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beautifel · 15 hours
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Men will spend 25% of their day thinking about how they could American sniper their way out of the zombie apocalypse no problem and then they’ll walk into the bathroom and miss the toilet from half a foot away
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beautifel · 15 hours
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starting tomorrow i will be a real person in this world
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beautifel · 15 hours
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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.
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beautifel · 2 days
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roman, tom, shiv, and kendall final scenes
SUCCESSION — 4.10 “WITH OPEN EYES”
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beautifel · 3 days
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We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.
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beautifel · 3 days
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04/22/2024
Help us get groceries!
It's the day before I get paid, but we have too many expenses to be able to really make room for a lot of food so we need help!!!
We just need enough to be able to fill in the gaps and get some groceries so we can stop relying on takeout, it's unsustainable to have to keep ordering out so we really need this!!!
We need $120 by today
CA: $lezsalt or $sleepyhen
VM: wildwotko
Dm 4 PP
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beautifel · 4 days
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Georgia O'Keeffe: Narcissa’s last Orchid (1940)
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beautifel · 4 days
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The Very Hungry Caterpillar, 82 yen stamps
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beautifel · 4 days
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Costume of a Harlequin (costume of Harlequin, jacket). Germanischen Nationalmuseum Nürnberg
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some more outside drawings! I went to LA for a while
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beautifel · 4 days
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lol i hate today’s era of absolutely zero nuance takes. a friend didn’t behave exactly as you’d wanted them to? cut them off. a guy didn’t text you back instantly bc he has his own life? he’s just giving you breadcrumbs. doing something makes you uncomfortable? don’t do it anymore. someone isn’t instantly available for you? disinterest. just absolutist statements that often don’t apply to the multilayer situations of everyday life. like. stop. literally just stop it
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beautifel · 4 days
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KOFI
two months of uni left tuitions not happenin because summer vacations and i need to get my mental health in check + work on this dissertation
pls give me ajy kind of work lol ill do it at this point
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beautifel · 4 days
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I post for the bitches who stutter, misspeak, mumble, and speak with an incoherent flow that only makes sense if you are in my brain
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beautifel · 5 days
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beautifel · 5 days
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the usa is leaving me to die slowly and painfully because i am poor please god rb this dont just like and scroll
i'm on a medication that is barely helping and i'm still having seizures almost every other day. finally had a grand mal the other day and i'm still hurting from it.
i don't have health insurance but i have to see a neurologist otherwise my condition is going to continue to deteriorate until it kills me if nothing is done
please. please it's alot but if 500 people send 10 bucks that meets our goal. anything at all helps. im begging for my life here it has to happen. i'm scared of going to sleep & i can barely do anything anymore even if i want to this is a fucking shitty way to go im only 24
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