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[chaserlazer]

love you unconditionally

You know what is truly important in our lives? It's family. Our parents, our brothers, or our sisters are the ones who will always be there for us, no matter what. When the world turns its back on us, when we are at our lowest, or when we are celebrating our highest achievements, family stands by our side. They listen to us, support us, and help us navigate through life's challenges.

Of course, there will be misunderstandings and occasional arguments, but these are just minor bumps in the road. The reality is that family is always there for you. They are the ones who know you best and love you unconditionally, providing a sense of belonging and stability. Family is the foundation that supports us, the safety net that catches us when we fall.

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just saying...

I often feel like I'm different from others. It seems that when I set my sights on something, I can't simply rely on luck or the help of others to achieve it. Instead, I have to roll up my sleeves and put in the hard work myself. It's not always easy, and the reward isn't always sweeter—in fact, sometimes it feels even more bitter. While others might have opportunities handed to them.

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the world isn't fair, literally.

We live with the idea that maybe the world will be nicer to us in the next lifetime, but how sure are we? How sure, are we that the world will treat us right next time, knowing that the world is never fair?

I sometimes hope and pray not to wake up again because even if I breathe, I never feel truly alive. 

I would surrender everything just to be treated right. Everything is always set aside when I make a request. Everything is unfair when I ask for help.

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Forgetting you is a privilege that I cannot afford

That day is friend birthday and I scrolled through my Google photos to find a picture of him. I saw one picture of yours while I was on it. I had deleted all the pictures and video we took one day but somehow, I had missed deleting this picture. I couldn’t scroll further. I stopped. I clicked. I didn’t want to. But the heart...

I zoomed it. I saw your picture up close. Filling my phone screen. It struck me that you're no longer in my life. That I no longer say your name. That I don't type it anymore. I swallow.

It didn't remind our memories together. It just flashed that a person with flesh and bones who was filled all through my life until last year is no longer with me and I had done all it takes to remove the residues. I didn't miss your love. I just miss that human, I don't even know if I'm making sense.

I am not healed yet I'm not on you.

[chaserlazer]

There’s something surreal about staying up all night and watching the world wake up. The calm and quiet before dawn has its own charm. Though it’s not great for your health, it’s a unique way to experience a new day.

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An Unbothered Space is a physical or mental environment where one can find peace, free from distractions, stress, and interruptions. It's a sanctuary for unwinding, reflecting, and simply being.