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I've never been obsessed of something my whole life. I could never imagine myself. Maybe I am only worried investing on things deeply sa puntong ikukulong na ako nito. It's terrifying for me. It scares me to be enclosed by this unknown where I couldn't get myself out from.

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17th of June 2019 | 02:02 PM

Today, an unfinished chapter of my story has ended and I was torn between tearing that page, keeping it bookmarked or just continue it because it was such a good chapter. You are my favorite protagonist but I'm not even your antagonist, I'm just a flat character. I've had the best chapters with you but you had me at the twisted chapter of the story book. I know as I turn the pages, a new one will come. I hope the next chapter will be the pages of our better selves without anyone's arm to lean on, and we can both continue independently as the flipping pages. I'm not hoping for our combined chapter anymore. I've already had it the best. It's enough.

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While growing, the realization of reality is also growing. Sometimes in a positive way but mostly in a negative way because while growing like this, reality is becoming scary that I think I should not hope for an every day happiness and luck.

Ang buhay kasi ay hindi parating masaya at hindi rin naman parating malungkot pero parating hamon at pagsubok ang bawat araw na darating. I don't even believe in happiness is a choice, simply because we cannot choose what to happen in every day.

Pwede ba nating piliing sumaya ganoong hindi pabor ang oras? Ganoon lang ba ang kasiyahan? Ganoon lang ba mapipiling sumaya ng isang tao? Syempre, hindi. We cannot force happiness to be on our side. Happiness in this life is unpredictable.

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