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came home drunk last night and got way too excited to see my cat

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From now on I won’t post everything on Social Network

I will post only an important thing on Facebook or Instagram’s stories

Won’t share too much weakness and pain, happiness tho

Just live my life and enjoy every moment of truth even if It’s not fun anymore

- 20230102

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Hey,

I’m here for update!

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2023 🎉💐💖🫂

It’s a great day to restart my life again.

I hope yll have a good day, good life, good health, wealth and fulfill with happiness!

don’t forget to learn and improve yourself anyway don’t afraid to be a better person in this year xoxo

btw I just live my life as good as I can.

In this year, I’ll save money for a rainy day and try to do s.th. which can improve my skills, I also live my life tho

I’m not the one who loves to take a risk but not kind of person who always play it safe.

See, I just have no goals but still cool! Who cares hehe

Love you,

Please be safe and kind.

���₍˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶₎ა

./づᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ່࡚ࠢ࠘ ⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏 💗

♡Love beam!♡

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Yesterday i got a news from my man that his uncle was sc

First thing in my mind is empty, idk what should I say for me s.times. better keep my mouth shut but saying nothing also worst

I just want to go find him, just want to be by his side, just wanna let him know I always here

So last night, I ask him again and told him that i can go there without disturbing my work (I CAN WORK FROM HOME!)

I know how s.one. feel when they lose s.one. or s.th. but we still here, we have to move on

at least the show must go on, right (?)

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Today I take a hiv /syphilis/hepatitis c virus test, this’s my 3rd time for me.

I always ask myself,

“why cant depend on yourself”

“Why cant stop think that you feels lonely”

“Why dont love yourself enough”

“What you trying to do, just looking for s.one. who love you? So if you found what gonna happens tho — is it enough, isn’t it?”

Im absolutely scared of my thought

Sometime I wanna die and I realize, then what? It’s not gonna solve anything

I wish I could be stronger and stable enough to depend on me

Btw I got the test results — negative

I’ll try my best to depend on myself no matter what

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Long time no see, do you miss me my digital diary (◞ꈍ∇ꈍ)◞⋆**♥

Many things happened to me both good and bad but i still alive.

I already have boyfriend even I’m not good at love but I’ll try my best! For sure, I won’t give up soon.

If both of us still stay on each other team, We gonna win in this relationship!

I hope, my dear reader will find your partner in crime who always hold your hand, never give up on you, afraid of letting you go, want to grow up with you and please to have you in his/her life even when see/think about you, their heart beats fast. PLEASE if you found them — DON’T LET THEM GO (but you have to make sure that love, lust, selfish, afraid to be lonely or etc. don’t hurt any body heart or feelings bc it will haunt them 24/7, hard to heal and become a scar.) I’m on your team 💗

Ps.

♡ Thank you for having me (in your life) ♡

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Hey! Im back I started my work (new company same position) 3 weeks ago

It’s quite great but still have nothing to do — lucky me 😰

Tomorrow I will move to the new place I’m so lazy ~

Wish me luck! New place, New atmosphere, New neighbor and New opportunities please!

Have a good day xoxo

(I haven’t eat my breakfast yet, poor me)

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Yesterday, I lost my cat - my first cat - he is my everything 

but i feel nothing but a bit down or blue or s.m.th //idk

death better than leave, isn’t it ? pity me 

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9/9 wth

okay I feel irritable because of this company (my work place -- YES!) my manager told me -- the document i've made, must be used like 300% BUT I FOUND that they changed my document template wtf! then why dont you guy do it yourself arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh I HATE THIS COMPANY

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Sep 9, 2021

in the middle of the night, apartment owner’s called me -- it woke me up and make me irritable. 

I accepted the call and heard nothing, goshhhh c’mon why you called me 

many times, they did an insane act to me and next door friends. 

and this morning, mom being sarcastic.

sick and tired of it bruhhhhh

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If somebody crying because of boredom, It’s me!

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I woke up bc of nightmares (again)

It’s good bc it’s just a dream but No dream better

I hate nightmares (always woke me up)

: o (

Should I write a book about my nightmares, later become a horror/thriller movie 🍿 🎥

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Yesterday, Delivery man complained me : o (

Bc I missed his call for 10 mins lol

I know, it’s my fault but 

okay, that’s my fault 

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Aug 26, 2021

It’s a raining day, a bit cold but still fine.

Still have nothing to do.

Can you tell me how to slow down when i doin’ my work like I work super duper fast after that I’m done and yayy FREE TIME AGAIN!

If you gonna tell me to ask for more work, yes! 300% I asked.

forget it, have a good day - no more boring life kiss 

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Aug 25, 2021

Hello guys,

today is another boring day.

I’m working rn but quite free like have nothing to do, poor me 

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first but not last : o )

Hello everyone,

I have nothing to say much btw I am a system analyst with 22 years old

I hope, we can b friends 

p.s. I will post s.th. here everyday as my diary but in real life I have no diary xoxo