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Website would like the patch I just finished painting.
#Will be going on my jacket tomorrow... For now. My back hurts. So bad.#myart.png#Little computer thing is my fursona. For those who don't know.#battle jacket#patch#transgender#furry
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:)c
#vent#who else alone on christmas eve and christmas#I got no one gifts#no dinner#no family to celebrate with because everyone is too far away#everyone seems to have someone there and I just...#I love my roommate don't get me wrong. But there's so little we can do.#I'll figure it out.#I always do#It still hurts.#I wanna see my mom.#She just moved and I don't have any days off to go see her because my company is dogshit#ugh#I was saving up for a new car too.#Didn't end up working out#so I was left with net 0 for Christmas#Everything just fell apart this year#I have people but it's so lonely losing everything in one year.#I gained a bunch don't get me wrong#but I've lost a lot with myself too#I'm healing though. I am. I'm going to get better.#It's just one of those damned rough patches.#I'll be alright.#Merry Christmas everyone.
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A birthday gift for my wonderful bb gf who I love very very much, @xannerz!! Hector and her character, Anya! 💖❤️🩹
#I love you!!! giving you so many keeses#😚 peck peck peck#I wanted to go in a hurt/comfort direction w/ this one and I rly enjoyed getting to draw this scene + interaction btwn them!#tangled the series#hector#anya#my art#gift art#I already told Xan on disc ofc but:#my idea/thought was this is set sometime post-series#Hector gets reckless/sloppy in some fight (maybe slips a bit mentally) and they get to Talk while Anya patches him up#how many times has Hector had to take care of his own injuries#when was the last time he had someone to bandage him or chide him for endangering himself#y'know 🥺#lil meow meow#ANYWAY I LOVE YOU AGAIN BB#cw injury#cw blood
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GT July: Dream / Memory
Posting this early since I'm not going to be able to on the actual day for Dream. Decided to get borderline experimental with these prompts, since it gave me a kind of interesting way to give details of Patch's backstory (they can't exactly... tell it themself, y'know?)
Word Count: 1k Character bios in my pinned post
⚠️hoo HECKIN boy here we go with the content warning list⚠️ Whump, the whole thing is whump, Pest Control in a Borrower story portrayed as vague traumatic memories similar to a fire, unreality in the context of dreams, unreality shown through writing techniques, mentions of physical, mental, and emotional abuse, alcoholic abuser, hints of inhumane living conditions, and a panic attack (All except the panic attack are in a dream, but as the prompt implies, are also memories). Abuse section is surrounded by ⚠️emoji so you can skip over that one if you want/need
If that is too much or too heavy, or if you need a cooldown afterwards, may I politely suggest checking out Melancholy / Video Games, which is a lot gentler.
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They were running. They had to run, the room was filling with bright clouds, the ones that cause that intense pain. They look around, seeing their childhood home, covered in darkness. They could hear the muffled noises through the wall to the humans' kitchen, the loud whirring of the unknown device that heralded the downfall of their village. The panicking sprite reaches for their backpack, hoping it would protect them like it did last time, but it wasn't there. No! Did they leave it somewhere? They had to go back!
A door, was that always there? That wall should lead to outside, what was this door? An escape from the clouds, that's what it is. They walk through, only to be met by that familiar alleyway. As if on cue, she walks into sight, her blue-green hair, eyes the color of fire, and golden dress a contrast to the dreary gray and red-brick surroundings. She glows in an almost supernatural light. The sprite tries to get her attention, but she keeps walking, causing them to have to lunge out of the way of her sandal. Why didn't she see them?
Wait, the backpack, they forgot their backpack! They turn to the doorway that was never there, replaced with the usual wall, with the offset brick that served as the entrance to their nest for a few months, a little shelter to keep out of the elements.
They enter the bricks and end up in their little outlet room, their slice of home in the human world they've been a part of for months now. The wiring seems different… oh, of course, yeah, they did change that, didn't they? Still missing their backpack, they walk to their shelf, to see if there's anything they can use. As they reach for supplies, they remember that there was nothing there. They reach for supplies, but they remember that there was nothing there. They reach for supplies, but they remember that there was nothing there. With every shelf empty, the young sprite realizes they'll need to go borrowing. Maybe they'll even find their backpack along the way.
As they leave the room, they fill with dread as they realize where they are. This place. The sprite hears the noise, that dreaded noise, the uneven thumping that indicates they are home… and are even more aggressive than usual. The panicked sprite looks around, trying to find where to hide, they can't see them again, this can't be happening! The door to the room opens, that dark, looming silhouette appearing, taking up the doorway, taking up the room, taking up the mind. In a singsong voice, they call out. ⚠️⚠️⚠️ "Paaaaatch~"
Wait, Patch? How… only… they didn't get that name until afterwards�� did she betray them?
"Aren't… aren't you glad? Glad that-that your friend found you? Just think… you would have been sooooo lost if she... if she didn't bring you back here, where I can, y'know, I can keep you safe. Because nowww you're home! With me. Where you… belong."
Their face grows a dark grin as they finish that sentence, staring at the terrified sprite with those ice-cold eyes of sapphire. As the figure stumbles through the room, trying to capture them, the sprite runs towards the dresser, atop which sat that familiar prison of a cage. They were always able to move the dresser, but it gave a few moments of respite before the pain. Time to brace, to prepare. As they enter the darkness, they cower as their legs cease to work. How… How could she betray them like this? How could she let them know where they were? Didn't she promise to protect them? ⚠️⚠️⚠️
The backpack, that's what they notice. It's sitting there, in the darkness. A bright light shining down on it, drawing them to it. They walk over and inspect it. Their name, the only trace of their identity, gone. The writing seems to shift between nickname after nickname. Lighter names, "Patch", "Buddy", "Little Cutie"... Darker names. Names that sting their very soul to read. All a part of said soul, for better or worse.
The glow, they see the glow again. Looking up, they see her again, facing away. Her outfit is the same as that fateful day they met, a simple t-shirt and jeans. Either she's really far away, or somehow smaller. They approach, cautiously, having some strong words if this is really her. As she turns, her purple eyes – the sprite's own purple eyes, gaze right through them. She opens her mouth, the sound coming from everywhere and nowhere as she speaks in a voice they've never heard, "I am Ri
Patch awoke in a sweat, eyes full of tears. They looked around their room. The wiring was exactly as they left it. Their shelves were full of supplies, a few blueprints, and some snacks they kept handy. Most importantly, their prized backpack hung from its usual hook, their name inscribed on it. Panicked and breathing heavily, they did the only thing they could think of. They ran outside and furiously rang the bell outside of their little room, hitting it like their life depended on it.
Before long, the kitchen light turned on, and the towering, half-awake form of Melody stood before them, her hair messy and eyes bleary. She yawned before starting to speak. "Wh… where's the fire, Patch? You okay?"
The answer was made clear as she focused her eyes, taking in the shaking, crying form before her. This instantly woke her up a bit, as she ducked down to the level of the countertop. "Oh, oh no, Patch, buddy… how can I help? Touch, or no touch?"
Patch held their arms out, signaling that it was in fact a touch situation. Mel gently held out her hand as the scared sprite jumped into it. They were moved right to the human's shoulder, where they embraced her in as much of a hug as possible with a two-inch arm span, as they silently cried. The human's heart broke to see their friend like this.
"... Say no more, Patch. Why don't we go lay on the couch, I'll put the TV on, and we'll help you forget about whatever you dreamed about, okay?"
She needed no approval from the sprite as she laid down on the couch, consoling her small companion, who was already starting to drift off again to the comforting rhythm of Melody's heartbeat, their dreams for the rest of the night uneventful.
#fun fact: i scripted out the dream sequence in one go after being awake for basically 48 hours and entering some kind of fugue state#i refused to change anything that could even potentially be symbolic. what does it all mean? let's all find out together shall we#oc tag: patch#oc tag: mel#patchwork melody#g/t#giant/tiny#g/t writing#gtjuly#g/t angst#g/t fearplay#(kinda)#g/t whump#tiny whump#g/t hurt/comfort
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This is frustrating.
I love the comparison, but I hate how they are comparing.
They are acting like she is using optics to give herself an advantage. But the device she is wearing is just for comfort and essentially does the same thing as closing one eye and squinting the other.
The little thing over the left eye is basically like an eye patch.
And the thing over her right eye is a mechanical iris, like in a camera lens, but it is NOT a lens.
Different lighting environments are going to be brighter or darker and you may have to squint more or less to let in the same amount of light into your eye. Squinting allows the shooter to get the sharpest possible vision in order to shoot a bullseye the size of a 12-point Times New Roman period.
But if you have to squint for hours for practice and in competition, this can strain your face muscles and become uncomfortable. So this iris basically squints for you.
It's more like wearing comfortable shoes so your feet do not hurt than a lens magnifying the target and giving an advantage.
Both athletes have access to these items. One felt more comfortable without them. The other didn't feel like getting a muscle cramp from squinting all day.
Either would have shot the same if they had or had not used these devices.
Just a funny difference in gear preference.
I should also add, the Turkish dad is the only one using lenses.
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maki harukawa maks me so happy
#ltireally lik instantly#iwant maki to be such comfortable clothes and be so cozy and such. she deserves it#give that girl some hot chocolate too!!!#shell be like .Why do you think i want this#and then you can be like ohhh no lol ^^; i just want you to hold it while i go do somehtijng#and theres like a 50/50 chance she ll reverse psychology drink it or not#or shell ijnstead just hold it.the whole time#her hand is burning but shes holding it#sh wants to be a good friend#hell maybe shes even disassociatijng at this point. her hand is screamijng ijn pain but shes doing something good.shes being hlpful#shes being so useful. isnt that worth it? why does it burn so much#and then you have to thank her but chide her for not setting the mug down bcause now her hand is all burnt#and yoiu ahve to run it under cold water annd bandage it up and shell lean against you because shes so tired#she vaguely has a thought aboiut how shes just. not understanding what exactly she was supposed to do there#she did what you asked? so why did it hurt?#her pain tolerance isnt bad. she just feels guilty that you have to patch her up for some stupid fucking reason#and she insists shes fine riught .#but if this is my beautiful selfship post game world ..i think shed be so tired but shed press agaijnst you#and then your elike Jesus christ are you okay. why are you being vaguely affectionate. who are you and what have you done with maki harukaw#and shes like .well it dpends i think#if theres something thats been on her mind for a while she'd say it here#rigjht ? like#idk if its post game shes probably been thinking a lot about if she has to earn beijng needed. like if she deserves to be treated as a pers#DOES THAT MAKE SENSE#im hitting the tag limit so ill reblog with more thoughts... oug
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