๐๐๐ซ๐๐๐๐ญ ๐ก๐ฎ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ.
The journey to perfection is not through the eyes of others but through your own eyes. You may not always understand issues that do not pertain to the heart but be a master in areas that do. Nobody knows everything and nobody can be a master of everything. Nobody was created perfect, and nobody should be measured according to perfection. It is the weight of your heart that matters the most in the end. All else is irrelevant.
ย ย The weight of responsibilities was finally taking a toll on me,ย ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต always preserve the daughter of the year image, ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต always be my own motherโs personal care taker,ย ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต always be the ideal girlfriend Akeno needs andย ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ'๐ต always be Julienโs rock. Iโve flirted with the idea of letting loose for some time now, a night of endless drinking and partying without having to carry any burdens. I have reached out to everyone else, hoping they would be on board but no one seemed willing to join, why would they? They donโt come running when I ask them to, I am not Julien. I wasnโt going to allow any noxious thoughts to poison my night, I shouldnโt.ย
โ๐๐ถ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ช๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ, ๐๐ถ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฏโ๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฑ, ๐๐ถ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ.โ Did they ever stop and wonder how I felt through any of this? Did they ever care enough to help? No, they all just assumed I was used to surviving all the struggles and overcoming obstacles with such ease so it really didnโt matter what crisis I faced at the time. I amย ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐๐๐๐ฉ, right? The perfect example of handling a mentally ill mom while being an adult at seventeen.ย
ย I scoffed, shutting my phone off for the night. No, I canโt be reached tonight. They can surely find someone else to pester with their meaningless problems, like what they should be wearing at fashion week? Prada or Dior? What a crisis. The night had started early, I made sure to warm myself up with a bottle of Chardonnay from my momโs rare collection. It did the trick just fine. My mom was right when she said it helped her quiet her mind, it did that for me too. Like mother like daughter, right? Wearing a pretty revealing dress, tonight we donโt care about theย consequences. Tonight is all about letting loose and trying things we never normally do. Being who I am, once I told people my name I was immediately lead towards the VIP section of the club. No surprise there. You can always find all kinds of treats in such places and since Max isnโt here to offer his entertainment boosters, I need to purchase them somewhere else. Funny how I always refused to take those things from him, even when he insisted and now I am specifically looking for those services. How the mighty have fallen. Whoever was standing on the dancefloor had unknowingly purchased tickets to my spiralling. The boosters were a little too strong for my taste but tonight we donโt care, we just act and they were already kicking in. Provocatively dancing all by myself, rhythm is one of the most powerful of pleasures, and when we feel pleasurable rhythm we hope that it will continue. Maybe the help of the intoxication is making the music much sweeter than it actually is but I will be taking advantage of it for as long as it lasts.ย
ย It didnโt take long for some random person to make his way up to me, I was counting on it. And he was cute enough to waste my time on.ย โDance with me.โ I said with a teasing smile, I knew exactly what I was doing. Of course, he agreed to it. He would be crazy not to. He probably saw me as an easy prey to spend the night with and I just saw him as a distraction. The perfect combination. Our bodies merging together in perfect sync, feeling each and every movement he had to offer. It didnโt take him long to build up the courage and spread his hands all over my body and I let him. It felt good and I needed someone to make me feel good for once. Before I even had a moment to absorb everything that was happening, his lips were already crashing on mine. And yet again, I let him. I even responded just as hungrily. Giving him exactly what he wanted to.
. . . The next part is slightly blurry, I donโt necessarily remember how I landed on his apartment but the rest is clear as day. We fucked and I didnโt even hesitated for a second. Was it the influence of the so called boosters? Maybe, but Iโve never felt as free as I am now. The next morning came a little too soon, I wasnโt ready to face the physical or mentalย consequences of last nightโs exploits. Waking up in a dim room, the sun hadnโt set fully yet. Looking around the room until I was met with his sleeping figure next to me. It just came to me that I didnโt even ask his name. I quietly slipped myself out of the bed and begun the search of my clothes. Once Iโve successfully gathered them all, I started sliding them on. I tip toed towards the window, getting a clear view of my current location. Brooklyn. I carried my shoes all the way out, hoping I wouldnโt make any noise, I would hate any type of confrontation with him right now. All I wanted was to go home and wash this shameful night away.ย
ย ย My emotions are spiralling out of control, I never promised I would be logical at a time like this. I stopped telling myself that I am lost. I am not. I am on a road with no destination and I am driving with hope. I am not lost, I am just on my way.
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๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ.
Experimentation is the greatest science. It pleases to experiment, it offers such an odd satisfaction. But we all fear the unexpected, we are all scared to adapt to changes until we taste them. What is theย ๐๐ฑ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ in her case? Waking up between two of her childhood best friends, one of them being her boyfriend and the other being the man she cheated on her boyfriend not so long ago. . . Their yearning urges lead into a cataclysm of lustful actions between the trio. They were unstoppable, befalling into one an otherโs arms without considering the aftermath of their actions. One reckless night conducted to an other, then an other and an other. . . but her heart was faithful, thatโs all that mattered until now.ย
ย ย โ๐๐๐ฒ.โ Max uttered in a mellow tone as he placed himself next to a visibly flustered blonde, the aftereffect of her motherโs injury was a sensitive matter and still a headache. Yes, her mom was obviously recovering but she was still drained from the weight of responsibilities. Scared of a possible setback, a relapse, an other turn for the worse. She slowly lifted her gaze and was instantly greeted by a comforting look, one Max wore perfectly.ย โ๐๐๐ฑ, ๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ซ๐๐..โ He immediately understood the hidden meaning behind that statement, wrapping a harboring arm around her shoulders in his attempt to soothe her worries, he held her securingly into his embrace. She dared to relax, she dared to find comfort, she dared to feel good. . .ย โ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ ๐จ๐ค๐๐ฒ, ๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐.โ His tone was so quiescent yet so welcoming, she slowly arched her gaze to meet his, with a sincere smile effortlessly laying on her lips. Both partiesย unintentionally inclined forward, her eyes hooked on his lips until her own touched them and all senses were lost. When his lips touch hers, she could feel the earth below her melt away and all time stops for that moment. She only feels. When his tongue just grazes her, it sets her on fire. His kiss is his signature. They slowly withdrew but barely. . . his eyes move to her lips and she knows he is thinking the same thing. She can feel it in the way the air changes between them, she can almost taste him half an inch away, she can feel the tiny hairs on her skin lift and reach for him like plants seeking the sunlight. She should feel bad Akeno wasnโt with them to share this moment but nothing feels bad about this.ย โ....๐ฎ๐ก๐ฆ, ๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ ๐จ ๐๐ก๐๐๐ค ๐จ๐ง ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ. ๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ค ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ง.โ And with that, she stepped back into her momโs room in a hurry.ย
โ๐๐ก๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก?โ Her mom asked, she was effortlessly glowing. Can you even blame her? Her perfectly shaped brows instantly furrowed prickly before shaking her head repeatedly.ย โ๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐ฅ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ .โ The blonde exclaimed.ย โ๐๐ก๐๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐๐ญ๐๐๐ฅ๐.โ Her mom added combined with a light laughter, the teen couldnโt help but roll her eyes.ย โ๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ, ๐จ๐ค๐๐ฒ?โ Kiki nodded but didnโt offer an actual response. Audreyโs defensive tone must have scared her off and itโs probably for the best.ย
ย ย A couple of days flew by and her mom was finally being released from the hospital. God, it felt like forever. . but she is okay, she is healthy. She is her mom again, thatโs all that matters. A bag of her momโs belongings strapped around her shoulder while she opened the roomโs door, the sight on the other side made her freeze. . . A quite exultant Max stood before them with a large bouquet of roses in his grasp.ย โ๐๐ก๐๐ฌ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ....โ He said and without hesitation he extended the flowers towards her. Thank God, no lilies. That flower is pure evil. โ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ ๐ซ๐๐๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ.โ He added before shifting his attention towards her now. Dragging his other arm from behind his back slowly, teasing a big reveal. A preserved blue rose in a glass case was presented. Her mouth nearly dropped, it was such a divine sight. . .ย โ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.โ He said with such a proud grin, she froze, she simply wandered her dark orbs across his features, wondering, dreaming. Her thoughts were louder than ever. But all he did was look back at her with those piercing blue eyes and she was incapable of uttering a single word. โ๐๐ก ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐๐ค๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ, ๐'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐จ๐ฆ๐.โ He added yet again since none of them felt like talking right now, taking a firm hold of the bag that was currently wrapped around her and took it upon himself to carry it. Kiki smiled and exited the room first.ย โ๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ค ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐๐๐ฑ. ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฌ.โ He politely smiled back, a different kind of smile, he rarely wears those.ย โ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐.โ Now he said in his familiar playful tone, that was enough to shake her out of her delirium. She simply smiled and walked beside him as they left the hospital....ย ๐๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ, justย ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ. What just happened?
As a gesture of graditute, Kiki invited him over for dinner. It would be a lie If she said she wasnโt happy about it. All this time, Akeno didnโt cross her mind once. Was she a terrible person? Was she a terrible girlfriend? But they agreed to.. openly spend time with Max. Itโs not a crime, I suppose. The dinner went by contentedly. They laughed, they ate, her mom always liked Max and she enjoyed his company, maybe she cherished it more than she did her own daughterโs.ย But she liked Aki just as much. Her mother excused herself not long after, the exhaustion of the day and the load of her previous hospital days were finally catching up to her. The teen is surprised she lasted this much without falling asleep. And silence..... Maxโs gaze felt like it could pierce her skin, his gaze did strange things to her defenses. His gaze electrified her, terrified her even, in his eyes she saw her heartโs truth and passionโs possibility. She had to force herself out of the daze.ย โ๐'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ ๐จ ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ง ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐๐ก๐๐ง.โ Nodding, she merged from her seat and started to startle everything around her.ย โ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ ๐ง๐จ, ๐ง๐จ. ๐'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐จ ๐ข๐ญ, ๐ ๐จ ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐ง. ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐ง๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ๐จ.โ Of course, she refused. He has already done so much.ย โ๐๐จ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ... ๐๐๐ฑ. ๐'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐จ ๐ข๐ญ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ'๐ฏ๐ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐๐ฅ๐ซ๐๐๐๐ฒ.โ He shook his head, again and again.ย โ๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ก๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ง ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐, ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐... ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐๐จ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ง ๐ข๐ญ ๐ข๐ง ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ง ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ.โ Of course, he had to make a Max joke. She scoffed, it was pointless to argue. Instead, she dragged her little worn out frame into the bedroom and collapsed her body onto that spacious mattress of hers. Some time passed, she couldnโt exactly tell how much. . . but she eventually felt the weight on her bed shifting, a sign that someone joined her. Her drowsy gaze soon adjusted on his frame, his voice calm and reassuring.ย โ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ง๐, ๐'๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ ๐จ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฉ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ.โย His words alarmed her, she instictively reached for his palm, clearly stopping him from walking away.ย โ๐๐ญ๐๐ฒ.โ And he stayed. He stayed with her like a shadow in her darkest times, he wasnโt always visble but he was there. . . She curled her restless body into his embrace, seeking for peace, seeking his warmth. He grazed his lips across her forehead and whispered.ย โ๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐๐ฆ ๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐๐ฎ๐๐ซ๐๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐?โ She didnโt respond.ย
The Moon was fully lit setting the stage, so the cherry blossoms could dance on Denman Street. And magic happened but the beauty went deeper under our skin and found our hearts singing us to sleep.ย
The sunlight creeped in, she had neglected to shut the curtains the night before. It took her a minute to properly flicker her eyes open, he was awake too and he was still here. No further meaningless words were said, they both reached forward and claimed each otherโs lips. It didnโt take long until he rolled himself on the top of her. They were losing all senses once again, ignoring the consequences. And when he kiseed her again, the seconds slowed. They stretched out and made more time. She felt his bare body against hers, unravelling everything else that was between them and her soul unwound, threading itself to his. And she let it. She gave herself to him. Because she was already his.
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โAudrey! Focus, what should we wear tonight?โ Luna exclaimed loudly while she was lost in her daze, the blonde shook her head in confusion. Resting her book against the concrete of the steps and hoisted her body from her current position. Glances of wonderment were being casted towards her, she simply clenched her phone and walked a bit further from the girls. Mumbling in the process.ย โIโll be right back.โ Dialing her motherโs phone number, the call went through but she was taking longer than usual to respond. Pacing back and forth, her mind was already racing. What If something dreadful happened? She was anticipating trouble and worrying about something that may not even happening, until her motherโs voice finally became apparent.ย
ย ๐๐๐๐ฉ, ๐ผ๐ช๐๐ง๐๐ฎ?ย ย she spoke, as If she was burdened by her own daughterโs phone call.ย
๐ผ๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐ค๐ ๐๐ฎ, ๐ข๐ค๐ข? ๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐๐๐จ ๐ข๐ค๐ง๐ฃ๐๐ฃ๐, ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐ฌ๐๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก ๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐. The teen was rightfully concerned.ย
๐ ๐๐ข ๐ค๐ ๐๐ฎ, ๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐ฃ๐, ๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฉ... Her choice of words and slurring of her speech could only mean one thing, she had yet again found comfort in an other bottle of Chardonnay, maybe multiple ones. That was her favourite, after all.ย
๐ผ๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ข๐, ๐ข๐ค๐ข? ๐๐ค๐ช ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ง๐ช๐ฃ๐ ? ๐๐ฉ'๐จ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฉ ๐๐ซ๐๐ฃ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ค๐ฃ ๐ฎ๐๐ฉ. She was alarmed and angered by her motherโs familiar exploits. Her concern only grew when the call dropped. For all she knew, her mom could be laying unconscious right now.ย Frustrated and unnerved by the entire conversation, she decided to return home. She wouldnโt able to concentrate or talk fashion after this phone call. Simply dropping the phone into her purse, she dashed towards the exit without adding a single word. A worried and agitated Akeno followed her hasty footsteps.ย โAudrey, whatโs wrong? What happened?โ She was so desperate to rush home as soon as possible that she neglected to inform her own boyfriend.ย โKiki happened.โ Her face painted with uneasiness, she was demented with worry. Aki sighed, thatโs all he could do in this case, he has heard this story a little too many times, and added.ย โDo you need me to come with?โ She shook her head and gifted him with a kiss goodbye.ย โIโll see you later at Dumbo Hall.โย
. . . Worry is a prayer for chaos. People become attached to their burdens more than the burdens are attached to them. She shouldnโt even think her mom as a burden, those are shameful thoughts. But she hasnโt felt like a teenager in awhile, she was humiliated daily by her motherโs choices and inability to support her own daughter. She was exhausted by the weight of the responsibilities, responsibilities she shouldnโt even have to carry out, unable to escape the prematurely adulthood and be her own motherโs parent. How funny does that sound? Arriving at her penthouse, she was instantly greeted by hurling sounds, sounds that clearly belonged to her mom. She couldnโt help but wonder how would she justify this one, the failing company or the failed marriage would be the protagonist of todayโs display. Hurrying into the bathroom only to be met with her momโs curled up figure.ย โAre you okay?โ Before she could even finish, her mom delayed the inevitable answer by attempting to shift from her current position. Audrey extended an arm around her torso, helping her with the process.ย โYou know.. this is all your fatherโs fault.โ And the failed marriage takes the lead today.ย โHe is the reason I am like this, you think I want to be like this?โ Her mom continued while they sauntered towards her bedroom, all she could do was murmur words of comfort.ย โI know mom, I know.โ The sight of her motherโs tottering body pounding onto the matrress was something no child should ever have to witness. It was unbearable to watch, she had unwillingly purchased front row tickets to her motherโs downfall. โI am sorry, baby.โ She barely stated in a muffled tone while she struggled to detain her eyes open. The blonde heavily sighed and responded while exiting the bedroom.ย โI know, I know.โย
Later that night, the group had plans to meet for drinks. she flirted with the posibility of not attending tonightโs festivities but since her mom was sound asleep by now, she saw no harm in joining her friends for a little while. She was the last to arrive, as expected. And the Martini on Julienโs grasp had her name written all over it. Zoyaโs annoyingly hyper figure was standing right next to her best friend.ย โI thought this was Dumbo Hall, not the circus. Next time do us all a favour and dress accordingly.โ And with that, she strolled towards the back, avoiding Akiโs look of disappointment. But she was introduced to yet an other disastrous situation. . . the sight of her so called father with that twenty year old reputed model, seemingly drinking and enjoying their night without a care in the world. Outraged by the audacity of his presence to a place her group of friends are used to coming every night, she approached him with heavy footsteps and a stringent expression.ย โYouโve got to be kidding me.โ She stated loud and clear, ensuring she was heard by the nearby tables.ย โYou brought her here? You know this is the place me and my friends come all the time. Did you want to humilate me?โ Confounded by her choices of words, her father was contemplating on what to say next. Until that brainless piece of accesory that stood next to him decided to talk for him.ย โOh, I am sorry. I told him to come here, I like this place.โ Her gaze barely veering towards the brunette while she talked, responding with a simple comment.ย โFor the last time.. this is Dumbo Hall, not a strip club.โ
โAudrey!โ Her father exclaimed in a stern tone, hoping to conclude the trail of insults that were flying out of her mouth.ย โWhat would your mom say If she knew...โ The mention of her mother launched their next theme of the encounter and only fueled her already burning rage.ย โYou did not just say that.... What do you even know about mom? Or what she would do? Nothing. You havenโt bothered to even call us the past few months.... donโt play the corcernedโs father and worrying husbandโs card now. Itโs too late.โย Walking away and not engaging further seemed like the appropriate decision, grasping Akiโs arm on her way out, indicating she wanted to leave with him.ย
โWoah, where are we going?โ Aki asked. As If he didnโt just witness the little show she had secured for them not two minutes ago.ย โAway from here, obviously.โ It was the safest option and yet he seemed hesitant.ย โI am kind of waiting for Obie, he wants to discuss something.โ Blinking a few times in disbelief, how could he say that to her right now?ย โOh, really? Maybe I want to discuss some things with you too but silly me thought maybe, just maybe my boyfriend would like to listen to me.โ The demeanor in her voice shifted, it was much quieter now. The capicity lowered so the distinct disappointment in her tone could be heard.ย โJust forget it, Aki.โ She had no choice now but to storm outside, into the bustling streets of New York City.ย
Expectations were like fine pottery. The harder you held them, the more likely they were to crack. There are some things in this world to rely on, like a sure bet. And when they let you down, shifting from where you;ve carefully placed them, it shakes your faith, right where you stand.
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