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Cl0wn plushies R here 4 U!💕
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hanging out the washing
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i am healing.
in every moment, i choose healing.
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find me in cherry trees, rose bushes and cemetery flowers
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dear moon,
let me find home in a bed of roses let me see stars in a cup of milk let my rabbit heart rest
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sample of my camera roll from last spring
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drinking tea in vintage tea cups after a long winter day! 🌨☕️
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there has been something holding me back, like gossamer steel, the light comes through to me, but I am unable to break free. i can see through to the other side, but it is just out of my reach. for what reason or purpose am i being held here? how can i break free?
i think that it is the final sleep before awakening, the dreams that hold me in their arms before releasing me to the light of day. waking life creeps in in bursts, a sweet nectar whose source is cut off from me.
even though i know what is meant for me, i can’t shake this sleep. i still crave the stillness and rest, and it rips me from living my waking dreams.
in order to be free, i must wake up. i must fight the sleep. sleep, stillness, rest, quiet, coma.. there things are only allowed in small doses, for the sole purpose of reinvigorating my being. the difference between medicine and poison is the dose. i cannot remain in a primordial womb-state forever. it is a quiet space i return to periodically, and just for a few moments. it is not my home. my home is in the flowing stream, the rushing tide— the endless motion that is the sea, the moon, the universe. i must be committed to the waking life. not just when everything falls into place and aligns, but also when it isn’t comfortable, and i’m facing soul challenges. i must choose day over night relentlessly. night is lulling me to sleep, holding me in a childlike dream state, killing my living self. day is calling me to live, to realize my childhood dreams and enter a heavenly adventure.
i choose day. i choose wakefulness and awareness. i choose my purpose, and my dreams.
in every moment, i choose to live my dreams while awake, instead of just dreaming them as i sleep.
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angel-hospital · 4 years
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a demon’s death and an angel’s birth
i need transformation.
i have been waiting so long for my awakening, for deep change, and a permanent transformation in my being and my existence. i need it to happen now. but it feels like something is holding me back.
it’s as though there is some invisible wall keeping me from realizing my dreams. some intangible chains, binding me to this current sleeping world.
it’s like a dark veil cast over a budding garden. i am suffocating, gasping for my life force— i am dying.
i need transformation.
i need to leave these shackles behind me and i need to take flight. it is time for me to realize my dreams, and allow nothing to hold me back.
i need transformation.
but something is in the way.
perhaps suicide is the answer. not a death of the body, but a death and rebirth of its animating essence. a killing of the demon which binds me to hell, and a birth of an angel which will guide my ascent to heaven.
i need transformation.
but how does one kill the essence and not the body? how does one commit suicide without a blade, bullet, or capsule?
spiritual suicide?
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