Semi-permanently dazed and confused, your resident 30 something doomer from Australia...shes very Australian. 18+ obviously. May, potentially be a bog witch. We got elves, art of elves, the odd history post, me bitching about archaeology etc. This is the main so it's an ungodly mess! Have fun! I am on an Elder Scrolls kick at the moment. Ok fine this is 70% Teldryn Sero posting at this point. I am not sorry about that. Artwork goes under the tag "My Art". "Danger!Josh" is the specific Teldryn Sero tag.
im so glad that i only occasionally get peeks into what the art community is like on youtube and instagram its absolutely goddamn crazy in there. "art style theft". super perfect sketchbooks where every page is a finished painting. you draw men big and sharp and women small and curvy. good art is marketable and disneyesque, if your art makes me uncomfortable its bad and ugly. same white girl portrait 50 times. everyone is skinny abled and white. dont post your art until its good. you have to post art on a schedule or else youll lose your audience. The Algorithm. Its so fucking dark in there dude
If a landlord is in financial stress due to an investment they chose to make they can sell one of their multiple properties (that's if the tax deduction from negative gearing isn't enough, because our tax system spends more helping landlords than it does on any other aspect of housing support).
If a renter is in financial stress they can get kicked out without justification and can end up homeless because they can't afford anywhere due to unlimited rent increases.
These two risks are not the same and only the Greens actually understand and are pushing for us as a country to reassess how we view housing. It's a human right - not something the rich should be able to hoard and make endless profit off.
I petted a bunch of animals and made an appointment with a psych who's more experienced with my level of brain fry lol.
Just emotionally fragile atm and all my illnesses are playing up at the same time. (I got way too many) And I'm really tired from that and work will be murder tomorrow.
I'm tired, but at least my dog wanted a huge hug once i got home.
Ah the courier service just decided not to deliver my pc.
And getting in contact is proving difficult. Honestly, I'm at the end of my rope with everything atm and I don't think I can keep dealing with constant bad shit happening all the time.
you have a wound that will never heal? me too! actually it's gradually widening and expanding, consuming more of me with each passing day [props my chin in my hands and smiles at you] at what point do you think i'll become the wound itself and not simply the bearer?
"you're good at art you should go to college you should start animation you should get a job in the industry you have so much potential" I SHOULD BE IN THE WOODS. EATING POISONOUS BERRIES
Ahhh I can finally get back to arting soon. New PC comes today (though I probably won't get to set it up til Friday).
I wish I could have finished art for the TES anniversary but that wasn't in the cards. Old PC fried it's last brains on Saturday. I'm just glad I didn't lose anything because all my art and writing was saved externally.
But
Now that I'll have a flash new, non lagging when painting pc, I can finally go back to painting scenes! Which means I can finally finish dwifi!!!!