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i desperately want to know what he was wearing that he thought Jude was laughing at it
what ridiculous piece of clothing could Georgie possibly own
#yoki thoughts#tma#the magnus archives#tmagpod#the archivist#jarchivist#jude perry#jon sims#jonathan sims
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does anyone else find the current sabrina carpenter discourse dumb?
[nsfw: sexual topics mentioned in discourse]
not a sabrina stan and I see the point other people are making against her new album's theme but I find it hard to understand why people are reacting so shockingly while using arguments that don't even make sense to me.
my first complaint: sabrina is the same artist who had entire tour bits where she showed off a different sex position every show night and another one where you could see her silhouette getting down into a threesome. her apparent romanticization of consensual petplay isn't too foreign in comparison to her previous creative choices (that people loved), it all feels like they're in the same ballpark of her cheeky sexuality so I don't get why people are treating her new album announcement as a shocking contrast?
second: people are calling her a hypocrite for doing this after "building a career around manhating", what??? are we thinking of the same sabrina? she's made popular songs about hating on BAD BOYFRIENDS yes (feather, pleasex3 and manchild come to mind) but not MANHATING; because other than those songs, she's been popularly known for her playfully horny stage persona. literally majority of her popular songs that i can name on the top of my mind are about seduction or being down bad for a man (nonsense, espresso, taste, bed chem, juno). I wasn't at all surprised when she posted her album announcement referencing petplay (which is an extremely common kink btw, and one of the more well-known ones at that) because it genuinely just felt like standard sabrina. third: a bit minor, but another commonly cited argument i've seen used against her is that she "isn't radical enough to be doing something like this" which i think i just personally disagree with. for me, it makes more sense that a more unserious artist would do what sabrina did because it was an extremely surface level concept announcement; an mdom fsub petplay concept with no other elements to hint at anything else. if a more serious and radical artist had posted the same photos sabrina did, I feel it would be a lot more confusing, because what would it be trying to say? its lack of further meaning would seem off-brand for a more radical personality.
fourth: THE REST OF THE ALBUM ISN'T EVEN OUT YET. this complaint is a bit of a copout on its own which is why i saved it for the end section, but srsly can we WAIT because all we literally have so far are two photos and an album title, we have no idea what direction or plans sabrina has for this album!!!
and lastly: im just already so sick of femininely sexual women getting the most blame online for "upholding the patriarchy" my god i am so tired dude.
#tell me your thoughts#sabrina carpenter#music#pop#short n sweet#sabrina carpenter discourse#pop music discourse#pop discourse#yokie rants
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actually jon sleeps with his eyes open to look at his boyfriend more
even in his sleep
16 hours isn't enough, he needs all 24
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@crow-caller showed me a bunch of adorable bat figurines and i need yall to see. This Specific One.
it's him,,, the nefarious and forbidden mr candles,,,,,,
#forget seeking his name. we found the bat himself#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#smen spoilers#they're called yoki bats btw. im OBSESSED with them. they are all unbelievably cute
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@trenchcrows us

im mutual
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genuinely the funniest shit he couldve posted
#yoki thoughts#dream situation#I've wasted so much time on this drama guys and im about to waste 3 more hours
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PASTEX UPDATE !! i love when I suddenly get a good idea and it makes halfbyhe loose plot points suddenly fit 2gether
#thought of smth on par withbwhen I made yoki a cartographer#it changes the vibe I intended for a bit but not in a bad way
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@trenchcrows us sometimes
Me when a song has honestly nothing to do at all with a character but I played it a lot while thinking about them

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MMBN/Fullmetal Alchemist crack:
Lan: So the guy responsible for taxing Youswell is called Bubbleman?
Hub: Büblemaan. Lt. Büblemaan.
Lan: Okay, Lt. Bubbleman, got it.
Hub: (This is going to be a problem.)
*Later*
Lan: So, Lt. Bubbleman tried to bribe me.
Hub: ...You didn't.
Lan: Huh? No way! I wouldn't take a bribe from somebody who was terrorizing a whole town! I'm going to trick him into giving me the town, then I'm going to report him to that Chaud guy and get him kicked out. Maybe to Briggs...
Hub: That wasn't the part I was talking about, Lan. You didn't pronounce Lt. Büblemaan's name wrong, did you?
Lan: Sure I pronounced it right! It's pronounced Bubbleman!
*Earlier*
Büblemaan: Ah, the Fullmetal Alchemist! So nice to meet you~
Lan: Yo, Lt. Bubbleman, right?
Büblemaan: *choke* E-Excuse me??
Lan: Bubbleman...isn't that your name?
Büblemaan: IT'S PRONOUNCED BÜBLEMAAN!
Lan: Yeah, that's what I said, are your ears clogged or something?
Büblemaan: *steam coming out of his ears*
*End Flashback*
Lan: Yeah he got kinda mad for some reason, but then he calmed down enough to try and bribe me into giving him a higher status. As if I had that power!
Hub: Yeah, the colonel would veto it even if you did
Lan: Exactly! So, anyways, onto my plan to trick Bubbleman into giving us the town...
#anon#responses#mmbn hc land#crack edition#i'm sorry this is late i wanted to continue with these prompts with youswell's chapter fresh in my mind#because i forgot some slight details and for a very long hot second i thought ed getting yoki's name wrong was a weird running gag#that i somehow forgot about#i mean he ends up forgetting his name but i don't think pronouncing it wrong is part of it and it made me SO CONFUSED#anyways that's the really dumb reason this is 24+ hours late
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Reading Yumi and the Nightmare Painter. Just learned about the reform yoki-hijo movement.
I thought Liyun was kind of a b*tch (lowest) when I first met her, but now I want to slap her so hard she knows how Adonalsium feels.
How you gonna take a wonderful, sweet little girl (highly), make her the best in her field, and then never once tell her she’s doing a good job?
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"Uraraka-san?" Izuku knocked on the door again, getting no answer. "Are- are you in there? You and that... friend you said I should meet?" He was... honestly not quite sure what to think about that last part. Experience told him that Uraraka-san's 'friends' tended to be on the... legally dubious side.
"...Yeah." Her voice- Izuku's weird feeling instantly got much stronger. She sounded so... tired. "You can come in."
"...Uraraka-san?" He cautiously opened the door. "Are- is everything al-" He looked into the room and froze.
She was sitting on her bed, looking out of the window, her back turned to him as she shivered slightly. The first thought that entered Izuku's stunned head was... "...You look a lot like your uncle." The same gaunt, sickly limbs. The same long, white hair.
She huffed, voice hollow and exhausted. "Probably on purpose." She brought her hand closer to her still-hidden face to inspect it. "The Bastard wouldn't accept anyone getting away from him."
Izuku... had to ask. "...You didn't change your voice." He came a bit closer.
"Didn't see the point of changing it. He didn't hear me talk all that much, anyways." She explained. It suddenly struck him how tall she was. A head taller than him, even now when she was sitting. "Besides, it changed on its own, with age." He saw her hands tighten into fists. "...He didn't let me get older. Every... I don't know, every once in a while, he'd go into the vault and change me back to how I was. This is just... my best guess of how I'd look like if he did"
"I'm... flattered you showed me this." Because really, he was. "But... why? This isn't you anymore."
"It used to be." Her voice shook. "It's... I don't know what I looked like before he took me. Mom... wasn't around long enough to know. It's- it's the closest- closest thing I have to... 'the real me'." She finally turned to look at him, the sunken cheeks and chapped lips and dark bags under her eyes. "You deserve to meet her, after everything."
'Meet her', huh? "Again, this isn't you. As far as I'm concerned, the 'real you' is whoever you choose to look like." But still... He looked up to meet her eyes. "But... if it's that important, then... nice to meet you. I'm Midoriya Izuku."
Oh. Looks like he was wrong. The voice wasn't the only thing that changed.
She still had the same smile. Her eyes still just as warm. "Nice to meet you, Midoriya. I'm... I was Shigaraki Yoki."
:o
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« CARROTS? »
CONCEPT; RYU X F!BUNNY HYBRID READER . HE THOUGHT YOU ONLY ATE CARROTS AND VEGGIES?
TOPICS/WARNINGS; NOTHING REALLY . CAN JUST GET A LIL SECOND HAND EMBARASSMENT . FLUFF . READER IS KINDA SILLY .
idea from @kyoiai hope i didn't disappoint ! nah i was lowkey giggling writing this
WORD COUNT; 0.8K

you walk into the office and sighing as you sat down on the couch, tired from the mission you just finished. it was just yoki, dara, and ryu that are currently with you in the room, with the first two just working out some new bullets made fresh from alma's blood, and the other sat beside you, downing another bottle of alcohol.
"is that your 10th bottle this morning?" you joked, leaning forward onto your knees as he put the bottle down to sit beside him. "7th, even i don't drink that much." ryu replied coldly, looking at your ears stretching up above your head and back at your face. "mm, alright," you hummed, leaning back against the couch again, "do my ears make you a bit uncomfortable?" you asked, reaching up to scratch the white, soft fur.
"no..." he said, his voice slightly tinged with nervousness. in honesty, he found your ears actually... kind of cute. he brought the mouth of the bottle back up to lips, and taking in the last sip before standing up, "i'm gonna go buy something." he voiced as he threw the bottle into the trash and tied up his hair. "if you're gonna get more booze, get me a bottle too, please!" you said, watching as he walked out the door. does he think he made you feel bad...?
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
MEANWHILE WITH RYU.
he scratched his head as he walked into the corner mini shop just next to the agency building, booze? you drink booze? he thought cluelessly as he first—of course—walked towards the alcohol aisle, picking out... 2 bottles of his usual.
AFTER A FEW MINUTES.
you hear a creak as you were just watching dara and yoki at work, yoki explaining to you how they make tao's bullets—who knows if the information even made it past your ears? the sound catches your attention, making you turn your eyes to the door to see ryu with a plastic bag.
"did you get me some booze?" you asked, walking over to him with a playful smile, eyeing the bag. "yeah, and some other stuff." he replied, holding up the bag and handing it to you as he took his bottle out. he walked over to the couch as you look into the bag curiously, not ready for what was really in the bag aside from a bottle of some cheap alcohol.
ryu's gaze shifted to you as you started quietly snickering before it turned into full blown laughing, yoki and dara turn to you, with an eyebrow slightly raised. "what's so funny?" yoki asked, confused as he scratched his head. you try to speak, but you struggled to catch your breath as you felt your stomach cramp from laughing.
"y-" you muttered before laughing again, "did you think i j-just ate carrots?" you said, feeling tears form at the corners of your eyes as you clutched onto your stomach, walking over slowly to the couch and slowly placing the bag (with a bottle of alcohol and 2 carrots inside) onto the center table. "you don't?" he frowned, genuinely puzzled as he popped open the bottle before he started hearing other snickering from behind him—yoki and dara.
you stumble over to sit on the couch, still holding onto your stomach as your laughs slowly start to get breathless. "y-yeah, my secret to these amazingly powerful legs are carrots!" you joked, feeling your body flop around more in trying to ignore the pain from laughing.
he clicked his tongue, unbothered, before tugging onto your ears, making you yelp as you tried to pull on his wrists to make him let go. "why didn't you tell me earlier?" he groaned, realizing how soft your ears actually are. he knew they'd be soft, but not this soft, it was addicting. a small hum came from his throat as thumb started to rub against your ears, making your body slightly melt at the feeling.
"hey!" you scowled, quickly coming to your senses as you continued to tug at his wrists, "let go!" you squeezed onto his arm before he finally let go, "okay, i am, i am." he said as a small smile curled onto his lips, finally drinking from the bottle as the incident came back to you, giving you a final laugh as you pulled the bottle from the bag and one of the carrots.
you crossed your legs as you opened the bottle, then taking a crunchy bite off the carrot, "you think carrots will taste good with booze?" you asked sarcastically before taking a big gulp from the bottle, making you burp. "sounds like it does." he answered jokingly as he took a sip from his bottle.
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
now, he'll occasionallly get a feel of your ears every time he passes by you, smiling as he does so. and you'll usually return the energy by saying "mm, carrots!"
you have reached the end of this post
⌂ HOME?
#[💮] sia.#[📝] sia.#gokurakugai#fanfic#x reader#gokurakugai x reader#ryu x reader#ryu gokurakugai#ryu#the gokuraku district's third avenue incident#fluff#f!reader#female reader
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Here is my unnecessarily long deep dive into the Claymore timeline, which is just a way to try and figure out how old they all are.
first, is the tl;dr bullet points (more explanation under the cut)
Male era lasts for maybe a few years, but maybe less, as Riful is a warrior before Isley, Dauf, or Rigaldo awaken.
There is an undetermined amount of time before Teresa’s era, but it is likely a long time, given how many Number ones happened during that time (four of them during this time were stronger than the Abyssal ones, implying the existence of many others who were not as powerful)
Cassandra and Roxanne happened before Luciela, but we can’t know how long before
Luciela and Hysteria were likely back to back since Teresa was a trainee when Luciela awakened and a new warrior when Hysteria goes out.
Rosemary is only Number 1 for a short time, quicky overtaken by Teresa.
Teresa is Number 1 for a long time, maybe even a decade. She is well known among other warriors, even after her time. She is very familiar with Irene, suggesting they were trainees together. Both seem ‘older’ than other warriors in terms of maturity and introspection
The time between Teresa’s death and the start of the manga is about 5-6 years, based on Clare’s physical appearance.
This means Irene is a milf by the end of the manga
The era a male claymore probably didn’t last very long, given their limitations with awakening too soon. We see that Riful comes along before Isley, Rigaldo, and Dauf have awakened. There is not necessarily anything to actually support this, but I feel like she awakened rather quickly, too. She just seems to be the type to not ever hold back.
After this, we have a handful of number ones that have somewhat of a history in canon, however, we are not given their exact order unless we go in the order they’re introduced by the Organization. We have the names Licht, Chloe, Sistina, and Lutecia. We know there are more Number ones than this, as these are mentioned as specifically being more powerful than the three Abyssal Ones. We can assume these four came before the next set, which we do have some sort of timeline we can follow.
We know Cassandra comes before Roxanne, and we know they both come before Hysteria because Hysteria and Teresa overlap. We can also assume that Luciela came before Hysteria since Luciela awakened when Teresa was still a trainee, but Hysteria was killed when Teresa was a full warrior. What we can infer from this is that Hysteria was No. 1 for several years. Teresa appears to be about 11 or so when she encounters Rafaela after Luciela awakens, though we do not know how long this is after Luciela awakened. Teresa is a fully fledged warrior once she encounters Hysteria, implying several years have passed. Time in the manga is…blurred, but it is mentioned (if not necessarily shown) that training takes years and years before warriors are actually let out on their own.
I also have the personal HC that Irene was a trainee at the same time as Teresa, but did not immediately get a single digit rank. I like to think she actually had difficulty with control at first, which led to her signature technique. She over compensated, and as such, was able to keep the tightest control over her yoki. It’s made very clear that Teresa does NOT have relationships with other warriors, that she does not socialize with them or get to know them. However, she is very familiar with Irene, suggesting they have some sort of history, however you want to read it. Irene also knows so much about her which could be because of two reasons. One: Irene is obsessed with/in love with Teresa or two: Irene makes it a point to know everything she possibly can about her opponents and her teammates so she can assess their strengths and weaknesses and formulate the best plan possible. I personally think it’s a combination of both. When she speaks with Clare, she has clearly thought a LOT about Teresa’s emotional wellbeing outside of just her tactical abilities. In turn, when Teresa awakens through Clare, she recognizes Irene’s arm immediately. Regardless of what their relationship was, I would argue that after Clare, Irene may have been the person who knew Teresa the best. If Priscilla had followed directions, Irene’s plan to kill Teresa would have worked. (Sorry, that became a tangent lol, but it is meant to explain my reasoning for thinking Irene and Teresa were in training together).
Rosemary is only number one for a hot second before Teresa surpasses her. This could have even been just a matter of weeks or months. We can assume she awakened and sent her black card to Teresa soon after.
Now, translations have Teresa listed as the 182nd Claymore of the 77th generation in the Organization, however, I’ve seen some argument that this translation is not entirely accurate and could just be a date or time stamp. It does seem unlikely that there have been 77 generations of Claymore. Despite this, I believe Teresa was Number 1 for a long time. Maybe a decade. It seems that at her time, the top warriors are rather stable, with Irene being well known in her position, and Noel and Sophia being very familiar with each other, as well. Sophia states it’s been a while since she’s seen Irene. They’re all shocked when Priscilla comes along and shakes up the ranking, implying that those ranks have stood for some time. Teresa gives off the vibe of someone who has been stuck or a while, who is going through the motions, who is very comfortable (in a bad way) in what she’s doing. Irene, as well. Both their techniques allow them to keep on when other warriors may have awakened. Teresa doesn’t use her yoki at all outside of fighting Rosemary and Priscilla. This means she is more than likely never going to reach her limit. Irene has become exceptional at controlling her yoki, arguably better than any other warrior. The two of them could have been warriors indefinitely. Teresa also remarks it’s been a while since she’s seen Irene. She doesn’t give an indication that she has any such recognition of the others.
We all know what happens next and we DON’T need to talk about it.
Anyway, the next Number One is likely Alicia. I doubt there was anyone else who would be promoted above them. With the loss of the top five warriors all at once, the Organization would have been forced to take drastic measures. As a Number 5, Elda would not have been suited for Number 1, but it seems she was likely promoted as Rafaela takes the Number 5 spot. At this time, Clare is also around 11 or 12, and as a warrior, she looks to be more in her late teens. The time between Teresa’s death and the start of the Manga is likely 5 or 6 years. Claymore don’t age, but it does seem like they continue to mature until they are adults, as both Teresa and Clare are shown as children even after going through the operation but are also shown as mature adults later.
After this point, we have a much more definitive timeline, so there isn’t much need to go into it. I mainly wanted to do this exercise so I could think about how old Teresa and Irene are during the events of the Manga. I always headcanon that Teresa is around thirty, Irene a little bit younger perhaps, when Priscilla awakens. This would make Irene around 35 more than likely when she encounters Clare again and over forty by the end of the manga. She and Teresa just exude more maturity than a lot of the other warriors, suggesting they are older than the typical late teens/early twenties of most of the other warriors. Others who reach a more mature age would be Rafaela (obviously), who is likely forty or so when she merges with her sister. Galatea probably is around 30 as Sister Latea. She and Miria come off as older than the other Ghosts. I’d say Miria is a similar age. Clare would be around 23/24 after the time skip, with Helen and Deneve being a few years older, but still younger than Miria. Just going off rank and personality, I’d say Cynthia is around the same age as Deneve, while Yuma and Tabitha are closer to Clare’s age, though maybe a bit older. Alicia and Beth are also probably pretty old for warriors. If we assume they were full adults when Priscilla wakens, say 20, then they’d be over 30 after the time skip.
It is very heavily implied that most warriors do not last long, that especially lower ranks get cycled out very quickly as they either reach their limits or are killed in battle. The higher ranks are logically more likely to have greater control of their yoki and greater chances of surviving their assignments. These ranks are likely more stable, leading to single digit warriors being older and wiser. Reading through the manga, it does become clear that Norihiro Yagi plays fast and loose with the canon timeline, so I have tried to go through this in a logical way that makes sense with what we know in canon and what would be the most realistic timeline, ignoring plot holes or inconsistencies. It makes sense that training takes years. Being strong and fast does not mean you are skilled with a sword. Warriors are generally weaker than full yoma, but they have exceptional sword skills that give them the advantage. For context, in medieval times, it took over 7 years of training for someone to become a knight. In Japan, samurai trained for even longer. Yoma blood could have sped up this timeline, but if we combine this knowledge with Clare and Teresa’s physical differences from trainees to warriors, it looks to be at least 5 years, if not longer. Sometimes, there is this feeling in the manga that number one warriors turn over quickly, but logically, they must last for a while typically. I think Yagi got caught up in the story, which is easy to do when writing such a long story over so many years, and lost sight of what a logical progression of warriors would look like. So, I think from Teresa’s rise to number one to the end of the manga was roughly 20-25 years.
Anyway, this was a long unnecessary justification for me to draw Irene as a milf.
Please let me know if you have thoughts, if you agree with my assessment, if you disagree. More than anything, I love looking at this manga and discussing all the missing pieces, trying to make it all fit together.
#claymore#Clare#Teresa of the Faint Smile#Quicksword Irene#claymore manga#please forgive any rambling#I did this in a hyperfixation fueled episode lol
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@trenchcrows you and melanie king
feeling targeted.
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So I wrote it. And it came out a lot longer than I thought it would be. So here’s the first part.
There was a gentle lilt of music echoing through the halls. Which was odd considering he could have sworn his was off, and no one ever played music loud enough for others to hear it. He made no move to find the source, instead finding a strange tranquility in the song that was playing. It was too muffled for him to pick out the words, but the melody was comforting. Something he would have put on one of his own playlists. The tune drifted around him blanketing him in a strange melodic peace. There was a pause in his bliss as he slowly began to realize that his mind was bathed in sweet blessed silence. He froze, too scared to move-a pathetic fear of alerting the voices that he wasn’t currently drowning in self hatred griping his chest. He simply laid there and let the sound wash over him.
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She was going to murder someone if she messed the stupid lip stain up again. Her reflection stared blankly at her, a red smudge just below her lower lip practically mocking her as she moved to grab the makeup remover. She scrubbed her lips raw with the remover softly swearing under her breath. The stain was still there. Maybe not as noticeable, but still there. It was meant to be a relaxing self care night, but she couldn’t seem to get anything to go right. Ugh. Whatever it wasn’t like she was going anywhere anytime soon.
She grabbed her phone and switched the current playlist (which was bathing the room in the sweet melody of Hozier) one of her favorite artists, to white girl music. Ah yes. Just the way to set the mood.
Reaching under the counter she had recently claimed as hers she grabbed a face mask. ( It wasn’t like Othello was going to use it. He was physically incapable of basic hygiene) Climbing on top of the counter to sit inches away from the mirror she carefully applied the mask. Rihanna blared in the background as she stared for just moment at her reflection, dark eye bags and dull hair, she sighed and grabbed her hair mask and under eye patches as well. At this point she just needed a fresh start.
She ran her fingers across her scalp working the mask through her hair, which she needed to touch up soon, and tied it into a simple bun on the top of her head. Just as she was reaching for her eye patches, a shadow caught her attention out of the corner of her eye.
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She was… sitting on his bathroom counter covered in something green. She stared at him, he stared back.
Say something! It’s rude to stare! STOP STARING AND SAY SOMETHING YOU IDOT! She’s going to think you’re crazy.
“Turn that off” he grumbled nodding his head toward her speaker.
Great going! Perfect thing to say! Wow that’ll make her feel awesome Don bon!
She made no move to change her playlist, instead quirking an eyebrow up,
“No.” She spat. “I’m having a moment. To myself. Right now. Which you are ruining.” She gestured angrily. “Leave before I get Cas to beat you up or something”
“Why” he said stupidly
“Everyone deserves to have a little moment to themselves” she mumbled shrugging.
Not everyone. Not you. Spa days are to spend with your lovely lovely twin. Who is gone.
He really didn’t need to be reminded. Donatello didn’t deserve to enjoy something that was meant to be shared with his twin. How could he enjoy pampering himself without his twin there making snarky remarks and gossiping about his latest adventure with some new yoki boy ?
And he was still just sitting there staring at her. Great.
Do something! Go back to your room and drink enough to forget this interaction even happened! LEAVE.
She was still staring at him, clearly determined to beat what she thought was a battle of wits, before deflating a bit and motioning to the floor beneath her. He dumbly sank down on the floor facing her, his body moving in autopilot. She grabbed one of her hair ties and tied his hair into a neat little bun on the top of his head before grabbing a bottle of… something. His eyes warily followed her actions.
She looked down from her perch atop the counter and tilted his chin up slightly, holding it there as she slathered something cold onto his face.
Pretty. Soft hands. Feels nice.
Getting pampered without me?
He pulled away. Nope. He couldn’t do it.
She frowned
“What? Too worried about your bad boy reputation to let me put a face mask on?”
He jerked his head no. But the words tumbled out of his mouth before he could stop himself.
“You don’t need to do this.” He mumbles, actively avoiding her gaze.
She sucked in a quick angry breath before grabbing his face forcing him to look at her.
“You literally let me live in your house for free, the least I can do is spare some of my self care stuff.” she scoffed.
Ok yeah sure, that was true, but all he did was sit and drink. Or listen to music. Or stare into nothing. He had nowhere to go, no one to see, and no reason to indulge himself in self care. Why should he be able to care about himself while he could no longer care for his brothers and his brothers could no longer care for him? He couldn’t bring himself to find joy in something they too had loved. It was easier to condemn himself to a life of suffering and misery, so he could somehow equal himself to his family. They were buried under dirt, while he was lucky enough to only be buried in guilt.
He started to pick himself up off the floor but was quickly pushed back down.
“Nuh uh. You’re not going anywhere.”
She grabbed his shoulder and forced him to sit again, taking his face a little more roughly this time, and slathering the mask around his face, taking extra care around his eyes, before removing his bun and replacing it with some clips she had materialized from who knows where, and turning him toward the wall, running her hands through his hair. She gently pulled some of the larger tangles apart with her hands as he stayed still, allowing her to work. He worked on not grabbing her hand off of his head every time she tugged a little too hard and slammed his whole head against the counter. He really doesn’t know how much more of this he can take. Especially considering the full force of his entire family fighting for attention from him, their voices echoing against his skull.
“Stay here “she threatened, suddenly jumping off the counter and running out of the bathroom to grab something else he didn’t really didn’t deserve. She had barely made it into the hall before she shoved an unlocked phone into his hands, open to her personal playlists.
“You can choose whatever”
End of part one. idk how many parts there are I’m flying by the seat of my pants. Ok I’m gonna go touch grass now.
THEY LET ME POST IT AAAUURTGGGG
this’ll be linked in the master posts I hope u know
Part 2
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S4 but Jon keeps texting Martin like an obsessive ex until Martin blocks his number
#yoki thoughts#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#jon sims#martin blackwood#teaholding#jmart#tma vague spoilers#tma s4
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