caliginousumbra

[caliginousumbra]

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Yuuki had been the last person, he would of ever anticipated coming after him..his steps faltered slowly before altogether coming to a stop after her sweet scent and filled his senses while her angelic voice reached his ears.. Zero had no intention of hurting anyone but himself, this was simply something he choose to do in order to keep whatever last bit of humanity he had left along with his sanity this was what he was born to do. “𝐰𝐡𝐲, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐦𝐞. 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢’𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮.” he tried to reason to her but there’s no use in trying anymore his heart simply disobeyed. he could feel the warmth from her touch spreading throughout his body, the sliver haired male could of easily broken out of her grasp but yet he stayed in her hold.

he still was in love with her no matter how many times he tried to push her out of his heart for good it just wasn’t the case “𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐢𝐟 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐈𝐟 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐈’𝐝 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟. 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐮𝐮𝐤𝐢.” he confessed to her now unable to keep lying to himself, he then twisted his body in the other direction so he could properly face her.. his lavender hues piercing into her own burnt sienna hues. she was all he needed to think about in order to keep living as the flames of life rekindled his barren existence motivating him to thrive in survival. “𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐬 𝐈 𝐝𝐨 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧. 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞. 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈’𝐦 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮.. 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞’𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐧.” he spoke every word calmly and sincerely but behind them was a piercing edge. he was willing to accept the concequences for his actions and would go to hell and back for her.. just to hear her laughter once more and to see that smile but also feel her gentle touch that he’s yearned for since the beginning.

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