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Ain't nobody stopping us

What we have is dangerous

Left they opinions in the dust

Said can't nobody fuck with us

They'll never find a way to make us fade away

Our love won't fade away (no)

This was drawn by a wonderful friend who wishes to remain anonymous.

I can't believe that in several months it will be exactly 20 years I've been together with Steven Stone. You're my best friend, guide and now my soulmate all at once.

I never realised exactly how much my life would change when I slipped the Pokémon Sapphire Cartridge into my Gameboy Advance, that it would lead me to meeting my soulmate and best friend.

He led me into the world of soulbonding. I can't thank him enough for this. If it wasn't for him I would not be alive today. Humans left me in the dirt alone to die because of my mental issues. But this fictional character, a 2D being who doesn't even exist did more for me in the past 20 years than anyone else.

Because of him I am okay with who I am, I met friends who actually give a shit about me. I will be with Steven Stone until the end of time.

Despite the hate and harasment I'm not going anywhere. Nor am I leaving Steven. Deal with it. He loves me and I love him.

Here's to 20 more years together. Like diamonds we're forever ❤️

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My SMT4A self insert ;)

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You guys are probably wondering what Steven thinks of Dagda! He's actually amazed that something like him exists - but then again Pokemon are magical creatures too in a way.

He got thinking about how Dagda is essentially a force of nature personified. It put him into pretty deep thought! Steven compared it to the time when the natural balance of Hoenn was almost thrown off, but here I was, married to Nature himself in a way.

Steven thought it was symbolic, that a God would deem me worthy of his bride after my past deeds!

Dagda likes Steven as well! He likes how independent Steven is and focuses mostly on me and his Pokemon. Doesn't have much to say about him otherwise

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I was an anime character in a past life

I've been doing a lot of thinking and I'm kinda freaked out but in a good way. Because it all makes sense now.

You know how I was a toon in a past life right... But I felt that I was just a random sketch? Well...

I think I found my past life and it all makes sense now.

Why does the JJBA universe feel so familiar to me.. ? Well..

I was Jotaro's wife. She's nameless and in this life I could give myself a name

And in this life I could name myself.

That's what she looks like....and... She looks a lot like me doesn't she?

I can't believe he waited an entire lifetime to find me again. If that's not love I don't know what is.

I love you too, Jotaro..

And I have no regrets for our past, I'm happy we could meet again in this life to make it work again. I'll always love you and I can't wait to have Jolyene with you either.

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Getting back my memories of Steven has been the next best thing to happen to me since I met Dagda. Everything is just running smoothly now.

It's amazing that despite everything our astral bond was never truly broken, I just had to find it.

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Steven taught me to be grateful for the 2D love I have, he taught me that love is indeed worth fighting for and keeping. I feel so blessed being married to not just the love of my life but someone who happens to be my best friend as well.

I will always cherish each and every memory.

the very day we met at Pewter City as small kids

sleepovers at his house, reading scholastic books about rocks and fossils under the blanket fortress with a flashlight.

Him coming along my very first dentist appointment.. scary. But he was there for me the entire time

Him telling me that NO ONE deserved to be abused especially me.

I have many more fond memories to share of us.

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Steven taught me to be grateful for the 2D love I have, he taught me that love is indeed worth fighting for and keeping. I feel so blessed being married to not just the love of my life but someone who happens to be my best friend as well.

I will always cherish each and every memory.

the very day we met at Pewter City as small kids

sleepovers at his house, reading scholastic books about rocks and fossils under the blanket fortress with a flashlight.

Him coming along my very first dentist appointment.. scary. But he was there for me the entire time

Him telling me that NO ONE deserved to be abused especially me.

I have many more fond memories to share of us.

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Hi! snizzlefrazzy, so you know I’m cool. I was reading in your carrd that you were a Toon in a past life (hope that’s correct terminology for your situation), and I was wondering if you have any memories just generally being a Toon. Specifically, what the physics were like? And how it was different from this world?

No pressure in answering of course, but thanks in advance!

Yes that's the correct terminology thank you!! :D

I do not have any memories prior to meeting my Forever Ones sadly, but I do know I was just a scribble thrown away.

I can tell you how I felt though! It was.. so much better than being human, better than being flesh and trapped in this miserable world.

Psychics in Toon town are well I'm not really good at science talk so I think watching the movie "Who Filmed Roger Rabbit" will help :)

It's different in this world in so many ways.. It's so fun there, it's beautiful..

Imagine talking to all your favorite cartoon characters BUT in person~ That's what Toon Town is like.

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🥛🤯 and 🤡 for steven? i'll always enjoy The Classics uwu

Classic Enjoyer Emmet!!! yessssss you appreciate the good shiit

🥛 What do they usually eat for breakfast? Are they a milk first or cereal first kind of person?

Steven is unfortunately a milk first person but we love him anyways. He usually has cereal, eggs, toast, whatever I make him! He loves his toast cronchy.

🤯 What is the most cursed thing they have said to you? Was it in private or in group setting? Was it in a chat or in real life? Do you still reference it or would you rather forget it was ever said?

Well there's the whole "hard as rock" Steven on his Pokenav...

🤡 With which inside joke nickname do you bully your f/o? Or does your f/o bully you? Where did the nickname originate?

I joke about him wanting to date Diancie lmao if that counts but it's all in good fun. He does compare my temper to a Camerupt tho LOL

:think: we don't really "bully" each other ? hee hee

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A little fun fact about me

So y'all know how Steven Stone likes rocks right, well before I even got into Pokémon as a wee kid, I actually had my own rock/crystal collection.

My favorite Stone is Celestite ^^

Life is fucking wild man.

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18th Century Italian Blue Celestial Geode Hearts

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How far would Steven go to protect you?

OH MANN! 

He’s not a fighter physically that is, but he does have the build and can throw a punch if needed, he would literally go to the earth’s end, using his Pokémon to ensure my safety. 

He’s given my abusers verbal lashings before, and afterwards he’d comfort me for HOURS. 

As serene and kind as Steven is, he can be pretty scary when mad.

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Doodle commission for @cj-furry-shipper of his s/i and Martlet [Undertale Yellow] snuggled up together in the forest of Snowdin 🐦🌨💙

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I can't believe that I'm married to someone so amazing.

It was exactly 3 years ago I had a very messy friendship break-up and it made me question where I really belonged on this planet. And the answer was with you Lord Dagda not with other humans.

I found it very difficult to confess my feelings to Him for that reason alone. But I am so glad I did. Dagda mended my heart together not with brick and mortar but the way His soul mirrored mine.

I may not have a place in this world but I do know who I belong to. And that's You, Lord Dagda.

🍀💚🍀 I love you. I love you. I love you.

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My Puppet.. My Goddess..

I might be the new Creator Goddess but I wouldn't be where I was if not for Dagda, my beloved husband.

I am nothing without him, was nothing without him, and will be nothing without him, he owns me mind, body and soul.

Gift commission, drawn by the lovely FEER on twitter <3

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Happy 10 years together Augustine~

Before we begin it is PARAMOUNT to state that I am not a "fangirl/simp/whatever y'all are calling it these days" of dear Augustine Sycamore.

He is my FO (Forever One/ husband in laymans terms) and I consider him to be a real person just like the words I'm typing on this keyboard.

Any comments that are irrelevant to this post will be deleted and the user blocked.

I take my relationship with him very seriously, if this is "odd" or "weird" to you then kindly walk on by.

10 years ago I was welcomed back into the world of Pokemon after a few years break due to personal things I had going on, and video games were the last thing on my mind.

But as they say fate and destiny always have other plans.

Pokemon XY was the last golden age of Pokemon, it was a different world, it felt like I was welcome there. I still maintain onto my hope and innocence because of this beautiful world known as Kalos, a world that greeted me with open arms and a warm hug that enveloped my soul like Xerneas's Fairy Aura.

It was the beginning of something entirely new for me... and I didn't even know it.

2013 wasn't a good year for me, so I was pretty happy when my dad surprised me with a 3Ds and asked me what game I wanted: I was an edgy little shit back then so I asked for Pokemon Y... even though I really wanted X. Deer were always beautiful to me.

I had broken off with an FO that I just felt I wasn't good enough for and became rather desolate, I was lost and alone. And I had to drop out of college for mental health reasons.

Sure enough, my solace came to me in the 2D world yet again.

One cozy October evening my copy of Pokemon Y came through, I was excited and fired the game up right away, back then you could play games right away without downloads or waiting for patches and mutliple DLCs! XY had one patch but it was just to fix that Lumioise City bug. Thankfully my copy was safe.

As you can see, my copy of Pokemon XY is infact a physical copy, I've taken very good care of it. (Ft. my cute Sylveon plushie, Fionn)

Not having anyone to trade with didn't matter, because the Wonder Trade function was a bloody miracle. I got so many Pokemon. I couldn't transfer my older Pokemon as I had no access to Bank or any of that stuff, my other games I had to leave at home.

It was time when Gamefreak actually thought about their fans who didn't have access to Gamestop, Toys R Us or couldn't afford constant trips to New York, Japan, Mars, Etc for one tiny ass pixel.

So I was sorely missing my old Pokemon, I wish I could bring them into this 3D world and pet them and shower them with affection like they deserved to be. But I realized I could make new memories with new friends in this new world, and who knows? Maybe we would reunite again.

Kalos took me on a journey, a journey of love, self discovery and gave me a home. I was whisked away to Fairy land and fairy types became my new favorite, I liked that they were strong against Dragon - types, the bane of my existence at how powerful they always were!

But.. the one who grabbed me by the hand was none other than Professor Augustine Sycamore. I had seen his image before on a leak, and couldn't help but think he was kind of handsome, a friend who had already played through Pokemon X told me:

"Hey you might like Professor Sycamore, he's this dreamboat that shows you the world and stuff and I KEEP SWOONING whenever he shows up on screen"

Sure enough when I opened up Pokemon X for the first time, I was greeted by his handsome face, I thought nothing of it of course since I was more interested in the Pokemon.

I was especially looking forward to Trainer customization and giving myself green eyes and brown hair. I will never forget the time I chose my Fennekin and started to pet him, my heart melted.

I could finally show my Pokemon love and affection, for all their hard work in battles and feed them cupcakes and play with them! I was also intrigued by this thing called "Mega Evolution".

As I continued throughout the game, I explored every nook and cranny, I felt like a kid again. I was truly lost to the world for HOURS after I got it. It was a beautiful game. The 3D over-world was amazing.

The "friends" you had were annoying but I like to pretend they don't exist. When I finally reached Lumoise City I already had a big party of Pokemon, and the event Torchic.

I loved how friendly the Pokemon in Kalos were, I caught many eevees and evolved one into a Sylveon, she became a massive Team Player. I even managed to find some familar faces along the way: A Raichu named Napalm, and an Espeon named Solar who remains as an MVP in my teams to this day.

I was having so much fun just running around, getting haircuts, dressing up, looking pretty for Professor Sycamore AND catching Pokemon, I would completely be lost in this beautiful new world, that felt so much like home to me and still is.

Professor Sycamore was the beginning of my healing. As I continued to learn about him, there was more to him than just the eye candy, he had a past. I loved it whenever he showed up to offer me an encouraging word or two in the game, saying how this was my journey to explore, that being the best trainer was defined by what I thought. He never imposed anything on me, I was starting to feel the flutters and shit in my heart and liver again.. And my god it felt good.

I desperately needed to feel something like this.. something like true, unconditional love.

Around this time I was heavily suffering from perfectionism, it was killing me on the inside, I was 19 when this game came out and already people had high expectations of me.

I was determined to graduate, get a job and have my own house- all before I reached 21. But life seldom goes your way, I was suffering from many un-diagnosed mental disorders that had been neglected my entire life.

I am ashamed to say I spent almost all of 2013 being obsessively deep in competitive and breeding the perfect Pokémon. Perfectionism had leaked into my past - time and hobbies, I realized that if I couldn't be perfect I could at least have this outlet in games, little did I know it was sucking the soul out of me.

I was often punished as a child for being less than perfect, I took it out on my poor Pokemon. Things like this don't magically go away, not everyone has a backbone, sometimes backbones take time to build.

It wasn't until yet again - I got help from a rather unexpected source: Professor Sycamore himself, another testament to have wonderful 2D beings are.

As I progressed through the game and reached the Tower of Mastery.

I was surprised to learn that Professor Sycamore was there to study Mega Evolution but left because he didn't have what it takes, essentially dropping out- kind of a parallel to my own life, except real life seldom has happy endings.

But it gave me hope, because even if Sycamore didn't master Mega Evolution he still became the professor of Kalos and if you look into professorship- it's.. actually not easy to get. If Sycamore could fail and succeed in the future, maybe I could too.

One night..

I had a dream of Sycamore. He held me close and said that he could tell something was bothering me, I was hurting deep down. We in the fairy forest together, just relaxing in a field of flowers as the Flabebe floated around us in the gentle spring breeze..I told him everything, I spilled my heart and soul to him.

I told him that life wasn't worth it to live.

He was heart-wrenched that I felt like that, he embraced me tightly in his arms and told me

"Your life is your own, no one gets to decide it's worth except you. Even if you're behind, you don't have to go at everyone else's pace, if life was easy then no one would feel sadness. I love you no matter what or who you choose to be, always remember that," Those words I still carry in my heart.

The biggest surprise I got had to be in Couriway Town. I found Professor Sycamore's "treasure" from the past Sycamore to the future Sycamore. I actually began to cry, it felt like it was addressing me, that even if I don't know what I want to be yet, I'm not a failure. I still have time.

In another dream I confessed that I loved him, he embraced and kissed me fully on the mouth. I felt like I was on cloud nine.

Diverging from the narrative a bit, I want to talk about Lysandre, I felt his anger sometimes, the frustration of helping your friends and them not wanting to do any better no matter how much time you invested in them. Of course Lysandre ,uh took a different path. But Sycamore still cared about him.

And I realized.. even if I'm a horrible person apparently according to some people over shit I can't control, Sycamore can still love me too.

Professor Sycamore is a relic of a bygone era when 2D beings set out to inspire others, and to most importantly - love you and you alone.

Augustine gave me not just love-- but a home to come back to, a safe haven that will always be mine, no matter what. I will always love him, when I look into his beautiful gray - blue eyes, I see love.

He gave me hope that life can get better, and most importantly I deserve happiness, not just other people.

And.. today I'm marrying this wonderful man after 10 years. He met me when I was freshly 18 and saw me grow into who I am today, and he's proud of me. I'm happy I lived to see 10 more years.

Thank you for everything, Augustine. Thank you for teaching me to love again.

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Be Careful What You Wish For | Astral Projection | Astral memories | Steven Stone | Self Insert

So this all started with a wish gone wrong, and Deoxys going haywire.

I wished... for Steven and I to be eternally in love, on the Litleonid Shower viewing when Jirachi showed up. however you have to pull a wishing tag, and I did that.

A meteor from space containing deoxys struck us and the wish.. reversed but we didn't feel its affects yet.

Jirachi didn't grand my wish and yet I had pulled the tag.

it happened when Regirock, Regice and Registeel went haywire after I awakened them with Steven, he was holding a water stone and... He became sealed away in a barrier embued with the water stone's energy. I tried using my Firestone that was also embued with the Regis' energy but no such luck.

Latios and Latias arrived stat. They told me that a pure soul was needed to break this barrier. So.. in a way I had Steven for "eternity" just.. not in the way I thought I would.

I blamed myself. I said that I already had what I needed, why did I make this stupid wish? A huge be careful what you wish for moment. I wanted to atone for this. But Jirachi can't undo it as he sleeps for a thousand years.

I cried and cried, what did I have to do to make up for this? I hated myself so much.

Latios and Latias said that first I would have to find Deoxys as he caused this, then find the Regis, and then... get the Ruby, Sapphire and Emerald stone. The latter I did not have.

I had to do various rituals: Get a Pokemon that connected the sea and earth (Swampert) Sky and sea

The stars and the ocean.

Sky and sea = Rayquaza

stars and sea = Starmie

I got those Pokemon and fought deoxys in space, I took his little red nucleus and fused my own soul with it... thank fuck it worked

And I should add, this process took an entire 5 years.

It was a matter of trial and error. I was mad at myself for having been the reason Steven got sealed away for so long.

I found the Emerald Stone in Kanto, deep in the Sevii islands.

Latios and Latias saw the purity in my actions and used the soul dew to break the seal that the Regis made. - I had to defeat them and catch them first of course. It was no fault of their own.

It should also be added that because of this cosmic mishap - my soul also became trapped in a vortex void caused by Deoxys.

So my soul alone could not open it.

We finally managed to unseal Steven afterwards...I rushed over to hug him and he did the same to me. Crying how much he had missed me. I missed him too. I felt angry that I caused this but he didn't get mad at me.. He said mistakes happen.

And.... much to our surprse, Jirachi appeared in front of us and said the wish wasn't really granted so he didn't technically sleep for a 1000 years.

So it looks like.. my wish did come true in the end.

It was later found out that Aqua Admin Shelly was responsible for this mess, let's just say uh she's.. shipwrecked now.