#osdd-1b

[raphtdm]

ummm redraw of this post from a while ago. also hijacking hosts blog haiii guys

original:

[acollectiveconstellation]

so mind explaining then, how you would handle an alter who hurts others? what about abuses them? commits a crime?

you cannot undo hurt feelings, abuse or lives being destroyed. someone has to take accountability for that and the action belongs to the body. what you're doing here is actually unhealthy and allowing excuses to be a shitty person florish.

you're no better than "my evil alter did it" people. please reconsider this statement.

[clockwork-collections]

DID ISNT RARE! OSDD ISNT RARE! ALL SYSTEMS HAVE DIFFERENT EXPERIENCES SO ITS HARD TO GET RECOGNIZED! YOURE SEENN!!!

[crabussy]

why does she do this shit

unfortunately obligatory statement: multiple professionals believe I am part of a system. I have been experiencing pretty undeniable symptoms since I was really young. this shit is unfortunately so real and I do deal with this on a daily basis. pussy bazooka jumpscare can happen to you or your loved ones but especially me

[sunifixation]

Hi. I’m cypress.

I am the host of the system formed due to the fusion of sunny (old host) and the original host.

[alchemy-and-royalty]

Ok so maybe I’m delusional but. Does anyone else feel like some of their divine (angels, demons, deities) alters were like…cursed to live in a human body? as in, they actually lived as a/n [insert divine being]? This is just a curse? Am I delusional??

[autovirality]

made some variants of the DID, peafowl, and system unity flags with the solar system and system signet symbols, respectively. additional versions with the ampersand included in the signet flags will be under the cut.

as the symbols are made to be exclusively for people with a CDD, and ask non-traumagenic/non-disordered/endogenic/etc., these variations also come with those restrictions.

tagging @theratpalacecollective as requested in their post of the symbols creation.

[treehoused]

got reminded that it is almost definitely impossible for me to ever get an accurate diagnosis. i already knew that but i forgot i guess. everything just feels...bleurgh. sinking. like nobody is ever going to believe me and i am never going to be able to get help.

nobody here even knows of dissociation, all people think of cdds are schizos and people lying to get out of trouble. but i still thought it just maybe might be possible despite all that, yknow?

except i can't find anyone who has ever been diagnosed here, only people who are treated like they're in psychosis and are misdiagnosed with schizospec disorders, myself included. no psych person has ever believed me. theyre never going to. it's never going to change

[alter-appreciation]

shout out to Dave who recently fused with another alter and now everyone hates him for it. It wasn’t his fault. He didn’t choose to. He also misses said alter.

♥️♥️♥️

all the love to dave as someone who had a very loved alter split, with one of the new alters from that split take over as host for awhile!

[xoxotwig]

would anyone be willing to chat to a baby osdd-1b system abt everything ? like- we don't seem to have an innerworld, and i (the ,, host - ? ig-) never ever leave front, but the others can join me in front and leave, but they don't- know where they go- we don't have any amnesia barriers between alters, at least to our knowledge, so we all share everything we're kinda- rlly confused ,,,, i've been actively denying their existence since i was like- 5 ? i'm 18 now ,,,, would anyone be willing to ,,, idk, help ? give advice ?

[acollectiveconstellation]

To get syscourse on a better conversation, I have to wonder something. How do other systems view their gender? We view ours as "the body is one, but we are another". The body is masculine, but each of us have our own. I am female, our co-host is female, and some others are male or female, some are not even human genders, like SHAME. Who is a biological weapon. They use She/They/It. Our host views himself as a transmasculine non-binary person.

What about you? :3

-🐏

[shirowm]

[steence]

guys can i complain about something?

like tw venting FR

because like. i used to think i had like. osdd. that thing whenever you have different people in ur head or whatever. and its soooo awful. the only reason i was able to escape that horrible, awful time in my life was when i went on r/systemscringe.

cus they b out there pointing out bullshit. and it snapped me out of it. but the remnants are still so awful. i still hear voices. i still can talk to people in my head and hear a response that i dont think im making even though i definitely am. i still feel so awful

whenever i thought i had it i was so shameful pf it. i didnt tell ANYONE. i was so scared that someone would find out. anytime someone irl brought it up i felt fear.

there are still things that i remember doing but that felt like i didnt *do* or like i did it in a dreamlike state. kind of like when you first wake up. even though i DIDNT.

THERE ARE POSTS ON MY ACCOUNT I DONT REMEMBER MAKING. THERE ARE DRAWINGS IN MY SKETCHBOOK (lets be fr, school workbook) THAT I KNOW I WOULD NEVER MAKE, BUT I REMEMBER DOING

i KNOW you guys wanna hate fakeclaimers but theyre the ONLY reason i was able to get out. and its still awful.

so if ur a system i KNOW uou dont wanna hear this but PLEASE make sure 100% beyond the shadow of a doubt that this is true. please dont go down the awful path i did.

ok rant over <3

[zeze-mp3]

idk if im a fictive or what but guys he'm litteraly i's

[sunifixation]

so… bunny has changed her look a bit after the redit incident,.,

[lyrics-vent]

Osdd-1b culture is apparently forever feeling like a fraud because you have little to no amnesia barrier