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How did you get to be so prolific as an art seller? Do you have any advice or tips for someone who hopes to run a store one day? Does networking, or having money to invest in products to begin with, help?
Honestly? It’s not the main reason, but I do feel like luck plays a pretty big part, especially with everything being so algorithm based. I’ve been selling my art for over a decade, and it really wasn’t until my shrimp art went viral that I felt like people actually started to notice my work a bit more. (I have had my actual art go viral on other platforms since then. Thank god I was getting such bad imposter syndrome when it came to posting non shrimp stuff lmfao)
Another big part I’d say is being consistent with posting. I try to put out a few drawings a month and keep people updated with my shop progress to get feedback!
I also try to frame my posts so they’re easy to view. People will only spend .5 - 3 seconds on a post before scrolling on, I’ve found that stronger compositions and closer cropping (when needed) helps a TON with drawing more people to your work
I don’t really like the term “networking” because it feels so corporate, but I ABSOLUTELY would not be where I am if it wasn’t for other artists!! So many other artists (esp furrys !!) were willing to not only boost my work, but were willing to share resources and advice when it came to finding my footing
Ok read more time
I personally started out FLAT broke when my shop opened, and found that working my way up in terms of shop stock really helped me be able to put stuff in my shop without going in debt. (I do have a part time job that just barely covers most of my living expenses so I have bit more wiggle room for shop stuff) I would buy stickers which would fund prints. The prints would fund keychains. The keychains would fund shirts and so on. It definitely feels like you’re throwing time away sometimes, but I think being slow is a lot better than burning yourself to a stump from overworking.
I feel like it’s important to differentiate between selling your art vs selling a product if that makes sense. You’re one guy selling your work and not a corporation ran by lots of people, and sometimes people forget that!! Despite my shop being one of my main sources of income, I try to make sure I’m posting more art and things I’m working on rather than only ever promoting what I have for sale. I try to frame all my work on my platforms as me sharing what I’ve made vs coming off like a corporation ran brand account. (does any of this make sense lmfao)
Honestly the biggest advice is just to be unapologetic with your work. Don’t let poor sales or poor interaction dissuade you from posting. I only had 20ish sales per year in my shop for multiple years before I actually saw my shop gain traction. Sometimes it just takes time!
#look at my text wall boy#ask#sorry if non of this makes sense lol#I’m only on my second year for selling art as a job
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"work update, my robot stepson [ect]" okay, but like imagine any of null's crew doing an update like that on a random side blog they have. Null would absolutely find it and find more ways to mess with them
I mean the Project Xelqua au was very heavily inspired by my workplace xd
But I could totally see them sometimes posting anonymously somewhere to just complain when they are extra frustrated when whatever they are working on really doesn’t want to work. And Null, having all the access to the internet and being able to easily trace ip addresses and get behind privacy walls, can easily find his team under any pseudonym
I could see Joel once posting something akin to “my useless piece of shit robot isn’t working I’m gonna kms” while being very sleep deprived and frustrated because a piece he has been working on for a week straight still isn’t working. And Null gets offended and isn’t willing to talk to Joel for a day and Joel’s just confused
Also, about posting and all. I could see Mumbo and Lizzie having private blogs where they update their separate progresses with Null. Mumbo’s all formal and Lizzie’s a lot more personal with little annotations, notes and occasional little praises
But overall Null regularly keeps up with the teams’ social media profiles, regardless if they post about him or not
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Welcome to the 5th installment of What to Expect From This Update. Can you believe we’re already at Chapter 4? Soon, my regular updates and demo drops will come to an end—and honestly, I’m almost a little sad. But hey, let’s not waste time. Let’s get right into it.
I’ve heard your cries about broken saves and having to replay the demo from scratch because I keep tinkering with the startup.txt. As many of you know, the demo has gotten pretty massive—so to ease the pain, I’ve added a jump_scene.txt file. For now, this will let you jump straight from the beginning to the first part of Chapter Three.
⚠️Note⚠️: This is still a work in progress, so please don’t expect perfection. It was originally planned for the sixth update... but I’ve been feeling a little idle lately and figured: why not?
If you're aiming to build romance points with T, I highly recommend replaying the demo from scratch. First-time readers should do the same to avoid any confusion with character points and progression.
To those of you choosing to wait for your destined one in the Ada branch: If you're not planning to romance Cadmus, please choose the other virgin option. The current one is connected to Cadmus’s storyline.
To access all available choices in Chapter 4’s opening, avoid selecting options related to your bedroom experience. While you can continue with your previous choices, if specific conditions aren’t met, you’ll be locked out of three other choices in this choice set. And as you all know—I refuse to add filler. 😉
What to Expect From This Update – 30k New Words of Content.
Learn to independently manifest Runic energy.
Finally confront Neosho — throw her out, or have Rallyum torture her for answers. The outcomes of this choice will begin to take effect in future chapters.
Officially begin the Gledir Academy Arc.
There’s something about the boy sitting beside you.
Most importantly, weigh in on two major policies that were put in place by your father. One of these will have a significant impact on Ragriel’s finances. The other will showcase the boy beside you's prowess.
If players aren’t on the romance path with Cadmus, he will fight the MC out of resentment.
What’s Coming in the Next Update?
The next update will focus entirely on the test matches. I know some of you will complain, but not everything should be rushed. Writing fight scenes is a pain in the ass for me — and I want them to be gripping enough to keep you on the edge of your seat.
New dates for each upcoming update will be posted in August for both Patreon and public readers, following the Patreon demo drop on July 21st. Since I’m already here writing this, I’ll go ahead and lump in my progress report too.
🗓️ My Week Ahead
It’ll be a straightforward week for me. I still need to take time off to handle some personal stuff. I’ve been sitting on a whole library of side stories from past lives between Cadmus, Atticus, and the MC, and honestly... I don’t know what to do with them. 😭 Here’s what I’ve got so far:
Military Cadmus × Broken-hearted MC, ft. a best friend who’s obsessively in love with the MC.
Delinquent MC × Hidden-identity Cadmus, who’s dealing with deep-rooted trauma.
“His Touch” — where the MC is forced to return home and ends up meeting a silver hair man their grandfather "adopted"... but that's a lie 👀
Now, I know some of you are probably raising an eyebrow and thinking, “But what about the other ROs? That’s not fair!" I hear you. And yes — I do have side story files for both N and T, if anyone’s curious.
T’s side story is a heterosexual romance
N’s side story is a gay romance (yes, yaoi!) 🌈
✍️ Writing Plans
Over the weekend, I plan to get a head start on the test match scenes. In between that, I’ll be scribbling away at the side stories. Honestly — I think my paid readers would probably prefer more of my actual writing over lore dumps and truth/truth sessions — so in August, I’ll be releasing one side story per month for Patreon supporters. So yeah, my week ahead is kinda boring... but meh, progress is progress.
The side stories I’ll be offering won’t just be extras — they’ll each be treated like mini interactive fictions, which means every side story will get a demo of its own. And no, just because I’m writing side stories doesn’t mean Tainted Souls is being abandoned. My demo and I are here to stay, whether you like it or not.
This demo—I’m finishing it. Even if I’m on my deathbed, I’ll finish it and move on to Arc 2. So please — don’t jump to conclusions. Sometimes, we all just need a break from the intensity of the main story to enjoy a side plot that makes absolutely no damn sense, and that’s okay.
And lastly, I’ve finished my round of edits. All that’s left is for me to run my random tests and then publish the chapter opening on Monday. Looks like my progress report turned out to be just one line, huh? 😂
Tomorrow evening, a poll will be posted where public readers will get a small taste of one of the possible upcoming side stories. Since this is all about side stories, Cadmus will not be excluded — his past life memories with the MC are just as precious as any other RO's. Please vote for the one you’d like to see first.
Important note: All of Cadmus’s side stories will feature his split personality — Cold and aloof by day, warm and gentle by night. These side stories will contain strictly NSFW content 🔞 — no fade-to-black. You’ve been warned.
I’m still considering launching a new tier on Patreon, but nothing’s been decided yet. So while I sort that out, think carefully about what side story you’d like me to write first — and I’ll do my best to fulfill your wishes. May the odds be ever in your favor when the results come in. 😌
I truly hope you all enjoy your weekend and the week ahead. Until next time — take care of yourselves. And I hope my silence on this blog hasn’t bothered you too much. I sometimes forget I need to check in, answer asks, and just talk to you all. So if I’ve been quiet, forgive me.
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"영원"



"Since I had to learn to be Someone you don't know"

Jinu x F!Gwisin!Reader Word Count: ? Warnings: horror elements, major character death, depression, blood, graphic content, sexual content, s/h, brief mentions of s/a, hurt/comfort, happy ending, slow(ish)-burn
Desc: 귀신 (Gwisin). Spirits who still have ties to the living world. Whether it be for revenge or caring for a loved one, they will remain on the earth until their task is completed. Female gwisin are often depicted wearing white hanbok, which are typically worn for funerals, and long, ink black hair. You have remained faceless for centuries, passing by people who took no notice to the transparent figure in white. It has been too long since you had died. The task you had given yourself long since forgotten. As the world around you changes, so do you. Three young idol girls happened to notice you for the first time in 400 years. This revelation ends up with you meeting the reason for your stay in the living world.

» [Eternity - Alex Warren] «
0:07 ─〇───── 3:02 ⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ ▹▹ ↻

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐗:
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PROLOGUE: LADY IN WHITE CHAPTER ONE: PAST SACRIFICES CHAPTER TWO: FORGOTTEN TASKS - IN PROGRESS CHAPTER THREE: TORTUROUS MEMORIES - IN PROGRESS CHAPTER FOUR: ..?

Note: This one is a bit different than my normal work. I actually decided to do some research into this one! And I'm excited to see how well this turns out! History and folklore have always been an interest of mine, especially anything to do with cryptids, paranormal, or deities/gods. I want to try to make this as sad, horrific, and comforting as possible. I plan to throw in horror elements along with accurate facts from the Joseon Dynasty. I am not entirely sure If this will be a small series with extremely long chapters or a long series with chapters ranging from 2k - 4k words. I will try to update as much as possible. I do hope you all are as excited as I am for this!
Also, I have been impatiently waiting for Alex Warren to drop this song. The edits and everything have me in a chokehold and I have not been this obsessed with a song in a long time. I really want to keep it as the main vibe for this fic so it will be really sad and depressing at times.
Let me know if you wish to be a part of this series taglist!
<KPDH MASTERLIST> <MAIN MASTERLIST>

𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓:
ETERNITY - ALEX WARREN GHOST - JUSTIN BIEBER LAY ME DOWN - SAM SMITH WHEN SHE LOVED ME - TRAVIS ATREO UNDERNEATH IT ALL - JUNG YOUTH PRICE YOU PAY - UNKLE TO BUILD A HOME - THE CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA PAST LIVES - SAPIENTDREAM, SLUSHII I KNOW THE END - PHOEBE BRIDGERS MY LOVE MINE ALL MINE - MITSKI HURT - JOHNNY CASH FALLING IN LOVE - CIGARETTES AFTER SEX LIGHTS ARE ON - TOM ROSENTHAL SEE YOU LATER - JENNA RAINE THE NIGHT WE MET - LORD HURON HEAL - TOM ODELL WAIT - M83 STAY ALIVE - JOSÉ GONZÁLEZ VISITING HOURS - ED SHEERAN I'LL BE GOOD - JAYMES YOUNG YOU ARE THE REASON - CALUM SCOTT CAN'T HELP FALLING IN LOVE - CHRISTIAN LEAVE LOVE - NATHAN WAGNER PHOTOGRAPH - ED SHEERAN SIX FEET UNDER - BILLIE EILISH

𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐁𝐎𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒:
READER - 잊혀진 기억

JINU - 연인

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dating soda hcs?



— dating sodapop curtis hcs ୨୧
i’m so sorry this took me a few days, i was doing other requests then was putting it off slightly so i don’t get burnt out <3 i hope this is what you wanted and lives up to your expectations ♡ i’m so happy you requested him, i love soda with my whole soul
requests are open ♡
absolute loverboy but i’m sure you already knew that
everything he does is for you and your benefit, you are constantly on his mind & he wouldn’t have it any other way
he’s soooo touchy oh my, always has his hands on you and not even in a sexual manner - he just likes touching on you. the gang have to tell him to chill out sometimes, and it really flusters pony
he has to live with it though, considering you’re always around the curtis house (but who isn’t)
that being said, you do get along with soda’s brothers: you protect and listen to pony whenever he needs, and you help out around the house with darry!
i saw someone say that steve most likely flirts with you to piss soda off and i stand by that, it really grinds soda’s gears and steve loves it.
you don’t hate it really, it makes soda give you more attention, so what’s there really to complain about!
king of hugging you from behind, he can’t help himself
he talks to you about anything and everything, he’s so energetic and you’re there and dating him, so he takes advantage of that!
loves seeing you in his shirts, or any clothing of his. he’ll literally get on his knees
i can see you maybe going over to the DX as he works and just taking his hat off his head and placing it on yours, his brain short-circuits.
has absolutely told you before that he wishes you had met his mother :(
when he’s with you, he’s in it for life. he wanted to marry sandy - you best believe he’ll want to marry you
one of the photos i chose above reflects exactly what he’ll do for you - piggy backs! i am a firm believer that sodapop curtis is a piggy back giver NO DOUBT.
he sneaks over to your house a lot so you can spend the night together, saying something along the lines of: “jus’ wanna see your pretty face first thing in the morning, babe” - i see a lot of people saying that you sneak to his and you sleep in his bed. he literally sleeps in the same room and bed as pony, i don’t see how this would work at all.
he calls you any and every nickname under the sun and he means every single one. even the weird ones. i’m talking: baby, babe, sweetheart, cupcake
and he’s not even being ironic with it either. as opposed to someone like two-bit, who i think would do it to embarrass you and get on your nerves.
effortlessly protective of you - he just wants to keep you safe, he doesn’t wanna lose you too :(
ohhhmyyy he cannot keep his lips off you it’s a constant battle of “you cannot tongue me in public, soda!” “but babeeeeee.”
soda loves to gossip, and working at the DX means he gets a lot of information about recent drama. as a result, you’re updated on what’s going on around town at all times.
girls flirt with soda all the time, this is said multiple times in the book and is mentioned maybe once or twice in the movie?? so you gotta be able to make a stand and ensure people know he’s your man. he’s able to make this clear enough himself but with someone as gorgeous as him, you need to claim him as yours. his reaction to you doing so just makes it all more worth it.
he’d do anything for you, you ask him to jump and he responds “how high?”
like i said earlier, he absolutely sees a future with you and as the relationship progresses, he gets more open talking about it and making sure you’re on the same page. i’m assuming you are, and talking about your future just makes him giddy.
if he could glue himself to you, he would.
— back to my masterlist!
#the outsiders x reader#the outsiders imagine#the outsiders#sodapop curtis#sodapop curtis x reader#sodapop curtis imagine#sodapop curtis headcanons
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I am finally putting together a FAQ for easy access for people new to my blog since a lot of these posts I think are helpful are buried. Some of these links link to posts on my blog, but some link to my personal website. My website is not monetized in any way, so there should be no ads or anything intrusive.
About Coping
How can I make a self-care box?
Here's some instructions I wrote!
How can I make a safe space?
Here are some ideas!
What are some ways I can ground myself?
Here is an article with a bunch of examples, but there are so many more that aren't listed here!
I'm struggling with trauma around the holidays and/or a traumaversary.
Here's an article I wrote on trauma around the holidays!
Here's an article I wrote with advice for traumaversaries.
General Trauma FAQ
Do I have to forgive them in order to heal?
The short answer is "no." What everyone needs differs. While someone may need to forgive as a part of their healing journey, this isn't necessarily true for everyone. Here's a post I wrote about this.
What about myself? Should I forgive myself?
That's up to you. For some of us, healing is realizing we never needed forgiveness all along. And for others, it can mean that we can't get to a place where we feel we did nothing wrong, and therefore, forgiving ourselves is the best way to move forward. Here's an article I wrote on self-forgiveness.
What is trauma bonding?
This term is often used in a colloquial sense when two people who have suffered trauma bond together over their trauma. This article talks about the technical definition and is about how someone going through trauma forms an emotional bond with the one who is traumatizing or abusing them.
Was it bad enough?
The short answer is yes. But you can read a longer blog post for why here.
I'm struggling with anger after trauma.
That's a really valid way to feel. Here is some more info on it.
What is hypersexuality and/or sex repulsion?
See this article here.
What is Trauma Imposter Syndrome?
This is when a survivor invalidates themselves by saying something like “my trauma isn’t so bad, other people have it worse than me.” Here's my post on it.
How do I talk about my trauma?
First, remember that you do not have to talk about anything you don't want to. But if you do, here are some tips I have.
How do I listen to someone talk about their trauma?
The first thing I want you to remember, when someone tells you that they want to talk to you about their trauma, is that their needs do not negate your own needs. Here's my post on it.
Is Healing Linear?
No. Healing is a rollercoaster. Here's a post on it.
About Abuse and Specific Forms of Trauma
What are some different types of abuse?
Physical abuse, emotional abuse, sexual abuse, financial abuse, cultural abuse. You can read more about these here.
What is Medical Trauma?
It is a vast term that includes many different things, mostly linked to major emotional distress that occurs as a result of hospital stays, illness, or treatment (so yes, therapy trauma is valid.) You can see my longer article here.
What is Parentification?
Parentification is a form of abuse where a child is forced to take on the role of a parent. You can see my longer article here.
Why do I love and/or miss my abuser?
Nothing is wrong with you if you love and/or miss your abuser. There are any number of reasons why you could be feeling this way, and I will share some examples with you. You can see my article on this here!
Other
Are they trying to manipulate me?
While there isn't a clear cut guide, some of the points in this article might help you in getting more information about one of your relationships.
What is consent?
Consent is a freely-given yes. See this post here.
How can I be prepared for sex?
See this post here.
I also wrote this article that covers the same points as the first post, but focuses from a trauma perspective. A lot of the info is the same.
Why is it important to validate my feelings?
See this post here.
I'm struggling with self-harm/What is self-harm?
Here's a post on this.
#my post#faq#this is a work in progress and i will keep updating it#if you've seen a post of mine you think should be on here#let me know
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I know it's like the penultimate day of mermay but--
Guess whose wrist is beginning to get better :))
#call of the abyss#fnaf sun#mermay#sundrop#fnaf sundrop#the injection worked incredibly well!!!!#i FINALLY can use my wrist again!! though i do gotta take it easy still and not go overboard#hence the still very rough sketch#it's all my wrist could take before i needed to take a break - not out of pain but merely because it was growing tired#it's been underutilized and immobilized for so long#it needs to be gradually brought back to shape#could be a while still until it's back to what it was before#but!!! this is still LEAGUES better than what it used to be!!!! it's huge progress!!!!#i don't want to make any promises - i've been on sick leave for a while and who knows how it'll be when i go back to work next week#BUT. if this keeps up i may be able to start writing and drawing for cota again. and maybe there will be an update in the near future :)#fingers crossed that work won't undo the progress of my wrist's recovery
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Heyo! Sorry for the sudden lack of updates ;-; I got a bit of momentum last week working on my backlog so I was able to finish quite a lot of pieces already :'D (around 18 maybe? yay meee 🥹)
Had to work on the easier ones first tho so they won't be in order according to the queue, but I promise I won't skip any requests! They'll be posted soon over the next few days ☺️
I still need to work on updating & getting back to ppl but on the other hand, I've also been able to work and finish a bit more stuff now so it makes me feel pleased & happy! ;w;
Also I did mention abt streaming last week so I'll try to do that soon while working on the latest batch of comms! Maybe later when I get back home or tomorrow morning (🇵🇭 time), we'll see 🤔
Thank you sm again for your patience & support, I truly appreciate it! ;w; <3
#really tho i'm just super pleased i've been able to finish that much work last week#finally feels like i'm making a good amt of progress ;u;#sorry I keep delaying the stream @_@#I just didn't want to lose my momentum u_u#also I know I still have a couple of unread msgs..... i'll get back to you guys soon I promise!#the trello is not updated yet too but i'll also get to that later#anyways! I still got to thank the ppl who sent their support too aaaaaaa I appreciate y'all sm ;_;#bam blabs
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COMMISSION UPDATE
hello hi hello! I just wanted to give a brief update that I’m working on everyone’s pieces today and will be updating best I can of the progress! As well of a warning that tonight or tomorrow my internet will be cut off due to some construction and I’m not sure when it’ll come back on but just in case I vanish or can’t update until further notice I will let y’all know best I can!
#Worst scenario I just send phone fotos of the works in progresses LMAO#like I did months back when I was out of the country which gosh thank you to all my clients and supporters for being super patient about#That moment in time ty ;;;;;#but yeyeye I’ll keep updating just in case I just don’t want folks to think Im whoospie gone PDKFKDK#smoki rambles#commission updates#I currently have six on queue so if I’m slow that’s why¡
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sorry for lack of updates here i've been working on an in9 series that's taking a longgg time lol... so have a sketch for one of the pieces that i can't stop laughing at lol
#sketch#wip#work in progress#i just HAD to draw this screenshot ofc lol#it's so funny lol#planning to get this done by the end of the year btw!#wanted to get it done by the release of the documentary but..... idk how feasible that is pfft#anyway!#an update cos i keep forgetting to update this blog soz
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Google docs grammar suggestions are getting increasingly more inaccurate, which is pissing me off. However, sometimes it does come up with admittedly funny scenarios, such as "is your surrogate dad onto you about your crush? just shoot him point blank instead of dealing with your feelings"
#hannah's rambles#I don't write in google docs I write in calmly (thanks bamsara for converting me) but I keep a copy in google docs#so i can write in calmly on my home computer update the google doc and then make progress at my work desk if i feel like it#writing talk
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Mapping is pretty tedious… I’ve made a little floor plan to make it a bit easier, but it’s far from final. Likely will have some downsizing done to it.

Having this in the program itself is fun because I can set the starting point in this at any time and test how nicely each of these rooms flow together. It’s also pretty surreal since it’s all placeholder tiles, smaller scale, and no separation between rooms.
Hmm I already see a couple things I want to change about it—
#game development#indie game#horror game concept#horror game#rpg maker#rpg maker xp#solo dev#pixel art#map planning#still stuck in an awkward spot where I have a lot of art for this and a couple rooms figured out but yeah#i gotta keep telling myself that an average time to make a game alone is like 5 years or so lol#I don’t think the unlabeled map of the building is a spoiler or anything#I might try to find some scripts for a map option perhaps#eh anyway— as far as progress updates go#I’ve sprited a couple other characters and an enemy (that I am currently trying to figure out a battle system for)#the first hallway is pretty much done aside from events#I’ve gotten more progress on tilesets a bit more objects#and ive started working on spots that I know for sure how I want them to play out rather than brute forcing spots I haven’t planned for yet#well happy late new year#I’ve got a lot of resolutions to commit to hehe
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*building the Academy in minecraft*
my unicorn minecraft skin that I've had since I was 9:

#carrying little anneliese with me whenever i play#i do really badly want an academy student skin#but idk how to make one#the academy is a serious work in progress guys ill keep you updated#this is also a zoomed in photo of my tv so it isnt the best quality#my tbosas/sotr/thg minecraft world#shut up anneliese
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man I don't know what to do with Wuthering Waves 😭 like this game is really good and I enjoyed it for a while, but I don't know if I want to keep playing anymore...?
on one hand, I'm waiting for Phrolova as she was my most anticipated character (I love that she's voiced by Sonetto's VA in EN and her design is really cool), but on the other hand I'm not liking the story at all lately and the characters in general I just can't get attached to for some reason. Also the future characters they showed don't appeal to me either, so I don't see why I would keep playing at this point because characters mean A LOT to me, they genuinely make the difference (in fact, the very reason why I don't think I could ever drop HSR is because I love so many of them)
guess I'll stick for a little bit more at least until Phrolova's banner comes and we'll see from there
#abbey plays wuwa#probably#I mean I could still log in from time to time when the story updates and that's it#but yeah they really need to step up their game with it because I find it so boring and directionless?#like what the heck was even this Lupa/Mya storyline#everyone's saying is so peak absolute cinema yadayadayada and I thought it was so mid and out of the blue#I was bored and confused the whole time#anyway hopefully things will get more interesting as the plot progresses...#if not then I'll just drop it#if I don't like the characters I need the story to at least be decent and viceversa#if I don't like the story I need to at least get attached to the characters to keep going#right now neither are working for me#so yeah#I'll think about it
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i am too burnt out to be a person i think today i need to be a dog
#i need to write. that’s really all it is. i need to make some good progress writing and then i will feel better.#the worst feeling for me as a writer is that pent up ‘haven’t written anything solid in weeks’ feeling#kinda makes me feel incapable but also just gives me this sense of dread#you know how in mha some people have quirks that need to be released in order to survive?#writing is like that for me. if i don’t do it frequently enough it really messes me up mentally#i do other creative hobbies like art and crafts and music as placeholders when i’m struggling to make the words work#but it doesn’t work long-term and i’m kinda at that point now where i am going to break if i don’t write something#i don’t really have a point in posting this other than to vent#but if you want a oneshot or anything i guess now would be the time to send me an ask and maybe i’ll use it as a prompt#just to get the weight off my chest y’know??#i keep staring at all my drafts and the things i need to do and i think i’ve let it overwhelm me too much. becoming avoidant to cope#but the avoidance is obviously worsening things. so the only solution is to take a shower#drink some soda#open a window#turn on some static and start writing i think#i want to post something again. it’s been too long already and i don’t have anything else in my reserves#so i need to write#not draft—i mean actually write#there’s a difference. at least to me#maybe i’ll post the poems on ao3 too and see if those lead anywhere. just a thought#if anyone actually reads this let me know if you think i should#anyway#that’s all for now. wish me luck i guess. i’m gonna need it#kats rambles in tags#kats vents#kats updates
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Chapter 5 Progress Update
Time is slipping away from my hands like the sand grains of the golden bed pouring between my open fingers. (aka yes I know it's been another 2 weeks without an update lol)
I'm going to be completely transparent here. I don't think I need to do these anymore? After all, like I said before, my only tasks left are the closing argument comic and the execution and I don't think it's very worth it making a post each week going "yea uh I did like a page or two uh"
As for Rexx, I've helped them finalise the plans for the Monotora files, so things are going fine.
Now, about the inbox. I haven't really been answering the rest of them purely due to the fact that the majority of them are art-based in some way. And, as I'm already so focused on art-based tasks for the chapter, I just can't find much time nor energy to get onto them.
So, again, I apologise if your ask is still sat in the inbox and will take some time to get to. I won't abandon any ask I am able to answer, so please don't worry about it like, never getting answered (as I won't be opening the inbox back up until I can get to the remaining ones).
TLDR: If I have a significant update about the fic, I'll most likely post it here. Otherwise, I don't see the need for these posts anymore. Thanks for understanding ^^
#ch5 progress update#goodbye me ol' cream cracker#I am also hopping into a lot of VCs as of late to help keep me on task while drawing so#I did ask briefly on the discord server but it would be cool to have a chill lil chat while I work#(and you can claim the title of 'I was there when ch5 was being worked on live')#no pressure tho ofc
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