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happy fag month little gays in my phone :3

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maybe im just a weirdo wackazoid but i cannOOTT stand those tiktoks where its liek "i want two bfs but i wang them to be bfs and make out" like does that not sound a little weird to abyonre else or.. im also sorta like that to fujos but i cant say too much on them bc ik fujos r like weirdly annoying at most and a lot r just closeted transmascs bc b4 i realized i was trans i was sooo worried abt being seen as a fetishizer of bl stuff but like the way some people like just not even fujos like straight straight straight girls word it is just ew ew ew idk im just yapping

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fawwwk ts pmo

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i literally dont give a fuck what anyone says during my senior prom i will be the best dressed boy because i am pulling up in a ballgown dress (itsbeenmydreamsinceforever)

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how do i get rid of the feeling that i'll never be a real man

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been feeling so dysphoric lately, not to mention i just started my period so my emotions are just so much more intense. i just wish i was able to come out to more than 3 people. i cant come out to so many of my friends because im not sure how they feel abt trans people and idk how to bring it up, some "friends" are just not accepting if trans people, and my family are just gonna say im following a trend and i'll always be their little girl. i just dont know what to do! i cant socially or physically transition so im stuck having a little version of me in my head and only getting to express myself through social media, which is pretty good i guess, but i wish i could do more. i hate my body and i hate how im treated i just wanna be a boy this fucking sucks

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updated my blog intro a bit to match my current feels bleeehhhhhhhh i love blogging with no tags its so freeing

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My kins are so weird. Like we got

Domestic animals

Unimaginable horrors and masters of deception

Tomura Shigaraki

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first it was seeing uncensored g0re on my instagram feed and now its pushing maga shit onto my feed? the sheer amount of accounts i have blocked in one day vs 2 years is fucking insane what is going on😭

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Antis are gonna look at spiritual nonhumans and physical nonhumans the same. In their eyes, we’re all crazy for identifying as animals. We should at least have eachothers’ backs.

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something that has been really irking me lately is the way people absolutely dog on anyone who just.. doesnt like something. Like, for example, im not a huge fan of poetry. i understand *why* people like poetry and write it and all that stuff, but as soon as i say "yeah im not a huge fan of poetry" i immediately get shit like "oh well you must not understand it enough" or "did you even pay attention in class?" like... vro💔like can i just dislike something PLEASE!!!! i just dont fucking like poetry its not my thing but i get why people like it,,,,

on the other side of this, why am i not allowed to like something without having to be introspective about it. like theres this little trend on tiktok where its like "oh whats ur fav trope?" "its ___" "oh so you crave ____" like no. i like a trope bc i think its cute not because of some deep-seated trauma that i dont even know i have or something. like sure you can totally be introspective about some tropes but sometimes *its just cute*

*PLS DONT TAKE THIS AS A "oh sometimes the curtain is just blue!🤗" i will cry /hj*

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what do you mean elon musk did a nazi salute on live tv at the united states presidential inauguration twice and is now erasing the evidence off the internet by replacing the footage with the crowd cheering instead?

would be a shame if people reblogged this, wouldn’t it?

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because i am a 1. minor and 2. not in a good place to go to physical protests/riots/whatever. i need some tips on what to do to help myself and others during this time of unrest in the usa

i have already been doing a few things;

-growing a garden on my property

-spreading correct information to irls

-donating to local charity organizations

-living more sustainably via recycling, using less electricity

-continuing my education

-going to my local library

what else can i do!!!☹️i feel like im not doing enough

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omg yes yes yes this is so real

literallt multiple times a week i get a craving for raw flesh and its sooo primal but i dont think i would want it any other way tbh

the weirder parts of being nonhuman

it seems that a lot of the content on here about therianthropy tends to be the more digestible parts - running through the woods! wind in your fur! howling at the moon!

but i think there's also a lot of like, weirder, more embarrassing parts that are a bit hard to find space to talk about.

at the risk of being screenshotted and made fun of somewhere else on the internet, i'll say that one of the earliest manifestations of my therianthropy is that i crave raw meat and blood.

as a kid, i would watch nature documentaries and become envious at the sight of a lion ripping into a zebra, or a wolf into a deer. it literally made me hungry. it was mouthwatering.

i would comment on it to the people around me, under the assumption that this was a normal feeling. i vividly remember being told that it was really strange and gross. i was probably like, 6 years old when it started.

when i was around 12 or 13 my mom would buy beef marrow bones for the neighbor's dog. at night, i’d sneak out to the kitchen, steal one from the freezer, and chew on it for a while.

wow! i’ve never told anyone that, and it feels so cringe to admit.

my nonhumanity feels so primal, so deep down in my bones. i have no desire to hurt any animal, and i don't think i could, but my entire life i have wanted to experience ripping into a warm, fresh carcass.

the sight of raw meat makes me ravenous. and i think a lot of people get it, kinda. seeing a nice steak at the grocery store is appetizing, y'know? but i’d even go as far as to say that the sight of a dead, bloody animal is too.

however, i think feelings like these are not uncommon.

it's also one of those things that i feel is so quintessential to my being, one of the first things i ever felt that made me realize i wasn't exactly human.

if you have any similar experiences/thoughts i'd love to hear about it ♡ and honestly, if you can empathize w this at all, i'd love to know :')

thanks for reading xx

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Also btw trump recognizing only "the two biological sexes" harms intersex people too. I am a researcher of sex and it's affects on disease, and sex is far more complicated than "two sexes" and it always will be. Sex is multifaceted and there are far more than two binary sexes. Keep that in mind too. Don't fall into bioessentialism as you fight for trans people and intersex people.