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I continue to not catch a break with this job. Where should I go?

It’s almost 6 am on a Saturday morning and I’m over here crying about work. Because I honestly believe that I did not have a good year last year. Some of the higher ups treat me like I’m lowly or not that important even though I’m saving their asses. And I recently made another mistake at work and got an embarrassing email over it and I feel ashamed and like I’m stupid and I shouldn’t be like this since I’m literally turning 34 this year. I also really appreciate my boss because he’s always been patient with me for the most part and thanks me and stuff like that. So I guess with all these different emotions I’m feeling a need to cry. I’ve been really busy at work plus just moving into a new place and have been so tired. So… it could be that too. But I would just like to catch a break with this job. It’s frustrating.!

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It’s almost 6 am on a Saturday morning and I’m over here crying about work. Because I honestly believe that I did not have a good year last year. Some of the higher ups treat me like I’m lowly or not that important even though I’m saving their asses. And I recently made another mistake at work and got an embarrassing email over it and I feel ashamed and like I’m stupid and I shouldn’t be like this since I’m literally turning 34 this year. I also really appreciate my boss because he’s always been patient with me for the most part and thanks me and stuff like that. So I guess with all these different emotions I’m feeling a need to cry. I’ve been really busy at work plus just moving into a new place and have been so tired. So… it could be that too. But I would just like to catch a break with this job. It’s frustrating.!

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Work is like 3 folded misery. The weekend seems so far away even though it’s Thursday.

This just might be depression. I’m not sure.

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Screw Tinder I just about had it with these white guys on there. One told me to go fuck a terrorist the other day.

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Era una solución fácil para ti y ahora no me dejarás sola.

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I hate comparing myself to others because I’m not these people and I never will be.

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I only seem to get on online dating if I want to distract myself from someone I can’t have or someone I don’t want to like.

In this case it’s both. Most of the time though it’s always the first.

Being single at this age sucks because basically everyone is taken.

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Hey fucking bots, quit it! Also I’m not gay could and could not give a rats ass about sexy women pics. Quit following me.

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Music Questions~!

1. What are you listening to right now, if anything?

•I’m not

2. What’s the last song you listened to completely?

•umm I don’t have my music history up. I just know I was listening to automatic lover by the McCoys when I drove into to work today.

3. What is your favorite song?

•Que Se Meuran and I Need You to Turn to

4. Are there any songs that can or have made you cry?

•oh yeah

5. Do you have a shower playlist?

•No.

6. What about a bedtime playlist?

•No.

7. Have any guilty pleasure bands or songs?

•well saying I don’t think my taste is anything I should feel guilty about no

8. What’s one song or band you used to like but now dislike?

•oh there’s tons I’ve grown out of.

9. What’s one song or band you used to dislike but now like?

•Tears for Fears

10. Do you sing along when you listen to music you like?

•depends on if I have the energy to and my mood.

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More stupid random questions…

1. When you wash your hands, do you use the cold or hot tap (faucet)?

-hot

2. If you had to be straight/gay for a day (whichever you’re currently not!), what celebrity would you most like to take on a date? -I wouldn’t. Sorry straight is straight I’m not gonna force myself to like the same sex 🤢

3. What is the biggest injury you’ve ever sustained and how did you do it?

-ya know I don’t think I’ve ever required stitches or a trip to the ER?

4. What is the most unusual food you’ve ever eaten? -I don’t get too unusual because I hate most seafood haha.

5. What is the most unique animal you’ve ever touched?

- a sting ray

6. What’s the most expensive gift you’ve ever bought for someone? How much did it cost and who was it for?

-I guess the loan for Cody’s car would count.

7. Which 3 countries would you LEAST like to live in and why?

-North Korea, China, or any other poor Asian country or African or middle eastern. Sorry too many of them. I don’t think I’d like India either lol.

8. If you could make just ONE change to this world, what would it be and why?

-no violence, no killing

9. If you could wake up tomorrow and be fluent in 3 additional languages, which would you choose?

-Spanish. And that’s a toughie honestly. I love language.

10. Which would you rather out of these 3 options? A: Be good looking and extremely intelligent but so poor you live on the streets. B: Be extremely intelligent and a millionaire but what society classes as ugly. Or C: Be good looking and a millionaire but extremely academically challenged? Why?

-I’m not sure what B means but I’ll take it.

11. What are the top 10 movies to make you cry? (Or at least make you sad!)

-Gone with the Wind.

12. What’s the scariest nightmare you’ve ever had? Describe it in detail.

-i don’t feel like elaborating shorts answers only.

13. Would you rather raise 25 children or have the chance of ever having children taken away? Why?

-what does that even me? Either way you’re stuck with them.

14. Would you rather go on a relaxing beach type holiday to the Caribbean, a cultural holiday to Japan or an adventure packed holiday to South Africa?

-Caribbean

15. If you went to a desert island for just 6 months but could only take one album with you, what would you take?

-I need some clarification before I’d answer this.

16. Put these in order of your favourite movie genre to least: Horror, action, thriller, adventure, superhero, romance, drama, comedy, musical and dance?

-umm these are all so similar in a lot of ways. Most of these overlap if you think about it. I don’t feel like giving an example but most movies have action romance intense moments, comedy and drama.

17. If you had to lose one of the 5 senses, which would you choose and why?

-touch

18. What have been the top 3 most brilliant days of this year? Describe them in as much or as little detail as you like.

-I can’t think of anything that particularly stands out atm.

19. What do you believe we as human beings take most for granted in this world?

-how good most of us have it. Not everyone of course.

20. How many concerts have you been to in your life and which was your Favorite? If you’ve not been to one, who would you most like to see?

-zero. I would say Michael Jackson if he wasn’t dead or Rage Against the Machine

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“Alright…this is going to get personal…you ready?

If you were caught cheating would you fess up? Yes

When was the last time you felt honestly broken? Anytime I deal with a stupid ass man it tares me up. I’m at my happiest when I’m not interested in anyone to be perfectly honest.

Are you craving something? No

If you could have one thing right now what would it be? Travel the world

Would you rather have ten kids or none? None

What do you hear right now? The air

Is your bed against more than one of your walls? Yes

What is on your mind right now? Finding a place

Are you always there for your friends?…

Who was the last person to see you cry? Idk

Do you like people in general? No

What do you do when you get nervous? My hands shake, I stare at people too long or just other awkward things

How old you think you’ll be when you finally have kids? Probably never. Because I’d probably be the worse parent who wouldn’t want to put up with sass mouth or whatever is thrown my way that i will get fed up with.

Do you have a reason to smile right now? Meh

Does it matter to you that your significant other smokes? Eh I’d really not prefer it

Do you tell your mom and dad everything? For the most part with my mom, but not always. and I’m not close enough to the dad to do that.

How many hours do you sleep at night? The recommended hours.

What was the last thing you drank? Water

What size bed do you have? It’s a queen…for now

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in? Before

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? If they are stop. Particularly if you’re an ex.

What is the last movie you saw in theaters and with whom? I think it was the Menu with my mom.

Do you regret a past relationship? Yeas

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or crazy party? Both

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? No

Do you miss anyone? I guess

What are you doing tomorrow? Going to work

Is there anyone you want to come see you? Yes, my dad or Uncle Mitchell

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with? Mom

Do you have siblings? How many? Yes 5

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk with? No

Anything happen in the past month that made you really happy? Umm no not really

What are your plans for the weekend? Going back home

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Let's see just how country you really are. A little country! Pretty much country! Bonafide country!

Have you ever...

1. Owned pellet or BB gun as a kid? No

2. Owned a real gun? No

3. Shot a real gun? Yes

4. Gone squirrel or rabbit hunting? Yes

5. Gone fishing? Yes

6. Owned or used a slingshot? No

7. Plucked a chicken? No

8. Gathered wild ginseng? No

9. Eaten deer meat? Yes

10. Eaten frog legs? No

11. Fed a baby farm animal with a bottle? No

12. Gathered fresh eggs? Yes

13. Driven a stick shift? No

14. Started a vehicle using a manual choke? ?

15. Shamelessly rode around town in the back of a pick-up truck? Not necessarily in town out in the boonies

16. Shucked corn? Yes

17. Waded barefoot in a creek? Yes

18. Caught fireflies in a jar at night? Yes

19. Tasted wild honeysuckle? No

20. Gathered wild blackberries? Yes

21. Used an outhouse? No

22. Rode a horse? Yes

23. Smelled the scent of cured tobacco hanging in tobacco barn? No

24. Taken the ashes out of a wood stove? No

25. Carried in wood? Possibly

26. Walked barefoot down a gravel or dirt road? Yes

27. Slept in a tent? Yes

28. Been attacked by a rooster? No

29. Eaten raw apple, potato or turnip off the blade of a pocket knife? No

30. Dipped skoal or chewed chewing tobacco? No

31. Eaten homemade snow Ice Cream? Yes

32. Used a pump to draw water from a well? Yes

33. Been on a hayride? Yes

34. Jumped into a pile of raked leaves? Yes

35. Carved your initials into the side of a tree or side of dirt? Yes

36. Sucked on the end of an old piece of a water hose in order to siphon gas out of a gas tank? No

37. Been shocked by an electric fence? Yes

38. Split wood with an ax or tried to? No

39. Hung laundry outside on a clothesline to dry? Yes

40. Eaten fried bologna? Yes

So I’m about 51% country?

Copy and paste but delete my answers & add yours.

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Somebody, please play - I’m nosey 😃

Brothers.................... 4

Sisters..... 1

Divorces.................. 0

Marriage................. 0

Children............ 0

Grandchildren................. 0

Surgeries........... 0

Piercings.................. 2

Tattoos.........… 0

Shot a gun....... yes

Quit a job............... yes

Ever been on tv..... yes

Hit a deer................. yes

Rode in ambulance.......yes

Visited Las Vegas..... no

Sang karaoke................ yes

Rode a jet ski........ no

Roller Skating................. yes

Rode on a motorcycle...does a crotch rocket count?

Stayed in a hospital... yes

Been arrested........... no

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Will somebody play, please!!!! I want to see your answers!

* Age backward… 33 haha

* Favorite Pie…. Chocolate

* Steak or Seafood… steak

* Pepsi or Coke…. Pep

* How many tattoos… 0

* Ever hit a deer... yes

* Last text from.madre

* Favorite Season…summer

* Broken Bones... None

* Surgeries... none

* Favorite Color... red and purple combined together. What does that make?

* Mountains or Beach… beach

* Dogs or Cats... cats

* Early morning person... no

* Favorite Holiday….I have 4. Easter Christmas, the birthday and the 4th.

* Beer or wine…meh

* Creamy/Crunchy PB... both

* Pancakes or waffles…. Waffles

* Furthest place traveled: NYC or Florida??

**Just hold down & copy text to your page & delete my responses*

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OK music lovers — here are the rules:

Answer each category with a SONG. No repeats and don’t use the internet (it's tempting but try not to). Go with the first song that comes to mind, change the answers to your own.

Be sure to put on your page!

* Something to Wear -

Who Wears These Shoes?-Elton John

* A Place -

Africa-Toto

* A Number -

One Night at a Time-George Strait

* A Color -

Black Velvet-Bonnie Raitt

* A Girl’s Name -

Lola-idk who sings it

* A Boy’s Name -

Daniel-Elton John

* Profession -

Teacher I Need You-Elton John

* Day of the Week -

Saturday Nights Alright for Fighting-Elton John

Have Fun!!

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I really hate PMS. Some months seem to be worse than others. It’s just like lord please let this process start so this emotional agony I’m feeling goes away.

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People I’m sick of at work: I’m sick of inconsiderate people, I’m sick of people who pass me onto the next because they don’t want to deal with m(Although I’m not really a sociably friendly person so I’m sure that’s part of it) and I’m sick of trying to pull teeth just to get this HR person to do my employee verification. Oh and I’m sick of my upper boss acting like he never makes mistakes. Bullshit. Your uppity attitude doesn’t make you less prone to bullshit or likable.