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[evieville]

Don't think about their specialty or anything, just them as a person and how they practice medicine

* your doctor as in the person who you see continually that oversees/manages your treatment not as in someone who just diagnoses you

[evieville]

Okay we got to go on a drive which usually calms us down and we saw a very pretty sunrise while sitting in the nice air conditioned car so hopefully we've had enough respite to finally sleep at nearly a quarter past five in the morning

[evieville]

Did you know that if you feel bad about something you can't change but are being reminded of all the time, you can just dress up really nice and then you'll feel so glam it doesn't matter anymore? Very important life hack

[evieville]

I can't believe I forgot to mention we saw the fuckin northern lights. It was SO fuckin gorgeous and all the stars were out and we were just looking at them and it was like. I dunno. We just felt really lucky to be alive. Although I'm still a little baffled at how casually our mother was able to drop that she used to see them almost every year as a kid like. AND SHE THOUGHT THEY WERE JUST NORMAL???? Like she thought everyone saw them....... Very jealous

[evieville]

I have to rewatch reanimator. Scheduling that for tomorrow.

[evieville]

Still haven't been able to sleep :( I think when we actually get home we're either gonna STILL not be able to fall asleep and be incredibly frustrated or pass out immediately. Although I do think if we manage to fall asleep immediately or otherwise we will probably not wake up until like. Five pm. But that's fine because we took a nap yesterday until almost five and went to bed before one and everything was okay

[evieville]

I think J cup tits + no bra + half unbuttoned shirt is the modern look of all time we should rock it more often

[evieville]

The amount of effort it takes to just. Roll over in bed. After a very intense pt session is actually so fucked up.

[evieville]

Something I'm still thinking about from today is finding out that our left hand is weaker than our right by 40 pounds worth of strength. It's. So bad. But it's also really validating to have an objective measure instead of having to say we feel like our left side is weaker. Does that make sense? At least our right side is strong for our age. But our left side is significantly weaker than the lowest average so. Um. That made me feel a little bit embarrassed even though we were literally at a hospital for our fucked up nerves and muscles??? Like, that's literally the point? The point is that we have issues??? And also I think doctors have almost always seen worse. Admittedly we have repeatedly had doctors feel the tightness of some of our muscles and see the insane inflammation of our knees and be absolutely flabbergasted, to the point of calling another doctor over to look at it, but. For the most part.

[evieville]

The effect w/ the TARDISes at the end of The Five Doctors is actually hysterical. They had two dollars and a dream.

[evieville]

So our skin is still irritated and I just realized. It could be because we started using our new acne medicine every day instead of every other day. Which would make sense because even though we have a ridiculously low concentration our skin is more delicate than an eggshell and I. Would not fucking be surprised.

[evieville]

We are. Finally. Home. And now we are very nauseous and our head hurts a lot more. Thanks bumpy car ride and bright fucking sun

[evieville]

Our head hurts but we're driving towards the sun.... Cruel world >:(

[evieville]

:3 :3 we're super tired now but !! We got compliments on our cute vintage hat and our outfit and our makeup even though I didn't think it was very great today :3

[evieville]

Unfortunately we don't have our moisturizer here so. I think we'll just do eye makeup and some blush and lipstick. Probably best not to wear a full face of makeup when it's over 90° anyway. Still annoying. We probably should be using moisturizer every day anyway but. We barely manage to wash our face once a day, I don't think we can do twice.

[evieville]

Soooooooo... Turns out it's a good thing we tried to get ready crazy early. Put on our skin tint and it was so patchy and gross looking but we didn't bring makeup wipes so we tried to wash it off with plain water, then a normal wipe and then finally just washed our face with actual face wash and STILL there's some around AND our skin is crazy irritated now. What the fuck. We haven't put on our skin tint or. I think even like blush or anything since we started our new acne meds so it could be that?? I don't know. Fucked up though.