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ragnars-tooth · 5 months ago

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On fire world rn and I'm losing my shit over Eliza going "david, he killed a man fucking around with time rifts and abandoned us bc he felt kind of bad about it 🤨"

(^eliza, pictured)

#rangnar rambles #harlan. pisses me tf off. especially for the first half of this book 🫶#harlan pisses me off so bad it seeps into my reading of arthur and makes me go 'damn why tf do i hate this guy again???' every reread UNTIL #i get back to him again.#doing the best for my child My ASS ‼️#(its my extremely sensitive neglected child syndrome acting up n projecting on these guys)#(and also the fact that harlan killed my boy mr bacon 😔💔)#i dont like ANY of davids paternal figures 😭 not when we get down to it #liz never did shit wrong bc david was ostensibly some guy in her guest room #and eliza was so WEIRD!! shes so... subdued and harlan bulldozes over her all the time. it feels BAD!!! 😬 BUT SHE LOVES HER KIDS #(i am halfway into fireworld and i dont remember the last 2 books well. this is all subject to change ofc)#idk the intricacies of like. well these characters are all iterations of each other so. In Theory. they would act the same under the same #circumstances. is so interesting. (and if thats the case. am *i* deeply misunderstanding liz and arthur or are harlan and eliza #as off base as i think 💀 (noooo it couldnt be me 👀))#'off base' -> ig its. eliza and harlan that are the blueprint. but theyre not my favourites so im ignoring that #ugh its also just the 'child different? bang with hammer until not different anymore ‼️👍' society of b6 having an Impact on the narrative #(crazy ik)#wherein i can sit here and daydream all day about how david merriman would have had such a better time growing up on earth #(explicitly with these different versions of his parents) but how could i say for sure when its the CIRCUMSTANCES ‼️‼️#harlan wouldnt have done manslaughter if your kid having autism wasnt a call for them to be incinerated 😔#eliza would be less spineless if she werent constantly having to second guess her emotional reactions to fit in 😔#ill make myself feel bad for them in a minute but thog dont care #i wish david had been a more overt little freak b1-3 #and also that arthur had killed a guy (im never letting this go now ive remembered its so fucking funny)#b6 and the society it builds is also super funny (horrifying) when you think about how hard b3/4 (?) keep trying to tell you the fain are #Good. like intrinsically.#and ARE THEY?? cus they dont feel like it sometimes!!! did i fall for fain propaganda only to be shocked when it was more complicated 😔#'haha we're not evil like those guys. we just incinerate people who ask questions. or get in The Way. or are different. haha. dont worry #about The Plan. its fine. dont you like your magic powers and the fact you have everything you could ever want. STOP MAKING THAT THING #THOUGH. you can have anything you want but not that. go to hell. fuck you. stop asking about your history you dont want to know i prommy'

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