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wlw fashion sense is exclusively inspired by the members of the breakfast club and I am not wrong

I mean...

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HE SEES YOU WHEN YOU’RE SLEEPING

HE KNOWS WHEN YOU’RE AWAKE

HE KNOWS IF YOU’VE BEEN BAD OR GOOD

SO BE GOOD FOR GOODNESS SAKE

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RB FOR GOOD LUCK!

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I’ve come to realize that no one will ever love me as much as my mom.

this is both great and terrible

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Do you ever just be out in a crowded area (like a mall or something) and just look at how every BODY is different? Like how there’s so many different sizes and shades of human beings? Sometimes it helps me realize there’s no wrong way to look, just exist in your body

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if i want to listen to the same song sixty-four times in a row that’s my own business. it’s between me and god. this is a private dance

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since there’s currently a worm on a string renaissance...

……..can sticky footed pom pom critters also get the attention they deserve

I love and miss them

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I’m tired of being depressed. I need to look on the bright side. Things are going to be okay. So I can’t have a cat, no big deal. My awful roommate still moved out and that’s a plus. So my boyfriend is going to still smoke weed. I can hopefully deal with that. I’ll figure this out. Each day is a new adventure. There are going to be new opportunities.

I saw an old friend today. I’m sure there will be more friends that I can see soon.

I don’t have to dread my birthday, I can look forward to it. I want to be happy and I have to work to make that happiness.

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I’m proud of myself for what I have done today. I was productive. I got out of the house. I did good things. THAT’S what I want to remember. It was a good day

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... *sigh* depression. 

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I am STARVED for affection. I want to be LOVED. I want to be PAMPERED. I want to be HELD and KISSED. I want INTIMACY!

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Reminder not to support the Salvation Army who are a bunch of bigots

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*sigh*

I’m so tired of men

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chillin but also seconds away from bursting into tears

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Not shaving and not wearing make up are literally nonbehaviors. They’re a complete lack of action. But doing nothing is considered masculine because women are not allowed to just be. this goes double for trans women.

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I cannot tell you enough that every situation that happens to you is necessary for your growth. There are no mistakes. Everything that you’ve been through, everything that you’re going through, is absolutely necessary for your spiritual growth. If it does not look kosher to you, realize it’s your mind reacting. It’s your ego reacting. And the way to handle it, is to just observe. Do not get involved by arguing, fighting, trying to change things. Just observe. If you can observe without getting excited, then you’ve passed that test and you will not have to repeat it. But if you get angry, you get upset, you want to get even, you’re always thinking about it, and you have hate and animosity, even though you move away from that situation, you will meet that situation again, and again, and again, until you learn not to react to it.

~ Robert Adams

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My therapist left the program. I can’t believe I have to start all over. What terrible timing.