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[ayakamiyuiii]

P2 2 of!

Hey guys.. so.. this is p2..! Erm.. this is going to most likely NOT make sense, but!

The meal was nothing but light, wasn't good enough to fill your stomach but you had to be careful with your Mora, your trying to save to live somewhere proper.

For a little while you thought about visiting some relatives, knowing if you did you'd be berated and it would just push onto how you feel.

Entranced in downing your meal, you don't realise your being watched, by the same purple haired man you feared and strayed away from, but you were also clueless that Tartaglia was here too. You were about to get up before you felt a gentle tap on your shoulder.

You jump at the sudden contact, you suddenly feel like you want to throw up when someone unknown touches you. You turn your head just enough to let them know you've eknowledged them.

"I'm sorry, Did you need this seat sir/ma'am?" You ask your voice barely hear able, but that's not your fault.. you're in a pretty loud place it's only natural not being able to hear one another.. now looking back fully a small smile spreading across your face.

"Y/n!! Good to see you! How've.. things been?" His tone a little less cheery "same old same old I guess, I'm trying to earn more Mora to.. live comfortably I guess" the two of you get lost in bickering with each other, that neither of you realise the man fuming in the distance.

"Hey, Childe I've.. got a question" you look at him with sorrowful eyes, he gives you a gentle smile, "go on, what is your question?" He watches as you play with your hair, nerves? He guesses. "Is, Scaramouche dating someone else?.." "do you know if—"

before you were able to get the second question out your mouth it seems your being dragged away, your legs aren't even moving, you look back at childe who seems to be gleefully waving? What's going on?

You look up to see who's got you in their grasp, but something tells you not to look up your heart warns you not to look up. You do, you do anyways.

Face full of shock you stare, stare at him while he's running off with you, to archons knows where. And this is bad you can't push him away, your body won't allow you to push him away this time

Your confused, your shocked. You feel so much yet what are you supposed to express? Do you stay quiet? Do you let yourself drown in your emotions? Do you start questioning yourself? Him? What.. why is this happening?

💀 procrastination is so fking bad

[ayakamiyuiii]

May I ask for dom xiao?

Like the reader runs away and she accidentally calls his name- IK ITS DUMB BUT PELASE LIKE REALLY

What.....! Omd laying in bed at 11 am nd thought of something!!

It's been awhile since you've seen Xiao, you have heard some rumours about the Yaksha helping the (in)famous blonde traveller, it was odd you thought, it isn't in Xiaos nature to really travel along with others unless he feels safe with them. It didn't help much that you haven't even met the traveller but now you hear your boyfriend is.. basically ditching you and your plans for her? AND would let her call out his name if she ever needed him? Well that was the first few punches to your gut, you understand Xiao doesn't think this as much, he's a Yaksha, Mortal feelings don't.. occur to him often. And him being him he can't read social cues, or take signs or hints. He doesn't know what he's doing could temporarily hurt you, and well you'll let it slide, maybe your overlooking it.. your totally overlooking it, right?

Of course he stills comes to the inn and of course you do see him, bug everytime it feels like you see him less and less, your time with each other shortens, and before you knew it he kind of stopped showing up to things you'd planned out. You were upset, honestly your heart was crushed, you knew maybe the reasoning was stupid, and you knew you should let it go and stop feeling so jealous, there's nothing more to it then them helping each other out. You wanted to talk to him about it, not sure how to bring it up. He's always stern, and doesn't often give long enough answers, always short and straight to the point. Maybe.. you'll just wait it out for now?

It's been a bit over a few months, his absence has seriously taken a toll on you. You find yourself wondering.. strange things, is he maybe happier travelling with her? You think about the traveller, how pretty she must look, how many men she's had swinging their heads abruptly to get a glimpse of her. It became horrible, you've started seeing so less of him. you cry, but you know better then to call out his name for your selfish desires. He has his own duties to fufill, he can't be by your side all the time. You felt lost, so incredibly lost it was genuinely mind maddening. Maybe, maybe you should bring it up, maybe you'll let your selfish desires rise, let them take control for awhile.

You waited a few nights, hoping Xiao would make a stop to the inn, you'd think he'd know better to at least let you know where he's going. It's been about 4 night with no sign of him, your tired and this time you can't ignore the heavy pang of hurt in your chest, you waited another night, praying to the archons above he'll make a stop, but it wasn't too any use, so you thought. You decided it was late enough you needed rest, it was difficult staying up so late, you were turning your back when you heard swift movements, turning back and seeing Xiao. You looked at him, his face slightly tinted red, with.. tofu in hand, meekly staring you called out to him, his name sounding more like a question. Unsure if he heard you or not you continue looking at him, noticing his ears perking to your voice. "y/n ? Why are you up. It's late." He questions, though his question sounding more like a statement. Taken aback by what you'd just seen you take a moment to compose yourself. " Xiao, can i please talk to you ? I've been waiting for you to come back for awhile, and- i- I just wanted to talk to you before you go... again"

Hi pookie um idk if this is anything similar to wut u want but Like I'll continue it later I AM TIRED AF

[ayakamiyuiii]

SCARAMOUCHE PART 2 or else I will be waiting for you under your bed😡😈

P-please wait..!! Do you have any way you want the outcome to be or ?! Give me an insight of what your looking for in p2

[ayakamiyuiii]

I wait for you

Winter hits you hard in the face like a brick. It's cold, really cold this year. though being cold isn't your biggest.. worry or problem, You're in love, you think you are. Are you? or is it just infatuation? do you want her? do you need her? You don't understand what's going on with you. You know she likes another boy, your just her bestfriend. why can't you accept that your just a friend to her? "Y/n oh my god! we're going out :D Wish me luck !!" Your supposed to be happy for her right? excited? rooting for her? But how can you when she said she was yours? how can you.. how can you function after being told a tremendous amount of lies? Your not supposed to feel this. it's difficult to accept she doesn't see you as anything more than a friend. With the things she's done with you, how she's acted. It all falls down, You want to cry let your facade of being happy drift away. time and time again, you've welcomed her back into your life with open arms, into your home, let her ruin you. wreck any amount of dignity you had left, any self respect you thought you'd have. God, why is this so difficult? There were no labels from the beginning, You knew what you'd gotten yourself into the second time she came back crying because the same guy fucked up her heart. Why is it you give and give and give? When you know full well this is the outcome. You share your heart, you don't know when to stop, you can't stop you want her to be happy. (But does her happiness .. really matter if you can't even tell your own emotions apart?). You've left her on read, you've been doing this for awhile now, She doesn't get it.. Maybe your just busier is what she tells herself, unknown to the pain she inflicts upon you.

You feel drained, you can't open your phone, you can't text her back. You don't have it in you. You just can't. "Got me feeling like a fucking dog, in the way i wait for you."

ill make p2 if anyone wnats ig js say it lol

[ayakamiyuiii]

All I imagine is after this reader just goes quiet, they still talk but way less and try to give him space and not "suffocate" him, and just try not be themselves 😊🤗🤗

hi ok so u said u want requests so here I am

how ab rin n u are in a argument and he says that ur clingy or annoying and u cry then he comforts u?

suna rintaro • all too well

“just drop it, princess.” he sighed, his sweaty palms slapping against the marble counter tops of the kitchen as your voice rose with each word you spoke.

“no! you told me that we would go to dinner today all week long, then canceled because you wanted to play a dumb game, rintaro! that’s horrible. you’re horrible to me-“

“i am not horrible to you by all means. you’re just so goddamn clingy all of the fucking time that i can never get any fucking space whenever i need it. then, when i’m actually too drained to go anywhere because you’re so fucking annoying that it actually drains my battery, you get all pissy and start claiming that i don’t do anything for you. as if i hadn’t just drove two hours out of my way yesterday to go to a stupid fucking target because ours didn’t have the- what was it? oh yeah- the worthless rug you wanted.” he ran his hands through his hair frustratedly, his back still turned to your dolled up figured as you stood behind him. “we go out on dates every week, i don’t under why you have to throw a fucking temper tantrum over this specific one, which is basically your own fault that we missed it by the way. so maybe, for future references, shut the fuck up more often if you want to go on weekly dates still. because honestly, the way shits going lately, even five hours in the same room with you can leave me so exhausted for a-“

the sob the left your lips and interrupted his rant, caused him to pause, his heart nearly stopping at the sound.

he hadn’t realized majority of what he was saying as he spoke, his mouth moving before his brain registered what he was saying and who he was say it to.

you were his princess, the one person that he had never minded going above and beyond for without complaint as he held your hand the whole ten hour drive to wherever you asked of him, you sweet smile beaming at him as you told him about everything on your pretty mind and gushed over him. he never minded, not even when you asked for the stupidest things and spoke about things he didn’t care about for hours on end— he never minded.

how could he have been so cruel?

you were sensitive, more delicate than any other girl he had ever met in his life. he had to choose his words carefully and kindly explain things to you, always. and until today, he had never found himself growing irritated with your slower mind or sensitive nature.

in fact, he found it lovely.

he turned around, facing the heart wrenching sight of a broken lover in front of him.

your makeup wad ruined, the waterproof mascara you bought for tonight failing it’s purpose and running down your foundation covered cheeks as you cried uncontrollably, your fragile heart wounded and breaking with each breath you took.

never had he ever given you any reason to believe that you were anything but wonderful in his eyes, and the newly discovered truth changed your whole perception.

what if everything you’ve ever thought you had was nothing but a mere lie to savor your feelings?

the wonderful princess treatment he provided you made your foolish heart swoon and he filled your every thought with each action of service he gave you, and now… now it was seemingly all a lie.

“baby, please-“ his voice was gentle now, a quick transition from the harsh tone a moment ago.

you interrupted him with the face of your palm, holding your hand in the air childishly before speaking.

“don’t.”

the broken sound of your now soft voice caused rintaro’s stomach to drop, a deep guilty feeling already developing in his bones, surly growing as the hours ticked by.

“princess, please, i’m-“

“oh, s-so now i’m your princess? i th-though that i was annoying and dr-drained you.” you snapped, your voice quivering and hiccuping as you spoke through sobs.

he sighed at the reminder of his past words, his heart crushing underneath the pressure of his rising guilt.

“i didn’t mean it, i swear. i-i-i love you, angel, please. just stop crying, it’s oka-“

“no it’s not! you-you hurt me rintaro, really bad twice tonight. i-i don’t think i can ever forgive you.”

his whole world felt like it tilted, a large semi falling off the sideways road and crushing him once the words left your mouth.

‘you hurt me, rintaro’

the sadness in your voice as you said his name hurt him beyond belief, like a knife carving into his skin slowly.

he took an oath to himself the moment he fell in love with you that he would never hurt you, and would wish death upon those who dared to.

if he could, he would’ve kicked his own ass violently for saying all of the stupid shit he did, even dumping his body over the nearest river for making his princess cry.

he needed to hold you, tell you it’s alright and he’ll make everything better, like he always had. hot chocolate and your favorite romcom while snuggled with him and a stuffie always did the trick, making you forget all about your woes and giving them to suna to take care of come morning.

and boy, did he ever take care of your issues…

to recall every occurrence would be nearly impossible, for there are far too many where people had remorselessly stepped on your fragile feelings without any apology— until your rinnie dealed with them, that is.

he took a few steps towards your shaking figure, watching in agony as you sobbed to yourself over his inconsiderate words.

you looked beautiful tonight before the fight, your dress hugging your curves wonderfully and the matching jewelry set he bought you last week was accessorizing you just how he imagined it would. it truly broke his whole being to watch you fall apart, let alone considering the high hopes you had for the evening given your appearance.

taking a few more impulsive steps forward until he reached only about two feet away from you, suna watched as you began to compose yourself finally, your eyes opening and tears falling freely as your gaze set on the white tiles of the floor.

he gave you a few minutes to gather your thoughts, knowing all too well your crying habits.

“i don’t think i can ever forgive you, rintaro.” you mumbled, voice hoarse and shattered.

“i-i know, i know, baby and i’m so so sorry, truly.” he quickly responded.

“you were mean.. so mean.”

you fumbled with the satin sleeve of your dress, tears slowing their rapid pace but no where near finished yet as they rolled down your plump cheeks.

“i never thought you would be mean, rin. not to me, ever. but… i guess i don’t know you as well i thought.”

“what? no, no, princess-“ he rushed over to your side, ignoring the alarmed look on your broken face as you looked at him wide eyed. “you know me, okay? you know me better than anyone, don’t let my moronic outburst make you think any different, my love. what i said was horrible. it was horrible and i never ever should have said those things to you because they weren’t the truth, i swear on everything. i-i love you, and you’re not annoying, ever. in fact, i don’t think i can get enough of you talking or asking me to do things for you. i love catering to my princess and i don’t know why i said otherwise at all. okay?”

his hands cradled your face carefully, as if he’d brake you even more if he was even a slight bit rough, his thumbs stroked away your tears as they trickled down and left black streaks. he didn’t mind the messy look you adorned, not as much as he minded the cause of it.

you let out a soft hiccup.

“i love you too, rin. but, i-i can’t think of you the way i used to. not after…” you trailed, trying to avoid the mention of specifics in order to keep yourself from sobbing once more.

his eyes squeezed shut at the realization of your future.

“can we try? please, princess? i-i need you to breathe, to-to live. taking care of you has been my only reason for smiling, please. i’ll do anything.”

you sighed shakily. you knew well enough that you couldn’t live with your doting boyfriend either, his care and love would be too missed and your heart would be crippled for all eternity. suna was your only love, the only man who ever showed you how much you were truly worth and that it was okay to be dependent and need help. you loved him more than anything in the entire universe, nothing could change that— not even this.

it was sad, really.

“we’ll have to, rin. because i can’t live a day without you. you were right though, i am clingy. i cant go two minutes without asking for a kiss or looking at you, and i’ll work on it-“

“don’t. don’t you ever stop craving to be near me, princess. i love it, i really do. i have no clue why i denied that i do, baby girl. you’re everything to me and i want you to touch me all the time, so please don’t stop.” he whispered, his hazel eyes looking deep into yours.

instinctively, you captured his lips in a gentle kiss, as usual routine whenever he reassured you that you were his perfect dream. you hadn’t even realized your mistake until it was too late and suna’s arms were wrapping around you tightly, a wordless way of apologizing once more.

but this time you felt it, you felt that he meant he was sorry and would beat himself up every day until he died for hurting you.

you melted in his hold, arms eventually sliding on his back and pulling his closer for the emotional support he always provided you.

the strong scent of his cologne filled your stuffed nostrils, a warm, fuzzy feeling replacing the cold and devastated emptiness you once felt moments prior.

this wasn’t healthy, you forgiving him so quick, you knew it too. but, suna wasn’t like the other men who repeated their regrets, he actually loved you and kept his word.

which is why you chose to stay and heal, eventually trusting him with your sensitive heart again with time.

[ayakamiyuiii]

Hi pewkie wookie am ibooshifewl? >w< cuteness overload!! Ow<!

Who 🤨

[ayakamiyuiii]

@chukkkai

PLEASE IM A STARRRR

[ayakamiyuiii]

The other woman

Short drabble which doesn't make sense!

What's left to say? Here you are standing in front of his apartment, again. A place once so familiar, now seemingly nothing but a cold distant memory. You knew how this was from the start, no strings attached, blindly accepting to be his little fling.. hoping, just hoping it could make him fall in love with you, it makes you cringe thinking you had a chance, how could you have a chance with him? He's got looks other men would kill for, the personality of a lost puppy, he's perfect. He'll always be perfect in your eyes. You swore to yourself this is the last visit. You told yourself you can't keep breaking yourself, ripping apart what ever amount of dignity you had left for him, your heart has become too heavy. Too heavy to hold the reality in which he was never yours, he never will be yours, not fully. "Y/n?" He calls, looking at your dishevelled proportion, "Are you gonna come in?" He smiles, fuck. Fuck him and his smile. It infuriates you how easily he can sweep you off your feet, how easily he manages to make you smile. "I'm coming tetsuro" you take off your shoes, stepping into his apartment, you feel numb. You feel as if your throats going to die on you, you can't stand the familiarity of his cologne, the essence of his home, that would always take its toll on you. Sitting down on the couch, the same one you and him have made love on countless times, he smiles looking at you readying to say something. He begins his speech, but you can't hear, you've learnt to drown his voice out, you only snapped back into reality hearing the faint word, you'd never thought you'd hear him say. "Girlfriend" your mouth parted, wanting to say something, but you didn't have it in you. Excusing yourself to the bathroom you sit, you think to yourself, collecting your thoughts, it all makes sense now he's been distant not because he didn't want to see you, but because he's no longer got room in his heart for you, everything is a blur your silently ugly crying In his bathroom, it feels as if a knife has been subconsciously stuck to the gut, you feel nauseous, sick. You try reminding yourself you weren't anything but a fling to him. You cry, harder. Feeling dirty because of all the imprints he's left on your imperfect body, trying to shake away the images of how he'd make love to her.. you knew, you knew in the back of your mind this day was to come, this day was to come, and it had come, in the most bashful way possible.. you take a moment pondering about why such tears fall from your face. You're the one whom told themselves tonight is the last,.. of course it is. He doesn't need you anymore, afterall you'd always been the other woman.

[ayakamiyuiii]

I agree

[ayakamiyuiii]

i never get anything done do i um 💀 Please send requests, i write *anything and everything*, or i try. I just do not, will not absolutely no way in any lifetime write for minors, i am begging for requests, even to be nudged onto finish something i haven't, i'm begging.

meanwhile take this, what is this? i don't know myself.

i'll come back to it one day, i'm supposed to make it angsty

Your life has been filled with ups and downs, for as long as you could remember. And it had seemed luck was generally never on your side, never. If you were lucky you knew you'd have to cherish the moment, live in the moment they say. Nothing ever lasts forever now does it?.

It was one of the harsher years of highschool when you bumped into Kozume Kenma, of course neither of you were too blame, giving a quick apology before running off to class. "Hey you dro—" he'd turn back to see you were no where in sight, holding onto the book you'd just dropped figuring he'll find you later and just return it then.

You rushed into chemistry, explaining to your teacher why you were late, then hurrily running to your seat. You didn't have anything to do in your Chemistry class as per being caught up with work, though it was then when you'd noticed your sketch book is no longer with you, slightly panicked you can't help but let your mind wonder to where it is, who has it and what would happen if the wrong person had opened it and seen your sketches, they were nothing bad no! But surely, you'd get bullied at the least for liking what you do.. highschoolers are brutal to others after all.

Chemistry was over, thank god. You'd rush to the hall way you remember dropping your sketch book, of course only for it to be no where in sight, letting out a distressed sigh you turn around ready to make your way to the library.. can't really sulk over a sketchbook, can you? Just as you started walking away, someone had tapped your shoulder? Looking behind yourself and seeing once again the stranger you'd bumped into earlier, with your sketch book in hand "..I believe this belongs to you?" He looks down at you with almost cat-like eyes,

you nod slightly entranced by his facial features. "T-THANK YOU!" Bowing a good 10 times, before looking back at him. "Your sketches are..pretty cool" he says, muttering the last part an awful lot. "I'm really into [wtv u want] too actually..I've been [playing/watching/reading] it ever since it's came out.." he says, still slightly entranced by this males appearance you feel your cheeks heat up slightly, "that's wonderful! I- I've never met anyone who likes __ too!..

Oh um, I'm L/n F/n. And, you?" He smiles slightly, "kozume..kozume kenma, please just call me Kenma." He states, you nod "okay..Kenma," you hum "you've got quiet the unique name, it suits you" you smile warmly, and he swears his cheeks heat up a feverish amount.

"thanks.." he glances to you, "where.. where um are you going for your break?" you turn to him a little captivated by this male. He sighs, "My bestfriend he's.. um dragging me to volleyball practice" he looks down, and you notice. "I like volleyball, is it okay if i come along? maybe it'll.. inspire future sketches" you shrug your shoulders looking at Kenma.

he chuckles slightly, "Yeah.. they gyms always open for people to come watch.." you smile "sweet, what's your position?" you ask out of curiosity "setter" he say nonchalantly, "cool! i know a little about v-ball myself!" you say slightly enthused, he nods in response "not much of a talker? it's alright me either. I can understand your silence quite well" you giggle

"good to know i don't have to drain myself for someone" he says.

[ayakamiyuiii]

𝐌𝐲 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥 ﹕ 𝐊𝐞𝐧𝐦𝐚 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Reader has social anxiety, and just struggles w communication n shit, their anxiety is worse then Kenmas .. ?!

She/her pronouns - this is all like bs idk what im doing, enjoy tho <3

it doesn't really involve kenma in this part, only mentions of Lev and Kuroo

i will make like 3 parts of this !!

. I think this gonna mostly be fluff? i think idk may get spicy

You've been struggling to make friends and talk to people all of your life, you've always been 'different' from the other kids you grew up around. They seemed to easily make friends and show their expressions much easier then you ever could, Your parents weren't much help either .. You'd always seem to get sick too, even if there was no reason for you to be sick. Your anxiety doubled back and got worse in your highschool years, as the teachers and students around you tried forcibly getting you to do things outside your comfort zone. There were plenty of times you ending up skipping and not showing up because of your classmates, You felt horrendously violated.

In your 4th year however, you saw a poster - directed to volleyball, if you had a passion for anything it was volleyball, You read it to fast taking a moment and seeing the volleyball team at your school needed a manager, heck yea! you've heard the guys aren't bad and are actually tolerable.. a bit too energetic though, shoving every voice that was telling you to just leave it to the back of your head, You told yourself you would go check it out, no matter how jitty and shaky you were, if you wanted to be apart of something it was this, you wanted to be known even if it'll only be for a little while.

Thursday, the day you were meant to go meet the team. You swear your legs just stopped in front of the gym, completely frozen second-thinking your choices, doubting every positive thought you had. "Oh hi! are you (f/n) (l/n)? to.. try out for manager?" you jerked looking behind yourself, it was Lev Haiba .. one of the middle blockers of the team? .. the self declared ace? You were so embarrassed, you swear you started shaking and stuttering even before you could open your mouth, nodding instead of making a fool out of yourself. "Don't talk much ey?" He beams a smile to you, nodding once again embarrassment hitting you once more, face completely pink. "Don't be shy (l/n) i promise you everyones great here :)" you look at him slightly, giving him a really wonky smile.. mouthing out a little "thank you".

You felt so intimidated, all these men and one of you. You didn't look at the guys properly rushing out your information, and everything that was required, hoping they wouldn't say too much and just eventually let you leave. It was tiresome, your social battery was already going flat it's only been 10 minutes into the interview, you shame yourself for turning out the way you did. It's okay 16 minutes in 4 minutes to go.

How the interview went:

Kuroo: "(f/n) (l/n) right?" You: *nods*

Kuroo: "why did you want to have this interview? what makes you think you will become our Manager?"

You: "I came today.. t-to um *looks down* i.. want- to t-try become your guys'.. m-manager." *slowly but ..eventually gives reasons why you think you'd be manager cus ur cool*

Kuroo: "I see *small smirk* , What do you know about volleyball? do you know what the team will acquire and seek from you as our manager?"

You: *says everything yk ab volleyball.. and yk more then him bwahah and like tell him what the team would acquire..*

Kuroo: *kinda baffled* "i see, i see.. thank you for your time (l/n) we'll let you know what we think of ya *grin* give us a couple of days.."

You: "o-okay." *bows to them and runs away*

It's been a week since you took that interview, doubting you'd got the position and that someone else had became manager. It didn't matter, you felt some sort of happiness that you at least tried.. out if you can even call it that. it was recess, you had chemistry homework the teacher asked you and your class to finish, not wanting to deal with it at home you used your time now to get it done, slightly frustrated because you hadn't learnt about half the things the teacher had gave out. sighing, huffing and puffing .. using all the brain you had left in you, you got it done to your absolute surprise "good enough" you mutter out, packing up your belongings to head to your next class.

You started walking to math, hoping the old bore of a teacher was once again absent, he does nothing but nag at the students. No where near a proper math teacher in your opinion, As long as your grades don't slip, it'll be okay you thought to yourself. You were smart, you had great grades in all your classes.. You tended to get your work done way before everyone else, this was carried on since young, sometimes teachers accused you of cheating. Never mind it, you were still thinking about the interview, wanting to know if someone did get accepted.. or if they were still thinking.

"i'll find out soon enough" you sigh to yourself.

get left on cliffhanger. Bwahahah >:)

[ayakamiyuiii]

"Heal." P3 of "Okay."

You stare into his eyes, debating on an answer— you'd feel as if you were intruding on their home, "Y/n? " he says offering you his hand this time eyes never failing to meet yours. " ill- I'll stay with you guys" you say gently giving him one of the sweetest smiles he'd ever seen. "What- what are we uhm gonna do about my car samu?" " we can take yers if ya want" you giggle a bit, "what're you giggling at hm?" "nothing nothing.. but er what about your car samu?" .. "don worry yer pretty lil' head about it princess" Making his way over to your car, not missing the slight blush on your face. You get up to unlock it letting out a sigh, "I'll drive if yer don't mind" he says looking at you from the other side of the car, You nod as the two of you switch spots, giving him the keys while passing by. It was an oddly nostalgic ride to their home, remembering all the times Atsumu took this way to go dine in at their home anytime he felt like it, Not minding it much you turn the music up slightly - humming because a song you like is on, You think it was at that moment you truly got to admire Atsumu Miya's twin brother up close, They were so alike yet nothing alike. Your lucky he didn't catch you staring or so you thought, "we're almost there princess" he looks up sending a smile your way, then lecturing him because his full focus is supposed to be on the road ahead of him. You swear you hear him laugh slightly at your lecture. Just in a blink of an eye really, your there - His home, their home ... 'our' home. He then unbuckles, rushing to your side quickly to open your car door, "M'lady" ... You burst out laughing, "thank- you samu" you spit out in between your fit of giggles and laughter, "what're you giggling at yer punk" he says obviously in a joking matter, calming yourself down " 's nothing samu, lets- lets go inside? i've gotta greet rin" you say then making your way to their front door with Osamu following right behind, moving out the way so he could unlock the door.

HI.. SO I LIED.. I LEFT W WRITERS BLOCK FOR AWHILE.. ANYWAYS HERE U GO UH P3, YES I LOVE LEAVING U GUYS ON CLIFFHANGERS!!! BUT ANYWAYSSSS, if u guys nag me enough i'll write p4 nyways muwah

[ayakamiyuiii]

"I'm Sorry." P2 of "Okay."

"I'm sorry," You heard from the other end of the line, It was Osamu - Did he know this was going on? confusion strikes across your face as you fail to make something of this. "So .. You knew?" You lowly muttered, To yourself but he heard anyways. "No i- i was coming over to drop off some of Tsumu's belongings- he'd left behind- And i- i heard a women, i- it wasn't you tho, Sure didn't look like ya either." He sounded so out of breath, You couldn't help it you start sobbing all over Again "I dunno what i did osamu.." You get out through a string of sobs, "Hey hey don't- cry, Where are you ( y / n ) ? let me come to ya yeah? .." he whisper - talks, " 'kay.." you say trying not to sob more than you already have, after letting him know where you were you bring your knees up to your chest, truly wondering what went wrong, Was he really that tired of you he needed to find another women without telling you? before you could indulge more into your saddened thoughts you heard a knock on your car Window, It was Osamu - He really drove all the way here to comfort you? Opening the car door only to be greeted with a flood of apologies and reddened eyes from the other Miya himself. At this point it seemed you were both a sobbing mess " 'M so sorry ( y / n) .. 'm so sorry" he says caressing your back while you sob into his shoulder, asking him everything not even he would know the answer too, "Am i just not good enough 'samu?" You choke between the messy sobs literally and i mean literally flooding your face. Holding you by the shoulder you look into his widened eyes, "Of course 'yer good enough.. can't believe he would even wanna loose someone like ya." he says pulling you back into a comforting hug. He's sorry, he's truly sorry - He can't believe someone of his own blood would do something like that, it was out of question for Atsumu to do something like this, Yet he decides to blow up something the both of you's had worked on since high school, Pretty fucked up if yer askin' me. Lost in his own thoughts of why his stupid brother, Thought any of what he did was a good idea not realizing how hard he was hugging you " 'samu, to tight to tight" you gasp out - Finally realizing how tight he's been holding you he lets go. "What're yer gonna do now?" he questions looking into the sky, Then right back at you who seemed to be looking right at the ground, thinking to yourself where you would go and what you would do after this - Knowing how oblivious atsumu would be, He may think you don't know anything at all. "Did he say anything to you when you went to go drop off his things 'Samu?" you ask looking up from the ground, "nothin' much .. he tried lyin' his way outta this one." That hurt, He really tried lying about it? god what a dick. "Yer can stay at mine if yer wanna .. Me and Rin don't mind." You sure? .. god i don't even have my tooth brush or anything Osamu- and this is all in short notice- are you guys really going to be fi-" He cuts you off "Yer gonna be fine Me and Rin can supply you with what ya need, Yer don't gotta go through this alone, i can't let ya knowing it was ma own brother who's putting ya through this.. Please accept ma offer?" He pleads looking into your eyes. LMFAOOO HASUHADHJ ..OKAY GUYS GUYS IT'S NOT THE END, I CAN WRITE MORE OKAY!!!?! PART 3 IF U GUYS WANT YKYK?? This 'bouta turn into a poly lov story uwu You n' Osamu n' rin ...?? IDK IF U GUYS WANT THAT THO UHHHHHHHH uh lol cliffhanger 😘 Um .. so like idk how to im just uwu @darthferbert n' @multi-fandom-fanfic ... i think thats how it works and thank u sm babes uwu uh ...I PROMISE IT'S NOT THE END UNLESS MY WRITERS BLOCC COMS BCK.. 😍😍😍 also lmk what u think of polyam idk i need mental help 🤷‍♀️

[ayakamiyuiii]

"Okay." P1 (??)

Sorta suggestive ( ? ) / i don't think any tw's (???) Bad boi cheatar tsum tsum .. sorri 4 inactivity mylavs muwhamuwha "Atta girl." You hear, it was 12:34 am, When your shift ended, when He thought you wouldn't be coming home tonight. 4 years for what you ask yourself, Is this why you always see some sort of spark in his eyes when you tell him you'll be getting off work late? Despite all your thoughts and questions filling your head to the brim, the sounds in The bedroom, Your bedroom were hurtful to say the least, Shouldn't it be You with Him?, Him with You? Didn't he make a promise to you that you'd be his one and only when you got married?. Unable to move, purely because of how shaken you were, Oh how you wish you could control your tears from dripping. You won't stay there, You can't. How could you possibly do that when theres another Women in your bed? The bed you made with him. The bed made for just You and Him. filled with nothing but pain you decide your going to sleep in your car tonight, Who that you know would even be awake at this hour, For all you know all the people you consider close are most likely asleep, And why would you wanna bother them in the first place?. Still unable to think properly, Questioning yourself things not even you yourself could handle, How long have they been a thing? since when? Why? One of the most questioned thing you could ask yourself, Why?. it wasn't till your phone rang that you were zoned out. Seeing as it was his brother, You quickly wipe your tears and answer; "Hello?". LET ME KNOW IF U WANT A PART TWO.. !!!?! i don't even know if this is gonna be good or nah, but i hope someone enjoyed this shit fr

[ayakamiyuiii]

I was wondering if you aren't busy could you make a part 3 of kenma x freaderr.

No pressure though

YEAH OFC, i'm rlly sorry for the wait 😭 lowkey got unmotivated to finish it bcs i srsly didn't think people liked it and it's kinda.. just me writing whatever the hells on my mind ☠️ UM SO YEAH - here's ya part 3 <333 - 3/4 ( ?? ).   | i am so fucking sorry if this doesn't make any sense 😭😭🙏 ══════════════════════════════════════════════════ "So um, what did you get?" he says leaning against the doorframe - "OH, yeah just some clothes and just y'know the groceries" he nods at your answer "Do you wanna go anywhere um, together?" You turned up your head as a little gasp left your mouth, a little startled at his question, "yeah, i'd love too kenma" "Okay uh.. well um be ready by 7, yeah?" "okay" you say smiling at him. You finished most house chores so you went to see what you could wear, You were most curious to where he was gonna take you And you didn't want to overdress if it was going to be a simple occasion, You texted him asking, "You: is it a formal occasion or just casual?"  "ken <3: You can wear anything you're comfortable in, but it's supposed to be formal :)" "Oo okay thanks kenmaa :))" You were glad you did go shopping for clothes then, You made the perfect outfit. Standing in front of the mirror admiring yourself and the clothes you bought. 6:50 - You came out of the guest room and went into the kitchen to get yourself a glass of water, But you couldn't stop thinking about where you two were gonna go, before you drifted deeper into your thoughts you got a notification from your phone, it was from kenma, "ken <3: You might wanna uh.. pack some spare clothes too." confused, You replied saying alright anyways so you quickly go stash some casual clothes into a bag, Now you were really really confused - nonetheless, you go wait for kenma who seems to be waiting for you, God he was so pretty you thought to yourself, This was that one time in a millennia he was dressed up so much, you couldn't help but just stare at him, mouth agape and bright red cheeks, you snapped out of your gaze "you.. look pretty :)" You whisper to kenma, causing his ears to perk up at the sudden compliment, smiling back at you "You too y/n, Are you ready to go now?" You nodded, noticing he also had a bag you assumed it probably had his nintendo, chargers and what not. It was then when you both arrived at a really pretty looking restaurant, You looked at kenma knowing his social skills weren't the best and for him to pick such a place was.. just not like him? "Kenma, we don't have to like i kno-" he hushed you "No, i- i don't mind." he says smiling at you, you nod not wanting to ruin the current mood. You couldn't help but smile at him, he just looks so pretty what you didn't know was that kenma himself was admiring you. "Have you decided on what you'd like to eat?" "Yeah, and have you?" "mhm.. i want some Niku Udon, and you?" "Ah, Just Sukiyaki~" "okay :)" So then he went and ordered your food and came back shortly after with a bottle of wine. "Ah, they said it'll take up to 10 minutes" he said while pouring the wine into the both of your glasses, he then sits back into his own chair. "So how have things been for your channel and stuff?" you say playing with your bracelet "it's going well, um.. they miss seeing you though.. i do too" he says the last bit in a mumbled form, "aw really? that's cute!" - you guys talked for a bit then your food arrived, you giggled at something he said. God he missed your face so much, "earth to kenmaaa" he blinked, "Ah.. sorry, yeah what is it?" "it's nothing it's nothing - But your food is getting cold!" "oh, mhm." You both continued eating, you never noticed but he stole a few glances from you, You look so cute when your eating. He's definitely gonna try make this night memorable. After you were both done eating he told you to go wait in the car while he payed for the food to which you said you can pay for, But of course he said he'll do it. "Kenma where are we going now?" you hum will turning the volume of the radio a bit up, "The Arcade you really like :)" He says, He notices the way your eyes lit up when he said that and smiles to himself. Once you both got there, you saw a huge hello kitty plush sitting on the shelf, Kenma swears your eyes turned into literal sparkles when you saw it, so then he's gonna try get that for you. Tonights all about you, that's what he told himself back at home. You told him he doesn't need to get anything for you, But what did he say? "i still wanna try for you" ♡?? he ended basically winning half of the arcade for you. "God that was so fun kenma, Thank you!" you say kissing his cheek, to that he starts blushing uncontrollably, "N-no problem- i- it's nothing, glad you're happy :)". He then proceeded to take you through the McDonald's drive thru for ice cream, he even asked they to add 2 chocolate flakes for you :))<33 you can't help but smile like an idiot at some of his gestures. Kenma drove to an empty parking lot and turned on the playlist you made for him on your guys's 3rd anniversary, You couldn't help but blush and grin even more, you both sat in silence admiring the scenery and each others presence, Even though you were still upset about the incident at least he's making up for it, thats all that matters to you right now, besides he's done so much for you tonight has he not??. "I love you." You say as you look straight at him, Noticing his face go red, "I love you to y/n." he says looking back at you and smiling, It didn't take long before you cupped his face and kissed him, "I- i missed you.." to which he only grins and responds by kissing you even more, "Missed you too.." he whispers in your ear. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

[ayakamiyuiii]

Affection.

hi guys.. 🥰 i'm back?!? okay uh slay.. Lol this is really bad btw heads up

SunaRin x F! y/n ( ♡ ) prolly some sorta angst 2 fluff Reassurance (??) not rlly?? + suna being cute <33 "Just a little bit of affection.. A little bit." Summary; We all know SunaRin isin't the best at expressing his emotions, But he tries his hardest especially for you. poor 'lil y/n wanted some Affection but SunaRin seemed to have a lot on his hands at the moment and kinda just discarded your needs until he came home very late to you half asleep a sobbing mess in your (his) favorite hoodie, But then your slowly awoken and in need of reassurance. ════════════════════════════════════════════

It's been a while since you could remember the last time you kissed or even hugged your boyfriend, Suna. Suna Rintarō who seemed to have plenty of work on his hands all of a sudden, Even you know better than to assume things that couldn't possibly be true. 27 missed calls, "Is he really just doing work? No y/n Don't doubt him. He's your boyfriend of 4 years.." The more messages going unread and missed calls you started overthinking the most simplest things. Surely he wasn't doing anything close to what you were thinking, As the hours passed it seems your assumptions didn't stop. A mess, That was your current state. Anything for his affection it's been too long. You needed him, You wanted him. Just to feel closer to him you grab your (his) favorite hoodie it made you feel better. His scent, his sweet scent the one you missed so very much. Why couldn't the tears stop from flowing why? You should feel better shouldn't you?? Even so, Your uncontrollable sobbing led you to falling asleep on his side of the bed mumbling the words ; "just a little bit of affection.. a little bit." It smelt like him, It.. didn't feel like him though. 2:09 AM the door creaks open, Just as your eyes barely open you were about to call his name when nothing but a whine left your mouth. You were too tired, contemplating on going back to bed or forcing your eyes open a little more. He was home, finally. you heard him drinking (gulping) glasses of water, that was his 5th glass, You tried sitting up only failing to hold your body up and fluttering your eyes closed. "Baby?.." your eyes flutter open just a tad bit, "Rinnie?.." you didn't have much energy right now, but just at the sight of him you started sobbing more "shh, shh" he sat in front of you grabbing you into his laps and rubbing your back "i'm sorry my love" he whispers kissing your forehead. even more tears threaten to spill though all the seemed to come out of your mouth were whimpers and whines. All you could do to re turn his current giving of affection was to cling onto him. " 's okay.. 'm sorry bunny, should've known better huh? you can hit me all you like when you feel the need to.. yeah? But remember i love you and only you." he says rubbing small circles on your back and giving a kiss to your cheek, " 'm not seeing no one else either pretty girl, you can check in the morning promise." you nodded into his neck "love you too rinnie" You say through a mantra of whimpers and whines. "i'm free now.. promise i'll spend all my time with you baby." holding your chin and kissing you all over your face, leading you to giggle at his affections, you were both now preparing to spend the rest of the 'night' cuddling and watching whatever caught your eyes on the TV. just before drifting off to sleep once again ; "i love you SunaRin" "I Love you too Y/N." !!!! lol idk what to write ab anymore

[ayakamiyuiii]

kenmamasn x freaderr Part 2/?

😈 😈 😈 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The little note read; "Hey ken! made some noodles for you, dunno if you'll eat 'em you don't got 2, left ur clothes on the couch 4 u <33 lov u g'night - y/n ♡" Confused by the said note, Were you staying over at a friends? If so why didn't you text him about it? before jumping to conclusions, He went to check the guest room, Your phone was on the charger and there you were sleeping, looking quite bothered. Your eyebrows kept furrowing in your sleep. He just stood there in complete shock, why were you sleeping here, so many questions ran back and forth in his head, he couldn't bring himself to a fixed answer, he doesn't know how long he stood there but he did. Regretting all the times you asked if he wanted to go with you to places, You asked him about going to places and doing things together for the past few months, he'd always brushed you off. You never said anything about it, How long has it been since he properly took you out? it's been so long. Yet you're still here, taking care of him, Doing whatever you can for him. He also notices you don't use the money he gives, As you both decided early in your relationship to share a bank account, He never saw you use the money for much at all, if you did it were for groceries or gifts for him or just stuff for the house, He wasn't trying to be nosey but he'd saw another card in your phone, Did you make another bank account just so you don't use his money anymore?? He really wanted to ask why you'd done that but he was just frozen more questions ran throughout his head, before flashing memories of the night he lashed out on you came flooding in, he'd realized at that moment why you weren't being yourself, Suddenly he felt nosey, and went through your phone, Never once has your background or home screen changed, The same pictures of You and Kenma, he felt a bit more guilty now, He'd always change his background and home screen a little bit after you asked him if you guys could match backgrounds and home screens, Well it didn't change for awhile on yours, You didn't know, once you did you felt embarrassed you hadn't changed yours, Even though you weren't the one to blame, Your Notes were open, He read them "need 2 get more clothes tomorrow" "more groceries" That's all? he didn't do more than that turning off your phone. Of course if you had woken up at that moment you wouldn't stop him from going through your phone, You've got nothing to hide, Besides why would you hide anything from your boyfriend? You loved him didn't you? You turned in your sleep, You didn't sound comfortable at all. He was sitting close to you, He held your hand giving it a soft kiss mumbling a quite apology, even more, eternally screaming at himself how could he be so blind and take you for granted, Did he somehow forget your a human with feelings as well? It was clear you did cry though, Some tears fell from kenma's eyes, Though he quickly got up and went to the kitchen to get soda to drink, then putting his hoodies and other clothes away, it didn't feel right to him though. He'd stayed up playing on his switch though, he couldn't really sleep at all. 8:10 am, Your alarm started going off, you awoke turning off your alarm only then realizing your toothbrush was in the main bathroom, So was your hairbrush So you got up and stretched making your way to the bathroom, grabbing your toothbrush and brushing your teeth and brushing your hair heading to the kitchen to make breakfast, it appears he ate the noodles you thought to yourself, That morning you made pancakes you had your share and left kenmas covered, leaving yet again another note for him, You would have asked if he wanted to go with you, but knowing him he'd decline your offer. You headed back to the guest bedroom and made a decent outfit out of the clothes you had, Showering and all that you were finished getting dressed, now leaving the guest room, you went to the kitchen to fill up your water bottle, the saw Kenma you shied away a little bit looking everywhere but at him, "good morning" you said trying to look at him, giving him the soft gentle smile you always gave him, "Morning..." He said yawning then stretching, "Uh, i- i will be back soon. i left your pancakes covered, Bye Kenma!" You never stuttered when you spoke to him, You hardly ever called him Just "Kenma" either, he was for sure certain you were really upset, though he waved anyways noticing your clothing made him feel a bit down, You really had stopped wearing his clothes. He was supposed to stream today. He got ready for it. Still he couldn't stop thinking about how upset you looked the night he lashed out on you, Even so he tried to continue focusing, He were right too. You didn't use any of the money that day well from your shared bank account that is. You happened to bump into kuroo at the grocery store however "Hey Tetsu" you hummed, to which he smiled at, "Hey chibi, How are you doing?" he'd asked, You knew you couldn't lie to this man but he wouldn't pry you into telling him how you were actually feeling anyways "I'm er, alright. You?" He knew you were lying, and by the looks of your clothes he could only guess what happened So he didn't pry anything out of you. "Well that's good to hear huh, I'm good myself" You smiled at him "that's great, I'll see you another time then Tetsu?" He nodded, "Yeah of course, Cya Chibi" You were now in the clothing outlet, you weren't planning on buying that much clothes really, So you went on. You saw some adorable pairs of clothing, But you had to be mindful As you needed more panties and bra's as well, after you were finished shopping for General clothing, you started looking some pretty panties and bra's of course not to please anyone, though you just liked the idea of cute little Lacey undergarments, Boy oh boy did you find plenty of cute little laced up panties and bra's you'd go as far as saying you probably had more undergarments then clothes now, You were headed home, trying your best to be quite Just incase he was streaming you had to leave the door open though, you couldn't carry all the bags at once. After you got them inside you first decided to put the groceries where they needed to be, First the Vegetables, Kenma's snacks and soda's General foods, bread, butter all of that, then you took the clothes into your(the guest) room setting them down in their pairs on the bed you couldn't help but look at them with adoration, And you couldn't help but to think maybe kenma was right? that you really should back down.. Though you didn't think about that anymore, setting the clothes back into there appropriate spots. then leaving on your way to the door to make sure you locked it. You headed towards the kitchen and started washing the Dishes. Upon hearing Kenma groan you jerked a little, but focused on the Dishes, "welcome back" he'd said, you smiled at him and replied with a soft ; "Thank you". ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ OKAYS ILL MAKE P3 LATER, I HOPE THESE CAN MAKE UP FOR TSUMUS 🥰😭