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Hi! I remember seeing a post talking about sinag and anders' relationship dynamics and how when you fleshed out her personality later on, you changed her romance to fenris. I am curious as to her relationship dynamic with fenris and anders now vs before, if you feel comfortable sharing. I would also love to know some sinag facts as well if you're comfortable sharing them. ❤️
Ahh thank you for asking! I love blabbing about my OCs and always appreciate the excuse lol
A/nders & Sinag
I went in with the idea that I was going to romance him because I liked him in Awakening (I still like him in that game, can't say the same for da2 lol). So all my initial conversations w/ him was agreeing with everything so that I could get the romance, and when you do that, A/nders is more agreeable to you.
More under the cut because v long!
I didn't develop Sinag much outside what the game gave you for Hawke. The jump from DAO having more options for responses/personalities to DA2 only having 3 made it tricky for me. I also saw that the fandom loved Purple Hawke so I went with it.
One of the only things I had for Sinag was that she was extremely closed off despite being "hee-hee ha-ha" because it was a way to cover up her being afraid of vulnerability. So A/nders was yearning and pining for her until she was ready.
I'm going to be extremely transparent rn lol and say she agreed with everything he said because at that time I was swayed into thinking there was the "right way" to play the game. I had my ~mage rights era back when I started (I was 22 at the time), and now I just don't really care. I like making characters with different beliefs and exploring that.
So with that, Sinag agreed with everything he did and supported him. And it ended with them on the run together.
Then I didn't play the game for 7-ish years and then picked it up again right before vg's drop.
I already didn't feel connected to Sinag for a bit, because I didn't really develop her and think about her actual wants, ideals and arc outside what the game gave me. Then replaying, I revamped her, I made her get angrier and bloodier as she went through the years. And to me that makes more sense.
The new Sinag would not mesh with An/ders AT ALL. So her character now would've began being all right with him. But in my replay, seeing him get angry at you for not agreeing with everything, or calling her a "little girl" really turned me off from him as a 30 year old lmao. Sinag is NOT letting that shit slide. It immediately soured their relationship.
Not to mention once she falls in love w/ Fenris, she doesn't take kindly to A/nders being cruel to him.
So by Act 2, Sinag and An/ders are bordering on hostile. The point of no return is when he tells her not to be with Fenris and insults him. Ever since then, they just disintegrated until Act 3, where they hated each other. When Anders did what he did, Sinag saw it as a threat to Sebastian, who is one of her best friends (and considered him family), so when Seb was like "kill him" she said yes lmao
Sinag & Fenris
Sinag's previous character wasn't close with Fenris because she was staunchly mage rights, but they had deep respect for each other. Fenris even ended up choosing her side at the very end. They cared for each other, and Sinag protected him from Danarius. He had her back as well.
Now, when I did Sinag's revamp I wanted to try out Fenris' romance. I found that not only did I like Fenris' romance way better, that his romance meshed well with Sinag. They're both so afraid of falling in love, but are so drawn to each other. When Fenris leaves Sinag after they have sex for the first time, Sinag's shocked because she would've left first if he didn't (she was afraid of vulnerability). They fall madly in love and they're incredibly loyal to each other. They would do ANYTHING for each other.
Sinag has lost so much by Act 3 that she will kill to keep who she loves. She's so jaded and angry, but Fenris is the calm and the anchor, and vice versa.
Sinag Facts
Sinag and Fenris have a daughter named Malaya
Sinag's mabari is named Cinnamon (after my own dog)
Sinag's element is ice, Kirkwall called her "The Ice Queen" by act 3 because they knew her for her ruthlessness and coldness. Some call her "woman of blood and ice"
Carver and Sinag's relationship began disintegrating after Bethany's death. It was destroyed when Sinag left Carver to go to the Deep Roads. They weren't talking all those years when he was a Templar. By the end of Act 3 the reconcile and fix their relationship, by vg, they're close again.
Sinag didn't get along with Leandra, she had a toxic relationship with her - the enmeshed kind, where Sinag was the peacekeeper and did everything to keep Leandra happy. By her death, they were fighting a lot. Her death is what pushed Sinag to the edge
Sinag is 5'10, taking after Malcolm's impressive stature
She had an unrequited love with Isabela. She developed feelings for Isabela, but she didn't feel the same way
She didn't tell Varric she was pregnant, and Varric was a bit hurt when she showed up in DAI saying she'd just given birth, but he wasn't aware
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woah so update on warden sebastian au: i locked in, and the first draft of ch. 6 (of 11) is now fully written!!! and... it has brought the total wordcount to 48k so far... 🫨 i think i bit off a lot. LOL. (this will probably end up being the longest thing i've ever written!)
anyway here is some spoiler-free-ish timeline info bc i love putting that man in lore-/canon-friendly scenarios >:)
the premise of the fic is that sebastian joins the wardens instead of hanging w h/awke and co 👀 so ch. 1 starts out w his "duty" quest from act 1 (the flint company), and diverges from there!
the fic follows sebastian's journey, which is now largely separate from h/awke's, but h/awke still lives out the events of d/a2 in parallel. their paths cross upon occasion... and they help one another where needed :) !! the slow burn is quite slow—i did my best to add some #tension in ch. 5 & 6, but they still are not together... hoho...
here is the tentative timeline for the fic:
9:31 dragon (act 1 of d/a2): ch. 1-3
9:33 dragon (btwn acts 1-2 of d/a2): ch. 4-5
9:34 dragon (act 2 of d/a2): ch. 6
9:35 dragon (btwn acts 2-3 of d/a2): ch. 7-8
9:37 dragon (post-act 3 of d/a2): ch. 9-10
9:38 dragon: ch. 11
as for supporting characters...
n/athaniel h/owe features in ch. 2-3,
c/arver features in ch. 4-5, which is also where h/awke (finally haha) cements her presence as the female lead,
a/nders and i/sabela make cameos in ch. 6,
and v/ivienne will step in in ch. 7-8 😍 !
i'm very excited to get started working on ch. 7!! 🥳 sebastian has accidentally ("accidentally") left a trail of drama behind him. LOL
#chelle.txt#*gws#me and my bestie were eating sandos in the park and ideamaxxing and now i can't wait to write the next 2 chapters WOOHOO#kind of crazy that i have spent 48k in his head tho. frightening#i have like 5+ tabs open to the 'c/hant of light' wiki pages at all times#sorry for all the '/' to censor i don't rly want this to accidentally show up in sitewide searches ahahahaha 😭 it's just me rambling lol
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Thanks f()r taking my quiz! "corr. mutini. raveri. avyril." are W()NDERFUL answers! :::0
ooc: I wasn't taking that quiz in character sorry Minthy Mentha is my default uquiz name and I forgot to change it.
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Guys im genuienly so upset now im sure the stream was fun & great & im overreacting . I havent even watched it yet.
But like. I have been stuck in s*nders s*des hell w/ a creator who continues 2 promise the szn 2 finale, even though its been 3 fucking years, & will post shit like "guys im recording i missed the sides!" & then ends up posting a fucking ad 4 his shitty merch (& the characters in it are so ooc bcuz he keeps fucking firing his writers & his writers keep quitting bcuz he is mistreating them & not paying them) bcuz he just HAS 2 beg his fans 4 money so he can "work on the finale" & then getting surprised when ppl r upset w/ him
& then hl2vrai shows up & i an excited 2 have my brain latch on2 something else only 4 , pretty much, the same fucking thing 2 happen. Why am i even here.
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Art Fight - Character : [HS] Zadrox
(OOC)
OOC ACCOUNT IS @upward-centrifuge
this is a grumblr blog! block it if you don't wanna see homestuck or unreality or anything of that nature.
This blog is open to asks and DMs
Quirk: all lowercase except for emphasis. A's and O's are replaced with &'s and S's are replaced with Z's. Pretty classic fanquirks but if it's too illegible i can put translations. The font isn't strictly part of it, I just use it cuz it makes his typing quirk easier to read and matches the actual pesterchum/trollian font.
ALSO: shortens words to symbols/numbers when it's convenient and I remember. Most consistently: and -> &, at -> @, to/too -> 2, for -> 4.
Your character can can romance Zadrox if you want, just be of an appropriate age, don't expect her to randomly fall head over heels for you for no reason, and if you do manage to seduce her don't expect her to confine her feelings to one quadrant. Flushed and ash are open. Pitch and pale are technically closed but since their relationship vaccilates AND they're open to being poly so you can still successfully romance them in those quadrants if you're willing to compromise with him and his kisrail.
Character intro (not doin the homestuck format right now. might fix it up later)
Zadrox Oposto (he/she) is a 7 sweep old goldblooded troll trying to make a living for himself on Alternia. Her psionics are on the weaker side (something she's eternally grateful for, cuz obviously she does not wanna get fucking helmed), but she doesn't have the strongest control over them. This results in him being sort of just perpetually ass deep in static electricity, which sort of throws a wrench into the gears of his passion for engineering and inventing.
In theory, Zadrox should be an amazing engineer. She has both the skill and talent, and has spent her whole life preparing herself for a future in the field. However, with the winning combination of his eccentricity, absent-mindedness, and the unfortunate manifestation of his psionics, instead of the wonders he could be creating and dreams of creating, you instead get a thermal hull that runs around the kitchen (yes, like the prank call thing) that bursts into flames if it gets off balance.
Fun facts about him:
- obsessed with contradictions, paradoxes, opposites, oxymorons, etc. Likes to take them and break them. Loves it when something is two opposite things at the same time
- two reasons for his typing quirk: one, he thinks it makes him look like a cool gamer dude. Two, it alludes to the fact that he has a pretty nasally voice.
vaccillates just. constantly all the time. but to her there's a big difference between what she thinks of as "new relationship vacillation" (quadrant confusion, unsynched or one-sided vacillation) vs vacillation that is part of a healthy long term relationship (consistent vacillation, both partners vacillating together or one completely flipping because the other did, possibly quadrant blurring). Relationships in just one quadrant don't really exist for him.
- will add more
Other than that you're gonna have to find out through rp.
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IT ME
#MY NAME IS LOGAN THIS LIZARDS NAME IS LOGAN WE R MEANT TO BE#i’ve decided i named myself after this lizard actually not the th*mas s*nders character#ITS SO FUCKING EMBARASSING I WILL NEVER ADMIT TO IT AGAIN#but yeah i’m 8th grade i was obsessed w s*nders sides i’m better now i promise#logan.txt#(this is a jellycat btw!)
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dnt r//b
I’m sorry but I don’t enjoy those “girl power!!” movies that have been lately shat out by Hollywood because most of those female characters are generally boring and have no personalities or arcs it’s just “girl stronk. girl punch” and that’s it. they don’t even hire “buff” actresses they all look like dainty toothpicks and they’re all cookie cutter cute white girls
#dare I say it? w/nder w/man is way better than cpt m*rvel#there.#because diana GROWS as a character#even the copy paste male-lead films have character arcs#even if they just end up punching everything#those dudes still have personalities#these female-lead films feel like cash grabs without effort put into them#chatter
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@samaelnomcre // continued from here
“You act as if I ever had a choice.” El sighs, running pale and fading hands through pale and fading hair. Ancient eyes look to him, where once they were filled with the mania of creation and destruction and sheer, raw, power— now they are only filled with exhaustion and a desperate sorrow.
“When one is a God, creation is not some artist’s fancy— it is a necessity, much akin to breathing.” And how They breathed! They breathed life and light into the world, even as They gasped and choked. “I was barely coherent most of the time— and when I created Free Will— when I created you and your brothers and your brothers, Samael— it was my greatest creation of all! So many minds and possibilities and choices for you all...It was all so wonderful, so new, so...painful...”
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I gave it a whole season with an open mind but Rings of Power is just... bad.
The writing is just bad. It’s all just so Intro To Creative Writing. I don’t even care about Middle Earth lore so I don’t mind any changes. What bothers me is if you’re going to adapt something and then change it, you’d better be changing it into something good. Instead, we got ALL the cliches. The fact that every episode I would guess the cliche line I was about to hear and then there it was, but I would still be stunned because I couldn’t believe they were THAT lazy, THAT obvious. I’m not exaggerating here, I literally made a joke several times and then one of the characters said the same thing but they were serious! The dialogue is flat. The characters are the most rote tropes. They think they have to spell everything out to their stupid audience (”You’re not Sauron! You’re the other one!”). They have the characters do random stuff or neglect to tell each other stuff not because it’s in character (lol) but because it makes a WHAM moment later (that falls flat because it’s so obvious).
Look, I’m pretty genre savvy, but I am not the only one who guessed how this all was going from several episodes ago. I knew it was Gandalf from episode one. I knew who was Sauron for several episodes. My mom is a big Tolkien nerd and kept saying “But that doesn’t make sense! Because in the lore-” and every week I had to remind her that these writers aren’t following lore and they don’t seem to care what makes sense, but they’re still easy to predict because of all the tropes and borrowed story beats.
The way they cut through travel made the world seem incredibly small. Then all the flip-flopping to drag things out because they’re bad at pacing; in Numenor, in the Southlands, with the dwarves, they decide things and then suddenly it’s undecided because they need more time. The absolutely garbage lines like “the elves are stealing your jobs” or “I’m GOOD”. The constant pulling of lines from the source material and putting them out of place, which is annoying for two reasons, first because it’s unearned but also because the stolen lines are the only good dialogue in this mess.
The casting of non-white actors in completely tokenistic roles. The fact that the harfoots are mostly white and are played by average sized actors. The fact that they have a few non-white actors and then cast white actors for their family members (Nori and her mom, the queen of Numenor and her dad) which just screams “we want it diverse, but not too diverse”.
And yes, Girlboss Galadriel who is peak perfomative feminism akin to W*nder Woman and She-H*lk, mass produced girl power with none of the depth or grit. Galadriel who is one-note in all of her motivation, who comes across as embarassingly stupid at times because it’s more important for her to be brash and stern. Writing out her husband in a random throwaway line because she couldn’t want to go out and fight while also being married or a mother (something so many weird defenders of this show seem to think means the opposite of what it is, like wanting her to be married and have a kid and still be out doing awesome things instead of becoming a tradwife is the ANTI-feminist view, and as if there’s a scarcity of single young action girls out there). The “I’ll never join you!” conversation with Sauron. Randomly just telling people to “trust her” instead of being like, “Yeah that was Sauron” so he can come back and screw stuff up later. Why? Why? Because they need her to, that’s why. But why, in-character would she do that? ~Don’t worry about it.~
Basically everything about badboy Halbrand, the Kylo Ren of Middle Earth. But especially his Jason Bourne moment in Numenor and the whole cringy “reluctant king” story. The one woman in town who wears color because she’s the Main Character. The sweet girl getting too close to Gandalf and he accidentally hurts her and she shies away. That may have been the worst one. Made me shout “I am not a gun!” because my goodness, these writers. They just steal everything. Every single twist was artlessly telegraphed and stolen from something better. A few times, this worked. The Stranger was predictable from the start, the dwarf storyline didn’t do anything particularly groundbreaking, Arondir’s star-crossed romance was incredibly bland. But the characters were fun to watch and the actors did well with the parts. It’s just unfortunate that, where a few of the characters managed to elevate the sea of cliches surrounding them, the majority just coasted on the surface.
This is giving me Star Wars Sequel vibes, even though I’m not a LotR fan like I am a Star Wars fan. It feels like plastic. It feels like they thought of everything but actually making a show worth watching. This show won’t be a classic, it’s just another revenue source. I don’t know if I would be this harsh if it were some small production and an original story. But for the money this cost, the fact that it’s so bland, so uninspired, so absolutely lazy is honestly insulting. I’ve seen so many lower budget fantasy stories with a hundred times more heart and brains than this. The bottom line is this: Amazon had all of the money to hire all the talent in the world and they’re giving us this??? The gall.
#Anti Rings of Power#Anti The Rings of Power#Anti TRoP#Anti RoP#Rings of Power Critical#The Rings of Power Critical#RoP Critical#Rings of Power Spoilers#The Rings of Power Spoilers
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may i ask why you dislike th/mas s/nders? don’t get me wrong, i don’t like him either but i am interested as to why you dislike him. i’m super sorry if this is rude, i’m just a little curious
Dw its not rude to ask my opinion! :)
The tldr is that hes made some extremely shitty choices w his whole "s/nders s/des" thing. I can only speak to my experiences btw but hes got this whole deception character thats a super greedy reptilian. Which 8| jesus christ. And his whole s/nders s/des thing in general gets dangerously close to making light of certain mental illnesses and disabilities. (Esp intrusive thoughts, which he makes jokey and funny for no reason at all, essentially invalidating anybody who actually has them)
Generally i dont think hes a bad person. Hes done some shitty things, but i doubt they were intentional. Mostly i cant stand the guy bcuz i find it infuriating that he wont call out his own audience for some of the actually heinous shit they do. Like insert themselves into personality disorder spaces bcuz they assume theyre "pros" based on a fucking youtube show that isnt even ABOUT personality disorders. And make a whole bunch of stupid ass claims like "oooh anyone who doesnt like him is homophobic and aphobic" or whatever new "phobic" label they can come up with
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hey! sorry if this is super specific, i've been trying to find neopronouns for this for awhile but i haven't had any luck- i'm trying to come up with pronouns related to the hunter(s) from bloodborne?
hunter(s) from bloodborne related pronouns!

hunter -> hun / ter / (hun)ter(s) / (hun)ters / hunterself OR hu / hun / ter(s) / ters / hunterself OR hu / hunt / er(s) / ers / hunterself OR hu / hunt / hunts / hunts / erself OR hu(nt) / hunter / hunter(s) / hunters / hunterself OR hunter / hunter / hunter(s) / hunters / hunterself
hunt -> hu / hunt / hunts / hunts / huntself OR hunt / hunt / hunts / hunts / huntself
paleblood (“Iosefka calls the Hunter "paleblood"...”) -> pale / blood / (pale)bloods / (pale)bloods / palebloodself OR pa(le) / pale / bloods / bloods / palebloodself OR pa(le) / pale / pales / pales / bloodself OR pa(le) / paleblood / palebloods / palebloods / palebloodself OR paleblood / paleblood / palebloods / palebloods / palebloodself
saw cleaver (“His weapons of choice are a Saw Cleaver and a Hunter Blunderbuss.”) -> saw / cleaver / (saw)cleaver(s) / (saw)cleavers / (saw)cleaverself OR sa / saw / cleaver(s) / cleavers / (saw)cleaverself OR sa(w) / saw / saws / saws / cleaverself
cleaver -> clea / ver / (clea)ver(s) / (clea)vers / cleaverself OR cle / clea / ver(s) / vers / cleaverself OR cle / clea / cleas / cleas / verself OR cle(a) / cleaver / cleaver(s) / cleavers / cleaverself OR cleaver / cleaver / cleaver(s) / cleavers / cleaverself
blunderbuss -> blunder / buss / (blunder)buss' / (blunder)buss' / blunderbussself OR blu(nder) / blunder / buss' / buss' / blunderbussself OR blu(nder) / blunder / blunder(s) / blunders / bussself OR blun / blund / er(s) / ers / bussself OR blu(nder) / blunderbuss / blunderbuss' / blunderbuss' / blunderbussself OR blunderbuss / blunderbuss / blunderbuss' / blunderbuss' / blunderbussself
disease ("At some point in their life, the Hunter becomes afflicted with an unspecified disease...") -> di / sease / (di)seases / (di)seases / diseaseself OR di / disease / diseases / diseases / diseaseself OR disease / disease / diseases / diseases / diseaseself
"Bloodborne's trailers and concept art depict the Hunter as a male character wearing a black tricorn, a gray duster coat, a pair of brown leather boots, a pair of black gauntlets..."
tricorn -> tri / corn / (tri)corns / (tri)corns / tricornself OR tri / tri / corns / corns / tricornself OR tri / tri / tris / tris / cornself OR tri / tricorn / tricorns / tricorns / tricornself OR tricorn / tricorn / tricorns / tricorns / tricornself
duster coat -> duster / coat / (duster)coats / (duster)coats / (duster)coatself OR du / dust / er(s) / ers / coatself OR du(st) / duster / coats / coats / dustercoatself OR du(st) / duster / duster(s) / dusters / coatself OR du(st) / dustercoat / dustercoats / dustercoats / dustercoatself OR dustercoat / dustercoat / dustercoats / dustercoats / dustercoatself
gauntlet -> gaunt / let / (gaunt)lets / (gaunt)lets / gauntletself OR ga(u) / gaunt / lets / lets / gauntletself OR ga(unt) / gaunt / gaunts / gaunts / letself OR ga(unt) / gauntlet / gauntlets / gauntlets / gauntletself OR gauntlet / gauntlet / gauntlets / gauntlets / gauntletself
bandanna (“... a reddish bandanna covering his face.”) -> ban / danna / (ban)dannas / (ban)dannas / bandannaself OR band / anna / (band)annas / (band)annas / bandannaself OR band / an / nas / nas / bandannaself OR ba / ban / dannas / dannas / bandannaself OR ba(nd) / band / bands / bands / annaself OR ba(nd) / bandanna / bandannas / bandannas / bandannaself OR bandanna / bandanna / bandannas / bandannas / bandannaself
#there wasn't a whole lot of info i could find i hope those are alright!#bloodborne#pronoun coining#neopronouns#nounself pronouns#neopronoun list#pronoun list
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♦️, ♥️, and ♠️ for Gerrel!
Send ♦️, ♥️, or ♠️ + one of my trolls to hear their thoughts on the quadrant and what they look for in it. If sent to a character who already has that quadrant filled, they will state how they feel about their current partner instead.
"M*!rra!ls can be very !mp*rtant depend!ng *n the tr*ll. !'m hardly a relat!*nsh!p master, th*ugh..."
"St!ll, ! th!nk !t's p*ss!bly the m*st !mp*rtant quadrant. A l*t *f pe*ple, myself !ncluded, aren't exactly at the!r full p*tent!al. We can *nly be *ur best !f s*me*ne helps us *verc*me *ur *wn weaknesses."
"That's partly why !'m glad that Callan !s my m*!rra!l. ! want t* see h!m d* h!s best! !... ! kn*w he's n*t the s*rt t* take s*meth!ng l!ke th!s very ser!*usly, but ! st!ll bel!eve he's try!ng h!s best !n h!s *wn way."
"After all, !'m feel!ng better n*w. N*t all the t!me, but... m*re than ! was bef*re. He's help!ng, and ! apprec!ate h!m dearly f*r that."
"Redr*m !s... !t's a w*nderful th!ng t* have. When !t's at !ts best, y*u feel l!ghter than a!r, able t* take *n anyth!ng."
"! d*n't kn*w what !'m l**k!ng f*r anym*re, *nly that ! w!ll h*pefully never make the same m!stakes ! d!d bef*re. !... ! d*n't really l!ke talk!ng ab*ut th!s quadrant."
"K!smes!tude !s s*rt *f l!ke paler*m, ! supp*se, !n that !t makes y*u want t* d* better. At least, that's h*w !'ve always seen !t: a r!valry t* make y*urself and y*ur *pp*nent d* better."
"! th!nk !t's just as !mp*rtant as redr*m, but pr*bably a l!ttle b!t tr!ck!er t* ma!nta!n."
"Ah... D*n't w*rry ab*ut what !'m l**k!ng f*r, th*ugh. !'ve already f*und s*me*ne... th*ugh !'m n*t sure he kn*ws h*w t* feel pr*per blackr*m. Hm. !'ll have t* teach h!m..."
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(@ amelia) △ What's your biggest regret? What plagues your mind on a regular basis that you wish you could've done differently?
Send me a △ and ask a really invasive question aimed at my character || Accepting
1) Rate on a scale of 1-10 how much they don’t want to answer that question.
2) Answer that question.
Amelia stops what she's doing when the question is asked, eyes locking onto the one who asked the question. She was no stranger to questions such as this, though they were normally being asked by none other than herself - or by One (on occasion).
❝ Why on Earth a stranger of all people would want to know this information is beyond me - ❞ She started, frustration in her tone. ❝ I'm not sure the purpose it serves outside of causing my discomfort. But if you must have your answer, predictably, that subject does make me rather uncomfortable. If you were going for some sort of high-score, you'll be pleased to know that you've earned yourself a solid eight. Though I hope you weren't looking for some sort of congratulatory gesture, as you won't be getting one from me. ❞ Her tone was dripping with both sarcasm and annoyance.
Once she was finished being snarky however, her brows began to crease and then she abruptly looked to the ground and held one arm in the other as the distinct feeling of dread took hold of her gut.
❝ Under normal circumstances, I would say that this in none of your business. Unfortunately for myself, it seems as though it's not something I have much of a choice in answering... ❞ Was she drawing this out for as long as she could so that she didn't have to answer the question and admit out loud what she knew was already the answer? Most likely. She took a deep breath.
❝ My biggest regret is that I didn't attend Alrick's funeral service. Nor did I ever get the chance to visit his grave before I boarded this bloody train. I was far too lost in my own grief to realize that I had missed my one opportunity to say goodbye properly, and that's the one thing that I can't take back or at least attempt to fix. Machines can be fixed. Trains can be fixed. Systems can be fixed. The past cannot. Death cannot. Poor decisions guided by unstable and unregulated emotions can have the impact of a lifetime if left unchecked. ❞ She looked down at her hand, the number growing angrily with green. ❝ On some, it tends to leave more obvious scars than on others. ❞
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now that I've done the Vauthry fight and seen all the cutscenes, I can definitely see what you mean about the Exarch putting the WoL up on a pedestal. Kinda makes me uncomfortable too.
yeah like obviously it’s not nearly the same circumstances or the same level of creepy at all but it honest to gods reminds me of how *nders treats a mage!Hawke at times. It’s not the same gross entitlement at work either (and Exarch is infinitely more likeable) but at its core it’s a similar viewing of the crush object as a role in their personal romantic hero fantasy without regard for the person’s feelings. I didn’t find it cute or romantic then and I certainly don’t now that I had someone doing the same thing to me for real and then turned on a dime when I didn’t act the part she wanted.
Hilarious that Emet spends most of that scene literally dehumanizing WoL in a fit of disappointed anger for basically the same reasons (reasons that will become a lot more obvious to you when you finally find out what his deal is in the final act, which you’re basically at) but I still wasn’t as upset w him. I mean he’s the villain lol. What’s wild though is he AND Exarch are manipulating WoL and the Scions to their own ends for the entirety of the story but somehow it’s ok when the Exarch does it because...his intentions are much nobler? He’s wearing the white hat and Emet’s not? He said he was sorry, so that makes it ok? But this is literally what I don’t like in stories, that “good” characters get away w shit because they’re “good”. The same thing happens with Urianger tbh.
Idk like especially after having experienced the Dark Knight quests I just deeply wished I could have called him on any of this and the game just never lets you. it also deeply doesn’t help that as far as I can tell I’m literally the only person in fandom who feels this way lol so sometimes I feel like I’m going crazy or something is wrong w me that I don’t Get people’s fascination w him or the ship and that it wigs me tf out
#ask bisho#patrickdiomedes#i feel like i should clarify that i dont hate or even dislike him#but i really dislike how he was written#esp vis a vis the WoL#and 5.3 just made it way worse#to the point i have to#actively rewrite it to feel ok about it#exarch critical#character negativity
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@nogword // continued from here
Elias, so very human and lost, looks to the loss of hand and touch with the same sorrow his predecessor once had. A sorrow too ancient for human eyes. Perhaps this is why his eyes hold so many things, so many more things than a soul. “No— I—“
He breathes, swallowing his pride. It burns as it goes down his throat.
“I don’t mind...If it is you.”
#nogword#w□nder ( in character. )#communion ( v; human + )#here have a human el that’s touch starved and desperate for love
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