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The world really is different, with time. You do see and live this in a life, did you notice? It's been discontinued.

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Blog.

Looks like I am here again. Blogging on Tumblr. At age 27. I started using this website service before the hype of the internet. It was a breath of fresh post. Peaceful yet real post. Source you know come from average home life prospective. At least that is what my searches gave me. Art, creativity, passion, muse, etc.

This time I come to this place to think. To type my thoughts and share them somewhere with the world. A timeline of sorts.

I've been trying to have simple thoughts about my life lately. Being as though it has gotten so complicated with responsibilities and life ver my adult years. I had my third child and girl eight months ago. Her name is Aubree. I usually go back to work as soon as i can find it and have not done so this time.

In the mist of three babies three years apart each back to back. I lost my body, my self care and then love, and finally my mental. Was going to walk away from it all. Go be a dead beat abandoning mother to my lonesome. THIS year not joke, I kid you not! Being convinced to do otherwise. My path leads me here. Making enough typing errors to give myself an F in keyboarding. (Which is funny because I am teaching my oldest daughter Kristen to start practicing it now for fun!) Watching her reminds me a lot of my childhood trials and error myself of growing into the me I am today.

SO, Anyways my inner thoughts....

I really want to teach myself to farm the food I like to eat. I hope to one day own enough land to wake up and do so on the privacy of my property. Learning that I can gather chicken eggs from a local farm for growing from public education. Which has rather been a benefit thus far of Americas system giving the belief to its students we will be prepared for the real world. There will be a library. Lots of books and clearly plants. Chickens and a dog to watch the chickens.

This has become part of my goal of achievements I want to reach in life. You know things never go as planned.

Before doing this, I am working towards being a certified and experienced CPA. The starting up a club. A club that hosts night and day events. Rents space for events! Host free community events. Be a family place that caters to everyone's fun. Like, maybe a room just for kids when an adult event is being hosted but people do not want to find sitters. Or cannot find sitters. It will be amazing like princess Tiana's restaurant dream. Or Eddie Murphy's characters night club idea. " The BOOM BOOM ROOM". I now just thought I must think of a name. Something inviting to all. For all occasions. Hmm comment any ideas please.

Moving on I am somewhat in school for this rn. I am processing. I just was not being patient with anything after having a baby another baby. Being set back to the stay-at-home and do everything with solely your bills paid and house supplied. No means of driving. Always having to depend on or wait to make it happen for YOU.

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Trust I never

Can't you hear me?

Can't you hear me singing,

singing from the soul,

singing from the heart,

Trust I never go, you're all I want to know.

Shall we never part. Aorta Vena Cava flowed right through my heart.

Trickled down its atrium, beats into the valves.

Pumped to the arteries, circling around. The love is never bound. It carries these words now.

Can't you hear the sound?

Singing from a soul,

Beating in its valves. Pumping it with pressure.

Aorta Vena Cava the love who stole my heart.

So song I have been working on, with my piano. I have melody to it but I did not write a full instrumental for it yet.

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Face (at East Baltimore, Baltimore) https://www.instagram.com/p/CeYJo24LR4M/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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444 https://www.instagram.com/p/CeYIr4JOaD0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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@unicehair #headbandwig (at Baltimore, Maryland) https://www.instagram.com/p/COPDQuenBx3/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Photo dump from my birthday look back in January. ! I just got this makeup i was so excited. (at East Baltimore, Baltimore) https://www.instagram.com/p/CeG0zsyu_kd/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Photo dump. #bob #banggang (at East Baltimore, Baltimore) https://www.instagram.com/p/CeGgA0CundP/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Sooo….

Today is a good day.

Because today I got my embroidery machine. And that means only one thing. Endless possibility for plushies and my art.

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Ok you are cutting up with these “ shoe on the other for post” 𝔤𝔬 𝔬𝔣𝔣𝔣 !

Years ago, when Tumblr was still owned by Yahoo, Yahoo wanted Tumblr to use their video player, rather than Tumblr's own video player. This was partially to unify analytics, but mostly because Yahoo planned to put pre-roll ads on Tumblr videos. You know those unskippable Youtube ads? That's what was going to happen to Tumblr videos.

The only reason it didn't happen out is because Tumblr staff pushed back on the idea, saying it was absolutely idiotic and would anger users beyond their breaking point.

The next time you're angry at staff for fucking up something a lil bit, or trying to make money in some optional way, keep this in mind.

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Remember when Sabriel pulls a bunny out of the river of death at the very beginning of the book when she’s still at school?? 

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My little mei mei

I am so in love with Turning Red that I drew fanart of it even while we were making it haha! Boarding on this show was the best, most fun experience I’ve had working in animation. I’m so proud of Domee and all my friends who worked together to make exactly what we wanted to see!

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This is soo mee from the voice to the all day bitchy but nonchalant moodd. Sorry but not sorry

PRIYA in TURNING RED (2022)

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As the staff post about ad-free tumblr continues to get thousands of notes telling staff to fuck off in the tags, I wanna remind you that this website's days are numbered. Tumblr is still unprofitable and by some modern-day miracle none of its acquiring companies pulled the plug on this money pit. But it will happen if it continues its trajectory.

Whether you like it or not, Tumblr needs to make money off you somehow in order to stay up. It either serves ads or asks for money to use it. This has been a paradigm on the web longer than many of you have been alive. It's Tumblr's job to make money right now because it's well past its grace period of being a black hole for cash. This has actually always been Tumblr's job, since it is a corporation, but that's capitalism for ya.

If you want Tumblr to be here for free and you want to continue to use it, you do yourself a disservice by opposing any changes Tumblr makes in order to pay for its costs. When this site finally goes belly-up then you're gonna be Tumblr-less until whatever startup takes its place and the cycle repeats itself.

If you think it should just ask for donations Wikipedia-style, remember that if and when that happens, there will be users repeating the same tired bullshit about giving Tumblr any money.

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Something else i drew this week.

What comes to mind when you see her? Would you Watch this if she was animated and talking?

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Tried to Draw this baby the nose was not working for me.

Finished ish look might color it in.

The eyes loom too big to. Any comments can help. Not sensitive