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This prompt made me think of @autisticlancemcclain ’s Flower Crown AU, so I bring you all another fic rec. It’s a friends with benefits fic that makes my heart ache. Keith’s determined not to fall in love because he tells himself: “You have ruined every single person you have ever loved.”

You can read the fic here:

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drew this for Jackie @autisticlancemcclain who posted this on instagram saying Lance. i wholeheartedly agree 😌🫡

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hey guys.

so my grandfather passed earlier this evening, after some time in palliative care. this has put a shit ton of stress on my family. i'm also desperately trying to chug my way through my overloaded final semester of undergrad, plus work, plus trying to figure out next year's living situation and finances. i'm overloaded. i'm stressed.

and, unfortunately, over the past little bit, this account has gone from stress relieving, to neutral, to stress inducing, and i just to not have the space for that right now.

i'm heartbroken about it, to be honest. for two years i have poured my entire heart and soul into this. it has taken up every inch of my free time. i spent all my time thinking about it, i put all my creative energy here. not only did this account make me truly, genuinely happy, but i made a lot of friends and had a lot of fun. it hasn't been that place of joy for me for a while now, but i was keeping up, anyway, because i'm so proud of all i've managed here and i don't want to let go, i don't want to move on.

however, i need a break. a long one.

i have been in and out of the voltron fandom since i was 13 years old. 2022-2023 has been the longest consecutive amount of time i have been fully, both feet, petal to the metal engaged, and i actually think that's the longest i've ever been obsessed with one thing. i usually fluctuate. i have no doubt that one day, probably in the not-too-distant (but not too close either) future, i will come back here. i will pick things up again. they're not going anywhere, after all.

for now, what i've posted is what there is. i have lots of wips, and lots of outlines, and lots of things i've started and let stay unfinished, and i'm going to keep it that way. i heard something about some law coming for fanworks on tumblr, so i might shift anything that's been posted here onto ao3, but as for updates -- it'll be awhile. i hope what i already have holds up.

i've read all your comments and reblogs and asks and messages, even if i haven't responded to them. i'm touched by your concern and endeared by your flattery. i appreciate all the energy you guys have returned here, and i wish all of you the best. have so, so so much fun with this fandom until i come back to it.

love, and hugs, and kisses,

-jackie

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HAHAHAHA

I do not know why, but it is very cute and funny.

I will never forgive the creators of Voltron for Adam's death!!

He and Shiro had a real love, what did they do?!

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first and foremost i am a brown eyes enthusiast.

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It's Valentine's Day quick post Allura 🏃

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happy valentine’s day all!

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lil screencap redraw while I get used to a new art program :]

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>:O

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2024 and Allura is still slaying 😘

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fic rec friday 62

hello and welcome to fic rec friday! where, on friday, i rec five of my favourite fics.

All things infinite by MemeKonYA

“I didn’t know Lance was...” “Bi?” Hunk supplied. “Ready to jump anyone sentient and willing?” Pidge offered. “Yeah, let’s go with bi,” Hunk says. (Or: the one where Lance is a Bisexual Intergalactic Flirt, and Keith discovers he has feelings about this.)

keith is just constantly talking about how smart his bf is literally to everyone who will listen.....i get him on the most personal of levels. truly. also whore lance my beloved

2. all my love for the the sweetness of his laughter // he is the tear that hangs in my soul forever by KaterinaRiley [CONTENT WARNING]

The story of how Lance survived, then didn't survive, then survived again, living life knowing that his soulmate belonged to someone else. That Keith belonged to someone else. Or so he thought. -- “That rivalry was just so you wouldn’t forget me, but—” Lance broke off, looking away, the numbness creeping back into him, choking the anger out in seconds. “But you did anyway. You decided I wasn’t worth your time, and I got that message loud and clear.”

this one is DEFINITELY a little heavy, and i think it was imported from wattpad?? but like omega shield fics are so RARE man and lance has so much baggage.....it needs to be discussed fr

3. It's Just How It Is by @movetowardfocus-blog

They’re supposed to bicker, and Keith is supposed to be better at everything and Lance is supposed to pretend to have a chance against talent like that. They’re supposed to get mad at each other and storm away, just like old times. Instead, Keith is looking at him softer than he ever has.

there is no one in the ENTIRETY OF VOLTRON that is as kind as keith idc. and the level of perfection they are for each other post s6.....its insane and this fic gives them that

4. won't treat you oh so typical by @adverbialstarlight

Lance’s hands dropped to cover his face and he sighed again. “They didn’t give a shit about what I did. I was just the stupid little kid who can’t do anything because all my damn siblings have done it before. “And I kind of just—” he snorted, “I dunno. I thought maybe I wouldn’t have to end up as the dumb one out here anymore. That you guys wouldn't just treat me like some idiot who can’t do shit but has to do everything perfectly anyway. And you don’t, really, but I’m still the most useless paladin. I can’t hack the ships, I can’t fix all its mechanical stuff, I can’t control a teleduv, I’m not a badass emo ninja with two cool swords and amazing piloting skills, I’m just… me.”

yes lance IS smart. and keith cares so so so much. also this isn't part of the description but i need you all to know about this line: "Confused, he nodded and turned to survey the few items in the room. He had no idea why Keith was helping him out, why he even cared or didn't just do it himself—Lane concluded it was Black Paladin Encouragement and Support For His Teammate, no more no less." bc oblivious lance my BELOVED hes such a dweebus 😭😭

5. All's Fair in Love and War by @litalana

“I can’t do this,” Lance decides one night. “I’m going to get rid of all my shirts.” “You say that like it’s a threat,” Keith responds, imagining how the implication of Lance always walking around shirtless could possibly be bad. - - - Keith keeps stealing Lance's shirts. Lance can not deal.

this fic gas me GIGGLING theyre so stupid and ridiculous and horny and down bad and i just. i adore them

that’s it for today!! i’ll see y’all back next friday for the next fic rec post!!!

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so i heard people wanted more band au allura...

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keithtober day seven: with allura

these two as besties is everything dreamworks dni

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*busts out the procreate glitter tool* so i heard we wanted winx style allura...

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Leg Privileges 🦵

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‘cause I’m invincible!