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Coming home after spending several days in the psych ward feels so strange. I still feel dissociated.

I feel strange.

My home feels strange.

My bed feels strange.

It's only for a couple of days, tomorrow I have to go back to the psychiatric hospital.

It's hard.

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I can’t stop intoxicating my body with everything I can find

It’s like an addiction

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I don’t even know what’s worst

Having bpd or bipolar II

I just want all this shit to go away

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I just got diagnosed with BPD

What the fuck???

Actually it makes a lot of sense

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Any of y’all have any advice or warnings about Sertraline?

I’ve taken lots of antidepressants and antipsychotics

But I’m new at Sertraline and I feel like I’m going insane

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I just came home after being hospitalized for taking a whole bottle of clonazepam 10 ml

I almost died

That was terrifying for some reason

I’m better now

My head feels like it’s going crazy and I can’t bear it

But I’m safe now

Tomorrow is my birthday

I can walk cause I’m all dizzy and my vision is blurry

But the day after it I’m finally getting checked into a psychiatric hospital

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I hate how much hospital needles hurt

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So I literally almost die yesterday

I took a whole bottle of 10 ml clonazepam

And I was hospitalized for 4 days

I’m better now

Made my mom understood my mental illness and stopped being so violent with me for having self destructive behavior

Now I’m gonna go to a real psychiatrist hospital instead of just going to a private psychiatrist

I hope I can finally get better

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