anandm104

[anandm104]

I am an atheist who is here to serve & uphold Hinduism - The Eternal Dharma of The God

[anandm104]

Mai geet gaate rahaa

Mai bairagi hi sahi

Mai jeevan ke geet gaate rahaa

Mai apoorn sadaa apne sapoorn ke liye

Mai geet gaate rahaa

Mai jeevan ke geet gaate rahaa

Mai me apoorn sadaa sapoorn sadaa

Mai nirdosh sadaa dosho kaa saakshi sadaa

Mai rahasayo ko samaye

Mai geet gaate rahaa

Mai jeevan ke geet gaate rahaa

[anandm104]

I have dreams

I stroll along the mystic street

I find it being magical

I witness it playing hide and seek

I chase the fantancy all the day yet

I forget them; I change them

I have dreams

[anandm104]

subhai huyi mai utha

Comedy karo sury(R) ne ikchchaa bataayi

Mai hassan

Kaise mai ne puchchaa

Koshish to karo R ne protsahit kiyaa

Chaliye andhera dhondte hai

Koshish to kar raha hoo miltaa hi nahi hai

Mai hassne lagaa

Ye kyaa bewkoofi hai

R naaraaz ho gaye

Comedy hai hassanaa nahi chaahte to mat hasiye

R hasse mai bhi hassaa

Kahise chidiyo ne bhi kilkaario ke saath sakshi dee

[anandm104]

subhai huyi mai utha

Comedy karo sury(R) ne ikchchaa bataayi

Mai hassan

Kaise mai ne puchchaa

Koshish to karo R ne protsahit kiyaa

Chaliye andhera dhondte hai

Koshish to kar raha hoo miltaa hi nahi hai

Mai hassne lagaa

Ye kyaa bewkoofi hai

R naaraaz ho gaye

Comedy hai hassanaa nahi chaahte to mat hasiye

R hasse mai bhi hassaa

Kahise chidiyo ne bhi kilkaario ke saath sakshi dee

[anandm104]

MY HALLUCINATION

Where I am? I was in room and now what I see all around is deserted land. At some distances were broken house, walls collapased. I could feel acutate painful horrific thirst and hunger. The aakashvani echoed: it is your resting place. I wondered. Since when this like it can be a resting place. This should be a movie. I guessed. I could hear shrill sound feeling up the sky. I look and could see a gang of crows and vultures flying and hovering up above. I am their food. The sense of fear engulfed me pushing me to run and to take shelter in one of those broken houses struggling with painful thirst trying to break apart me. And I stopped. A pair of eyes were looking at me piercing through my bone. I could not muster the courage and still trying to fathom whether I am the food also for those at grounds. Many eyes started to lit up staring at me. May be wild wolfs or demons. Who cares. I need water.I started walking. and there were bottles but of of no use. All were empty. I was not still could not avoid those eyes and shrill sound of avian creatures were piercing my ear pads.

And, at some distance I could see smoke belching. I walked to it in hope I may get water. Let me get water then I will try to find a way for getting the food. Two entities were quarelling. It was some kind of alien language. In between they were changing shapes hurling heap of sand on each other creating smoke all around It was painful though for eyes. but I stood the ground. Finally they were were the hopes for water. Hours passed by. Finally one of them looked at me. Go away the one said. I tried to speak and to my horror, I was choked words refused to come out me. The another one laughed you need water. How am able to understand their language now. For a moment, I thought am in well of death. No. you are not. The one said. To the hell everything, I need water. It is well of death. I tried to choke my throat with my hands. The pain of thurst becoming unbearable. With great difficulty, I spoke, forget about my pains for a moment, why both quarelling and where are people . Old habits die hard. The one and the another one said in unison: people are living at far off distance from here. One of us can show you the direction. Tell me why you are quarelling first. My old body was aching. The one continued. We are not able to decide who the either of us the dharm is. Who are you the another asked. I joked I am the devil, there is no place where I have not worshipped the lord. Here, I am on the secret place. Look at those vultures and crows.check those eyes following me. The whole place in hung in the silence. It was peaceful but scary though. The one started crying in joy; chanting I have been told so. I was waiting. The one hugged me. The pain made me to do the crazy thing. I tasted the tears. Very very sweet. I relished it. The one like a striking bolt lurched inside my body.the hunger subsided. It should be the movie. Now one day, the one feeding on my inside organs will tear out through my stomach.

The another one gone palen stood the ground May I know your secret mission. I can not remember the lord I said. You are lying. Watch your language I am the devil I stated forcifully. The another one went silent as if contempleting declared this is continuing since long time and will continue so one and so forth. I will stay with you and will make you forget everything. Saying this, the another one disappeared. Yeah, what is the big deal: take medicines: someone whisphered. The body started throbbing. I could feel the pain everywhere. May be it is taking heavy toll on me. I collapsed on the ground.

Now, it has changed. I am in the room. A paper was fluttering on the ground. I picked it. I read reread. However I could not make any sense out of it. Who has written this crap I muttured. I am happy though. I walked away closing the door behind.

[anandm104]

MY HALLUCINATION

Where I am? I was in room and now what I see all around is deserted land. At some distances were broken house, walls collapased. I could feel acutate painful horrific thirst and hunger. The aakashvani echoed: it is your resting place. I wondered. Since when this like it can be a resting place. This should be a movie. I guessed. I could hear shrill sound feeling up the sky. I look and could see a gang of crows and vultures flying and hovering up above. I am their food. The sense of fear engulfed me pushing me to run and to take shelter in one of those broken houses struggling with painful thirst trying to break apart me. And I stopped. A pair of eyes were looking at me piercing through my bone. I could not muster the courage and still trying to fathom whether I am the food also for those at grounds. Many eyes started to lit up staring at me. May be wild wolfs or demons. Who cares. I need water.I started walking. and there were bottles but of of no use. All were empty. I was not still could not avoid those eyes and shrill sound of avian creatures were piercing my ear pads.

And, at some distance I could see smoke belching. I walked to it in hope I may get water. Let me get water then I will try to find a way for getting the food. Two entities were quarelling. It was some kind of alien language. In between they were changing shapes hurling heap of sand on each other creating smoke all around It was painful though for eyes. but I stood the ground. Finally they were were the hopes for water. Hours passed by. Finally one of them looked at me. Go away the one said. I tried to speak and to my horror, I was choked words refused to come out me. The another one laughed you need water. How am able to understand their language now. For a moment, I thought am in well of death. No. you are not. The one said. To the hell everything, I need water. It is well of death. I tried to choke my throat with my hands. The pain of thurst becoming unbearable. With great difficulty, I spoke, forget about my pains for a moment, why both quarelling and where are people . Old habits die hard. The one and the another one said in unison: people are living at far off distance from here. One of us can show you the direction. Tell me why you are quarelling first. My old body was aching. The one continued. We are not able to decide who the either of us the dharm is. Who are you the another asked. I joked I am the devil, there is no place where I have not worshipped the lord. Here, I am on the secret place. Look at those vultures and crows.check those eyes following me. The whole place in hung in the silence. It was peaceful but scary though. The one started crying in joy; chanting I have been told so. I was waiting. The one hugged me. The pain made me to do the crazy thing. I tasted the tears. Very very sweet. I relished it. The one like a striking bolt lurched inside my body.the hunger subsided. It should be the movie. Now one day, the one feeding on my inside organs will tear out through my stomach.

The another one gone palen stood the ground May I know your secret mission. I can not remember the lord I said. You are lying. Watch your language I am the devil I stated forcifully. The another one went silent as if contempleting declared this is continuing since long time and will continue so one and so forth. I will stay with you and will make you forget everything. Saying this, the another one disappeared. Yeah, what is the big deal: take medicines: someone whisphered. The body started throbbing. I could feel the pain everywhere. May be it is taking heavy toll on me. I collapsed on the ground.

Now, it has changed. I am in the room. A paper was fluttering on the ground. I picked it. I read reread. However I could not make any sense out of it. Who has written this crap I muttured. I am happy though. I walked away closing the door behind.