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ama--ryllis · 3 months ago

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Underneath soft candlelight

The artist series: panting/drawing

Warning: angst, no izumi ( even though i love her😭) not proofread, violence/gore ? Massacre au, stalking ? Fem reader.

You were not shinobi, just a normal girl, born from a chunin dad and civillian mother. You'd like to say there was nothing much that was special about you, but that would be a lie, a huge one at that. Because you were special, not just because of your skills in art, no...you were special to him.

Shisui and itachi were best friends, that much was pretty well known around the village. Two prodigies, or so they were called by their clan, they were friends since childhood, doing almost everything together but at some point, someone else came along. You came along

It wasn't that special of an encounter really, most would subject it as rather expected, considering shisui curiosity and extroverted personality. Let me take you back on your memories...

Your face was comfortable resting in your palm, your eyes half-open as you sat alone in a dango shop. The pencil between you fingers spun slowly as you silently racked your brain for some ideas, you had to draw something to get yourself out of damned block. It was annoying really! Art blocks were such a pain in the ass! Your groaned while pressing your hands against your face, dragging them down slightly.

You went through your sketchbook lazily in hope for some ideas, but something was strange. Why did it feel like someone was staring at you-

You covered your mouth as to not scream when you realized someone was looking over your shoulder, you scooted away, looking at....a shinobi? With an awfully curious look on his face, he didn't even look your way when you squirmed away

"yo! Itachi! Come see this"

Said itachi came over to his friend, his face rather devoid of emotion, carrying a plate of dango in one hand. Looking towards...nothing, why? Because the sketchbook was now in your hand, hitting shisui, the man that was peeking over your shoulder, straight in the face.

"creep!"

You yelled, pointing at him with an annoyed look on your face, shisui, was surprised to say the least and itachi sighed.

"shisui, apologi-"

A girly yelp escaped shisui when you straddled him about to punch his face

"i'm sorry! Your drawings are gorgeous!"

Your fist went straight into the ground, cracking the wood next to his head, to which his gaze slowly looked, from the corner of his eyes. He whimpered but also chuckled nervously

"oh really?"

He nodded firmly, sweat dropping slightly, but before you could do anything else an arm pulled you off shisui and stabilized you, before also helping shisui up.

"thanks itachi...."

You stared at both of them, wiping the dust of your clothes.

"i apologize on behalf of my friend here, shisui, apologize"

His voice was deep, bot not to an overbearing extent, you eyed shisui, waiting for that apology.

"haha...sorry?"

You sighed, waving it off before grabbing your sketchbook again.

"don't go bothering strangers again, weirdo"

His jaw dropped at your insult, it wasn't much but definitely uncalled for, you walked past them and out of the dango shop, mumbling to yourself.

"she called me a weirdo-"

"you deserved that"

Shisui sulked, a pout on his face while itachi sighed to himself, feeling disappointed in his friend.

So, that pretty much sums up how you, itachi and shisui met, somehow, from then on, you three became good friends. It was kind of weird but it just happened.

You three always hanged out together, sometimes sasuke, itachi's little brother, joined in, he was always so sweet and begged you to see your art, to which, after a good amount of puppy eyes, you couldn't deny. Even itachi's mother, mikoto, loved you very much and often times insisted to itachi to invite you for dinner, an invite you could never refuse. She had always teased you two about becoming a couple, because in truth, you and itachi grew very close. Even shisui noticed that you were closer to itachi than him, much to his dismay, everyone could see it, but you and itachi. Well, itachi knew of his feelings for you, but he was completely convinced you didn't reciprocate, so he never acted on it.

Everything was going well between the three of you, a good trio of friends. It was more often bright smiles and you always welcomed the two from their missions, something the were always grateful for.

But nothing good could last forever....right? Yea, right, because everything came crashing down one day. The day shisui commited suicide, you weren't there to witness it, but when itachi came to see you one day, with a solemn expression instead of the soft one he had around you, shisui missing, he didn't have to utter a word before you broke down in tears, falling to your knees. He crouched beside you, rubbing your back and bringing your face to his shoulder, silently crying himself but he couldn't show you raht, could he ? So that night, he stayed over, you comforted eachother, well, mostly itachi comforted you, he didn't want you to comfort him, he wanted to be strong for you. You cried and cried in his shoulder, even more after he gave you the message Shisui wanted to tell you in person, even if he couldn't. He spoke, in a quiet voice:

"shisui said...he wanted you to know that he loved you, had feeling for you. He wished you could know in a different way"

That, that made you cry even harder, you clung to itachi, gripping his clothes while he held you tightly. He wanted to cry too, but he couldn't, so he just held you, using your scent as comfort for his unshed tears.

~ a year and half later~

You had moved on...or at least somewhat from shsiui's death, you and itachi didn't hng out as much, he got busier and busier with the anbu and you had started focusing on your art and started to sell. While you were still friends, you rarely saw eachother, when you spent time together, it was usually in small clearing or in your room, talking. He tried...he tried to make time for you before it came, but these last few days he ahd been even more distant, as if he was trying to get rid of you. You were hurt to sya the least, what came next....you couldn't say you expected it.

That night, you were up late, at your desk along with your sketchbook opened on a blank page. Drawing on it while lost in thought, or more like lost in the thought of itachi.

As for him, he was holding back his tears, he had just murdered everyone, his parents, his clansmen. Everyone but sasuke, who layed, unconscious before him, he turned and started jumping along roofs until he saw your home, your curtains and window opened to let him fresh air. He stopped on a rooftop, looking at you through your window, you were sat at your desk, the candlelight illuminating your face in just the right way. That, that made itachi fall in love over again with you but he couldn't...he killed every shred of feeling in his heart and darred away, leaving the village for good.

The next dew days were quiet...too quiet. That was until sasuke came at your home one of those mornings and what he said, hit you like a brick wall.

"itachi killed the clan and left the village"

You fell to your knees on your doorstep, hugging sasuke against you. It was clear the kid needed it, he hugged you back so tightly, clinging to you and held him aswell. Doing the same thing itachi did for you the night shisui had died, sasuke had grown attached to you, and you were the only pillar he had left in his life. He clung to you desperately, wanting some sort of comfort, it was still unbelievable and you were shocked.

Years passed, but they were far too slow, sasuke grew cold and you did a bit as well. You mother had passed away during that time, which didn't really help. Your father was often away on mission, leaving you to be alone in your home most of the time.

Sasuke stopped coming to see you as much, he loved you, yes, but he was too narrow minded in some way. He only wanted to kill itachi and nothing else, not only to avenge his clan, but avenge what he did to you. You let the kid do and say as he pleased, as much as you didn't want him to kill his brother.

You fell asleep at some point in your bed, thinking about all this. You didn't sleep because you wanted to but because your body couldn't take it and just collapsed.

That night, someone opened your sketchbook, picking up your pencil to write something in it. Something along the line of an apology and confession. Their touch lingered on your skin...cressing your cheek oh so gently.

Itachi thought your skin was as soft as ever, he couldn't help himself but to gently cup your cheek and leave a kiss on your forehead. He couldn't stay very long, he didn't have much time, the second he finished writing that note, he jumped out the window, heading out the village once again. Not without his heart breaking a million more times when he saw your sleeping form from far away. He longed to feel your arms wrapped around his neck once more, feeling your body against his, your soft lips press on his, your tongue tangled with his, to hear you giggle like a kid again or to hear your voice, to hear you sigh, or gaso as he- he shook those thoughts away, feeling ashamed of thinking about you this way. He looked back once more at the village, a single tear running down his cheek at the thought of leaving you behind.

Sasuke had encountered his brother recently, having been effortlessly stopped angered him. He only focused on finding ways to get stronger more quickly, it broke your heart to see the last piece of itachi you had left break by itself. The note, the open window, you knew....but you wished you hadn't fell asleep that night, that you had stayed up just one more night. Your heart broke over andover again but you kept telling yourself you had to move on, there was nothing better than a bit of painting to get your mind off of thongs, right ? So that's what you did, you got dressed and headed out into the wild nearby, sitting by the edge of a small river with a small waterfall. Just the perfect view to paint and get your mind away from those thoughts. As you drew and painted, you felt a soft smile slowly stretch onto your lips. You felt it, but someone else saw it, hidden into a few trees, hiding his presence, he looked at you. Gosh how much he wanted to just leap and wrap hid arms around you, to feel you against his chest just one more time. But he had to be content with observing you quietly, letting you paint your feelings away. You looked so peaceful, so happy to finally forget about him, as much as it pained him, he was glad.

You finished your painting, letting it dry while you soaked your feets in the cold water of the river. You felt a gaze settled on your back for a long time now, you were sure.... completely sure it was him but could you face him again? Face him without crying or throwing yourself in his arms, you probably couldn't. But you looked over your shoulder anyway, you expected just to see trees, but no....your gaze met his black one. It wasn't his sharingan, just his normal onyx eyes you loved so much. It felt like every possible emotion stabbed your body at the same time. You just stared at eachother, basking in eachothers eyes, he didn't have a smile, but you could tell he was feeling a lot of things right now. His eyes weren't stern, they were soft, as if awaiting something. You stood up, not caring about being a bit wet, taking one step towards him, you didn't say a word, your eyes speaking for you. But before your could take another step, your head rested against a his chest, his arms around you and his face buried in your hair. Your hands were shaking but they eventually rested on his nape while you pressed your cheek against his chest.

"itachi..."

The sound of his name on your lips was like heaven to him, one hand tangled in your hair and the other around your waist.

"say my name again.."

You pulled your head from his chest, looking up at him, his eyes were pleading, begging you to just say his name again. And you did, for his sake

"itachi..."

You reached reached to his face, cupping his cheek and he couldn't help but lean into your palm, closing his eyes and turning his face to kiss your hand. Pressing his lips to the middle of your palm, you watched him, a single tear slipped down your cheek and that, that broke his heart into a million pieces, that single tear. He wiped the tear from your cheek, leaning his face close to yours, your lips just centimeters away from hid and he was tempted to just go for it. But he waited, he had to know he was doing the right thing, there was also something he wanted to say before kissing you and showing you his feelings....

"i love you"

That's all he said, three words but it felt like so much more, every moment you spent by his side. It felt raw, no lies, nothing stopping you from loving eachother.

"i love you too, itachi"

Those words, the ones he wanted to hear ever since his mother had suggested confessing his so obvious feeling to you. Now, about seven years later, he could finally show you how much his heart held for you, and so that's what he did. Pressing his lips on yours, in a soft but emotional kiss, whe you reciprocated, that's when he deepened it, wanting to feel your tongue dance with his, to hear you laugh and talk to him about endless topic, that's all he wanted, to be by your side...

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ama--ryllis · 4 months ago

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Heaven and back

Warnings: a bit of angst ? Awkward romance, not proofread. Mainly fluff. Non-massacre Au

The fresh dew of the morning in konoha was always present, a bit of chatter in the streets but it wasn't loud. The sound of a peaceful village, just going along with the flow of time, a few stands and shops here and there. You were always up early and about, preparing your bakery for customers and the excitement of children looking at the treats. A tight apron was tied around your waist as soft music played for some ambiance, while you kneaded dough carefully. Humming along as you moved around behind the counter, your tied back in a bun so no hair would fall in the food. Many of the treats were already settled behind the glass of the counters, the window open to let in the fresh air of the morning.

You weren't expecting any customers this early but the soft ringing of the bell of your front door could be heard above the soft music playing. You looked over your shoulder to see a young man with unruly curly black hair, his big eyes looking around the showcased pastries intently. He seemed pretty invested, so much that he didn't even notice you at the counter, now leaning your face on your hand. "Welcome to the (l/n) bakery. How can i help you ?" You greeted, just like you would any other customers, a soft smile plastered on your lips. He immediately looked towards you, his onyx eyes crossing your own. His lips slightly parting before he playfully shook his head and also had a smile "ah..hello! I was looking for something nice for a monday morning?" You smiled and stood up, walking behind the showcases before grabbing a fruity explosion muffin with a brow paper. Putting on top of the glass showcase "anything else you'd like ?" You asked politely, he seemed to ponder a few seconds before nodding "do you serve drinks ?" He asked, not quite sure if a bakery would serve drinks, well even if it was named a bakery, it was more just a regular cafe. "Sure we do. What would like ?" You waited patiently with the smile on your lips, making eye contact with him, he seemed a bit embarrassed "i uh... could i get a hot chocolate with french vanilla please ?" "Of course!" You immediately answered, turning to start preparing it, you weren't one to start much conversation with your customers but you were okay eith a bit of chatting, just the regular how are you, how was your day etc..yet his next question pierced the silence in the bakery. "Have you only recently opened ?" He seemed to have a genuine curious tone in his voice, a slight rasp to it "yes, we opened last week" you placed the drink on the counter along with his muffin. "I see...there used to have a restaurant here" he paid for his 'morning treat' and you raised your eyebrows. "Mh? Is that so? Did you use to go there often?" You decided engaging in conversation wasn't so bad if no one else was there. "Not necessarily often...but it was a nice restaurant" you nodded and leaned your cheek in your hand, smiling up at him "that's great to hear. Shame it closed" he nodded and gave you one last smile before waving you goodbye, to which you did the same. It was nice working in a bakery where you could talk with people when it wasn't too busy. But then you had to go along with your day snapping yourself from you thoughts, getting back to preparing the left pastries to make.

The man you encountered that monday morning came back multiple times, sometimes with his friend who had long bangs and a child. You learned their name to be shisui, itachi and sasuke, they came relatively often, sometimes conversing with you when nobody was here and sasuke convincing you to teach him how to make whipped cream, to which, after a good amount of puppy eyes, you gave in. His older brother, itachi, shaking with his head with a chuckle and shisui laughing. But you had fun with those three, sasuke sometimes coming up to you in public if he saw you. You soon learned afterwards that itachi and shisui were both uchiha and shinobis, to which you alway made sure to invest yourself in their adventures. Shisui's face lighting when he got to tell you about a successful mission and sasuke always happy to tell you what he learned in the academy. You honestly never thought you'd make friends with customers, but here you were. Sasuke sometimes hanging out in your bakery when he didn't have training or class, sitting on the counter and telling you about his week, in which you always made sure to be invested and encouraging. The more weeks passed as you got to know them, sasuke started calling you nee-chan ot just older sister. But there were still moments when shisui came alone for his morning treat, or so he called it.

The bell rang at the familliar hour, you didn't have to bother to look behind you, knowing already who it was. "Good morning shisui" you greeted him but there was barely a response, his voice still had the familliar rasp but more quiet. You turned around curiously, to see him blushing, raising an eyebrow in confusion. These last few days, he alway seemed awkward and trying to evade your gaze, yet you gave him his usual order. Your expression a bit worried as he left hurriedly, barely looking at you, this had went on for weeks. He was avoiding you at this point, barely talking to you, only saying the bare minimum.

You were hurt to say the least, like he suddenly didn't want to be around you. You asked itachi about it when he came around, to which the boy responded he didn't know anything and that shisui was normal around him. Yet, the very next day after you asked itachi about it, shisui came in, a deep blush and nervous look on his face. Before you could even turn around to greet him, he pulled out a bouquet of flowers, bowing towards you "please let me take you out on a date!" He said loudly, your eyes widened, a blush on your face as you were shocked to say the least. Reaching to grab the flower, looking at him baffled and confused. "Shisui...?" Before you could say anything else, he closed his eyes "I understand if you don't want to go!" "Shsiui?" "And I don't expect you to!" "Shisui!" "You can keep the flowers and if i made you uncomfortable-" "shisui! For the love of god, let me speak!" You sighed when he immediately stopped talking, looking at you with widened eyes, his hands trembling. He, one of the strongest uchihas, shy and trembling by asking out a girl on a date. "Geez... you're impossible...but for the record, i'll go on a date with you" his blush deepened and a large smile stretched on his lips"really?!" You sighed again, putting the flowers in some water "yes, really-" "thank you y/n! I'll pick you up at 6!" And he bolted out, excitement etched on his face and you shook your head, yet you couldn't help the small smile on your face. Shisui really was a nice person, but he rarely talked of his struggles and tend to bottle things up. Shaking those thoughts away, you couldn't help but be excited, it was the first time you went out with a guy you actually liked. Shisui was handsome...to say the least but he was always so kind and appreciative to you, he had a good soul. For the rest of the day, you had that slightly dreamy smile on your face, a few elderly people clearly having guessed, some fo them wishing you good luck, resulting in you blushing like a tomato.

You had closed the bakery early, pacing in your room as you tried to decide what to wear. He hadn't told you what kind of date it was! But knowing shisui...it was probably something romantic or a picnic with lots of effort. Perhaps you could go for something more comfortable and casual? In the end you decided on some jean shorts and a blouse, something rather simple with a pair of comfortable heels. It felt weird to dress up, especially when you were always busy with the bakery so when you looked at yourself in the mirror with your hair down, instead of that usual tight bun, you couldn't recognize yourself. You took a deep breath but held it when you heard the door to your bakery open, it could only be shisui since you were closed. You let out the breath you were holding, going down the stairs and appearing in the main area. When shisui laid his eyes on you, he had to pick up his jaw from the floor, a blush settling on his cheeks, he was dressed quite well dressed himself but never did he expect you to look that good. Don't get him wrong, hr thought you were stunning but to think you could get even more gorgeous?! He was flabbergasted and couldn't even speak properly, so when he finally spoke, well, made a sound..

"woah..."

That's all that came out of his mouth, and you looked to the side, a blush on your own cheeks. The way he looked at you, he wasn't hiding a single bit of his feelings at this rate. "Hey..." Your voice was quiet, barely audible but he heard you and the way his heart skipped a beat, he swore it even stopped beating for a few seconds. But after catching his heart, and breath he could speak, finally;

"hey...you look... you're stunning"

You offered him one of those smiles that always got his heart speeding up like crazy, the genuine and pretty one, the eay your lips stretched just right and how the corner of your eyes crinkled a little. The way your cheeks moved, everything was getting to him, he was in too deep.

"you're not so bad yourself..."

You answered and he also smiled at you, offering his hand to you, his palm, although scarred and roughened from battles, it looked so inviting and when you tangled your fingers with his, it felt good, amazing even

He gently pulled you along, he had that soft and inviting masculinity, not the rough and intimidating one that pushed women away, no...he had that inviting aura, the one that made your feminity appear, the one that protected you but also trusted you to be....well you.

He held your hand tight, a comfortable tightness, not one that choked you, one that you wanted to lean in. So you walked side by side, he led you somewhere out of the village, not far just around over a hill, where you could see over the whole of konoha. He tagged you along while chatting about everything and nothing, a big smile on his face until he sat you down on the grass, before settling next to you. His hand still holding yours, a warmth that felt comforting, the sun was setting over the village, the two of you sharing an intimate and meaningful moment, one that felt no other before. You had been on dates before, but none felt like this, none felt so thoughtful or expressive. This...this was meaningful, he put efforts and time in this.

You and shisui chatted almost the whole time, about everything, from his work as a shinobi to yours as a baker. As the sun settled lower in the sky, your head found itself resting on his shoulder, your hands still intertwined, the salmon pink, orange and red color mixing perfectly in the sky. You had seen countless sunsets but this one...it felt different, now that you were sharing it with shisui. You raised your head to rest your chin on his shoulder, looking up at his face, it was illuminated by all the colors...wait, why is he staring back- oh ..it seems he was already looking at you. His onyx eyes stared back in your own, your nose almost touching and there was that small glint in his gaze. One of his hands came to hold your face, it seemed like the world around you two faded into nothingness. Your other hand came to rest on his nape, subconsciously massaging it, your lips chased eachothers like magnets, so close yet so far. The centimeters of space felt like so much, you could feel his breath on your face, so when he tilted his face and placed his lips on yours, oh so gently....you couldn't hold yourself from kissing back almost immediately. Closing your eyes and relaxing in the feel of his lips, you were in the sky in this moment, right now. Both your hands wrapped around his neck, you sucked in a breath as you slightly leaning back, one of his hands supporting his weight on the ground. As soon as your lips separated they connected again, you couldn't get enough of eachother and you leaned back, ending up on the ground as he finally parted, he was over you, both of you panting and catching your breaths. He smiled at you, gentlt caressing your face;

"i think i just went to heaven and back, pretty girl"

You couldn't help but chuckle and bring him down into a hug, he didn't protest and you both ended up on the ground, laughing along with eachother, the night ending with onr last kiss...

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ama--ryllis · 5 months ago

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The artist and Uchihas

This is a masterlist of shisui and itachi oneshots i'll be making. I may add more characters later on...

No link = in progress

If you want me to add anymore kind of arts, feel free to suggest

The art of cooking/ baking

The sweetest of dango will forever be your lips, my love (itachis)

Heaven and back ( shisui)

The art of dancing

My bloodied dove (itachi)

The angel under the moonlight (shisui)

The art of floriography

Ikebana (itachi)

Wild baby's breath (shisui)

The art of painting/drawing

Underneath soft candlelight (itachi)

Just a little peak (shisui)

The art of music

Notes fade with the wind( itachi)

The tension of guitar strings (shisui)

The art of writing

Daydream (itachi)

Ocean gold eyes (shisui)

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ama--ryllis · 6 months ago

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The sweetest of dango will forever be your lips, my love.

Warnings: angst, not proofread, implications of female reader, cursing, Anxiety, panic attacks, suggestive read at your own risk

Wc: 2.2k

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You hummed a tune to yourself, gently scrubbing the counter of your shop. It was already past five and it wss rare for you to get customers past this hour. It wasn't much of a busy day, so caught up in your own thoughts it's barely if you notice the little hands on your front counter and the familliar face of a little boy peeking over it. You look down towards him and a slight smile stretched on your lips, raising your gaze to his older brother who stood quietly behind him, his usual aloof and unreadable expression on his face, well maybe except for a little glint in his eyes, one that only appeared when he looked at his little brother. "Y/n nee-san!" The familliar voice and nickname catching back your attention and you looked down at sasuke, a determined look on his face. "My, haven't you grown? You can peak over the counter now, well, what can i get you little sasuke" you said, with that 'older sister' tone. He pouted a bit, fiddling with his fingers, "well uh...me and my nii-san would like some dango please" a slight smile stretched on your lips, a genuine one at sering his shyness, little sasuke was always a little shy when it came to things like this. "Plain or would you like something on it ? Perhaps a honey drizzle ?" You could see his eyes lit up and chuckled, looking back at his brother, waiting for his order. His eyes were already foxed on you, something he had the habit of doing, he always kept eye contact with whoever he would converse with, those onyx eyes of his always held something beneath the surface. "Plain dango and green tea, please" clear and simple to which you nodded, wiping your hands and starting the brewing of the tea "to go ?" You asked without turning around, to which he responded with simple yes. Thus you reached for a brown bag, placed neatly wrapped plain dango in and the secured cup of green tea. Drizzling some melted honey onto another dango, before handing it carefully to sasuke, his eyes beaming. "Enjoy you two!" You waved at them, finally glad you could close your shop, sasuke waved back while following his older brother. You gave the child a playful wink, before you closed the shop for the night, glad they were your last customers, they came often and you got to know them. Well there was also that you and itachi used to be classmates, either way, he was always reserved, you could never guess what he was feeling.

Day after day the tow brothers came often, sasuke always eager to see you and itachi always content to see a smile on his little brother's face. Itachi had always held an admiration for you, he admired the way you could conquer the hearts of kids and the way you took care fo them. He found it to be an incredibly nice quality, but what he admired most was your baking skills. Even when you two were classmates, he'd always take a small bit of the pastries you'd being. You had easily caught feeling for the boy, he was nice to you, your only friend, yet you refused to ruin this friendship. After graduation, you didn't talk much since even if you graduated the academy you didn't become a shinobi, you much rathered pursue your passion while you could. But you would wave at him and his brother if you saw him in the streets or just came across him, to which he nodded while little sasuke excitedly waved your way. But your very different lives kept you apart, itachi was an Anbu afterall, a busy one at that, friendships and companionship, he couldn't afford that in his life.

Yet that one evening, when you were about to close he came in, no sasuke trailing along, just him. "Ah, no sasuke today-" but he cut you off, it was rare for him to talk to you, he usually stuck to basic etiquette, which was fine. "Y/n" he said, his tone was firm, cold and it didn't feel like him. Despite his always reserved and aloof personally, itachi was a nice a individual, so this change, it was strange, very strange. You felt anxious, awaiting what he was going to say, tilting your head slightly. You could see the slight biting of his lip but you kept your eyes on his, yet his next words were shattering, your heart fell in million pieces. "From now on, i am a stranger to you, only a customer, do not harbor feelings for me" word for word, he said such and it still haunts you to this day. It took you a few weeks to stop constantly thinking about it, to able to shake the thought away. Yet when he came eith his brother from time to time, he still had that same expression, aloof and reserved, except..it was colder, his eyes didn't hold the slight glint of attention. You treated him like you would any customers, keeping the conversations at a minimum and interacting more with his little brother yet even, at such an age, was he able to tell something was going on. It broke your heart to see his pout and saddened expression when he didn't understand.

When the news came of what had happened, the slaughter of the uchiha clan, you were devastated. Because not only had itachi done it, but he fled the village and turned against it, only leaving his little brother alone. When the news cames, you held yourself against the counter, a one too familliar pressure in your chest, your labored breaths and the gut wrenching screaming that escaped your lips...or at least inside your head. Because you were frozen in place, unable to utter a single sound, move a single muscle. You were so shocked, panicked even, you don't remember how long you stayed this way, because it was when a little sasuke, all gloom and tear stained tugged on your sleeve that you snapped, immediately bringing him against your chest. You felt terribly sorry for the boy, he cried in your arms that night and you allowed to as much as he needed. No child should have had to go through that...

From that day on you had completely given up on your feelings, sasuke often visited the shop, his always smiling and happy expression completely gone yet you knew he cared. You were his older sister, although not blood related, time had passed by so fast that sasuke was already twelve years old, you remember yesterday he was only eight. So when he came to your shop today to talk about what happened today, you were shocked at what he told you, both at how much he trusted you but also at the situation.....

Sasuke ran up stairs hurriedly, looking for naruto desperately, he couldn't let him get caught by his brother. He stopped in the hallway, his eyes widening at the sight of his older brother, who looked over his shoulder, eyeing his little brother "sasuke..." Although he hid his emotions, he was nostalgic about seeing his younger brother, but sasuke didn't feel the same. "You! You dare shoe your fave after what you've done!?" Sasuke's echoed, he was angry, resentful and hateful towards his brother, he despised him, yet the first thing he said wasn't about the slaughter or him but..." Do you even know what you made y/n nee-san go through?! You have no idea! She walked through hell with me on her back and you caused all this!" The slight widen of itachi eyes was barely noticeable when sasuke brought you up, he would be lying right now if he said he didn't feel affected. How pathetic and terrible he felt for putting such a big burden responsibility on you...yet he kept his usual expression. "Ah...you don't even care...you don't even fele a bit of remorse for what you made her go through, do you have even an ounce of understanding for what she went through because of you?! She went into despair...and it was your fault!" All these words from the younger brother yet the eldest spoke none, only staying frozen, countless things running through his head behind his sharingan. Soon afterwards sasuke aimed his chidori right at itachi, only to be easily stopped and getting his wrist broken.

When he recounted all of that, you were shocked, terrified but something in you was grateful. "Sasuke..." You reached towards him, hugging the young boy who to this day was almost as tall as you, you held him tight "you didn't have to do this...let me make you some dango, yea?" He didn't protest, hugging you back with his one hand he could. Gladly accepting the dango you offered him, soon after he left, leaving you to lean against the counter, putting your hands over your face and taking a deep breath. Perhaps some baking could distract you well enough, so you got to kneading some dough and preparing some fruit filled croissants. It always brought you piece to bake, it was a big part of your life, not just your job but also your passion. Humming along as you carefully cut the fruits into tiny bits, filling carefully the croissants.

You honestly didn't know how long you had been baking, the croissants long done, it was late while you were making some dango now, still humming the tune you would always. You were caught up in your things, not even noticing the presence you longed for calmly listening to your tune, a familliar one of his childhood. He stood there, only a few meters away, hesitation clear, if you could see him that is.

"it's late, you need rest"

The voice echoed in your head as you stopped all movements, the all too familiar deep and calculated voice you loved oh so much. A familliar pressure rising in your chest as you clenched it, begging your mind not to do this to you, not the moment you can reunite. Yet your mind didn't have time to turn you into a panic because, the hands you expected to be rough and harsh held the most loving and gentle touch as your face was pulled against his chest. Your eyes still widened, a single tear running down your cheeks, frozen in place. How long have you waited for a moment like this..? So when you looked up and felt a thumb brush the tear away and those deep onyx eyes you longed to see again look directly back in yours, they held the most loving and attentive gaze that has ever been laid on you.

You reached up to touch his cheek, in which he immediately leaned against " this is real....?" You mumbled while he kept looking at you with those eyes and you just couldn't help but fall in love with him all over again. You two were like Magnets, because before you even knew it, there was a gentle pressure against your lips. One you thought you'd never get to feel that you immediately returned it, tangling your fingers in his hair and chasing more. A gentle sigh escaping your lips as you both parted, your lips millimeters away, the atmosphere was intimate, slow and gentle. "Itachi...." You mumbled his name, yet it seemed you weren't the only desperate one as the second you said his name, his lips crashed onto yours once more yet it still held that exquisite ferling of care...he was desperate, more than you. Oh how much it hurt him that day when he told you to stop loving him, even he knew full well he wanted you all for himself. And now, he could have you, hug you..kiss you, feel your presence. The hand that held your face and the other on your back, he was urging for your lips, gently lifting you up on the counter and keeping you close, his lips never leaving yours. You don't know how long it lasted, but you weren't complaining, the slight taste of his lips, the softness but the love he poured into the kiss was by far the most special. It took long before your lips finally parted, leaning his forehead against yours.

"oh...how i've longed for the sweet taste of your lips, my love...so please, will you allow me to indulge one more time..?"

He sounded so desperate, begging you to let him enjoy you a little bit longer and you let him. Because between the both of you, you were just as desperate. Your legs wrapped around his waist and you pulled him flush against you, your arms around his neck, only millimeters between your lips. It didn't much drive to piece them together into a more desperate and depending kiss, more rough, more lustful. It was all he could take, so he indulged as much as possible, the soft sighs and whimpers he heard pushed his resolve and he was tempted to give in.

And perhaps he did.... just to hear those pretty noise fall from your lips.

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ama--ryllis · 9 months ago

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Moon kissed glow

Dainsleif x reader

Warnings: none, just fluff. Short and sweet <3

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A smile graced your lips as your feet were moving around on the damo sand. A larger hand holding yours above your head, spinning you around and following your movements. Your expression a contrast to the one on the man's face, his blonde hair swayed slightly with the night wind, his normally emotionless eyes held a twink of happiness. His attention solely on you and your graceful movements, the black and light flowy material of your night gown never looked more attractive than now. Normally he'd think of it as a casual wear, yet now you look ethereal in it. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't take his eyes off of you.

You jumped and slightly and landed on your toes, spinning once more with your arms out, a tired giggle escaped past your lips. The stars and moon reflected on the water of the endless ocean right before you. You stopped your dance, your eyes locking on the ones of the mysterious man that was your partner. He looked as stoic as ever yet there was that hint of gentleness in his features, one that you adored. It was only silence between the both of you, there was no need for words to understand eachother. It was easy to lose yourself in his endlessly deep ocean eyes. You extended your hand towards him one more time, a tired smile stretched out on your lips, a silent invite for one last dance. His larger hand tool yours with a gentleness like no other, you took a few steps in the shallow water of the shore. It didn't take long for the both of you to engage in a relaxed slow dance, both of you swaying and spinning under the moon kissed ambiance. The slight splashes were the only sound that betrayed the silence, your hands previously on his shoulders, slid to his nape. His hold on you was light but also supportive, his cape flowed in the wind just like his soft blonde locks. He was a heavenly sight, especially under the moon's glow. He looked tense for a little bit, a few words escaping past the barrier of his lips. "The moon is beautiful tonight, quite the lovely sight, no ? Just like you, my dear" for a quiet man, whenever he spoke, it was strangely poetic, yet those very words plucked a chuckle from you. "I love just as much, Dainsleif. If i am the moon, then you are the stars. We'll always be together in sky, no matter the distance between us" a rare smile appeared on his lips and he pulled you up, spinning you in the air.

"you've always wanted to fly, haven't you ?"

He stated, a rhetorical question it sure was, but the answer he had, was a happy and childish giggle. From you, that's where it came from.

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Hello, please check out this tumblr post right here

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How long has it been ?

Warnings: angst, Rin and sae childhood spoilers, swearing, not proofread, slow burn romance

Pairings: sae itoshi

Word count: 3.2k

Authors note: this was my first slow burn so it's not as long as i imagined but i hope you liked it and it took me a while to come up with all this lol

Also i can't tag the person that requested it since i can find them i'm sorry. But anyway enjoyy

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Large round eyes, sparkling with admiration. They were locked onto ...., so captivating. She stumbled up, her little legs running at full speed. Where they they bring her ?

To the very beginning...

"rinn!" A loud high voice called out, the child turning his head at the call of his name, the ambitious child's eyes lit up, his eyes locking on his classmate. The six year old girl stopped right in front of him, for he, was quite confused about the situation. What were you doing here ? The child's elder brother, an eight year old, looked at the two, the ghost of a smile creeping up on his face. "Rin! Rin!" The girl was almost jumping out of excitement "can i play with you two ? Pretty please!" The young girl almost yelled, as for the green haired child, he looked up at his auburn haired brother. The older child sighted heavily at the pleading eyes of his younger brother. "Uh..okay." both younger child jumped at this.

The net of the goal stretched back, stopping the football's motion, a scream of joy couod be heard, along with an impressed "woaah!" Although the more experienced here, kept silent. "Y/n that was so amazing!" Rin said, impressed by the young girls goal. The girl pointed back at herself with her thumb, a proud look attached to her face. "I'm so amazing!" She did a little dance of victory, happy with herself. Rin kept fawning over the goal she just made, boosting her childish ego even more.

The sun was setting in the distance, the children stopping to look at it. Your mouth gaped like a fish's, the two boys were also quite captivated. The sun slowly but surely disappeared, the sky darkened, signaling it was time to go home. " This was so fun! I hope we can play again!" The little girl said, earning a barely noticeable nod from the auburn haired kid, while the younger brother replied with joy "me too!"

You started walking back home, waving back at them, you git big waves from rin and a small raise of the hand from sae. The fresh air of the evening made the intense feeling of adrenaline be subsided by a feeling of comfort and security.

The days, weeks even years passed by so fast, it felt like just a few months but guess what, it was six years that passed by. You and rin stood side by side, tears about to spill out like waterfalls, Sae stood there, a frown on his face. "I'm going to spain" he said, his tone cold, but that small hint of sadness in it aswell. Gosh, it hurt him so much too. He eyed your sad expression, he wiped a tear off of your face. "I'll be back before you know it" just like that, he left for his plane. You turned to rin, who was also crying, you pulled him into a hug, "it will be fine, i'm still with you" he nodded, hiding in your neck. You felt awful, although in the same grade, you were still older than him, he was twelve, you were thirteen. "I'll practice with you, you'll climb up the ranks as a striker, and i'll be your midfielder ?" He nodded, pulling away from the hug, wiping his tear " i promise to protect you, i'll become the best striker along with you and big brother" he said, still a little childish. You smiled at him "i'm sure you will, let's go get an ice cream and walk a bit, it will make you feel better"

The two walked side by side, heading to the ice cream truck nearby, you let rin choose what he wanted. Handing some money to the man in the truck who handed rin his ice cream. "Huh ? You're not taking anything?" Rin said, a questioning look on his face. You shook your head "i'm not hungry" you answered, he nodded, you ruffled his hair, a sad smile attached to your face. "Hey! Don't ruffle my hair!" You giggled "only when you'll be taller than me" he pouted a little, still eating his ice cream. You sighted "i'll walk you back home, mkay?" Rin nodded, walking alongside you, his eyes lingering on the ground. "When do you think nii-san will be back?" You lingered for a bit aswell " i don't know, but like he said, he'll be back before you know it" "i trust you"

You stopped walking in front of his home "see you " you said, waving at him. To which he waved back heading inside, you sighted, walking back home. You didn't live very far, actually, your houses were pretty close.

Countless goals have been scored between you and rin, the small fields that were once occupied by three childrens, were now occupied by a fifteen year old and sixteen. But this is the moment things between you broke off...

"rin, i want to tell you something" rin looked back, his hair that grew longer, piercing teal eyes. You stopped ruffling his hair, he grew taller than you, "i-" he waited patiently for whatever you wanted to say. "I'm sorry but...i don't feel the same joy playing football anymore" this hit rin like a car at full speed, what do you mean ? You ? Not want to become the best midfielder anymore. Before he could say anything "i'm not saying i won't play with you here anymore, but i've had another passion for a while now. I don't want to keep that from you" rin gritted his teeth, this made more sad than you thought, it was the last thing he expected, he dig his nails into his palm "what's that passion" "volleyball " you answered him, quickly at that, he nodded "volleyball..." He repeated, "if you're happy then good" it's not like he could stop you "i promise to come here once in a while to play with you, alright ?" He nodded, but walked away, while you picked up your bag, heading to your practice. You gulped, heading to where your practice was supposed to happen. It was hard admitting this to rin...

As promised, you came back once in a while, to think you didn't play football seriously, yet now, you were teaching him how to score from a corner. You pointed the part of the foot he needed to use, and explained the movement he needed to do. He was listening carefully, you demonstrated the curved shot, it entered the goal, you told him you had to go, he let you off and simply kept on practicing what you taught him.

SAE POV

Gosh, for him it was hell in spain, Real Madrid was awful, especially with Leonardo. It was hell after hell, not day after day. He despised him, so damn much. He even gave up on becoming a striker, he tightened his grip on his phone.

A ding! Caught his attention, his eyes widened for a second, surprised to see.

His hand trembled slightly, biting down on his lower lip, his thumbed ghosted over the follow back button. He took him a few seconds before he pressed it, feeling all the tension in his heart wash away. He wasn't going back to japan before another year, yet he wanted to book a flight right this instant and go back. He closed his phone, pushing himself off the wall, walking back to where he stayed.

Y/N POV

You walked out of practice, holding your phone to check any notifications, you most likely did have some, but one caught your eye.

You smiled slightly, walking back to your home with a happy smile, gosh, you missed him. Did he miss you, he did, just not the same way you did...

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You stood next to rin on the field you used to play as children, he was drinking a bit of water. While you were in your volleyball attire, the sun shining down, you smiled at him. "Thanks for playing with me. Really brings back memories" he nodded, he went to grab his ball but got reminded of something. "Happy seventeen birthday y/n" you smiled at him "thank y-"

"yea, happy seventeen birthday" a monotone voice said, from beside you, well not entirely, more like a few feet away. That auburn hair...those teal eyes...that neutral expression, it felt like he hadn't changed a single bit. A single tear rolled down your cheek, your mouth opened bit nothing came out. The wind swayed between the both of you, aa for rin he clenched his jaw and walked away. "Sae..." You said, with a soft voice, you extended a hand towards him and engulfed the man in a hug. He didn't hug you back, he let you do as you please, not like he really cared anyway. He felt your arms tighten around him, your figure shaking a little. "Your back..." You pulled away, walking a few feet back "what took you so fucking long ?" He didn't answer, simply keeping quiet, he wasn't messing up here. "How have you been ?" You asked, still hesitant, it took him a while to answer you "fine" he simply answered, not that wasn't true, it hadn't been fine, but as if he was going to tell you that. He was hesitant but..." And you..?" A small smile tugged on your lips "i've been good..." You caught him eyeing your attire, chuckling a bit "i joined japan national volleyball team recently, i don't play football anymore" he had to be honest, he was caught off guard by that. "I see... congratulations..." He said, still with that monotone voice.

You took a deep breath, but went for it anyway "i know you just got back...but, i want to know if you're willing to try to build our friendship again..." It took a lot out of you to say that, but here you were, asking the one question that had been lingering in your mind, ever since you saw that notification. At first, you thought he was going to say no, that from how long he was taking to answer you. But at last....

"okay..."

You smiled at him "thank you..it means more than you think." He hummed in response, the sun was completely set, the stars were shining at their brightest, you bit down on your lip. "I'll walk you home" you agreed, grabbing the volleyball that was resting at your feet, you both started walking, he took the side closer to the road of the sidewalk. You noticed how he was similar but also how much he changed, he was around 5'11 ( 180cm), his jawline was sharper and his hair was longer. Now his bangs were pushed back, still with the long under lashes, he was more muscular, lot more attractive that he was before, more man like. He was still as quiet as before, he wasn't awkward, just quiet and only spoke when necessary. You reached your home in no time "thanks for walking me home sae...see you" he turned his gaze away "see you.." when he was sure you were safe inside, he started walking back to his home...

You slid down against your door, smiling to yourself, god, you were so happy. Letting out all your joy, you got up. Heading directly to bed, you had an important match tomorrow, you'd text sae tomorrow to ask him if he wanted to go see your match. You got in some more comfortable clothes, letting yourself fall on your bed.

Next morning

You smiled at your phone and out your plate in the sink, carefully washing it while humming to yourself. Gently tapping your foot, you were already in your volleyball jersey and a volleyball was resting close to your backdoor. Your parents were barely home these days, so you almost had to the house to yourself. As you kept washing your dishes, a knock at your front door was heard and you frowned. Who could it be this early ? You swiftly dried your hands and walked over to the door, when you opened, at your surprise, you found Sae, in some casual clothings. "Sae ? Come in, come in" you opened the door further you let him in and he walked in, staying on the entrance mat. "What are you doing here ?" You simply asked, a look of confusion clear on your face "your match.." he answered and you immediately understood. "Oooh. You didn't need to come join me but nevermind that, come take a seat, just remove your shoes please" yet he stayed there on the mat, hands in his pocket "you look ready" "yes, but my match is in an hour, the gym is nearby" sae kept his neutral expression "you should get there early" you stopped your walk back to the kitchen and sighed, snatching your volleyball and backpack, everything already in it. Well, that was except for your keys, so you snatched them from the countertop, opening the front door and sae got out behind you. You closed the door and locked it, putting away your keys and started walking to the location. Sae followed, taking the toad side, matching your pace, the walk was a comfortable silence. It didn't long, maybe fifteen minutes and you both had already arrived. You showed him the way to the audience and he nodded while you headed towards your coach that had also, recently arrived. You discussed with her for a bit before starting off with the stretches. Soon enough the other and your oen had arrived, as for Sae, he was sat in the audience, observing from time to time. You both had arrived early so it was expected to have some waiting. Half an hour after both teams had arrived, captains shook hands and your team started with the serve. Sae now observed carefully, his eyes set on you, as you stood a few steps behind the line, the ref signaled the start and you threw the ball, jumping for a decent jump float. The other team easily picked it up, sending to the setter and second tempo attack was performed from their wing spiker. An attack which was picked up by your team's libero, sent to your setter and it was a high set, to give you some time as you performed a back row attack. That was the first point of the game and the sound of volleyballs hitting the floor one after another was heard for at least the next two hours. It was a very tight score at the end but you had won 2-1, you celebrated a bit with your teams but you looked up at the audience, smiling at Sae, had you looked more carefully, you could have seen the hint of a smile on his face.

About thirty minutes later

You stretched your arms and smiled at Sae as you both walked back, you with a drink in hand. You had stopped by a cafe "gaah! I'm so glad of this match's outcome!" He glanced towards you whispering 'you did good' and you turned your head towards him "mhm? Did you say something?" "No" he answered dryly "dry much" you commented which earned you a slight eye roll. You chuckled and shook your head "i'm glad you came" you simply said, expressing your gratitude to him. Honestly, you didn't think things would go so well, he nodded and kept up his quiet persona. You let out a small sigh and looked up at the sky, it was around noon or so. "I hope we'll have a next outing soon! Feel free to invite me whenever!" You said excitedly to which he smiled internally, what ? Did you think the sae would physically smile at you for that? But, he gave you a nod nonetheless. As you both reached your home, he waved you goodbye as you headed back inside.

A month later

Ever since then, you and sae had talked through text sometimes but never went out, you wanted him to ask you out this time, which was very irrealistic of you but oh well. A girl could dream right?! But you occupied yourself with some romance book, comfortably layed on your couch and enjoying a drink. What else did you have to do ? Nothing, but romance books are life so it's fine. Suddenly a bing! Caught your attention, you picked your phone.

You squealed a little and hugged your phone tight, spinning in circles "it happened!!" You sprinted upstairs to get changed into some pale jeans shorts and warm red knitted sweater. No need for makeup this time, you still had about 2-3 hours to pass though, so you kept reading your book and the time passed like lighting. As the doorbell rang you swiftly got up to answer and there he was, standing in some casual sweater and black jeans. It wasn't overboard, just to be comfortable. You greeted him and smiled at him, which he didn't return at all, but worth the short. You walked out and Locked your door, starting to walk with him. Apart from the casual small talk like hello, how are you, there were not many words exchanged and maybe it was better that way. Sae was a man of very few words and you were quite comfortable observing the sakura trees in the park. So you both kept on walking until you reached the fountain in the middle of the park, there no people around...perfect. a surprisingly gentle touch reached out in your hair, only to pinch a small petal that had fallen in it, tossing it aside. You looked towards sae with curious eyes and a smile, his body was facing yours, there was no tension only untold feelings. The kind of feelings that went infinitely deep into both of your hearts. His hand hesitated to reach out towards yours, but he clenched his fist, contenting himself with being able to see the happiness in your eyes, the happiness he wish he could have. "Thanks" your voice snapped him out of his trance and nodded with a small hum, guiding you to start walking back to which you agreed, still walking alongside eachother silently, yet this time...it felt more..intimate ? It was a tough feeling to describe. You looked up at the sky, still that gentle smile gracing your lips and as the minutes passed, the exit to the park got closer and closer. The outing coming to an end, as you prepared to depart back home, a voice called out to you "y/n" you stopped and looked back towards Sae, specifically right in his eyes, you noticed the very subtle signs of nervousness coming from him. "I..." His voice came out a little stranded, he was hesitating. You fully faced him and he took a few steps towards you, his hand still hesitating to reach out for yours "i love you..." Your eyes widened and a slight blush crept on your cheeks, you looked right back at him, while to others he might have seemed unbothered and a tiny bit arrogant. In your eyes, he was genuine, nervous and especially, in love. "Sae....i-" you wuck in a sharp breath as you felt his hand on yours and the other on your cheek. He was close and he seemed impatient, waiting for an answer..."i love you too..." You felt the tension in his hold immediately released and it became more gentle than ever. He silently asked for you permission and as you slid your hands on his shoulder, he tilted his head a bit and leaned forward. It felt like an eternity before your lios connected in one gentle and light kiss. But it felt so passionate too, your hands soon enough found themselves on his nape and your lips separated. Both of your gaze locked in eachother, alone to the world but one last sentence left his lips

"how long has it been since i've wanted this..."

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ama--ryllis · 1 year ago

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I'M BACK GUYS, I'M BACK!!! I POSTED SOMETHING AFTER LIKE 3 MONTHS

#writer block #yourlocalbaguette

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ama--ryllis · 1 year ago

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hi! how are you? i'm hope your doing well,

i wanted to ask for a part 2 for bllk boys with their autistic reader with isagi, kaiser, bachira and ness if thats fine! sorry if i'm asking for too much 😅

i really liked part one so i thought i might ask. :)

anyways, have a great day/night!

Hi! I'm good, good! I just managed to get out my writer's block and I this is the first request I wanted to do. I'm so happy you enjoyed the first part I'd be glad to make another one. Now I haven't watched or done blue lock content in forever, so if my HCS don't fit, please bear with me 😭 also my writing style might have changed a little lol.

Warnings: not proofread, not necessarily canon, i don't have autism so this is based off researches i have done hoping i'm using the right tools. If you can explain to me more in details i would be happy to listen and learn!

Part 1

Isagi Yoichi

I honestly think isagi is soo good at helping you when you get over/understimulated. But if you ask for space he won't hesitate to leave you alone, a very understanding sweetheart. Also a patient baby, especially when you're having troubles with relationships with him or other people. If you have communication difficulties he's totally fine being the one to talk a lot but also willing to give you the time you need to express yourself. Sometimes has a bit of trouble understanding how it feels. Overall 8/10

Bachira meguru

Now i can't do any diagnosis but you can't tell me he doesn't have adhd. Adhd x autism power couple. But honestly, bachira is a social butterfly, so if you're have communication issues or social anxiety, he is the best to take over whenever you need. Although he can be a bit invasive at time and hesitant or unaware of how to help you when you're overstimulated. He has flaws and can also have some troubles keeping up, give him a chance lol. 7/10

Micheal kaiser

Now kaiser...unlike the other positive headcanons with the others. I think he actually struggles with your autism, because of his ego and overall personality. I have a feeling he oftens overstimulates you, by accidents when he teases or talks. He also has a tendency to have relationship problems and if you do too, he isn't the best match because he's very insecure. Overall, not the best part er for an autistic significant other 3/10

Alexis Ness

Now we all know alexis is obsessive and possessive so he would actually do his best to follow your need for perfection in routine or habits. He wants to be the best so you never leave, he also tries to learn your limited interests and all of that. But..when you have meltdown (too much emotions stocked bc communications troubles) or when you're overstimulated and ask to be alone, he does not leave you alone, but not the I don't wanna leave you and wanna be there with you. No, it's the kind that just forces you to stay with him even when you don't want to, in a bad way. Can be a little scary and sometimes give you ever more trouble with communication. Downside is too heavy for him to have a good rating 4.5/10

Hope you enjoyed! I sure did enjoy writing this, has been a while since bllk content lol. I hope i'll be able to write more often! Bye bye! 😉

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ama--ryllis · 1 year ago

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Hello ! So for those who don't know, i have a wattpad account, so i'll probably start a oneshot and hcs book for genshin, blue lock, demon slayer and a bit of jujutsu kaisen, a bit of haikyu

!MOST OF THIS CONTENT WILL ONLY BE ON WATTPAD!

So i know some of you like my content here, but i wanted to redirect some of you who wants more of my writings sometimes or read some old stuff of mine. I wanted to write here, that i will make that book a requests only book, you're free to send your request here for the book but most of it content will be wattpad exclusive. I'm not expecting much from this book but i'm trying something new.

So if you'd like to help make that book by sending me requests for it, then here my wattpad account:

Yourlocalbaguette

I'm unable to provide a link for it unfortunately but you should find me easily, i have a muichiro profile picture. The book will be created soon, hopefully the day this is published.

You can send me request through tumblr for the book, but you'll have to tell me if it is.

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ama--ryllis · 1 year ago

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Bllk boys x a skater girl

Pairings: bachira meguru, isagi yoichi

Warnings: not proofread, idk much about skating, isagi fawning over you

Listening to

Must be heavenly while reading some skater girl brain rot

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Isagi yoichi

It's your focused expression that gets him going...and your thighs. Like, it's around eight pm in the evening, barely anyone out in the street, his jacket hooked on your shoulders and gosh...you looked..

"heavenly"

You turned your focus to him

"did you say something?"

"no, no"

Your turned back, still balancing yourself on your skateboard. You swayed a little, going a little further than Yoichi, he sometimes jogged next to you. But he also likes to see you doing a few tricks or some grind. He's always praised you for this passion of yours, he literally adores seeing you fly through the wind with your skateboard. He loves seeing you with that small smile and the night sky behind you.

This is secret but he almost alway come with you when you go skating in the summer because he's fawning over your thighs

But isagi really wants to support you in your passion

Even if it was eleven pm on a week day, he'd come with you to the skatepark

He also loves seeing your hair flying in the wind

If you don't have hair or just short hair, he just likes seeing you spread your arms and and smile

He's so supportive

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Bachira meguru

Bachira just loves the way you laugh or smiles when your going fast. He's the kind of boyfriend that would learn how to skate to feel your joy and put a smile on your face. Bachira just loves your eyes, especially when you skate, because that's when they show so much emotions, you caught him multiple times smiling to himself when thinking about you skating. Sometimes even when he doesn't have his own, he propose to go skating, just so he can see your eyes light up. He's in love with them, he asks you to show him some tricks so he can get a glimpse of the happiness in your eyes.

He's alway messing around when you go out together, he usually walking and you're skating.

Sometimes he asks if he can do some, you usually let him, he isn't as good as you but he tries

Bachira could probably sit for hours, sitting on a bench in a skatepark looking at you having fun

Sometimes you're worried he's bored, but when you see the biggest smile on his face, that thought is out of your head in a second

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Kinda short but hope you liked this sweethearts!

Bye bye!

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ama--ryllis · 1 year ago

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Rather Be, Rather be

part 1

Warnings:not proofread, contains triggering subjects, read at your own risks. Cheap ass german btw manga spoilers

Half of this was made a lot later, so, apologies if they are a few incoherence. Enjoy!

You walked next to isagi, the first match was in ten days, you were simply walking in silence, both with one earphone. You grabbed the hair tie around your wrist and started tying up your hair in a small ponytail. You yawned before holding the door open for Yoichi, walking inside the cafeteria with him. You went to sit at a table, while isagi went to get his meal, you took out your phone, scrolling through some messages. Mostly from your mom, sometimes Anri, but that was pretty rare. Someone sat in front of you and it wasn't Yoichi, you raised your gaze to be met with micheal's, you raised an eyebrow at him. "Why hello" he said, that fake ass smile still attached to his face, you didn't answer at first but you gave him a little wave. When isagi arrived, he sat next to you, placing his plate, while he took out the earphone you gave him, handing it to you. Yoichi looked at your lack of food " not hungry ?" You shook your head, while he raised his shoulder, pretty much ignoring kaiser. "I simply accompanied you here so i wouldn't spend the evening in my room" he nodded, before placing his chopstick on the rest. "That's understandable, anyway, what training did you do today?" He asked, legitimately curious "i did core strength and dribbling" he chuckled "just sharpening your best skills gain, mhm ?" He had managed to get out a little smile out of you "yea.."

"dribbling huh ?"

A voice behind you said, one you knew a little too well, you looked over your shoulder only to be met with a pair of teal eyes. "Rin..." He didn't say anything else "you should sharpen your other skills instead" he said, still with his emotionless face. "I do, i do, but just not today" you said of a gentle voice, your features softening around the itoshi, when he sat down next to you, you rested your head on his shoulder, while he rolled his eyes. Nonetheless, he didn't move, acting as if he didn't care ( he does care). As for kaiser, that was sitting in front of you, was smiling, 'that fake ass'.

You lifted your gaze to cross the blond, letting it linger far too long on his his.

'wait a damn minute..'

'that look he had...'

"micheal...?"

His lips tugged into a smirk, raising an eyebrow.

"calling me by my first name now, what is it ?"

You rolled your eyes at his teasing tone

"can we talk later..alone"

"oh ? Sure hübsch" ( i'm so sorry if i didn't spell it right, i'm sure it means pretty but correct me if it doesn't)

"i'll come get you.."

For once, the blond was actually quite cooperative, simply nodding and walked off.

"Say rin ?"

He hummed

"did you see it too ?"

"...yes"

I nodded, raised my head from his shoulder and stretched my arms out a little.

"i'll see you two another time, i have to go talk to choppy hair"

Yoichi snickered, but as you walked away he glared at rin, the two didn't get along that well, but not the kind like shidou and rin. The older player got up and walked away with his empty plate, leaving rin lost in thought.

As for you, the quiet sound of your shoes hitting the ground couod be heard, you were walking quite fast to reach choppy hair's room. You walked past many, many doors until you reached the desired one.

Although you asked him to talk, you felt quite nervous about this, but you knocked. It didn't take long before the blond opened the door, inviting you in, you nodded and walked in.

"you seemed serious about talking to me earlier, what is it "

"micheal, i know it might be indiscreet to ask this, but i'll get to the point"

...

He stayed silent

"why do you hate yourself?"

Kaiser swore he felt his breathing stop hearing your question. You're right, why did he hate himself, he didn't even know.. No that's not true, he knows why, but he doesn't want to admit.

"why do you wanna know that ? You care about me, hübsch?"

He responded, still with that cocky smile of his, but his gaze crossed your again, contrary to his, the energy you gave off, you were dead serious.

That's when it hit him, you were being for real, real, you actually cared, being that sassy exterior, you fucking cared. That's what made it harder for him to say it...but guess what ? He did it anyway.

"because i'm not good enough, if i don't get better then my career will just go down...i need to surpass N-"

"that's the problem, setting goals for yourself is fine, it'a good even. But if you can't do it now, take a step back to take two forward. You're allowed to rest micheal, but i can tell, that's not the only thing bothering you, is it"

That wasn't even a question, he couldn't answer that, he knew that you already know, but, now did he expect you to hint towards it ? No he fucking didn't.

The more his eyes loosed themselves in yours, the more he felt like you read him as an open book.

"body dismorphia? It isn't easy, is it ?"

He didn't answer, but what purpose would it do anyway, you already knew the answers to all that.

" why?"

....

"why do you ask me all this when you know the answer ?"

"because i want to know how you feel it"

"but micheal, it i'll be fine, so hang on a little longer, mkay ?"

What followed after this was the last thing he expected, his forehead was resting on your shoulder, and he broke. The tears, they spilled out, he just couldn't anymore, he felt your arms around him.

'oh, as much as this comforts him, he'd rather be, rather be, somebody else'

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Thank you for reading up until now, now, this story was not necessarily romantic with micheal, but more platonic. Hopefully you weren't disappointed.

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