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Archangel Michael in Good Omens (2.05)
#good omens#archangel michael#good omens michael#doon mackichan#good omens edit#goodomensedit#good omens gifs#goodomensgifs#good omens gifset#go edit#good omens fandom#good omens season 2#tv edits#tvedit#tv gifs#tvgifs#my edit#my gifs#my gifset#favorite characters#character crushes#female characters#she's sick of everyone and everything#and she's right to be#she deserves lots and lots of whiskey for all she has to deal with#in my (correct) version but in canon version especially#i say as if in my version she were not a functional alcoholic like most main characters#wonder if a (demon) girl she could ravish would elevate the holy archangel's mood a bit#she wears her ring on her pinky... does that mean she leaves it on when...
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artdumping what i made today

a doodle of @sillyvampir3 'z shrig [which i procrastinated on too much ; im sorry (~_~;)]

a drawing i made based off a post by @thecultoflove

i dunno what im gonna do to theze freakz if they keep behaving like thiz
★ image i based the last drawing on under cut :

#i am. so tired of everything and everyone rn. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY CUZ NOBODY HAZ DONE ANYTHING TO UPSET ME IN THE FIRST PLACE#i am sick of the people in my class . i am sick of my family#something something i just want to disappear something something etcetera#oh well . at least i have the nice people in my phone who i can make nice thingz for ..... becauze i love them ....... sniffle .............#dhmis#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis shrignold#dhmis hv shrignold#dhmis tony#dhmis hv tony#dhmis electracey#dhmis hv electracey#i dunno if you have separate tagz for belavia . tempus and elvonix . doll – so pleaze forgive me for not tagging themm .... (~_~;)#dhmis spinach can#dhmis hv sam#guyz you wont believe it but i FINALLY drew sam ; after a while year she finally getz a phyzical appearance#feast on thiz becauze it'll probably never happen again#dhmis brendon#dhmis hv brendon#dhmis sketchbook#dhmis hv sketchbook#dhmis colin#dhmis hv colin#dhmis lamp#dhmis hv larry#dhmis coffin#dhmis hv chester#IM SORRY IF YOU GUYZ DONT LIKE THE FANARTZ ; I JUST WANTED TO DO SOME CUTE STUFF FOR PEOPLE I LOOK UP TO .......#I LOVE YOU COLIN . DOLL <333 YOURE SOME IF MY FAVORITE ARTISTZ YOU CAN HUNT ME DOWN FOR SPORT AND I WON'T MIND !!!!!!!! I SWEARRR !!!!!!!!!
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#va appeal hearing was today#not a fun time to have to try to granularly recall everything that. yknow. permanently destroyed my body and mind and life.#probably went fine? definitely cried in front of the judge but everyone was super cool about it.#also thank god my wife was there they let her give testimony as both my wife and as a doctor#(which she is)#(obviously)#but like I'm still So Sick and it's all this up and down and we're still fighting to get stabilized so I usually don't have time or energy#to like stop and look around at the quicksand I've been keeping myself afloat in this whole time#but today was very much 'hey tell me about this quicksand huh'#and it's just like a lot to deal with yknow#I'll be fine it's just A Lot#anyway shoutout to the folks who are either kind or nosy enough to read my tag rambles all the time lol#(the actual decision will still take up to 2 more years btw)#(hopefully not! but they said it could)#(although apparently a board denial isn't the end of the road anymore which is news to me)#(maybe they changed it in the 44 months since I filed for the appeal hearing lol)#(not a typo)#favorites
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One thing I do think iwtv makes clear is that it's hard to hold the balance of power in a relationship especially if you're deeply traumatized by all the horrible shit that happened to you when you were young and powerless. You're never absolved of the greater weight of your punches when you lash out, even if you are lashing out for understandable or sympathetic reasons. You could have prevented it even if it would be so so much easier if you couldn't. Interesting that to my memory they almost completely erased Armand's meditations on the power/murder issues in maker/fledgling relationships but tbf showmand isn't really the type to monologue on that subject. Anyway Cladeline is the closest that the show comes to arguing you can navigate that kind of power disparity successfully but the tools it uses are very interesting to me. Madeline is a self actualized adult with considerable strength of will when she meets Claudia; despite her relative youth, and Louis being a significantly weaker maker than Lestat, she's not trapped in a baby bird body. One day she would presumably outpace Claudia in strength, and they both know it. In the interim, her ability to move through the world in the guise of an adult white woman is something of an equalizer. And still Claudia moves so carefully around her, makes herself emotionally vulnerable to her by giving Madeline her diaries to read, shares what information she has willingly and honestly. Tries to give baby vampire Madeline what baby vampire Claudia lacked and needed. Crucially, they both really like each other and are happy to be upfront about how much they value their relationship. No one's begging anyone else to stay; no one's bartering with their body and affection. I wish we had seen more of it!
#tbh I don't think it's remotely a coincidence that Claudia is doomed and she's the one who works it out#from a watsonian pov its not like they have decades or centuries to get sick of each other#from a Doylist one come on man you have to let her have it I'm simply not watching a show where in#addition to everything else she has going on Claudia isn't allowed one (1) good relationship before she dies#everyone else gets eternity to sort their shit out she's on a schedule#press says iwtv#and I wish we had seen more of it because I think it's an interesting relationship that enriched the show not because wholesome lesbians#which is such an insult to them Claudia is a mass murdering psycho#deeply enraged by her inability to embody the apex predator she is would be so good at being#Madeline is insanely selfish. her ass isn't just international it's interspecies#she shows up so ready to eat people
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Around 8 months later and I dusted her off for a redraw, only to put her into a neat box again and forget about her
@bunpiry thought you might be interested to see her again :)
Also here's a Charlance and Branwen interaction
#artstyle going crazy#also I wanna say#sometimes I feel like I'm not getting much better at art and I'm not where I'm supposed to be#I see artist around my age and younger doing these amazing projects and artworks and I start to feel anxious#that I'm missing something and “why doesn't my art look like that yet”#but then I try to remember that 9 year old sitting on the floor in her room while sick and drawing a silly little character#and she's thinking that it's the best thing ever and runs out to show it to everyone around and does that with everything she makes#and I hope she's still somewhere within me seeing how far we've come and that she's amazed at what we're able to do now#so yada yada that's why I like doing redraws to really see which parts still need work and which I already like and want to expand on#anyway real tags now#edge of midnight#eom#eom oc#charlance of the east#icebound oc#branwen#legends of avantris#loa#loa oc#oc#original character#my art#digital art
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kinda getting pissed with people they/theming me exclusively. bitch they/them isnt neutral after i’ve told you i dont want you to use it all the time. just cuz you’re too uncomfy with using he/him or it/its or Literally Anything Else doesnt mean u get to fucking they/them me all the time. ive already said i dont like it why tf do u keep doing it
#i am speaking abt irl people but perhaps my any pronouns days will be over on here im kindof sick of it. any pronouns minus they/them#and if u they/them me i’ll explode u with my mind maybe#it esp pisses me off because she Literally tells people i use they/them exclusively#like that is not your fucking place and you should not be doing that#and she’s also said shit to my face like ‘you’re nonbinary because look at you’ and ‘you can’t have a gender’ BITCH??#she’s cis btw. and dumb as fuck. sometimes she tries to explain gender To Me because she has like. no understanding of anything and#has this stupid belief that she understands everything better than everyone else. for some reason#killing her with my mind
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#soooooooo excited abt moving out even if its stressing me out soo bad#having everything packed up makes it easier - we're all just figuring out the financial portion#but my mom is not taking it well at all and keeps Being Loud and talking abt how everyone hates her#and like.... man idk . if she didnt traffc me and exclusively befriend violent p-dos her entire adult life maybe ppl would like her LMAOOO#frank.txt#her current thing is trying to convicne me that parents bringing their kids to 'nonsexual kink parties' is normal it is NOT btw#if it was i would not have been the only 8 year old at those parties. LMAO.#i mean its not funny its sick . but if i dont laugh i will have a full blown mental breakdown abt how Not Normal it all was so. HFSHDDKDJ#i was almost kidnapped at one of those parties. v grim moment that ive been thinking abt a lot#anyway yayyyyyyy sooo excited to move out and get more therapy!!!!!!!! yippeeeeeee#delete later /#abuse m#csa m#one thing i will say is that talking abt this stuff openly and realizing im not the only person who had a childhood like ths has -#- made me more Sane#also nice knowing ppl who had similar childhoods can still grow up to live a Safe n Normal life#like plssss i just wanna feel safe like . Once ! preferably#just gotta deal with a few more weeks of gaslighting and loud noises and then we are GONE
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(physically shaking) haha my so my parents know im not rlly on speaking terms with catholic god..... i think that went well all things considered
#WARNING THE TAGS ARE LOWKEY VENTY !#I WPULD NOT RECCOMENS READING THEM IF THEY WILL SPOIL YOUR GOOD MOOD ! i love you all and i love my mom everythings good im just sad#definitely not telling them im fully not catholic until i dont live here any#more god the adrenaline rushing through my system oh fuck#i love my mom i love the way she loves to debate for fun i will never back down from an argument but godddd i hate debating things that#matter to me with her and todays topic was trans people which means it was kids' medical and bodily autonomy which is a DEEPLY PERSONAL#ISSUE TO ME AS A TRANS PERSON WHO NEEDED MORE MEDICAL AUTONOMY AS A KID#so like. fuck bro 😭#my thots#negative#i missed like 2 hours of stream for this#its like 20:00 for me im genuinely shaking this sucksssss :(((( i feel genuinely sick to my stomach i hate arguing with her abt stuff that#matters to me cant we just debate like how to improve the school system or something fun 😭#cos like that matters to me but its not Personal and snes always lile#oh i dont mean tk make you feel ganged up on but like everyone at the table agrees with you and not me so idk what you expected 🫠
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finally started p5 royal ‼️‼️‼️‼️
expect some royal trio art soon they are my dearly beloveds (minus akechi i hope he dies in this reality too)
#love that ren got the sad boy kdrama fit#also no idea how akechi survived i want to shake it out of him so bad why are you gatekeeping stupid bitch#idk if this is just him w/o the pleasant boy facade but he seems so much more exhausted and cruel#like everything he says is verbal irony bc he’s patronizing everyone. he hates being a team player sm it’s insane 💀💀💀#he’s so withdrawn and short tempered and actually mentally unstable. like sadistically so#i think these are all warning signs#if he dies again i’m ending it all. you didn’t come back from the dead just to die on me again#also sumire….i love her so bad…..my sweet girl….my baby ☹️☹️☹️☹️#sumire yoshizawa they could NEVER make me hate you#she reminds me of a fawn 😭😭😭😭 with her big soft doe eyes and how she’s so curious and eager#GAAAAAHHH every time she comes up on screen i want to give her a headpat SO BAD…..SHES SUCH A FUCKING CUTIE#i feel so bad for ren bro he’s literally stuck babysitting the new kid and simultaneously keeping akechi on a leash 😭#poor boy needs a break. we should go to hawaii again that was fun#anyway yeah that's all#hopefully i’ll finish the game this week i’m sick of this. i want to move on
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Welp, in her never-ending quest to punish disabled people for existing and to force people into work no matter what, Rachel Reeves is now going after sick notes, the one thing needed to secure time off from work and also to get sick pay. Got a injury from an accident or something else???? Sorry according to Rachel Reeves, you gotta crawl to work otherwise suffer because still not gonna tax the rich and continue to go after anyone whose disabled in any way. At this point when is she gonna announce she's gonna check graves next to make sure they actually dead, because that's the vibes she's giving.
#uk politics#british politics#on articles shes literally bragging about how 'good' it is that GPs are already signing off people not on sick/fit notes#but employment support for stuff like mental health#because apparently work can cure everything#yeah ngl if i had depression and was told go to work support i'd be on the news that point#hell i have autism and adhd that makes it impossible for me to work rn and if i get told employment support will help#i'd be on the news because no fuck you just give actual help instead of making it clear you wanna force everyone to work#even when they cant at the moment or ever really#because the rich matter more when they not being taxed still
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My emotionally immature ass still doesn't understand a thing of how people can pity characters
Not like I don't try to understand it! I just... Can't? Understand that??? At all???
Like why would you pity a character for their sad backstory or whatever, and poof suddenly a character is pitiful as hell, and suddenly they're understandable because a person can call them a wet kitten under their care
And that's something I can't do for some reason
And again, not like I didn't *try*, it's just a thing I can't understand at any capacity other than 'some people do that to show their affection of that character, that's their way of caring
Granted talking to more people makes you understand them better! Doesn't help much! But it's something!!
#thoughts aloud#rant post#In a way#I just kind of ended thinking while on a walk WHILE being sick#Anyway despite this I can see what traits make a character pitiful#And Rose my sweet oc is a walking example of a character so pitiful so sad it's heartbreaking#Or at least that's my overall view of her I have in my head#While feeling absolutely nothing towards her she suffers because I wrote her like this#Sam having somewhat understandable story might make them look better but they're still a piece of shit#Maybe this in a way reflects how I was raised and stuff who knows#I physically can't pity anyone and if I do it's not nice and people hate me doing that#But sure pity is not a thing anyone likes#Empathy is hard too like... Good god I need a person to be a close friend or something to actually care#I have no idea how people live understanding everyone and being soooo kind and giving#I learn how that works though! I try to at least appear that way as it looks like I'm some kind of villain otherwise#But idk over the years I've been getting better at trying my best to comfort ones I talk to and interact with#In any case! I'm kind of sick rn and on a walk so thinking is normal#This topic actually keeps me so confused for years at this point bc people I've met have been so open and mature with their emotions#Amd then there's me ruining everything every time just because I don't get it#I get being curious I get being selfish and cruel for the sake of it#I don't get being patient and understanding to someone like that when they're actively making you uncomfortable#Which is why I'm sure am writing and enjoy characters with conflicts like that - just look at whatever characters I draw#I never get too far from characters that brings me comfort of being normal in a weird way#Anyway!
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My supervisor at work just made me hop on a call with her, demanding me to explain to her why I was "ignoring her messages" last night. You wanna know what time her first message came in? 5:04 PM. You wanna know what time my shift ends and I shut down my computer for the night? 5:00 PM. Now, anyone with half a brain and especially someone with readily-available access to my schedule and my clock punches could probably suss out the reason I didn't respond to those messages, hmm? And yet there I was, having to defend myself with simple facts that she could have figured out herself if she had taken one fucking second to look! Oh, and of course there was no apology from her afterwards either, because why would there be? It's not like she was wrong or anything, because oh, my status in Microsoft Teams still showed as "available" for a second when she messaged, I'm sorry. Because that never takes a few minutes to automatically update or anything. So the lesson here wasn't "maybe put in the tiniest amount of research before coming at one of your employees with instant accusations", no, it's that I need to make sure I manually set my status to offline in Microsoft Teams when I leave for the day.
I have been at my job for 5 years, and in that time, I have had 6 supervisors. I've never kept the same one for too long, and I'm hoping that trend continues because this is the first supervisor I've had that has actively made me hate my job. 🥲
#I swear she is devoid of any sympathy#she is the first supervisor I've had that is constantly on everyone's asses about metrics#like we work in a pharmacy and specifically on a specialized team to provide extra care to patients with more complicated therapies#so sometimes we have to spend a good amount of time on one patient to make sure they get what they need#every supervisor I've had up until now has understood that we can't always get through a ton of people in a day#but no with this supervisor if any of our numbers slip it's an instant ''tell me why this happened and make sure it doesn't happen again''#she doesn't care about the patients at all#it's all about churning through as many account as possible to get those number high!#who gives a shit about if patients are getting everything they need? line on graph must go up!#oh! and she's also my first supervisor to berate me for taking a sick day!#I'm sorry for taking one day to recover after I barely slept because I was up all night puking my guts out! how selfish of me!#I should have just toughed through my misery so that the number on the graph would keep going up! it won't happen again your majesty!
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And to the surprise of no one I am once again staying up far too late drawing Shin and Sara interactions
#mr beast au sara makes me so crazy actually#what do you mean she spent thirty-six years trying to turn back time so she could have another chance to save everyone#what do you mean it fucking worked#and fucking. midori. oh my god midori.#because shin doesn't know. he was dead before they met midori. midori is still his dead “best friend” in his mind#but sara knows literally everything#she had access to every record in asu-naro of course she knows everything#she's seen exactly what midori wrote about shin and it's made her sick#fuckkkk I'm driving myself crazy. “did you know he was 21 when you met” what if i exploded into a million pieces evil style. what about that#i need to go to sleep. if I don't wake up reasonably enough my day will be ruined horribly#okay goodnight I'm going to bed now byeeee
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if you don't think they can still work, that honestly sounds like a you problem
#fionna and cake#adventure time#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#finn mertens#marceline abadeer#//honestly i just wanted to doodle golbetty who kills my eyes#and then whoops she has hair now.#alongside;;; other design changes#maybe she's like this bc of some kinda wish#like lets just pretend wishes worked mkay? mkay#or maybe this is basically like a mini copy to keep around simon who knows at this point#i did not plan that far ahead#anyway monster wife lets go#also mans deadass comes home after being missing for gods knows how long#everyone is worried sick about him and he just rolls up like nothing happened with his wife and absolutely nothing is wrong nope sirree#everything is fine and normal and cool :)#ALSO the absolute urge to do a funnie animatic/pmv thing with simon is growing (the pigeon song by cavetown will NOT leave me alone)#anywho hi hello yes im done rambling now goodbye!
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I wonder what jimmy was thinking when he thought why Anya failed getting into medical school
When we learn this part of her life I actually thought the reason she struggled getting in was actually because she was easily squeamish. We’re still early into the game at this point and I didn’t really know why she was so uncomfortable feeding curly painkillers and just figured she gets easily stressed out or something which was why she never got in
#talkin#mouthwashing#don’t mine just rambling#when I played I just thought Anya was just not expecting the degree of injuries of curly and freaked out because of it#but she’s the one tho took care of curly the most too so I kinda contradicted my initial thoughts#she’s fine helping curly with everything else. just not giving him the medicine#learning she’s pregnant makes so much more sense afterwards because so hearing him gag would make her sick too#also jimmy looks down on everyone and takes what he thinks he sees as truth#so I wonder if he genuinely thought she wasn’t smart enough or thought she was mentally fragile#because she’s always fidgety around him and doesn’t seem to care that she’s only like that around HIM
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i now wanna see a rewrite of 2-3 with the despair-asites
#scarposts#that would be the true horror movie shit mikan would want#that would be so scary#Imagine dealing with that shit on a secluded island nuh uh not me#ok ill put my ideas down here tw warning for parasites duh:#With the addition to the hospital mikan is so happy to be in her element#but wait!! monokuma gave her a gift???? it must be a trick!!#but the gift is special#a rare breed of parasites that give the host a special disease#mikan loves parasites sooo much because as their host they NEED her#and when she raises them in her patients THEY need her#so what an amazing present to have special parasites with a rare sickness attached to them!!!#mikan is soooooooooooooo happy she immediately puts them inside of her#boom she gets the disease and remembers everything#so greatful to junko for such a great gift she implates their eggs in a few of her classmates#Eventually she harvests them leading to the death of two classmates#but a class trial stops her from getting the rest#Everyone is confused because how tf did parasites get here???#Everyone blames the parasites for the murder but that pisses off mikan so much#bc how dare they disrespect her babies?? her beloveds gift??#uh oh she lost her temper and blew her cover#then punishment time#not that different from canon but whatver#Would love to hear other ideas#Honestly realizing the concept of implanting a foreign egg sack inside of herself is basically what she does with junkos uterus#great now it can mirror fuyuhiko with his slashed eye
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