#thread. ( forever and a day. )

[tatretot]

hellooo danandphilgames buddies!! happy belated 10 year (more like 5 but shhh) anniversary :-)

[sebeztappen]

im seeing people tag my posts saying they were here when they were still called "bezquez"... guys i hope u know that i was here too... obv not comparable to others that was here even before jerez 2024 but those were true visionaries... i just didnt have anything to post bc they had like 5 moments total and everyone has posted about them already bc i was already months late from jerez podium 😭

i was following and refreshing both the bezquez and the marcmarc tag like a crazed man. marcmarc was just the little subtag for them this time that ppl used bc it sounded cute. idk actually when people migrated to marcmarc so i just use both tags

[kingkatsuki]

Specifically thinking about long distance relationships today.

So tell me how you and your f/o would first meet online?

[lesbianlynns]

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ how i perceive ivy lynn

ivy lynn conroy ➵ ivy lynn

femme lesbian she/her enfp - 1981 - taurus

i'd toast to resurrection, but they just keep moving the line!

when she was little, she always wanted to be just like her mother. she was put in ballet lessons as soon as she could walk. she was the kind of kid who never shut up.

she grew up with her mom and older brother jimmy. her dad was in and out of the picture her whole life, and she sought more comfort in leigh than she ever did her father. her brother was always the "problem child", so ivy learned to manage on her own.

she also grew up having a horrible time in school. she never had any real friends, even inside of theatre people found her rather aloof and off-putting. she kept to herself for most of her school life and focused on what came after.

she had been told all her life by her mother to not do theater. whether it was because she wasn't good enough, she wouldn't like it, that world wasn't cut out for her, she had heard it all. she was always stubborn, and that was the thing she refused to let up on.

chicago was the third show she ever did professionally. she was 22 and fresh out of school, and that "off-putting" nature seemed to follow her. it was her third show, and the first show that made her consider quitting.

sam was the one who convinced her that her mother hadn't been right. she was good, she deserved to be in the room. and sam stayed with ivy, so ivy stayed too.

ivy and sam bleached her hair in his bathroom the day they both left the show. the sound of his laughter (at her horror and at her orange hair) is still fresh in her mind.

when ivy and tom met for the first time backstage at heaven on earth, they adored each other. she fell head over heels with his goofy nature and natural charm, and after that moment, they were in it for life.

she always grew up with fixations on women, specifically actresses. once she looked into marilyn for bombshell, she felt such a deep love and understanding for her. she had to play her. it wasn't a choice to not.

there was always something about derek that disturbed her. not just the way he was always too hard, and cruel. their relationship was always just a game, and she felt the need to choke him down. she loved him because that was all the warmth she had, despite all the pain.

ivy had always, deep down, known she was a lesbian. it was a part of herself that she was always ashamed of and tried to hide away, but there had been so much love and joy that came from that part of herself being embraced. the most beautiful part of ivy lynn is her truest self.

˖ ݁♬⋆.˚𝄞. music !!

eric - mitski doll parts - hole i want you to love me - fiona apple let down - radiohead ingydar - adrienne lenker busy woman - sabrina carpenter shutterbug - veruca salt liar - the cranberries

⋆˚✿˖° end .

[mokeonn]

What are you planning to do now? Genuine question. Need sliver of direction now.

Right now, I am going to call out of work, sit on my couch, noise canceling headphones in, phone off, dead to the world as I read nonfiction and theory that will hopefully bring me comfort.

At this point, if I see ANY opinion related to the topic at hand, whether it agrees with me or not, I'll get thrown into an angry meltdown. So I'm just going to hide away from the world for the next two days or so to help me process and calm down enough that I won't be sent into a flying rage at literally any opinion related to current events.

The most I can say without raging is simple: I think a lot of people are catastrophizing, misdirecting their anger, and forgetting who will be the most effected by these results. I think so many people are worried about being caught in the crossfire they forget who the target is.

I am also considering deleting the Tumblr app from my phone and completely turning social media into a "computer only" activity because I don't think having access to literally everyone's opinion at any given time on a device I already spend too much time on is healthy for me, especially after seeing how that device has effected other people after 10 years.

[monsterxmade]

“ i’m broken. and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it. something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was. ”

( @halfaghst )

Anya finds herself blinking in the wake of such a heavy confession, one she wouldn’t have expected him to share with her, but she does not shy from it. No, she understands it. She understands him. They both had parents that managed to make the words ‘terrible parents’ seem like an understatement. Parents who hurt them, who nearly killed them at least once, who traumatized them so deeply they were still haunted by it. He wore the scars on his chest; she wore the worst of hers on her back, concealed from sight but not from touch by the thin t-shirt she wore. And they both have been given something they never wanted and could never be rid of - her a dangerous skillset now forever preserved like muscle memory, and him a responsibility similarly immortal. They’ve both been broken by it all.

The similarities elicits a small, sad smile that disappears as quickly as it comes.

"I'm broken too," she says. "And they tell me I'm not too but I am. I know I am. I know it can't be fixed."

Anya can pretend as much as she wants, and she does every single day night. Or rather she believes she does, unable to see the ease with which this loving, happy, playful, affectionate version of her comes through the hardened persona she adopted eleven years ago when her mother was so cruelly taken from her. But it will not change the fact that she killed, that she hurt innocent people, that she did it without hesitation even. It won’t take it away either. As much as she tries to forget that version of her ever existed, it cannot be forgotten. It cannot be fixed.

“I guess…we’re kinda…broken together though. And maybe that’s better than being broken alone…right?”

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[kijosakka]

After leaving Bridgette, stuck to a frozen pole... How Alejandro would react to Assistant Noah saying that he knows what Alejandro is doing, but Noah honestly doesn't care?... What if Noah only cares about how Alejandro unfairly treats Owen?

ASSISTANT NOAH: "None of the people on this show are exactly innocent angels either, so if the guys are dumb enough to fall for your charming tricks and the girls let themselves be swooned by you despite having boyfriends, then they deserve to lose." 🙄

i do think this instance would have add some in the way of later plot, what with london and the eel comment -- as established up until around germany, assistant noah has a neutral-positive view of alejandro:

(though ngl just considering his general mannerisms i am leaning more towards neutral -- character arcs and whatnot, neutral > negative > positive, so his ribbing comes off as uninterested as he is, more like general commentary on what's happening)

anyway its post-egypt and not much further and i don't think alejandro would expect, at this point, to react any different -- assuming that he would assume noah was coming up to rib him about the challenge again.

on noahs end, there is no real distaste for alejandro (....yet), emphasized by his seemingly unimpressed that no one catches onto alejandros scheming -- implying that noah sees it as something obvious.

^ tinged by bias by virtue of being on the crew and seeing behind-the-scenes clips and footage or not, to be so blatant about 'if they don't know, they deserve it' does mean that noah believes it to be something people should be catching onto (also worth mentioning that through him specifically telling owen, he offers more leeway for him in the face of this; favoritism.)

anyway, recap (for myself, mostly): alejandro's perception of noah up until this point is basically 'guy on the crew who ribbed me once' and didn't gloat about any of his strategies to avoid having a paper trail of his manipulation.

ergo -- this alters alejandro's pespective of noah drastically. because, again, noah is part of the crew and therefore not a threat to his game (and in fact could only really be an asset through this to alejandro), so for him to also be so outwardly comfortable with alejandro's manipulation signifies him as a kind of confidant role; someone alejandro can gloat to in small moments as long as he's careful about who's listening, because noah doesn't care.

as for how that changes london -- well, previously, noah would only take up that kind of confidant role post-london, once the cards were out on the table and alejandro goes with his flirting deflection thing. now though i do think it adds if he takes up the role earlier:

because, well. conflict. in alejandro's eyes, noah is taking on, again, that confidant role that he himself grows quite comfortable in, seeking reprieves from the competition that don't damage his game like how heather does suddenly insulting him behind his back and becoming very outwardly vitriolic and distasteful.

however in noahs eyes, alejandro is two-timing -- he'd probably assume that alejandro is aware (probably assuming he's watched previous seasons) that him and owen are friends, and thus assume he's trying to have his cake and eat it too, through being friendly with noah but being so vocal about his dislike of owen. they're a Package Deal, doesn't he know that?

anyway my point here is that it opens up a lot of opportunity for alejandro to be hurt/confused and retaliate in whatever ways, and for noah to assume he's just doubling-down and thus have it sour his opinion more. misunderstand is what i'm saying here.

.........or comedy of errors. both. both are good.

[seaweedstarshine]

—on the topic of psychotic Summers brothers, I only just caught up with six months of X-Men after stopping for six months the topic of Gabriel referring to the tags of my last X-Men post a month ago — but I was happy to see Scott's torture-induced psychosis didn't (definitively) turn out just to be that he'd calculated what others hadn't. Yes, the woman he'd accurately calculated would save him was Dr. Gregor, not Jean, but that doesn't change that he remained unsure if Jean was real (and thought she was alive) while the all-seeing Enigma knew on the contrary that Scott was delusional because Phoenix thus equally (an equivocation which casts further doubt of Scott's fiery visions ever being genuine, as Jean's dying mind had departed Scott well before Mother Righteous sacrificed Jean's dead fragmented self for Dominion, before Scott was tortured) Jean — were so utterly dead that Rachel and Hope had to cancel out death to reverse it. Yet Scott, hyper-vigilant traumatized autistic brain-damaged neurodivergent soldier that he is, seemingly accomplished all these strategic calculations while having a psychotic “break,” which is extremely in character for him—

[despairforme]

[yingren]

good morning i'm gonna be writing prompts today from the last one i reblogged and i think i'm gonna try to keep them on the shorter side. not because i don't want to write them, but because my brain is tired but still yearns to write :)

[bumpscosity]

i'm gonna be honest i'm doing pretty bad rn. i'll live but somethings gonna snap sooner or later

[countlessrealities]

@ladiesofhell ~ Morty & Octavia (platonic) for the Valentine's starter call

Morty double-checked the coordinates he had marked down the last time he and Octavia had hung out together. The last thing he wanted was to accidentally end up in the wrong part of Hell, get lost and keep his friend waiting.

Not only he would have felt bad about it, since the princess was bailing him out of a day where he would have been lonely and miserable, but he was also looking forward to their platonic date.

Once he was absolutely sure of where he was going, he opened a portal and stepped through it, landing right in front of the main door of Stolas' mansion. He was supposed to knock, right?

He did, clutching the wrapped box he had brought with him tightly. Excited or not, he was also a bit nervous. He really hoped that Octavia would have liked his gift, and that he would make an ass of himself.

[ichijokaoru]

ahh One Day i'll make a big post about why the episode, reality, (amongst some others) genuinely make me think ichijou would be happier without his police job (which I'm aware is a real hot take) and based on some other stuff by extension, actually maybe would enjoy adventuring with godai... I understand it completely but I just don't fully jive with the interpretation I often see, that ichijou will always stay back and remain a cop because this is The Way It Has To Be etc. and godai will adventure and go off to his own world but return to him... i think he'd struggle with allowing it for himself (tbh. it's something he has to be dragged kicking and screaming away from, because he does THINK that it's The Way It Has To Be) he's so goddamn repressed but I don't think the whole duty-bound thing is good for him and I feel there's a sense of disillusionment that's going to hit when the ulf stuff is all wrapped up... like don't get me wrong he will Never Ever quit naturally and needs to be Heavily Influenced, but still, I think other things would be more fulfilling, at least a little bit even if not as a 100% of time thing... and there's lots more to this but articulating ideas hard.

[typingwithmyhandstied]

Wait it's almost been a year since September 26, 2023.

[unproduciblesmackdown]

pinning to the workshop corkboard: you've heard of winston "i'm cassandra" billions clairvoyance concepts for fun & profit, hear also of winston billions sphinx concepts (you must be This understanding of what he means to proceed)