beingweirdoverhere

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I WANT TO FLIRT WITH JINX!!

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i WILL continue having gay thoughts for the gay man. And no one can stop me.

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Meadow couldn't settle the anxiety that knotted her stomach. She couldn't help the feeling of not belonging in a place such as this, where everyone wore real jewels and designer clothes, it made Meadow feel under dressed in her favorite blue dress. Meadow doesn't even understand how she of all people managed to get a hold of an invite, she wasn't some famous magician, she didn't preform for crowds of people, she preformed card tricks for kids when the cafe she worked at was slow.

Now surrounded by strangers, Meadow wished she had stayed home instead. Meadow sighed, she shuffled through the crowd she hoped to make it to the refreshments table, maybe a cold drink will help make this night more bearable and she won't leave the party some spend their entire careers hoping they will be invited. Just as Meadow spotted the red table cloth of the refreshments table, someone bumped into her and spilled their drink all down Meadow's front.

"Oh dear! I'm so very sorry." the woman who bumped into Meadow was tall, with brown wavy hair neatly tucked into a purple bandana that matched her purple shaw. The woman offered the napkin she was holding to Meadow and Meadow started to dab herself off.

"It's alright, no harm done." Meadow tried to reassure.

"That may be true, but now you're completely soaked." The woman said. "Here let me help."

The woman and Meadow made their way to the refreshments table together, where they both did their best to dry Meadow and her dress. Meadow was still damp when they finally through in the towel, but it was still an improvement.

The older woman sighed, "I'm so sorry, this must have put a damper on your whole evening."

"No, no. It's really alright." Meadow said, pausing for a moment. Meadow continued after mulling it over a heart beat. "To be honest I wasn't enjoying my evening anyway."

The woman looked a little saddened, by this like she had personally wanted Meadow to enjoy the party. "Why is that dear?"

"I kinda feel like an imposter I guess, everyone here has been on TV or preformed Las Vegas. I'm just some kid who managed to get their hands on an invite compared to them." Meadow explained.

"Well you must have the spirit to go all the way if you were invited then." The woman said, her tone leaving no room for arguments.

"Thank you." Meadow said with a chuckle, not really believing it, but not wanting to press the issue. "Um-" Meadow racked her brain for the woman's name, but was coming up empty.

"Call me Sandra sweetie." The woman- Sandra -piped up.

"You can call me Meadow." Meadow said with a smile; a little glad she came after all.

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all i want for Christmas is Sandra Santos to kiss me

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I'm hoping to learn to lucid dream; I want to kiss fictional characters.

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me to myself: we are going to be NORMAL about the smart lady.

also me after watching the smart lady for five minutes: we are NOT going to be normal about the smart lady.

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i want Sandra to sit in my lap well I knead her thighs like a kitten

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i looked at a drawing of Sandra Santos (for character design reasons) and my brain OUT OF NOWHERE GOES:

"Mmm Sandra really did carry Leila for nine months on those hips."

I MAY NEVER EMOTIONALLY RECOVER

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I don't know exactly when my feelings towards Kalagan changed. just the sudden realization that my feelings went from "yo fuck this guy who the hell does he think he is?" To "hehe evil man with pretty hair" startled even me.

Curse that white streak curse him. I wouldn't feel so guilty if he hadn't done that shit to Carter.

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I stared too long at a picture of Kilory.

had me walking off all flustered.

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so yeah I made the side blog.

Follow at your own risk it's gonna get weird over here.

Should I make a side blog to post about the characters I simp for?

Or should I go the give no fucks route and post that stuff on main?