#weird and sinister 🤗

[the-other-art-blog]

🐝🪨BENOPHIE symbolism: Benedict rock collection, and bees (grief)🐝🪨

I have a question for pre-show Bridgerton fans: were the bees that important back then? I mean, apart from the obvious relation to Edmund in TSPWL.

It's very intriguing how the show uses the bee. It is part of the brand, used in hashtags and promo material, yet it is the cause of Edmund's death. The show even made it into the symbol of the family, which I can't remember if it was specified in Julia Quinn's books. Bees are often seen in important moments like the epilogues as visual representations of Edmund's soul/essence looking over his family. I know some people find it weird and even sinister, mainly because Anthony is traumatized to the point he had a panic attack when he saw one on Kate. Is it a bit macabre? To use the cause of death of the patriarch of the family as a cute symbol? Maybe.

But it is what it is and it works for Benedict so it's fine by me. Much like the show's production, it's clear he feels Edmund's presence in the bees. This is amazing character-building! I mean, it's just my speculation, but I'll be damned if they don't make this evident in s4 and connect it to the book.

What does this have to do with the book?

In AOFAG, Benedict has a rock collection.

Benedict doesn't go into much detail since he is dealing with a nasty flu and it's the middle of the night and there's a thunderstorm. He only tells Sophie that he got one of them the day his father died. Sophie then speculates that each rock represents a special memory for him. Now, "special" may be a too positive word, but they certainly represent significant moments in his life.

I'm fascinated by this because it shows Benedict's emotional intelligence. He recognizes the significance of the good and bad moments that shaped his life. He doesn't avoid the bad memories but combines them with those that make him happy. He would have loved Inside out. Yes, the day his father died might be his most tragic day, but it happened and he accepted it. Guys, he was only 16 years old when he collected that rock!!!! And it wasn't the first.

(This also makes him such a complex character cause as much as hr accepts the tragic moments of his life, he also avoids conflict.)

I wonder, where did he get the idea? Did other kids at Eton talk about collections and he made his own? Maybe he didn't know where to start and decided on collecting memories? Was it Edmund's idea? His grandmother's (in First Comes the Scandal it is revealed she also had a passion for art as she did embroidery)? Did he make it to have something for himself? I already talked about how it must have been difficult to grow up with Anthony. Why did he pick the first rock? Did he pick a rock when he got into the Academy? Another when he left?

Moreover, Benedict has a particular sensitivity that the rest of the characters lack.

He only felt the tingling:

the day Edmund died

the masquerade

lake scene

Other shows and movies have this one character who gets a shiver or a tingling, a form of alert that tells them something just happened to highlight a special connection. Lady Mary felt it when Matthew got injured in the war and Beth Dutton felt it when her father died. Surely you can think of other examples, maybe you've felt it too. I know a friend got a call from her mom when she was about to get a tattoo 😂. Actually, I find it refreshing that in Benedict's case, it also announces good things (Sophie 🤗). Benedict doesn't like to call it a "sixth sense" but it kind of is.

And in the end, Sophie confesses that she also felt it:

Soulmates, these two are the definition of soulmates.

Going back to the day Edmund died, Benedict was the only one who had a presentiment that something life-changing was about to happen.

I am not demeriting the other siblings' relationship with Edmund, only saying that Benedict's personality makes him more prone to these mystical connections. In Daphne's words,

All of this is to say that Benedict wearing vests with bees is totally on character and a genius idea from production. Credit when credit is due. Contrary to Anthony, Benedict does not panic at the sight of bees. His grief process was different. Knowing he doesn't chide away from the tragic moments in his life, I understand if he decides to keep his father close by wearing bees. Maybe he feels that insect, in taking his father's life, also absorbed his soul???

Benedict's clothes are custom-made, meaning the tailor follows Benedict's instructions. He himself requests those designs. He didn't just go to a store and see one he liked. This is huge, it's such an important part of Benedict's character and they better use it in s4.

Again, this is my interpretation. Nothing has been confirmed in the show, but it can't be an arbitrary choice that Benedict is the character who has this feature in every season. Eloise had a headpiece in s1, but I think that's it. It could have hinted that she was the one who saw Edmund dying, but s2 gave that to Anthony 😒. This is also why I hope the show explores Benedict and Edmund's connection, cause not everything about Edmund is related to Anthony. He had 8 children, not just one.

I thought about this and I think the show can expand on this scene:

This happens as Benedict is sleeping and suffering, and Sophie is snooping in his desk. It's the amazing scene where she sees his sketchbook. I'll leave that as it is, but the question about the rock collection may happen later when Benedict is lucid and they can have a conversation about it. I want him to tell her about Edmund, what happened that day. It could also be an opportunity for Sophie to think about her father and maybe share a bit of it with Benedict since he's opening up to her. I want him to go into detail about the rest of the rocks, talk about the Academy, and show Sophie his sketches.

I wrote a one-shot of how I wish the scene would play in the show. It also links Benedict's rock collection with Sophie's amethyst necklace, which could be her mother's heirloom.

I just know Luke and Yerin will break me.

I'm thinking of writing a one-shot about this, cause 1 year is too much to wait and see if the writers did it.

If you reached this part, thanks for reading. I can't seem to make short posts.

I'm making a whole series called #Benophie wish list (this is the tag I'm using and you can read all my posts about it.)

So far, I've covered:

Side plots

Cinderella-Sophie

My version of the Lake scene

Benedict and Anthony Part 1

Benedict and Anthony Part 2: The Academy fiasco

Benedict and Anthony Part 3: Sienna and the Mistress question

And I have at least 1 year to keep writing about this and adapting as we get more info.

Now I'm done, thanks for reading.

[nian-7]

Hello 🤗🤗 just saw the first episode of Deranged Detective. I have high expectations for it 😊 I just hope it doesn't disappoint 🥹🤞. Can I pls request for deranged Detective characters crushing, dating and jealousy headcanons with a female reader? Thank you ❤️

Ron, Winter, Milo x fem!reader

✧crushing & dating (ft. jealousy)

✧fluff, no pronouns used

Crushing

-Ron hides his crush on you extremely well. He unintentionally gives zero signals and yet still somehow manages to not give you the wrong idea about his feelings

-He doesn't make you think he dislikes you nor does he make you think he's got any sort of crush on you. Truly a weird experience, especially when the two of you actually confess one way or another.

-He doesn't feel he has any reason to get jealous if someone else flirts with you and you both aren't even together. So he just leaves it alone unless you look over to him for help. Even then he doesn't get jealous.

Dating (sfw alphabet w/ more here)

-Ron's a very chill boyfriend and he honestly doesn't try to control you or any sort of thing. You can have guy friends if you want, he doesn't care all that much.

-Not a very romantic guy either, it ends terribly. He's never had such a close relationship so he has no clue what romance really means for him yet. He'll get you flowers on occasions but more often than not, he has no clue how to be romantic.

-Even while dating, Ron isn't very jealous guy at all. When he does get jealous he truly will just side eye the guy even though neither of you would be able to see it. He doesn't say anything about being jealous either.

Crushing

-Winter is pretty awkward with their romantic emotions. They're supposed to be part of the infamous M Family and here they are, getting all flustered by a simple crush.

-They don't do much with their crush on you other than occasionally look at you and immediately look away when you catch them. It's not as if they're embarrassed, they just don't want to seem weird.

-They won't admit that they get a little jealous even when you both aren't together though. It's something they dislike and yet they can't help but feel jealous whenever someone get's too flirty or close for their liking.

Dating (sfw alphabet w/ more here)

Crushing

-No way you're getting away after stealing Milo's heart like that. He'll make sure you know he's taken a liking to you and will do all in his power to keep you for only him.

-That being said, he get's extremely jealous even when the two of you haven't even gotten together officially yet. He can't help it after all, he'd like to capture your heart as you've done with his.

-Lots of teasing is in order as well. He wants your heart and he'll get your heart one way or another. It's honestly trial and error till the feeling is mutual.

Dating

-Even more jealous once he's actually officially with you. You're his after all and he's going to enforce that. Just... try to keep him from overdoing it when he does get jealous.

-Either way, he's not always around to give you attention and affection and so he does so through gifts. It's a sweet gesture and it's an odd contrast between his normal 'sinister' behavior.

-Milo like to play the piano for you and finds it endearing when you are by him while he plays. He'll learn a few of your favorite songs, just for you. Those are only for you to hear, he won't play them for anyone else.

please do not repost any of my work without my permission, thank you for reading.

[jasmarie2600]

FINALLY saw DS:MoM and I have some thoughts

Spoilers below ⬇️

I wish we got more Shirtless Stephen cause it was truly….an amazing sight to behold

Stephen at Christine’s wedding was sad and so tension filled, I thought he was gonna like fight Charlie for a second 😆 I wouldn’t have minded, fight to the death!! Also thought it was weird that Charlie was a fan of Stephen…. (Potential Future Villain Energy)

I’m really hoping Christine truly isn’t happy either, And just faking that she is, like how Stephen was

Christine getting mad that Stephen was fighting on her wedding day 😆 (kinda didn’t understand why she was getting mad, but it’s maybe the whole “holding the knife” thing) She probably didn’t wanna see Stephen possibly die on her wedding day, pretending like you don’t care so much, Christine 😏

(When can Nick finally become the revengeful villain he’s supposed to be??)

Women fangirling for Stephen (same Marvel, same, accurate)

Stephen hiding Defender Strange’s body and implying that he’s done this before….wha….what do you mean Stephen??!! 🤔😳

Wanda officially losing her mind but the WandaVision theme though! 👀😱

(Why does everyone seem to have weird sexual tension with Stephen? I get it but… 😆)

Wong keeps reminding Stephen that he’s the Sorcerer Supreme 😆

I literally thought Wanda was a Sorceress, just more advanced and self-taught, it was cool to learn that sorcery & witchcraft are 2 different things

I honestly liked seeing more of Kamar-Taj and all the people and their different jobs, also seeing people from different Sanctums too was pretty cool

Wanda was genuinely kind of scary and cool, but also I was thinking “did you not learn anything from your WandaVision experience??”

America & Stephen going through the different Multiverses was awesome, also the animated one!! (The music in the scene oddly reminded me of Peter Porker’s world in Spider-Verse)

Stephen freakin throwing up! 😆😆

America thinking all food is free 😆

Stephen’s significant memory of Christine 😩🥲

America literally shipping Christine & Stephen 🤗🤗💖

Mordo still being a jerk and drugging America and Stephen 😞

Stephen seeing Variant Christine and also being in love with her

Stephen being sassy towards the Illuminati, the Illuminati literally sucking and being horrible and pretty much covering up Variant Stephen’s death, they literally all got killed by Wanda, so they ain’t so great

Someone in my theatre audible said “oh my god!” at one of the death scenes 😆😂

I really feel bad for Variant Christine cause she lost her Stephen, and was probably super devastated when he didn’t come back

Stephen egging on Variant Mordo so if could escape 😆😉

Their fight was very good though

The minimal jump scares in this film, kinda really did scare me

The key to the door to get to the Book of Vishanti being Stephen’s watch was 😩🥲

The Book of Vishanti world was super beautiful, amazing VFX

It was dumb that the Book was destroyed though, cause isn’t it like, important to the future of Doctor Strange?????….

Sinister Strange was kinda very creepy and weird and I didn’t like him, also I don’t like the 3rd eye effect, it’s just weird and kinda gross

The Donna mention!! 😱🥲

The Music fight was cool though

Christine watching over Stephen when he dreamwalks was sweet and I’m glad her Stephen taught her how to use everything, she’s badass!

The Souls of the Damned or whatever they were called, I honestly thought they were cool and also creepy

Glad Wong wasn’t killed by Wanda, also was that Sara lady supposed to be Wong’s like love interest??? That’s what it felt like, but then she died so…..

Wanda taking over her Variant’s body was honestly a creepy scene but I loved it, also is Wanda just a single mom in her alternate universe???

Stephen talking to America in his dead form shouldn’t have been as funny as I thought it was, we have this serious scene and you have this one character who’s basically a zombie, and they’re having this deep meaningful conversation 😆😆

Stephen’s freakin horrible comeback to Wanda in Zombie form, I forgot what it was but like “you’ll have to do more to kill me, to kill me this time” or something and then it shows Christine hearing him say that and she’s like 😳 made me laugh 😆

America’s powers are honestly very cool

I don’t think Wanda died, cause she’s gonna have her own solo movie

Stephen and Variant Christine’s conversation, (I’ll go more in depth into that, it could be explaining what will happen in their future)

Him saying he loves her, he loves her in every universe 😩😩🥲 and Christine crying (I cried too!!!)

Stephen bowing to Wong and accepting him as Sorcerer Supreme 🤗🥲

America better become Stephen’s successor in the future, since Wong says she’s so much like Stephen when he first arrived at Kamar-Taj, I hope if she does, she also uses/gains Stephen’s wink technique 😆 her looking up to Stephen now and Stephen being like how the Ancient One was for him when he first started 😩😩🥲🥲

Stephen fixing his watch, but looking genuinely happy about fixing it!! 🤗🤗

The whole ending with Stephen getting the 3rd eye was so painful to watch! (I also have a theory about this scene and the mid-credits scene, that I will post)

The Clea scene…yeah I already know

I didn’t even watch the end credits scene, heard it was dumb, I just left 😆

I can’t wait for the 3rd movie tbh! 🎉🎉 hope we don’t have to wait 6 years for it too…. 🥲

General just like, filmmaking stuff I liked or found funny

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People saying that Sam Raimi making this film was a bad idea, like I get where they’re coming from cause his filmmaking can be kind of cringey, cheesy and over the top, but watching the film I kinda liked it, it made me feel like I was watching an old movie or something from the 60’s/70’s and that honestly fits very well since the Doctor Strange comics came out in the late 60’s early 70’s

The random guitar riff that would pop up in the music at random times, was making me laugh 😆

The horror aspects were actually pretty good and actually kinda terrified me

Ben is a damn good actor, he can pretty much do anything

[three--rings]

MDZS donghua S3ep6

Oh it’s up...well it’s only 4AM, not like I was going to bed anyway...just starting to THINK about it (I had a dr. appt this morning and then came home and passed out for several hours so yeah...)

So the new OP isn’t my favorite, but my cat Weasel REALLY likes it.  This is the second week he’s come running to sit next to me and purr when he heard the opening.  He’s a very musical cat.

Okay, I tried to watch it, but the Eng subs weren’t all up yet. So now it’s 12 hours later. But no worries, Weasel has returned.

And before the cut let me just say I think S3 has been pretty uneven so far but OMG this episode was GREAT. 

Well, that’s a large bed.  Are they going to sit on the BED together? Ah, not quite. 

Is this grapefruit drink a sponsor or something?  That seems....weird.  Aw, but the implied kiss and the way LWJ is so tender with little paper WWX.  🤗

And of course NHS says “Er-ge and Da-ge” (I think?  I didn’t hear san-ge.  But why da-ge?) but the subs say Xichen and Guangyao.  Sigh.

GOD, that JGY and QS scene was SO sinister.  So much more than CQL.  Just the lighting and the staging, you really feel her fear and his wrongness.  It’s less sympathetic to JGY because it’s not ZZJ really, but it’s a valid interpretation.  This scene is meant to be super scary.

Oh wow, we have LWJ coming with WWX into the empathy...not sure that’s really how that works, but okay sure.  Well, THAT was an interesting moment of WWX turning his back on his past Yiling Laozu self...

God this is so interesting because we never see in any other version YLLZ!WWX and LWJ actually clashing during sunshot, though the novel tells us about it.  But here we see it and WWX sees it and understands that LWJ didn’t really hate him then.  Like seriously A+ donghua for doing that little bit. 

And is that JGY taking care of the women and children after the battles, because that’s another bit of the novel that we never get to really see in most versions.  That was part of how he got to be NMJ’s right hand, he took care of those that other warriors didn’t care about.  (I’ve read the empathy flashbacks SO MANY TIMES when I was writing 3zun y’all.)

The xiyao is STRONG with this version. 

And very interesting to point out the significance of Meng Yao forcing NMJ to bow to his father’s murderer. 

Seriously this episode was SO GOOD. I love that they are sticking so true to the novel in all this, with slight exceptions like LWJ also seeing it all, which makes total adaptation sense.

[waitingformyfavoritesongs]

6:34 am pdt 21 April 2023 Friday viernes kinyoubi? 🔥

6:35 am pdt vag cutting pain . Please read the last part of previous post. (Left hip pressure and pain 6:36 am pdt this is probably to kill my hip? Nausea ) I’m glad incubus is NOT my husband! I NEVER 👎 want my name tattooed on his thigh! 6:37 am pdt (left shin pain 6:37 am pdt ow hot acid butt bones 🦴 right 😞😖😭😫😭 6:38 am pdt nothing I say will win me my bones 🦴 back. Pain stabbing left side of bellybutton left hip bone 🦴 broken 6:39 am pdt I knew it! 6:39 am pdt he’s never going to stop 🛑 which means child rape will continue FOREVER ♾ and he’s admitting he’s saving all child rapists by tearing me down (acid throat pain 6:40 am pdt) hope you all happy with the bed 🛌 you made. Bcz he sang that in I wonder 💭? 6:41 am pdt

6:50 am pdt don’t they call ☎️ it the one eyed snake 🐍????

7:43 am pdt ≈2 am pt I had showered 🧼 left knee pain 7:44 am pdt. Maybe 🤔 about 5 minutes into it a cloud ☁️ of awful smell 👃 met my nose 👃. Then ≈ 2 minutes after (sting butt cheek 7:45 am pdt) a different cloud ☁️ of different smell 👃 met my nose 👃. It is strange. Incubus walks in and plants it in the bathroom 🚽. I thought 💭 it was coming through the fan. Keep asking my mom to ask to clean it. Hasn’t been done. Incubus keeps telling me my mom is going to kill me Bcz her name has Abel in it like the Bible who sacrifices lamb 🐑. So that’s another cross over sign 🪧. Bcz my sun 🌞 sign 🪧 is Aries ♈️. R in Japanese is pronounced L. 7:50 am pdt ram 🐏-> lamb 🐑 7:51 am pdt

cousin Jeremy cop 👮‍♂️ when I was 7 years old = Jeremiah Bible slavery. Chinese year zodiac sign 🪧 = ox 🐂

my bday is Thomas Jefferson’s bday I think 💭 he tried to free slaves?

acid throat pain 7:53 am pdt. I guess it was all a fake out to me. And if everyone did not believe it would be different after covid, if they thought 💭 that there will still be bad people around, then I guess you weren’t deceived. By incubus saying apocalypse! On the voice in 2018? That was weird. He did seem very sinister wicked. I guess he really did be the bad guy (Brain pain skull 💀 hot 🥵 7:57 am pdt) Bcz all the rapist who want free young vag is still around. El jefe? Restaurant won’t tell even though they know who it was? Probably Bcz of incubus. 7:58 am pdt those rapists aren’t even trying to be good they 💭 think they can trick people with bogus reasons. 7:59 am pdt 😖😭🥵felt like acid with heat 🧠💀😖😭🥵 they’re really breaking into my hip. They started touching it inline midthigh.😰 he’s going to force me to go commit suicide. He came to visit me to show me he hates me but he’s too lazy to get his hands 🙌 dirty with my blood 🩸. 8:03 am pdt I dare you to do it yourself incubus! Cut off my head!

8:05 am pdt after the (right back ribs pain 😖😭) incubus tickled my vag when I was 4 years old I got the urge to take off all my clothing and hug 🤗 a pillow. 8:07 am pdt (Brain 🧠💀 acid hot pain 8:07 am pdt) and one other thing. Remember I mentioned Mickey Mouse 🐭? 8:08 am pdt I humped Mickey mouses plush toy 🧸 head when I was 4 years old. Is that NORMAL? Why? HOW? Would I get that idea 💡 after incubus tickled my vag????? Bcz !!! Incubus wanted me to!!!!!!! 8:10 am pdt I was being groomed?!?!?! To be a victim!!?!???? Of child rape?!?!?!! So incubus had to keep me shy 🙈 ☺️ and quiet 🤐 my whole life!!!!!!!! So I would be an easy 🎯 target?????? To be raped!!!!!? 8:11 am pdt

8:29 am pdt if the guy at the pool 🏊‍♂️ was a s*x offender interested in children s*xually, maybe he rejected 🙅‍♂️ me? Maybe all the guys like that guy rejected 🙅‍♂️ me?? So Bcz they rejected 🙅‍♂️ me and god had only one plan for me to be a rape victim, Scott put in my name 6 backward 7s (acid throat pain 8:32 pmpdt) I guess I’m not entitled to an opinion? So Bcz they wanted me to be a rape victim and they wanted me to take the blame they labeled me “whore.” Bcz they already cursed me by training me in that way. And made me extremely h*rny that it became troublesome for me that sometimes it distracted me in classes. And at home 🏠. So they needed an excuse to get rid of me. Make me take all the blame. Make me feel weird about myself. Abuse me. Trashed me to call me trash 🗑. Acid mouth 👄 pain. 8:37 am pdt

8:38 am pdt they will never admit to it Bcz they don’t have to Bcz they’re all powerful.

8:39 am pdt somehow I stayed (acid pain brain 🧠 flesh 😖😭). Left hip bone 🦴 pain 8:40 am pdt Virgin until 19 years old. I guess they had change in plans Bcz all the rapists rejected 🙅‍♂️ me? Plan B. They probably always have a plan B. Bcz what if you screw up 🆙? Is it possible for god to screw up 🆙? 8 billion people? I think it might be. Very easy. To screw up 🆙 something. 8:42 am pdt

8:43 am pdt how many John smiths are there? But how many people are there in the world 🌎 that has my name? Am I the only one???? The wonderful thing about tiggers... 8:44 am pdt

9:11 am pdt pain brain 🧠 back right. Even garrido himself admits that his god is demonic = demon angels. And his wife who is a home 🏠 care person? Does what garrido’s demon angels wants. My aunt is a home 🏠 care person. Was a pharmacist 👩‍⚕️. Connect the dots. Pharmacist 👩‍⚕️ to nurse 👩‍⚕️ to doctor to garrido to police 👮‍♂️ to incubus/demon angel 😇. 9:14 am pdt everyone is virtue signaling and fake. They don’t mean what they say. The are all frauds. The police 👮‍♂️. The doctors 🥼. The nurses. The pharmacist create date rape drugs. The home 🏠 care workers. All frauds. Child rapists enablers. Incubus henchmen/lackeys. And they’re all smug and proud 🥲 and showing cut off the leg 🦵 gestures which is the backward peace ✌️ symbol gestures. Look 👀 at them all. In pictures on tv 📺 now they’re changing it and touching they’re marriage ring 💍 like Mario Lopez on extra. 9:18 am pdt they are all very proud to make people suffer and run it in our faces even though they side with child rapists. 9:19 am pdt

9:36 am pdt my Twitter October 28? 2022 (tummy ache 9:37 am. Pdt) I found the pre Xmas tweet 🐣 with the Santa 🎅🏾 Claus 🤶🏽 Sagittarius ♐️ sweater. 9:38 am pdt

9:39 am pdt nananan65672 ....? 979 . I did NOT pick those numbers. It was auto generated and then the internet was weird and it went through w/o me being able to edit it. I blame incubus 😑. 9:41 am pdt arm hot acid pain right lower arm. 😖😭 difficulty breathing 😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵🥵😤🥵 9:42 am pdt I currently cannot paste . Memory full 🙌 9:43 am pdt

9:44 am pdt Adam.Levine.my.love Instagram account 9:46 am pdt

9:46 am pdt December 2020 post (hot acid left butt cheek pain)

9:46 am pdt to fight for a cause means to be killed piece by piece for a cause. Bcz if you are fighting child rapists how do you win when incubus demon lord enables them? Let’s them live in luxury? Healthy? Happy? And incubus tears down their victims? Shannon Ruth was 17 years old? Technically a minor. And if autistic she was behind socially? Mentally? Mentality? Even if she looked like an adult 🧑 9:51 am pdt acid brain 🧠 skull 💀 pain. She was probably behind in maturity? Bcz if autism? Back street boys were listened to by 11 year olds? “Normal” teens usually try non-boy bands, maybe not mainstream? And try to find edgier sounds to show they’re tough! Maybe indie sounds bcz they want to be more interesting and set themselves apart from the rest. 9:54 am pdt

9:57 am pdt what’s with the sparkly chime sounds? What ever it’s called. All I have to give Backstreet Boys. They trying to sound like magical 🧙‍♂️ princes (right hip bone 🦴 pain stabbed 9:59 am pdt) autocorrect: feet dead dying. 9:59 am pdt I don’t have any spare bone 🦴 left this is it. The renewal of the apocalypse. Apocalypse continued. Whole 7 bowls cycle. Starts again. With my death ☠️. Bcz I am the thrown lamb 🐑 slained. Lamb 🐑 on the thrown. Jesus Christ. I keep telling you he’s been bugging me and giving me signs 🪧. Usually I tried not to think 💭 it Bcz I was afraid 😱 to pay attention to it Bcz it would probably make me look 👀 crazy. But I can’t ignore it anymore! 10:03 am pdt no one believes in any other way. Even though everyone has been doing what he says to do anyway, so why not just take it verbally? Idk 🤷🏻‍♀️ 10:04 am pdt

10:22 am pdt if child rape only happens Bcz god wants it to happen, a male god, then males gods are twisted? Left ankle bone pain 10:23 am pdt. So then it’s futile to fight for a good cause? Bcz it’s all incubus’ doing? Makes sense that they’re saying if you fight/ro? Ru? Then you die! Makes sense makes sense!!!! Spine pain 10:24 am pdt Bcz if we only can exist this way it’s a surreal fake peace ☮️ Bcz everyone is fake. And everyone is bad. 10:25 am pdt