#so sad that it can't be constant jokes 24/7

[f-imaginings]

I am at the stage where I can spot when I'm getting stuck at a scene now and plan out a total rewrite as needed but it's always so frustrating the way it halts me when it happens. Then I always need at least a solid sit down writing day to make the scene work again, which means I can't really chip away at it on the train in to work or after work BC it's not enough time. So it means I can't really write until the weekend when I can fix it all up in one sitting. I wish I was the sort of writer who could just jump on to the next scene but it's all gotta be in order for me or else I'll lose myself in edit city. Tldr I wanna write all the juicy stuff but I'm stuck on a scene with McGucket and I can't move on until I do it justice so I have to wait until Sunday 😔

[quinnysnursery]

hihi, so happy to see you back!! missed you lots, congrats on graduating!!

i saw you had requests back open again, and i was wondering if you could do preferences for the caregivers with a very sensitive little who practically cries at everything, is painfully shy, and needs comfort and reassurance 24/7 :(

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[🪄] the cg's with a sensitive little! | preferences

including : matt, chris, nick, nate, tara, johnnie, jake, carrington, sam and colby

divider credit : @v6que

a/n : i KNOW i had one other preferences post and i literally searched my entire account and can't find it, so ig it's lost media now 😭

Matt :

🩹 provides the BEST comfort

🦈 "i know hun, that thunder was pretty scary, wasn't it?" "yeah :(" "that's alright, dada's here now."

🫧 knows all your triggers/unsafe foods 'n textures

🩹 and does BACKBENDS to avoid them

🦈 "don' want sandwich :(" "oh no! dada's having a sandwich, little one is having mac and cheese. sound good?" "c: yeah!"

🫧 painfully shy? no worries, so is matt. he understands 🫶

Chris :

🥤chris....is loud

💫 "bein' too loud" "wha? oh, sorry hun!"

🤍 however, he does make the best boxed mac 'n cheese

🥤shy little? no worries! chris talks enough for the both of you

💫 constantly wiping your tears with his hoodie sleeve

🤍 "will a lollipop make things better?" ":( yeah"

Nick :

🌟 will ALWAYS be down to sit at home on bad sensory days

🗞️ always coming up with creative ways to bring his little out of their shell

🎥 "if only someone here loved bluey...." ":O i love bluey!"

🌟 best reassurance ever, "y'know i don't mind taking care of you, right?"

🗞️ can always IMMEDIATELY recognize when you're about to cry

🎥 "shhh, dada's here. let it out, i know baby..."

Nate :

🏒 unlike nick, he can NOT tell when you're about to cry and is always caught off guard

🌨 "oh! oh honey...shh, don't cry"

⛸ always tries making you laugh as his first response

🏒 lets you wear his hoodies on extremely tough days

🌨 "is that helping?" "mhm :c smells like dada :c"

⛸ he's got the spirit

Tara :

❤️ tara, bless her heart, did not realize how sensitive you were at first

🎞️ "baby, i was only gone five minutes!" ":c i'm sorry!" "oh no honey...don't be sorry, mama's sorry, mama should've let you know i was leaving"

🎵 cuddles !! with !! sugar !!

❤️ painfully shy? that's not a problem at all! just like chris, tara talks enough for the both of you!

🎞️  always holding onto her babies hand or hugging them :(

🎵 "mama's got you sweet girl/boy/little one"

Johnnie :

🦇 johnnie is a bit nervous when he realizes just how sensitive you are

🌒 because he's petrified of being the reason you cry

🐈‍⬛ "do you need a hug?" "mhm :(" "okay princess/prince, c'mere"

🦇 plays guitar/sings songs for you when your having a really bad day/night

🌒 "hollyw'od!" "we've already done that one five times, sweetheart." ":c" "okay okay, hollywood it is."

🐈‍⬛ ends up learning your triggers and does his best to avoid them

Jake :

♣️ oh jake, sweet jake...

🍒 he never INTENDS to make you cry

♠️ but with his loud personality and constant bouncing around? yeah...it ususally ends with

♣️ ":( 'oo loud" "dada's sorry baby...i didn't realize i was being so loud"

🍒 loves cracking jokes to make you smile

♠️ "there's the pretty smile!"

Carrington :

🧸 the best at making you laugh while your sad/crying

🍬 also loves just cradling you in his arms while you sit on his lap

🎧 "dada's got you"

🧸 human teddy bear so, snuggles are a must

🍬 learns your nonverbal cues when you don't feel like talking

🎧 "do we want....mac and cheese?" ":c" 'okay...what about...grilled cheese?" "c:" "grilled cheese it is!"

Sam :

🎥 the most reassuring man ever

👻 "sorry i got scared :(" "oh sweetheart, you don't have to apologize. everyone gets scared sometimes!"

💛 constantly lending his little an article of clothing for comfort

🎥 the BEST at tending to boo-boos

👻 speaking for you when your feeling shy

💛 "they're feeling a little shy right now, what's up?"

Colby :

👻 this man...THIIIISS MAN

⛓ the most protective cg imo

🦴 "what's scaring you hun? do we need to go home? does dada need to fight a ghost?"

👻 lets you play with his rings/necklaces as a distraction

⛓ wrapping his arms around you and assuring you he's got you :(

🦴 "tell dada's whats going on?"

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[boxenstopp]

previous one here (ep 1)

EPISODE 2 OF CZECH IT OUT GOING INSANE TIME

LETS GO!!

omfg i love these boys so much. anyway shadow here calls them "double Ms" and carzzy makes, probably an innuendo by telling him to get between his legs? marek then, in the intro, says stuff about double m two, and refers to them as "me and matyas" which first of all. he says matyas!! second of all, the says matyas? without the š?? could be english-izing.

carzzy then with the. and this is literally all i can think of when i hear/see it. beauty vlogger intro. "hello guys :)" but his eyes look completely dead i love it so much.

then there's a cut because you know these bitches were just awkwardly staring into the camera for far too long.

NOW. HAIR SAGA. carzzy needs to check his hair with his phone (fucking girl) and humanoid just starts messing with his too like I GET IT GUYS. YOURE LITTLE PRINCESSES. humanoid and his movement actually like he thinks he's in a hair commercial. and then.

needs to bump into carzzy because while carzzy is loud about being an attention whore and everyone knows it, humanoid is also one, just. more private about it or something (not really if i'm pointing it out here) probably planning something devious.... like calling carzzy hot.

NEXT. i always do a watch of these beforehand so i know what i'm getting into but honestly. always makes me gasp when humanoid leans over and just says "you're so fucking hot, oh my god" . like okay he can do that sure but normally that's a backing down type thing not a teehee i want attention from by bf. cannot overstate how much this means to me foaming at the mouth im normal guys im normal

also nothing except humanoid has. arms. and carzzy says he's "lost it mentally" but i mean we all knew that already.

THIS FRAME. a) carzzy with the eyes b) the fact that he actually leans towards marek like he's going right baby? hmm? good midlaner!!

also marek has the "backing down" face again cause his ryze got countered by the pantheon oh no :<<< he also does a little apologetic look down at back at carzzy like he's ashamed. this also makes carzzy laugh way too hard cause i mean, free insult for him xdd.

THEN. the synchronized stomped "to the floor" is AMAZING because they look so fucking proud like yes guys WE GOT IT.

so far no "marek brazda"s :( also genuinely i need to state how much these guys are pretty much the same around each other. constant just blatant insults, intense neediness same fucking humor all of it. there is no like needy/patient angle to me. humanoid would call himself the patient one sure, but he is WRONG.

really good carzzy face here btw. what he looks like in my mind 24/7.

+ bullying carzzy time! poor little sad baby can't hit an mf ult and it's call his fault until it isn't :( he goes on to go boo hoo actually it's reallt hard to hit an ult and it relies on MY team who were doing shit and ACTUALLY they were calling me a perfect player like yesterday so whose fault is it >:(

humanoid's face when carzzy claims that he'd called carzzy a perfect player

here we also get one of the stupidest dom/sub moments because really i don't know what else to call it. carzzy says humanoid shouldn't talk cause he isn't allowed. and then as a little funny joke haha humanoid pitches his voice disgustingly high and says. fucking. "yes i agree master" i mean he regrets it immediately after but he still said. that.

THE THING I TALKED ABOUT LAST EP . where one of them just entirely backs down and goes actually youre the fucking best thing in the universe. and this time it's marek and he's cute and stuff about it and actually very thought through explanation of how carzzy carries the entire team 1v9 <3 i mean not that this is a standard, he goes right back to insulting carzzy's elise but the dynamic of it is so so good chomping on thoughts rn

next segment is just humanoid making noises :)

carzzy goes on a rant about how he was sad and crying and depressed (but in a teehee way if that makes sense. in a :3 way.) and like any normal person humanoid GETS UP, has a weird scuffle and pulls carzzy's hood over his head. i mean you could argue carzzy initiated it but they're always on the verge of bodying each other. classic carzzynoid behavior love how they never explain shit youre just supposed to sit and stare like wtf

FINALLY THE ENDING. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW CZECH IT OUT TORTURES ME. BUT THE ENDING. IS EVEN MORE TORTUROUS.

THIS SHIT. i have no comment i feel like if i did it would be exactly this. silence. they do this shit in complete silence. (we also get a bit of a bi thing w carzzy and humanoid saying i love you which is a thing. they do. but im also so tired goodnight lol enjoyers.)

VIDEO END.

final thoughts: ouwghdhwja. ahhhooaaaaaa. every time i watch one of these i go damn, they posted this? they went, hmm, this is good for out branding. 2 disasters trying to overcome their disaster-ly mess and come out on the other side exactly the same, just way more fucking annoying aboutit. what am i even saying anymore. also no marek brazda's :( too busy being gay ig

[fefe-the-cat]

Frithuswith (protagonist of my current wip, Adultery, Assassination)

[1] Frithuswith is immediately beloved by all. She genuinely loves everyone she meets. Major golden retriever energy, but still competent enough to be one of her kingdom's greatest monarchs.

[2] She's a queen consort. She's never alone. But if she was, she'd probably just... vibe, I guess, I don't know.

[3] Grief, specifically the kind that comes from betrayal. She just denies everything. The only reason she believed Eadgifu when she said she seduced Rastislav (her husband) was because Eadgifu was "running too high a fever to be lying" at the time.

[4] Loving almost to a fault and will make everyone aware.

[5] Definitely a good secret keeper seeing as no one found out about the attempt on Rastislav's life. But they all knew Frithuswith used her regency to usurp the throne.

[6] She meant what she said and she said what she meant. An elephant's faithful one hundred percent!

[7] She could probably lie if she wanted to, but she just... doesn't want to.

[8] She will definitely let you know. She's spunky.

[9] I... don't know, actually. Maybe all of them? I think she can adapt.

[10] Frithuswith fell for Rastislav hard and fast, and trusted him blindly.

[11] A crackling fire, a soft blanket, and an opportunity to yap.

[12] Her self-esteem is pretty high, but she's not arrogant. She knows she's flawed, but she also knows worse people can and do exist.

[13] A joke that might take a second to get. A funny one-liner or clever pun.

[14] It depends on the situation. A flustered/crush laugh is a giggle. An amused laugh is a cackle. Then there's that sad laugh. I don't know how to type it, but I'm guessing you all know what it sounds like.

[15] She overthrew her husband because he cheated on her. This question can't be answered because Frithuswith is never around someone she doesn't like. She just kicks them out or leaves.

[16] She's self-reliant but not problematically.

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[17] The constant fear of being assassinated.

[18] No.

[19] She wouldn't have married Rastislav. She would have kicked and screamed and insisted on her father making an alliance with another country. Or joined a convent. Or run off into the woods.

[20] She just does her darndest to solve the problem. Cheating husband? Kick him out. Girl tried to assassinate him because she's a hitwoman? Give her a new job. She's very practical.

[21] Really depends on how sick. A little sniffle or an upset stomach? Leave her alone. the plague? Please hold her.

[22] She'll have nightmares, but they're more vaguely threatening and they don't happen often. If they do, she doesn't remember them.

[23] During canon. Husband gets plague, finds out husband got plague from cheating on her because mistress is an assassin, has to rule the country and figure out how to deal...

[24] I'd say overthrowing the king was a pretty heart over head decision.

[25] The story is set in what is implied to be Medieval Europe, so I think all her fears were rational and the better question is why isn't she afraid of everything?

[26] If she does, I'm not sure how important it is to the plot. Up to you guys :) She may have a few traits yoinked from autism though. As a treat. Because I'm autistic. But it's entirely open to interpretation.

[27] She doesn't really have a physical appearance. She could be anyone. But my current mental image of her is Jane from My Lady Jane (the TV show).

[28] Forgiveness is complex. It doesn't mean no longer being hurt. It doesn't mean reconciliation. It means intentionally choosing not to hold a grudge and hate that person for the sake of the forgiver. So I really don't know.

[29] Eliminate the cause, cry...

[30] Healthiest: cry, solve problem. Unhealthiest: you could put her quotes on r/rare insults probably

[31] Hmmmm... I think it depends on whether she's aware that what she did was wrong. If she knowingly did something wrong, she'd own up to it quickly and easily, but if it was an accident or only considered wrong by an arbitrary societal standard (e.g. greeting someone with a cat noise, wearing pants around the palace, etc.), she probably won't, at least not without putting up a bit of a fight.

[32] Being so trusting.

[33] Her wedding. Even if the guy turned out to be an adulterous asshole, she still looks back on it as a good day.

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[34] She's impulsive and naive, but I don't know how insecure she is about that.

[35] Up to interpretation. I didn't give her a physical appearance, nor do I know if/what beauty standards are applicable in the setting, so it's up to everyone else.

[36] Yes, definitely. Her wedding dress and ring, probably.

[37] She doesn't get those. She has a kingdom to run.

[38] It's a castle. It's inherently safe, otherwise purposeless.

[39] Sidesleeper, probably scrunched up, likes to be the little spoon.

[40] It's the Middle Ages. She can't afford that.

[41] Wake up, get dressed by lady/ies-in-waiting, monch.

[42] Cuddle time for both

[43] She's the queen. That's not a thing.

[44] Wherever the people are.

[45] Depends on the event.

[46] Comfort.

[47] Probably, but not much. Maybe a glass of wine or mead with dinner. Maybe a couple on her wedding night.

[48] princess->queen

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[49] Literate, good at politics (not even a period-typical misogyny thing, King John of England needed a signet ring for a reason)

[50] Really good at knowing what she wants, really bad at wanting things society wants her to want, probably

[51] I refer again to her position in society.

[52] Old English (Frithuswith was named after St. Frithuswith, Patron Saint of Oxford, that's her native language), Czech (Rastislav is named after the king of Moravia in the 860's), and probably Latin (church and stuff)

[53] I feel like they didn't sing much outside of church at that time...

[54] Just tell her what you want and she'll do her best to get it to you :)

[55] It takes three weeks for habits to be developed, so...

[56] Depends. Was it clever? Did the dirt contribute? Is she eating? Are there children present? What's the relationship between the maker of the joke and everyone else present, including but not limited to her?

[57] Nurse the woman who tried to assassinate her husband back to health.

[58] Morals

[59] She doesn't care much about if she's remembered or specifically what for, but if she is remembered, she wants it to be for something good or morally neutral

[60] I think she already did. She usurped the throne. I think that counts, except she can't break the law because she is the law, so...

OC questions

60 questions that can be made into an OC ask game, or you can just fill everything out yourself to get to know your character a little better :)

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[1] What first impression do they typically make? Are they likeable from the get go, or take time to grow on people?

[2] How does their social personality differ from how they act when they’re alone?

[3] What emotion is the hardest for them to deal with?

[4] How physically and emotionally affectionate they are?

[5] Are they good at keeping secrets?

[6] How direct are they in conversations, do they speak in hints and riddles or bluntly say what they think?

[7] Are they a good liar, and what would they probably lie about?

[8] How open they are about their true feelings, both positive and negative?

[9] What is their love language?

[10] How quickly do they fall for someone?

[11] What are small things that make them happy?

[12] How high is their self-esteem?

[13] What kind of sense of humor do they have, if any?

[14] What does it take to make them laugh, and what does their laugh sound like?

[15] How do they act around people they don't like?

[16] Do they easily rely on others to help them out, or prefer doing everything themselves?

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[17] What is their biggest struggle that no one around them is able to understand or believe?

[18] Do they ever have to hide their identity and for what reason?

[19] If they could change one thing about their past, what would they change?

[20] When they’re sad or upset, do they need company or some time alone?

[21] When they’re sick, would they want others to visit and take care of them, or they would rather prefer not to be seen at not their best?

[22] Do they have nightmares, and if yes, when did they start and what are they usually about?

[23] What was the worst, the darkest period of their life that they have been through?

[24] How hard it is for them to not allow their emotions to cloud their judgement?

[25] Do they have fears and phobias, and if they do, do they usually keep it to themselves or talk about it openly?

[26] Do they have any physical or mental ilness, how do they handle it and how open they are about it?

[27] Do they have any scars, how did they get them and how do they feel about them?

[28] What is something that they will never be able to forgive?

[29] How do they deal with loss, stress and anger?

[30] What are their most healthy and most unhealthy coping mechanisms?

[31] How hard it is for them to own up to their mistakes and wrongdoings?

[32] Is there something they've done in the past that they deeply regret till this day?

[33] What are one of their fondest and most treasured memories?

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[34] Do they have vices they don't want others to know about?

[35] Do they like their own appearance, and what do they do, if anything, to alter it in any way?

[36] Do they own items that have sentimental value?

[37] How would they spend a lazy day when they have nothing specific to do?

[38] What do they usually do or where do they go when they need to feel comfortable and safe?

[39] What is their sleeping habits and favorite sleeping position, either alone and with someone?

[40] How picky they are with food, do they have specific dietary requirements based on their health or culture?

[41] What’s their usual morning routine?

[42] What is their idea of a perfect friendly hangout and/or romantic date?

[43] Do they enjoy flirting or being flirted with?

[44] On a party, where would you find them?

[45] For an event, would they dress like they typically do, or go all out?

[46] Would they rather dress to look attractive or to feel comfortable, and what would they never wear?

[47] Do they drink alcohol, and if they do, how much and how often?

[48] Are they, or were they at some point in their life, a part of any subculture?

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[49] Do they possess any unexpected skill or knowledge that surprises others, and otherwise, what is something anyone would assume they know or can do, but in fact they don’t?

[50] What are they really good and really bad at?

[51] How good are they with money?

[52] Do they speak any other languages aside from their own?

[53] Do they like to sing and how confident they are with their singing?

[54] Do they like giving gifts, and how good are they at picking good gifts?

[55] How long does it take for them to make a new place feel like home, and what do they need for it?

[56] How would they react to hearing a dirty joke?

[57] What was the most stupid or dangerous thing they have ever done?

[58] In the situation where they had to choose, would they rather stay loyal to their morals or to people they love?

[59] What would they want to be remembered for?

[60] If they were to commit a crime, what kind of crime would it most likely be?

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some of these question were written myself, some are the courtesy of my friend, and some were brought from my questionnaires in my old fandom. if you use them, please reblog or link back to this post

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random astro placements &

their culture 🎠🤍🎠

(part 3)

you guys clearly enjoyed being roasted a lil too much so i'm bringing this series back for ya;) enjoy beautiful<3

astro culture//part 1 — part 2 — part 4

🎠cancer rising culture is having major god complex AND savior complex but its so subtle no one but your closest friend know. like yes daddy tell me more about your struggles and addictive patterns you only confide in me right?🥰

🎠mars in 4H culture is a life long burden of trauma so you hoe around as a coping mechanism like flirting with your therapist like "what mommy issue? you do be looking kinda fine today mamas"💀💀

🎠virgo mars culture is being slapped during sex bro. i said what i sad.

🎠gemini rising culture is having your friends telling one another to "tread lightly" and to not make any overbearing jokes that can trip you out because you're waiting for a new prescription for your anxiety meds.

🎠mercury in 5H culture is joking about someone's sex life in public when you're 5 shots in and your bestfriend just look at you like😀can you not😀

🎠sagittarius placements culture is enjoying sarcastic people a lil too much. y'all literally love it when the most skeptical, the most stubborn and sarcastic person can take the heat and drag you to hell and back with their words is that a kink or something why are you guys enjoying this😋

🎠pluto-midheaven culture is dressing like a retired witch whenever you're in your element.

🎠sagittarius placements culture is also having a soft spot for people who act tough on the outside but you know it's just a front and now they got your attention so you gotta stick around and figure them out *sigh in private browser*

🎠uranus 8H culture is lowkey getting turned on when people give you the cold shoulder. on and off attention?constant mind games caused by possibly years of therapy? yes please bring it mmhm😈

🎠scorpio moon/venus/mars culture is pushing people away before you get attached like oh is it already 1AM? aight wake up tinder fling y'all gots to go.

🎠saturn in 7H culture being active on tinder 24/7 and your side hoe list is way too long but then deactivating it during exam szn because you have "priorities"

🎠saturn in 7H culture is actually still hooked on that one person that you were barely physical with but you "felt something was there" and can't stop thinking about them after multiple flings wishing that you could have done things differently.

🎠uranus in 4H culture is moving around all the time when you're younger and your family dynamic changes constantly so you in turns do not get attach whatsoever or you don't even bother to get to know people too early on anymore.

🎠aquarius mars culture is secretly enjoying it when you meet an astrology fanatic like "oh you can tell me more about myself? i mean i know myself pretty well but yeah keep talking"

🎠moon in 12H culture is having everyone ranting to you about their emotions so randomly like you'd just be ordering an ubereats order and your friend would turn around and tell you shits like "bro i think i might need to go to see someone i've been seeing things when i sleep..." so you just kinda go "uh okay what do you want😀bbq sauce or sweet and sour sauce?"

🎠mercury in 4H culture is seeing books and more books everywhere in your childhood home. you probably grew up reading the atlas for fun💀

🎠chart ruler in 11H culture is getting into arguments with your boo because they think you'd choose your friends over them😀

🎠chiron in 7H culture is telling people you're not that picky tbh but you know deep down your standards is higher than than mount everest.

🎠virgo+aquarius energy in a chart culture is telling people "i cOuLd nEvEr stay with someone who cheated on me" but lowkey though, as long as its physical not emotional😀👍🏼

🎠aquarius rising culture is constantly justifying your partner's wrongdoings because you love them and they have a special place in your heart and you know you don't just let anyone in🥲 borderline delusional but you do you gurl

🎠lilith in 7H culture is asking yourself why am i like this what is wrong with me because you get turned on by toxicass ride-or-die mentality like Harley Quinn and Joker energy or Bonnie and Clyde pls get help when you can xoxo

🎠pisces moon culture is taking a step back and going the other way when you heard a girl crying at a party because "good vibes only" and you're too drunk to handle one more person's burden today🤡

🎠leo rising culture is staring at your s/o for an hour and smile & look pretty as you ask them if they notice anything new about you but after another hour of profusely sweating and overanalyzing they gave up and you got mad because you spent banks on the new trim for your hair ends💀

🎠pisces rising culture is blushing when you think about your s/o like ya my boo do be cute but silly😌 and ya my boo simps for me and me only😌

🎠capricorn mars culture is waking up one morning realizing how you forgot about your loved ones for a sec and was stressing about work waaaay too much so you start buying them gifts and food without saying anything as a way to tell em you appreciate them.

🎠capricorn sun culture is falling for that one baddie who looks so put together but aren't that put together when they're with you🥳

🎠capricorn venus culture is getting weirdly horny when the usual quiet and relaxed person goes on a sudden power trip like 🤠thats kinda unexpected but i'm not mad you can proceed🤠

🎠taurus moon culture is looking at someones dead in the eyes and tell em you wish you cared enough lmfao "i'm chillin" but one shot of tequila in and you're oversharing all of your struggles

🎠virgo rising culture is refusing to leave the house looking crusty like oh you saw them looking unprepared? they prolly like you more than you know;)

🎠leo placements culture is seeing your exes/past hookups on the streets when you look kinda musty so you start running the other way😄 no body no murder dear🥰

🎠libra rising culture is fixing your posture&standing up straight as you use your fingers to brush you hair faster than someone can spell Bartholomew when you see the one girl you know was tryna get with your boo in the distance

🎠gemini venus culture is spacing out during an conversation and then make up for it by saying "okay i hear you though" or "i know what you mean" like do you really jessica? do you?

🎠jupiter 1H culture is using humour as a coping mechanism like bahahaha ya he cheated on me its okay tho i cheated on him too ahahahahahahahha🤣🤣💀

🎠leo moon culture is secretly loving it when others follow you like yeah i'm that b who started the trend i invented you b*tches👍🏼

🎠leo moon culture is telling your friend its cute that their boyfriend ordered food for them when they're sick and then posting on your story something along the line of "does anyone want to ubereats food for me teehee "

🎠cancer placements culture is knowing yours strength is either ribs or tits. either you're showing off that gorgeous stomach or those enormous tits no in between.

🎠chart ruler in 10H culture is screaming at your noisy ass friends to keep it down because you gotta submit this essay at 12 and once you submitted it suddenly you're funnelling in the middle of a party <3

🎠moon in 1H MEN culture is having the lady killer smile. so emotionally smart they make you feel cared for too sksksksk

🎠chart ruler in 2H culture is having hella✨anger issue✨ for 10 minutes and throw a tantrum before cooling down instantly and start asking your friends if they wanna grab frozen yogurt with you like nothing happened

🎠mars dominant culture is your friends having to physically stop you from beating up their s/o when you found out they cheated.

🎠venus dominant culture is knowing you're the shit and telling a guys with a straight face something like "if i'm your girlfriend/boyfriend you're welcome" like💀

🎠libra mars culture is removing yourself from the room when someone starts crying because "i can't do this today gf xoxo its been fun tho sending your good vibes!"

🎠aries rising culture is making sure there are going to be hoes at your party so your ex can see how "happy" and "content" you are💀💀💀

🎠cancer moon culture is being everyones favourite therapist. like you would just be existing and people would start telling your stories about their childhood trauma.

🎠cancer rising culture is being the favourite child. prove me wrong.

🎠cancer rising culture is also being the child that your entire family depend on emotionally like wtf why me🥰

🎠sagittarius rising culture is reading up astro blogs telling you you're a horse girl and you're just like 😐at least i'm a hot one bro😐

🎠saturn - IC harsh aspects culture is asking yourself damn i really lived my life and i turned out to be pretty decent aahahahaahahha no but seriously, are u guys okay loves?😀

🎠moon-IC culture is having a parental figure thats highkey obsessed with you and your life like they'd get hurt if you forget to tell them you bought a new diffuser💀

🎠capricorn moon culture is making a sarcastic comment and immediately overthink like fuck was that too harsh can they take it will they think i'm being serious or nah🥲

🎠aries sun culture is yelling at your subject of interest that you don't give a damn about them and they can go f themselves for all you care but cooling down 2 hours later and messaging them wyd wanna come over🤡🤡🤡

🎠taurus mars culture is being a closet freak like they're such cuddly people in secret. look like i fuck with you or you fw me🤬💥but is actually come and cuddle energy🥺👉🏼👈🏼

🎠scorpio mars culture is getting chills and a slight heartache when someone holds your hand like "i mean i don't usually do this but this is kinda nice i guess🙄"

🎠capricorn venus culture is doing the nasty on a pile of green dollar bills. change my mind.

🎠pisces mercury culture is people underestimating you and think you're a lil softie but wait til you go all psycho on them and bring them down with your words only, the power you hold ma'am i-

🎠gemini mercury culture is telling your friends "nah dawg i'll take care of it ion need to study to get good grades" and you actually don't😐

🎠libra mercury culture is dirty talking in a submissive way like wow you're so good at what you're doing omg i love it when you do that yes you're the best and the most amazing d ever😄

🎠aquarius moon culture is being hella possesive but no ones know you are except for your loved ones so you're just chillin for now

🎠virgo placements culture is the inability to say no to people you love like why are you guys so self-sacrificial stop it

🎠mercury in 8H culture is laugh out loud when you get a dirty text or a sexy photo and you get a lil too excited and ignored the fact that you're at a family dinner sir

🎠8H venus culture is pinching yourself to force a smile when your s/o tells you they wanna have a girls night/boys night like 😄sure😄ofcourse😄lets😄spend😄some😄time😄apart😄

🎠moon in 6H culture is forcing yourself to cry because everyone starts crying so you just go uh i guess i'll be sad now uh💀

🎠10H saturn culture is telling your friends "no promise but i'll do my best crying is not my specialty dawg"

🎠capricorn mercury culture is running around the afterparty to make sure everyone is still alive. watch you knock on the washroom door a lil too hard to check that theres no junkie friends of yours OD-ing in there 💀

🎠taurus placements culture is having chaotic firey friends like the superiority you feel being the sane one among these clowns🥰

🎠pisces/aquarius placements culture is chanting spells out loud and spray holy water around your house

🎠cancer placements culture is showing up to your friends house with a bag full of supplies and say something like ok i'm here bitch lets start crying i made food sit down lets talk about your issues wtf happened.

🎠leo placements culture is falling in love with either venusians energy or plutonic energy. strictly one or another.

I can not believe how many ideas I have for these culture post y'all. they just keep coming. I'll do one more proper observation post soon cuz ik i've been slacking✨ haha if you guys make it here gimme a OWA OWA like last time and if you're still reading y'all better lemme know what you think about this and how it applies to you🤡

ily guysssss,

love,

saint jenx🪐

[chanandlersstuff]

Summer isn't the only thing that breaks

Pairing: Charles Leclerc x Reader.

Summary: Sometimes loving the other person it's not enough.

Word count: 2.545.

Author’s note: I don't take charge or pay psychologists for what you may feel reading this. I was in my feelings and needed to write something to get all out of my system. English is my second language so sorry for the misspellings. Sorry if the title doesnt make sence but its the only things that comes to my mind.

Part two

You were walking through the airport suitcase in one hand and phone in the other. His number appears on the screen and a smile on your lips. His raspy voice telling you that he was waiting for you in the parking lot, just like you agree, even without seeing him you can sense his smile while he was talking. You hop on the passenger seat and he didn't let you close the door that he was already kissing you like his life deppen of it. His hands on your neck bringing you imposible close to him.

-Hi to you too.- Your voice sounds happy and your eyes close in case this was a dream, again.

-I miss you so fucking much.- Your breath mixing with each other and your noses touching.

-Me too, Charles.- No pet names were needed, that was the deal.

-Come on, the summer break await for us.- A little peck on your lips and the car was moving.

The ride to your destination was full of low music, your hand in his while Charles was driving and now and then he leaves kisses in your knuckles. No work related talk, it was too painful that way. In a moment of your relationship, even when you were friends, the two of us could talk about everything. Even a look could say all that was on your mind and the other would knew exactly what to do.

You two met so many years ago that you lost count. The chemistry was undeniable, the same silly jokes and pranks, the way you move in sync when you were together and even when you weren't together but in the same place, the fond smiles and shiny eyes. It was a matter of time for you two to end up together, or a matter of putting everything on the table. Either way you confess your love for each other the same day, even in that you were connected.

The memories bring a bittersweet smile to your face. In another time those exact memories would make you the most happy person on the planet but right now, after all those years, it didn't. From the corner of his eye Charles could see you and he could bet he knew what was on your mind, because of the look on your face. Because he had the same look when he thought of the two of you.

Everyone knows that you two love each other. Your familys, your common friends and the ones that were not common, even his fans kwen it. But sometimes love isn't enough, sometimes loving the other person so much that it doesn't fit in your body isn't enough. A whole year of relationship where you only saw him in his summer break, in his home grand prix and two other races where it. That was how long the relationship lasted.

You try to make those memories leave your head and live the moment. Your hand in his, Levitating from Dua Lipa playing in the background, your head moving side to side in sync to the rhythm of the song, his hair moving thanks to the breeze and the summer in the air. It was he and you for a couple of weeks. Nothing else, nothing more. You tell yourself that everything was going to be alright.

The first days were amazing, like always. Traveling from here to there in Europe, days with his family that love you like you were their own, nights with your mutual friends clubbing and having the time of your lifes. Dancing glue to each other, drunk kisses and hot sex all night in every sourfaces that you were capable making up for all those days that you weren’t in his arms.

His mum love you, love both of you and was the first one to be over the moon when you were together, but also was the first one to knew that this agreement or this kind of relationship, if you could call it like that, wasn't healthy and it will end bad.

Maybe it was that the two of you were growing up, becoming more mature persons or maybe you were more nostalgic than normal. But seeing him driving the boat with that bandana in his head, that one time it was yours, made you walk down memory lane and end up on the day that the two of you called it quits.

Your relationship was based on constant facetimes, calls and that was it. It was like you were 13 again and it was a virtual boyfriend. His busy schedule and your first year in the job of your dreams didn't let you see him often. You knew he needed someone that was free to be with him travelling the world, encouraging him, giving him a shoulder to cry in his bad days and to be there applauding him in his best days. In a few words he needed someone that was capable of being there for him all the way in his career, not on the other side of the word in a 4 walls office 24/7. You knew that person he needed wasn't you. But the blame, if there was someone to blame, wasn't all yours. Charles also knew that you need someone to be there for you when the days in the office weren't the best, when you arrive at your house exhausted and not on the other side of the phone, traveling across the world, when you cried your eyes out from stress. When you belittle yourself thinking you weren't enough and capable for your job. He knew that you deserved some better, someone who could be there for you.

When the words “I think that we should take a time apart.” were said and the other nodded . When the moment was so fucking sad, so fucking heart breaking, because the two of you came to the same conclusion. Sad tears running in your faces and salty kisses. A whole day to make the mourning of the love that wasn't enough holding each other in your arms agreeing to be friends and love each other no matter what. Only to find you in his sheets a couple of months later agreeing to be together only in the summer break and love you all those days and when the summer ends the two of you would go to their worlds with the memories of the summer. Because the thought of not being together at all hurt much more than being together only a season of the year.

A little peck on your lips brought you back to the present and his smiley face melted your heart. Out of impulse you cup his face and kiss him love and tenderly. From outside that scene appear to be two people who love the other wholeheartedly and were happy and it was true but at the same time you were two persons who had to accept the fact to love the other only in summer time.

Charles knew you were a clingy person when the two of you were alone, but not in public. So it came to his surprise that you were holding his hand all the time and stolen kisses here and there but he didn't complain about it. Moreover he was happy and a little sparkle ignite in his interior.

Days pass like leaves falling from trees in autumn. One day he took you for a ride on his bike, because he knew how much you like it, and to have a picnic to see the sunset. Cute date nights and walks on the beach. Breakfast in bed and coffee spilled on the white sheets thanks to a hot kissing session that ends in sex. Everything was like a fairytale but those only exist in books and movies. Real life hurts like hell and not everything could be like we want.

You made up your mind two days before when you woke up and his arms were hugging your naked body to his firm chest. You couldn't put it into words the feeling that ran through your body and that was when you knew what you had to do. This day was the last one before you had to leave for the real one, it was always bittersweet.

For some reason Charles woke up feeling the most lucky man in the world, he was happy. Walking from here to there in the yacht humming songs and loving the way the sun kisses his skin. A complete breakfast on the table and kisses all over your face to wake up. Sex before and after breakfast, swimming in the cristal water and photos of the other in their galleries that would never leave your phones. You walk around with your hair wet in his favorite t-shirt and a red bandana in your ankle, nothing else nothing more.

After lunch you were sleeping in the front of the yacht with that red bikini that made him lose his mind and he was by your side. His legs flexed, his arm in your waist and his face hid in your neck. Your legs on top of his, your arms on top of his and your head lean on his. The two of you were like a puzzle that fit perfectly, but that didn't mean anything. Hour passes and you wake up, his left hand in your boob and yours on top of it, his face in your chest and your legs tangled. His face is clear of concern, smooth features a little sunburned, and you run your fingers tracing paths with his moles. The same feeling of two days ago appeared again and the only thing you could do was swallow the lump in your throat.

Charles seems to wake up and get you closer to his body, so close that you end up on top of him. Talking in his native language and raspy voice almost made you break into tears. He senses it and looks at you concern. -Il y a un problème, ma belle?

You shake your head with your eyes closed. -Don’t do that Charles, no pet names. We promise.- If you were with your eyes oppended you could see how he rolled his.

-Tell me what's wrong, please.- His seat up with you on his lap. His hands on your back and your chest close. The worry in his voice breaks your heart.

-We can't keep doing this. It's breaking us inside. Is breaking me inside.- Your words make him move away and frown his brows.

-What are you talking about?- You tried to get up from his lap and he grabbed your waist so you stayed still. -Don't do this for a second time, please.

-You need to let me go emotionally and physically, Charles.- He put his hands up and you started walking around, something you do when you are nervous.

-Why?- His eyes burning your figure.

-Because it's the healthiest thing to do. We can't keep doing this to each other. We can't keep fooling ourselves and you know it. You mean everything to me but I can't keep doing this. Every time I leave you after summer, I rip my heart out and I don't think I can keep suffering it.- Your eyes full of tears and your hands shaking a little.

-You think that it's easy for me? That all this it's easy?- You shake your head. -It 's not! Sometimes I dream about us and it seems so real, and when I fucking wake up I see the harsh reality THAT I DONT HAVE YOU COMPLETLY.- He was standing up and looking at you with red eyes.

-That is what I’m saying. Don't you see? This fucking situation is killing us. I know what you want from me and you know what I want from you but wanting something and having something it's not the same thing.- He looks at you without saying anything.

-Do you still love me?- You almost laugh at his question.

-How could you ask me that?- Charles looked at you in disbelieve.

-Because you are standing there, breaking my heart all over again that's why I’m asking you that.- You were trying so hard not to cry.

-Of course I still love you, just like the first day. But sometimes that's not enough. We agreed something years ago hoping that that way it didn't hurt that much but the only thing we agreed on was to prolong the heart break and make it bigger.- You took little steps towards him.

-I know you are right but don't want you out of my life. I dont think I’m capable of that.- His voice was so low and the look in his eyes was like a lost puppy.

-Its for the best Charles. I don't want to keep hurting you and me. It's not fair that we can only love each other for a couple of days out of 365 days a year.

-There’s nothing we can do?- His and your eyes were full of tears and his words broke you and seeing you cry made him cry.

-I won't let you give up your career to be with me and you won't let me give up my career to be with you. We love each other that much and we are fools for thinking that this would end well.- He closes the gap between the two of you.

-I can't believe I had all and then most of you, some and now none of you. Will you let me love you the time we have left?- Charles put his hands in your face and you nod.

The hours left of that day were spent with salty kisses, tears in each others body and sad and slow sex where not even an inch of distance could be beetween you two, your skins touching trying to became one or trying to remember the other for the rest of your lives, hands running through your bodies to remember it even with the eyes closed. You kiss his tears away and his kiss yours. The ride to the airport was in silence and fast but Charles held your hand in his glued to his chest, he was lost in his thoughts and you in yours. Getting used to the idea of not seeing or being with the other anymore, just the couple of minutes that you got together in the car and then that was it, all over again.

He parked the car, took your suitcase out and without saying anything you started walking to the airport door. He watches you walk away from his life but his brain screams to kiss you just one more time. Just like an addict, one more fix and that was it. Charles grabs your wrist and stamps a kiss on your lips like he did at the start of the summer break in his car, all those days ago, but this time it was full of sadness and love. He holds you close, but not too close. Just enough for you to count his slowing breaths, but not too much so that you’ll hear the slow cracking of his heart.

[wonunuu]

iris beauty ❀ | masterlist

✎ synopsis: you and mina have been best friends for as long as you remember. after your parents passed from a horrible car accident, mina's parents kindly took you in, tending and caring for you as their own. at such a young age, you have learned the meaning of debt as this is your constant feeling towards your best friend and her parents. to compensate, you have showed them undoubtable loyalty, respect, love and kindness, just as they have showed you; you do everything they tell you without question. so when your best friend asks you to pretend to be her in meeting a guy she has been talking to online, your loyalty and trust are tested when you unintentionally develop feelings for him.

✎ genre: romance, fat angst, drama, comedy

✎ pairing: reader x yoon jeonghan

✎ update schedule: mondays and tuesdays

✎ status: completed on july 15, 2021

✎ a/n: a very, very special thank you to @shuajeong for her ideas and contributions, helping me polish the final plot!!! please give her lots of love and check out her works here <3

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profiles:

❀ one

❀ two

chapters:

❀ prologue

❀ 1: productive, but late

❀ 2: vernon, the diabolical genius

❀ 3: do me a favour

❀ 4: the very helpful friends

❀ 5: teaching the uncultured swines

❀ 6: practicing self love through memes

❀ 7: the fool, joshua honk

❀ 8: hallucinations or memories of the past

❀ 9: anything is possible

❀ 10: butterflies have yet to come

❀ 11: you've got the wrong person

❀ 12: sure, a piece of cake

❀ 13: the fool's identity crisis

❀ 14: deceitful eyeballs

❀ 15: don't be sad

❀ 16: yn's second name

❀ 17: that's rough buddy

❀ 18: unexpected night

❀ 19: idiot, fashionistas, and disgusting shit

❀ 20: i wish

❀ 21: something you can't control

❀ 22: scent of his childhood

❀ 23: promises are made to be broken

❀ 24: recalling past memories

❀ 25: the iris flower

❀ 26: service error 3084

❀ 27: little toy car

❀ 28: jealousy strikes

❀ 29: pinocchio

❀ 30: beautiful man at the library

❀ 31: pool party or tea party

❀ 32: swimming fool

❀ 33: unrepentant

❀ 34: they hugged

❀ 35: side by side

❀ 36: how to answer a statement

❀ 37: adult talk

❀ 38: inside joke

❀ 39: the revelation

❀ 40: getting closer

❀ bonus: speaking spanish in paris

❀ 41: holy honk

❀ 42: 143

❀ 43: fuck yoon jeonghan

❀ 44: question marks

❀ 45: wonwoo thinks after all

❀ 46: netflix and chill

❀ 47: forever with you

[biggestsimp12]

💧Angst prompts 💧

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1. "They're not yours."

2. "It wasn't meant to go this far. I swear."

3. Please, not now."

4. "You were ready to leave me for them."

5. "There is no us, there never was."

6. "Why didn't you tell me?"

7. "If lies keep spewing from those lips then I'm walking out that door."

8. "Shut up."

9. "Are you ever going to listen?"

10. "Don't leave me. Don't you dare leave me. Please. "

11. "Leave. Before we wake up regretting what we've done."

12. "All he ever did was use you. Why can't you see that?"

13. "You think this will make me stay?"

14. "You thought this was real?"

15. "Alcohol's the only constant in my life."

16. "He already knows."

17. "I was doing fine. Really, and then you waltz back in like you didn't break my heart."

18. "You deserve so much better."

19. "we both don't want to do this, I know. but you have to understand that we need this." 20. "Why didn't you say h-how bad it was?"

21. "Everything is temporary, this was merely one of those things."

22. "I'm not going to cry, it's not worth crying."

23. "And then he left."

24. "You hurt me and I still trusted you."

25. "I deserve more than this."

26. "I'm not a lot of people's favorite person."

27. "I really think it's easier for people when I'm not around."

28. "I know, but you didn't have to use them like that!"

29. "I never thought I'd be the one to hurt you."

30. "Don't say anything else, just stay."

31. "We can start over. I'll do anything, everything can be perfect. Just please don't leave me."

32. "Why can't you see that?"

33. "I guess we just weren't meant to be."

34. "you're always leaving me"

35. "I miss them"

36. "Don't do this to yourself"

37. "Why do you hate me?"

38. "It's over, isn't it?"

39. "we never got the right timing."

40. "if you asked me years ago, I would have said yes."

41. "we aren't the same people. not anymore."

42. "don't you want to know what could have been?"

43. "it's too late."

44. "I used to daydream about us. What changed?"

45. "maybe in another life we ​​could have been together."

46. "you're not the one I love."

47. "do you ever think that if we had been single at the same time, that we could have been something more?"

48."did you really have to be that honest?"

49. "every time I see you I just feel more alone." you changed me.

50. "was this all just a joke to you?"

51. "I don't want to know." can we start over?"

52. "you make me feel so insecure."

53. " i don't know if i can love you"

54. "every time I wake up I'm reaching for you .... but you're never there."

55."of course it meant something!"

56. "stop yelling!"

57. "They gave up on you a long time ago."

58. "do you think i care about you?"

59. "did you just forget about me or.. ?"

60. "I still need you."

61. "I wanna say that there's still hope but sometimes things just don't go your way."

62. "you said you would keep trying!"

63. "I will wait for you in heaven."

64. "Good night."

65. "Please, stop crying."

66. "Please, smile for me."

67. "I don't want to die."

68. "Where is my happy ending?"

69. "I don't deserve this."

70. "It's getting too cold..."

71. "Leave me here and save yourself."

72. "I won't make it."

73. "Thank you for being with me."

74. "We almost made it."

75. "I'm sorry.. I couldn't protect you.."

76. "Why is everything turning black? "

77. "You only wanted me for my money."

78. "Please don't die on me"

79. "Just breathe, Okay?"

80. "Why me? "

81. "Are you satisfied?"

82. "I'm not sorry."

83. "Let's take a break."

84. "Y-you.. hate me?"

85. "There is no us in this story... Atleast in your story."

86. "You stayed?"

87." Don't be sad it's over. Be happy that it happend."

88. "Are those scars?"

89. "Why should you/i care?"

90. "Anything I've done.. I've done it for you. I see now how foolish i was"

91. "Why should i trust you?"

92. "Let's go home."

93. "I don't want to know"

94. "Leave. "

95. "I can't live without you"

96. "one last hug?"

97. "Not worth my time"

98. "You're cheating on me?"

99. "Never scare me like that again."

100. "Atleast we die together..."

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Feel free to use!

[amenomiko]

Thank you for the request, @crossmix ❤❤❤❤❤

Lancelot

-Will make Kyle to check on her every hour.

-Yes, every hour. Until our poor doctor roll his eyes saying that Lancelot is being paranoid.

-"I'm not paranoid, I'm just worried. Alice is important to me, she is the light of my life, the flower to my-"

-"Save that speech for later when you serenade her will you? Now let me tend to other patients in peace!"

-He will be out from his uniform, so he can wet his sleeves to put the towel on her forehead, and MC find his furry cape on her to keep her warm.

-Lancelot.exe also couldn't be found in his office as he practically move his work to be in the bedroom so he can look after her all the time.

-Panicked Jonah: My King this is where you were 😭😭😭😭😭😭!!!!

-Lancelot: Shhh... She is sleeping. Now report your tasks in whispers.

-Jonah and Edgar: *In whispers* Okay 👌.

Jonah

-He is the.. Panicked 101 and flustered boyfriend ever live.

-But he still want to show that he is a genius.

-Edgar: That's not how this.. "Fever Pads" work, Jonah.

-Jonah: Be quiet Edgar, I know what I'm doing!

-Kyle: No you are OBVIOUSLY NOT. Even though this item is not from our world, at least read the bloody instructions on the back! It just needs one fever pad. ONE. Putting all 10 pads like a layer cake won't suck out the heat faster like you assume!

-Meanwhile, MC: *Half asleep* Layer cake? Caaaake? Yaaaaaay \(+ w +)/~~~~ *K.O back to bed*

-Them: (　☉_⊙)...

-Jonah: Oh my poor, poor Alice 😭. I promise I will get you all the layer cake in cradle 😭😭😭😭😭!!!

-Crying mess.

-Most probably will go to Black Army and ask Luka for help. In snots and tears.

Edgar

-Just like Lancelot, he will do his work next to her. Despite having a room that has no separation between working table and the bed, he moved his table to be beside her.

-80% of the time will be with her. 20% is with works and tasks.

-If he have to train his people, he will only spend a good 15 minutes and passes the task to Zero, making an escape from it just to be with her.

-His face may show his usual smile, but every time MC coughs, it would be replaced with a genuine concern.

-Constant kisses on her forehead, silent pray that he'd rather get the sickness than her.

-But when MC said "I will be sad if you are sick too, Edgar.", then he quickly finish his work, just to be with her more and more.

-Ending up with sleeping next to her.

Zero

-" (´・ｪ・｀)......"

-"( ´･ω･)....."

-MC: I'm fine, really. You have been staring at me for almost an hour, Zero.

-"I'm worried."

-"I know,..But it doesn't mean you have to keep an eye on me all the time. This fever will go away soon. So don't worry okay?"

-Zero: *Dejected Face 101* ...Okay. *Goes out + peeks with (´・ｪ・｀) face again before completely go out.*

-He is worried, so, so worried that he is distracted, even when Edgar replaced his sword with a random object-- he didn't pay attention to it.

-Zero is practically the stoic type. Yet being his lover, MC could read his mind and expressions very well. He will hold her hand every time she's asleep, and ended up sleeping on the chair, resulting him to be the one who gets sick next.

Kyle

-Doctor mode all the way.

-He will let go of his love for beer and be with her 24/7, literally.

-But well. The way he checked on her temperature would be "Boyfriend" like.

-Forehead on forehead, feeding medicine through mouth to mouth, making MC's temperature to go up from the heat of... Blushing too much.

-"Can you just feed me normally??"

-"It helps you to sleep faster. Why not?" He smirked, taping her nose playfully.

-"Now now don't pout so much. You will be a red balloon you know?"

-*Kiss*

-"Ah, she fainted."

Ray

-Will tease her for being sick first, but after that he is the day and night walking surveillance.

-Despite teasing her for being a weak kiddo, his smile will instantly fade once she have fallen asleep, showing how worried he is but putting a strong facade at her.

-Constant kissing on forehead and a caress on her head with soft whispers of "Get well soon. I miss your adorable smile."

-Couldn't focus during training, and the army watch how he keep on looking back and forth from the window of her room.

-Pamper her by feeding her porridge (most probably will cook one without asking for Luka or Sirius's help)

-Ends up sleeping in his uniform beside her and woke up with a bad hair bed.

Sirius

-Always denies that he is not the mom.

-He IS. Especially when his lover is sick.

-"Wear this. No that is not thick enough, we need to keep you warm. And this as well. This one too. And this. Hmm? It's more than enough? Little lady, the weather is chilly we must keep you warm."

-Cue MC sighing to the thick jacket, scarf, socks and gloves as if winter is coming.

-Pat her to sleep, just like a mom will do, making it hard for her to sleep (because his handsome face is so near, that is why!)

-MC had to feign a sleep in order for him to go out from the room so she can secretly take off those wooly thicky fabric ahsheskdf OAO!

Fenrir

-Was very calm until MC's temperature went high.

-Almost consider to ask Oliver to make a gun where it makes someone's body to become healthy again.

-Oliver: Just relax will you? Kyle would ask if he is a joke as an existing doctor!

-Skipped training with his army for almost a week just to take care of her.

-He even clean his gun and bring all of his works to his room.

-MC, feeling guilty, have no choice but to ask him with "Fenrir, I can't sleep. There's something lurking under the bed, that's why--"

-Before she could finish her words, he already run out from the room, but come back again to bring her together with him.

-Attempt to stop him - Failed completely.

Luka

-Oh, endless pampering.

-From soup to porridge and any soft food, it is delicious that she wouldn't mind getting sick everyday.

-Luka: Please don't say it like that. I'm sad whenever you are sick, I just miss your beautiful smile, MC-.. MC?? What's wrong?? What? Angel?? What-- MC hang in there!! *Horrifying gasp when she fainted 😱😱😱😱😱*

-It's hard to stay awake, especially when he is being so sweet, letting her sleep on his chest for example-- oh! He is too sweet she could get cavities 😩!

-"Luka... I can't do that. What if you get sick?"

-"Much better than you getting sick instead, MC."

-And she fainted again.

Seth

-Panic 404 and an endless shrieking the moment MC fainted in the room, him checking her temperature, until he brings her to her chamber.

-Running frantically to get all preparations needed, causing ruckus despite being told to calm down by Sirius.

-Throughout the time she was sick, he will show the girly sisterly seth,

-But the moment he close the door, his real self popped up. "MC.. How are you? I'm sorry for not being able to notice that you were not feeling well."

-"No.. I'm sorry for being sick at this time. Just need to get those sweat off and I will be fine (♡´▽`♡)."

-He smirked. "I know a better method to do that."

-Fast forward, the very next day after using such "method", the black army is confused of why Seth is the one who caught the fever and MC is completely healed.

-Cough.

Harr

-He looks calm all the time, but he's NOT.

"(´・ｪ・｀)...." Another one that will sit beside her bed just to check on her every chances he got. Which is, after he feed her food and meds, after cooking for loki, after making magic crystals, after leaving his work to Dalim, after fishing some fish and etc.

-"Hmm? You don't have to worry about Magic Tower. I want to be here." .....After a moment of hesitation, he brings himself to kiss her forehead.

-Agshdgakskkff BLUSH when she smiled.

-"Harr.. I want to eat your delicious food once I'm all better."

-"Of course, MC. I promise you I will cook everything. Get well soon."

-He didn't break the promise though.

-MC's face to all, ALL the food on the table: (☉д⊙)

Oliver

-"What? You have a fever? Heh, what do I expect from a dimwit like you anyway?"

-Says the one who moved ALL his work to the bedroom. And drinks tea there. And have his meal there. Leaving Blanc all to himself with his carrot cake.

-Not the romantic type to caress her head when she's awake but do so when she's asleep.

-High on alert whenever she coughs, where he instantly move around the room to get a glass of water and change the cloth on her forehead.

-"Oliver.. I'm sorry to get in a way with your work."

-He smirks, leaning forward for a kiss, saying "Just get well soon, hmm?" before showering her with another series of kisses.

[woojinswoah]

NCT OT21- S/O on their period

Taeil

Always gets you what you need. If you're having stomach cramps he will rub your tummy. Will go shopping for you. Makes or buys your favorite food for you. Just loving overall.

Johhny

A bit of a tease. I can see Johhny being loving but also very playful. If you're sad, he will try and cheer you up and get you in a happy mood. Makes fun of you when you complain, until you get really mad/sad. Still treats you like a princess and apologizes for making you sad.

Taeyong

Treats you like an absolute baby. He tracks your period, and always gets extra lovely and cuddly when he knows it's that time of the month. Makes you tea, and gives you chocolate. He cuddles 24/7 and gives you all of his attention. He also watches your favorite movies with you. You're his princess and he will treat you like it.

Yuta

Gives you extra love. Will do anything to make you happy. Watches your favorite movies, goes out and buys whatever you want. Cuddles you 24/7. Tries his best to make sure that you're feeling as best as you possibly can.

Kun

Literally babies you. If you're even a tad bit sad he will do absolutely anything to make you happy. Kun finds it so cute when you're cuddled up with a blanket and a heating pad. He just finds it so cute. He cooks your favorite food(s) all week and anything that you're craving.

Doyoung

You're his princess. He tries his best to not get mad at you with you're constant mood swings, because he knows you can't control it. He truly loves you. He might crack a few period jokes when you're in a good mood, but if not then you are getting babied the whole week.

Ten

Lowkey gets stressed out sometimes. When you have a mood swing, it might make him mad and he'll give you sass back. He tries his best not to because he knows you can't really control it. Cuddles you whenever you want and gives you tummy rubs whenever you want.

Jaehyun

Treats you like you're the one and only. Always gives you your heating pad, snacks, pain killers, cuddles, and tummy rubs. He already treats you extremely sweet, but he brings it to another level on your week. Tries his best and makes sure you're happy.

Winwin

He would be so shy. Probably wouldn't know what you want, and might get a little flustered with your mood swings. He tries his best and gives you occasional tummy rubs. Cuddles and watches movies with you. He would probably ask his members what to do for you.

Jungwoo

He loves and hates this week. He loves that you are normally extra clingy during this week, and he can give you all his love. He also hates it because he knows you're in pain and he can't really help you out 100%. He gives you everything you need. He makes you tea and gives you chocolate and literally anything else you want.

Lucas

You're his princess and he will show you that. He has gotten pretty used to your mood swings, and he tends to ignore them. He gives you belly rubs 24/7. Tries to cook your favorite foods, but he ends up having to order them instead. He might need some advice from his members, but he loves you and will do anything you want.

Mark

He gets a little upset over you're mood swings because he feels like he is doing something wrong. He gives you love 24/7. He is constantly giving you tummy rubs when you're in pain. He kind of babies you, but also lets you be a bit independent when you need your space.

Xioa Jun

He treats you like an absolute princess. He makes you tea, snacks, gives you cuddles and tummy rubs. Never makes you do anything, and he loves watching movies with you. He loves just babying you at this time of month.

Hendery

He is a prince and you're his princess. He makes funny jokes, and is kind of like Johhny. He also gives you all of his love and time. He will lay on the couch or bed all day with you binge watching your favorite shows. He absolutely loves goofing around with you in general, so he tries to brighten up your mood.

Renjun

If you say you're even in the slightest of pain. Renjun is right there giving you a massage or rub whether it's your head, tummy, thigh, etc. He loves making you tea, and food so he will make it as perfect as he can. Constant cuddles and attention.

Jeno

Cuddles you the whole week. I'll be suprised if he leaves you alone. He will constantly look up what will help you and make that for you, or do it for you. Whether it's a specific type of heating pad that works the best, or medicine, etc. He will do whatever to make sure you're in tip-top shape.

Haechan

Constantly making period jokes. He makes fun of you when you complain about pain. He jokes around by saying that it can't hurt that bad. Eventually you get emotional over it, and he feels really bad. He then treats you like a princess with cuddles, tummy rubs, and forehead kisses.

Jaemin

Jaemin also makes period jokes, but only when you're in a good mood. Lowkey babies you and is so whipped for you. Constant cuddles and tummy rubs. Makes you your favorite tea, and even feeds you sometimes.

YangYang

He babies you, but also gives you your space. When you're in pain he lowkey gets sad and just cuddles you because he doesn't know what to do. When you have mood swings he might think you're mad at him, but he tells himself that you can't control it. He might give you tummy rubs sometimes.

Chenle

Poor guy doesn't know what's wrong until you tell him. He tries to treat you like a princess, but he doesn't know what to do. He just cuddles you, and asks his members for help. He is a bit shy and tends to stay back a bit.

Jisung

This poor babie thinks that you're mad at him until his members tell him. He gets so flustered when you have a mood swing. His members told him to make you tea so he does that. He will bring you your heating pad and candy. If he doesn't know what to do he just cuddles you.

A/N- This is my first imagine. Please request and tell me how you feel about this. Thank you.

[i-jxta]

February 21, 2023 | Tuesday | 11:43PM

My sanity is being held together by a piece of used tape. Every day feels like the worst day ever over and over again.

All day I have been on the brink of snapping. I have an extremely loose grip on myself right now and I am watching myself crumble, everywhere I look there is no escape. I am tired of doing and acting the way everyone needs me to act. I am tired of being in school, of working, I haven’t had a fucking break in so long

My brain feels heavy and fuzzy, and I am nauseated from the amount of emotion I am feeling at the same time, 24/7, every day.

The agony I feel every time I have to pretend like I have it under control and like I am perfectly fine. I am on the brink of losing it actually. Everyone tells me “You have to be strong” and “you just have to keep going” or like my mother, they ask me "what happened to you" and "you weren't like this before". I have always been like this. Ever since I was 12 in daily and constant emotional pain. So much inner turmoil for such a long time. I think to myself there will never be a way out. I will always have this personality disorder. It's not curable, manageable but deep down I will always be flawed and broken. There’s not a single thing or person that can make me feel better or alleviate the amount of emotional pain I endure every single fucking day. I don’t understand it myself because I feel like this right now and in the next moment I’ll forget about it and won’t be able to connect with the person who is writing this right now. I'll re-read this and feel absolutely fucking nothing about it. I might make a joke and say "I am so dramatic lol" I am not being dramatic, I FEEL THIS. WE'RE FEELING THIS STOP DOWNPLAYING YOUR SUFFERING. I cannot help it, I can't bring myself to connect with this anymore. As I type this, I feel it passing. Why can't you stick to something? In the course of 10 minutes, you no longer feel this way? Fuck you.

Every single day it’s this back and forth in my mind and I cannot cope. I can’t cope I don’t know how to I want to explode, I feel like I am under so much pressure to perform. And nobody is understanding that it’s not just feeling sad or angry for me I feel devastated, despair, agony, rage, I am fuming. Someone breathing too loud next to me makes me homicidal and then guilty and shameful. It’s either no one wants to hear me speak or I speak and nobody cares. There is this constant duality inside of my head. I think one way and I am completely capable of agreeing and understanding the complete opposite. I am constantly validating and invalidating myself. I feel like deep inside I’ll always feel alienated from everyone else and nobody will ever get it or me..