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(200704) god’s menu : hyunjin.

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jeongmin let minho down but jisung came to save the day!

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Reblog if Chan is a hero

I’m trying to prove a point

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skz moments you would think are fake subs but aren’t pt. 2 (pt. 1)

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What

Non K-pop fan watching over my shoulder: ..What the fuck are those guys doing?

Me, watching the group being their chaotic selves: ...I wish I could tell you, buddy.

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ive only felt religion when ive lied with you- 12

A/N: (smut, Chan x reader, Canon compliant, fan/idol)

Everything changes when you’re in love. Life shifts into two dimensions, the one before and after paths crossed with your lover. Somehow the first one was less than a week ago and yet you knew that’s what this was.

It wasn’t an obsession, it wasn’t lust, this wasn’t a coincidence, none of this was chance.

You’d heard love made people do crazy things. Like stumbling blindly across the country to follow someone you met a couple days ago. Just to have a few more stolen moments with them. That’s exactly what brought you here. To this empty hotel room,  in a city that was completely strange to you, desperately waiting to hear his breath on the door.

He should be here any time and your skin ached to touch him again. That was the craziest thing about love. Suddenly, you weren’t whole without him. Suddenly you had a craving constantly that you couldn’t fill unless he was with you, holding you, loving you.

This is what you had tried desperately to avoid, these feelings towards someone who was so unavailable. But he wormed his way into your heart, like all your defenses were made of sand and he was a tidal wave washing them away. You never thought of yourself as a dreamer, but suddenly that’s what you were. Naïve, trusting, giving yourself to someone so fully. So, so vulnerable. But somehow you knew he’d never let you down. You knew it would be reality that ripped the two of you apart and ended this living breathing daydream.

I hope I never wake up from this.

Was the last thought you had as the LA streets buzzed below you, right before you fell into a deep, deep sleep.

***

You awoke to knocking on your door. The bedside clock read 1am. You staggered to the door and opened it without looking through the peephole.

Your lover stood there, looking just as exhausted as you were feeling.

“You didn’t look through the peephole, you’ll have to be more careful babygirl,” Chris smiled, as you pulled him inside.

You hugged in the doorway, he smelled good. He didn’t have a particular smell, just like soap and like Chris. You stood there for a moment breathing in his scent.

“Are we going to lie down or do you insist on carrying on sniffing me like my dog Berry?” Chris chuckled.

You smacked his arm in mock irritation at being compared to his dog, “Fine I won’t compliment you and tell you you smell good then,” you complained. You moved toward the bed and plopped down on it. Wrapping your arms around Chris’s middle and cuddling his chest, though it wasn’t very soft.

Chris was obviously tired. Tour life was grueling on the boys, that much went without saying. After rehearsal today Chris, Changbin and Jisung had went to meet with some producers to work on songs for their next album. So you were sure Chris was not only physically, but mentally exhausted as well.

You moved your hand down from his chest, across his stomach and to his thigh. You felt around until you found his dick, still soft, through his sweatpants.

“Looking for something?” Chris said, lightly.

“Mhm,” you practically purred back, still rubbing through his sweats. You pulled his shirt up so you could kiss the skin along the waistline of his pants, teasing with the tiniest licks every time. You heard him sigh as he moved to sit up.

“No baby, lay down,” you instructed, “I know you’re so tired. Let me do the work this time.”

He cocked his head to the side in interest, but eventually said, “as you wish,” and laid his head back on the pillow.

You pulled his pants down and flung them off the bed, and continued your teasing until you could feel he was fully hard.

“You drive me crazy,” he said, slightly bucking his hips up in frustration. You continued palming him through his boxers and moved your kisses to his neck, just as you began to lightly suck he spoke up, “not too hard baby, no marks please.”

You took his face and cupped it in your hands, noses almost touching, “I know baby, you can trust me, I’d never do anything you didn’t want me to,” you said looking into his eyes.

He was silent for a moment before responding, “I know, I trust you, y/n,” and connecting your lips. He kissed you passionately this time. You began rubbing him again and disconnected your lips to remove his boxers.

You climbed back up and began kitten licking under the head of his dick, he sighed loudly in appreciation at your efforts, you continued this while wrapping your hand around the base for a few more moments. Then you took him fully in your mouth all the way until he was hitting the back of your throat. You swirled your tongue around him and licked up and down the long vein on the underside.

His hand found their way to your hair as he breathed out your name, you moved back up the shaft and wrapped your hand around the base again and started pumping in time as you bobbed your head.

“Fuck yes,” Chris moaned out and god, did he sound good. You were already aroused but your core started pounding at the sound of him. Fuck, you wanted to touch yourself. You were aching for some sort of friction.

You moved back down on his shaft and decided to distract yourself by letting him fuck your throat.

God what logic.

You hollowed out your cheeks and felt him hit the back of your throat again, eyes watering as you willed yourself not to gag. You felt his hips buck upward on instinct at the feeling of you swallowing him up. You grabbed his hip and pulled upward, to signal it was okay to do so.

“God you’re amazing,” Chris said breathily as he began to fuck your throat. Your eyes were watering so bad now there were tears coming down your face but you let him continue. Finally when you couldn’t take it anymore, you pulled off him with a pop.

You lifted your shirt over your head and fumbled with your shorts, totally fucked out and unable to think to move your fingers properly. You eventually tried to just pull them down, which you succeeded in doing but somehow your underwear were still on.

“Fuck it,” you said, as Chris watched you like you were some sort of god while you climbed to straddle him, you pulled your thong to the side and lined him up with your entrance. You sunk down on him as he filled you up and let your eyes flutter back in your head with relief.

“Babygirl,” was all Chris said, sounding strained as you began to rock back and forth, adding an “oh fuck,” for good measure to show his delight.

“God you feel so good,” you moaned out, you didn’t care how you sounded at his point, too satisfied with the feeling of him fucking in and out of you, “I was dying for you to fill me up.”

“y/n you’re so fucking hot,” Chris said as your fingers found your clit under your panties. You began rubbing circles, just how you knew would get you off the quickest.

It didn’t take long before you felt the heat pooling in your core, but when Chris grabbed your ass and began sucking on your nipple like his life depended on it, you completely came undone. Moaning incoherent words and phrases that you knew didn’t make sense as stars danced behind your eyelids and in all your limbs. Chris squeezed your ass so hard you thought it would bruise and you felt him filling you up with his cum. Fuck, it was so hot. His cock was still twitching inside you, in aftershocks of his orgasm when you both came down from the high.

You wrapped your hands around his neck and collapsed forward on him. Both of your breathing was still ragged.

“You are so hot,” he breathed, “so, so fucking hot.”

“Feeling’s mutual,” you breathed back. Trying to muster up strength to get up and go clean up, “I need to go, I’ll be right back,” you whispered in his ear as you slowly started to lift up off of him. You could feel his cum inside you and prayed it didn’t make a mess all over the bed when you got up.

When you returned from the bathroom you thought Chris would be snoring but he looked wide awake. You smiled at him and laid down next to him.

“So who are you collaborating with?” you asked out of curiosity, “You said you were in the studio tonight.”

“Is that why you’re with me? To get the latest scoop on Stray Kids’ new projects?” Chris teased.

“No, I’m asking my boyfriend how his day was,” you said fondly.

“I know and I’ll tell my girlfriend how it was,” he said back, kissing you on the temple.

 Please don’t let this ever end.

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bonus:

(191225) sbs gayo daejun: when lee minho wrecked us all

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minho with a baby ♡

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190106 golden disk awards // han (c)

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going ✈️ loving felix hours

cr. let it punk

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happy boys

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♡ 𝟯𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗵𝗮 ♡

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I’LL ALWAYS BE ON TRACK …

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one, two, counter punch, knock out!

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“Well you know…I’m using some good quality time”

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july → december • some things never change 🙄

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