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bravexandxstupid · 5 months
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Realizing no one is reading this I’m still screaming into the void that I haven’t been using Tumblr cause I’m tired of fighting the bots and I tried to come back today and it’s just all so much fake accounts with the tags I follow with pictures of women so young they look like children to me and while they are clothed there are captions that are icky and I just can’t with this shit. Tumblr was a good thing for me off and on since the beginning. I’d make new accounts and start over every time I’d get booted for talking about my eating disorder or every time I’d rage quit because some feelings I had for a sec broke my autismo brain. I’m just too old and tired to fight the bots for it while also dealing with tumblr begging me for money all the time bitch I am so poor and my dog is on a lot of meds and you’re a corporation not a person I just can’t anymore. I have no socials left. I had to quit everything else too I can’t stand the ads and the altercations and the bots and the popularity contests and everything and everything and everything. Microblog looks good.
Bye again, tumblr . We are never ever getting back together.
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i want to live in a little house in the middle of the woods, make apple pie, have tea at five o'clock, go out to pick flowers/mushrooms, bathe in a lake, be friends with animals and live off what nature has to offer me
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what are some of you guys woman/girl blorbos. like female characters you are utterly obsessed with
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06.10-23
I love this place so much. :3
- Vivera Rossi
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bravexandxstupid · 6 months
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I spent Friday the 13th decorating the lighthouse for our upcoming haunted house nights.
Didn’t take a singe photo of the decorations. Just some quick unedited pics of a few things in the keeper’s quarters what I love.
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bravexandxstupid · 6 months
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Roland is improving now. He slept through the night. Phew. We were going on 4 days of 2-4 hours sleep a night.
He got some stomach bug, had blood work and stool sample tested and they couldn't find anything, but he was so sick it triggered a cluster of seizures for 48 hours and the neurologist finally had me dope him up hard as a Hail Mary and it worked. He ended up getting 160 mg of valium total in 48 hours, 100 of it in 24 hours as 30mg every 6 hours. And the man was still walking around. The vet tried antibiotic because he was so mystery sick and Roland King of Bad Luck was allergic to it and collapsed an hour after getting one dose. Good thing I got that personal trainer so I can lift and carry 80lb deadweight dog.
The closest vet clinic who can hospitalize him is 3 hours away and we flat cannot afford it so all I could do was watch him sleep stone cold out from 10:40am to 11pm. And then stay up all night pacing and staggering and crying.
It's been a special hell. I made myself watch YouTube channels about children with terminal illnesses so I could stop feeling devastatingly sorry for myself. It worked like a charm.
Now after 2 days on puréed chicken and rice, and 2 liters of pedialyte he's doing pretty good and seems to be coming out of it.
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bravexandxstupid · 6 months
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I tried to YouTube but I cannot focus enough to stay on topic. I guess I’d need a script but then I’d sound like I am reading. I did have notes but notes don’t make me stay in one place. I don’t want a script. I want to be my self and not be sorry for it.
It’s fine. More than a decade ago I had a burnout so huge I’ve never been able to moderate my personality again. Then in 2018 I had my second major autistic meltdown as an adult and I’ve not fully recovered from that so ….this is me. A fucking wreck and I don’t want to apologize for what I am anymore. And I don’t want to NOT make videos that are in my mind because I am worried about how useless and obnoxious I am. I can scream into the void. I can make videos like I make art - just for me. And I can put it in the world and say I made this and then be okay with how messy everything is, how scattered, how disconnected, how rambling and twisty and disjointed and pointless…
It’s fine. Everything is fine.
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bravexandxstupid · 6 months
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Arriving home after a dawn run and love to see my house being both cute and surly at the same time.
This is me. My home looks like me. Salty cottagecore.
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bravexandxstupid · 6 months
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Dah Yoop, bitches. 😆
if you use more than one of these, choose the one you use most frequently! in the tags tell me what state/region/country you're from!
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bravexandxstupid · 6 months
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My customized brass tag from A Vintage Parcel arrived!
I’m going to rivet it to the cover eventually, but it’s fine here for now.
I love it so much!🥲
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Got them thar rivets done
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