#on top of having to deal with everyone elses hurricanes. with 🦡's multiple hurricanes. multiple. i was stressed tf out literally 24/7 | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dewgongs · 10 months ago

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i helped my mom cook dinner and we bonded a bit, its one of my favorite foods ever which is chicken broccoli alfredo.. i feel happy. i took more trash out of my room and im happy about it too... ive been getting more interested in photography... its pretty nice out today. its not as hot as yesterday. yesterday was very stagnant and hot... each day i do something that is worth doing, each day has been longer and more fuffilling. i feel like ive been remembering my days better...

#also i guess ill say it in tags #but #i dunno. like. its just very.. imnot sure #i feel like throughout these past months you could very easily tell that i have not been myself. that i have been struggling a lot mentally #that ive been struggling with myself and my being. that ive been juggling a lot. ive been going through a lot #i also needed to be asked how i was doing... i also needed a friend. i also needed someone to care about me who wasnt just 🦡#i have been in my very own hurricane! battling out my own hardships #usually alone #on top of having to deal with everyone elses hurricanes. with 🦡's multiple hurricanes. multiple. i was stressed tf out literally 24/7 #so of course when people come along that take that stress away instead of adding to it... im going to prioritize them a little more #than the people that do nothing to help. than the people ive been conditioned time & time again to not go to. not vent to #maybe ill never understand how they really thought i just randomly decided to up and do what i did #rather than the progressing of events that lead up to it. nothing happens for no reason. i was not treated like a friend very well #but maybe they think otherwise #ill never know though. cus im never talking to any of them again #i still kinda gotta sit w that #unfortunate #my day #reflections

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