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okay. i need people to understand the main issue here. ncuti gatwa is the first (full time) black doctor. his entrance was overshadowed by david tennant. his entire run has been the least watched run, many of you admit you did not watch his era. now, after only 16 episodes and a few specials he has regenerated and all people are talking about is billie piper. do you really not see the issue at all? and don't even get me started on what they did to belinda! i'm so BOGGLED by the amount of disrespect thrown at fifteen. he barely got to BE HIS OWN CHARACTER. we barely know him and he's gone. unreal.

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do people want to read a novel about dystopian lesbians taking down the government? also zombies. and death. and weird historical simulations.

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Someone: *mentions doctor who*

Me, vibrating with the effort it’s taking to not talk about something no average show watcher would even have heard of: oh yeah cool show

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ngl Donna is my fave tenth companion

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My God Tier fave doctor who episodes

TOP 5:

Heaven Sent & Hell Bent (S9E11-12)

The Power of the Doctor (S13E9)

The Day of the Doctor (S7E15)

Doomsday (S2E13)

The Parting of Ways (S1E13)

NINE:

The Parting of Ways (S1E13)

Bad Wolf (S1E12)

The Empty Child & The Doctor Dances (S1E9-10)

Dalek (S1E6)

TEN:

Doomsday (S2E13)

Human Nature & Family of Blood (S3E8-9)

Turn Left (S4E11)

The Sound of Drums & Last of the Time Lords (S3E12-13)

Silence in the Library & Forest of the Dead (S4E8-9)

The Stolen Earth & Journeys End (S4E12-13)

Blink (S3E10)

The Waters of Mars (S4E14)

The End of Time (S4E17-18)

Midnight (S4E10)

New Earth (S2E1)

The Idiots Lantern (S2E7)

Partners in Crime (S4E1)

School Reunion (S2E3)

The Doctors Daughter (S4E6)

Daleks in Manhattan (S3E4)

ELEVEN

The Day of the Doctor (S7E15)

The Time of the Doctor (S7E16)

Vincent and the Doctor (S5E10)

The Name of the Doctor (S7E14)

The Wedding of River Song (S6E13)

The Time of Angels & Flesh and Stone (S5E4-5)

The Rings of Akhaten (S7E8)

Asylum of the Daleks (S7E1)

A Town Called Mercy (S7E3)

Journey to the Centre of the TARDIS (S7E11)

A Good Man Goes to War (S6E7)

Let's Kill Hitler (S6E8)

The Pandorica Opens & Big Bang (S5E12-13)

The Girl Who Waited (S6E10)

Amy's Choice (S5E7)

Nightmare in Silver (S7E13)

The Snowmen (S7E6)

The Doctors Wife (S6E4)

TWELVE:

Heaven Sent & Hell Bent (S9E11-12)

World Enough and Time & The Doctor Falls (S10E11-12)

The Zygon Invasion & The Zygon Inversion (S9E7-8)

Flatline (S8E9)

Dark Water & Death in Heaven (S8E11-12)

The Girl Who Died & The Woman Who Lived (S9E5)

Twice Upon a Time (S10E13)

The Lie of the Land (S10E8)

The Witch's Familiar (S9E2)

Time Heist (S8E5)

THIRTEEN:

The Power of the Doctor (S13E9)

Ascension of the Cyberman & The Timeless Children (S12E9-10)

Demons of the Punjab (S11E6)

Revolution of the Daleks (S12E11)

Skyfall, Part 1 & Spyfall, Part 2 (S12E1-2)

Rosa (S11E3)

Kerblam! (S11E7)

Chapter Four: Village of the Angels (S13E4)

The Haunting of Villa Diodati (S12E8)

Praxeus (S12E6)

Nikola Tesla's Night of Terror (S12E4)

Fugitive of the Judoon (S12E5)

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Mickey: "I don't get it..."

Rose: "Don't get what?"

Mickey: "Why everyone's so enamoured with the Doctor, every time I'm forced to be around them, their 'charm' just feels so... artificial. Just standing near them sets off my fight or flight instincts something terrible."

Rose: "Really? You're not usually the type to judge or scare so easily."

Mickey: "...Exactly."

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We're similar, you and I. You're a person who became a weapon, and I'm a weapon who became a person.

this but Missy and Twelve:

The Doctor was lonely, and so he visited the vault - as he did sometimes. The funny thing is she was the only other Time Lord, and evil as she may be... the doctor believed in her. So he would sit, drink coffee and softly play the guitar. And she would sit there at her piano, occasionally glancing at him. They wouldn't talk. In all honestly he'd like to, but he didn't dare let her.

And so, after two hours, the Doctor was incredibly surprised when Missy opened her mouth. "We're similar, you and I." She said softly, and the Doctor raised an eyebrow. "You're a person who became a weapon, and I'm a weapon who became a person."

The Doctor left soon after that.

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I've met Bill Potts for less than 10 minutes and I LOVE HER

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Layers of Scar

The Doctor was tired, his eyes stinging, his head pounding. But he kept himself upright, he had to. He looked down at Martha, a wound on her head that made him want to take her back home and keep her safe forever. It was a feeling of guilt. But Martha was stubborn and would never let the Doctor do that, she was a fighter. The fierce light in her eyes reminded him of Rose sometimes, and both his hearts would plummet.

“You good there Doc?” Martha asks him, raising an eyebrow, pulling her hair into a ponytail.

“Yeah.. great.”

She grins, grabbing his hand, “Well come on then! More places to see! You promised me we’d go somewhere fabulous next.”

He put on a forced smile, letting her drag him back towards his TARDIS. They’d just been on what was meant to be a fabulous adventure, yet as always it ended in danger and disaster. Sometimes the Doctor thought he just made bad events happen around him, then again, sometimes the TARDIS just knew where to take him.

He shook away his thoughts, stepping into the TARDIS and pressing a bunch of buttons as Martha grinned at him. The old girl made her usual whirring noises and the Doctor couldn’t help but genuinely smile as they moved through time and space.

 

Once again their adventure had gone horribly wrong – possibly the Doctor’s fault, he had seemed to accidentally angered the aliens that were trying to take over this innocent planet. It was an accident, he kept on reminding Martha, but she didn’t seem too bothered.

It scared the Doctor a little bit, how eager and prepared Martha was for all the dangers that faced him. Again, it reminded him of Rose. Oh, Rose. He missed Rose.

He squeezed his eyes shut, jolting himself back into the present moment. After all they were still on the run from furious aliens.

“Come on Doc!” Martha yelled, her brown eyes widening as she noticed said aliens appearing around the corner.

Grabbing her hand, the Doctor quickly pulled them both in the opposite direction, his hearts pounding. But soon enough they found themselves at a dead end, the Doctor almost wanted to swear (but held himself back).

Martha glanced at him, suddenly her once brave eyes filled with fear as she looked at the approaching creatures.

“You have a plan right Doctor?” She asked, her voice shaking.

It was then as the Doctor looked into her terrified eyes that something in him resolved. He couldn’t save Rose but he sure as hell could save Martha.

“Something like that,” He mumbled before turning towards the aliens, dropping Martha’s hand and taking a deep breath. “You don’t want to go any further!”

The creatures growled – the Doctor still wasn’t too sure what they were, he was almost certain some scientist had created them through hybrids – but slowed to a stop.

“I am the Doctor. The last of the Time Lords.” He said angrily, “If you want power than here it is. Have it. Take me.”

He yelled, opening his arms in welcome. The aliens tittered, considering their choice. Behind him Martha yelled.

“Doctor! What are you doing?”

He turned towards her, his eyes almost red with anger, his hearts tight with pain – not physical but emotional.

“Saving you.” He told her simply, and for a brief moment he imagined Rose was in her place. Her blonde hair falling on her shoulders and her brown eyes glittering. But Martha stood in her place, an exasperated but also horrified expression on her face.

“You can’t just sacrifice yourself Doctor!” Martha yelled angrily, “You can’t just leave me here.”

The Doctor closed his eyes, almost hearing Rose screaming to be taken back to him. He opened them again, tears now glistening in his eyes.

He glared at the aliens in front of him, taking a step closer as they began drawing their weapons.

“Doctor!” Martha screamed.

He whipped around, tears flowing down his cheeks, “Why won’t you just let me do this for you, Rose?!”

Martha stumbled back like she’d been hit in the face and the Doctor gulped fearfully in realisation.

“I-I’m-” He mumbled, but Martha just ignored him, stepping forward and glaring at the aliens.

“You back the fuck up!” She screamed, pulling out a gun from her pocket – a gun the Doctor didn’t know she had. “Or I’ll kill each and every one of you.”

 

Later, on the TARDIS, the Doctor sat solemnly in his chair. He was angry at himself, angry at himself for acting as if Martha was Rose. Because she wasn’t. They were so very different.

The look of pain on Martha’s face seemed to be seared into his mind. He wanted to go up to her and apologise but Martha had chosen to go home. As soon as they’d returned to the TARDIS she’d told him to drop her off and pick her up in a week.

He knew he could just time travel straight there and be with her now, but he also knew he needed to take some time. He needed time to make peace with the fact that Rose was gone. And that Martha wasn’t Rose. And she shouldn’t be a replacement.

Guilt churned in his stomach. He just wanted to see Rose, one last time. To see her and hold her and tell her he loved her. He never got to tell her. He could remember the words almost falling out of his lips. But then she was gone. And he’d never be able to see her again.

The Doctor almost fell apart right there, remembering Rose’s tear-stained face, and the feeling of losing her for a second time.

He shut his eyes, he needed a break. He needed help.

But maybe, just maybe, he could see her again. After all, there were years before Rose ever met the Doctor. And as long as she never saw him nothing would happen.

The Doctor glanced at the TARDIS and felt her hum disapprovingly.

“I just want to see her again… to see her happy.” The Doctor whispered, but the TARDIS didn’t respond. Maybe she needed a break from him, just like Martha.

Maybe everyone needed a break from him.

And so the Doctor pressed some buttons and shot himself out into a part of time and space where no one would find him. And there he would stay, for a week, and try to heal the layers of scar surrounding his two hearts.

He missed Rose Tyler so much. But he missed Martha too, and he knew he had to heal before he could travel with her again.

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ello, yes i'm reblogging my own post

ANYWAYS

i'm gonna actually write this fic now, it'll be published on ao3 :)

the way I had a dream where I wrote and published a tentoorose book (like actual book licensed by doctor who) and got to sign it at the bookstore I work at !!!

my sign to write it as a fanfic then gaslight it into being published

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so um I'm starting a doctor who fic with my oc Nicole Jenkins

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I just want a nice long well written David Tennant fanfiction

do I have to write it myself?

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tempted to make wallpapers of Donna, Martha, amy & Rory, river and Clara as well 🤔

(if you're sad I haven't included your companions - not classics, unless Sarah Jane - that's because I haven't finished watching everything)

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the way I had a dream where I wrote and published a tentoorose book (like actual book licensed by doctor who) and got to sign it at the bookstore I work at !!!

my sign to write it as a fanfic then gaslight it into being published

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a lil rose wallpaper

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ok but is there any doctor who fic that spans over all doctors?? like- one oc that's a time lord and stays with all of them (or at least nuwho ones?)