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ailurinae · 9 months ago
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Does the eink refresh issue only happen when you change pages then? My understanding was on a given page there is no refresh, thus why they can display an image even when off. But I could be wrong
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The Evil has been removed from my office. (The monitor that was giving me debilitating daily migraines)
I haven’t bought a new one, yet. I’m waiting to see what Black Friday sales look like this year, as well as giving my brain more time to recover, but I figure there’s no harm in clearing the space out so I can sit in there and not have a giant black ominous screen looming over me.
Also, thank you again to everyone who very generously donated to my ko-fi over the last few months. I’ve got a few OLED monitors picked out that look like they might work. Fingers crossed they work as well for me as my phone does🤞
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lucabyte · 2 months ago
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even dogs pass the mirror test
#hello again everyone. how's it going#isat loop#in stars and time#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#isat#lucabyteart#isat spoilers#so. had this idea Before getting my hands on the artbook and being validated. literally have a voice note from 4:30am on the 8th where#i frantically noted down this just horrid horrid horrid caption because i'd been musing on the sasasap Dress line all day i suppose#just kind of rotating in my brain the way any kind of first time trying on new clothes for them would be .#just absolutely mental breakdown material and not one i think would be recovered from quickly. they hate being in their own skin#like. a lot? like a lot. the collateral of any kind of transfemme read was barely in my mind until it ended up relevant again while i was#actively working on this. because christ that's a bad combo. 2x different forms of body dysphoria in one. maybe even 3x somehow#plus any scenario where they get clothes is... likely gifted. something they react viciously negatively to in game and i doubt#would improve thereafter. just a veritable katamari of disgust and self-loathing#like i was mostly just thinking abt how a lot of our collective depictions of loop being alienated from their body are rather abstract#in a body horror way mostly. on account of loop being more of a metaphor than a person half the time. so i think i wanted to depict#something closer to just. a human level of body dysphoria. no focus on the whole duplicate thing just... raw disgust for the self#but with the addition of recent discussion and playing ball more with the she/her loop and transfem loop angle...#scenario of leaning into femininity to try throw off suspicion on who they are PLUS realising they might want that PLUS the party#trying to use this to bond with them PLUS body dysphoria PLUS new!gender dysphoria PLUS the usual revulsion for wanting and desire#like. that is a catastrophic combination . not coming out of that one without it getting worse for a few weeks thereafter#that's a real lash out at everyone around them and then recede in shame type breakdown. which im sure looks interesting from#the party's pov because jesus christ that touched a nerve something awful (<- they only have half the context AT BEST)#. so . there's your free scenario to ponder on if you'd want to. seeing as ive done a picture without a shitload of words on it for once#ALSO don't get smart with me in the tags about the mirror test being an absolutely ass test in most regards re: self-awareness#or that things like minnows pass it. i'm a fellow pedant dont worry. it's just that minnow doesn't really have the same ring as dog yknow?#this is supposed to be like an absolutely excruciatingly self loathing thought spoken aloud of a caption. it's pithy and cruel on purpose#and more than a little inspired by (reblogged yesterday) liminal space's 'there is no other dog. it's just you'
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ruporas · 2 years ago
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in a mood (ID in alt)
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aingeal98 · 7 months ago
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More Jason and Cass thoughts (sorry but also not sorry) but if I was magically given full control over DC and could write what I'd want obviously I'd make Cass Batman but I've been thinking of what sort of reaction and role Jason would have in response. I think I'd write his version of "Congrats on the new job!" as a test, involving the Joker and civilians and gangs and Red Hood and a ton of explosives. Bruce failed me, and now he's given up. You're his successor, let's see how you handle this dilemma that freaked him out so badly he threw a batarang into my throat rather than let me avenge my own death in front of him.
So obviously Cass will overcome the traps and the puzzles. That's the fun part to show how competent both of them are and sprinkle in little character moments as we go. But then we reach the emotional crux of the matter, probably laid out as some sort of saw trap because it's Jason. Here I am, a victim of murder. You say nobody dies tonight but I did, and I want the man who did it dead. Not only did Batman fail to avenge me but he failed to stop the Joker from going on to create even more victims. What right do you have to stop me from getting justice for myself? What right does this man have to life after what he's taken from me and from countless others? I'm not trying to kill a random stranger, I'm specifically demanding justice for my own death that I never got while I was gone.
There are two ways this could go. The straightforward route if I knew my time on this run was limited would probably be a pyrrhic victory like the ones Cass's og series was so fond of. Just like Bruce in utrh, she acts on instinct and saves the Joker (and Jason this time) . A win technically, but she fails the test. Jason is once again vindicated but with nothing to show for it. The story ends with Cass sending the Joker back to jail and going back to the batcave, where the old Robin costume looms judgementally, highlighting her failure. It would be the most fitting end given their character molds, all tragedy and conviction and unstoppable force meets immovable object etc.
However... I think the option I prefer would be a little different. Cass levelling with Jason, a killer talking to a murder victim. She has no right to stop Jason from getting justice, she has no love for the Joker but she knows any death she allows to happen like this would devastate her, just like that death row inmate long ago she tried to break out but ended up letting go once the family of the victim talked to her and demanded justice. I think... In this specific situation, she'd just be honest. Morally she has no right sure. Personally she just really really doesn't want anyone to die. Give her one chance, please. Let her try it her way. Not demanding, not lecturing or insisting, just... Please. Don't do this. Let me try another way.
And then what? Jason asks.
In the end a deal is struck. Cass will take the Joker and lock him up, ensuring he never harms anyone again while also trying to rehabilitate him. But the second she fails and he gets free, Jason kills him and she won't stand in his way. It's the kind of deal that leaves both of them mildly disgusted and dissatisfied with themselves, neither of them naturally creatures of compromise when it comes to this specific topic. But Cass is willing to do anything to avoid death and Jason did not expect the new Bat to be so... Flexible? Kind of? Of course maybe she won't actually hold up her end of the deal and when the Joker gets loose she'll try and stop Jason from killing him and he'll get his miserable vindication, but right now this is something strange and new and he's mildly confused and curious about where it will go. He doesn't believe in her ability to contain the Joker forever but he's willing to let her try because her reaction to that future failure interests him. She's given him a sword of damocles to hang above her head and he didn't ask for it or expect it. It's the type of power he never thought the Bat would just... Hand to him.
The conflict ends with neither of them fully winning or losing. They both don't really know what to feel about this.
The thing is, the second Cass let's Jason kill the Joker she's hanging up the mantle. She's staking the Bat on this, because it's always go big or go home with her when it comes to saving others, even someone like the Joker. In this magical universe where I have unlimited power, Cass would lock the Joker in a secret bunker and have Leslie Thompkins talk to him daily, mostly because I think her pacifism speeches and debates in the comics would make a fun contrast to the Joker's evil sadism. (But what about his rights? Doesn't he deserve a trial and to be held in a regular prison? I'm going to be honest I think Cass would be very comfortable bending the rules on this specific situation. Morally questionable but I'd have fun with it. She's going to let Leslie treat Joker like her personal pet project to save his soul because yes she wants him to change but also she's got a city to save every night so go crazy Leslie, have fun.)
And the Batman series would continue with Cass as the lead, new challenges and new antagonists and every twenty issues or so for the first hundred we'll cut back to the Joker briefly if his chats with Leslie can help highlight some thematic element of the current arc. But bit by bit he'd slowly fade away onto oblivion, maybe getting referenced every hundred issues or so until eventually no one remembers or cares about him because there's so much else going on. Meanwhile Jason's got a good thing going as Red Hood, primarily based in Park Row and a tentative ally on the occasion when their vigilante work aligns. Unlike Joker he's a much more frequent character in the comics, and after say 10 years (this is my magical fantasy universe Cass's batman run is going to last for a very long time alright) when people think of DC characters they think of Red Hood long before they think of the Joker.
Is any of this realistic? Right now of course not. It's why I'd go with the pyrrhic victory if I actually got the chance, because it would be the best way to tell the story in the larger context of the Bat narrative. But it's my fantasy DC editor and writer daydream and I'm going to dream big. They're never going to be normal happy siblings, their personal demons will never fully let them be free and the looming possibility of losing everything they currently have narrative wise if Bruce comes back as Batman will always be there. But it's maybe the closest to peace they'll ever get. Unsatisfying and tame compromise that probably violates several laws and ethical codes but whatever. Cass has never read the Geneva convention and Jason's not going to shed tears over the Joker. Let him die relevancy wise if not physically.
#dc#cassandra cain#batfam#dc rambles#Jason Todd#In terms of the larger meta narrative ultimately whether the Joker dies or gets locked up is irrelevant#But Cass will never be willing to just let someone die without trying to the very end to make her case for their life#And I think it's entirely possible Jason would reject her proposal and we're back to square one#But I think the two main reasons to me that he'd accept is one. Cass betting her career on this. She doesn't need to do that.#She could save the Joker and fail Jason's personal test and that would be that. Her actually reaching out#Being willing to risk something precious just to try and compromise with Jason. It would be more than he expected#From a family that he understandably believes he does not matter enough to#And secondly is the long term consequence of the Joker fading into irrelevancy while Jason maintains his prominence as a character#A reverse of his death where he was turned into nothing but a footnote and a memorial for Batman angst#While the Joker went on to gain even more narrative power as Batman's Greatest Enemy#Now he is nothing. And Jason is alive and a solid part of the mythos#It would take time obviously but ultimately from a Doylist sense to me it's the most satisfying resolution#Maybe after like 10 years Cass can die again briefly the Joker gets out and Jason gets to kill him to give Maps some fun Robin angst#But ultimately it's very important to me that if Cass becomes batman the Joker must become irrelevant#He's just not useful enough thematically to be worth his current narrative weight when she's running the show
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justaz · 1 year ago
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when merlin asks arthur for things, the king is usually inclined to give him what he wants but it is not always guaranteed such as when his emotions cloud his judgement. but merlin’s surefire way of getting arthur to give in? he steps into his space, lays a gentle hand on his arm, and says “arthur, please” and he folds like a house of cards.
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inkyrainstorms · 4 months ago
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Remembered I had free will ALSO they are adorable oh my gosh, I couldn’t not draw them.
Based on this art by @aissadraw!
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angelsdean · 6 months ago
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begging people to understand that interpretations are based on evaluating a slew of evidence and references and coming up with a theory or thesis based on said evidence. your mileage may vary on what you choose to believe or which interpretations you hold to be your personal "truth" but the very nature of analysis is to build a case for your interpretation and then "argue" that case with supporting evidence from the text. anyways all this to say, i love all varying flavors of queer dean and dean + gender. you can make a case for so many interpretations and acting like there is one sole universal "truth" goes against the core tenets of media analysis. and you are literally never going to agree with everyone. just learn to say your interpretation is not my interpretation and go.
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astralleywright · 11 months ago
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lots of people interpreting Ashton's "i want the gods to pray to us" devoid of the context of the lines directly before and after it, so here's the full quote: "in my darker moments, that's what i want, is i want to see them pray to us. i want to see them ask what we want." it was not intended to be a statement, but an admission, and it wasn't about worship at all; its about the fact that Ashton spent his whole life praying to any and all gods for some safety or healing or comfort and got nothing, only for them to finally bother to show up when he and the Hells became useful or inconvenient.
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tj-crochets · 9 months ago
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Hey y'all! Another weird question for you: How long do you have to fast for a blood sugar reading to count as a fasting blood sugar measurement? Also, does drinking soda (like, full sugar soda) slowly over the time before the blood test count as not-fasting? Asking because I keep testing* in the fasting blood sugar range when I am pretty sure I am not supposed to. Like, two hours after eating a meal when I've been slowly drinking soda the whole intervening time, or half an hour after drinking a whole full-sugar gatorade *with the home blood sugar test thing, not like doctor's office tests. though I test in the fasting range there too? I do know the word for the tester thing but I am brain fogged at the moment
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bmpmp3 · 4 months ago
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now im learning. phoneme editing for english is fun as FUCK in sv2
#i am also discovering brand new bugs <3 mostly with inputting numbers into sliders/dials like the vocal modes and vibrato mod#if i input a number and click away without pressing enter first and i dont click perfectly on the right spot (notes panel)#the input wont be recorded. also if i input a number in a dial and click to a different note group without pressing enter first#the number will go to the second note group's dial but not the first#i need to do more tests. im beta testing your software kanru. whether you like it or not. im going to break ur software by the seams <3#anyway im having a lot of fun on a mo xu trial cover im working on thats in english#and its so much easier to play with vowels and consonant length and all that now with the phoneme panel#ive mentioned before i personally have very vowelly vowels and i drag out my consonants kinda long#so its neat being able to more easily match that pronunciation!#i will say a tip - if a vowel doesnt seem strong enough -> put a duplicate of it right next to it#like if you have the word bee. and its pronouncing it kinda like beehh like too lax#turn the phonemes from 'b iy' to b iy iy' and mess around with the durations of the two iy's until it sounds right#i have some kinda fucked up raised by 70s rural ontarian immigrants who learned english through tv sort of accent#and i WILL turn everything into a diphthong#i will turn your diphthongs into. triphthongs? quadriphthongs? i will do it#also helps with some consonants like ending r sounds in like for there etc#just put a second r? for some reason sounds better than making the one r's duration longer?#i am still having trouble with phoneme editing in japanese tho. doesnt seem to work as well? maybe i just need to play around more
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thevikingwoman · 2 months ago
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we have to control ADHD medication because it's additive!!
me, discovering kiddo has not taken his meds this morning. Rushing to school with it, because I know he says how unfocused he feels without it - and he has a testing thing today
kid, insisting that he did take it, regardless of me seeing the pill of the day not taken: did not take his meds
me, double checking when I come home from the number of pills: pretty sure he didn't take it
but. We have to control his medication and you can only have a 3 days overlap on a 30 days prescription!
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caligvlasaqvarivm · 1 year ago
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wanna ask how you feel about the eridan bpd headcanon/theory(?? not sure what to call it!) you're so good at your character analysis and i'd love to see your outlook on it
Since I don't have a degree or any formal training in psychology, I feel deeply uncomfortable diagnosing characters. I've made an autism joke before but only because I'm on the spectrum. He's definitely traumatized and anxious, but I mean those as descriptors of his behavior rather than capital-D Diagnoses. I try to focus on those when I can - the cause and effect of cognition, self-image, and behavior - and those factors may very well match up with DSM criteria, but I try not to touch an actual diagnosis with a ten foot pole unless the author has explicitly stated that X character has Y condition.
#there's a variety of reasons for this#part of it is that im GROSSLY unqualified to be handing out diagnoses when it takes a full on PhD to do that in real life#part of it is that psychology is inchoate and we are still very much in murky waters#for example: complex ptsd isn't even IN the DSM yet#and iirc my therapist told me it was because theyre still figuring out how to classify it (attachment disorder? trauma disorder? etc.)#part of it is that (from my limited and undereducated understanding) there are diagnoses that you can assign by completing a checklist...#but some that require a hell of a lot more testing and ruling out other potential causes#and the cluster-b personalities are (IIRC) not even ones you're supposed to diagnose minors with#bc of fears of self fulfilling prophecy and because minors in general are still developing personalities In General#and like the fact that i can't say that with authority speaks to how unqualified i am to do any diagnosing right? hahaha#and part of it is just because like#unless the story is specifically About That and the author has stated so explicitly#i think diagnosing characters tends to put blinders on analysis#like if i were to seriously go 'eridan is autistic' then it would massively bias my reading and understanding of his character#and we have 0 indication that eridan was ever explicitly intended to be autistic or that the author was trying to do an autism specifically#that doesn't mean that the reading is invalid because like thats what death of the author means#all readings are technically valid including stuff the author didn't necessarily intend#but that's just not the way i like to engage with media and not the way i like to approach character analysis#because PERSONALLY it just feels kind of reductive - but also -#i'd wager MOST of us don't have degrees in psychology#so when i say 'X character has Y condition' it might mean something totally different to somebody reading my analysis#even people who have Y condition aren't exempt because a lot of mental illnesses differ from person to person#whereas if i explain “X character has Y thoughts and Z behaviors” there's no ambiguity in that#eridan struggles with noticing that people are suffering and with realizing that he should care#at least part of this is due to his horrific murder-filled upbringing which rendered empathy a detriment & so he learned to ignore it#it could be autism - but it could also be trauma -#or he might just be Like That without actually meeting the diagnostic criteria for autism#& you can't even technically be diagnosed with C-PTSD#or maybe he has a burgeoning personality disorder but you aren't supposed to DX those too early anyway#or maybe hes just 13. see what i mean hahaha. ive reached the 30 tag limit
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gil-notskajla · 9 months ago
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AUs were meant for independent fanworks by fans who cant coordinate and agree upon all details like a studio or singular author would. They weren't meant for corporations.
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cherrysnax · 2 months ago
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I currently have two sorta-kinda fleshed out sonic aus, and honestly I hope to make art and comics out of both of them
#one is a self contained shadow centric one that I’ve been dabbling for years that is rlly similar to shadow generations#in which shadow gets sent to an alternate dimension and has to find that worlds chaos emeralds while meeting a slightly older maria#who never met him but is still dying#she just wants an adventure— to be treated like a person and not just the dying girl#and shadow.. struggles with that but decides he wants to spend time with his sister#so he semi-relunctanly lets her come along with him— but he has to make sure not to be seen since this is a seemingly a universe without#mobians and eggman and all that jazz#it’s prolly gonna be a period piece but I also want maria to know what an iPhone is so im in the middle#the other is a big action adventure taking years adter frontiers#there’s a few ocs playing main parts (mostly antagonists) and it’s a cosmic horror#a young journalist is out to get the biggest scoop of her life- what makes sonic so special? what is the secret of his speed#unfortunately. a bored god has the same question and takes the blue rat to a separate plane of existence to question him#while also testing the rest of the world to see if it’s worthy of being protected by him#this goddess isn’t evil but she’s like. a dick#as mass panic sets in its up to the rest of sonics friends to like. get him back protect the world from several threats and uh#idk there’s prolly a party#meanwhile yhat journalist is trying to get the newest biggest scoop: where the fuck is sonic the hedgehog?#:D#they’re rlly murky rn because I’m not smart#but I finally have something to do with my old ass ocs
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pickaropoprocks · 3 months ago
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Day 44!! Movie Outfits!!
#papr daily#mafukasa#the movie outfits are so good and no one can convince me otherwise#I understand most people don't like the outfits because they're so simple in comparison to the usual fits we see in-game for events#but I NEED people to understand that. This movie likely does NOT have the budget to animate outfits with the amount of detail people want#for the movie they have to redraw the outfit OVER and OVER again it makes sense for the outfits to be so streamlined#which is why I'm so surprised they let Rui (and only Rui) get away with have all the patterns he does#me personally I think it'd have been better for them to pick either the stripes or the diamonds and ditch the other but then again it is Ru#who is he without his asymmetry and diamonds#anywasy!!!!!!!#I was gonna draw more Mafukasa swap but I was drawing a blank on ideas#HOWEVER!!! I've been looking for songs today and currently thinking of possibly#Yoru no Uta by Kikuo for Mafuyu/Wondershow and To Live by Atsu Mizuno for Tsukasa/Niigo#I like how they both match the vibes of the originals (Yoru no Uta having less “understandable” more fantastical lyrics like Sekai wa Mada#and To Live being a really personal song) BUT at the same time they contrast the songs a bit? (Yoru no Uta is much more obvious about its#darker tone and lyrics relating more to giving up than perservering and To Live is about continuing to live despite the pain instead of. yk#I also like the idea of Mafuyu's song putting more focus on her while Tsukasa's puts more focus on the others? That reflects them kinda?#but like I said these are just possibilities#though I don't think I'll be doing much with the au after this because I'm still brainrotting over the gm au that I'll make the post about#soon I prommy#Let me just finish film concert state testing audition prom AP testing concert where everyone cries and finals first and then I will >:3#but anyways gn chat!!!!!!!!!!!! :D#eyestrain#bright colors#<-?
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tj-crochets · 4 months ago
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Hey y'all, I know I've kind of dropped off the face of the map crafting-wise this last week or so, but I have been tapering off of the hydrocortisone I'd been on for a while. Long term, it will be better for me, but short term, standing is not my friend right now. I stood up today and my heart rate/blood pressure got weird enough I felt it in my nose that felt so weird I'll be fine, the side effects are unpleasant but not dangerous, but crafting is taking more spoons than I have most days. I am getting better though! And my blood pressure hasn't been low, so even without this medication I am doing better than I was before going on this medication. I'm not entirely sure like...why???? But it's a good thing!
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