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Regrets

Leo/Cross-X belongs to @foressfaction

Autumn hugged herself as the harsh winter wind blew against her face. Leo walked behind her, a good distance as he didn't want her to suddenly snap again. He had noticed her fingers have gone blue— or at least the tip of her fingers.

“I think it's best if we find shelter.” Leo suggested before walking ahead. Autumn huffed but she followed behind him. She had expected the cold, but she definitely didn't think to have killed in the summer instead. She mentally beat herself up for it.

“Fuck you..” Autumn suddenly muttered under her breath.

“What?” Leo looked over his shoulder to see Autumn glaring daggers at him. “The fuck did I do this time?”

“It's your fault that I'm fucking here. That I fucking killed two people and now I'm walking around while my record has me listed off as DEAD.” She shouted the last word. “Now my dad had to live with the thought that I'm dead. I've hurt him because of you. You fucking asshole.” She continued to mutter. Leo sighed, here we go again.

“Then go back.” Leo grumbled, he spotted a cave and walked faster, Autumn practically tailing him until they reached the cave. She sat down and set her chainsaw beside herself, she pulled her bag from off her back and rummaged through it; pulling out a plush blanket and pulling out some small pieces of wood and paper, she pulled out her light and started to burn them, trying to start a small fire for herself.

“Why would I go back? Tell my dad I'm some killer and have him look at me with disdain and hatred? Have him tell me how I'm some monster?” She started off as she pulled out a packet of cigarettes and lit a cigarette, taking a puff. “Yeah, because I would appreciate being told that instead of being loved… I'd be hated.” She looked up at Leo with what seemed like regret, shame, and anger. Leo sat there, staring and slowly realizing what was going on. Autumn didn't hate him, she just needed someone to blame, she hated herself for what she had done and she was just pointing the finger at anyone. He shifted awkwardly as he looked away debating on comforting her or let her cry and smoke in peace.

“I just want to— I want to vanish completely so even I can't remember me…” Autumn suddenly muttered, she dropped her cigarette into the fire as she brought her knees up to her chest. Leo looked over at her, her words having surprised him.

“What?” He asked in a whisper. She looked up at him. He could see how almost... lost she looked. “Listen you can’t just–” Autumn suddenly furrowed her brows before she grabbed her bag and chucked it at Leo.

“Shut up!” Autumn shouted, Leo let out a huff as he picked up her bag that rested on his lap, tossing it back so it was next to her.

“Jesus..” Leo muttered. This is why he chose to normally sit out, but the comment she had let out was more than alarming. “What’s your deal, huh? Why did you leave if you regret it so much?” He finally asked. Autumn visibly tensed up at the thought.

“So he could have a life…”

“Who?”

“My dad…” Autumn hugged herself and rested her head on her knees, Leo seemed to relax as well seeing the chances of her throwing things at him again have decreased. “I ran and left because I want to protect him– I faked my death so he assumes I was killed off by you.”

“By me?” Leo asked, a bit surprised. Autumn just hummed.

“I killed someone and framed you for my death, using them as I guess… a replacement. She deserved it anyways.” Autumn grumbled. “But I didn’t go back home, I ran off, I don’t want him thinking he raised some crazed killer. I don’t want him to cover for me and possibly end up in prison because of me.” She continued as she looked up at Leo again, “I found you and even though I don’t hate you… I guess I just.. Take it all out on you” Autumn sighed. Leo’s eyes widened with surprise at the revelation.

“What?”

“I don’t hate you, you’re the only other human around and the company is nice even though I’m the cause of all the tension between us.” She muttered, suddenly she shifted around until she had her legs spread out and she leaned on the rocks behind her. “It's cold, I fought with you to try and warm up. I just need something to keep my mind off things..” She continued to explain. “You’re alright… after you tried killing me and damaged my damn chainsaw.” Autumn glared at Leo who seemed to tense up again.

“I fixed it up at least” Leo muttered as he looked away.

“Yeah, you did, thanks.” Autumn muttered looking down at the now burnt cigarette in the fire. Leo hummed in response. “You.. cold?” Autumn asked, looking back up at Leo. A few seconds of silence went by before Autumn felt her face heat up before she started laughing. “That’s such a stupid question, my god! Sorry!” She continued to laugh, covering her mouth with a hand as she tried to calm herself a bit. She managed to calm down, her face was bright red as she pulled the blanket off herself and threw it at him. “Take it, I can freeze tonight” She finally managed out. Leo caught the blanket and stared at her for a second before he wrapped the blanket around himself. Autumn grabbed her bag and hugged it as she began to tremble from the cold, the small fire not helping in the slightest. Leo looked away, weighing out a few options before he scooted over to her and wrapped part of the blanket around her. Autumn quickly snapped her head to look at Leo who seemed to avoid looking at her.

“You look cold…” Leo muttered.

“Yeah, a little bit–” Autumn chuckled, “Thanks.”

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Sharing Too Much

Leo/Cross-X belongs to @foressfaction

Leo and Autumn walked through the forest, seemingly bored out of their minds.

“Did I ever tell you how I almost died?” Autumn suddenly piped up as she looked at Leo.

“What? You almost died?” Leo glanced over at Autumn a bit suspiciously.

“Yeah, it was crazy. But basically it all started when I had an idea to make a little event at work for the kids of my town.” Autumn started, Leo looked ahead but listened intently. “I was going to make some small animal carvings for the kids to paint while my dad would make foods and drinks for the kids and adults to enjoy.”

“So a family type of thing?”

“I guess you could say that. Anyways, I was excited because it gave me an excuse to work a lot as a distraction.”

“Distraction?” Leo asked, but Autumn seemed to almost ignore his question.

“And so I got my things and went to the workshop we have outside and started making these small carvings.” She made a few hand gestures to try and fit her story as she tried to explain the carvings. “They were about… I think 6 inches tall? I made some bears, foxes, cats, some birds,” Autumn listed off, “Which now that I recall, I liked carving out foxes so I think I had more of those if anything..” she laughed lightly. “But while I was carving a fox I guess I tried to take a small break and I didn't turn my chainsaw off and as I reached for my blade to hold it I cut my ring finger off,” Autumn continued as she held up her hand to show Leo. Leo of course was all too familiar with her missing finger. “And I didn't even notice or I guess my brain didn't register it until I saw the blood drip onto the carving. I suddenly dropped my chainsaw and I screamed. I felt so faint too.” Autumn continued as she seemed to almost slow down her movements. Leo stopped and looked at her as she suddenly stopped walking too. “My dad, bless his heart, heard me and ran out in time and managed to stop the bleeding to some degree. I was rushed to the hospital and they managed to get me help pretty quickly— turns out our ring fingers have a vein that connects to the heart.” She laughed lightly, “And so that's how I was close to dying back when I was in middle school” Leo nodded, staying quiet. He had to admit he was surprised that was even possible.

“How… How stupid are you?” Leo suddenly asked. Autumn froze and looked up at Leo.

“Hey! I was a kid! That's just rude.” Autumn huffed as she walked over and punched Leo's arm before she walked ahead, Leo couldn't help but laugh as he caught up.

“Did the event at least happen afterwards?”

“Yeah, I just had to be careful and wasn't allowed to really help much.” Autumn grumbled, “but we had many kids come over and paint the carvings, they took them home except for one.” Autumn seemed to recollect a hidden memory, “He was so cute, he came up to me and handed me his carving, said I could keep it because it's my art” Autumn smiled, “I swear I started crying.” She laughed lightly. “But I did manage to convince him to keep it because well.. He finished my piece. They all did and I loved seeing how happy they were when they realized those little carvings were free for them to take” Leo couldn’t help but smile.

“That’s actually cute..” he muttered hoping she didn’t hear him.

“Hey,” Autumn started, changing the conversation. “What animal do I remind you of?” Autumn looked over at Leo, half expecting some cute animal but also expecting Leo to be rude.

“A Capybara.” Leo immediately answered.

“A capy?? Why a capy?” Autumn asked with confusion written all over her face.

“They have zero survival skills” Leo grinned as he glanced over at Autumn who immediately grew flustered before she punched Leo’s shoulder, earning a hearty laugh. “Sorry, sorry, it's just funny!” Leo retorted as he kept up with Autumn.

“Sorry my ass.” Autumn grumbled.

“What about me, huh?” Leo asked as he managed to calm down. Autumn sighed as she turned and walked backwards, now facing Leo.

“A fox, you’re sly like one–” she answered honestly.

“I was kidding about the capy, you’re more so a bunny..” Leo muttered.

“A bunny?” Autumn asked, she stumbled back a bit before she regained herself and stared at Leo. “Why a bunny?” She asked as she walked over to Leo and poked his arm, Leo grumbled as he felt his face heat up.

“Just because..” he muttered as he swatted her hand away and sped up ahead, leaving a confused Autumn behind who couldn’t help but laugh.

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An Ultimate Demise

Leo/Cross-X belongs to @foressfaction

The wind blew softly, the snow was finally melting in Canada as spring continued to flourish. Autumn was chatting away at absolutely no one in particular whilst Leo seemed to be absent-mindedly glancing around.

“Also my dad taught me how to make the finer details using different tools so even if I didn't have my carving tools I could use a spoon… even though it would probably start bending after a few minutes it's still something for very few details” Autumn rambled as she continued her story; rustling suddenly caught their attention, making them both look over at the bushes on their left.

“Quiet.” Leo muttered, Autumn just nodded, she reached over and grabbed her chainsaw's handle in case she'd have to use it, Leo's hand too rested on his crowbar. The rustling persisted until out came this black giant dog, horns spiraled around its ears like that of a goat, multiple white eyes stared at them, sharp teeth could be noticed as it growled before it jumped out onto Autumn.

“Dammit, Abbadon!” Autumn giggled as it began licking her face like a dog. Leo froze staring at the creature before he managed to calm himself down, he could swear up and down his mind was playing tricks on him again but he had seen Autumn touch this thing every time. “Who's a good boy!” Autumn cooed, she managed to push Abbadon off just enough for her to stand back up. Leo scoffed, almost as if trying to let Autumn know that he wanted to keep going.

Abbadon followed closely behind the two, causing Leo to feel highly uneasy and was on high alert, glancing over his shoulder every now and then. Every few times he did he could swear he saw Abbadon's jaw unhinged and almost size Autumn up, as if it wanted to consume her. The one who found and practically helped it when it was close to death.

Leo would glance at Autumn who seemed blissfully unaware as she hummed to herself.

“How can you keep that thing with you?”

“Abbadon and I made a truce back when I first ran into him. He tried to kill me but I managed to fight him off enough until it practically surrendered, since then he would just follow and I'd feed him the bodies if I killed someone.”

“So… a type of exchange… life for life?” Autumn nodded, Leo hummed quietly, taking the information into mind. He looked back over his shoulder at Abbadon who was now full on staring at him. Leo stared at its soulless eyes, the feeling of unease heavily on his chest as his mind became hazy. Autumn looked over at Leo and seemed to realize something was going on.

“Hey— do you wanna stop and rest? you look like shit” She muttered more so suggesting than asking. Leo shook his head but Autumn grabbed his hand and led him over to the nearest tree, forcing him to sit on the ground. She sat across from him and continued to hold his hands. “Breathe, ok?”

Leo looked up from their hands to see Autumn, he shut his eyes, trying to shake it off.

“I'm fine..” Leo muttered.

“You look pale,” Autumn retorted.

“You.. saw what Abbadon did? right??” Leo gripped Autumn's hands as he looked over her shoulder at the cryptid. “Please tell me you did..”

“What? What did Abbadon do?” Autumn looked over her shoulder, to see Abbadon just sitting there. Leo felt his heart sink, was he really going insane again?

“It— nevermind…” Leo muttered as he looked away and pulled his hands away from Autumn's.

“Are you seeing things again? like it's acting up?” Autumn tried to sound like she cared but with Leo's reaction it seems she came off differently.

“I'm not crazy. These things…” He muttered.

“Leo… I know, I know.. listen, I'm just concerned, you were fine now— you got used to Abbadon, did he do something?” Leo looked up at Autumn with a frown, who only let out a sigh, “Let's just rest, ok? Nothing's going to happen..” Autumn commented softly, she reached out and grabbed his hand again, causing him to flinch slightly. “Relax, we're ok” Leo sighed and nodded, he couldn't help but keep glancing over Autumn's shoulder, seeing how it began to grow with each passing second.

“It grows..?” Leo piped up as he continued to watch Abbadon.

“Abbadon?” Leo nodded, “yeah, he grows with fear— or if he eats” Autumn shrugged. “Just calm down and try to breathe ok? Abbadon might get too big if you don't” Autumn joked trying to lighten the tension. Leo looked at her, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath. When he reopened them, his eyes grew wide as he noticed Abbadon was right above them.

Abbadon's jaw unhinged and its mouth widened to its full extent until an audible crunch snapped Leo out of his worries, he jumped slightly when he felt something land on his face. He reached up and wiped it off before looking down at his hand to see it was blood. He looked back up, expecting to see Autumn with a smile or even a concerned expression but all he could see was her body missing its head. Abbadon threw the head up into the air before it caught it and began chewing on it. The crunching and crushing sounds filled the area.

Leo quickly managed to get up, and while Abbadon was occupied eating Autumn's now lifeless body, he took the chance and ran. Laughter filled his head as he ran. The image of her body etched in his brain. Finally when he managed to create some distance due to how eerily quiet it became he fell to his knees, his breathing heavy as he clutched his chest. His eyes wide as his eyes filled with tears, the laughter in his head only continued til it grew deafening. He gripped his head with his hands, the want— no need to tear away at his head to try and silence it was overwhelming.

“Leo!?” Leo’s head snapped upright as he heard a familiar voice. “Leo! Where did you go!?” The voice rang out again. “Leo! Say something if you hear me!” The voice got closer, the heavy sound of footsteps grew nearer. Leo looked around and found Abbadon running towards him, he suddenly got up ready to run before he heard the voice again. “Leo! Wait!” Leo froze and looked back over his shoulder, seeing Autumn on Abbadon’s back. Leo’s eyes widened, he turned around but stumbled back a bit, Abbadon suddenly stopped. Autumn swung herself off of him and ran over to Leo quickly grabbing his hands and pulling him closer to her. “Leo, you scared me!” She whisper-shouted as she shook him violently. Leo only stared at Autumn, his body tensed up as he tried to register what was going on. Abbadon sat down watching the two while Autumn suddenly hugged Leo, “You ass! I thought you got mad at me!- or that I said something, you ran off like I scared you or something!” Autumn shouted, though muffled due to her face being practically buried in his hood. Was she– crying? Leo pushed Autumn off of himself and stared at her face, her eyes were already puffy as she sniffled.

“Are you…”

“Crying? Yea–”

“Real?” The question caught Autumn by surprise.

“What?- Of course I am, you’re–” Autumn paused, realizing what he meant.

“Leo– what did you see?” Autumn whispered as she let her hands finally drop to her sides.

“Abbadon it– you— you’re real? You’re alive? You’re fine??” He asked as he looked her up and down. Autumn sighed and repeated her question. “Leo, what did you see?”

“Abbadon it.. It stood over you and then it bit your head off, blood splurged from your neck and then it began eating you– I just ran.. I didn’t” Leo hated recounting it but he stared at Autumn as he did so incase him looking away would cause something worse to happen. Autumn stayed silent before she reached over and grabbed his hands.

“It's ok, I’m alive.. I’m fine, see?” Without thinking she brought one of Leo’s hands over to her chest, she pressed his hand on her chest where he could feel her heartbeat. “I’m real” She whispered before she pulled him into a hug, “You scared the shit out of me with that..” she muttered out again. Leo sighed as he slowly hugged Autumn as well, a wave of relief of it all having been his mind again.

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Meeting

Modern Bloodleaf AU

Leo/Cross-X belongs to @foressfaction

Autumn thanked the man who handed her her coffee, taking the lid off she blew on it slightly before taking a sip, “yummy~” she smiled to herself, she looked around the busy cafe to find a spot to sit and relax. Her eyes landed on an empty seat across a ginger. Quickly, she sped over, her shoes clicking against the floor until she made her way over and sat down.

Leo heard shuffling and suddenly felt he was being stared at, he picked his head up and looked away from his laptop to see some girl sitting across from him, he was confused but chose not to say anything; instead he looked back down at his laptop and continued to type away at his essay.

“Hello” A voice piped up, Leo looked up to see the girl smiling, “I’m Autumn, what's your name?” Leo stayed silent for a while, debating whether to talk to her or not.

“Leo..” he muttered, she simply smiled before raising a brow.

“I’m sorry?” She seemed confused, not having heard him the first time.

“Leo, my name…” he spoke up a little more, enough for her to hear him.

“Nice to meet ya Leo” she smiled, her accent thick compared to how he spoke. He simply nodded, Autumn stayed quiet for a second, taking a sip of her coffee. “So, what do you do? I’m helping my dad with his business. We’re from Alberta so all this traveling is a bit new to me” she began, smiling sheepishly as she mentioned never having traveled before. Leo simply closed his laptop and looked at her with a raised brow. “I’m not sure how far we’ll go but I do think we’re hitting every province til we head back home, looking to sell some carvings or find potential clients.” She set her coffee down, Leo simply looked her up and down.

“Carvings?” he finally spoke up, she definitely didn’t look the type to make some type of carving.

“Yeah, wood carvings, my dad runs a business, its pretty fun and not to brag or anything, but we have some really good carvings” Autumn grinned pridefully.

“Is that so?” Leo asked doubtfully, “You definitely just sit and watch, huh? At least talk to people? You don’t—”

“Look like I do carvings?? Why?? Am I too delicate looking” she asked before bursting into laughter, Leo looked away growing slightly flustered.

“You just seem like the talkative one.. not the one to be hands on”

“Never judge a girl by the dress she wears” Autumn smiled, “sure, I wear dresses, I like to try and look cute,” she took a sip of her coffee before tucking her red strand behind her ear, “but I do enjoy a bit of fun when it comes to wood work, of course I don’t wear dresses then, but its always going to be something I enjoy doing. I can show you a few of my pieces?” Autumn pulled her phone out of her bag and typed something before facing it to him. He seemed a bit impressed as he reached up and swiped through a few pictures.

“Impressive” Leo muttered, causing Autumn to simply grin with pride.

“I made most of these, its pretty fun!- oh! Reminds me, my dad and I will be at the local farmer’s market, if you wanna see me in action you can pass by and watch me carve a few things in front of an audience” she set her phone down and drank her coffee again.

“I’ll think about it, I’m a little booked for this evening” Leo opened his laptop back up before he began typing.

“School? Damn, I just graduated highschool and don’t intend on going into college” She sighed, “I would rather help my dad with work, ya know?” Leo nodded.

“Education isn’t for everyone, but if you got the basics down, you should be fine enough”

“What’s that supposed to mean–” Autumn asked, confused as she set her now empty coffee cup down.

“Nothing at all” Leo chuckled before he suddenly closed his laptop again. “So, you said you–” Suddenly Autumn’s phone went off, she picked it up and looked up at Leo.

“Sorry, I gotta get going.” She smiled apologetically before she got up and turned to leave before she stopped and turned to look at Leo again, quickly she grabbed a pen he had and a napkin and began writing on it before sliding it over to Leo.

“See you around, stranger” she smiled before she grabbed her empty cup and ran out of the cafe, leaving a confused and slightly disappointed Leo. He looked down at the napkin to see she had written her number. He sighed before he grabbed the napkin and shoved it into his bag, opening up his laptop and continued his essay.

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* Autumn has a cut & burn on her left arm. From when she faked her death, it's still healing, but she messes with it so much that it's practically permanent.

* She prefers loud over quiet, she grew up in a noisy environment due to her dad's job.

* Jumpstyle and hyperpop are her go to for music

* Drums, she wants to learn to play drums at some point in her life

* She would dress in frilly dresses and ball gowns if she could afford it and had the chance, she LOVES ball gowns.

* She tends to smoke sometimes. Usually, she keeps a lighter on her person at all times, tries not to use it if it's not a cigarette.

* She keeps a plush bat bag, probably the only "toy" she still has from her dad.

* She usually keeps the red strand of hair on her face at all times, no matter what hairstyle she does, it's always there; she barely ever toes her hair up cause she feels it makes her look odd.

* Her voice is a decent pitch— think of Lucille from A Monster In Paris— compared to her deep singing voice, she hates it however and chooses not to sing, if she tries to sing in a high pitch her voice cracks horribly. Instead, if she wants sound, she usually hums to herself; even then, she worries her humming will sound deep asf to people around her and tried not to do it as much.

* She likes cows. She loves the spotted ones specifically— when she was younger, all she would do would wear little cow ears and horns, her dad would buy little winter beanies with them as well just so she could keep wearing them.

* Due to her sensitivity to the heat and cold, she ends up wearing layers no matter how hot or cold, though, during the winter she prefers not to stay out for too long cause at some point the layers end up not being enough.

* She likes coffee, 2 teaspoonfuls of sugar— it's just right for her. She doesn't mind having sweeter or more bitter cups of coffee, but she still prefers it over the rest.

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Hacksaw/Autumn Solace

Name: Autumn Solace

Alias: Hacksaw

Age: 20

Personality: ENFP-A

Born and raised in Blairmore, Alberta, by her father. Given the nickname "Star" by her father due to her asteroid hyalosis. She watched her dad create intricate works of art as he carved into logs or pieces of wooden furniture for those in their town.

Sensitive to weather changes due to her albinism she is usually covered up or in layers. Though she may hate it sometimes she knows it's for her own safety and well being. She eventually grew up and helped her dad in their wood carving business, taking in commisions or created pieces to simply sell in the farmers market.

One day while carving a commision she grew a bit careless and ended up cutting off her finger, her dad being her only parent panicked, having her immediately taken to the hospital where she was treated. Her father didn't allow her to work for about half a year until he felt she would be ok again, though it was a struggle at first she did get the hang of it all over again, and continued working as she always did.

While carving she would normally listen to podcasts and criticized murderers that got caught, mentioning how the could've gotten away if only they had done something different.

Crime rates began to sky rocket and soon word of a certain Cross-X filled the town, curiosity having been peaked, she looked into this Cross-X only to fall into a rabbit hole of cases that all tie to him. She'd listen to multiple podcasts about him and theories until one day while she was out looking for wood, she found an individual and committed her first murder, her father not being too aware as he had always seen her as a sweet girl, would dismiss any possible suspicions. That is until Autumn was reported missing.

She isn't a fan of much physical contact unless she is extremely comfortable with the person.

Her favorite fabric is cotton, as most other fabric textures end up making her highly uncomfortable. Polyester is a close 2nd.

She misses her dad, but she doesn't want to go back after everything she has done.

She's a bit of a masochist as she enjoys the pain, especially when it comes to combat, as it makes it a lot more thrilling.

She carries a bat plush bag that her father had gifted her with her carving tools.

She's quite the chatterbox. She can talk for hours if she has nothing better to do, unless she's carving. She prefers to concentrate on that project, so she's unusually quiet.

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Hacksaw

"Murder cases have increased. Don't go out too late. Keep an eye on your children. Be sure not to leave anyone alone."

"Dad! I'm heading out!"

"Alright, take care, honey!"

"I will!"

The breeze was soft as Autumn opened the door, she smiled as she stepped out, closing the door behind her as she went to the workshop and grabbed her chainsaw. She pulled out her phone and played a podcast, putting her ear buds in.

"Alright, Cross-X, what do you have for me today?"

she asked outloud as she went into the woods.

She looked around for some trees to cut down for later commisions; walking up to a few before touching the trunk and examining them.

"Mmm... you should do"

She muttered to herself. She held up her chainsaw before pulling the cord, and the loud roar echoed through the forest as she began to cut the tree down.

The tree soon fell, she pulled out her phone and looked down at it.

"The bodies have been found with a bunch of bruises, and it's evident it had been done with a blunt object."

"Like a bat?"

"Probably? but because of how it was shaped, probably something a bit more sturdy"

the voices in the podcast spoke as they explained the scene.

"Hm, a blunt object, huh? How does this even tie to him—"

she started asking herself before her question was soon answered.

"Police and bystanders mention having seen a cross with an x over it drawn in the victims blood."

"Oh. Yeah, that's him."

she laughed a bit as she began to cut the tree into smaller pieces to take back easier. Once done she realized her mistake and groaned.

"Dammit.. I forgot the stupid wagon."

She slung her chainsaw onto her back and took her coat off. Immediately, the cold got to her, and she began to shiver. Regardless, she stuffed a few small logs into her coat and began walking home.

Listening to the podcast as they continued chatting, she eventually saw someone wandering in the woods. She grew a little curious, so she began to follow them, choosing to ditch the logs she shook them out her coat and threw her coat back on, adjusting it underneath her chainsaw. She made sure to keep her eyes on the individual, watching as they only went further in, noticing they most likely might be lost. Autumn hid behind a few trees when the individual would turn and look around, scanning their surroundings.

Eventually the podcast ended and a new one started, however, she didn't seem to be paying much attention as she and the "stranger" wandered further into the woods.

'A blunt object. A rock could work.' She thought to herself she looked around and found a few rocks. she picked up the biggest one there was as she slowly crept closer, without thinking she suddenly ran over and hit the individual with the rock. A thud was all she heard as she stood over the now limp body. She fell onto the body as she continued hitting it with the rock until all there was left was a bloody mess. She tossed the rock to the side and huffed, her breath turning into a small cloud before disappearing. She looked down at her hands, splattered in blood.

Standing there for a minute before she pulled her chainsaw from her back, pulling the cord before she began cutting into the body; blood spewing onto the surrounding snow and her clothes. A smile crept kn her face before she figured it was enough. She set the chainsaw aside and reached down, grabbing the now dismembered arm, humming to herself before she broke off a finger. inspecting it, her smile widened. She stuffed it into her pocket before looking around. She grabbed another rock and began digging into the snow.

Once the considerably deep enough hole was made, she decided to cut the body up into small pieces before burying them all.

Making her way home, she hummed to herself as she began to listen to her favorite song, she snuck inside but not without greeting her father who was lounging in the living room.

"I'm home!"

"Found any good trees?"

"Nah. not really."

she sighed before heading upstairs, she slipped into her room and pulled the finger out of her pocket before she reached into her desk and pulled out a few carving tools, using those to peel the skin and muscle off the finger she had brought with her. Once it was decently clean, she decided to change and toss the tissue into the pile of clothes before going outside once again and back into the woods, burning the clothes and remains.

The cold air making it difficult for the fire to stay strong, but in the end it was all soon reduced to ash.

Soon, she made her way back and skipped up the stairs before sitting back down at her desk and began carving away at the bone. Creating small designs, and once she was pleased with her finished product, she laced it up with some string and turned it into a necklace for herself.

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Who I think the crp would target pt.2

Smile Dog:

Smile Dog would work with Ben for sure. As Ben is a virus; once your phone is "fixed" — you'll get a text from an unknown number. All you'll see is the phrase: Spread The Word, and an attachment, being the infamous smile Dog photo. If you stare at the image for too long, you will see things start to change. It'll look like a normal husky at first, and slowly, it will start to grow distorted. If you choose not to 'spread the word', you will begin to grow crazy, not only due to Ben's taunting, but every dog you see will have it distorted human like smile and bloodshot eyes. Ben and Smile Dog will drive you insane until you commit.

Liu:

Liu doesn't specifically have any targets. He would be more like a vigilante. Like Jane (in pt.1), he would be after his brother. He would probably not kill anyone else unless they got in his way for some odd reason.

Sonic.EXE & Tails Doll:

Sonic and Tails would be viruses; originally from corrupted games that were bought, they can access your computer files and make them unresponsive. All you would get are tabs filled with imagery of the two and random text. Usually causing the person to go mad into hallucinating the characters in such a distorted manner until they go insane and kill themselves. Usually, they end up leaving a note that seems to be like some type of message from the characters instead of the person.

Lulu:

She wouldn't necessarily kill, I feel she would probably use the corpses from previous murders if she finds them laying around. If she 'sees' someone with beautiful eyes, she will definitely grow jealous and kill them for their eyes. She definitely has an eye collection somewhere. She'd probably torture her victims by scooping out their eyes in a slow fashion, just to have a bit more fun.

Laughing Jack:

Laughing Jack would target children, luring them into dark locations with sweets and toys, promising a fun day only for them to be killed in gruesome and unimaginable ways. He would probably try to trick parents into letting their kids stay with him, dress as a colorful clown only for the color to fade as soon as they are out of sight.

Pt.1

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Who I think the crp would target pt.1

Ticci Toby:

Personally, I feel he would mostly target abusive parents, but if he's out and just bored out of his mind, he'll kill whoever he stumbled across. When ut comes to abusive parents, I feel he would be a bit stalkerish, he'll find a parent or an adult, stalk them for a few days, see how they handle life and treat their families, if he sees any forms of abusive in any manner, he'll go for their ass, at night, in broad daylight, he doesn't give a fuck.

Ben Drowned:

He wouldn't really kill people, but instead, electronics; he would be one of those viruses that you'd find on social media. Once he gets ahold of your device, it'll go haywire to start. Suddenly it'll reset and seem like nothing happened, however Ben would 100% love to mess with the person, opening random apps, turning on/off any alarms they might have, call random people in the contact list, etc. He would end up causing the person to go insane— be it or not his intention— to the point they probably kill themselves.

Jeff The Killer

Like Kuchisake-onna, I feel Jeff would wear a mask of some sort, go up to people, and ask if they think he's pretty, not matter what they say, he'll carve a smile into their face anyways. He just likes to do it. If ya run into him, group or alone, you'll most likely be found dead later on anyways. He likes to kill everyone he runs into

Eyeless Jack

Steming from my headcanons for EJ — linked here — He would kill whoever he finds on the Appalachian trail. He would definitely stalk them throughout their hikes and find a moment where their guard is down and can make one swift motion. He prefers a clean and quick murder. He would probably use his voice to trick people into getting closer - like that of a skinwalker or wendigo - and get them that way. Usually leaving the trails unbothered and a way to keep people coming without much worry.

Clockwork

Doctors, or psychward doctors. Just anyone in the medical field; they're what pretty much why she's kinda what she is now, she holds some sort of grudge, even if it wasn't entirely their fault. She especially hates those that work at psych wards because patients usually end up worse than they were when first arrival. She wants them all to feel what she felt and just understand the suffering they inflict on many people.

Jane The Killer

I feel she wouldn't really kill anyone, she's mostly going after Jeff so she's trying to mostly keep people safe, if that makes sense? But if she were to kill, it would probably be security. As bad as she may feel for doing so, it tends to happen that they get in her way to find and properly locate Jeff.

Nina The Killer

She just does it for fun. She kills whoever she wants to. She does prefer killing other serial killers, though, usually gives her a bit of a challenge, and she's always up for that.

X-Virus

He doesn't have a preference, he'll see a passer by and spike their drink with some crazy concoction he's created and watch as they slowly start dying whilst taking notes of the effects of said poison.

Sally

She goes for pedophiles and rapists. She tries to help kids when it comes to situations that she had gone through while she was alive, having two forms - which I detail more in my hc, linked here - she l9ves to terrorize these people and make them for crazy, though she doesn't like to get her hands dirty, she prefers making them believe they're hallucinating, which she probably can do. Usually driving the individual to commit suicide in probably the worst ways possible, as she likes to cause more damage when there's a higher chance of them committing.

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Sally Headcanons

Prior to incident

♤ Sally was a curious child, she would ask questions about anything and everything, wanting to learn more about the world around her

♡ She was ohident, always listened to her mother, always listened to anyone who she respected and knew.

◇ She would do anything in the living room, play with her toys, draw, etc.

♧ She was talkative, she loved expressing herself through words, even if adults didn't fully understand her excitement or sadness

☆ Had a favorite outfit, but she also liked to match with her mom

After 1st incident

♤ She became closed off, She would stay in her room if she was home and would stay near her mom if she was out

♡ She was still curious, but there were now limits

◇ She didn't express herself as much as she used to

♧ She grew distant from her uncle, she always tried to avoid him.

☆ She grew a fear of men entirely. Her dad was no exception. It hurt him. He and her mother didn't understand why.

After her death

if she were within the mansion:

♤ She would stay close to the women in the mansion.

♡ She has slowly begun to grow comfortably around the men, but she is still very cautious.

◇ She tries to stay clean, cleaning off the blood on her, but it will return within seconds

♧ She keeps her teddy bear close as it feels like the only link she has to her family.

☆ Sally prefers to be around Ben, since he is almost like her, well, both young and not exactly human. She sees him as an older brother of sorts

♤ Sally would be a trickster spirit, as she's a ghost, she can 'disappear', and when she does so, she likes to try and scare everyone. All for laughs, it's always something lighthearted, too.

After her death

if slendermansion didn't exist:

♤ Sally would roam around. She would be a poltergeist.

♡ She wouldn't be aggressive when she came to find kids. However, if she ran into a grown man, she would haunt him to the point that she drives them mad and choose to kill themselves due to it.

◇ I feel her spirit form would be more disturbing to look at, depending who really sees her— for kids, she would look like her kid self, in her pink dress and with her teddy bear in hand. An adult might see her as a deformed figure, bloodied and hair as long as she can make it, her head caved in, and her body is simply freakishly stretched out, her face is also horribly distorted to the point of no recognition.

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Eyeless Jack

Known as the Appalachian Cryptid.

Jack Nyras studied at Appalachian state before disappearing; he was invited to go hiking in some nearby trails, promised to be back before the sun set. He reluctantly agreed, and it was a nice day out. It was warm and sunny. After roughly 5 miles, his friends suddenly hit him in the head, knocking him out. When he came to, he found himself tied up, immediately scared, and panicked he tried to break free. Due to his struggles, he was tortured until he was close to death. His friends, assuming he was dead, sacrificed him to Zalgo. Immediately, Zalgo took no time to possess Jack. His body immediately morphing into that of a canine.

When he broke free of his rope, Zalgo used Jack to kill everyone there. Leaving a horrific crime scene.

Jack's soul is still bound to his body. As Zalgo tries to grow stronger within it, Jack fights him to grow control of his body once again. When he is forced to kill someone, he hates it. He hates the monster he was forced to become.

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Hi👋can u do a x-virus headcanon?

X-Virus Headcanons

Prior to

♤ Cody was a normal, curious kid. He would always go deeper into a topic if it interested him. He preferred science over every subject in school, he liked biology and learning about human anatomy.

♡ He didn't use too much 'protection' before. He would usually just have a surgical mask and carry hand sanitizer with him everywhere.

◇ He was considered selfish in school, alongside being seen as weird. He never shared his things as he was very picky on who he would even let use of his belongings. He was even very wary of his teachers handing him things. Would kind of annoy them.

♧ He loved projects when it came to his science classes, especially when he was able to participate in the science fair. He went all out, he didn't do the cliche volcano, he found a rat and decided to use that as his test subject, though it ended with its death, and him being called to the principal's office... he still looks back at that day fondly.

Aftermath

♤ Cody being young and curious about human deaths, he likes to go around blending in with crowds and be a bystander for accidents and deaths.

♡ Since his first kill, he likes to create some virus, find a victim and inject it; instead of it being a semi-instant kill, he has managed to find a way where the person can go on their lives as if normal, he follows them around and watches as the person begins to slowly spiral until their deaths.

◇ He knows Toby, considers him his brother due to assuming they have similarities, but he also kinda hates him. He sees him as a copycat, as he notices they kind of look alike.

♧ He hates cleaning up after people. If he goes somewhere, when blending in, sit down at a table or stay anywhere; he hates seeing or noticing little dust or dirty. Though he hates cleaning in general, he usually moves to another spot.

☆ He's a germphobe. He's always wearing clothing that covers his entire body, a mask, and goggles. If he tries blending in, he wears a surgical mask and sunglasses and gloves as well.

♤ Cody, as I mentioned, was very into science and now causes a virus to kill people; he likes mixing chemicals and other elements together to create these, do to this, he is very knowledgeable on every item he uses in his viruses.

I'ma be honest, I don't know much into X-Virus as much as I'd like to, but these are some thoughts I get when I think about his character, so I hope this is ok 😭

edit: I was listening to Eleanor Neale's true crime video, and one caught my attention, ❝The Teacup Poisoner❞; and while listening, I'm realizing some things align with these, and I swear I never head of this guy before 😭

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Ticci Toby headcanons

Pre-Slender

♤ He's clingy. If he likes someone or is even remotely comfortable, he would follow them around just to feel comfortable.

♡ He's... playful, he isn't the brightest, but he would try and play some pranks if he can, usually learn about you and see what can get you upset & use that on you.

◇ Mf got that crow brain. He would see anything shiny and take it. He's got a growing collection and even looks for things to give to his favorite people. Lyra originally gave him a box to store the items in, but it started growing a bit 'out of control', and so he has shelves and other boxes with random nick-nacks.

♧ His little cow? Lyra, 100%. When he was younger he had a lot to deal with and Lyra wasn't always able to be with him so she saved up some birthday money and bought him a cow plush, due to it being from his sister, he's kept it and carried it literally everywhere with him. Multiple rips and tears, but his mom always fixed it up for him. He loved it and would take to around as he grew older, though he didn't have it out in public like he did when he was younger.

♤ His hoodie is one of a kind and handmade. His mom was the one to have made it. Originally, he wanted a hoodie that was like any other, but he couldn't puck between a couple of them; his mom, in the end, decided to create a simple looking hoodie for him.

Post-Slender

♤ He doesn't remember much. Yeah, he might get occasional flashbacks, but they leave him confused. He wants to figure out what they mean but at the same time he's a bit scared of doing so.

♡ His hoodie? he loves it, covered in patches of different colors, or at least he tries to color match.

◇ He still has his cow, but he doesn't carry it around as much. He keeps it in a safe place; having a connection to it but not knowing its origins anymore. He baby's it occasionally when he does take it out of his little storage area. That thing has gone through way too much, put it out of its misery already.

♧ Lyra's spirit haunts him, but it's not supposed to be much of a tormentor; though he sees it that way, Lyra is trying to guide him in life. I believe the operator's doing some shit to his mind that's causing him to see Lyra's spirit as vengeful, or it's simply creating an image of Lyra and whispering into Toby's mind about he's at fault for everything.

♤ He's still got that crow brain, still finding things to give to people (Natalie) , a pretty rock, maybe a button, anything he finds, he takes it and saves them.

♡ He's strangely affectionate, he isn't the type to be overbearing, but he likes to hug Natalie whenever he can, usually she accepts them, but there are times where she isn't in a good mood and it upsets him a little— he gets over it quickly though.

◇ He's terrified of cars and probably motorcycles, too (blame Nat for that one). Occasionally, though, he is forced into either one due to Natalie for faster transportation. He hates it and curses her out through the whole ride, but he does see how convenient it is.

♧ In Spanish, there's a term for kids who don't know anything, the "no sabo" kid. He is that type of kid, but with German. He knows very little, and even then, he can't form proper sentences. He's trying to learn when he isn't busy murdering people or starting fires. Usually asking Natalie to help him out— even though she doesn't speak German— he just wants someone to practice it with.

♤ He HATES being seen as vulnerable or lesser than. He doesn't really know why to the full extent, but he does know that it just sucks. He wants people to know that he can do as much as anyone else can, heck, maybe more and better.

♡ I wanna say he had an ego, but it's more playful. He jokes about having a huge ego, but he could care less if 'someone offends him' (aside from the previous hc).

I feel like some of these collide with some headcanons a friend might have? idk, I honestly forgot his entire essay 💀

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Leo headcanons

Ahem

Leo...

Leo....

he dies 🥰

ANYWHO—

♤ He can see the dead, not like.. shadows and shit, but he can see dead people and can most likely hear them, too.

╰ Either they look like the way they died or when they were their happiest.

That being said...

♡ He can see his aunt, too, as well as his uncle. his aunt his trying to guide and help him. Meanwhile, his uncle torments the shit outta him, telling him how useless he is, complaining over the fact he was killed BY Leo, etc. The only way he can get him to shut up is by getting his mind occupied, either talking to someone/thing killing.

◇ If they (the dead) get too loud, he starts to have nosebleeds and has to find something to occupy his mind, be it finding a person or killing an animal (which he ends up either eating or just leaving there).

♧ I feel like if he did eventually die, he would die from that. The voices of the dead are so loud, and nothing can help. Not even killing. He covers his ears, his nose begins to bleed. he feels something wet, removing his hands to see blood, a ringing in his ears alongside the voices. His eyes begin to fill with tears, for the first time in who knows how long he cries, he huddles against a tree as his tears are slowly replaced with blood, his ears ringing and bleeding, his face is covered in blood. His only solution? Death.

Credit:

Leo belongs to @foressfaction

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Toby & EJ headcanons pt.2

blame @foressfaction for this bro is unhinged

Ahem...

♤ They're ace, yes. Ace. HOWEVER— Toby is unhinged asf, they can have a normal conversation and Toby will say the worst things ever, or at least hint at something.

Jack wearing a stripped shirt

Toby: "gimme that shirt"

Jack: "I need a shirt"

Toby: "I mean... you don't NEED it"

Jack staring at him: "I—- sir......"

♡ Jack bundles Toby up when it's cold, usually ends with Toby being a human ball with all those layers.

Toby is prone to passing out if he gets too hot, which created this scenario:

Toby and Jack were outside. Eventually, it grew too hot that Toby passed out, Jack took him inside and stripped him, and tucked him into bed.

Toby wakes up and notices he's nude: "So~ wanted it that badly, huh?"

Jack, wringing a wet towel: "what—"

Toby: "You wanted me so badly that you waited til I was out"

Jack walks over and drops the towel on Toby's face: "you wish, don't you? no."

Toby moves the towel off his face: "you sure about that?"

Jack: "very... I question your acesexuality a lot."

Toby: "I am ace!"

That's really it, again these were thought about while playing roblox and on a call again 💀

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Toby and EJ headcanons

blame me having to deal w/ @foressfaction and roblox again 💀

♤ As w/ Nat, Toby follows Jack around EVERYWHERE.

♡ Toby says the most unhinged shit ever, and Jack just stares at him, questioning Toby's sanity.

Toby somehow got his arm stuck somewhere: "help me step-bro, I'm stuck~"

Jack sitting not even 3 ft away: "...... back, back I say you hormonal fiend!"

◇ Toby gets hurt a lot and normally doesn't realize it until Jack points it out; Jack usually has to tend to his wounds and it's not always easy.

Jack pins Toby down: "hold still dumbass!"

Toby kicking and flailing his arms around: "OVER MY DEAD BODY!"

Jack: "YOU'RE BLEEDING! SHUT UP!"

Toby: "AND!?"

♧ Jack questions Toby's acesexuality on a daily basis. Toby normally says or does unhinged things simply for the reaction he gets out of Jack.

♤ If Jack had a long day, he could literally just put the stupidest thing on, and Toby would be so focused on said stupid thing (i.e., a pet fly doing tricks)

♡ Toby is a worrying creature, and Jack has no clue how to handle him anymore, only for Toby to reply, "You are so mean to me"

Toby staring at an outlet: "What if I stick a fo—"

Jack: "Toby, no."

Toby pouts: "You never let me do anything!"

◇ Jack usually tries to get Toby off his back if he's trying to work on something, though Toby normally would be wanting some sort of affection/attention from Jack.

Toby bored out of his mind after Jack has tried to make sure he's alive: "I'm so bored!"

Jack: "Go watch the fly again"

Toby: "Idea, how about we cuddle?"

Jack: "I'm busy"

Toby gets all whiney: "You don't love me anymore!"

usually results with Jack hugging Toby, kissing him on the forehead, or somehow having Toby help with whatever he was doing prior to.

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Nina headcanons

To start off, I will be referencing some information that is commonly known on the Spanish side of the crp Fandom. Just to he clear :')

To start with...

♤ Nina is queer, she doesn't like labels, she just loves to love, though she can be a little toxic due to the people she has tried to replicate or surpass coughJeffcough.

♡ She will date anyone, women, men, enby, genderfluids, so on, and so on.

◇ Her love language is words is showing affection. She will smother you with kisses and hug you for hours on end if you don't stop her.

♧ She will probably end up gaslighting you or manipulating you, though, not that she really means to but she just ends up doing it as a means to get more of your attention.

She has a kid 🧍‍♂️

♤ Yes. She has a kid (this is canon info, as far as I'm aware). HOWEVER, she is divorced.

♡ She was at some point with Eyeless Jack and had a child with him (Eyeless Alice), though they both still love their child, they grew apart and separated on good terms, they have shared custody over Alice.

◇ Nina loves her daughter and usually spoils her, but still tries to teach her good morlas and values. She's usually the mom type to give her kid fun nicknames like 'nemo' or 'little peanut'.

♤ She has two different styles, combat and scene.

╰ Scene: as a means to reminisce on her past, a hit of nostalgia if you will.

╰ Combat: It's better to actually go out and kill, her main target being Jeff. She wants to surpass him in strength, and the only way to do so is by killing him.

True crime. She loves and eats that shit up. She and Alice watch that together whenever they get the chance. They don't just watch it for the story. They criticize the killer in question.

podcast: "There's no way the man was able to squeeze into the toilet pipes himself. Someone must have pushed him inside"

Nina looks at Alice: "Listen to me, if you want to hide a body, don't shove it in some place someone will find it. If that's your only option, scatter the body around the area so it can't be found so quickly and easily."

Alice nods her head as she listens to Nina explain.