#the bittersweetness of it.. perhaps..

[reichurine]

"but you won't be there, damn gambler."

👊after 'rota fortunae'

[fishblade-koi]

"I haven't changed that much Élise."

"She is beautiful, and fiery, and fierce, and has a terrible habit of getting us both into—and out of—scrapes."

[laseracronym]

Do you think you can make a part two To the Yandere Tenya ?!

Sure! ^u^ I've got some more headcanons up my sleeve!

No NSFW this time. More angst ahead, and kind of an unhappy resolution, unfortunately XD;

Part 1

Yandere!Iida Headcanons Part 2

Iida's quite taken by the intoxicating thought of you pregnant with his child, belly rounded with life and stunning in your maternal glow. It would be good to have an heir to the Iida lineage, of course, but it's more than that. The idea of you bound to him in something as precious as the creation of a life, the family that would come from that, the future together, it all nearly has him hard with want. He loves you, of course he would want a family with you, but the appeal is a lot darker than that for him. It would mean that no matter what, for the rest of your life, you would always have some form of connection to him. In his more self aware moments, the way his mind twists such a precious concept has him sick with disgust in himself.

Iida's always been possessive of you when you're around what he would call "potential rivals." His friends always teased him for being a bit stiff and a stickler for the rules, and perhaps a bit of insecurity has settled in him that you might fall for someone more carefree, more "fun." So he gets jealous, and clingy, and insists others keep a respectable distance from his girlfriend. His friends think it's cute, how worked up he can get, who would have thought that the former class president could get so jealous? Surely you have him wrapped around your little finger. But is it really so cute? When his eyes darken and his jaw clenches, a fist forming at his side just out of sight? When he takes you home and considers never letting you out again?

It wouldn't be accurate to say that Iida's friends never catch on. Some of them do see the darkness in him, and it worries them probably as much as it worries Iida. While a few just have faith that Iida would never take things too far, others, well... After everything they've been through as a class, they're not going to let their friend fall. For some, that means interfering before things get too serious, for others, that means making sure Iida doesn't get caught. He's not the only one in the group with dark inclinations.

You would find out about Iida's darker side from his very own mouth. One day he goes too far, in his jealousy, in his brutality towards a villain that harmed you, whatever it is, it brings you to call him out when you're at home. You've been noticing worrying changes with Iida for a while now, and you demand to know: what is wrong with him?

What's wrong with him? There's too much that's wrong, and the fact that you can see it, which is his worst nightmare, breaks him. He falls to his knees in front of you, arms around your middle and face pressed into your stomach as every dark, alarming thought he's ever had comes out of him.

It shatters your perception of him irreparably. The good man you thought you knew wants to keep you in a cage, wants to possess you so wholly it scares even himself. You try to draw away from him, try to be gentle as you tell him, "Tenya, you need help..." and it confirms to him that he's lost you.

He doesn't let go.

This was the beginning of your brief captivity. By this point, Iida had already been taking more and more of your agency away from you, controlling the finances and steadily closing you away from your old social circle. It might not have been with this outcome in mind at the time, but it worked in his favor now. A few emails and calls and you could be gone for weeks without anyone sounding the alarm, and those that would look for you were mostly Iida's friends, too.

It was misery being locked away, physically restrained and constantly monitored to keep you from leaving the house. The locks were changed, your phone and computer taken away, the only way out was through Iida, himself, who definitely had the physical advantage.

Throughout it all, Iida was a bizarre combination of remorseful and resolute. He felt so bad for putting you through this, begging for your forgiveness and hating what he'd become. That said, he didn't feel so bad as to let you go, and it was obvious that he was still hoping to continue your relationship, with or without your approval. You didn't recognize him anymore. You tried to reason with him, and when that didn't work, you fought him, desperate to escape, but Iida was a tough opponent, and you found that getting out on your own was a hopeless endeavor.

But your capture didn't last forever. As stated, it was a brief captivity, no more than a few weeks, maybe a few months at most (though that time felt like forever). He hadn't planned for this, after all. It would be Iida's friends that got you out, subduing Iida and bringing him to see reason and seek help. However, you would find that it was mostly for Iida's sake, not for your own. There would be no justice for your kidnapping and imprisonment. The former Class A was a tight knit group, and they would ensure that Iida would still have a chance to be the hero he wanted to be, even if it meant keeping your ordeal from seeing the light of day.

Through help and support, Iida would slowly learn to control his possessive urges, but they would still remain at the back of his mind. He would always, always desire to get that happy ending with you.

(Requests)

[saturnniidae]

People give Valka a lot of shit which makes me sad bc her flaws are what make her interesting, and I LOVE thinking about her character.

Like, Have we considered how she had Hiccup at 20 and was married before that? Have we considered that, though she was in love with Stoick, marrying the Chief (or soon-to-be-chief) is a lot of responsibility? Have we considered how young 20 is and Hiccup takes after her in so many ways, not feeling ready for responsibility or wanting to settle down could be one of them? Have we considered she deliberately didn't come back because she maybe felt she wasn't ready to be a mother? Have we considered she loves Hiccup and Stoick so dearly but needed to live her own life? Have we considered how bittersweet the reunion really was because she realized she missed her chance to actually be a mother and how much the guilt of not coming back must've weighed on her?

I LOVE YOU VALKA HTTYD!!!!!!!

[doomednarratiive]

thinking of jarthur because through the events of malevolent theres always that lingering sense of "if only i hadn't done this" or "if only i hadn't met him" from arthur in the back of his mind because he still believes all of this could've been prevented if he hadnt met john. theres a small, nagging voice in the back of his head that still blames john for all of that happened. in his mind he doesnt think john is the best thing that ever happened to him. because how could he, after all the pain that was brought to everyone around them? how could he knowing he played a part in ending the world? if only they hadn't met. if only he never opened his book.

[raainstorms]

Karen Page Appreciation Happy Moments (1/3)

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

will have to cook up a drabble for a very special birthday boy . goken angst postponed

[ippokampos]

a major part of my childhood is about to disappear in ~24hrs due to unfair+forced decisions made by the government+corporations and i have nobody to talk to about this😶

[canisalbus]

Look, I know it's supposed to end badly. But I need to admit that in my head, they declared a mutual "fuck this shit" to the world and society. Packed all the stuff they could one late night and escaped to a remote open plain in the middle of some thick woods where they spent the rest of their lives healing and living freely in nature.

I've been having a lot of intense feelings about them as well. The tragical elements are so baked in to their story and setting, it's hard to imagine a happy ending for them. But every now and then I find myself thinking of scenarios and AUs where they both live and grow old together. For coping purposes, I suppose.

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

In another universe Christine and Erik skipped town and they live happily together raising Gustave...

[fujii-draws]

So a comment under one of pmd2’s ost songs may or may have not rewired my brain a bit to assign certain instruments to a certain three.

[alex-finechi-is-back]

..warlord of eternal rest longan being.. being more cuddly and.. and more touchy if they ever saw pitaya because in the lore for that costume all the other dragons are dead and to see pitaya again would probably make their heart swell..

just an excuse for longan to be more cuddly and touchy with pitaya for some reason ajajaja

[graceofgondor]

YES OKAY IVE TALKED ABOUT THIS BEFORE BUT LISTEN

charlie 1000% asked chet for his blessing before proposing to ginny, and up until that point I think chet most likely held a grudge against him. partially for his association with knox but also because he viewed it as his baby sister being taken away. but like, I think thats really where they both matured, because charlie was willing to ask him regardless, and for the first time in his entire life, I think chet was willing to let go of his pride.

[a-confused-spoon]

i previously said that a gwen character arc that revolves around her anodite heritage and trying to bend over backwards to find a way to deal with her everyday life while appeasing both her parents and verdona would go back to the practice of magic; i take it back- like, abso-fucking-lutely no, what the hell even got over me. i'm ashamed.

magic can and should be involved but that arc should end with nathalie getting over her prejudiced ass, if she cares about her daughter, because parents owe their kids acceptance. virtuous as the attempt to make everyone happy might be, there are things one shouldn't compromise, especially when it comes to ones' own nature

between gwen's people pleasing tendencies and her perfectionism that's what the character arc she never fucking got for no good reason should end on

[merakiui]

PLEASE..im sorry for being annoying but im so desperate pleaseeee anything any crumb of news about bittersweet secret pleasee....is it discontinued? IS TJERE STILL HOPE FOR IT? aughh IM BEGGINGGGGGG

Hi hiii! There’s no need to apologize! <3 as for news, it’s not discontinued! :D just put on an indefinite hiatus. ^^;;;; however, I do indeed plan to finish Bittersweet Secret!! I missed writing for that universe’s Xiao so much, so I hope to finish the upcoming chapter eventually! A certain Inazuma detective makes an appearance hehe.

[not-your-lifeline]

in loving memory of, you.