisses you, slow, possessive, devastating, you feel him murmur against your lips with that teasing, breathy tone of his:
“Next time you drag me in here like that, at least let me close the damn door.”
𝘾𝙖𝙡𝙚𝙗 ⋆。 ‧˚ʚ🍎ɞ˚‧。 ⋆
Colonel Caleb was wrecked.
His dark brown hair was tousled from where you’d been tugging at it, his uniform shirt was halfway off, gold buttons undone and hanging off one shoulder, and his neck and chest were littered in bright pink lipstick kisses and faint purple bite marks. The top of his black undershirt was soaked in your gloss from where you’d kissed him through the fabric just to be dramatic.
He leaned heavily against the wall outside the bedroom, blinking like he’d just emerged from an oxygen-deprived fever dream.
You peeked your head around the corner, grinning sweetly.
“There you are!” you chimed, grabbing him by the collar. “Round five.”
Caleb flinched. Physically flinched. The collar of his once-pristine Fleet uniform was already stretched from being yanked on all day.
“Baby,” he said, voice hoarse and barely holding it together. “I can’t feel my legs. I, my whole body’s shaking. You’ve been dragging me back into the bedroom every hour like you’re on a mission.”
You beamed up at him with glossy lips and a wink. “That’s because I am. Operation: Ruin My Sexy Caleb.”
“…You need supervision,” he muttered, cheeks slightly flushed, glancing down at the mess you made of him.
“Mm-mm.” You tugged him close, palms flat against his bare chest. “What I need is your stupid hot body inside me again. You’re so big and strong and mean-looking but you fall apart the second I kiss your tummy, and it’s just so cute, I can’t stop.”
His entire body locked up.
“…Stop saying things like that with a straight face, Pips.”
You tilted your head innocently. “But it’s true. You’re my beautiful husband and I’m addicted to you. Look at you. All marked up and dizzy and mine.”
He tried to be grumpy, he really did. But the moment your fingers traced down his abs, his knees gave just slightly and he cursed under his breath.
“I was in a meeting,” he muttered. “Now I’m in your mouth.”
“You’re welcome.”
You grabbed him by the waistband, giggling like a spoiled brat dragging her favorite toy back to her castle. Caleb just sighed and followed, completely under your spell, his rough soldier hands already sliding around your waist.
“Y’know,” he murmured as you pushed him down onto the bed again, “when we first moved into this penthouse, I thought I was locking you up.”
You straddled him, planting another kiss on his cheek with a dramatic mwah and a fresh lipstick print.
“Oopsie. Looks like I’m the one keeping you in bed now, Colonel.”
“…Yeah.” His voice cracked softly. “And I love it.”
And with that, your big, scary Colonel husband, blushing and covered in kiss marks, let out a groan of surrender and let you ruin him all over again.
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notes, I think I just opened opportunities for yall's horny ass.
genre. smut, MINORS DNI!
★ Roommate!Sukuna the end of the beginning.
The apartment was dark when Sukuna walked in.
Only the soft flicker of the TV lit the living room, casting sleepy colors across your face as you dozed on the couch. Legs tucked under a blanket, big old t-shirt hanging off your shoulder — his shirt, actually. You didn’t even notice it still had the faint bleach stains near the hem.
But he did.
He was halfway through kicking off his boots when he saw it — the way the oversized collar drooped, how your bra strap had slipped down, barely hanging on your shoulder. The neckline was so wide it might as well not exist. Just skin. Bare skin. Your chest rising and falling under soft cotton that definitely wasn’t doing shit to hide anything.
He scoffed under his breath, jaw tightening.
You had no idea what you were doing to him. Or maybe you did. That was worse.
You stirred, blinking blearily as you sat up. “Oh. You’re home?”
He dropped his keys. “Obviously.”
You yawned, stretching. One arm above your head. The shirt lifted. That tiny glimpse of skin above your shorts made something inside him go dead quiet.
“You gonna keep dressing like that,” he muttered, stepping closer, “or are you just fuckin’ with me now?”
You blinked, confused, still half-asleep. “Huh?”
Sukuna tilted his head, voice sharp. “You think I haven’t noticed?”
You sat up straighter, cheeks warm. “I wasn’t—”
He laughed once, bitter. “Yeah, you were.”
He was standing in front of you now, towering, eyes dark. His voice dropped lower.
“You’ve been doing this for months.”
You swallowed. The air was too hot. “...And?”
He didn’t answer with words. Just reached out, slowly, fingers slipping under your jaw, tilting your face up to him.
Then he kissed you.
Hard.
Messy.
All that tension — the near-touches, the stolen glances, the biting insults that never really meant go away — it poured out through his mouth on yours. Tongues sliding, breath catching, hands gripping. His teeth tugged your bottom lip just to hear you whimper.
He pulled back, eyes heavy.
“Get on your knees.”
Your breath hitched.
You slid off the couch and dropped to the floor in front of him, hands already tugging his sweatpants down. He was already hard — thick, heavy, leaking — and shit, you couldn’t help but lick your lips.
Sukuna spread his legs slightly, slouching into the cushions like he owned the whole damn world. “Go on,” he rasped. “Been teasing for months. Show me what that mouth’s good for.”
You wrapped your lips around him, slowly, tongue circling the tip as your hand stroked what you couldn’t take right away. Sukuna hissed above you, hand sliding into your hair, not pushing — just holding. Anchoring.
“Fuck,” he muttered when you hollowed your cheeks. “Knew you’d be good at this.”
You moaned around him, and he twitched in your mouth.
His hips flexed, shallow thrusts into your throat as you found a rhythm, spit dripping down your chin, eyes glassy from the stretch. He watched you like a starving animal, thumb brushing over your cheekbone every time you looked up.
“You like this?” he growled. “Like being on your knees for me?”
You nodded, mouth still full of him.
When he came, it was with a sharp groan, hips stuttering, his grip tightening in your hair. You swallowed every drop, breathing hard when he finally let go.
You wiped your mouth with the back of your hand, still kneeling. He looked down at you — flushed, chest rising, the corner of his mouth twitching.
Then he leaned forward, brushing your hair back gently, and pressed a soft kiss to your temple.
A single, quiet peck.
Then he stood, pulling his sweats back up.
“You know what this is now,” he said, voice low but final.
And just before he walked to his room, he smirked over his shoulder.
“Try not to fall in love, princess.”
Door shut.
Your heart didn’t.
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You hated parties. They were loud, overstimulating, and there were too many strangers. So when Gideon invited you and Caleb to a party he was having you were hesitant to say the least. You thought having your boyfriend there, your emotional support Caleb, you would be fine; especially once you had a little bit of alcohol in your system. But alas, the universe has a different plan for tonight.
You're three cups of something deep, probably some vodka and a splash of juice, and glued to the side of the wall which were vibrating with how loud the music was, the hum of people yelling over the music certainly wasn't helping. Caleb was god knows where, the second you guys got to the party Gideon whisked him away to go take shots with him and some of the guys they went to college with. Your finger drums a consistent beat against your red plastic cup, your eyes scan the room for any sign of him. Sure, you could go and talk to people, mingle a bit but… Something in your stomach lurches at the thought of doing that.
You take another small sip. You pull out your phone check to the time. “You're Colonel Xia's girlfriend right?" Someone shouts to your left. He looked about the same age as Caleb. “Ah! Yeah! Yeah I am." Your voice wobbles, slightly startled. “Man, he is one lucky guy. I was assigned to his fleet shortly after he took over." The man extends his hand offering his name, that you definitely don't catch. Instead you politely smile, shaking his hand and yelling your name back over the music.
He starts going on and on about fleet stuff, with the amount of liquor in your body you really can't make heads or tails of it, you just politely nod. He wasn't a bad guy or anything, you just clearly were uncomfortable and didn't want to be there. When you feel a hand wrap around your waist, you nearly jump ten feet in the air. “Woah woah! Pips, it's me." Caleb's voice is soft in your ear. Your whole body immediately relaxes into his touch. “Oh Colonel! Good to see you off duty." The man you're talking to acknowledges his superior. “Good to see you too, if you don't mind I'm gonna steal her away for a bit." Caleb smiles at the man. You are always in awe of how charming and charismatic Caleb is naturally. He makes it look effortless.
The man nods, and Caleb grabs your wrist taking you to a free spot farther down the wall. His body blocks your view of the crowd, his cologne flooding your senses calming your nervous system down exponentially. " You okay pretty girl?” He asks, his hands cupping your cheeks intentionally making you maintain eye contact with him. Regardless you down cast your eyes. " I'm fine.” You answer, not wanting to ruin this night for him.
He rarely gets time off, let alone gets to spend it with his friends. His eyebrows furrow. " No you aren't.” He sighs, pulling you against his chest before wrapping his arms around you. " Pips, I've known you, your whole life. I know when you're lying to me.” He kisses the top of your head. " Let me ask you again. Are you okay?” He repeats gently. You shake your head no into his chest. "Not really, it's loud and I'm a little tipsy and… I'm sorry Caleb." Your eyes gloss over slightly, tears threatening to spill over.
He pulls you back a bit so he can look at you. “Aw you sweet girl, don't apologize. You've never really been big on this stuff. I'm proud of you for even tagging along with me. Even Gideon was singing praises about you being here tonight… I mean I did shove him for talking about my girlfriend like that, but semantics.” You giggle slightly.
Caleb kisses your forehead. " Do you wanna get the hell out of here?" He asks, grinning at you. “Are you sure? I know you don't get to do this often…" You mumble. He smiles, shaking his head. “I already got to hang out with Gideon for a while, besides my girlfriend is clearly overstimulated and trying to be brave for me. That's my job Pips, how dare you steal my thunder." He squeezes you slightly. You lean up kissing him gently. “Let's go home." He grabs your hand again, leading you through the sea of people out the door. “Oh also, if I see you talking to another man at a party again I won't be so kind next time, I can promise you that. " You roll your eyes, a dumb smile on your face. If you're being honest, you wouldn't have it any other way.
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︶⊹ all beauty, no beast | phainon x reader
summary: phainon, for whatever reason, refuses to reveal his demiurge self, up until the very moment you manage to get him to crack. notes: WRITTEN BEFORE THE 3.4 UPDATE!! if this ends up ooc at all i'll cry. i love phainon and freaknon so much that i ended up listening to an indulgent worm whispering that i should make a fic where you get to hug demiurge phainon. so now we're here. word count: 2.2k ao3 link: here!
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“I... really don’t think you should see me like this, partner.”
There was an anxious waver lingering within Phainon’s voice as he addressed you from behind the nearby wall; a broken, unsure cadence familiar to your ears, but deeply foreign as it rang forth from his lips.
It was hard not to frown at his desperately uttered sentiments, but it didn’t come as a complete surprise. After all, upon the days that followed both the retrieval of Kephale’s Coreflame and the subsequent beginning of Era Nova’s end, Phainon had grown increasingly distant.
It had stung, of course, being gradually pushed away by the very man who had already sworn nearly everything to protect you from whatever turmoil that’d erupt—and was, already, erupting—upon the disintegrating planet, not realizing that he was actively hurting you in the process, but you tried to regard the circumstances with as much understanding as your wounded heart would allow.
Still, never once did you suspect he’d ever go so far as to physically avoid you, too.
But despite all your growing fears of abandonment and the countless streams of resentful thoughts that had trickled forth from them, you swallowed down any trace of the biting poison that resided upon your tongue, and lathered your words with the patience you knew was far more productive to possess.
The vile aftertaste of the hastily downed bitterness had burned your throat, but you knew it was only a small price to pay to maintain a bond once so sweet.
“You’ve avoided me for the past few mornings,” you finally stated, silently praying none of your deeply bruised feelings would surface. “You’ve hid behind pillars, slipped off into abandoned corridors...” you trailed off with a frown. “Whatever it is, it can’t possibly be as dire as you so clearly fear.”
A small, shaky chuckle from the other side proved he was still there, still listening.
“You’re right,” Phainon agreed, and it had lifted up your hopes for only a second, before they were chased back down with a weary sigh. “...it’s worse.”
“Phainon.”
The stubborn man didn't yield, even at your utterance of his name. “I know,” he whispered, despite his own cluelessness. “I know what you're thinking—that we’ve stuck to each other's side through thick and through thin, rejoiced in both our highs, and tried to cheer the other up at both our lows...”
He took a breath before he continued. “But, this is... different. This-”
“Phainon.”
You were pleased by the silence that had followed—it always was hard for him to outshine your own obstinance, after all.
“...amidst all this chaos and all this uncertainty, I really just wish to see you again.”
In light of your earnest sincerity, Phainon allowed for nothing to escape in response; not a word was uttered, nor did even a single sigh escape past the separating barrier. All you could hear was a series of light tapping noises against the surface—rhythmic, yet hurried, steady, yet unassured.
This time, his silence had worried you.
“I think,” Phainon continued after moments had passed, as if he had taken the time to deeply mull over your words. “...that if you’re trying to avoid any sort of ‘chaos’ in your life, then I’m right, and I really should stay behind this wall.”
“Oh, please.” you brushed his words off with a huff, growing weary of your unwilling role in this endless song-and-dance. “...how bad can it really be?”
You swore you heard a soft gulp.
“...very bad?”
It had taken an arduous amount of restraint to force down a harsh groan that, judging by Phainon’s current tone alone, would’ve certainly deflated him into a completely pitiful pile, but you willingly did it for his sake.
“My love,” you uttered the endearment abruptly, before softening your voice down to a pleading whisper. “...please.”
It was a terribly cheap tactic, but it was one you had indeed learned and mastered from the indirect guidance of the very worst. After all, the master must’ve surely been even the slightest bit fallible to the very weaknesses he exploited?
The small, hushed ‘that’s hardly fair...’ you heard Phainon whisper—whine?—underneath his breath already allowed you to picture the pitiful expression upon his features, from the slight frown upon his lips, to the widening of his pupils as he immediately yearned to rectify his mistakes.
“...I never could say no to you, could I?”
Upon his confession, a bitter, resigned sigh had escaped him, as if Phainon had finally accepted his own fate.
“But... you can’t say I never warned you.”
Even amidst such a dire situation, you couldn’t help but crack a weak smile at the familiar words. It was a phrase that once would’ve forced a loving wince out of you in happier times, but now, you were just thankful to be even brief acquaintances with a fleeting touch of normalcy at all.
As expectant as you were to hear approaching footsteps, tapping against the shared ground beneath both your feet, you were taken aback by the stillness that followed. Even if you could somehow sense that Phainon’s presence was drawing near, you weren’t certain as to how that was.
That was, of course, until Phainon finally revealed himself.
What stood—moreso hovered, really—in what you had expected to be Phainon’s place, was a floating figure that strongly resembled a man of similar stature, if not just the slightest bit taller.
The first difference you had recognized was his hair, once a comforting shade of snow-white and lightly fluffed, now a glowing hue of pale gold, unruly and tousled about. Phainon’s sudden lack of the typical armor that adorned his body was the next thing you noted, as unfamiliar wings of black and gold shielded his form away from your perception, the shiny, nearly mechanical plumes wrapped around his torso like a curtain that hid away all of his shame.
You finally looked up to meet his eyes, hoping to still see the same pair of aquamarine you’ve familiarized yourself with, only to gaze upon shimmering gold instead.
The man who levitated before you might’ve looked so vastly different compared to what you’ve always known, but despite all the physical changes that might’ve separated one from the other, deep down you could tell it was still him.
And as you cast your gaze upon the spiked, gleaming halo that clung behind Phainon’s head and bathed his form anew with warm, ethereal light, you swore he was a sight ripped straight out of a myth of old, a celestial vision bestowed upon only a select few.
You weren’t scared like he had feared you to be, no.
Matter of fact, it was hard to feel anything but downright awe at the sight.
Still, in light of your sudden brush with speechlessness, Phainon’s lips obliviously downturned.
“...you must think it’s pretty bad, too.”
Phainon’s voice, despite his tensed features, was still soft, as if he had already resigned himself to the likes of his false beliefs, yet remained so dejected because of them.
It was then you swore to yourself you never wished to hear the once-beaming man sound so uncertain ever again.
“What? No, you look-”
“Like a monster, prepping himself to strike?” he guessed.
“No!” you cried out, your boiling frustrations over his lack of understanding starting to spill over into your words. “We’ve both seen monsters before. We’ve both seen the depraved hunger in the eyes of the creatures consumed by the Black Tide, the crazed bloodlust radiating off the corrupted Titankin—we’ve even both been on the receiving end of the Flame Reaver’s blade!”
You paused, hastily chasing after the air that eluded you upon your spiel.
“We’ve both seen the very epitome of evil before, my love—”
Even as your gait trembled, with every step more cautious than the last, you stood before him, closer than either of you expected to be.
“—and I’m positive you couldn't look anything less alike.”
Phainon had froze at your words, a slightly hitched intake of breath giving his surprise away.
The silence that fell upon the atmosphere was solely broken up by the pattering of more careful strides towards him, all gentle in their approach, treating him as if he were a wounded stray at high risk of snapping forth to protect himself.
But even despite his new, slightly imposing visage, Phainon remained incredibly docile.
“You really are breathtaking.” you whispered with earnest reverence.
Phainon chuckled weakly before he shook his head. “You know, if I were you, I’d... probably be running away from me in utter fear.”
“Right, well,” you clicked your tongue, unable to prevent the smile that soon formed. “...you’re also sometimes an idiot, so...”
Cautiously, you lifted up your hand and cradled Phainon’s cheek against your palm, the surface of his pale skin surprisingly warm against the thumb you stroked it with.
“...maybe it’d be for the best if I didn't always listen to what you’d do in my shoes, yeah?”
It didn't take long for Phainon to lean—no, melt, into your soothing touch.
As your fingers reached skyward to thread themselves through his mussed locks of ivory, it was if your presence alone had been what finally stilled him, as Phainon all but clung to you like a scared, helpless puppy would still cling to a beloved tattered toy, his arms firmly wrapping around you and pressing you closer against him as if you were the very fragile, fraying tapestry that upheld what little remained of his diminishing stability.
Maybe because to him, that's nearly what you were.
And as you basked in the comfort of his embrace—even if it had, indeed, felt far stronger than the likes of the ones he bestowed from his other form’s arms—you willingly molded yourself against Phainon’s frame in kind, bathing yourself in the pleasant, perfect warmth that radiated from his body, breathing in the sweet scent of the morning's dreary dew that had bonded itself to his skin.
Phainon soon turned his head and pressed fleeting kisses to the skin of your palm, his eyes squeezed shut, as if this were a blissful dream he had no desire to rouse from.
“I’m sorry for avoiding you.” Phainon murmured, further sealing his apologies against your hand with another press of his lips, the brief touch nearly trembling, as if he’d rather soon perish than to allow for even a mere inch of your palm to go unloved.
You deeply loathed the waver that remained in his voice.
“It’s alright,” you tried your best to soothe, hugging him ever closer. “...the past few days have been absolute living nightmares. I could never fault you for falling prey to any stressful whims.”
Phainon didn't respond further, stiffening at what you presumed was the reminder of all the discord that wreaked havoc upon the surrounding world. Before you could apologize for bringing such a depressing topic up, however, the man had scooped you closer and floated down until you both rested upon the ground, propping you upright against the wall that once separated you, before choosing to rest his head against your lap.
You froze.
Hesitant to break the tranquility of the moment, and even more reluctant to shatter the peaceful expression upon Phainon’s features that had only grown to be an increasingly rare sight as of late, you didn’t dare question his actions, choosing instead to resume rubbing soothing circles against his warm scalp.
“...angel?”
Your fingertips stilled at the abruptly whispered name, and you were quick to glance down towards the source.
What had met your gaze was the precious sight of Phainon looking up at you through long lashes, his softened, golden eyes gleaming—tenderly, pleadingly so—with the same levels of potency as the bright blue you’ve always known. He then grabbed onto one of your hands—utterly careful with exactly how he had grasped it, solely so that the gilded claws of his armor would not penetrate your flesh and draw pointless blood—and squeezed it within the confines of his own, firm enough to ground himself in the moment, firm enough to remind himself that yes, you truly were there with him.
Phainon’s throat bobbed as he swallowed.
“I never wish to live a life where you’re not there by my side, you know.” he confessed quietly.
It was such a profound thing to admit so suddenly, but you knew why he had done so; Phainon’s life had always been dotted and dashed with countless loss after loss, and so he must’ve feared that you...
You squeezed his hand in return.
“I... I don’t think you ever will.”
Of course, you both knew that neither of you could ever wholeheartedly afford to keep such a lofty promise, but you were more than willing to take your chances upon whispering flimsy sentiments none could ever fulfill, if it meant your beloved hero could finally find some temporary semblance of rest.
And it must’ve worked, because the tension that had once left Phainon’s shoulders haggard seemed to have ebbed away at your reassurances, which only encouraged him to hold you even closer, his arms now lazily draped over atop your legs.
“Mm, good.” Phainon finally whispered against your thighs, his voice slightly muffled.
Your heart warmed at his sleepy murmur, your hands still idly playing with his hair.
“Why 'good?'”
“...because you really were my greatest miracle.”
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Summary: You didn’t think tonight would end with your brother’s best friend telling you how much he wants to fuck you… but here you are. Thighs shaking. Heart pounding. Fingers soaked. And it’s not even midnight yet.
Or alternatively where one needy night you end up on an anonymous sexting app only to realise this stranger yet familiar person you're sexting is actually your brother's best friend, kim mingyu.
Pairing: Mingyu x female reader
Setting: Sexting app
Word Count: ~ 3k
Themes: Sexting, slow-burn, depraved, intensely erotic, forbidden (brother's best friend)
Warnings: Explicit sexual content, masturbation, voice kink, dirty talk, mutual pining, brother’s best friend dynamic, fantasizing, edging
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It starts off harmless. A new app, an anonymous chat. You weren’t even trying to get off tonight — not really.
You just wanted to feel wanted.
You sign up with the name petal.crush, something vague and romantic to offset your restlessness. It’s just a sexting app — no profile photos, no bios, no identifying anything. Just usernames and raw, unfiltered chat.
The tagline was catchy: “No faces. Just fantasies.”
You match within seconds.
Matched with: lowtone.sin
Your screen lights up with the first message before you can even type.
> lowtone.sin:
You clicked first. So you’re either impatient or a little reckless.
Which one is it?
You bite your lip, already smiling at the confidence behind his tone. Typing back feels like slipping into something dangerous.
> petal.crush:
Maybe both.
You planning to do something about it?
> lowtone.sin:
That depends
Are you here for sweet words and flirting?
Or are you here to get ruined?
Your thighs instinctively press together.
> petal.crush:
Ruin me. Slowly.
There’s a long pause. You stare at the screen, anticipation crawling up your spine.
Then finally—
> lowtone.sin:
Good girl.
Let’s start with something easy.
What would I hear if I called you right now?
Would you sound sweet and shy?
Or would you already be wet and waiting?
You suck in a breath.
There’s no point pretending. No coyness left in you tonight. This man — whoever he is — has the kind of tone that makes your stomach clench and your mind submit. You press the mic icon before you can talk yourself out of it.
> petal.crush \[voice note – 0:12]
“I’m not touching myself yet. But I’m aching for it. My panties are soaked. Just from reading your messages”
The response comes fast.
> lowtone.sin:
You’ve got a filthy little mouth for someone who hasn’t even been told to touch yet.
Bet you squirm when someone takes control of you, don’t you?
That tight, needy body of yours probably begs for it.
You whimper — aloud — and type with trembling fingers.
> petal.crush:
You’re right.
I love being told exactly what to do.
I want to be teased, edged, used.
> lowtone.sin:
Fuck.
Get your hand between your thighs. Now.
Over your panties. I want your fingers soaked before I even let you move them.
You obey.
The fabric sticks to you immediately. You slide two fingers up and down the drenched cotton and exhale into the dark.
Your phone buzzes again.
> lowtone.sin:
I want to hear how wet you are.
Show me.
You record again, a soft gasp escaping your lips as you press a little harder.
> petal.crush \[voice note – 0:16]
“I’m dripping. The fabric’s so wet it’s clinging to me. I want to slide them off and touch my bare pussy for you.”
> lowtone.sin:
Not yet
Good things come to desperate girls
Tell me — how often do you touch yourself thinking about strangers?
You bite your lip.
> petal.crush:
Not streangers
Someone specific.
> lowtone.sin:
Oh?
Lucky bastard.
What’s he like?
Your throat goes dry.
Because he’s you. You’ve fantasized about him. That voice — it’s too perfect, too polished. The way he calls you good girl feels familiar in a way that’s wrong and addictive.
You shake it off.
> petal.crush:
Tall. Broad.Big hands. Sharp jaw.Smiles like sin.Looks like he could ruin me in one night and leave me wanting more.
There’s a pause. Then a photo notification.
Image\[jpg.1]
You tap on it, breath catching in your throat.
It’s a hand — his hand — wrapped around a thick cock. His grip is firm, the tip flushed red and glistening. You can see the base of his abs, tight and flexed, veins running across his forearm. It’s cropped — no face, no hints — but god, it’s pretty.
> lowtone.sin:
What do you think?
> petal.crush:
I think I want it down my throat.
> lowtone.sin:
You say things like that and expect me to keep my composure?
> petal.crush:
No.
I want to hear you lose it.
Another voice note comes in. His voice is deeper now — rough, frayed around the edges.
> lowtone.sin \[voice note – 0:28]
“Fuck. If you were here right now, I’d have you on your knees. I’d hold your jaw, make you look up at me while I slide my cock across your tongue. I bet your eyes would water so pretty when I push deep.”
You moan. Loud. Hand slipping inside your panties at last, slick fingers circling your clit in dizzy little swirls. Your legs tremble.
> petal.crush:
I can’t wait. Please.
Tell me what to do. I’ll be so fucking good.
> lowtone.sin:
Take off your panties.
Lie back.
Spread your legs and take a photo for me.
I want to see the mess you made just from my voice
You obey.
You slide them off and grab your phone with one shaky hand, angling the camera down — flushed thighs, glistening lips, your fingers posed teasingly just above where you ache most.
Image\[jpg.2]
You hit send. Instantly.
> lowtone.sin:
Jesus
Look at that cunt.
Bet it’s tight as hell.
You fuck yourself slow or fast?
> petal.crush:
Depends how desperate I am.
> lowtone.sin:
And how desperate are you tonight, baby?
> petal.crush:
I’m so wet I could come without touching.
But I want you to drag it out. Make it painful.
There’s a moment of silence. Then:
> lowtone.sin:
…Fuck.
This is going to sound crazy.
But your voice?
Your photos.
You’re too fucking familiar.
Your chest goes still.
That tone. That rasp. That deep little breath before he speaks.
Your heart lurches.
No.
It can’t be.
You type, hands shaking:
> petal.crush:
Say something. Just one word.
I need to be sure.
He doesn’t text.
He sends a voice note.
> lowtone.sin \[voice note – 0:06]
“Y/N.”
Your stomach drops.
It is him.
That voice, you know it. You’ve heard it a hundred times.
Because Mingyu — your brother Seungcheol’s best friend — has been in your house more times than you can count.
And now, he’s here. Holding his cock. Telling you how good your pussy looks.
Your fingers are still between your legs.
And you’re still soaked.
Your heart is pounding.
You’re sitting in your dark bedroom, soaked fingers trembling between your thighs, staring at your screen like it’s a weapon pointed directly at your chest.
Mingyu.
Your brother’s best friend.
The voice you’ve moaned to in secret.
The man whose towel dropped in front of you two summers ago, whose gaze lingered a beat too long when you walked into the kitchen in your smallest sleep shorts. The man who walked in on you changing and looked—just looked—but didn’t leave for three entire seconds.
Your mouth goes dry.
You wait for him to say something else. Anything.
lowtone.sin:
Say it.
I know you know it’s me.
I want to hear it.
You type slowly, every nerve ending alive.
petal.crush:
Mingyu.
I knew it the second you said my name.
You sound exactly how I imagined when I used to fuck myself to the thought of you.
A pause.
Then—
lowtone.sin:
Holy fuck.
You used to what?
petal.crush:
You have any idea how hard it was living in the same house and pretending I wasn’t soaking through my panties every time you smiled at me?
lowtone.sin:
Tell me.
Everything.
You pause, pulse pounding.
And then you type like you’re possessed.
petal.crush:
The shorts?
I wore those on purpose. I knew they barely covered my ass.
Every time I bent over to grab something, I made sure you were in the room.
Once, I even “accidentally” spilled water on my chest so I could walk past you in a wet tank top.
And that day you walked in on me changing?
I left the door unlocked.
His reply comes fast.
lowtone.sin:
You fucking minx.
I had to jerk off in your goddamn bathroom after that.
I saw your tits. I saw your thighs.
And the way you looked at me—like you wanted me to stay?
petal.crush:
I did want you to stay.
I wanted you to push me against the mirror and fuck me stupid.
Right there. With Seungcheol downstairs.
Another voice note.
You brace yourself before you tap it.
lowtone.sin \[voice note – 0:34]
“I swear to God, Y/N. If I had known you wanted it even half as bad as I did, I wouldn’t have lasted another day pretending. Every time you moaned in your sleep when I stayed over, I nearly lost my mind. I wanted to sneak into your room and make you finish what you started.”
Your whole body jolts.
petal.crush:
I used to fake moan just loud enough for you to hear when I knew you were sleeping in the next room.
I imagined you sneaking in and putting your hand over my mouth while you fucked me into the mattress.
lowtone.sin:
Jesus fuck.
I used to picture you riding my thigh on the couch while Seungcheol played video games right next to us.
Just your pretty little cunt grinding against me, biting your lip so you wouldn’t make a sound.
You moan—out loud—and grab your phone, hand back between your legs.
You don’t even bother hiding it this time.
petal.crush \[voice note – 0:23]
“I’m touching myself again. I can’t stop. I’m picturing your hand over my mouth, your cock buried in me, and your voice in my ear telling me I’m your filthy little secret.”
lowtone.sin:
You are my filthy little secret.
Mine.
No one else gets to hear you like this.
No one else gets to see what I’m seeing.
Another picture arrives.
Image\[jpg.3]
He’s naked now, lying back, abs tight, one hand gripping his cock. He’s glistening with pre-cum, thick and flushed, the kind of cock you want to sink your teeth into.
You whimper.
lowtone.sin:
Let me see you again. All of you.
You slide your shirt off. Fingers trembling, you spread your legs wider and take the shot — body flushed, thighs slick, clit swollen and needy.
Image\[jpg.4]
You don’t even hesitate before sending it.
lowtone.sin:
I want to fuck you against every surface in your house.
Against the washing machine while it rumbles.
On your brother’s bed while he’s in the shower.
On the goddamn kitchen counter while you beg me not to stop.
petal.crush:
I used to imagine you standing behind me while I washed dishes.
Sliding your hand down the front of my shorts and telling me to keep doing chores while you made me come.
lowtone.sin:
I fantasized about making you gag on my cock while Seungcheol watched a movie in the next room.
You’d cry on it. I’d fuck your throat until you begged me to come inside.
And I’d pull out, grip your jaw, and say: “Open.”
You rub yourself harder now, two fingers circling your clit while you picture everything he’s saying.
petal.crush \[voice note – 0:28]
“I’d do it. I’d drop to my knees for you so fast. I’d swallow you down and let you use my mouth. I want it so fucking bad. Please—talk me through it. Tell me what to do.”
lowtone.sin \[voice note – 0:32]
“Slide two fingers in. Slow. Stretch that tight pussy out while I stroke my cock and imagine it’s your sweet cunt clenching around me. Keep rubbing that clit. But don’t come. Not until I tell you.”
You moan brokenly and do as he says.
Fingers curling deep.
Your walls flutter.
You need him so badly it hurts.
lowtone.sin:
How many times have you come to the thought of me?
petal.crush:
I lost count months ago.
lowtone.sin:
What was your favorite fantasy?
You hesitate… then type.
petal.crush:
You bend me over the bathroom sink after a swim.
Your trunks are still wet.
I’m dripping all over the tile.
You grab my throat. You fuck me so hard I can’t even look at myself in the mirror.
And when I come, you keep going.
Until I’m shaking. Ruined. Begging.
He moans — this time in a voice note — and the sound is enough to send you right to the edge.
lowtone.sin \[voice note – 0:24]
“You’re going to be the death of me. You want to be fucked that dirty, babygirl? You want to cry from how good it feels? I’ll give you every filthy fantasy you’ve ever had. Just say the word.”
You hit record with shaking fingers.
petal.crush \[voice note – 0:19]
“Please. Make me come. I’m right there. I want to scream your name. Let me be yours. Just say it, Mingyu.”
lowtone.sin:
Come.
Now.
Be my good girl and make a mess for me.
You explode.
White-hot pleasure tears through your core, every nerve singing. You cry out his name, legs twitching, soaked fingers buried in your pussy as you ride the orgasm out.
You’re a mess.
You can barely breathe.
And then—
A voice note. Raspy. Guttural.
lowtone.sin \[voice note – 0:14]
“Fucking hell. I’m coming—fuck—Y/N, I’m coming thinking about that tight pussy and your filthy mouth saying my name.”
You both go quiet for a minute.
Breathless.
Spent.
But buzzing.
You’re still panting.
Your fingers are sticky with your own slick. Your body’s boneless. Your skin feels too hot, your breath too shallow. The little hum of your phone is the only sound in the room, and you’re suddenly very aware of how quiet it is.
And how loud the truth is.
You just came for Mingyu.
And he just came for you.
Your brother’s best friend. The one you’re not supposed to want.
But God — you want him so bad your bones ache.
The screen glows.
lowtone.sin:
…Still alive?
petal.crush:
Barely.
I think you melted my brain.
lowtone.sin:
Good.
That was the goal.
You sounded so fucking pretty when you begged for it.
I replayed your voice note three times before I came.
Your cheeks flush with warmth that runs straight to your core.
petal.crush:
My legs are shaking.
Like… actually.
You wrecked me through a screen.
lowtone.sin:
Bet you’re all messy and flushed and glowing right now.
Wish I was there to see it.
Would kiss every inch of you. Clean you up with my tongue.
Your breath stutters.
petal.crush:
You’re gonna make me start all over again.
lowtone.sin:
Oh?
You that greedy for me already?
petal.crush:
I’ve been greedy for you since I was nineteen.
Since you walked out of the shower that one time shirtless and dripping and smiled like nothing was wrong while I nearly came just from looking at your waistline.
lowtone.sin:
Holy fuck.
I remember that day.
You wouldn’t meet my eyes.
You were wearing that little white top… no bra.
I had to jerk off in Seungcheol’s bathroom after dinner.
petal.crush:
I knew it.
I remember hearing the water run again and thinking, please let him be thinking about me.
lowtone.sin:
I always was.
Every time I came over, you were the only thing on my mind.
And every time I smiled, every joke I cracked — it was me trying to keep it together.
Pretending I didn’t want to drag you into your room and fuck you until you screamed.
petal.crush:
You don’t have to pretend anymore.
A beat passes.
Then:
lowtone.sin:
I want to ruin you, Y/N.
For real.
I want to see how that pretty mouth looks moaning my name.
I want to taste how sweet you are when you’re trembling under me.
I want to hold your wrists down and fuck you until you're mine.
Your chest squeezes. It’s still hot and filthy between you, but now there’s something else curling underneath it — something heavy and sweet and real.
lowtone.sin:
Remember that party last year?
When you wore that backless dress?
petal.crush:
Yeah. You kept refilling my drink.
lowtone.sin:
Because I couldn’t stop staring.
I wanted to drag you into the guest bathroom and eat you out against the door.
You were laughing, dancing like you didn’t know what you were doing to me.
petal.crush:
I knew.
I bent over on purpose.
Just so I could feel your eyes on my ass.
I wanted to know if you’d finally break.
lowtone.sin:
I almost did.
I had to go home early and jerk off to the image of your bare back and heels.
Imagining how you'd sound if I fucked you in them.
You’re flushed again. Dizzy with need. The ache is back, deeper than before.
petal.crush:
You’re making me wet again.
lowtone.sin:
Good.
Want you wet every time I speak.
Want you to fall asleep with my voice in your head and my name between your legs.
You record another voice note, throat thick with need.
petal.crush \[voice note – 0:18]
“You’re already in my head, Mingyu. I’m aching for you. Touching myself again. Can’t stop thinking about how you’d feel inside me.”
lowtone.sin:
Fuck.
You’re gonna kill me.
You’re perfect. You’re mine.
There’s a moment of pause. His next message is slower, quieter.
lowtone.sin:
We’re not going back after this, are we?
You stare at that sentence, heart pounding. You type slowly, surely.
petal.crush:
I don’t want to.
I don’t want to pretend I don’t want you anymore.
I want this. You.
Even if it’s wrong.
lowtone.sin:
Then it’s us.
No more secrets.
No more pretending.
petal.crush:
You gonna come see me?
lowtone.sin:
You better leave the door unlocked.
Because I’m coming over tomorrow night.
And I’m not leaving until I’ve had your legs around my shoulders and my name in your throat.
Your whole body tingles.
petal.crush:
You sure you can handle me?
lowtone.sin:
Baby, I’ve been waiting for this for years.
I’m gonna make sure you never forget the first night we stop pretending.
And just like that, you're already aching for round two.
Even if it hasn't even begun yet.
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Author's note: This idea has been in my head for a while now so I had to let it out. I originally planned to write a sexting smut that felt more authentic to the story, as this is set on a sexting app, I wanted to include all the elements to it like actual images(just as one does in smaus), audios of them moaning or whimpering yk, short video clips and all but I realised I'd get reported if I did that so I had to keep it limited to words. Hope y'all liked it still. This format was a new one and I struggled a bit with it but still enjoyed working on it nonetheless.
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idea... reader being insecure about getting head but she has MUNCH HEE as a boyfriend and she ends up being addicted too
🫰🫰🫰🫰well yes.
“please, baby,” heeseung nearly begs.
his hands are rubbing your bare thighs, slowly making their way up and up and up.
he pushes the fabric of your skirt up as he goes, eager to get to what’s laying beneath it.
“i don’t know, hee,” you say.
you’re nervous, although you can’t deny how much just his hands rubbing your thighs are turning you on. you can feel yourself getting wet, an ache starting to from from the need to be touched.
“there’s nothing to be nervous about, i promise,” he tells you assertively. you look into his eyes and know that means it. “i just wanna make you feel good, sweetheart. that’s all i want.”
that was mostly all he wanted. of course he wanted to make you, his sweet girlfriend, feel good. but he also knew he would get a lot of pleasure out of himself.
since the day he started going out with you—hell, from the minute he met you, he wanted to taste you. he wanted to get his head between your legs and give you the head of a lifetime.
“but what if—”
heeseung cuts you off with a delicate kiss. he kisses you slowly, deeply, and it makes you realize even more so how bad you need him.
“you trust me, don’t you?” he whispers.
“yeah,” you answer, meaning it with all your heart.
“can i?” he asks, digging his finger into the waistband of your skirt.
“yes,” you finally tell him.
he practically rips your skirt and underwear off of you, beyond eager to finally get what he’s been dreaming of for months. you were worth it wait, he knew it before even getting a taste.
he lays down on his stomach, glancing up at you with his big doe eyes to ensure that you were okay. you still had that worried expression on your face, but heeseung was set on changing it to a pleasured one.
he kisses your thighs, his lips so soft and light that it tickles. you giggle a little, which in turn, makes him smile, relieved to know that you’re relaxing.
then finally, finally he leans in and licks a long, firm strip up from the bottom of your pussy to your clit. you gasp at the sensation, throwing your head back because suddenly it’s too heavy to hold up.
“oh my god,” you moan, thighs attempting to close around his head.
he pushes them back apart, tilting his head to lean on one as he focuses on eating your pussy. he licks up and down and circles your clit with the tip of his tongue, which has your legs twitching.
“heeseung,” you cry out, reaching down to entangle your fingers in his hair.
“mmm, yeah, baby,” he moans into your cunt. “you taste so good. you’re so wet for me, honey.”
“it feels…” you trail off as he wraps his lips around your clit and sucks for a moment, quite literally taking your words away.
“feels what?” he asks.
you couldn’t remember what you were going to say. you couldn’t even think. he was eating you out so good it was making you dumb.
he didn’t mind. he could feel himself going dumb too, lost in how good you taste and how smooth and warm and amazing you feel against his tongue.
“my perfect girl,” he praises, slightly squeezing your thighs. “god, it’s so fucking good.”
all you could do was moan, getting confident enough to spread your legs wider and hump your hips up into his face. somehow, you needed even more, and he would give it to you.
he shifted his hands from your thighs and used his fingers to spread your pussy, then stuffed his face right back into it. the tip of his nose rubbing against your clit while his tongue thrusted in and out of your hole was enough to send you over the edge.
“hee!” you nearly scream. “i’m cumming! fuck, i’m cumming. i’m cumming, i’m—”
again, you couldn’t speak anymore. you were cumming way too hard to do anything but let it wash over you in silence. heeseung kept his head buried between your legs while you did, nursing you through your orgasm.
you yelped when you finally came down, and heeseung regretfully pulled away from your pussy. his lips, chin, and nose were glistening with your cum.
“fuck,” he growled, crawling up the bed to kiss you hard on the lips. “you’re so fucking hot, baby. can’t believe i finally got a taste of you. i don’t think i’m gonna be able to go a day without it now.”
and you had no problem with that. who were you to complain about your boyfriend starting and ending every day with his face between your legs?
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Lads walkingvin on mc pleasuring themselves with sex toys they didn't know she had
star girl's initial words: thank you so much for requesting! hope you like this one. i've seen writers do this prompt before, so my apologies if i have nothing new to add. ALSO there's no raf as our relationship is tricky😔
they catch you during solo time
⭑.ᐟ caleb
i imagine you're sprawled out on your shared bed and caleb's been working a lot recently. when the colonel comes home, his sharp ears instantly pick up on your quiet gasps and moans.
he's in stealth mode as he creeps down the hallway and peers at you through the ajar bedroom door. pathetic. were you so needy you couldn't even close it? he thinks. but those thoughts fade as soon as he sets those tired sunset eyes on you.
oh, you naughty girl.
your lip is drawn between your teeth as you pump a pretty pink dildo in and out of your pussy. your slick glistens in the late afternoon light, covering your inner thighs and the lucky sex toy between them.
caleb groans low, palming his growing bulge through his too-tight trousers. he watches your back arch and hand stutter, burying the dildo deep in your cunt. the sweetest whimpers cascade from your lips, caleb's name slipping out amongst them.
he's already storming into the room before he can stop himself.
the colonel grabs your hand and wrenches it off the dildo. your eyes snap wide open, and your chest heaves.
"caleb!" you exclaim, trying to sit up, but you're still full of the toy. his other gloved hand presses the centre of your chest down, effectively pinning you to the mattress.
"what's this, pips?" letting go of your hand, he grips the base of the dildo and draws it out of your snug walls. you let out a soft moan, gnawing on your lower lip once more as you stare up at your partner.
"miss me, huh?" he asks cockily, sliding the dildo back in at an agonisingly slow pace. you nod energetically. his hand on your chest trails up, his leather-coated fingers tangling in your hair. he pushes your head up while kneeling on the bed, your foreheads touching while he fucks you with the toy.
he breathes out, "i missed you, too, honey. but this isn't fair. you can't do this without me." you whine as he pulls the drenched dildo out in one go. your arousal drips onto the bed.
caleb frowns. the dildo doesn't look anything like his cock. it's thinner and longer.
he asks, jealousy tinging his voice, "am i not good enough?"
"no!" you blurt out, reaching for the dildo, but he tosses it over his shoulder like a piece of trash.
"caleb!" you whine. but you don't have time to scold him before your massive boyfriend is climbing on top of you. shoes on the bed and everything, he cages you in.
"don't i make you feel good? are you bored of me?" he interrogates you, his eyes betraying his hurt. they look glassy in the sun's final rays.
you shake your head panically and insist, "no! that's not it, baby. i've-i've had this one for ages, i swear! n' i love how you make me feel. always make me feel so good, babe."
closing the distance between you, caleb catches your lips in a fiery kiss. he kisses you like he's trying to devour you and prove a point at the same time— that he can satisfy you in ways no one else can. especially wayyyyy more than some fuck ass dildo that doesn't even deserve to go near your sacred cunt.
all night long, caleb demonstrates just how attentive of a partner he can be. of course, while still in his uniform.

⭑.ᐟ xavier
you recently bought this new sex toy that you've been dying to try out. with xavier crashed out on the couch, you turn off the movie you two were watching and sneak off to your bedroom.
pulling the rabbit vibrator out of the box, you check the instructions and make sure everything is in working order before turning it on. it's low buzz echoes throughout the room, making heat pool in your tummy. stripping off your shorts and panties, you flop on the bed and start teasing yourself with the vibrator.
it's only been a few minutes of having the long part nestled deep in your cunt when the bedroom door softly creaks open.
in peers a sleeply xavier, one slender hand rubbing his eyes while he murmurs, "i heard a buzzing, love. is everything okay—" your eyes lock, and you frantically pull the vibrator out and turn it off.
"xavier!" you squeal grabbing the covers the hiking them up over your body. your poor boyfriend, he just stands here, wide-eyed in the doorway.
you grumble from beneath the quilt, "babe! go away!" it's quiet for another minute or so before you feel the space next to you sink with xavier's weight. you clutch the covers for dear life, but he pries them away from your hands.
your face is flushed as you stare up at your partner. his big eyes rest on you, his lips slightly pouty.
he says softly, "you could have told me you wanted my attention."
you shake your head and admit, "i wanted to try out my new toy, babe."
"oh," he mumbles, glancing away momentarily. feeling guilty, you place your hand on his bent thigh and squeeze it.
"xav," you call quietly. the only sound that can be heard is the rain pattering against the windows.
he gazes back down at you and offers, "why don't we try it out together?" sitting up, you fish around for the toy beneath the quilt.
"you sure you don't mind?" you ask, your hand closing around the handle. he hums in agreement as you pull it out.
grinning, you inform him, "it's a bunny, like you." he stares at the sex toy quizzically.
"what?" he asks. you laugh as you kick the covers off and shuffle over to him. he takes the toy from you while you spin around and sit on his lap, your back against his chest. grabbing his wrist, you bring the vibrator down to your pussy.
"let me show you how it works..."

⭑.ᐟ sylus
the crime overlord shows up at your linkon apartment unannounced, only to find you moaning his name with a bullet vibrator on your clit. your eyes are closed, head thrown back as the constant buzz takes you to a higher dimension.
sylus chuckles cockily, "what a warm welcome kitten." your eyes shoot open and immediately find your partner taking a seat at the end of your bed. you remove the vibrator from your clit and fumble to turn it off.
his deep voice interrupts your efforts, "please, sweetie. go on. pretend i'm not even here." you're too pleasure-drunk to come up with a witty remark to hopefully wipe that stupid smirk off his face. so you just lie back, eyeing him cautiously as you flick your vibrator back on and pick the sole setting every girl needs.
"you sure?" you ask breathily, spreading your legs wide for your boyfriend. he nods, still grinning arrogantly. you run the small vibrator through your folds, wetting it thoroughly before pressing the tip on your clit. a moan tears through your throat, jagged as your free hand cups your breast beneath your tank top.
sylus observes the slight tremble in your legs and how your back arches as you alternate between pinching your nipples. the vibrator never falters; it provides the kind of consistency men often struggle to.
nonetheless, you miss your partner's strong, rough hands on you. you miss those thick fingers curling up into your g-spot, and his hot mouth sucking on your sensitive bud.
"sy," you whimper, removing the vibrator from your pussy and switching it off.
"something wrong, kitten?" he teases, but you notice the strain in his voice.
sitting upright, you pout at him, "please, baby. 's no fun without you." he chuckles richly before standing up and making his way over to you. his black leather pants can't conceal his hardening length, that's for sure.
leaning down, you hold his cheeks and draw him into a loving kiss. you two haven't seen each other for days.
drawing back, you pant, "missed you, sy. need you." you cling to his leather jacket and pull him down onto the bed. his large frame engulfs yours as your lips and tongues dance the line between love and lust.
"please," you mewl into his mouth. separating, spit connects your swollen lips.
your boyfriend chuckles, "what do you need from me, sweetie?" the glittering ropes snap as you draw in a sharp breath, your eyes hungrily gazing at his lips.
"need all of you, sy. in me, till sunrise," you whine. he hums low, the sound caught in his throat. coming in close, he captures your lips in another heated kiss and vows to fulfil your every desire.

⭑.ᐟ zayne
pleasure shoots through your body, the clitoral suction vibrator doing everything and more to your swollen nub. you're unable to stifle your moans as the bedroom door is quietly pushed open.
zayne's head peaks in, his sleep-deprived hazels wandering over you. he gulps, his gaze narrowing in on the toy in your hand. heat flares in his lower tummy, your broken whimpers fuelling the blood rushing to his cock.
unintentionally, your boyfriend swings the door wide open. the hinges squeak, and so do you as you notice him standing there.
"zayne!" he strides in, seeming as calm and collected as ever while his eyes shift to the vanity.
"sorry, my love. i didn't mean to disturb you," he murmurs, undoing his beige waistcoat. reaching the wardrobe, zayne's back is to you as he starts undressing.
hearing the buzz stop, he urges you on, "please, keep going. i'll only take a minute." the sheets rustle and soon enough, your warm, bare body presses into your lover's from behind. your arms encircle his hips, fingers toying with his belt buckle.
"zaynie," you coo. he turns in your grasp and cups your cheeks, his white shirt half-unbuttoned.
you grin sweetly, "i missed you. will you please come to bed?" zayne's cool thumb strokes your cheekbone soothingly as he thinks over your proposal.
he clarifies, "don't you want some alone time, dear?" you shake your head while keeping your eyes on his.
"i want you," you respond breathily. standing on your tippy-toes, you pull your boyfriend into a hungry kiss. pushing your body flush against his, you giggle into his mouth at the hardness poking into your stomach.
breaking the kiss, you ask smugly, "how long were you watching me?"
pink dusts zayne's cheeks as he rasps out, "not very long."
"and you're already this worked up?" you tease. your lover sighs, but a small smirk tugs at the corner of his lips.
"i'm afraid you have that kind of effect on me, darling," he admits. chortling softly, you draw him into another tender kiss— one of many tonight.

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star girl's final words: random lore drop for today is that i love the sound of music, and sylus's line is inspired by/adapted from gayorg's when he finds maria sitting alone at night (just before something good).
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BACK TO YOU — JINU ࣪ 𖤐.ᐟ

summary: he comes back home. to you.
content: fem!reader, angst, happy ending, a kiss, ~800 words, i dont really know what to feel abt this but lmk what you think!
a/n: he lives!!!!! (i yelled as they dragged me inside the asylum)
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Heart heavy. Eyes puffy. Mind foggy.
Why did you decide to get attached to a demon in the first place?
Sucks on you.
The air in your apartment was chilling, making you fall farther back into your mattress. Blanket covering your body as you stare at your ceiling.
The girls have come knocking, wanting to make sure you’re still alive because of how long you were cooped up.
You couldn’t bring yourself to do anything after the incident.
Part of you almost feels stupid, how are you letting his death affect you so much? You haven’t even known him for that long.
“Then, why does it hurt so bad?” you whispered to yourself, tears streaming down your puffy cheeks.
Suddenly, the sliding door to your balcony opened, adding the cold wind sweep across your room. You startled awake, rubbing your eyes to get your vision in focus as you walked to the balcony. The city looks almost ethereal with the golden honmoon.
Your body jumps in shock when you notice the huge pair of bright eyes staring at you. “Tiggy?” crouching down, the tiger slowly moved closer, snuggling closer to your hand and chest, “What are you doing here baby?”
“Why? A guy can’t see a pretty girl anymore?”
Your heart drops. Fingers stopping scratches on the tiger’s head, not brave enough to look up.
His voice. No. No way. Your head is playing tricks.
Shaking your head, you muttered to yourself, “Nope. No. I’m just dreaming.” hiding your face in the tiger’s fluffy fur, “This is so not funny.”
Jinu’s chest clenched at your voice, taking slow steps until he is crouched in front of you, “Hi, sweetheart.”
You blinked your tears away, hugging the tiger tighter, “Go away.” voice so fragile, so tired.
The man leaned forward, his hesitating hand hovering above your head. “Hey, look at me.” slowly dropping his hand to the back of your neck as his thumb grazed your skin comfortingly.
You shook your head, “You’re not real.”
His eyes softens, realising how much pain you are in, “Yes I am. I’m right here.”
With all the courage that you possess, you brought your head up. He’s right.
He is right here.
Right in front of you.
He smiles warmly, gazing at your face, “Oh, princess.” he brings his palm to the side of your face, heart clenching when he notices your tear streaks, puffy eyes and runny nose.
You sniffle, leaning into his warm palm, “I miss you so much.” a pout forming on your lips.
Jinu has to stop himself from grinning at how cute you looked, choosing to peck your cheeks instead, “Missed you too.”
A moment passed by as you stared at each other. Before the whole situation crashes on you fully, anger and grief overcome your system.
Everything was so overwhelming.
Shoving his shoulders back, “Where the hell did you go?” you yelled, standing up and stomping inside your bedroom. Picking up the pile of clothes on the floor and putting them inside of your wardrobe.
He didn’t even move when you pushed him. He understood. He would be in pain too.
He sighed. You took a deep breath, trying to calm your racing heart.
“I had to take care of some stuff before I can see you.” carefully moving into your room, he surveyed the mountain tissues on the side of your bed, “You really missed me, huh?”
You scoff, “Shut up.” stumbling when the tiger tried to cuddle to your leg, making you smile.
Jinu softly grins at the sight of you, nose still red and sniffling, hoodie engulfing your figure. You look soft, sweet, vulnerable.
He stops right behind you, body so close you can feel how warm he is, “I miss you too.” he whispers.
Letting out a shaky breath and biting your lip in nervousness, you slowly turned around and looked up to meet his eyes,
“There’s my girl.” he smiles, rough fingers caressing your cheek.
“I never want to feel like that ever again.” you lean into his warm palm, holding his wrist.
He leans in, your breaths mingling with each other, “May I?” his thumb not stopping grazing your cheek.
You nod, letting him lean down to slot your lips together. The kiss was slow, calming your screaming thoughts, as you scrunch his jacket in your hands.
“Fuck.” he whispers against your mouth, moving more desperate, his hands moving to grip your waist to bring you closer. “Missed you so much, sweetheart.”
Giggling, you break apart to take in more breaths, hands now on the back of his neck, fingers grazing his skin making him shudder. “I might go on a wim and say that you missed me.”
He laughs and kisses your forehead, pulling your head to rest against his chest and hugging you as he lays his head on top of your head.
For a demon he has a really loud heartbeat.
“Your heart is beating so fast.” you chuckled, wrapping your arms around him, fully melting into his embrace.
Jinu’s cheeks went warm, he coughs, “Shut up.” backing away and meeting your eyes again, “I’m not going anywhere.” a pause, “Promise.”
“You better not.” you shove his shoulder.
He laughs, pulling you closer.
“I’m home, already.”

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