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Not interested in a lot of shit anymore

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when my life is so triggering I can’t even talk to it to anyone

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PTSD working overtime

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You don't need everyone to like you. I understand this can be an overwhelming trauma response to being neglected and otherwise hurt as a kid without the comfort and reassurance of our parents. But please try to remember that your worth is not dependent on how many people can love you. You have something much more important and worth protecting-- your heart and soul and mind and spirit. Not everyone you meet in this world is gonna resonate and vibe with you on those same levels. You've got to get comfortable with the concept of being misunderstood or feeling out of place-- and, rather than fawn to fit in, take that as a sign to find the spaces and people who can better appreciate you for it.

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Having to make something out of your shitty fucked up life that’s been irreversibly damaged by trauma

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Wanting to give up when you haven’t even started yet🥲

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and is your shame helpful? is it inspiring goodness and change? or is it keeping you frozen in time unable to move on and be everything you have expanded to be?

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How to build your own angel [x]

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I love pop rocks, can I have some more [x]

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help girl i drifted out to sea [x]

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For legal reasons, pretend this is not a confession. [x]

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Don’t listen to anyone that tells you you should be “over it” by now (including yourself). There is no timeline for healing. 

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I love getting upset at when my friends do fun things and I’m not included yaaaaaaaaaay❤️

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this is what the inside of my brain is like

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The only thing between you and your ideal self is you