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absolute menace but still such a good boy :')))

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I'm trying to overshare less on the internet, and it's so boring. I want to scream my every thought into the void and pray that one will echo back to me and let me know everything is okay.

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Superman

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I didn't realise how addicted to TikTok I was until I finally ripped the band-aid of and deleted it. I knew it was bad but my screen time went down by like 3 hours after one day of it gone. I am a pathetic screen addict and I must come to terms with that and improve.

I feel so disconnected.

Like the worst fomo of my life.

I'm still on Instagram and Tumblr and stuff but TikTok was the only one I could just never seem to stop scrolling on.

I have so much time now. It's horrible.

Now I have to actually be a person and live.

There's probably some comment that could be made here about deleting one social media app just to announce it on another... I can unpack that constant need to announce the happenings in my life to a non-existant audience a different time.

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FAVORITE CHARACTERS (1/??): Michael Holden from Solitaire by Alice Oseman

“There’s a time and a place for being normal. For most people, normal is a default. But for some, like you and me, normal is something we have to bring out, like putting on a suit for a posh dinner.”

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the solitaire six + first and last spoken lines                                             

And there’s sort of a moment where everyone’s sitting and thinking, you know? Like that feeling when you finish watching a film. You turn off the TV, the screen is black, but the pictures are replaying in your head and you think, what if that’s my life? What if that’s going to happen to me? Why don’t I get that happy ending? Why am I complaining about my problems?

  I don’t know what’s going to happen to our school and I don’t know what’s going to happen to us. I don’t know how long I’m going to be like this.All I know is that I’m here. And I’m alive. And I’m  n o t  a l o n e.

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Ikr!!! It's a surprisingly good film considering how the film industry usually treats disabilities/mental illness.

I wanted to get it on DVD but couldn't find one with the right region 😔

Apparently Australia and the UK share a Blu-ray region so I might have to shell out £40 to get it shipped across the globe.

I hate DVD regions, actually. I had the same problem with "Humanist Vampire Seeking Consenting Suicidal Person." I desperately want to see it but I refuse to pay for Mubi and the german (it's french language and I am sadly only fluent in English) dvd doesn't have English subtitles and UGH. It looks quite Sprolden coded but I wouldn't know because the world is cruel and I can't watch it.

Soz for another ramble. I really like films. Also is 1am and I simply do not have the self control to shut up after midnight lol.

watching cherrybomb rn for robert sheehan and ohhhh my god

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dip and pip planning tit

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hello guys. is this anything

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Their reactions to seeing the characters that most look like each other (when they first met) is wild to me

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2018 was such a time.

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this video is eight seconds long, what a fucking lineup. can the other three team up and kill piers morgan

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the winner takes it all

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有機と無機、そして時間。