#tag urself im yeh

[fordtato]

thank you so much for pointing out that one stan twin poll because tbh, the way ppl talked abt Ford in the tags really bothered me…

like call be a butt hurt baby or whatever but the way they phrased their hatred sounded to me like “he doesn’t deserve love and choosing him is the WRONG choice” which…..can be VERY disheartening to hear, especially for those who heavily relate to ford and I cannot help but think of them and extend my sympathies to those who might feel hurt by the way ppl talk abt ford

It’s like hey guys, maybe we’re being a bit too harsh here? idk!!! maybe im being too sensitive here, i just love ford a lot, but yeh it was something that kinda irked me a bit ever since

I’ve already said how much I loved ur video in the comments on yt but again, it’s an incredible video and I do hope ur proud of urself for the hard work u put into it :>

Thank you so much, I AM very proud of it. And yeah "Maybe we're being too harsh here" is basically the entire fandom's relationship to Ford

[chanluster]

— check in tag!

tagged by @healinghyunjin and @kookings thank u sm!!! except for sunny go fuck urself 

1) why did you choose your url?

oh my fucking god basically you know like ‘lustre’? like sparkles and shit? i thought chan + lustre would be cool cause chan is a glowing boy but i used the british spelling instead and now i sound like a total horndog 💀💀 its the way i didn’t even realise till my friends pointed it out and now i can’t change it yfm but yeh clearly lacking brain cells

2) any side blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them!

okay so 

gyuluster — my txt account!! ive had it for a while but ive been so dead on there 😭😭 tho i did promise myself that this summer i want to write more content about them so skz im sorry but 💨💨

amorlix — my giffing account!! ive recently gotten into giffing and i love it sm tho i admit it takes up sm of my time 😭 i will try using it more often

i have more but i’m gonna keep them a secret for now 😼😼 most of them are just made to gatekeep usernames LMDOAAO

3) how long have you been on tumblr?

i think it’s defo been more than a year now!! ngl hate it hate tumblr but i love writing too much to let it go so i guess we stuck 😃

4) do you have a queued tag?

no i don’t actually tho i think i should start using it sometime soon

5) why did you start your blog?

i really wanted to get away from wattpad 💀 after writing for bts for so long on there and then completely abandoning them for stray kids it made me realise i needed a fresh start away from there + the writing here is a lot better than i found on wattpad so that’s a huge plus

6) why did you choose your icon?

because felix in that fit is so fine i don’t think i’ll ever recover THE NET THE FUCKING RED NET

7) why did you choose your header?

because jake from enhypen owns me body and soul this man could call me a currymuncher and i’d happily comply ‼️ also him in drunk-dazed studio choom was an 8th wonder of the world

8) what’s your post with most notes?

my 10/10 fic !! my chan fic racked up over 1500 notes and i still haven’t recovered 👁💧👄💧👁 thank you so much for the support guys ❤️❤️

9) how many mutuals do you have?

literally 15 and half of them don’t use tumblr anymore 💀💀 i would love to make friends here but i have major trust issues cause of past experiences LMFAO

10) how many followers do you have?

1750+!! thank you homies omg

11) how many blogs do you follow?

34

12) how often do you use tumblr each day?

way too much fr like i’m genuinely thinking about writing offline, post and fuck off i’m way too addicted to this hellsite 💀💀

13) did you have a fight/ start another argument with a blog once? who won?

LMAO that shit is so childish if i don’t like someone i just block, unfollow, or keep the grudge stewing within me for months cause i fucking hate confrontation

14) how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this post?’

if you mean the “reblog this in 10 seconds or spongebob would make a krabby patty out of you” posts then they’re annoying as hell 11 year old me truly thought my mum would die at one point cause i didn’t like them on facebook

15) do you like tag games?

yes i do! they’re really cute but i’m so shit at responding to them so if you do tag me i love u i’m not ignoring u i promise

16) do you like ask games?

yes yes yes!! don’t hesitate to ask me shit i feel like i’m hella isolated on stayblr 💔💔

17) which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

i mean tumblr fame is a scam but i know my desi degen @tyonfs is well known on nct (and well enough to be slandered on a youtube video!! congrats on ur downfall whore😻‼️)

18) do you have a crush on a mutual?

@mocimori i love u ur art and ur lost boy! skz ramblings please know i enjoy listening to ur ideas and would 100% buy ur lip balm if u pitched it to me also ive never gotten over the paris fanart i love u sm

tagging: anyone who wants to do this!!

[shamemp3]

POSITIVE 20 QUESTIONS TAG GAME

@demondeals thank you for tagging me this was SO MUCH FUN!! ily!!

1. Name 4 fictional characters who showcase your personality the best, with explanations if you want.

aah this is hard okay so first and foremost peter parker. he’s one of those characters that have always been relatable in almost every aspect of life since i was a kid, especially when it comes to how he deals with his feelings and like his emotions and humor and his problems in general?? and then also jake peralta also because of feelings and how he tries to avoid them and be all!! fun fck yea!! and humor and idk?? also i love amy santiago so... third i think is percy jackson bc no thoughts head empty and he is impulsive and also brave and i would like to think that i am brave?? and yeh im trying to make this as short as possible and only vaguely explain but. it’s not working ksdfjbv okay fourth character is stiles stilinski ig?? like sarcasm and humor again, and idk this is all repeating but it all comes back to how he deals w his feelings and guilt and problems and idk the reasons are mostly the same with all these characters and yea there’s more but i feel like i am talking too much so i will stop skjdbvjk

2. Aesthetic

milkshakes and fries, neon lights, blasting the car radio, doing literally anything as long as it’s with friends, city lights, train rides at night, playing video games till sunrise, campfire smell, denim and flannels, drive-in movies

3. Favorite musical/play? (If you’ve never seen a musical or play, one you’d be interested in seeing?)

uhh i’ve only listened to hamilton which had some really cool beats! ive also listened to a few songs from dear evan hansen, wicked, mean girls, and oh now that i think about it i’ve seen the shrek musical on netflix and 10/10 phenomenal in every way that’s my favorite one

4. What is the best compliment you’ve ever received?

i know i’ve gotten compliments but for some reason i cant remember any?? like the second i read this question my brain went whoosh. idk probably whenever people tell me im funny or notice that im keeping my cool in a situation that is very NOT cool?? idk i really cant think of any rn jdfsbksdjb but there have definitely been compliments that i have thought about for weeks bc i was like....omg? me? kinda sad that i dont remember them i really hope i do soon bc i wouldnt wanna forget smth like that sjkdbdvhsb

5. How many times have you been in love?

i don’t think i’ve ever been in love (at least romantically)? im not certain but im 90% sure i haven’t. but when it comes to friends and family, sososos many times i lvoe them all

6. Embarrassing story or fact about yourself that makes you laugh now?

uhhh i got pantsed in like grade 7 bc i was being dragged across the floor and then this 9th grader came up to me in the middle of the hallway and yelled “HEY I SAW YOUR ASS” i wanted to perish

7. Favorite Disney/Pixar movie?

ooh probably zootopia or wall-e!!

8. Favorite flower or plant?

this is hard! i love ferns and sunflowers and hydrangeas and ooh also vines 

9. What’s your favorite holiday?

i love new year’s eve! it’s just fun because we all just stay up and celebrate and there’s always this feeling of “oh i got through another year!” also 4th of july but not bc of the actual holiday just bc my old town used to have these 4th of july carnivals that were crazy fun and i used to go like almost every day when the carnival was in town

10. Name three things that made you laugh or smile this past week.

first one is my school posted a picture of me graduating on their facebook and my mom sent them the link to look at it and when they pressed on it they started replying to my mom thinking it was on whatsapp but they left like 7 comments on the school’s post in arabic so that was funny as fukckjdbf, second is atla bc i love that show and everyone is so precious, and number 3 is literally any conversation with any of my friends

11. What song would you play to introduce yourself to someone?

axel f by crazy frog. next question

12. Name something that truly makes you feel peaceful even at your most stressed moments.

probably watching one of my favorite movies (mr. popper’s penguins or itsv tbh) or like just going on any of my friend’s gcs and sending memes and stuff

13. What do you, did you, or would you study at college?

i plan on going into chemistry!! i might also minor in computer or environmental science, but i’m still undecided! crazy because up till a few months ago i had zero idea what i wanted to do and my plans kept changing like every week

14. This is kind of a weird one, but which outfit of yours makes you feel most like yourself?

probably my denim jacket or my really big red sweatshirt? idk tbh i really only buy clothes that i know i would feel myself in and that i would be comfortable, but i think those two are probably my favorites?

15. What is a quote you live by?

power of people is stronger than the people in power because i want to take down the evil government. this is the first one i thought of so it’s staying skjvbjksdb

16. Name the funniest playlist name you have.

i have ‘AAAAHHHHHHH’ and i have ‘mitten ski’ which is a playlist composed entirely of mitski songs

17. Make a reference to an inside joke you have with someone you love with zero context.

wanna touch knees?

18. What is a message you would give your younger self if given the chance?

please stand up for urself and talk ab ur feelings for the love of god it’s ok to admit to being not ok ?? also everything in the world is not ur fault, chill btich

19. Who is your favorite family member? (If you have no good blood family members, feel free to mention someone in your found family)

i can’t really do this bc i really do love all of them in a different way. i’m definitely closest to my mom because i’ve lived with her all my life, but i still can’t pick favorites

20. What’s a secret dream of yours?

to be an astronaut pls this isn’t a secret i just really want to be an astronaut or a superhero pls someone give me a radioactive eel bite or send me to space or something. also to be able to be more open w people and to visit aleppo again 

i’m tagging: @natasharxmanov @anthonydarling @parkersedith @jessjones @anxieteandbiscuits if you guys want to!!! ily all very much

[stickar00s]

yeh ah umm just saying that im rewatching torchwood so theres a big chance im gonna drown myself in tw tag on tumblr again and im probably gonna reblog tons of stuff from it one day save urself while u can

[pharahlesbian]

hi, so i just followed you recently and i see you're into kpop. i've been trying to get into kpop for a while (esp the girl groups) but it's just such a big community i have no idea where to even start. do you know what i should do or who to listen to?

ok ok im so happy someone’s asking me about kpop lol? i generally dont talk about it that much. pls feel free to talk to me more as u get into groups and such. anywayy, here are my favs!!

(everything under the cut bc im about to talk for a while)

GIRLS

-f(x)

top bias, favorite group ever, i love them. they debuted as 5 members (victoria, amber, luna, sulli, krystal) but sulli left the group in 2015, right before their most recent album. managed by sm entertainment, debuted in 2009.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H7MHZpSNJQc <--debut song, LA chA TA. it is like, aggressively 2009 lmao but it’s still a bop 8 years later

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n8I8QGFA1oM <--this is like, their most iconic song, like The Song that people think of when they think of fx

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xnku4o3tRB4 <--another iconic song, and my favorite title song. from their 2nd album, pink tape

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4j7Umwfx60Q <--most recent title song, 4 walls, sans sulli.

look up any of their stuff, i have literally their entire discography lol they really don’t have a bad song, imo. they were introduced as like a “cool” little sister group to girls generation, another sm girl group who’s really big in korea and who u might have heard of if ur sort of already getting into kpop. 

-girls generation (snsd)

speaking of girls generation, lol. their korean name is “so nyuh shi dae”, hence the snsd acronym. they debuted 10 years ago under sm, and they’re so impactful on korean culture that they’re like in textbooks and shit. they’re currently 8 members (taeyeon, yuri, yoona, sooyoung, tiffany, hyoyeon, seohyun, and sunny), but they debuted with 9. jessica left in 2014 after some messy shit with the company. snsd is like HUGE in japan. their japanese songs are so good.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7mPqycQ0tQ <--probs their most iconic song, gee. this is what got them REALLY noticed on a larger national and international scale. the genre is called bubblegum pop, which is like all cutesy and pink and koreans eat that shit up. i do too, tbh. i first listened to gee in 2009, the year it was released, and i been jamming ever since

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nVCubhQ454c <--here’s where they are most currently. from their most recent album, lionheart (2015). very different from gee.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_gfD3nvh-8 <--here’s another vastly different style, just to show how versatile they are. while they were introduced to be like rly cutesy and shit, they really have proved they can do anything.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8j_XEn9b_8 <--my fav title song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wq7ftOZBy0E <--and i got a boy for good measure. this is the title song for my favorite snsd album, and also we’re trying to get it to 200million views. they’ll be the first girl group to do so

-red velvet

one more sm group lol. i kinda hate sm because they treat their groups rly shitty but i love their groups so much. ANYWAY, red velvet is sm’s most recently girl group, debuted in 2014 with 4 members: irene, seulgi, wendy, and joy. in march 2015, they got a new member, yeri, which everyone was kinda confused about. she was super young at the time, like 16 i think, so maybe she was too young to debut in 2014? dunno. their concept is that they can do girly concepts (red) and more mature, r&b type concepts (velvet). 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFgv8bKfxEs <--their debut track. i personally love happiness, i feel like not many ppl like it, but i think its so cute and it’s literally about loving your mom and your best friend and being happy with life which is so ??? wholesome ?? i love red velvet

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpAn9ryoB4Y <--cant not include be natural. still sans yeri, but rly showcases their velvet side. ALSO girls in suits. im gay. goodbye. and fun fact, the guy that featured was a trainee at the time, and he debuted in sm’s newest boy group nct last year. i remember watching their debut and being like I KNOW THAT GUY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=glXgSSOKlls <--ice cream cake. truly iconic, what got them a lot of fans. this was yeri’s official debut with the group. this was my first red velvet era :’) this was the song that introduced me to them

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGdbaEDVWp0 <--currently my fav rv title song, dumb dumb

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=px2Q47O0_eE <--and one last velvet song, this time with yeri, automatic.

-twice

managed by jyp, another big company like sm. debuted in 2015 with 9 members (jihyo, nayeon, jeongyeon, sana, mina, momo, chaeyoung, dahyun, and tzuyu). they were formed after participating in a survival show called sixteen where sixteen jyp trainees competed to be in the new girl group. i’ve been following them since their debut so i have a special place in my heart for them. also they’re all younger than me so they’re all my daughters 

they’re pretty huge in korea atm, and everyone’s calling them the next snsd, which is making snsd fans (sones) all pissed off and starting a really dumb fan war. this is why i dont rly align myself with kpop fandoms lmao theyre all so embarrassing

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rtV5esQT6I <-- their debut song, like ooh ahh. honestly the best concept ever, it’s so amazing. just watch the vid

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c7rCyll5AeY <-- cheer up, from their 2nd mini album. this is what elevated them to like snsd-level huge. also sana’s “shy shy shy” became a meme in korea alskdfjalksdjf

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ePpPVE-GGJw <-- tt, currently my fav twice title song. literally it’s so good idk why, i thought it was gonna be a funny concept bc theyre all wearing halloween costumes, but it’s about like growing up and not being taken seriously?? i love them

-gfriend

another favorite. i forget what company they’re under. they debuted in 2015 with 6 members (sowon, yerin, yuju, sinb, umji, eunha). they’re from a super small company but theyre so fuckin talented that it caught everyone’s attention. also they went viral because yuju fell down a lot on a rainy stage once alskdfjs. they’re super known for their really tight dancing

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IxnD5AViu6k <--their debut, glass bead

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-CKVr6Z1Tw <--me gustas tu, this is the song that got them popular

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ag2R7Mt8yI8 <--...and here’s the fancam where yuju falls a million times lol...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Se8bbsUFjC8 <--this is my fav gf song atm, navillera 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s8CydQ-Y3Hs <--this is their most recent song, fingertip. they changed concepts pretty dramatically, which cost them a lot of fans, but i fucking love it so much

-mamamoo

debuted in 2014 with four members: solar, moonbyul, wheein, and hwasa. literally the most talented and straight-up performers in every sense of the word, on this entire list. i havent even written the boys list yet, but they beat all of them. they have amazing chemistry, beautiful harmonies and dancing. they have amazing control

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zGgrRoMJ6Yc <--their debut song, mr. ambiguous. this is like in my top 5 favorite mamamoo stages. i love their music videos, but their live performances top literally everything. also moonbyul choreographed this song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFuJAIMQjHk <--um oh ah yeh. this is the era i discovered them :’)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h41Rrk_6rzs <--taller than you, another great song

they’re literally so funny and cute and charismatic and talented as hell, pls get into them

BOYS

get ready for this list to be like dramaaatically shorter lmao anyway girl groups are better than boy groups bye

-shinee

best of the best. shinee fucking invented singing, dancing, and the concept of boy groups altogether. they’ve done some really stupid concepts, but somehow they ALWAYS WORK. they’re under sm (surprise, surprise, i love everything sm does ugh) and debuted in 2008 with 5 members: onew, jonghyun, key, minho, and taemin.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DocBfPIgk70 <--their debut song, replay, honestly the most iconic debut ever?? also the mv features victoria, leader of fx, as the love interest, who was a trainee at the time

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=roughtzsCDI <-- ring ding dong. so super silly, and again, aggressively 2009 lol. i still love it. probs this and lucifer are the iconic shinee(TM) songs ppl think of when they think of shinee

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dww9UjJ4Dt8 <-- and lucifer

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UF53cptEE5k&spfreload=1 <-- view, 2015. really shows their versatility. fucking kings. u cant touch them. view used to be my favorite shinee title song before 1of1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bcu7yZBeSKw <-- cant not include married to the music. ITS SO WEIRD AND PERFECT. watch this Fucking mv

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJua7KEP_oE <--and here’s 1of1. literally so fucking good and so fucking slept on

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nchkAmc49p4 <--and here’s where they are now. i just realized i linked like so many songs lmao but shinee is that good tbh

-bts

literally everyones fucking obsessed with bts, including me. stands for bangtan sonyeondan, which roughly translates to bulletproof boy scouts. debuted in 2013 with 7 members: rap monster, suga, j-hope, jin, jungkook, v, and jimin. they were like crazy hyped-up pre-debut, which is probably why they’re so big.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pw540DtB5mM <--their super embarrassing debut song lmao. tag urself, im the minute-long intro

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m8MfJg68oCs <--one of their more popular tracks, boy in luv

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVwAVbKYYeM <-- dope, from the era when i got into them

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ALj5MKjy2BU <-- fire, my favorite title song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hmE9f-TEutc <-- iconic tbh. blood sweat and tears. a REALLY close second for favorite title song. the mv is unreal

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xEeFrLSkMm8 <--spring day, basically where they are now

HONORABLE MENTIONS

Sistar

Exo

Ladies’ Code

Wonder Girls

2ne1

Block B (if ur into homestuck you’ll recognize nilili mambo)

Girls’ Day

Oh My Girl

After School/Orange Caramel

Pristin

Seventeen

AKMU (duet)

Ailee (solo)

AOA

IU (solo)

Lee Hi (solo)

Blackpink

CLC

Crush (solo)

Dean (solo)

Exid

Monsta X

4 Minute

Kara

WJSN

[yusukenui]

Tagged by @itsyaboylance

Tagging: i dunno qwq feel free to tag urself lol

THE LAST

1. Drink: orange juice yee

2. Phone call: mom?? idk

3. Text message: pao

4. Song you listened to: If You - BigBang

5. Time you cried: im not really one to cry tho

HAVE YOU

6. Dated someone twice: nah 

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nah

8. Been cheated on: nah

9. Lost someone special: nah

10. Been depressed: idk

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nop

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS

12. red

13. purple

14. mustard

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. Made new friends: yeh

16. Fallen out of love: nah

17. Laughed until you cried: good shet

18. Found out someone was talking about you: my fam loves rumors, your guess

19. Met someone who changed you: nah

20. Found out who your friends are: idk

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: dont have one

GENERAL

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: c:

23. Do you have any pets: two doggos

24: Do you want to change your name: hmmmm nah?

25. What did you do for your last birthday: study for entrance exams ;-;

26. What time did you wake up: 7 am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching naruto xD

28. Name something you can’t wait for: get a fucking ps4

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: just now

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: have better eyesight rip

31. What are you listening to right now: a kingdom hearts medley 

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no??

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: having to work for free as if i didn’t put time n effort into the shit i do

34. Most visited website: youtube

35. Moles: two on my face, neck, arm and thighs

36. Marks: stretch marks on my thighs and a lot of scars bc im clumsy af

37. Childhood dream: adopt clifford

38. Hair Color: black

39. Long or short hair: well i have short hair, but i kinda miss my long hair so both??

40. Do you have a crush on someone: nah

41. What do you like about yourself: my pointy teeth

42. Piercings: the ones you get as a kids rip tho i want more

43. Blood type: i dont know??

44. Nicknames: Yari, yara-carajo, cooking mama and yura

45. Relationship status: single

46. Zodiac: aquarius

47. Pronouns: any pronouns but mostly she/her

48. Favorite TV Shows: i dont? watch tv??

49. Tattoos: none

50. Right or Left hand: right

51. Surgery: not that i know of

52. Hair dyed in different color: nop :< i wish tho

53. Sport:  i like any sport, but just watching bc im a lazy fucc

55. Vacation: uhhhhh idk? go to disney world? never gone there

56. Pair of trainers: ???what, like shoes or??

MORE GENERAL  

57. Eating: pastaaaa

58. Drinking: grape juice yehh

59. I’m about to: take my medicine

61. Waiting for: my motivation to come back from the war

62. Want: a ps4, or a laptop bc i own neither

63. Get married: why tho?? pass

64. Career: either something that has to do with writing or drawing idk

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: taller, or shorter idk

68. Older or younger: i dunno

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms

71. Sensitive or loud: i like loud people whoops

72. Hook up or relationship: pass

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: idk

HAVE YOU EVER

74. Kissed a stranger: nah

75. Drank hard liquor: yeh

76. Lost glasses/ contact lenses: all the time, since i cant see them

77. Turned someone down: idk

78. Sex on the first date: pass

79. Broken someone’s heart: who knows

80. Had your heart broken: doubt so

81. Been arrested: im an angel

82. Cried when someone died: yeh

83. Fallen for a friend: hmmm hard to tell

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

84. Yourself: depends

85. Miracles: yes

86. Love at first sight: miss me with that bs

87. Santa Claus: WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME ;((

88. Kiss on the first date: idk

OTHER

90. Current best friends(s) name(s): pao?? i dont really have much friends qvq

91. Eye color: Brown

93: Favorite Movie: Anastasia!!!!