#sourcemates

[for-you-angels-have-fallen]

okay i feel like yappering. so

pspsps cmeeere sourcemates come and get me ... actually ykw ANYONE who wants to cmere . FUCK IT MAINTAGS LETS GO. who wants to talk to a real live eyeless jack in the flesh. go ahead go crazy fill our askbox we're going to bed 🫡 thank you all

[reigning-kingof-ithaca]

✨ Telemachus memories that I'm burdoning you with, so sit tight father ✨

-Calling Odysseus captain once and never doing it again bc I could clearly tell you got upset

-A teal, worn down travelling cloak I would wear everywhere.

-Singing in the hallway like the Disney princess I am ✨✨✨

-Penelope having the softest smile ever, and having the softest voice so her lullabies are the best

-Random urges to bite people I like (inherited from Odysseus, probably)

-I secretly loved the name Little Wolf, just not from the suitors

-When I was mad, I wouldn't yell, but thinking back on it, my tone of voice was terrifying.

-Ctimene taught me to be kind, and give second chances.

-Ctimene was like the gender bent version of Odysseus.

-I spent years of my life wondering if my dad was going to come home, and if he did, was he going to love me and be proud of me?

-I tried to string Odysseus's bow, but not for my mother's hand in marriage- I tried to string the bow so I could try and be like my father.

-@future-king-of-ithaca

✨My response to Telemachus memories because I don't mind listening to them✨

-I remember this... I wasn't angry at you, but also so so glad it never happened again

-I remember you having a cloak, but I thought it was purple? Idk, its hard to remember

-You did have a great singing voice :)

-I remember her beautiful smile, ofc. I can't imagine how calming it was to you when you needed the comfort <3

-Probablyy lol

-That feels... right. Yk? I never called you it, as far as I remember (could be wrong), but ever since I heard Little Wolf, I got the impression that it wasn't the name that bothered you

-That sounds about right lol. I'm the same way (for the most part)

-She was definitely like that. Ctimene was a tough woman, but she was also very kind. A good mix between Polites and I, no? The 3 of us were very close friends so it makes sense

-aaaa I did get that a lot. She was very adventurous and clever herself. Not many people got to see it, but I'm so glad you did

-I did love you. Always have and always will. I feel so so proud of you and the way you dealt with everything that happened in those 20 years. I never wanted to leave you behind, but I'm so glad we were able to reunite once more

-Gods I do remember this so clearly! I was so proud that you even tried. And in front of all the other men? I just kept thinking, "That's my boy !!" lol

:)

[fossys]

Shoutout to any other introjects who are scared to mention their source in fear of judgement from other ppl from their source or people who enjoy their source

[8auhaus]

Do DSMP kins still exist? I’ve tried canoncalls in kin servers and through tumblr ask blogs, but it seems that most people (because of the silliness of a Minecraft roleplay) don’t take their kintype as seriously as I’d like. I’d love to create a groupchat or…something? With anyone willing to reconnect. I’m promise I’m not as formal as I tend to sound in canoncalls like this ^^;

[skullbowz]

I feel like Toby is a romantic and Jeff is like his polar opposite. Both raised in rough households and one ends up craving love n affection and the other has grown repulsed and disgusted by it.

But honestly I can also see this working out in the opposite way. Toby repulsed Jeff the smoocher…. But ehhhh… who cares .

It just makes them perfect boyfriends 🙏🙏

Happy pride month yall I HATE queers

Old somethin from the back of my camera roll whoops

[crystaljellie]

I think just because I'm a silly little guy I should get more mutuals and we should all talk and be weird together

[npdculture]

NPD + fictive culture is being so annoyed when sourcemates try to relate/talk to me. Like no. I'm better. - 🎧

💜

[vandermiller]

Have I seriously forgotten to make an intro post? I’ve had this account for goddamn months! I’ll make a proper fancy one soon.

Dutch van der Linde. Alter in a system, ain’t some roleplay. Yada ya, feel free to message me 'nd ask for my other socials. Sourcemates are also encouraged to interact heavily! (Hosea.) — Blog tends to always go inactive for a good amount of time, I don’t front too often.

Don’t care for any discourse, but I’d prefer if Radqueer fellers avoided my blog, along with 'endogenic' systems and the likes.

[does-it-introject]

[reigning-kingof-ithaca]

She accepts me in the scarred, exhausted body I was before-- and gods-- how it feels like heaven.. <3

[the-fictive-haven]

Screaming into the void for sourcemates to talk to (please I know I'm noncanon but I'm interesting I promise) ((I need someone who understands to ramble to about my Frontiers and Prime mems))

Also unrelated thought but. Are there like. *Any* Sage fictives or kins out there anywhere? Starting to believe they don't exist outside of our system, lol. We've also met only a handful of Eggman/Ivos and Infinites? Weird. /lh

[8auhaus]

﹒౨𓎢𓎠𓎠𓎠﹒🩹﹒𓎠𓎠𓎠𓎡ৎ﹒

Are you tired of chronically online alterhuman spaces trying to regulate YOUR kin experiences?

Are you a spiritual fictionkin? Someone with a unique kintype? Maybe you have problematic sources or don’t like to see doubles. For any of the above (or not mentioned), this space is for you.

The Sacred Yew is a place for alterhumans where other servers fail. There’s no need to keep your experiences or interests “sanitized” during your stay— not everyone wants to conform to a blacklist! We have minimal censorship, common-sense-based rules, and no judgment of how YOU kin.

What we DON’T allow: Under 16, factkin, kin-for-fun, endogenic systems, transID identities, Radqueer or Good Faith identities

What we offer: A server fully focused on alterhumanity, Tupperbox and Pluralkit (for kin and system use), activities, personal channels, canon calls, and a kind and attentive staff team!

We hope you visit us at the Sacred Yew soon!

﹒౨𓎢𓎠𓎠𓎠﹒🩹﹒𓎠𓎠𓎠𓎡ৎ﹒

[hellofrom-fictivesquad]

Looking for Sourcemates & Source List

hello hello! we're an adult traumagenic system looking for sourcemates or system friends who share the same interests. please feel free to message us (18+ only, endos dni), either to chat about fandoms or if you share sources from our source list!

movies/books-

marvel movies & shows

twilight

the hunger games

divergent

deadpool & wolverine

venom

sherlock movies & shows

tv shows/anime-

supernatural

heartstopper

heartbreak high

doctor who

naruto

stranger things

charmed

the umbrella academy

teen wolf

z nation

avatar the last airbender

house md

youtube/gaming-

dimension 20/dropout

hermitcraft

sykkuno, CORPSE & friends/gta rp/nopixel

life is strange series

the last of us

detroit: become human

sanders sides

try guys

the quarry

until dawn

[laurahowls]

i love my dad 💖 @loganhowls

[multiplicity-positivity]

I'm a fictive who really misses it's sourcemates... Have any advice for that by any chance?

Oof, I’ve definitely been there (Ralsei fictive here!) >_<

I really think I’m in a better place these days, and I owe it a lot to this stuff!

Mourning and grief! For a while I treated my lost sourcemates like lost friends who I’d likely never see again. It was really tough, but grief is a thing our system is unfortunately kinda used to by now >_< At the encouragement of my parts, therapist, and partner sys, I just gave myself time to mourn. Time to front and reminisce and cry and just be sad about it for a while. I really missed my friends, and I still do today! >_< We made a lot of memories together and a big part of who I am today I owe to them. I have my own little sketchbook/journal, and I wrote a lot about them, pressed flowers for them, and just let myself process my feelings. If I hadn’t ever been given the space to mourn properly, I’d still probably have a lot of pain in me that I wouldn’t know how to deal with or let go of! >_<

Also a liiiiittle bit of source separation! I’m still Ralsei, I still identify and connect with my source! I haven’t changed my name or appearance or anything like that. But I did have to detach myself from my source a bit in order to start feeling better about losing my sourcemates. For me, this meant just realizing that I am my own person, outside of my source! I am real and I exist, whereas my source and my sourcemates are just characters who are a part of someone else’s created world. I get to have agency and grow, develop, and make my own decisions. My source doesn’t get that - he’s just a character in a video game! For me, this helped a lot, because while my source memories still affect me and inform my life, the fact that I’m not literally my source makes it easier for me to give those memories less weight and instead focus on making connections in the real world, today! :33

My part (and buddy!) Cecil made a post on source separation, which we’ll include in case it might help ya!

And in the end, what helped best for me is time, space, and support from my system and loved ones! And I hope that you can find this to help you better deal with missing your sourcemates, too! We may never stop missing our sourcemates, and the memories might always remain, but the pain will get lighter in time! >w<