#osdid system

[thefluxsystem]

You know what the worst part of having a dissociative disorder is, for me personally?

The emotional amnesia.

Your entire life feels like something that you watched on TV, rather than something that you actually lived through.

You know that some of the most horrific things imaginable have happened to you, and you feel nothing about it. Sure, the memories disgust you on principle, but you don’t feel anything.

It makes you question if anything that you remember is real. If that actually happened, shouldn’t it feel significant? Shouldn’t you be sad, angry, hurt, something?

And to top it all off, nobody understands. Not even yourself.

[deadhammerposting]

 Dead / Pelle            Hellhammer

He/Him  +  Any terms             He/She  +  Masc

                          & Fem terms

We are factive introjects in an osdid system, this blog is purely made for us to post and reblog freely

We both refuse to engage in syscourse, we don’t care who interacts with us, just leave us out of shit like that

[butchmuppet]

I switched out at work but when I switched back in siMON WALKED INTO SELLING A PRODUCT I CAN NEVER SELL

I shouldn't be pissed but he is such a mfing show off lol

[necroticcadaver]

Do not claim to be a mental health advocate or a safe space for the mentally ill if you demonise systems, cluster B personality disorders and/or psychotic disorders.

[ancientpersacom]

If the future isn’t plural, real people suffer more than they already have.

[the-whistle-system]

If you know anyone with DID or OSDID, No you don’t!!

Keep that information private! These next four years are not going to be kind to people with mental illnesses

[cdd-safe-haven]

"I have come to believe with fervent passion that the focus on multiple personalities is missing the point. Dissociative identity disorder is not rare; it is not unique; it is not special. It is just a logical set of symptoms to some terrible trauma. It is a normal way to react to very abnormal childhood treatment."

- Carolyn Spring

[13conk9s]

sigh. this is so sad. alexa play pk;m new

[redefine-ur-plurality]

I don't think it should be necessary for me to state how much I fucking despise r/systemscringe and similar communities and forums. What do they even think is so good about what they're doing? They actively hunt down traumatised minors on the internet, post their screenshots and publicly shame them until they are too scared to be active anymore. They fakeclaim anyone and everyone who doesn't precisely conform to their exact definition of what a plural should be - which is ironic since the majority of them are not plural. Everything they say seems to contradict itself, it's hard to tell what they think a system can be/have. I wouldn't be surprised if they decided systems weren't real altogether.

It's like

High alter count? fake

Low alter count? fake

Positive, healthy relationship with alters? fake

Negative, unhealthy relationship with alters? fake

Traumagenic? faking trauma to harm traumatized victims

Endogenic? faking a disorder, even though they never claimed to have it

Tulpagenic? cultural appropriation.

Enjoys problematic media? oh god they can't have interests!!! They *must* be faking

Stereotypically cringe/2020core? fake.

Basic person(people) functioning in life and working a job? fake.

Struggling to function properly? fake.

Stuck living with abusers/still being abused? fake.

Easily triggered? fake.

Hardly ever triggered? fake.

Vivid memories of trauma? fake.

No memories of trauma? fake.

Mixed origin? fake.

Undiagnosed DID/OSDD? fake.

Diagnosed DID/OSDD? fake.

Minor? fake. (which is odd, considering DID is known to form in early childhood)

Adult? fake.

Had more than one account of trauma/abused by more than one person? fake.

Ritually abused? fake.

Abused sexually/verbally/emotionally, neglected, gaslit or manipulated (any form of abuse besides or alongside physical)? fake

They are hypocrites.

[delphientropy]

"the future is plural" "the future is singlet" the future is prioritizing healing. i hope the future is prioritizing healing, no matter what that healing looks like.

[stormyaxolotl]

Can u please do sys pfp and banners of shadow milk cookie? And if its not too much trouble, some of pure vanilla cookie as well?

yeah, here you go :3

art credits: south-w [3x] coffit0 ridleymb pppuri apolifric shhr1mmp zhivchikov

[butchmuppet]

How do you heal your inner child as a system cuz

One of them needs to scream and laugh and cry and grab because if he slips out of your mind he ceases to exist. And he screams how dare you. Please dont leave me alone.

But another little boy exists as a prey animal and he's beginning to become a flight/elopement risk if he fronts. He finds places to hide because if he's found the world will crumble.

And then there's the little girl whose job it is to follow the rules and be obedient and good while holding in way too much

I simply cannot placate all of them at once and they all beg for help all day long. It's tearing my apart

[deitiesinpurgatory]

“The future is plural!” Is admitting you want to traumatize children to the point they form Dissociative Disorders and no you cannot argue otherwise.

[sysmedsaresexist]

Please don't forget our mentally ill brothers and sisters that aren't well enough to come hang out on tumblr

In many ways, we are the glamorous versions of our disorders, the cute and (mostly) functional

We may struggle, but many more stories will never be shared, and far too many never had the chance to share

Don't forget how bad it can get, how hard it can be, how dark it often is for the larger community, and never stop advocating for them, too

Keep them in mind when we talk about system reform

Your argument against the system needs to have a viable alternative for those who can't advocate for themselves, and the families of those people

[the-whistle-system]

I hate the weird spiritual argument endos use to validate their existence

Endos talk about their plurality with such vagueness. It’s always about how there’s other forms of plurality that we don’t know of yet and it’s all so spiritual or whatever the fuck

Meanwhile people with DID, OSDID, CDD (etc) talk about the cause of their disorders with actual medical proof followed with rants about how it’s ruining their lives

It’s almost like it’s a disorder that ruins you life

It goes like this…

“So why do you have multiple people living inside your brain?”

DID systems: We have an identity disorder that effects our perception of reality because we were constantly traumatized as children

Endos: idk life is a mystery :)

[cdd-safe-haven]