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acesax-blog · 11 months
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Grief is the ghost of love...
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"Most times, a ghost is a wish."
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""I loved you completely, and you loved me the same," she said, "that's all." And this was the point I wanted the most to make. That at the end of our life, if we can say this about each other, the rest doesn't matter. It’s the love that stays."
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“I'm in the hallway again, I'm in the hallway. The radio's playing my favorite song. Leave the lights on. Keep talking. I'll keep walking toward the sound of your voice."
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"you can’t take loved away. time and death and mistakes take people from you, but nothing and no one can take back that love... everything changes irreversibly with every second that passes, but nothing and no one can change the fact that i was loved and i loved back... you can’t take it away from me. i was loved. i was loved."
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"At the root of every ghost, a yearning. A tug, in which a living person reaches so fervently toward something absent, that the absence becomes bodied. As anyone who has known loss understands full well, lack is not in fact, an absence at all. It is a presence. A person we love dies, or leaves, or changes, and a gap forms. It takes on their shape. Mimics their movement. Echoes their voice like a mockingbird. We feel this gap take up space, filling every place our lost one once was, and now isn’t. It reflects in mirrors. Flickers in candle flames. A phantom."
The Amazing Devil, Inkpot Gods//Jamie Anderson//Haunting of Hill House//twitter user @tothedeaths//Lang Leav, Memories//@boymartyr//Mike Flanagan//Xie Lei, Blow//Valeria Luiselli, Faces in the Crowd (tr. Christina MacSweeney)//Haunting of Hill House//Richard Silken, You Are Jeff//Henri Nouwen//Spiritfarer//@boymiffy & @petrichara//Amanda Lovelace, to drink coffee with a ghost//Max LL, What You Leave Behind//@nickyandmikey//The Newton Brothers//@wifegideonnav//Shannon Barry//GennaRose Nethercott, “A Ghost Is a Memory.” On Bodies, Belief, and the Places Ghost Stories Live
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acesax-blog · 11 months
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notes on a lonely history of love
when fleabag said “you know how to love better than any of us thats why you find it so painful” and when hill house said “i loved you completely and you loved me the same. the rest is confetti” and when bly manor said “to truly love another person is to accept the work of loving them is worth the pain of losing them” and when the good place said “if soulmates do exist theyre not found theyre made. people meet they get a good feeling and then they get to work building a relationship” and when schitts creek said “ive spent most of my life not knowing what right was supposed to feel like. and then i met you and everything changed. you make me feel right” and when maria semple said “i felt so full of love for everything but at the same time i felt so hung out to dry there like nobody could ever understand. i felt so alone in this world and so loved at the same time” and when jim croce said “i looked around enough to know that youre the one i want to go through time with” and when house comes with a bird said “’where do you see yourself in a year?’ with you ‘and the year after?’ at your side ‘and the year after?’ always with you ‘and after?’ in your arms ‘i want a dog’ lets get two” and when russian doll said “you had no obligation but you loved me anyway, right?” and when ted lasso said “if there was something i could do or something i could say that would make you happy just being with me id do it” and when superstore said “i hated how you believed that life could be better than it was. but here we are. and my life is so much better than it was because of you” and when everything everywhere all at once said “i would have loved doing laundry and taxes with you” and when jenny slate said “im stuck here in a cycle and i am getting older but i am not growing up and my heart is getting soft dark spots on it like a fruit that has gone bad or is soft because too many hands have squeezed it but then put it back down” and when brandi carlile said “me out in my garden and you out on your walk is all the distance this poor girl can take without listening to you talk” and when 
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acesax-blog · 1 year
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Pride Month Landscapes 🌈
Brand new pride postcard prints by the one and only @citruslucy have arrived just in time for Pride Month! 🥰
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Butterflies and gemstones 💎
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Dear deer 🦌💖✨💕🧚
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acesax-blog · 1 year
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A collection of cute things!
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acesax-blog · 2 years
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credit @symphony_sonata on instagram with permission
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acesax-blog · 2 years
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book quotes that i will never recover from
"he is half of my soul, as the poets say. " - song of achilles
"write me a letter telling me how to live the rest of my life without you." - how to make friends with the dark
"they were my birthday presents." - shatter me
"she had realized that she had forgotten the precise blue of his eyes and the depth of his laugh." - clockwork princess
"my name is sam cortland... and i will not be afraid." - assassin's blade
"you chose me four years ago. would you choose me still?" - these violent delights
"we were all supposed to make it." - crooked kingdom
"i remember everything." - the invisible life of addie larue
"come home and shout at me. come home and fight with me. come home and break my heart, if you must. just come home." - cruel prince
"i wasted all those yesterdays and am completely out of tomorrows." - they both die at the end
"you hated the idea of me." - the final gambit
"bob says hello." - house of hades
"abuse can feel like love. starving people will eat anything." - nightfall
"i missed you only with an ocean between us. but if death was separating us... i would find you." - queen of shadows
"i loved him. i love him. as best i could." - we were liars
"i'm the villain, even in my own story. but you were supposed to play a different role." - finale
"i will find you again in the next world—the next life. and we will have that time. i promise." - a court of wings and ruin
"i spent half of my time loving her and the other half hiding how much i loved her." - the seven husbands of evelyn hugo
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acesax-blog · 2 years
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Mmumechii on Instagram
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acesax-blog · 3 years
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I realized I wasn’t straight when I was in 3rd grade. There was this really cute girl in my neighborhood and we went to school together. I followed he like a lost puppy.
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acesax-blog · 3 years
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Day 8 and 9 combo!
I don’t really have a full playlist for pride but I do have my 3 favorite songs
- like real people do by Hozier
- I wanna be your girlfriend by girl in red
- Me and Julio down by the school yard by Paul Simon
I don’t actually follow a lot of people on tumblr so sadly I have to skip day 9
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acesax-blog · 3 years
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Day 7 - Favorite book
The end of my freshman year of high school I went on a summer trip with my jrotc. And I brought with me a wonderful book called Gracefully Grayson. This book is very dear to me, and when I was reading it I was still beginning to try and figure out what I was feeling. It’s a beautiful story and a good read!
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acesax-blog · 3 years
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Day 6 - Chosen Family
@obnoxiouspixie @goldnova2 and the other one sadly isn’t on tumblr. These fucks are incredibly annoying but I honestly don’t know where I would be without them. Shout out to the and Thanks for being amazing people!
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acesax-blog · 3 years
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For Day 5 it’s a moment of pride. Honestly I’ve been pretty proud of my first year living on my own. Moving to a different state and away from my loved ones was hard, but has been very liberating. I’m proud that I can support my self and that I’m working towards my dreams.
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