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muserpt:

   jealous / possessive  meme

“ you’re mine. you hear me? ”

“ were you with him/her? ” 

“ why is she/he calling you? ”

“ do they know we’re together? ”

“ were you with him/her? ”

“ i don’t want you seeing them anymore ”

“ did she/he make a pass at you? ”

“ i know you were with her/him ”

“ you belong to me ”

“ i can’t believe you were with her/him ”

“ i don’t like the way he’s/she’s looking at you ”

“im NOT jealous ”

“ i thought you only had eyes for me ”

“ he/she can’t make you feel the way i make you feel ”

“ you’re too good for her/him  ”

“is there someone else?”

“ you were flirting with them ”

“ they were flirting with you ”

“ i don’t want you talking to them again ”

“ i can’t stop picturing you with him/her ”

“ the thought of you with him/her makes me sick ”

“ tell me i have nothing to worry about ”

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talented-zen :

The pause worried him, did he say something wrong? Unlike Jumin, when it came to his friends he did truthfully care about what he said. the last thing he would ever want in his life was to ruin a friendship! 

“As I’ve said, acting is my biggest passion. I just love singing, dancing and channeling someone else. I wish there was a way i could compared it to something…but it’s hard.” His heart began to race as he thought of his passion, voice humming with joy. 

“It’s part of who you are — right? That’s why you can’t compare it to anything.”One of those things just ingrained in his person. Jasper wasn’t sure how much sense it made when he said so out loud, but the words made perfect sense within the confines of his own thoughts.    The blond made a soft humming sound as he pulled his thoughts together. A grin was in place once again, his eyes shining with mirth.   “You sound so excited just talking about it, Zen.”

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talented-zen :

“Oh yeah, it can get very difficult but…I like that. It means i get to do research on something new and put every bit of my heart into it. Has Jaehee ever told you…how in emotional scenes i always move the audience to tears?” Not always did he do that, but when he did he felt like he made the biggest accomplishment he could ever accomplish in his life. “Some roles are really easy to get into, like caring people or the immensely depressed ones.” That and those were usually the characters to get the audience’s attention. 

There was a pause then, like Jasper missed a beat. For a few seconds, his forehead creased and eyebrows drew together as he struggled to decide how to respond. He wanted to say something like ‘aren’t the easiest roles supposed to be the ones you relate to?’ —It wasn’t his place to say though.     “It’s incredible that you can put so much into a role,” he settled for instead, putting his hands in his pockets as he spoke. “There are a lot of people who would find that exhausting, but it seems like you handle things well. It’s no surprise your audiences love you.”

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fearbehindasmile :

—”OH? Ohoho, are you teasing me? You sly DEVIL.” Seven said, chuckling softly. “Still, it definitely does make a difference if you wish for more… appropriate and well-informed answers. Knowledge is key if I say so MYSELF.” He smiles afterwards.

“Sort of, but hey. I’m very used to being a face behind the screen, technically that’s my job, and I suppose that’s the same for you huh.”

He was sure he’d seen something similar to that on a motivational poster before. Though, maybe he hadn’t read it but had instead heard it from a teacher or someone similar.     Seven didn’t strike him as the teaching type.     “I did get roped into it.” Despite the word choice, Jasper didn’t look like it bothered him at all. His eyes still gleamed with amusement, a small grin was still in place, the expression entirely genuine.     “It’s all very... Surreal. Do you still feel that way when you talk with someone face-to-face?”

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talented-zen :

“Not entirely, but i think having a passion for at least something can make someone happy. Maybe i only think this way because my acting just makes me so happy..” He sighed. Truthfully it was the way he was brought up that caused his mind to rebel against ideas like having no passion and just casually sticking with life. 

“If i couldn’t act?” What would he be doing? I”d…probably model, or, I’d just mindlessly do what my parents wanted and became a lawyer. Honestly….I can’t stand the idea of being a lawyer and i don’t want to be just known for my looks.” 

Jasper’s amusement was clear on his face then. There really wasn’t anything else that would make Zen as happy, even he could see that. He was just that artsy type.     “Is it ever hard? Like... Do you get roles that are really difficult to play?”     The way Zen talked about it made it sound like a lot of fun. Definitely not something Jasper would ever be able to do, but fun nonetheless. Was it always so positive or was that just how he talked about it? Or could it be some combination of the two?

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genderfluid!mc is daydreaming about their kdrama music score lolol

i really had fun with this. i like the idea that MC is gender fluid and identifies as both male and female. 💜

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talented-zen :

He wanted to ask just why the other was so against help. Was it because he wanted to be just like Rika? If that was the answer, Zen didn’t like that idea. Surely the other didn’t think they just wanted some kind of replacement right? Still, he might as well move on from it.

“Yep! I think it’s probably one of the most important things in the world, to have a job you love.” 

That was definitely something they agreed on, at least. One of the most important things though, huh...?     “Do you think people who don’t have any sort of dream job or passion can really ever be happy with where they work?”     The words were out of his mouth before he really noticed what he was saying. Ah, well. Fuck. He did wonder though, if people like himself or Yoosung would really ever find something they loved to do the way Zen loved to act. Yoosung’s gaming addiction didn’t count, of course.     “What would you do if you couldn’t act?” That wasn’t too personal, was it? He was really on top of this. 

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talented-zen :

“Yeah but…There’s still Yoosung, Seven and Jumin right?” Well he knew Jumin was busy doing another stupid cat project, but he should have time to at least help a little in the RFA right? Especially since he did consider V his closest friend. 

When the other spoke of his new play, he nodded. “I’d like to think so anyway!” 

“They’re busy too...” Jasper shook his head, reminding himself he didn’t want to continue that conversation. The other RFA members had enough to deal with without him needing to be babied through things.    The shorter man grinned up at him then. “That sounds really good. I bet you’ll do great with it, you know. It’s good that you have a job you’re happy with.”

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i need a famous couple au.  where they’re only together as a publicity stunt because their pr’s swear it’ll help them with their reputations that are faltering, one from a bad candid and the other is fading out of the spotlight. but the paps are relentless so, guess i should just stay the night. they’re watching the front doors anyway, and walking out of apartments with bed head, long nights together, dinner dates that are totally just for the press. here hold my hand so they believe it, should we kiss cause they’re watching… 

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nanfe :

smoking snow by NanFe

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talented-zen :

Zen chuckled at the thought of people in suits eating a bunch of pizza as if it were a casual birthday party. He would suggest that, just to see Jumin struggle with a slice of pizza, but didn’t mention anything about it. “Yeah, but then you have things like star gazers coming too, so it’s quite literally anyone.” 

“I know, but I’m going to make sure everyone has time to help.” He was determined to help the other, he knew Rika wouldn’t wanted help if she wasn’t too proud. 

“Oh, things are going pretty good. The director’s really happy with my singing.” 

“How would you do that? Jaehee has to work nearly twenty-three hours of the day...”    And what was worse was that Jasper wasn’t sure if he was exaggerating or not. Still, he smiled at hearing about Zen’s practices. It was an opportunity tochange the subject.    “Isn’t that part of why you were cast? That’s good to hear though...”There’s a pause, like a thought just now occurred to him. “I’d actually like to hear you sing sometime.” 

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fearbehindasmile :

—HE smiles at the sight of the thumbs up. “That’s good to hear, V would be quite happy knowing that you’re getting the hang of it. Though, remember, if you have any problems, don’t be afraid to ask. Though, if you want proper advise, I would ask Jaehee or Jumin.” Seven shrugged his shoulders before planting his hands into the pockets of his hoodie. “It’s nice to see you in the flesh and not on a screen for once, haha.”

His nose wrinkled in response to that — Jasper’s eyebrows rose and his lips quirked upwards in amusement.    “Does it really make a difference? You were the first to see me anyway.” He was teasing.    It did make a difference, he supposed. Seven was quite a bit taller than he’d expected. Though... Jasper was quite short.    “It’s kind of weird, don’t you think? ...Maybe I just got too used to being a face behind the screen.”

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disgustingly cute domestic scenes to imagine your otp in:

getting slightly too drunk in the middle of the afternoon and slow dancing to dumb cheesy old music and kissing in a way that’s more laughter than actual kissing, mouths clumsy and hands gripping tight and sunlight slanting over them as they move lazily together 

curling up on the sofa together, feet tucked under thighs and arms around shoulders, watch the kind of crap tv that only airs at 3am because they don’t want to go to untangle themselves to go to bed

hectic mornings when they each need to be somewhere and they’re rushing around each other, ducking into bathrooms and bedrooms and kitchen cupboards, pausing to straighten tops and press kisses to cheeks

going through old photos together and collapsing into laughter every three pictures, and zooming in on ones where they’re pulling awful faces or ones that were taken at just the wrong moment

getting ready for nights out together, standing shoulder to shoulder as they brush their teeth or get their faces ready or style their hair, knocking elbows and hips as they try and hog more space

standing quietly together in the kitchen after long, exhausting days, leaning into each other for support, breathing in the smell of home, fingers carding through hair and stroking down spines, until they feel like they can relax and smile properly again

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He started at the familiar voice even while having known Seven was there. Well, maybe he didn’t know, but he had a feeling someone was around.     Almost automatically, a hand went up to rub at the back of his neck.     “Oh, you know.” Jasper offered a thumbs-up with his other hand, but then he shrugged and both hands fell to his side again. “I think I’m starting to get the hang of it.”     Better now than never, right?

starter call  │ @acanthaai

—SEVEN grins as he sees Jasper. “Ohoho! It’s good to see you, Jasper. How’s the party planning going? Is it going great?”

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talented-zen :

“The worst you could say is something really hateful though. Yeah, Rika had a lot of connections but so do we! I know a lot of people in the musical industry.” He nodded. “You’re going to make little mistakes, no one is perfect when starting something new. 

“I get that, but you have to let people in and let us help you feel better. We all believe in you and we all have a lot of faith in you. To be honest….I don’t even think Rika knew what she was doing the first time, i mean how doe someone actually know how to plan and make this huge party for everyone?” 

“Normally, I’d say just order a ton of pizza and hope it goes well, but everyone who comes to these is pretty high list, right?” Which made it all the more intimidating. They were still people though. Zen was surely intimidating to some of his fans, right?    Would it be too insensitive to ask if some of these people could even stomach a pizza?    He should probably be taking this more seriously, even if all they were doing was talking about it right now. Still, as though to prove his point, Jasper figured now would be a good enough time to remind Zen that even he had other, more important, priorities.    “I guess you’re right. It’s just— everyone’s so busy. How are your rehearsals going, by the way?”

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talented-zen :

“You don’t need to fit in for us.” Zen put his hand on the other’s shoulder. “You aren’t Rika, you can’t be like her. You have to be yourself, that’s the most important thing all of us in the RFA want.” Although he was sure SOME members just wanted Rika back. 

While Zen kept secrets, about his name and backstory, he truly did that out of his own way to hide his inner demons. You can’t face something if you run away from it right? “You won’t let me down. I think you’re going to do a great job at this! To help make things easier, I’ll even help.” 

Jasper’s grin when he looked up again then seemed forced. The kind of grin that was meant to be reassuring, maybe, but didn’t quite hit the mark.    “She was social, wasn’t she? Making connections and all that... I just know I’m going to say the wrong thing at some point. Do you really want to deal with that mess when it happens?”     As nice as Zen was, he still doubted he would. Really, Jasper couldn’t blame him. Who would want to deal with that fallout?    When he spoke next, his voice was quieter, softer. “I don’t want anyone worrying about me, but I know that’s inevitable. So I have to seem like I’m not worried. When you seem confident, it’s easier for other people to have confidence in you.”