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Ren is warm. she's not drunk – doesn't drink much, but there's something about the atmosphere that makes her fuzzy as if she was. but when she catches Vic leaving? without saying goodbye no less? yeah, absolutely not! like how fucking rude. she's hurt insulted.

she scoffs, cause like. weird fucking question. pouts at Vic like she's been mortally wounded, batting her lashes for extra oomph.

❝ uh, cause i like hanging out with you, obviously. ❞ like, duh! why else would she want Vic around? use your brain, babes, come on.

" you always leave the party too early. stay longer this time. stay with me. " — @chaos--mode

leaving the party early is kind of her favorite thing — huge fan of the good ol' irish goodbye. it's so much simpler than all the long, drawn-out bullshit, the delay when all she wants is to go home, and quite frankly? by that point, even the alcohol can't improve her social battery. 

unfortunately, ren is very, very pretty and vic is finding that kind of does a hell of a lot to make her at least consider it, and that's kind of embarrassing. the sigh she heaves a moment later definitely shouldn't be able to fit in the body of someone so short — some serious fucking force behind it. 

"why do you want me to stay."

[chaos--mode]

this is some sort of cosmic punishment, Ren swears. because Lucanis is bad enough – at least he's proven that she can sleep in the general vicinity of his existence without dreading a dagger to the throat. but Viago? she barely knows him. is fairly certain they haven't exchanged a single word before this.

well, unless he was involved in her unceremonious removal from the Crows' headquarters last week, but that was more insults and arguments than actual conversation. she doesn't doubt he kept out of it.

and now Rook is punishing her for it. ' we need to work together, ' they'd said. ' the least you could do is be cordial. ' their voice is pitched in mockery within her memory. this is bullshit.

Viago is ... stuffy feels too flamboyant a word. he's stiff. not that Ren is much better, but she's always like this in Treviso. and now she has to trust not only a relative stranger, but a Crow? at least she can take her frustrations out on the Venatori ...

Rook did fill her in. a total earful too. to be fair, she had specifically asked to be included in anything Venatori, she just hadn't expected to be sent to Treviso alone. punishment.

Ren nods, expression grave as she fiddles with the Spellblade strapped to her belt. she's much more relaxed in her appearance than the Crow, though arguably more ostentatious – she always catches attention, bright fabrics and glittery accents ; it's part of her fighting style. and if he wants this to be loud? she can do that.

❝ a bunch of Venatori assholes who missed their appointment with the end of a blade. ❞ the words are clipped and short. she's on edge, eager to get her hands on something she can bleed.

❝ just keep your daggers pointed at them and we won't have any problems. ❞

@chaos--mode - ❝ The time for pageantry is now over, it seems. ❞ | @ Viago ♡

as said by storm // always accepting

Caution trails behind him as a constant companion, whispering warnings the Crow was adamant to heed. He knew better than to afford trust where it was not earned - and even then very little. It shows in the way he keeps his figure carefully adorned, his face the only visible skin beyond where it was necessary. His blades remained sheathed, soaked in a mixture of poison known only to him. Antidotes lay hidden beneath the layers of leather, tucked away but easy to reach should he need them. 

Always thinking, always mindful about the dangers that lingered in the shadows. Including those that stood in the light. 

He had not ventured out in quite some time until now, constantly restricted to the diamond in order to help keep things organized. Teia was good - but the two of them together were better. This time he found himself beside the Veilguard themselves, tracking down a rather large entourage of Venatori skulking in one of the nobles' abandoned estates. 

They’d hem and haw about it later of course, but he would handle it. He always did. 

“ As long as we keep this clean, there will be time later. And we will deal with this swiftly ” he responds neutrally, gaze drifting to the other. Lucanis had mentioned her in passing but he knew very little - cared even less so. If Rook trusted her then he could offer the bare minimum as needed.  “ We do not intend to work from the shadows this time. They will know who owns Antiva. I assume Rook filled you in? ”

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the fun thing about running her own business? Ren gets to have lunch whenever she wants. the less fun thing is most days she doesn't take a lunch, but that's not the point. nobody tell Thomas that, though – it's cute that he thinks it's coincidence.

his reaction when she hands the jerky over though? so worth it.

she smirks, shrugs like it's nothing. ❝ well you eat these often enough i figured either you really liked them or you had some sort of masochism thing goin' on. which, like, either way? more power to you. ❞

@chaos--mode sent 😋 as a gesture of affection

it's both of their lunch break, which happen to occur at the same time by some alignment of the star. sitting in his jeep, they chow down on some fast food in silence, much too focused on the deliciousness of their food to have much of a conversation. "hm?" he hums, glancing over when ren nudges his shoulder. in her hand is a stick of beef jerky. "no way," he grins, mouth half full of burger as he wipes his free hand with a napkin. "how'd ya know?"

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okay, she hadn't meant to like. totally stump him. sure, necrophiliacs are fucked ( pun not intended, thanks ) , but he's the one that said he was into death. good to know he's got limits on that front, at least.

it does start to get a little awkward, though, when he just stares. Ren purses her lips, waits. and waits. and waits.

. . .

well, okay then.

❝ okaaay, so i'm gonna take that as a ❛ not interested, ❜ then. which, y'know, good. ❞

what. the. fuck??? that’s most certainly not what thomas expected to come out of ren’s mouth, but there it is. necrophiliacs. there are too many responses running through his mind for him to actually choose one. so, tommy simply stares at her in utter disgust instead. blegh! shoot him in the head if he ever decides to get frisky with one of his victims’ dead bodies.

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it's a bit disjointed, the way he says it. she can tell it's sorta out of his comfort zone. not that Ren really cares – she can relate to that. like, she doesn't always ❛ get ❜ the way people talks sometimes, either.

it does sober her mood a little, though, the little flicker of a smile she'd had fading. she shrugs, eyes downcast because she doesn't really know what to say. ❝ it's whatever. i've had them for most of my life, so i'm used to it. ❞

alright, the fit of laughter is not the response he was expecting, but thomas supposes it's better than her being offended. oftentimes his complete lack of emo music knowledge has sent people his age into a frenzy, like it's simply blasphemous to not know the lyrics to that black parade song. "oh," he mumbles, realizing that his misread her statement and now has to backpedal in order to comfort her in some way. "sorry you're having nightmares."

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❝ so do you just like ... only eat carnival food? ❞ Ren tilts her head at the ghost, little pout on her lips 'cause she's just so curious. she's only really ever run into witches and other vampires. like, she didn't know ghosts could be all corporeal! it's kinda cool.

coffin nails drum an absent-minded rhythm on the shitty wooden table, interrupted when the vampire sits up, eyes wide. ❝ or, wait! do you even need to eat? ❞

this is incredibly important information, here.

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oh, ha fuckin' ha. Ren rolls her eyes at the other vampire's little joke. if you could even call if that. like, Stza's lucky he's cute. ❝ you are the absolute worst, you know that? ❞

she wrinkles her own nose at him this time, but she's not trying to be some knock-off. this is all genuine, baby!

and, like, okay maybe he's kinda funny. not that she's gonna tell him that – his head's big enough as it is. ❝ aww, maybe we could do like a duo shoot. that'd be cute, don't you think? ❞

"-and yet here i am the one taking the metaphorical stakes," he volleyed back at her with his own smile growing, though it still remained small, casual.

stza was just like that. it helped get under people's skin when he needed to. which was rarely, if at all.

"dodged another wooden knife. can't wait to tell my family," he joked and then shrugged at her first words. out of order, but the joke was faster in his mind. "appreciate the reminders of my non-normalness. might get a poster of it next."

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well, good! why the hell is Allison giving her a hard time then? this is basic shit, come on. the big mean scary vampire threatens the woefully unprepared hunter and she's supposed to back the fuck off.

this isn't exactly survival. like, yeah okay, sure Ren picks her meals very specifically, but she's not fuckin' deluded ; she'd never claim any kind of bullshit moral high ground. did the guy deserve it? yeah. he's still dead, though.

the question, though? that's funny. as if Ren's an amateur.

she grins, dark and harsh and mean. ❝ aww, that's cute! you're worried about me – how sweet. ❞ it's overly condescending, dramatic as hell and entirely too sarcastic. it doesn't last long though. the blank, cold expression is back in a blink. ❝ i can take care of myself, babes. this isn't my first time around the block. ❞

❝Trust me, I know.❞

The fact that Allison was standing in front of the other woman now was more than luck. It was also a big part of why she wasn't really shaken to confront the other woman — the vampire.

Allison considered what she was saying though. The Argents had a code. Protect those that cannot protect themselves. Within that code was avoid killing.

Maybe this vampire had been turned against her will, was just trying to survive, and thought that if she had to drink blood it might as well be of someone who deserved it ...

Allison's code had evolved with circumstances. Maybe Ren's had too.

Still, Allison crossed her arms. She wasn't ready to just assume the best and move on. ❝And what happens when someone comes across the bodies who isn't ... accustomed to unique circumstances and it gets traced back to you. You ready to explain that to the police?❞

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this guy jumps from topic to topic like it's a sport. it's kinda impressive, honestly. like, go him! if his brain works that fast he's gotta have some absolutely killer reflexes.

the questions makes Glitterbomb pause, though, cause ... huh. she'd never thought of that before. ❝ you know, i'm not 100% sure. it fucks with the amygdala, so they'd probably see some totally wild shit if they're already used to hallucinations. ❞ she shrugs. close enough. she's not actually a biochemist, okay, she's just a hobbyist!

the spider giggles at the guy's outburst. so much energy – he's like a wind-up toy that never runs out of juice. he's gotta be related to the Energizer bunny or somethin'. which would honestly be kinda cool, so like, whatever. is he hiding bunny ears under that hood?

❝ oh my god, YES! we'd be such a good team, i can just tell. ❞ ❛ good ❜ and ❛ absolute fucking mayhem ❜ are close enough, right?

❝Thunderfuck's such a fun thing to say as it is. Can you imagine it though? It'd have to fly through the sky saying 'Hieeeeeee!'❞ Wade laughed, unable to help himself from interjecting despite the fact that these weapons were the longest his attention had been on anything since well ... he lost his train of thought trying to come up with something so like, since forever.

❝What if someone already has hallucinations?❞ He asked curiously, finger and thumb rubbing against his chin as if he were in deep thought.

❝Okay, I have to say that'ssofuckincool.❞ He said it all quickly, together like it's one big ole word.

It was nice to meet someone else who was a connoisseur of chaos. Or at least liked fun and shiny things as much as Wade did. Most heroes were stuffy and also didn't like Wade much. Give it time. He was nearly as excited as she was, and kinda wished he had something that cool of his own to show off. But alas, his pouches were filled with important and handy items, but not with glitter, unfortunately.

❝I'd love to team up on a bad guy take down.❞

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Ren watches Saskia with wide, cautious eyes. safely. from the doorway. like, again, she's fine!! it's just that she had a bad control day recently and she's still kinda reeling. she doesn't wanna risk it, bite her!

she laughs at the bandaids, though. on her deathbed, right, she loves those stupid little things. ❝ you can pry the kiddie bandaids out of my cold dead hands. ❞ a pause as she blinks owlishly down at her hands. ❝ don't take that literally. ❞

is she fine? yeah. she was probably fine to start, but like. better safe than sorry, right? friends aren't food and all that.

Ren shrugs. ❝ who, little old me? ❞ bats her eyelashes for good measure, hands clasped together and brought up to her chest. ❝ yeah i'm fine. you're cleared to exist in my presence. ❞

Saskia wasn't even phased by the way Ren was moving around the kitchen, she was honestly used to it. Drying her hands, trying to make sure she wasn't getting blood everywhere before she looked under the sink to grab a band aid out of the medical kit.

"We really need to buy adult band aids, I can't keep getting away with Barbie and Disney ones at work," she joked as she looked down at the pink and sparkly band aid on her finger.

She wasn't entirely being serious, it wasn't exactly the end of the world if she had a childish band aid. "You alright now? I don't need to vacate the area or anything?"